I've never heard a more accurate description of depression... You look and sound like you're in a much better place now, and that makes me happy. I recognize it's weird since I'm basically a stranger to you, but I feel like I know you after watching so many videos. I actually care about you and Tatsu and wish you both all the best.
You've grown and matured a lot since I watched your first few videos 9 years ago(time flies). I'm glad your content never ceased to be informative and entertaining.
Having gone through a 4 month depression last summer, I can completely empathize with your feelings and struggles. It's important we take time for ourselves, and disconnect from the things that are toxic in our lives. So glad to see that you're focusing on yourself and pursuing things that bring you joy in your life. P.S: Your hair looks amazing! ❤️
You know your true fans will stick by you and never judge you no matter what. Sometimes think people have nothing better to do but to make others feel bad. Look forward to seeing what’s to come from you and nice to see you getting your life back on track and I love seeing Fukuoka because of you.
You've been my favorite "RUclips celebrity" for the last 7+ years (with Sharla tied in the last 3-ish years), and this is one of the reasons why. I remember watching you when I was at my lowest- right after I left the homeless shelter at 19 and had moved into my first apartment. I loved watching you and your videos and would frequently binge them in my spare time. I realized a few years ago that the reason I watched you all the time was because I was so inspired by you and moved to follow my own dreams of living in Japan (which I'm currently pursuing now). You and your videos were bright, warm rays of sunshine in an otherwise dismal time for me, and it's no exaggeration to say that I clung to them to get me through. I hope that, no matter what happens, you understand how much you and your adventures have meant to me. I can honestly say that I wouldn't be even half the person I am now without your influence and warmth. Thank you
I’m so happy to hear that you’re feeling better! Depression can be a sneaky foe who creeps in so slowly that we don’t even realize he’s there until things have gotten very bad. I’m proud of you for taking your needs seriously and for speaking about your struggles. I’m sure you have already helped someone in pain. Best of luck to you and I’m looking forward to seeing your new content!
I'm so proud of you for taking the steps to get yourself back to a stable, safe and happy place. I've recently been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and I know all too well how hard it is to even take basic care of yourself when the darkness gets you. Your bravery, strength and honesty is so inspiring and I look forward to seeing you (and this channel) continue to grow
Also, the part of just shutting things out or becoming aggressive really resonated with me while i was in a negative place, its good that once you’re able to target why you feel that way, you’re able to take control~
I think you’re a really strong and person for sharing your feelings like this and i really admire you for that! I hope everything will work out for you in the end!
Keep living for yourself, being yourself, and taking care of yourself. You were one of the first vloggers I watched about Japan. I watch other people now too , but I still always enjoy yours.
Micaela! I have been following you on both accounts and I remember you mentioned months ago how you were planning to move and work on doing things that bring you joy. You really inspired me to make changes in my own life and allow myself time to determine what that was. I have moved cities, been getting more into my photography, and now have a better idea of what i want to do next career wise. So thank you for continuing to share your story and please know that you really do inspire! ♥️
So glad you are feeling better and taking care of yourself! 💖 Missed your videos, but completely understand! Thank you for what you said about depression, you really hit the nail on the head. So very relatable to so many people (myself included, life long struggle off and on) Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experience, it helps to know others feel the same and that there is always hope. ☺️
Thank you for speaking about your experiences with depression Micaela! As someone who also deals with depression as well as anxiety, I know it can be really difficult to take care of yourself and get the help you need. I'm so happy for you and excited about your progress to recover and get better! Loved this video and love your content! :)
I'm so happy you're doing better. It's hard not stay in a state of depression. It kinda feels like quicksand, and it just seems like you'll never get out of it. I'm struggling with that myself right now and seeing how you're doing gives me hope that I can make it through it myself. By the way, you're absolutely beautiful. I love the new hair!
i'm catching up on your videos rn after getting burnt out on vlogs(not you, just in general!) for a while and i sure didn't expect to cry. i've never been able to articulate how my depression affects me well, but you've really summed it up here. i hope you find those things that make you happy again and maybe some new ones as well!
