@@celestia.. yes.. there are so many things that hurt.. make us wanna give up fully.. and even if we tell them, believing in all that "parents are your friends, your best supporters and want the best for you" and all that, you just get "Depression? God i don't know this generation, wth is that, we didn't have it" and all the things that hurt us even more..
@@celestia.. I was begging for being treated, to share it with them, but they just ignored it, it has been more than 3 years now and they treat me like that i have no suffering, like I'm the happiest? Want me to be perfect in everything, score the highest, also tutor my sister, and do goddamn chores, like do they really think that's possible with my body? now they do complain how i don't sit with them, spend time with them, tho really who was the one who let go first? They ignore it, and i don't have the energy to make them know anymore, really i think it'll be better to just end it, what does it even matter, will the society or them really matter after i die? I was always holding on, for i care how they might hurt after i take that step, but really am i in a position to worry about it? Am i not just dying more day by day?
There were 3 topics in this drama that it gave me goosebumps: the 2 - 3 episodes about bullying, this one about eating disorder and during the episode about the sexuql assault I was furious, sad and I just wanted to give a hug in the victim. 😔
My close friend recently (a week ago) passed away from Anorexia. Her and I tried so hard to help each other recover.. now she’s gone and I have relapsed harder and faster than I ever have before. Everyone around me is saying it’s grief and that I need to get better for her in her memory, but I can’t without her. I feel so guilty, it’s eating me alive.
I'm so sorry you have to go through this- I can see that the world has been unfair (and continues to be), which is why I send both my prayers and condolences.
I wish I could tell u its gonna be OK or everything is fine but its not there us nothing I could say to ease ur pain or grief all I can tell u is u have to keep on going not only for ur but for ur best friend she would not want u to go through her pain she will want u to live find ur future be a rich bad ass go to places experience things in ur worldest imagination and just be happy I am so proud of u and no matter what happens I am still proud and I love u sooooooo much
I can't do nothing more than praying for you and it really hurts loosing a friend and having a difficult life of your own but remember every situation we face in life is not more than we can handle and you can do it sis, pls don't loose hope, I just really feel like giving you a hug and being able to help you. Hopefully Everything will be fine soon. Love 🤍⚘
i've developed an ed and it's been more than two years since i started restricting the amount of food i eat a day. and for the past two weeks or so, i ate only two meals a day. yesterday, when my brother was bragging about how thin he is for his age, my grandma pointed me out and told that i'm even skinnier than him. that did it. it boosted my ego and i can't seem to stop this habit. i skipped my dinner again. we never choose to have ed i swear. i too want to eat snacks with my classmates during break but i just tell to myself and them, "i'm not hungry" or "i don't like this snack"
Same I know its wrong but they all keep pushing me to do it to the point I'm becoming desperate and obsessed to it not until I myself realize that something is wrong about what I'm doing to myself
@@not_urgurlmel5207 maybe i could understand or maybe not, because I don't really have bulimia. i had it for two weeks and it was worse. i felt dizzy and completely drained out. i had headache often and my lips were dry and chapped. after those two weeks, i went back to "normal". normal as in having ana. i like the burning feeling of hunger. ik how much it sounds toxic and unhealthy. I'm so sorry that you've been suffering for two years with bulimia. i could never. you're so strong. we can get over this. someday... well let's hope :')
Hey .listen to me you know one day you will recover of it but you will never forget the damage the people did.it will hurt and it will hurt so bad . sometimes it's your so called friends that make you feel disgusted about your body .that you are unworthy .but it's wrong and it's so wrong .so rather than listening to them saying bad things about your body and how you look . don't stay silent . answer them back . show them their worth .no matter what stand for you . don't loathe your self . love yourself because it's only you
I remember when I was young, I never really cared how I looked but my classmates made fun of me. I remember once a boy, when I was laughing about something with my friends, he turned around and told me that I looked so ugly. I stopped laughing. I got home and could never stop thinking about it. From then on, everyday when I was in that school, I would feel self conscious abt being ugly. I tried many things like cutting hair (I was still young) but still nothing made me feel better. Whenever I see someone beautiful, I would look at them and pray that I would become beautiful too. For high school I went to a new school. I kinda became somewhat good looking but every time someone complimented me, I felt they were making fun of me. Years passed and now I'm in college but I still dream about that school and those feelings. I hate that school and my classmates. Some of them still text me but they remind me of those feelings and I block and ignore them.
I remember this one time a guy who had a crush on me made fun of 2 of my friends who were talking and laughing. He said they looked ugly laughing cuz they showed their teeth and made weird sounds. I was so angry. I told him I would have slapped him if it wasn't considered assault. Things like that stick with people for life. Idk how people don't think much before they say such stuff. But I'll say the same thing I told my friends, all sorts of smiles and laughs are beautiful because they show how truly happy you are at the moment. Such times are already rare in our long lives. That's why it's useless to think about such comments and lose the opportunity to express our happiness in these moments. I hope you live happily in future without thinking of negative things ❣
I just finished this drama.i love it talks about the really important matters that everyone is going through. can you pls also make videos on other cases too
Eating disorders are addictive. The series portrayed it well, trying to eat but not being able to physically, over thinking, enforcing your insecurities onto others. I mean basically all the factors that are caused by overthinking tbh, but generally it’s the thing that usually gets someone into a situation which keeps them in it.
i relate to this way too much…the whole east asian expectation to be petite and thin. i’m so terrified of gaining weight. my family always comments when i eat a second portion or i eat quickly, especially the women. ironically, i’m so adamant in feeding my friends and making sure they’re well fed and not hungry all day (especially my teammates before practice). i wish i could tell myself it’s ok to be fat, it’s ok to gain weight, but there’s that deep fear that no one will love me if i’m fat. no one will love me if i’m not thin and pretty and perfect. it’s such a beautiful edit, bless the youtube algorithm this time. thank you for making it
If you cannot tell yourself that then I will, you are fine the way you are and shouldn't care or give a damn about what other people say because trust me there are people in this world who loves you for you like me. I don't even know you but I love you.
Hey just care about yourself. I am just a little chubby with dark complexion and I get bullied for this . Everyone around me is like you should lose some weight but I love myself the way I am .I .am not gonna change myself to fit in beauty standards . Yeah mostly times I feel bad about everyone making fun of me but I love myself.
@@MOHINI.DRAWING.AND.DANCE225 Fuck them, I love you for your courage and trust me the people with dark complexion are really beautiful especially the one's from Africa like the girls with wide eyes and curly hair.
Sorry this is a vent but last week, my mom told me to stop eating because I would ‘get fat’. I told her that it’s really rude and that it’s body shaming, then she said that it’s not because she is apparently ‘fat’ when she isn’t. So after that I developed a small eating disorder which affected me so I only ate when I came home from school. Then she was asking me why I wasn’t eating my packed lunches so I just said that I wasn’t hungry, this has continued all week and now she is telling me to eat more?! I’m actually disappointed in her. How could she say that to her own child.. my dad also told me that it wasn’t body shaming when I said that it was rude.
