being sober doesn’t just mean being free alcohol, it means to be free of the addictions that tie you down and this video really showed that. i love u so much and this is amazing
this is beyond speechless and so powerful. i dealt with depression and all i think of is dying every day, i was crying every day, anger every day, giving up on life every day. this is so message worthy and thank you for posting this video. if you need someone to talk to, i'm here. ❤️
hahaha when I saw that you'd deleted the video I kneww you'd gotten inspired! and im glad you did because now we've been blessed with this MASTERPIECE! I love it! so sad, but very good, edited so well
The first time I got drunk I was 13, still in middle school. I liked the feeling, it used to make me feel happy but it also made me want to just cry. After school I would drink when I could. I remember one night I was crying and I was so frustrated, I went to the kitchen and I got a bottle of wine, it was full and I remember being in bed, crying and I was drinking it fast, then like 2 hours later I went to the kitchen to get water, I knew I was about to throw up. When I was going to the kitchen, I couldn't walk, I kept falling and hitting the walls then I went to the restroom and sat in the floor, I was shaking then I threw up, for some reason it felt good, then I went to my bed and blacked out, I woke the next day and my head was pounding. A few days later, I had gotten another bottle of wine. I had put some on a plastic cup. I would go on top of the roof and drink it. I would stand up and wonder what would happen if I were to jump off. I would do this after school. I'm now 15. There would be periods of time where I wouldn't drink and other times were I would. When I was 14, I would get drunk at school. Once I mix drinks and I had blacked out in one of my classes. The principal had came in to talk to me but she didn't find out . I did that a lot. Now that I'm 15, I want to stop, I know it's not good. I have a lot of problems with my abdomen. Yesterday I drank at school. I hated myself for doing it. My body was shaking a lot. I wanted to cry. I hated myself because I had promised myself that I wouldn't do it again. I hate breaking promises, especially to myself. I went home and cried a lot. I had trouble sleeping. I just kept thinking about it. I wanted to drink so bad. I would think of ways to get alcohol. I would have done it if I had no control at all but I do. I'm glad of that. I want to stop drinking. It won't be easy sometimes but I will try my hardest to.
Hey, how are you feeling now? Did you manage to quit your addiction yet? I really hope you did. i'm 15 btw i think ur 16 now cuz you wrote this a year ago. Please remember that you can do this and you have full control, stay safe.
THIS WAS SO MAGICAL, BEAUTIFUL AND POWERFUL, UR SKILLS EVERY DAY INSPIRE ME, YOU ARE ONE OF MY FAVS VIDEO MAKERS HERE ON RUclips BC YOU ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO CATCH THE FEELING, THE SCENES, THE QUOTES AND THE THEME OF THE PROJECT...its so touching, im blessed, thank you for another masterpiece ♥
I watch a lot of these videos and normally I only relate to a few or most of the characters but thi time I related to every single one. Beautiful video.
the shows that i know recovery road 13 reasons why to the bone true blood midnight sun scream the society skins the 100 cyberbully I think I saw a scene from crazy/beautiful 2001 but im not sure gossip girl riverdale vampire diaries perfect sisters the edge of seventeen dance academy shameless
my mom has been addicted to drugs my whole life. i try to remember that it's hard for her as well, but i just have so much resent for her. it changes who you are completely. it makes her selfish and manipulative and ruins every relationship. i wish i could let go of this huge weight on my shoulders i have by resenting her and her actions to choose drugs over me time and time again but its almost impossible
I'm not lonely , I have a lot of people in my life Only problem is ...... They either leave, walk over me , break my heart,play with my feelings, use me , are fake,or don't care about me 💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭
it's amazing and powerful, pure masterpiece honestly my heart is broken... And sorry i dont want to be annoying but 2:05-2:06 what is the movie or tv show with the two girls in the shower ? i need to watch omg:( (sorry for my mistakes im not english but im so in love with ur edits)
i have problem with alcohol. Maybe I'm 17 but it really doesn't matter. Its really hard not to drink for a one single day. I cant handle this. I want to die because I lost everyone who matters to me
jea boi stay strong, god brought you here to face the challenges you face, your a true brave person! I suggest you get help and you will find a happy world!
Łûšt i’m sober for 2 months. it’s really hard but my ex boyfriend helped me. my current boyfriend is better for me because i stopped completely. sometimes i just wanna shot of vodka or anything but i have to be strong. i have people in my life that i cannot lost
They ask why I take snus(nicotine pods) and why I drink alc. 2 well they help me to forgot just for a moment a free moment, I miss u everyday leonie I love you
being sober doesn’t just mean being free alcohol, it means to be free of the addictions that tie you down and this video really showed that. i love u so much and this is amazing
Yup...I'm addicted to day dreaming and avoidance...
your videos are always so beautifully tragic. i love this so much
this is powerful.
this is beyond speechless and so powerful. i dealt with depression and all i think of is dying every day, i was crying every day, anger every day, giving up on life every day. this is so message worthy and thank you for posting this video. if you need someone to talk to, i'm here. ❤️
dylan duh hey I would like to talk to you.
