Kevin, I was a 54 yr old practicing Homosexual..Im learning not to identify my self "I am", but more '"I wrestle with"...I am a born again, child of God! Together, hes working with me daily, and im learning not to feel more guilt about the thoughts or feelings, but trust the Lord is with me every day. Im staying strong through Christ. Thank you so much for sharing your story. It really reached me.
When Christ sets you free, you will be free indeed. Pray for my son James. He needs deliverance from sexual sin, drugs and riotous living. We also chose tough love but it has been hard for me, his mother. I cry a lot and that bothers James but I also pray as I cry and I know Christ hears. God bless you, Kevin. Meditate on his word day and night.
What a wonderful seeking heart that the Lord alone can satisfy all your answers and desires. Thank you dear Kevin for your wonderful testimony. May the Lord Jesus Christ continue to bless you, guide you, teach you, protect you, love you as you continue to walk with Him with all your heart soul mind and soul. In Jesus' name. Amen.
The general public has no clue what damage they do to young men rejecting them and not helping. Only God knows what they going thru. I feel so sorry for all of them who are suffering. if you are in danger of loosing your soul please go to Jesus the son of God and ask for forgiveness before is too late You will save and safe under God's protection...He will never leave you nor forsake you. Focus on God, Jesus, and holy spirit. May God uses you in this life and next for His glory.
Your story is very interesting...As you say that God healed you. one of the most difficult challenges we meet through life is ' Excepting who we are...' Excepting meaning ...Letting go or releasing the anger, hurt, rejection, aloneness and emptiness. As you know that anxiety and fear play a big part in ones journey/ life. When one comes to realize this and except it, then and only then can healing take its shape and you begin to Love yourself'
Kevin thanks so much. So very embarrassing for me to admit, but I struggle with this every day and now live in polygamy in order to get the love I crave. I really need help. I often feel that I have gone over the edge of no return.
Ben Vee I have been where you are. Let me encourage you that there is hope. When my wife found out about my double life, I hit rock bottom. I even contemplated taking my own life. I will be praying, please reach out. I also told a good friend about my secret life and it really helped me return from the edge.
You just need truth Ben! Trust is what will set you free. You are not what you feel. We have always been taught to live by feelings-that's why the Bible says to live by faith and not by sight! believe me, check out dan mohler on youtube. it will change your life, I promise!
Satan is the prince of the power of the air (Ephesian 2:2-3), and his demons are all around us in the atmosphere, seeking to seduce and tempt people all the time. These spirits often get into people. Some were passed onto them in their mother's womb from their ancestry. But many get these spirits from temptations they act on, even from the opposite sex who may have them in them. Looking at pornography, etc also opens the door for spirits to come in. I know because I once had sexual unclean spirits in me that I saw come out in vision in late 1994 and early 1995. As a Christian, I was at first ashamed and embarrassed to tell anyone. Yet, I realized that I had picked up most of those spirits from having committed adultery in previous years, even having been with a prostitute, who gave me even more of them, since most prostitutes have lots of unclean spirits in them. My suggestion is people come to repentance first, giving oneself completely to God through Jesus Christ by surrendering to Him and becoming born-again to receive His Holy Spirit and eternal life. Jesus said in Matt 10:38 that if we don't take up our cross to follow Him, we are not worthy of Him. Becoming born-again, attending a full gospel church and receiving the baptism of the Holy Spirit is very vital...and receiving deliverance may be needed...since again, some of those spirits don't leave just because one gives their life to Christ...some have to be cast out. I say that because many churches don't believe that casting out demons is for today, nor do they believe that Christians can have demons. This is why many stay bound with those desires even after coming to Christ...because the spirit(s) are still there. Anyway, there are also some good videos on RUclips on such things, such as Derek Prince's teaching on the subject of Deliverance. Yet, whatever you do, if you are struggling with these things, don't EVER stop seeking God to set you free...as God loves you and wants to set you free. Hebrews 11:6 says that "Without faith it is impossible to please Him, he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him." He, indeed, is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him...if one will truly submit and surrender to Him!!!!!!! -
Only God knows what they going thru. I feel so sorry for all of them who are suffering. if you are in danger of loosing your soul please go to Jesus the son of God and ask for forgiveness before is too late You will save and safe under God's protection...He will never leave you nor forsake you. Focus on God, Jesus, and holy spirit. May God uses you in this life and next for His glory.
2 Chronicles 7:14 If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.
Same i was molested at age of 5 years old by different males exposed to porn grew up attracted to men having sex with men at 15 no father figure i grow up isolated am 26 now always suicidal etc i pray gone to church and nothing 😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😔😔😔😔😔😭😢😢😭😢😢😭😢😭😢 i feel rejected from this world
Kevin, I was a 54 yr old practicing Homosexual..Im learning not to identify my self "I am", but more '"I wrestle with"...I am a born again, child of God! Together, hes working with me daily, and im learning not to feel more guilt about the thoughts or feelings, but trust the Lord is with me every day. Im staying strong through Christ. Thank you so much for sharing your story. It really reached me.
When Christ sets you free, you will be free indeed. Pray for my son James. He needs deliverance from sexual sin, drugs and riotous living. We also chose tough love but it has been hard for me, his mother. I cry a lot and that bothers James but I also pray as I cry and I know Christ hears. God bless you, Kevin. Meditate on his word day and night.