@KookieKim you will get better and you will get through this Go to your local doctor and tell your doctor about your eating difficulty Your doctor will get a diatition for you to see what foods you can actually keep down and what foods make you sick A journal often helps too Your doctor may give you medication to get your weight back to a normal level Remember you will get better
Fortunately, Ive never suffered with a eating disorder. But this made me cry. I am so sorry for everyone who suffers through any sort of eating disorder. Keep your head up.
Watching this right after I purged is such a surreal experience :( it’s so sad to see someone else go through the same thing I am. This disorder really ruins your life. Thanks for making a great edit
Hey pls take care of yourself, don't lose hope, it's gonna be alright. You're a strong person, that you're still surviving after all of this, I'm proud of you 🤍
@@shrezalsingh6956 yah true ppl tell u to eat more protein,fats,carbs,eggs more meat and what not, not even comfortable wearing sleeveless dresses which would lead to unnecessary attention where ppl to tell how thin i am...
To whoever is reading this, don't even think try to lose your weight like shown in the video and you are perfect trust me.. I also stopped eating because of everyone calling me fat and i have nearly lost 7-8kg this year and tbh I don't think so that you need to lose weight, it's just the beauty standard you really don't need to follow it! I got really sick actually I started to get sick really frequently and because of that i wasn't even able to study and if you think you are obese don't skip meals instead join a gym, go out and work because what matters the most is being healthy not being in shape according to beauty standards. So please don't just hate your body because now you must be skipping your meal but in the future you will not be able to eat even if you want to. It's my sister condition she didn't eat much before and now she is really sick and her treatment is going and now she can't even eat even if she want to, she just vomits whenever she eat and so don't even try of doing what is shown in the video. Just live your life bestie you don't need to beautiful in order to fit the beauty standard just be kind to everyone and that's it, you are perfect and never let someone bully you 💗🤍
I dont know if my condition can be considered as ed but during lockdown I gained 10 kg I was 45kg and during the course of two years I gained 10 kgs and when I went back to school everyone no matter if they knew me or not started commenting on my weight. I myself knew that the weight was healthy according to bmi but I just couldn't help but get self concious about it and two months (I KNOW IT SOUNDS CRAZY) I lost around 11 kgs which affected my overall health and immunity I would STOP EATING completely and throw up whatever I eat. After that I would force me to eat the food but it wouldn't go down my throat I was only 14 at that time. Now I am surely doing better than last year but it still I cannot help but conscious about my weight I had social anxiety before lockdown too but it got worse after the lokcdown I used to and still sometimes look at the thin people and be jealous of. After I lost weight everyone started telling me I was preety and that they were jealous of my weight. It made me stop eating. HOW CRUEL CAN THE WORLD BE. I live in asia
@@Strawberryyyshortcakeee I so understand u sth similar happened to me my mom would constantly body shame I was 92 kg and extremely chubby to make it worse I was the only fat person in a family of 11 she would use every chance to mock humiliate me and not think of what an impact she had right now I cannot eat it started as sth simple lyk losing weight but it is never enough for me I am constantly reminded of the teasing the humiliation and the condescending looks my sisters gave me for having a big butt ads if it sth I could control or have a say about in 2 months I probably ate 8 tyms and I lost 32 kg now I am 60 I feel so weak I can't get out of bed I feel as if my body is about to fall over and I even got a sequel I have random dizziness that will never go away and the worst part is instead of helping all they do is tell people as if they found an alien lyk now what has happened after telling them am I better?? NO I'm not ok I am trying to fix myself but I can't its not that I don't want to I just can't
@@ismahanmohamed2833 I completely understand parents should be the one supporting us but instead of that they bully us and then ask why are you so weak my mom too was the same my relatives would touch stomach infront of everyone and then compare it hers and laugh, imagine a child going through all of this at a age where you are really tender and now they ask why I eat so little and why I don't talk to them Sorry for that long essay I just kept this emotion buried inside me for so many years and now it was eating me up AND don't listen to them just remember there are many people who are there for you and care for you and I am proud of you for being who you are today you have come a long way and whishing you a great life ahead, we may be stranger and never meet each other but I hope nothing but the very best to you. Remember there is someone for you to listen
My friend recently told me that she had an eating disorder and it made me think of this video. It's crazy how almost every detail fits so well with her situation: it started because of bullying too for her, she rarely eats, sometimes vomits, and does a lot of physical activity and people around her keep making comments about her appearance saying she got so skinny, but she told me she couldn't see that, just like in this video where the girl still sees herself as much chubbier than she is in the mirror. Wishing the best for people with this problem, you can do it, even if it's tough
as a person who recovered but went down through every darkness from 100+ kgs i felt it in each and every way more than i should...i hope everyone knows theres still hope on the other end....i do feel so fat these days again but lets just try our best we can do it if we try🥺💗
For people who don’t understand this Korean drama called “Tomorrow” is about these 3 people who already died, who try and save people trying to suicide and the girl is one of the suicidal people so the try and save her from killing herself.
My whole childhood I was bullied for my appearance and weight. I was told I would be the ugly fat Girl forever and belonged beneath them. It’s been years now since I developed my eating disorder and now that I’ve lost weight my own bullies compliment me and have no idea I’m the girl they almost bullied to death. So many praises so many compliments but living with an ed makes me miserable. I’m slowly losing myself to my disorder but I’m scared to stop I don’t know how to stop. I don’t want to go back to my childhood I can’t go back to being that girl again.
It's not good being skinny in a unhealthy way ,. So i suggest to eat healthy food and work out , that would create a perfect balance, i don't really know how it's to live with an ed., so my suggestion might not help
When I was in middle school I went through an ed it truly wasn't direct bullying that caused it instead my classmates would constantly have rankings as to who was more attractive and me and this other girl would always end up last. Because of that whenever the boys in my class competed, they would often say that however lost would have to marry me or the other girl. Some of my classmates would even say they questioned whether I was a girl or not. Aside from that, one of the factors that truly triggered my ed was when I was playing truth or dare with some friends, and they asked me and my friend to go up to this guy and take his pencil (he was my former crush).My friend was petite and really pretty, so when she took the pencil he simply laughed and lightly punched her arm. However, when I did it he pushed me so hard I pushed many desks over and he looked at me in disgust and said something about my weight. at that time I was 5'4 and weighted approximately 167lbs . After that I went on a diet however it got so bad that I would only drink water and eat a granola bar everyday if I had anything other than that I would cry and do extra exercise. I was hospitalized and eventually recovered. Although I'm now healthy physically, I'm still not ok mentally despite now being in high-school my self esteem is really low and I have social anxiety. It's most definitely not easy to deal with something like this, and I hope everyone can obtain the support needed.
I went through something similar in my second grade which I haven’t forgotten till now it’s been al most ten years ...even through the years my friends indirectly point out that I am the ugliest in the class...I don’t know what or why but now I am at a stage where, when someone becomes my friend I question myself ...do they really want to be my friends ...I have never received compliments except from my parents...recently some of my friends gave me few compliments and I was questioning my self if they were mocking me or do they really men it..