I'm glad you're back and you dealt with your depression, I knew someone who suffered from depression and its hard to help them, they got to find the strength in themselves to overcome it and us bystanders can only offer our support! Anyways good luck on your goals and until the next video, take care!
Man, I have been watching your videos for I don't even know how many years now. So I feel like we're friends at this point. And as your friend, I'm so happy you have taken steps to take care of yourself and vlog or no vlog I'm going to watch what you put up. 💜
I have been watching you for so many years and vicariously enjoying Japan and its amazing culture though your view. I love the fact that you are able to acknowledge what makes you happy and work towards it. I cant say the same for me! I love all the content you upload as you are just such an amazing content producer.
I'm a new subscriber but I have to say I really respect the honesty of this video. I'll be looking forward to your content for the rest of the year and hope to see the positive you you choose to be in them.
Yay! Love the hair color and seeing the pets is like therapy for me. Thank you for being so honest about what's been going on. I'm still trying to muster up the strength to post a video again because I've been going through a battle myself. I'm getting there and it's a comfort to see you overcoming it!
Love the new hair colour! It really suits you. I know exactly what your saying about people who have never experienced depression not being able to understand. Myself being one of those people. Some of my family members have suffered from depression and no matter how hard I tried I could never fully understand what they were going through. I really wanted to be there to support them, but sometimes I ended up saying the wrong things. I'm glad that you're feeling much more comfortable and happier now :) Looking forward to the new videos!
The thing is, I know most people around me mean well, but when a doctor gave me antidepressants, everyone around me told me not to take them, and to “go to sleep early” and “try yoga” instead. It took me a while to finally feel like I had no other option but to try the medication; and when I did, it helped me sleep, it helped me relax, and showed me what my personality *could* be like if I was able to rid myself of the dark thoughts for good. It motivated me to try and be that person, again, for real. Once I took the medication I regretted letting people close to me tell me for so long that I didn’t need it. It may not help everyone, but it helped me a lot. Even once I was on it, I heard some really ... strange comments from people who didn’t understand it. Someone close to me accused me of being “addicted” because I took a pill every day. Even though... they’re... supposed to be taken... every day... It’s hard, I know that people mean well but they’re also not doctors...
Emily Louise Maitland I agree. I think there are definitely some who are tuning out those states of mind. When I was living in the London, ‘mindfulness’ (consciousness, self awareness, reflection) was a topic that was discussed in art, academia, and even museum exhibition. Honestly I think there are many in the world who haven’t developed this aspect of themselves - and it contributes to unhappiness and meanness.
I’m so happy to hear you are putting your happiness and well being as more of a priority lately because I know at least from my personal struggles with depression how big of a hurdle that can be, even though it sounds so simple. Not everyone will understand, but as long as you can understand your needs and how to heal then that is a really big step and very important! ❤️
I've watched your stuff since you first started, glad that you moved back to Fukuoka! It's surprising how much peoples mentality change just by where they live. Loving the new content!
It made me happy to see you being on your way to get happy... You've been dealing with things so many people will not get....being depressed is one thing, but being depressed in an area without a 'safety net' or family or real good friends within your arm's reach can be very devastating and send you down that spiral. Moving back to Fukuoka has been a good decision.....I saw the twinkle in your eyes again....that was great to see!! Thank you for this amazing video and don't forget: You never have to apologize to us viewers!!!
It's good to know you're feeling better ! Please take care of yourself, whatever it takes ! I personally love every type of videos you make, cause I watch this channel for you. You've always been a great inspiration for me (my favorite RUclipsr, always!) and I look forward to seeing new videos from you. Love from France ! 💞 (your new hair color really suits you!)
Hi Micaela! Good to see you and Kit and Lon! Thanks for uploading and I am so glad you are doing well. I really connected with your description of depression. I'm happy for you and proud that you have made what might have been scary, but needed change in your life. Blessings to you and your family!
Happy to hear that you’re feeling better! Looking forward to your future content! Life changes can be hard, moving back to the states after living here for 7 years myself is not going to be easy...