hahaha when I saw that you'd deleted the video I kneww you'd gotten inspired! and im glad you did because now we've been blessed with this MASTERPIECE! I love it! so sad, but very good, edited so well
The first time I got drunk I was 13, still in middle school. I liked the feeling, it used to make me feel happy but it also made me want to just cry. After school I would drink when I could. I remember one night I was crying and I was so frustrated, I went to the kitchen and I got a bottle of wine, it was full and I remember being in bed, crying and I was drinking it fast, then like 2 hours later I went to the kitchen to get water, I knew I was about to throw up. When I was going to the kitchen, I couldn't walk, I kept falling and hitting the walls then I went to the restroom and sat in the floor, I was shaking then I threw up, for some reason it felt good, then I went to my bed and blacked out, I woke the next day and my head was pounding.
A few days later, I had gotten another bottle of wine. I had put some on a plastic cup. I would go on top of the roof and drink it. I would stand up and wonder what would happen if I were to jump off. I would do this after school.
I'm now 15. There would be periods of time where I wouldn't drink and other times were I would. When I was 14, I would get drunk at school. Once I mix drinks and I had blacked out in one of my classes. The principal had came in to talk to me but she didn't find out . I did that a lot.
Now that I'm 15, I want to stop, I know it's not good. I have a lot of problems with my abdomen. Yesterday I drank at school. I hated myself for doing it. My body was shaking a lot. I wanted to cry. I hated myself because I had promised myself that I wouldn't do it again. I hate breaking promises, especially to myself. I went home and cried a lot. I had trouble sleeping. I just kept thinking about it. I wanted to drink so bad. I would think of ways to get alcohol. I would have done it if I had no control at all but I do. I'm glad of that.
I want to stop drinking. It won't be easy sometimes but I will try my hardest to.
Diana im going thru this too but with weed
*my first time smoking and* *drinking was 13 (first year of* *highschool) huge regrets.*
you definitely need to get some help. you can’t do this all by yourself, you will feel so much better if you talk to a trusted adult abt it.
Hey, how are you feeling now? Did you manage to quit your addiction yet? I really hope you did. i'm 15 btw i think ur 16 now cuz you wrote this a year ago. Please remember that you can do this and you have full control, stay safe.
I can relate. make the right choice. im proud of you realizing your addiction and that youre trying hard to stop. i respect that a lot.
this is powerful in so many ways, i love the way that you made this video and portrayed such message, you’re a real artist.
you have a way of getting straight to my heart… i love all your videos. this was heartbreaking but _wow_ … you are so talented
THIS WAS SO MAGICAL, BEAUTIFUL AND POWERFUL, UR SKILLS EVERY DAY INSPIRE ME, YOU ARE ONE OF MY FAVS VIDEO MAKERS HERE ON RUclips BC YOU ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO CATCH THE FEELING, THE SCENES, THE QUOTES AND THE THEME OF THE PROJECT...its so touching, im blessed, thank you for another masterpiece ♥
This is so incredibly sad.. you made me cry with this video. Beautiful work.
This is incredible and so so powerful. Thank you for making this
I’ve rewatched this video like 6 times, and it leaves me speechless every time. It’s gorgeous.
This is absolutely breathtaking... it's so powerful... so emotional... stay strong girl! 💙
I'M CRYING 😭😭😭 THIS IS SO POWERFUL !!!!!! you have so much talent it's incredible ❤
This made me cry, its so powerful...
this is so beautiful and powerful!!
So powerful and moving ❤️ thank you.
Oh my goshhhh this is a masterpiece ❤️💜💗 thank you so so much !!!
This song broke me,and video even more. 😭😭😭💔💔💔 Amazing job
I am actually crying right now, this is beautiful
this is haunting. thank you.
I think i need to go think for a bit...
Only tears 😭❤
You are so, so great 👏
this is making me speechless, i love this song!!
This is so heartbreaking and beautiful!! ;0;
Ah so intense!! What a beautiful masterpiece, every second capturing all the raw pain.
Btw at 1:50, where she says "this is not about you", what fandom was that?
luvtheheaven5 it’s the movie sharing the secret :)
Thank you!
I watch a lot of these videos and normally I only relate to a few or most of the characters but thi time I related to every single one. Beautiful video.
i don’t know why i am crying in the club rn
Wow!! My goosebumps are getting goosebumps.
you are absolutely one of the most talented vidders on youtube.
Wow. This was so powerful and meaningful
I wasn't ready for this...
i love ur style of editing
this is so heartbreaking
wow this is amazing 😩❤️
the shows that i know
recovery road
13 reasons why
to the bone
true blood
midnight sun
scream
the society
skins
the 100
cyberbully
I think I saw a scene from crazy/beautiful 2001 but im not sure
gossip girl
riverdale
vampire diaries
perfect sisters
the edge of seventeen
dance academy
shameless
The walking dead too
This is beautiful
This is an absolute masterpiece
I love that small clip of IT with Beverly
Raw.