@@bhagyanidhi7800 poor darling, you'll pull through. And you never know if you're a late bloomer. I certainly was. And just like you, i used to doubt people when they'd comppiment me, thinking they pity me. When I hear it now i fully know they mean it and i hear it often enough to brush it off. Style and happiness matters so much more, most of the pretty people in this world put in thr work to look that way.
I’m an athlete in my first year of college, and growing up I was always seen as strong. People would say oh wow look at her shoulders she has such a strong build, but then when I turned 14 I started gaining weight around my hips and getting chubby. I didn’t really care about what I ate back then, but I cared about the beauty standards associated with being an athlete, especially one who is competing at a high level. Then before covid, one of my friends on my team started building muscles and getting strong, and she became the ideal. Coaches started comparing me to her, saying I should lose weight and get muscles so I could perform better, no matter that I was winning everything. It build on me but I didn’t care, I mean I was performing well so why would I? And then during COVID I worked out a lot more, and in return lost some weight, not a lot but some. My dad and coaches were immediately like you’re on the right track keep going, but when the tournaments started again after lockdown, I quickly gained back the weight. I felt like shit, my dad commented on it, saying that if I just tried I would finally be strong and look like I should. It doesn’t help that my mom doesn’t gain weight no matter what she does and literally has the build of a ballerina. That was the point I started restricting my food intake, I’d eat a small breakfasts and then nothing at school and then one portion of dinner to please my parents, only to feel bad and eat less the next day. After a couple months this resulted in me losing weight, but not in the right places, all the muscles I’d worked so hard for were disappearing. My coaches noticed and told me to train more to gain muscles back, while my dad was like you look better keep doing this. I got stuck in this cycle of binging and purging every few months, feeling like shit, when I got a comment on how my face looked so big I just snapped and restricted even more. When I got to college, the first thing they did was have me gain muscles, and it works, I don’t eat more, usually only breakfast and lunch or dinner, but the food is just fatter. But I go home in a few weeks and I am terrified of my dad commenting on my weight again, of how everyone will say I’m fat now, even tough according to bmi I’m the perfect weight. I haven’t thrown up yet cause I’m scared of people finding out but I also feel pressure from everyone to look a certain way. Last year one of my coaches tore into me because I wasn’t like that girl, I didn’t look like I had muscles and I was chubby. I wasn’t, I had hips of maybe 100cm, and for a 1.85m person that’s good. But I’m scared, I’m not going to be holding up for much longer. I just ate a protein bar and I feel disgusting, like I betrayed myself, I can’t see anything better now than just not eat cause I need to lose this fat before I get back
This is so messed up. People usually don’t realize how they affect others with their words. I know it’s going to be hard to not care what they say about your body, but for your own sake, please know that there is more to life than looking a certain way. I’m not an athelete so I don’t know what it’s like to be one and the pressure of it but if you’re having a good time competing and you win competitions as a result, sounds like you’re on the right track. Not because you lose weight or get more muscular. I hope I didn’t offend you or anyone else going through this and sorry if my sentences are a bit weird, English is not my first language. I just felt the need to say something. Sending you love, you can do this!
Don’t listen to what other people have to say. The most important person that you should worry about is yourself and don’t worry about what other people will think. Just stay healthy and strong. You’re beautiful as you are and you don’t need to change
i would share my story to you cause i think it will help. I had always been a skinny child. From the very starting everyone like everyone would tell me to eat more . but when i turned 12 i started gaining weight all of a sudden. but i would think that ohh i just dont gain weight its nothing. Until my friends started pointing me out as the "healthy one " . they would call me fat and that my hips were quit big. but actually they werent i was jut 32 kg back then. then skip to lockdown . during covid i gained weight but still i was healthy not over weight . when i returned to school everyone started telling me 'oh looks like you ate a lot while staying at home' and stuffs like that. then came judo . i got into sports and it all really started. my couch told me to ' control ' or more like ' watch' my weight. i restricted my diet. i started exercising or more like over exercising . then studies pressure came down like missiles . my parents had utterly big expectations . my mental health went downhill and i wasnt feeling satisfied with myself. then came my escape , binging and purging . it was addicting . it made me feel alright. bulimia ruined me . i left judo , my studies just ... my marks dropped way too low. my stomach had ulcers and my windpipe was scraped. i took me a year to realise what the heck i was doing. same goes to you . there had been times when i had been like a step away from suicide. i felt hopeless. but i realised that maybe if someone hated me because i looked a certain way then i would just beat the shit out of that person and never would freinds with themin the first place . same goes to me , how can i hate myself when my smile in the mirror appears the most precious . i recommend you stefanie buttermore's channel she would help a lot . just dont give up . its not easy , not at all , maybe the most difficult problem you would ever face. But remember you deserve to see all other brighter colours of life. you deserve yourself love. give yourself a chance i bet she is gonna be the most loving being ever. give a chance to your life.
Please please seek the help of a doctor it helped me to come out of this ditch now I eat better and healthier. Speak up to those people whose comments make you feel like shit don't hesitate even a second just tell them to SHUT UP. Remember we all need food for sustenance....looking a certain way should NEVER be the goal of your diet but a goal to lead a healthy lifestyle should be. LIVE YOUR LIFE FOR IT IS BEAUTIFUL JUST THE WAY YOU ARE💜
No matter what you do people will always judge you do what your body needs to do according to you and well if you keep on gaining weight (due to your coach) and loosing weight (due to your father s guilt tripping tactic) well just letting you know it can affect your body badly just maintain a diet that's what is good for you,don't listen to your coach or father s advice relating to your eating habits and girl it's alright to have cheat days cause at the end of the day we are humans we are imperfectly perfect in our own way and i hope you end your cycle of misery by actually listening to your heart without getting highjacked by your coach and dad and please don't compare your self to others cause your imperfectly perfect and by comparision it will just bring you down i hope you heal and feel a lot more happy in your life and trust me you got this if you even have a tiny amount of hope.
i love how it shows how messed up the world is. When I was fat, they said lose some weight, exercise or smth. my anorexia began developing into bulimia and now they're telling me you're too skinny gain some weight 💀
as someone who's suffering from bulimia, this hurts so bad even if i wanna recover, people won't stop talking about how my weight isn't normal for my age, what's worse is that my family members are the ones pointing it out the most
It's really so sad how we all go through the same thing. The comments really touched me. I would say I don't have eating disorder but I've been through bullying like by my friends and parents it's like I know they don't mean it in wrong way just saying as a joke but that's the thing. You should know you're never going to be perfect and it's not a bad thing. If you'll eat good they will say " Ohh you're getting fat lol exercise " And if you'll stop eating, you'll get " Ohh why don't you eat. You're looking so skinny " . So just try to accept yourself as you're love and I'm also trying to with u ♡
Umm people just easily pass comment on others body.. ohhh u r so thin u look like an old person u r so fat.. no matter how hard we try to avoid those comments it just hit us bad🥺 ...