I respect you for having made efforts to make things work better for you and not giving in. Supporters of thins channel always care about you for sure! So just always go at your own pace.
I am so happy you made the steps you had to. The hardest part is always the first step. Seeing yoi thrive is all we want for you. I love your hair and makeup on this day. Now to Kit... he is the best boy ever. So gentle and happy. Lon looks happy as well. Is he enjoying himself too?
I'm glad you're doing better now! I've really enjoyed your videos for quite some years now, and after living in Japan for a year I appreciate them even more! You've always been an inspiration to me! おかえりなさい ❤
Take care of yourself Michaela, hope you're doing good these days. Having a routine that I like & excercising really helps me keep at bay my depressive episodes. Stay strong
I'm glad you're feeling better now and I hope it all keeps getting better and better from now on. Love yourself more, because you're amazing. Happy to have you back :)
As a fellow sufferer, it’s so helpful to see this, and for us to be creating a dialogue on mental health issues and helping remove the stigma. You are being so proactive it’s great to Watch xxx
I'm so happy that you take time for yourself. Because if you always think of everyone else there is always someone left behind. and that is yourself. So I hope that you find peace and just treat yourself with the things that make you happy. Really really appreciate your channel. 😙
I'm glad you didn't let negative comments drive you away. I think we have to remember that the negative comments from others stem from their own unhappiness. I am glad to see you are working on creating your own happiness by doing things you love.
So happy that you learned to take time for you. You look amazing and it shows in your vlog how far you've come. Take the time for yourself when you need it always.
This is my first time seeing one of your videos and you seem so genuinely sweet. The things you said about depression are so true. And it really sucks how some people don’t understand and just write it off as “being mopey”. Your goals for the year are awesome! I’m trying to work on taking care of myself, as well and I hope you fulfill that goal. I send you the best of wishes because I know how awful depression can be.
It's good to see you! And it's wonderful to hear you're taking all those positive steps. The depression has a tendency to creep in and wrap itself around you until you can't move. In this fight it's always just steps at a time, but it sounds like you've made some big ones in the right direction. I can feel the positivity coming back, and I hope you'll keep that good momentum. I'm proud of you!
Not only did I miss your vlogs I also miss your singing videos. You have such a beautiful voice. But the important thing is that you take care of yourself first and do what you have to do. Your viewers will be here for you.
Thank you for this video. I've been in a slump myself for a while and it's motivating to see someone in a similar place be proactive and take control. Cheers to you. Your adorable doggy is just icing on the cake.
Dude, your Vlog made me tear up. I feel ya on the depression phase. I too moved to get myself from a bad state of mind. You know. This Vlog spoke to me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤️.
Haven't really watched your videos much, but I think it was nice to see a person who is dealing with their problems in a positive way, nice one geezerette
Awe I'm so happy to see that you're happy ❤️ it's you're life and you need to do what makes you happy. I'm looking forward to all the upcoming videos!!
So glad to see you back and like I said on Twitter, you are brave and beautiful, no matter how much weight you gain or lose. But, I understand everything you said because I went through the same thing myself. I am sick with Lupus and Rheumatoid Arthritis and I ended up gaining weight because I couldn’t move so much. I’ve been fit my whole life and then suddenly I get sick and my life gets turned upside down. Then depression ensues. It sucks, but it’s never permanent so in time, we get better. I can see you are getting better and that’s all that matters. I always enjoy hearing from you even if you feel you have nothing to vlog about. We support you and we got your back! 😊♥️
詳しいことはわからないけど、つらくて大変だったんですね。無理にならない程度に頑張ってください。
それにしても、心のバランスのために選んだのが、母国ではなく福岡だというのが、日本人として嬉しくもありつつ、ちょっと不思議ですね。でと、日本の土地を故郷のように思ってくれているなら、やっぱり嬉しいです。
まあ結局、今までやってきたことを捨ててカナダに帰るというのは、心に負けた結果だと思っていたからですね。
別にカナダが嫌な訳じゃないですが、帰るよりも、頑張って進むことが、負けないことだと思って。。。
石川隆 zs%
心が苦しくても、しっかり自分に向き合っているあなたは素敵ですよ。
I've never heard a more accurate description of depression... You look and sound like you're in a much better place now, and that makes me happy. I recognize it's weird since I'm basically a stranger to you, but I feel like I know you after watching so many videos. I actually care about you and Tatsu and wish you both all the best.