Im so proud of you son, May the Lord bless you in abundance, Hugs
Thank you so much Kevin, you truly are a mighty man of God
What a wonderful seeking heart that the Lord alone can satisfy all your answers and desires. Thank you dear Kevin for your wonderful testimony. May the Lord Jesus Christ continue to bless you, guide you, teach you, protect you, love you as you continue to walk with Him with all your heart soul mind and soul. In Jesus' name. Amen.
The general public has no clue what damage they do to young men rejecting them and not helping. Only God knows what they going thru. I feel so sorry for all of them who are suffering. if you are in danger of loosing your soul please go to Jesus the son of God and ask for forgiveness before is too late You will save and safe under God's protection...He will never leave you nor forsake you. Focus on God, Jesus, and holy spirit. May God uses you in this life and next for His glory.
This testimony is AMAZING! 💕
How wonderful. Praise the Lord!
Beautiful story of the redemptive power of our God. May He continue to bless you in all things.
So blesssed by your testimony Kevin. Thanking the Lord for your story and your heart.
God Bless you for telling your testimony!! I was blessed!
Great testimony!
yes for Jesus
I love these raw real amazing testimonies!!!!
Great testimony.
Your story is very interesting...As you say that God healed you. one of the most difficult challenges we meet through life is ' Excepting who we are...' Excepting meaning ...Letting go or releasing the anger, hurt, rejection, aloneness and emptiness. As you know that anxiety and fear play a big part in ones journey/ life. When one comes to realize this and except it, then and only then can healing take its shape and you begin to
Love yourself'
God is good! Praise the Lord for seeing you thru your storm. Your testimony is a blessing. Thank you for sharing. 🙏🙌🙏❤
Raw honestly. Thank you for sharing. 🙏
Kevin thanks so much. So very embarrassing for me to admit, but I struggle with this every day and now live in polygamy in order to get the love I crave. I really need help. I often feel that I have gone over the edge of no return.
Ben Vee I have been where you are. Let me encourage you that there is hope. When my wife found out about my double life, I hit rock bottom. I even contemplated taking my own life. I will be praying, please reach out. I also told a good friend about my secret life and it really helped me return from the edge.
You just need truth Ben! Trust is what will set you free. You are not what you feel. We have always been taught to live by feelings-that's why the Bible says to live by faith and not by sight! believe me, check out dan mohler on youtube. it will change your life, I promise!
Brian Stewart Thank you. Really, thank you.
Satan is the prince of the power of the air (Ephesian 2:2-3), and his demons are all around us in the atmosphere, seeking to seduce and tempt people all the time. These spirits often get into people. Some were passed onto them in their mother's womb from their ancestry. But many get these spirits from temptations they act on, even from the opposite sex who may have them in them. Looking at pornography, etc also opens the door for spirits to come in.
I know because I once had sexual unclean spirits in me that I saw come out in vision in late 1994 and early 1995. As a Christian, I was at first ashamed and embarrassed to tell anyone. Yet, I realized that I had picked up most of those spirits from having committed adultery in previous years, even having been with a prostitute, who gave me even more of them, since most prostitutes have lots of unclean spirits in them.
My suggestion is people come to repentance first, giving oneself completely to God through Jesus Christ by surrendering to Him and becoming born-again to receive His Holy Spirit and eternal life. Jesus said in Matt 10:38 that if we don't take up our cross to follow Him, we are not worthy of Him.
Becoming born-again, attending a full gospel church and receiving the baptism of the Holy Spirit is very vital...and receiving deliverance may be needed...since again, some of those spirits don't leave just because one gives their life to Christ...some have to be cast out.
I say that because many churches don't believe that casting out demons is for today, nor do they believe that Christians can have demons. This is why many stay bound with those desires even after coming to Christ...because the spirit(s) are still there. Anyway, there are also some good videos on RUclips on such things, such as Derek Prince's teaching on the subject of Deliverance.
Yet, whatever you do, if you are struggling with these things, don't EVER stop seeking God to set you free...as God loves you and wants to set you free. Hebrews 11:6 says that "Without faith it is impossible to please Him, he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him."
He, indeed, is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him...if one will truly submit and surrender to Him!!!!!!!
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Ben Vee hi brother, how are you now?
Only God knows what they going thru. I feel so sorry for all of them who are suffering. if you are in danger of loosing your soul please go to Jesus the son of God and ask for forgiveness before is too late You will save and safe under God's protection...He will never leave you nor forsake you. Focus on God, Jesus, and holy spirit. May God uses you in this life and next for His glory.
love it thank you lord
I can relate to your story completely. Gay sex addiction is a lonely life.
2 Chronicles 7:14
If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.
God does all things well , you will see His, why, when, who, how.
beautiful job yeshua blessyou forever serious in haven
Same i was molested at age of 5 years old by different males exposed to porn grew up attracted to men having sex with men at 15 no father figure i grow up isolated am 26 now always suicidal etc i pray gone to church and nothing 😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😔😔😔😔😔😭😢😢😭😢😢😭😢😭😢 i feel rejected from this world
yes isolated
Conversion therapy works.