Watching this kdrama I cried throughout it cause I had been and currently a victim of sexual Harassment,eating disorder and bullying everything was too relatable but none understand people like us :( , and I've been bullied since middle school to high school, the eating disorder I am going through it since I am born everyone makes fun of me for being skinny and my mom supports society I started overeating to become fat for the happiness of society and others but they bodyshamed me for being fat and now I can't control my overeating:(
i hope u get better, only care for your opinion, trust me once u stop comparing yourself and focusing ONLY on yourself, thats when ull truly be happy and at ease
I think... I have an eating disorder. I'm still in middle school, but seeing all the other skinny girls makes me so embarassed about my body and how I'm short. I eat enough, it's just I'm restricting myself to the point where it's mentally suffocating. I avoid junk food at all costs, but at some point I eat a piece of candy or a cookie. I'm not eating any different from a normal person, but it feels like I'm dying everyday because I set unhealthy restrictions and then fail to do them. I just want to grow taller.
i'm a short person too, and i eat normally. but i feel like i'll gain weight everytime i eat. it's been 3 months since i've been like this. whatever, i wanted to say that u r not alone. i know it's hard but you mustn't be ashamed of your body, try to love yourself. u might need some help and i can help you. and please dont care if someone tells you anything bad about you or your body, take care of urself and stay healthy! 💚
I was searching for something to see and this pooped up and I am just shocked by seeing this. IT IS JUST NOT RIGHT . Harming yourself to meet the dumb and stupid stereDotypes and standards of the society(which is good for nothing) And thanku for making this edit Its really nicee.:):)
Please don’t say stupid or dumb, this is a serious illness that we cannot control , if it was normal they wouldn’t have called it eating disorder. By saying that you invalidate so many of us who suffer from this disease
@@siffchristensen6344 exactly, everyone thinks eating disorders are about trying to be as thin as possible but that really isnt the case its just a symptom of some eating disorders.
I feel fcked up..i eat one meal in whole 24 hrs (dinner) and i binge that time , then starve whole day next day from guilt and loop this habit again n again because of bullying i always had since i was literally 10 y/o
My ED isn’t too severe, but combined with binging it’s so annoying. I was raised not to leave any leftovers (or else), to the point where I went to the buffet as a kid and ate till I threw up. To this day I eat either way too much or way too little and rarely in between. Some days I’ll feel bad and eat barely half a meal for the entire day, sometimes nothing at all. Other days I’ll feel good and accidentally overeat, and I’ll feel physically ill unless I purge. Just whipsawing like that every other day.
I was made fun growing up for being so skinny and people often made comments to my mom that she should feed me more. When I came to US my mother brought me to the hospital asking if they could give me pills to increase my weight since I was underweight. They told her I just had a fast metabolism and I’ll be fine after puberty. That didn’t stop my mother from making sure I had bigger portions than everyone else. I began to be obsessed with food and was constantly eating so much, when I hit puberty all that excessive eating caught up to me. I realized I was gaining a lot of weight in my face year of 2020 and since then I started restricting myself from over eating. Now a days I “accidentally” forgot to eat. I’m constantly starving myself and then binge eating. I wish I could enjoy my food like I used to
Tbh when I was younger I never actually knew there was a term for this thing. I always tend to throw up every time I eat and the fact that I never actually feel hungry. I always thought I was the only one.
I'm a 13 year old chubby girl who's always heard things like "you should control your food", " do a few exercise and you'll be alright", but til' now I don't have ed, but if this keeps going on.... and I'm sorry for all the people out there who are suffering, you're perfect no matter what, I love you
Don't worry, growing up nearly everyone had problems with weight, being either too heavy or too light. You're great the way you are, don't let school or anyone get to you, some numbers on scale do not show your value, you are valuale and amazing
too skinny is wrong , too fat is wrong , what's wrong with people :( people always keep saying I'm too skinny , they'd call me bone / skeleton/stick . ngl i feel sad everytime they call me like that
I also have a eating disorder. And people at my school, always tell me rude stuff like they call me a skeleton instead of my name. This world is very cruel and don't understand how other people feel.
I dont know if my condition can be considered as ed but during lockdown I gained 10 kg I was 55kg and during the course of two years I gained 10 kgs and when I went back to school everyone no matter if they knew me or not started commenting on my weight. I myself knew that the weight was healthy according to bmi but I just couldn't help but get self concious about it and two months (I KNOW IT SOUNDS CRAZY) I lost around 11 kgs which affected my overall health and immunity I would STOP EATING completely and throw up whatever I eat. After that I would force me to eat the food but it wouldn't go down my throat I was only 14 at that time. Now I am surely doing better than last year but it still I cannot help but conscious about my weight I had social anxiety before lockdown too but it got worse after the lokcdown I used to and still sometimes look at the thin people and be jealous of. After I lost weight everyone started telling me I was preety and that they were jealous of my weight. It made me stop eating. HOW CRUEL CAN THE WORLD BE. I live in asia
as someone who went through the same thing, being skinny doesn’t make you happy. if u told me this two years ago, i would’ve said it will. however, i never intended to want an ed it just came to me and i couldn’t stop. i almost died but i realized i have one body. i should take care of it and its my job to meet my body’s requirements. not my minds. its hell, it really is and i would never wish it on anyone.
It's start with primary school nobody don't like me becuz im fat and big and i always look down and never talk much, after that i still didn't lost weight and in class 7 I have a crush and he's my friend but one day I heard they conversation with his friends he said 'Sometimes I felt so pity and I just nice to her, nothing really much '....I'm so ashamed ...I cry for 1 months or more than that but one day I saw a video of hwasa Mamamoo and she gives me confidence and I enter kpop world I learn to love myself
To all those people who relate to this, Please have faith and please don't stop trying to get better. Somedays are gonna be like hell, but please stay strong. Don't give up on yourself. Fighting your demons is one of the strongest battle one could fight. So hold on. Nothing i could say will be able to make a difference but i hope that you are strong. I know you are . Please know that you are not alone in this. You're not wierd to feel the way you do. No one's perfect. Not me . Not you. But we can try to be better. I hope i could take away your pain, but it's not me. It's you. You can take away your pain. Just remember, no matter how long it'll take, we'll live through it.
I had an ED a few years ago and I was so slick that no one noticed. That was the thing with ED for me. I couldn't tell people even if I wanted help. Nowadays I feel like I've recovered but never told anyone. But everytime someone comments about my body, it hurts. Even if it is a compliment
Having an ED feels terrible. Like there is a voice in your head telling you that what you were doing is okay. That it's healthy. That being skinny will make your life better. Practice kindness and look out for your loved ones. Don't comment on people's bodies unless you know that they're losing weight in a health way. If you think someone is struggling, let them know you're there for them.
Going through the same shit, seeing people thinner, prettier, smarter and better than me!! I just want to be like them and it caused me lots of pressure!! All I do is eat one apple in the morning and starve myself for the rest of the day 😶🌫️
this part of the drama made me really sad and i cried since ive also had ED and anorexia. Thankfully i’ve gotten so much better that these scenes didnt trigger me any way.