Yea its good that you can acknowledge it that is the first step to overcoming it.
自然なミカエラさん観れるのが嬉しい
You've grown and matured a lot since I watched your first few videos 9 years ago(time flies). I'm glad your content never ceased to be informative and entertaining.
How is it that Micaela is not on the cover of every glamour magazine? She's such a supermodel of a women
Welcome back! So glad you're taking care of yourself! Bless you.
Having gone through a 4 month depression last summer, I can completely empathize with your feelings and struggles. It's important we take time for ourselves, and disconnect from the things that are toxic in our lives. So glad to see that you're focusing on yourself and pursuing things that bring you joy in your life. P.S: Your hair looks amazing! ❤️
You know your true fans will stick by you and never judge you no matter what. Sometimes think people have nothing better to do but to make others feel bad. Look forward to seeing what’s to come from you and nice to see you getting your life back on track and I love seeing Fukuoka because of you.
You've been my favorite "RUclips celebrity" for the last 7+ years (with Sharla tied in the last 3-ish years), and this is one of the reasons why. I remember watching you when I was at my lowest- right after I left the homeless shelter at 19 and had moved into my first apartment. I loved watching you and your videos and would frequently binge them in my spare time.
I realized a few years ago that the reason I watched you all the time was because I was so inspired by you and moved to follow my own dreams of living in Japan (which I'm currently pursuing now). You and your videos were bright, warm rays of sunshine in an otherwise dismal time for me, and it's no exaggeration to say that I clung to them to get me through.
I hope that, no matter what happens, you understand how much you and your adventures have meant to me. I can honestly say that I wouldn't be even half the person I am now without your influence and warmth.
Thank you
I’m so happy to hear that you’re feeling better! Depression can be a sneaky foe who creeps in so slowly that we don’t even realize he’s there until things have gotten very bad. I’m proud of you for taking your needs seriously and for speaking about your struggles. I’m sure you have already helped someone in pain. Best of luck to you and I’m looking forward to seeing your new content!
I'm so proud of you for taking the steps to get yourself back to a stable, safe and happy place. I've recently been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and I know all too well how hard it is to even take basic care of yourself when the darkness gets you. Your bravery, strength and honesty is so inspiring and I look forward to seeing you (and this channel) continue to grow
I'm so glad that you’re feeling better and enjoying your new home! Such great news! Wishing you all the best.
Also, the part of just shutting things out or becoming aggressive really resonated with me while i was in a negative place, its good that once you’re able to target why you feel that way, you’re able to take control~
I think you’re a really strong and person for sharing your feelings like this and i really admire you for that! I hope everything will work out for you in the end!
Keep living for yourself, being yourself, and taking care of yourself. You were one of the first vloggers I watched about Japan. I watch other people now too , but I still always enjoy yours.
Kit is best boy. Glad you're starting to feel better!
Micaela! I have been following you on both accounts and I remember you mentioned months ago how you were planning to move and work on doing things that bring you joy. You really inspired me to make changes in my own life and allow myself time to determine what that was. I have moved cities, been getting more into my photography, and now have a better idea of what i want to do next career wise. So thank you for continuing to share your story and please know that you really do inspire! ♥️
So glad you are feeling better and taking care of yourself! 💖 Missed your videos, but completely understand! Thank you for what you said about depression, you really hit the nail on the head. So very relatable to so many people (myself included, life long struggle off and on) Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experience, it helps to know others feel the same and that there is always hope. ☺️
Thank you for speaking about your experiences with depression Micaela! As someone who also deals with depression as well as anxiety, I know it can be really difficult to take care of yourself and get the help you need. I'm so happy for you and excited about your progress to recover and get better! Loved this video and love your content! :)
I'm so happy you're doing better. It's hard not stay in a state of depression. It kinda feels like quicksand, and it just seems like you'll never get out of it. I'm struggling with that myself right now and seeing how you're doing gives me hope that I can make it through it myself. By the way, you're absolutely beautiful. I love the new hair!