Brilliant.
my mom has been addicted to drugs my whole life. i try to remember that it's hard for her as well, but i just have so much resent for her. it changes who you are completely. it makes her selfish and manipulative and ruins every relationship. i wish i could let go of this huge weight on my shoulders i have by resenting her and her actions to choose drugs over me time and time again but its almost impossible
Simply amazing...💔💔
A true masterpiece❤️👌🏽
This is so good!
This is amazing!
This is magic.
This phenomenal 💕💙😭😭
Family's health is one. Poison one person the family goes down.
I love all your videos
This is a beautiful video
LOVE THIS
wow good job on this!
Beautiful
This is tragic and sad👏
This one really really fucking hit. So damn hard. I never related to basically anything more real. 👌💔
Hello do someone have a list with these movies/shows 🙏🙏❤
I struggle with tried to deal with deaths family relatives it's so hard to deal with that 😥😥😥😥😥😥😥
This is soo sad omg 😭😭
Please, tell me ALL the films, what are you known.
I will be very grateful to you!
❤
I'm not lonely , I have a lot of people in my life
Only problem is ......
They either leave, walk over me , break my heart,play with my feelings, use me , are fake,or don't care about me 💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭
please tell me the movies or shows in these video
great video❤️ from which show/movie was the scene at 2.06?
Can someone tell me what’s the name of the film when the video started?
YASSSSS
it's amazing and powerful, pure masterpiece honestly my heart is broken... And sorry i dont want to be annoying but 2:05-2:06 what is the movie or tv show with the two girls in the shower ? i need to watch omg:(
(sorry for my mistakes im not english but im so in love with ur edits)
it's white girl :)
shameless
oop nvm
What are the series or movie of that video? please say
i have problem with alcohol. Maybe I'm 17 but it really doesn't matter. Its really hard not to drink for a one single day. I cant handle this. I want to die because I lost everyone who matters to me
jea boi stay strong, god brought you here to face the challenges you face, your a true brave person! I suggest you get help and you will find a happy world!
Łûšt i’m sober for 2 months. it’s really hard but my ex boyfriend helped me. my current boyfriend is better for me because i stopped completely. sometimes i just wanna shot of vodka or anything but i have to be strong. i have people in my life that i cannot lost
lose*
jea boi well done on being sober for 2 months! wish nothing but happiness for you❤️
@@L3TTHELIGHT yeah lil update. my life is a mess, im a drug addict so yea i fucked up
Thanks for cancel the collab and made this masterpiece
Sober made me 😢
Does anyone know what show(or movie) 1:54 is from?
ficou simplesmente marabilhoso
whats the movie/tv show that Kat Dennings appears in?
sorry but does anyone one know what movie or tv show it is 1:02 with the blonde girl?
I missed Elenor from the royals!!
What series and movies are you please?
Quais séries?
What show \ movie is 28-29 blonde hair crying
Can someone tell me what show or movie 0:26 is??
What movie is that off of with the girl that said everyone makes me feel like I’m not right the way I am
It's from the show How to Get Away With Murder. Viola Davis.
1:12? And also all the movies and TV shows in the video please?
It’s a show called recovery road
What is the movie/shows shown?
They ask why I take snus(nicotine pods) and why I drink alc. 2 well they help me to forgot just for a moment a free moment, I miss u everyday leonie I love you
1:49 what’s that show/movie called?
I don’t know why but i was waiting for the scene in Cyberbully when Taylor try to kill herself. Love your video ❤️
What show / movie is at 36 seconds
Such a beautiful edit and a perfect song to go with it I know you probably get this a lot but what show was .25-.26?
Sofa King awesome from dusk till dawn
VEKProduction I’m sorry for bothering you it’s late here as well
Kat Duh hun its okay!!
VEKProduction IM SO SORRY I know I’m being annoying 🤧 but I’ve been struggling to find out who .11 to .13 is Im really am sorry 😖
Kat Duh haha its fine really, its recovery road
1:23 and 1:29 movie? Please someoneeee
Your videos are always so incredible!!! What's the movie/tv show in 2:08?
If it's the closeup on the girl's eyes it's Riverdale, the scene before I don't know.
it's the scene before :/
astromedas Gypsy
It’s from gypsy
what show or movie please 1:54 ???
And last thing what movie or show is 1:13 please let me know thanks❤️❤️
Degrassi
Movies?
1:23 movie?
What show or movie is 0:29 the blonde hair girl with makeup down her face? And what is 0:31 the straight hair looking in the mirror not curly
0:31 is Jessica Jones. 0:29 the actress is Taylor Momsen, I think it might be Gossip Girl but not sure
1:20? The girl that says please tell me what to do, I've been trying to find her for so long and I have no idea from what show/movie she is from
It s from gypsy a netflix tv show
@@aris.812 thank you so much!!
You re welcome!
Movie names?
do anybody know what movie or show 0:12 on
i think its euphoria
what show is 1:12?
recovery road
4 days sober
Whats the girl in the purple jumper from? 1:51
Sharing the Secret
2:30?