Watching while knowing that I'm having eating disorder (eating too much and always having more and more and even more cravings) it hurts like hell 😭 . Their comes the time when you want to stop yourself, your stomach feels like rupturing full but your unable to do so 😭
Currently going through the same thing and to whoever is going through this as well, I want you to know that you're not alone and you don't have to look or feel a certain way to be loved or to love yourself. We're all different and i promise trying to look like others won't fix anything. We live in a world where we are made to believe that to be appreciated or beautiful we must look a certain way and act a certain way but I think it's time to change that, and the only way we can do that is if we start with ourselves. Appreciating our beauty and our flaws because everyone is different and we shouldn't be told to look a certain way to be beautiful. You're loved and you're enough!!I love you!
idk if theres anyone who needs to hear this, but if you consider starting pvrging to lose weight- just don't. more often than not you will end up harming yourself and/or fall into a binge/pvrge cycle, very hard to get out of, time consuming and disgusting, really. stay healthy yall
gosh when I first watched this episode I didnt know why she looked into the reflection and saw her when she was younger. but now that I notice it, it's clear she also had body dysmorphia
After reading some of these comments i really wanted to cry. I had/have an ED to, but i "recovered" from it. Reading this really gives me flashbacks and i can only relate. The thing is, even tho i have gained weight back, im not recovered from it. Ppl think i am, which is good, cus i don't have to talk abt my ED no more. But i still skip several meals. My body is now just so scared of going back to that that it did a so called "Food saving Mood" so even tho i ain't eating, im not losing weight no more. And i feel like noone really talks about that. About how your body acts after it. I lost my hair for example while i still was thin, but now gained it back. So goes for my "Woman" things. But you know, even if your body recovered mostly, the mind (in my case) will still be bruised. I just want to tell you with that, if u get forced to gain weight back, don't do it like my parents did it, with forcing as much fast food and calories in you as possible. Start creating a meal plan, and eat enough proteins. Cus u see what happened with me, and now im at the same point as one year ago, trying to eat as less as possible, just to fit in. For anyone "healthy" reading this, NEVER even think about doing this. Rather go in the GYM for 4 Years. U will regret WAY less. This topic is really underrated, and in my opinion should get waay more attention. Anyway, i don't think anyone really reed that till here. But it feels good to atleast try and tell ppl. Love y'all.
Few years ago when I saw this. I was like "what! Why would you do it to yourself!?!". I suddenly I remembered about this video today so I searched it up and man! I fcking relate to this.. I was a teenager at a healthy weight but now I fall in the underweight category. I lost 17 kgs in an unhealthy way. I am afraid to go back. Thanks for the body shaming my so called "friends"
When ur determined to loose weight even u cant stop urself from doing it. I dieted for sometime, u feel extreme guilt if u eat more than u think u should. And I used to cut off meals if I accidently snacked. Being fat make me crazy ngl. Im usualy thin but gaining a little bit of weight and ppl pointing it out is a no no for me
When I was about 15 to 17 I suffered from what I would consider an ed. I would bike and bike and bike for hours on this stationary bike and would eat as little as possible. I would legit put a plastic bag in my lap and subtly scoop food into it when I had to eat with my family. Since my family was large and chaotic I got away with it. I was pretty underweight and my parents started to comment about my weight but I didn't really pay attention to their comments. it wasn't until I lost my period that I started to get concerned. When I found out that amenorrhea could be caused by too much exercise or undereating I realized that I had done this to myself and that I was gonna have to fix it because I didn't want to compromise my health. Long story short I'm 18 now and I've had a regular cycle for over a year. I've gained a lot of weight and am overweight according to the BMI calculator. I am currently dieting but I really don't want to fall back into the cycle of nonstop exercise and practically starving. I liked how my body looked back then even though I didn't achieve it healthily. It's tempting to go back to my old ways but I'll try to think about health and not just looks.
I was watching this scene now.. almost saw the whole episode and her story.. Trust me it hurts so much to see her in the last scene where she eats sweet food for the first time and said it is delicious.. literally had tears in my eyes.. The story and acting was too realistic
No one knew I've been there when I am at my 9th grade. I just can't help it but with the pandemic I learned to deal with it and now I can say I am eating just enough.
I honestly fell her so bad, i'm so sad after watching this cuz i know how this feel like. I'm gonna make a dinner right now, you also should. Just one day without this ed things, that my dream for all of us
Apparently i have a teen who is now 19 year old but when she was 14 i am still horrified to tell it but she moved to a new highschool and she was kinda thick not fat and not even skinny she was normal and had sagged thighs and hands so growing up she never thinked about it but when she came from her first day to a new highschool i noticed her not eating anything and being in bed and she seemed really low i never really pointed it out until i saw her vomiting daily at washroom when she was 16 however i got so scared i got to a doctor and the doctor said she's fit and fine just need to eat proper food or else she'll need to be admitted so i tried to give her fav food like cheese grill and tomato soup with fried steak and fries i remember it was her fav meal but she only drank water pretty much and ate 1 frie than rushed to her restroom i didn't knew what eating disorder was so i scolded her badly for it she looked at me helpless and suffering i ignored it and went to my room after lecturing her about food wastage and than i went to her bedroom at midnight because i was thristy and i saw her fainted i rushed her to hospital and the doctor said she has eating disorder and she needs a healthy diet i didn't knew what was eating disorder so i asked the doctor to explain and he did i got sad and knew that she might got bullied i was so angry at myself i wanted to beat myself than i went to my daughter comforted her and asked her who is distrubing her she told me everything and we changed the highschool and gave her a proper diet with love and care she is fit and fine now but seeing this video again made me angry at myself parents this is a important message that please never ignore your kid feeling because you never know how deep it can be
She 100% is that thin but I have the same body type as that if not skinnier..its just because i workout and I was born naturally skinny, so yes she looks like that but she is almost a grown woman so im sure she takes care of herself
@@itsjiminsnonexistentjams1221 she is a grown woman in the drama too , and she doesn't take care of herself You can never know what's going on behind a persons smile
@@luljalulja6042 Im speaking reality here, the actress herself personality wise is mature and put together. Thats what my definition of a grown woman is, even that ik you can still have an ED but the comment was bodyshaming so im just defending the actress
I'm 13 years old and i think i have eating disorder i can't eat anything properly and i got scolded by my mom for not eating....when i really wanna eat bit i still can't!! I feel like i will vomit anytime when i have something on my mouth "eating" and my mom will say "why are u being so dramatic just eat do u wanna be more slim like a skeleton?!?!" I really hate that i friends think i have the perfect body and they think i "diet" but whenever i try to say i can't eat they will gonna laugh.....I got humiliated everytime people see me eating so i always try to not eat in public or force myself to eat and that helps me to get me more sick! I really hate this!!!!