As one of the people from and living in Fukuoka, we love you and are proud of you living there!
😭😭😭 thank you
I’m really impressed by your attitude toward yourself!! You are so proud of yourself and face it. That is not easy and I learned from you!!
友達や家族としゃべる時間も大切にして、元気になってね。女性youtuberの中で一番好きです。
i'm catching up on your videos rn after getting burnt out on vlogs(not you, just in general!) for a while and i sure didn't expect to cry. i've never been able to articulate how my depression affects me well, but you've really summed it up here. i hope you find those things that make you happy again and maybe some new ones as well!
I'm glad you're back and you dealt with your depression, I knew someone who suffered from depression and its hard to help them, they got to find the strength in themselves to overcome it and us bystanders can only offer our support! Anyways good luck on your goals and until the next video, take care!
Man, I have been watching your videos for I don't even know how many years now. So I feel like we're friends at this point. And as your friend, I'm so happy you have taken steps to take care of yourself and vlog or no vlog I'm going to watch what you put up. 💜
I have been watching you for so many years and vicariously enjoying Japan and its amazing culture though your view. I love the fact that you are able to acknowledge what makes you happy and work towards it. I cant say the same for me!
I love all the content you upload as you are just such an amazing content producer.
大変だったんですね・・・
目黒川の桜綺麗に咲いてますよ～
So happy to have an update ♡
またこのような ゆったりとした動画が見れて嬉しいです😊
When it comes to mental health, you will never regret putting yourself first. Kudos to you!!
You look gorgeous, LOVING this hair colour on you!!
You are one of my favorite RUclipsr. You always come across as honest and sincere. I wish you all the best and take care of yourself.
ステキな動画、ありがとうございます🍀
ミカエラちゃんが元気そうにしていて安心しました！気長に待っているので自分のペースで動画作ってくれたら嬉しいです！今週の動画も楽しみにしてるよー！！
昨日10年ぶりに舞鶴公園の桜見に行きました。
例年より早く夜間点灯式があり、何とも言えない懐かしい空気、帰ってきた安心感 戻る場所があるのはいいですね。
ゆっくり歩んでください。
I'm a new subscriber but I have to say I really respect the honesty of this video. I'll be looking forward to your content for the rest of the year and hope to see the positive you you choose to be in them.
Glad to hear you're doing better Micaela! Best of luck in the future!
Can't wait to see more of your videos here. Hope everything gets better for you now 😀
Yes! I'm here for whatever kind of content you want to put out. You're awesome! Super proud! 💖✨
Love you, Micaela ❤ don't feel bad for taking a break! Mental health is so important. I'm just happy you're beginning to feel better. ❤
おかえりなさい。Welcome back.
Yay! Love the hair color and seeing the pets is like therapy for me. Thank you for being so honest about what's been going on. I'm still trying to muster up the strength to post a video again because I've been going through a battle myself. I'm getting there and it's a comfort to see you overcoming it!
Love the new hair colour! It really suits you. I know exactly what your saying about people who have never experienced depression not being able to understand. Myself being one of those people. Some of my family members have suffered from depression and no matter how hard I tried I could never fully understand what they were going through. I really wanted to be there to support them, but sometimes I ended up saying the wrong things. I'm glad that you're feeling much more comfortable and happier now :) Looking forward to the new videos!
The thing is, I know most people around me mean well, but when a doctor gave me antidepressants, everyone around me told me not to take them, and to “go to sleep early” and “try yoga” instead.
It took me a while to finally feel like I had no other option but to try the medication; and when I did, it helped me sleep, it helped me relax, and showed me what my personality *could* be like if I was able to rid myself of the dark thoughts for good. It motivated me to try and be that person, again, for real.
Once I took the medication I regretted letting people close to me tell me for so long that I didn’t need it. It may not help everyone, but it helped me a lot.
