This. This is exactly how it feels. I'm processing that I might be autistic, and I lost my brother two years ago. The guilt that comes for forgetting he's gone. Not being able to call or see him over at Mom and Dad's. It does come in waves, and I've felt guilty this whole time for feeling it so much differently than my parents or my other siblings. I'm not alone in how I've been grieving. We're in this together, this loss, and this life without. My heart goes out to you. Thank you for posting this.
I really want to hug you, in a non-creepy parasocial way. You said it perfectly, the enormity of your pain is just the price you pay for having had this kind of beauty and love in your life.
I could have been the one doing this video, a few years back, when I lost my brother. I know you might not believe it right now, but I promise, that very very very slowly, one tiny breath at a time, it gets better. Not today, not tomorrow, but slowly slowly slowly it gets better, different, and you can have the grief with you, without drowning. It starts off like a piece of broken glass in your pocket, that cuts and stabs you all the time. After a while, it becomes like a little stone, smoothed by the ocean- you can still feel it, it is still there, but it is okay.
I sooooo understand grief 😢😢😢 ❤ I send love, peace, blessings to you 🙏 ❤️ He transitioned to another way of living... he's more alive now. I've lost my dad, 4 dogs and 1 cat in the last 4.5 years.... I understand the loss... I'm soooo very VERY SORRY for your feelings and loss. Much love ❤️ is sent to you. ❤ I walk beside you during this time of grief
Even though I know, this doesn't change a thing: My condolences. My sister died in 2011 (it was sudden .. she was 42). My heart still feels "sore" (for lack of a better word), whenever something triggers a memory about her. You're not alone .. I wish, I could tell you something, you don't already know, in order to make you feel better.
This. This is exactly how it feels. I'm processing that I might be autistic, and I lost my brother two years ago. The guilt that comes for forgetting he's gone. Not being able to call or see him over at Mom and Dad's. It does come in waves, and I've felt guilty this whole time for feeling it so much differently than my parents or my other siblings.
I'm not alone in how I've been grieving. We're in this together, this loss, and this life without. My heart goes out to you. Thank you for posting this.
I’m so sorry. He sounds like a really special person. Thanks for sharing. 💙
I really want to hug you, in a non-creepy parasocial way. You said it perfectly, the enormity of your pain is just the price you pay for having had this kind of beauty and love in your life.
I could have been the one doing this video, a few years back, when I lost my brother. I know you might not believe it right now, but I promise, that very very very slowly, one tiny breath at a time, it gets better. Not today, not tomorrow, but slowly slowly slowly it gets better, different, and you can have the grief with you, without drowning.
It starts off like a piece of broken glass in your pocket, that cuts and stabs you all the time. After a while, it becomes like a little stone, smoothed by the ocean- you can still feel it, it is still there, but it is okay.
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I'm so sorry for your loss. It's really special the way you honor him. Thank you for sharing with us!
So sorry for your loss. 😢 May you be held by love and loving memories of/with your brother. ❤
Thank you for sharing your perspective on this.
(My father passed away a month and a half ago, and I'm still trying to process it all.)
I sooooo understand grief 😢😢😢
❤ I send love, peace, blessings to you 🙏 ❤️
He transitioned to another way of living... he's more alive now. I've lost my dad, 4 dogs and 1 cat in the last 4.5 years.... I understand the loss... I'm soooo very VERY SORRY for your feelings and loss. Much love ❤️ is sent to you. ❤
I walk beside you during this time of grief
I am sending you the biggest hug… This was so beautiful. 🫂
Sorry to hear this! Sending you healing!
You’re so beautiful for making this video instead of shutting down! Thank you!
Even though I know, this doesn't change a thing: My condolences.
My sister died in 2011 (it was sudden .. she was 42). My heart still feels "sore" (for lack of a better word), whenever something triggers a memory about her. You're not alone .. I wish, I could tell you something, you don't already know, in order to make you feel better.