People should stop with these actions, rude words, and negativity and words hurt and matter. A lesson for everyone words and actions matter and always be careful with your actions and words. I feel really bad for those people who had to deal with those issues. Remember always love yourself
I have to say this is my favorite show I’ve ever watched, I cried and laughed and it helped me understand better why my dad committed. It talked about such details and problems and I loved it. I can’t even imagine what’s it’s like to have anorexia but I do hope that whoever is dealing with this find peace and gets better even if it hard. I believe in you even if you don’t believe in yourself, don’t lose hope and keep trying. Whatever or whoever made you feel imperfect is wrong and said what they shouldn’t have. I can’t say anything that helpful because im only 11 but i do wanna say to not give up and keep trying, I believe in you and love you❤ have an amazing day❤️
When I was in my hometown I was 8 chubby and healthy,but after coming to the USA. Since 3rd grade I ate less in school bc I was shy but at home always ate 4-5th school started and I was scared I started eating with friends i thought they were friends after something came up I stop eating at school only at home,throughout 6-8th my friend told me to cut myself in 6th I did but she didn’t she accused me and went to a clinic 7-8th I got toss out from my group friends and left me behind realized and started to stay away from them spend my time outside alone without eating lunch throughout 9thI had friends 10th I stop going to lunch and hid myself in the bathroom watching videos i did it for 3 years 10-12th I became really thin and skinny throughout my entire years of school that I always wore big tshirts and sweaters but I didn’t mind bc I just wanted to survive and go home and play that I didn’t realized I started skipping dinner lunch and breakfast when I came from home I rarely ate only one time or skip a day and eat when I needed to. I’m skinny and look unhealthy but im not underweight either since 6-12th just gotten really skinny I still can’t eat sometimes I don’t have appetite or sometimes I do I don’t in for 3 days and drink just water bc my stomach got used to it since 6-12th I have gone to the hospital but I’ve been told I’m ok I can’t gain weight only up to 103 I can only reach 96-103lb I either loose or gain but not down to 96. Long text but yeah I’m still currently like this and I haven’t gotten sick yet. This is reality anyway, people can come and go those who trynna loos weight PLEASE there are many ways to do it in a healthy way, takes hard work but hard work always pays off in the end.💪
Although it's about eating disorder, and it's really hurting, cause I went through this too, but thankfully I don't know how but I am getting better. Then again I have stammering, with time I am training myself how to talk and maintain the speed of my word throw. But in my childhood I used to stammer in every word I say, and my friends, family, teachers used to make fun of me. When I was in 5th standard some of my class mates made fun of me, I got so angry and really punched a girl. She cried out loud, and I got suspended for 1 week. After that I stopped talking, started to sit on last bench so that any teacher won't ask me anything. And I became the invisible student of my class. One day a teacher called my name, when I went to her she said who are you, I was silent. I just took my report card and went back to my seat. Now I am 21 and still talk less. I love to talk but afraid 🙂 I hope everyone out there are getting better or will get better soon. To everyone: you are strong, don't listen to anybody, you are perfect the way you are...
Tomorrow is not a k serious ,,,its a lesson book for life
Where can I watch it
@@mariselacruz658 Dramacool app or online link
@@mariselacruz658 Netflix
@@claude27 wait whats it called??
@@stranger_165 tomorrow
*_"This generation is going through so much at such an young age and still our parents say that your generation is the luckiest"_*
This makes me laugh and cry at the same time ;)
Just because we have internet and smartphones those boomers think life is easy
@@celestia.. yes.. there are so many things that hurt.. make us wanna give up fully.. and even if we tell them, believing in all that "parents are your friends, your best supporters and want the best for you" and all that, you just get "Depression? God i don't know this generation, wth is that, we didn't have it" and all the things that hurt us even more..
@@captainsaumya my parents just gave up they marked me as mentally ill but they never admit they're the reason of my traumas
@@celestia.. I was begging for being treated, to share it with them, but they just ignored it, it has been more than 3 years now and they treat me like that i have no suffering, like I'm the happiest? Want me to be perfect in everything, score the highest, also tutor my sister, and do goddamn chores, like do they really think that's possible with my body? now they do complain how i don't sit with them, spend time with them, tho really who was the one who let go first? They ignore it, and i don't have the energy to make them know anymore, really i think it'll be better to just end it, what does it even matter, will the society or them really matter after i die? I was always holding on, for i care how they might hurt after i take that step, but really am i in a position to worry about it? Am i not just dying more day by day?
Seing this while im lying on my hospital bed because of my eating disorders, really hurts.
Take care ♥️
Take care stay strong
Take care ❤
Hope you're doing better!
hope you r well now tc
There were 3 topics in this drama that it gave me goosebumps: the 2 - 3 episodes about bullying, this one about eating disorder and during the episode about the sexuql assault I was furious, sad and I just wanted to give a hug in the victim. 😔
what dramma is this
@@valerierivera491
It says in the title
Its kdrama tomorrow
And I was so glad to see that episode with the former soldier and how his PTSD was portrayed
And Burnt-out soldier War PTSD
Also the comfort women one 😞
My close friend recently (a week ago) passed away from Anorexia. Her and I tried so hard to help each other recover.. now she’s gone and I have relapsed harder and faster than I ever have before.
Everyone around me is saying it’s grief and that I need to get better for her in her memory, but I can’t without her.
I feel so guilty, it’s eating me alive.
I'm so sorry you have to go through this- I can see that the world has been unfair (and continues to be), which is why I send both my prayers and condolences.
I wish I could tell u its gonna be OK or everything is fine but its not there us nothing I could say to ease ur pain or grief all I can tell u is u have to keep on going not only for ur but for ur best friend she would not want u to go through her pain she will want u to live find ur future be a rich bad ass go to places experience things in ur worldest imagination and just be happy I am so proud of u and no matter what happens I am still proud and I love u sooooooo much
I can't do nothing more than praying for you and it really hurts loosing a friend and having a difficult life of your own but remember every situation we face in life is not more than we can handle and you can do it sis, pls don't loose hope, I just really feel like giving you a hug and being able to help you. Hopefully Everything will be fine soon. Love 🤍⚘
I’m so sorry.
you have to live, even in the guilt of your overthinking, you HAVE TO live
i've developed an ed and it's been more than two years since i started restricting the amount of food i eat a day. and for the past two weeks or so, i ate only two meals a day. yesterday, when my brother was bragging about how thin he is for his age, my grandma pointed me out and told that i'm even skinnier than him. that did it. it boosted my ego and i can't seem to stop this habit. i skipped my dinner again. we never choose to have ed i swear. i too want to eat snacks with my classmates during break but i just tell to myself and them, "i'm not hungry" or "i don't like this snack"
Same I know its wrong but they all keep pushing me to do it to the point I'm becoming desperate and obsessed to it not until I myself realize that something is wrong about what I'm doing to myself
Never felt more relatable
@@not_urgurlmel5207 maybe i could understand or maybe not, because I don't really have bulimia. i had it for two weeks and it was worse. i felt dizzy and completely drained out. i had headache often and my lips were dry and chapped. after those two weeks, i went back to "normal". normal as in having ana. i like the burning feeling of hunger. ik how much it sounds toxic and unhealthy.
I'm so sorry that you've been suffering for two years with bulimia. i could never. you're so strong. we can get over this. someday... well let's hope :')
i relate, people always insulted how i looked, until i lost weight.
that feeling is amazing, and I haven't ate in a week for more of it
Hey .listen to me you know one day you will recover of it but you will never forget the damage the people did.it will hurt and it will hurt so bad . sometimes it's your so called friends that make you feel disgusted about your body .that you are unworthy .but it's wrong and it's so wrong .so rather than listening to them saying bad things about your body and how you look . don't stay silent . answer them back . show them their worth .no matter what stand for you . don't loathe your self . love yourself because it's only you
I remember when I was young, I never really cared how I looked but my classmates made fun of me. I remember once a boy, when I was laughing about something with my friends, he turned around and told me that I looked so ugly. I stopped laughing. I got home and could never stop thinking about it.