Even once I was on it, I heard some really ... strange comments from people who didn’t understand it. Someone close to me accused me of being “addicted” because I took a pill every day. Even though... they’re... supposed to be taken... every day...
It’s hard, I know that people mean well but they’re also not doctors...
Emily Louise Maitland I agree. I think there are definitely some who are tuning out those states of mind. When I was living in the London, ‘mindfulness’ (consciousness, self awareness, reflection) was a topic that was discussed in art, academia, and even museum exhibition. Honestly I think there are many in the world who haven’t developed this aspect of themselves - and it contributes to unhappiness and meanness.
It's so lovely seeing you feeling better being back in Fukuoka City. I love your chatty vlogs where we get to see Fukuoka city with you!
心の奥底で、何か引っかかって、なかなか踏み出せないような悩みを持っていたのですが、この動画をみて、凄く元気をもらいました。
素敵な動画をありがとう。
I’m so happy to hear you are putting your happiness and well being as more of a priority lately because I know at least from my personal struggles with depression how big of a hurdle that can be, even though it sounds so simple. Not everyone will understand, but as long as you can understand your needs and how to heal then that is a really big step and very important! ❤️
I've watched your stuff since you first started, glad that you moved back to Fukuoka! It's surprising how much peoples mentality change just by where they live. Loving the new content!
Putting that netting up on your balcony was a great idea. It looks like Lon loves climbing on the balcony
It made me happy to see you being on your way to get happy...
You've been dealing with things so many people will not get....being depressed is one thing, but being depressed in an area without a 'safety net' or family or real good friends within your arm's reach can be very devastating and send you down that spiral.
Moving back to Fukuoka has been a good decision.....I saw the twinkle in your eyes again....that was great to see!!
Thank you for this amazing video and don't forget: You never have to apologize to us viewers!!!
It's good to know you're feeling better ! Please take care of yourself, whatever it takes ! I personally love every type of videos you make, cause I watch this channel for you. You've always been a great inspiration for me (my favorite RUclipsr, always!) and I look forward to seeing new videos from you. Love from France ! 💞 (your new hair color really suits you!)
glad to hear you're doing better
Hi Micaela! Good to see you and Kit and Lon! Thanks for uploading and I am so glad you are doing well. I really connected with your description of depression. I'm happy for you and proud that you have made what might have been scary, but needed change in your life. Blessings to you and your family!
I'm glad to hear you are fighting your depression. Stay strong, it gets better.
Happy to hear that you’re feeling better! Looking forward to your future content! Life changes can be hard, moving back to the states after living here for 7 years myself is not going to be easy...
I respect you for having made efforts to make things work better for you and not giving in. Supporters of thins channel always care about you for sure! So just always go at your own pace.
鬱なら無理をしない、頑張らないことが大事。
手を抜いても大丈夫！
気長に待ってるから。
It's good to see you vlogging again.....welcome back.
I am so happy you made the steps you had to. The hardest part is always the first step. Seeing yoi thrive is all we want for you. I love your hair and makeup on this day.
Now to Kit... he is the best boy ever. So gentle and happy. Lon looks happy as well. Is he enjoying himself too?
Love your new hair color! And welcome back
Oh!, and Kit is so cute; he makes friends wherever he goes lol!
Love you dude and so glad you are feeling better!!
I missed your videos. I'm so glad you're back!
Glad you are getting back into the swing of things. Welcome back ミカエラちゃん🤗
your a beautiful inside as well as outside and that is very hard to find in people these days can't wait to see more of your amazing vidios
I'm so happy for you! I can't wait to see your new content! Love you ❤
I'm glad you're doing better now! I've really enjoyed your videos for quite some years now, and after living in Japan for a year I appreciate them even more! You've always been an inspiration to me! おかえりなさい ❤
Take care of yourself Michaela, hope you're doing good these days. Having a routine that I like & excercising really helps me keep at bay my depressive episodes. Stay strong
I'm glad you're feeling better now and I hope it all keeps getting better and better from now on.