From then on, everyday when I was in that school, I would feel self conscious abt being ugly. I tried many things like cutting hair (I was still young) but still nothing made me feel better. Whenever I see someone beautiful, I would look at them and pray that I would become beautiful too.
For high school I went to a new school. I kinda became somewhat good looking but every time someone complimented me, I felt they were making fun of me.
Years passed and now I'm in college but I still dream about that school and those feelings.
I hate that school and my classmates. Some of them still text me but they remind me of those feelings and I block and ignore them.
I remember this one time a guy who had a crush on me made fun of 2 of my friends who were talking and laughing. He said they looked ugly laughing cuz they showed their teeth and made weird sounds. I was so angry. I told him I would have slapped him if it wasn't considered assault. Things like that stick with people for life. Idk how people don't think much before they say such stuff.
But I'll say the same thing I told my friends, all sorts of smiles and laughs are beautiful because they show how truly happy you are at the moment. Such times are already rare in our long lives. That's why it's useless to think about such comments and lose the opportunity to express our happiness in these moments.
I hope you live happily in future without thinking of negative things ❣
your life = my life
Same here everyone tells me Im ugly they hate me lol its so funny life
@@ipurpleyou-j7i fuck them. don't listen to them, we will nvr be good enough for everyone. luv u tc
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This is a k-drama that has a lot of meaning to it, I even cried
What drama is it?
@@vestalozovaja8188 tomorrow I think
I might watch it cuz it looks good
@@chhhyu it is trust me
@@vestalozovaja8188 it’s tomorrow
I just finished this drama.i love it talks about the really important matters that everyone is going through. can you pls also make videos on other cases too
What drama is this?
OK sorry nvm, it's tomorrow
what kdrama is this
where did you watch it
@@valerierivera491 its called tomorrow
Eating disorders are addictive. The series portrayed it well, trying to eat but not being able to physically, over thinking, enforcing your insecurities onto others. I mean basically all the factors that are caused by overthinking tbh, but generally it’s the thing that usually gets someone into a situation which keeps them in it.
i relate to this way too much…the whole east asian expectation to be petite and thin. i’m so terrified of gaining weight. my family always comments when i eat a second portion or i eat quickly, especially the women. ironically, i’m so adamant in feeding my friends and making sure they’re well fed and not hungry all day (especially my teammates before practice). i wish i could tell myself it’s ok to be fat, it’s ok to gain weight, but there’s that deep fear that no one will love me if i’m fat. no one will love me if i’m not thin and pretty and perfect. it’s such a beautiful edit, bless the youtube algorithm this time. thank you for making it
If you cannot tell yourself that then I will, you are fine the way you are and shouldn't care or give a damn about what other people say because trust me there are people in this world who loves you for you like me. I don't even know you but I love you.
Hey just care about yourself. I am just a little chubby with dark complexion and I get bullied for this . Everyone around me is like you should lose some weight but I love myself the way I am .I .am not gonna change myself to fit in beauty standards . Yeah mostly times I feel bad about everyone making fun of me but I love myself.
@@MOHINI.DRAWING.AND.DANCE225 Fuck them, I love you for your courage and trust me the people with dark complexion are really beautiful especially the one's from Africa like the girls with wide eyes and curly hair.
@@nightmaresaira3348 Thank you so much . And I am from India.
@@MOHINI.DRAWING.AND.DANCE225 Cool, I am from Pakistan.
I’m glad her coworker shared her story with her. I think it really helped start her recovery journey
We are born to be real not to be perfect.
~Min Youngi ✨
Yoongi*
i know you mean well, but he never said that i think
When did he say this?
Ralph Marston wrote this lmao-
Gosh he never said that, who do armys put random quotes and put their members' names.
🥺🫂💜
Sorry this is a vent but last week, my mom told me to stop eating because I would ‘get fat’. I told her that it’s really rude and that it’s body shaming, then she said that it’s not because she is apparently ‘fat’ when she isn’t. So after that I developed a small eating disorder which affected me so I only ate when I came home from school. Then she was asking me why I wasn’t eating my packed lunches so I just said that I wasn’t hungry, this has continued all week and now she is telling me to eat more?! I’m actually disappointed in her. How could she say that to her own child.. my dad also told me that it wasn’t body shaming when I said that it was rude.
They are only trying to find a way for you to die without being held responsible
Your mum and dad are trying to kill you
@KookieKim you will get better and you will get through this
Go to your local doctor and tell your doctor about your eating difficulty
Your doctor will get a diatition for you to see what foods you can actually keep down and what foods make you sick
A journal often helps too
Your doctor may give you medication to get your weight back to a normal level
Remember you will get better
Small eating disorder? What does that even mean.
@@monke3898 probably eating disorders at an early stage ig
My mom , dad , brother relatives friends even strangers body shame me by calling me ' fat ' . When I was like 6 they started this . Body shame thing
Fortunately, Ive never suffered with a eating disorder. But this made me cry. I am so sorry for everyone who suffers through any sort of eating disorder. Keep your head up.
And, that is why shaming doesn't really help people.
Watching this right after I purged is such a surreal experience :( it’s so sad to see someone else go through the same thing I am. This disorder really ruins your life. Thanks for making a great edit
Hey pls take care of yourself, don't lose hope, it's gonna be alright. You're a strong person, that you're still surviving after all of this, I'm proud of you 🤍
I cried watching every single episode, wish they didn't end it like that though, I really wanted to see more of Goo Ryeon and Park Joong-gil 😭
where can i watch it?
@@benedictembuyiilunga6216 bibili
I don't like eating food but I eat and everytime I eat I feel so unworthy of it like I don't deserve to eat is what I feel
Same…
I relate to this to much omg I’m literally crying
same.. it was so hard for me to watch this episode..
Even i am also skinny everyone tells me that you need to gain weight you are very thin even my classmates and classteacher also body shames me
@@shrezalsingh6956 yah true ppl tell u to eat more protein,fats,carbs,eggs more meat and what not, not even comfortable wearing sleeveless dresses which would lead to unnecessary attention where ppl to tell how thin i am...