Love yourself more, because you're amazing.
Happy to have you back :)
Take care, you are my fav RUclipsr. I leave for a Japan holiday in 2 weeks and your content has helped me immensely .
Change is as good as holiday.
Welcome back! I love your vlog. Depression is a serious thing and I’m glad you’re taking steps to step out of it. Thanks for making the update!
As a fellow sufferer, it’s so helpful to see this, and for us to be creating a dialogue on mental health issues and helping remove the stigma. You are being so proactive it’s great to Watch xxx
Aw so glad you are doing well!
I'm so happy that you take time for yourself. Because if you always think of everyone else there is always someone left behind. and that is yourself. So I hope that you find peace and just treat yourself with the things that make you happy. Really really appreciate your channel. 😙
I'm glad you didn't let negative comments drive you away. I think we have to remember that the negative comments from others stem from their own unhappiness. I am glad to see you are working on creating your own happiness by doing things you love.
So happy that you learned to take time for you. You look amazing and it shows in your vlog how far you've come. Take the time for yourself when you need it always.
This is my first time seeing one of your videos and you seem so genuinely sweet. The things you said about depression are so true. And it really sucks how some people don’t understand and just write it off as “being mopey”. Your goals for the year are awesome! I’m trying to work on taking care of myself, as well and I hope you fulfill that goal. I send you the best of wishes because I know how awful depression can be.
It's good to see you! And it's wonderful to hear you're taking all those positive steps. The depression has a tendency to creep in and wrap itself around you until you can't move. In this fight it's always just steps at a time, but it sounds like you've made some big ones in the right direction. I can feel the positivity coming back, and I hope you'll keep that good momentum. I'm proud of you!
Not only did I miss your vlogs I also miss your singing videos. You have such a beautiful voice. But the important thing is that you take care of yourself first and do what you have to do. Your viewers will be here for you.
Thank you for this video. I've been in a slump myself for a while and it's motivating to see someone in a similar place be proactive and take control. Cheers to you. Your adorable doggy is just icing on the cake.
kit is such a little furry ball of energy
Stay positive and everything will be just fine. Take care.
福岡の桜また見に行きたい！！
ミカエラさんの動画いつも楽しみにしてます！！😊
So glad to see you in a better place 😸 I really enjoy the professional travel promo videos and am really looking forward to seeing more of Fukuoka~
柴ワンコも猫ちゃんもカワイイな♪
Take care of yourself and do what makes you happy and feel better!! :) The dog and cherry blossoms are so cute too!
Dude, your Vlog made me tear up. I feel ya on the depression phase. I too moved to get myself from a bad state of mind. You know. This Vlog spoke to me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤️.
Full happy to have you back. Keep being who you are. I'm glad you are stronger than your depression.
Haven't really watched your videos much, but I think it was nice to see a person who is dealing with their problems in a positive way, nice one geezerette
しちゃいけないことはたくさんあるけど、しないといけないことなんて実は何もないんだよね。あわてないあわてない、ひとやすみひとやすみ。
おかえりなさい！
Awe I'm so happy to see that you're happy ❤️ it's you're life and you need to do what makes you happy. I'm looking forward to all the upcoming videos!!
Thank you, you really helped me to understand about my depression. I'm ok n my 50's thanks so much. I love your vlogs.
So glad to see you back and like I said on Twitter, you are brave and beautiful, no matter how much weight you gain or lose. But, I understand everything you said because I went through the same thing myself. I am sick with Lupus and Rheumatoid Arthritis and I ended up gaining weight because I couldn’t move so much. I’ve been fit my whole life and then suddenly I get sick and my life gets turned upside down. Then depression ensues. It sucks, but it’s never permanent so in time, we get better. I can see you are getting better and that’s all that matters. I always enjoy hearing from you even if you feel you have nothing to vlog about. We support you and we got your back! 😊♥️
Love your new hair!
私もまさにそんな感じ。気持ちわかる
Good for you for taking care of yourself. I understand.
I'm glad you figured out the right thing to do ! I enjoy your videos very much!