To whoever is reading this, don't even think try to lose your weight like shown in the video and you are perfect trust me.. I also stopped eating because of everyone calling me fat and i have nearly lost 7-8kg this year and tbh I don't think so that you need to lose weight, it's just the beauty standard you really don't need to follow it! I got really sick actually I started to get sick really frequently and because of that i wasn't even able to study and if you think you are obese don't skip meals instead join a gym, go out and work because what matters the most is being healthy not being in shape according to beauty standards. So please don't just hate your body because now you must be skipping your meal but in the future you will not be able to eat even if you want to. It's my sister condition she didn't eat much before and now she is really sick and her treatment is going and now she can't even eat even if she want to, she just vomits whenever she eat and so don't even try of doing what is shown in the video. Just live your life bestie you don't need to beautiful in order to fit the beauty standard just be kind to everyone and that's it, you are perfect and never let someone bully you 💗🤍
I dont know if my condition can be considered as ed but during lockdown I gained 10 kg I was 45kg and during the course of two years I gained 10 kgs and when I went back to school everyone no matter if they knew me or not started commenting on my weight. I myself knew that the weight was healthy according to bmi but I just couldn't help but get self concious about it and two months (I KNOW IT SOUNDS CRAZY) I lost around 11 kgs which affected my overall health and immunity I would STOP EATING completely and throw up whatever I eat. After that I would force me to eat the food but it wouldn't go down my throat I was only 14 at that time. Now I am surely doing better than last year but it still I cannot help but conscious about my weight I had social anxiety before lockdown too but it got worse after the lokcdown I used to and still sometimes look at the thin people and be jealous of. After I lost weight everyone started telling me I was preety and that they were jealous of my weight. It made me stop eating. HOW CRUEL CAN THE WORLD BE. I live in asia
drama name plz
@@faisalshaikh4982 tomorrow
@@Strawberryyyshortcakeee I so understand u sth similar happened to me my mom would constantly body shame I was 92 kg and extremely chubby to make it worse I was the only fat person in a family of 11 she would use every chance to mock humiliate me and not think of what an impact she had right now I cannot eat it started as sth simple lyk losing weight but it is never enough for me I am constantly reminded of the teasing the humiliation and the condescending looks my sisters gave me for having a big butt ads if it sth I could control or have a say about in 2 months I probably ate 8 tyms and I lost 32 kg now I am 60 I feel so weak I can't get out of bed I feel as if my body is about to fall over and I even got a sequel I have random dizziness that will never go away and the worst part is instead of helping all they do is tell people as if they found an alien lyk now what has happened after telling them am I better?? NO I'm not ok I am trying to fix myself but I can't its not that I don't want to I just can't
@@ismahanmohamed2833 I completely understand parents should be the one supporting us but instead of that they bully us and then ask why are you so weak my mom too was the same my relatives would touch stomach infront of everyone and then compare it hers and laugh, imagine a child going through all of this at a age where you are really tender and now they ask why I eat so little and why I don't talk to them
Sorry for that long essay I just kept this emotion buried inside me for so many years and now it was eating me up
AND don't listen to them just remember there are many people who are there for you and care for you and I am proud of you for being who you are today you have come a long way and whishing you a great life ahead, we may be stranger and never meet each other but I hope nothing but the very best to you.
Remember there is someone for you to listen
My friend recently told me that she had an eating disorder and it made me think of this video. It's crazy how almost every detail fits so well with her situation: it started because of bullying too for her, she rarely eats, sometimes vomits, and does a lot of physical activity and people around her keep making comments about her appearance saying she got so skinny, but she told me she couldn't see that, just like in this video where the girl still sees herself as much chubbier than she is in the mirror. Wishing the best for people with this problem, you can do it, even if it's tough
as a person who recovered but went down through every darkness from 100+ kgs i felt it in each and every way more than i should...i hope everyone knows theres still hope on the other end....i do feel so fat these days again but lets just try our best we can do it if we try🥺💗
HEYY just wanted to say that I'm so proud of you for recovering from those stuff .you goo GURLL ♥️ you're doing great
@@ayeshashirin5193 thanq💔
this gave me goosebumps from head to toe cuz this is something that today's generation is going through
Not me crying in every single episode .. i thot this drama is all about magic and action ㅠㅠㅠ
Drama name?
@@juliet8501 tomorrow
where can i watch it?
For people who don’t understand this Korean drama called “Tomorrow” is about these 3 people who already died, who try and save people trying to suicide and the girl is one of the suicidal people so the try and save her from killing herself.
As someone who is relapsing, I relate to her so much. It’s hard to believe people don’t care. Because you care so much.
My whole childhood I was bullied for my appearance and weight. I was told I would be the ugly fat Girl forever and belonged beneath them. It’s been years now since I developed my eating disorder and now that I’ve lost weight my own bullies compliment me and have no idea I’m the girl they almost bullied to death. So many praises so many compliments but living with an ed makes me miserable. I’m slowly losing myself to my disorder but I’m scared to stop I don’t know how to stop. I don’t want to go back to my childhood I can’t go back to being that girl again.
My story is just same as yours
you can try making a healthy lifestyle where everything is balanced and so you wont gain weight and you will feel much better
Get help
I am so sorry :( ily. Please do what’s good and not damage your health :(( you can eat healthy instead? I know it’s not easy, but u can do it
It's not good being skinny in a unhealthy way ,. So i suggest to eat healthy food and work out , that would create a perfect balance, i don't really know how it's to live with an ed., so my suggestion might not help
When I was in middle school I went through an ed it truly wasn't direct bullying that caused it instead my classmates would constantly have rankings as to who was more attractive and me and this other girl would always end up last. Because of that whenever the boys in my class competed, they would often say that however lost would have to marry me or the other girl. Some of my classmates would even say they questioned whether I was a girl or not. Aside from that, one of the factors that truly triggered my ed was when I was playing truth or dare with some friends, and they asked me and my friend to go up to this guy and take his pencil (he was my former crush).My friend was petite and really pretty, so when she took the pencil he simply laughed and lightly punched her arm. However, when I did it he pushed me so hard I pushed many desks over and he looked at me in disgust and said something about my weight. at that time I was 5'4 and weighted approximately 167lbs . After that I went on a diet however it got so bad that I would only drink water and eat a granola bar everyday if I had anything other than that I would cry and do extra exercise. I was hospitalized and eventually recovered. Although I'm now healthy physically, I'm still not ok mentally despite now being in high-school my self esteem is really low and I have social anxiety. It's most definitely not easy to deal with something like this, and I hope everyone can obtain the support needed.
Hey pls don't lose hope, you came so far, still surviving after all this, you're indeed a strong person! I'm proud of you 💕
I went through something similar in my second grade which I haven’t forgotten till now it’s been al most ten years ...even through the years my friends indirectly point out that I am the ugliest in the class...I don’t know what or why but now I am at a stage where, when someone becomes my friend I question myself ...do they really want to be my friends ...I have never received compliments except from my parents...recently some of my friends gave me few compliments and I was questioning my self if they were mocking me or do they really men it..
@@bhagyanidhi7800 poor darling, you'll pull through. And you never know if you're a late bloomer. I certainly was. And just like you, i used to doubt people when they'd comppiment me, thinking they pity me. When I hear it now i fully know they mean it and i hear it often enough to brush it off. Style and happiness matters so much more, most of the pretty people in this world put in thr work to look that way.
I’m an athlete in my first year of college, and growing up I was always seen as strong. People would say oh wow look at her shoulders she has such a strong build, but then when I turned 14 I started gaining weight around my hips and getting chubby. I didn’t really care about what I ate back then, but I cared about the beauty standards associated with being an athlete, especially one who is competing at a high level. Then before covid, one of my friends on my team started building muscles and getting strong, and she became the ideal. Coaches started comparing me to her, saying I should lose weight and get muscles so I could perform better, no matter that I was winning everything. It build on me but I didn’t care, I mean I was performing well so why would I? And then during COVID I worked out a lot more, and in return lost some weight, not a lot but some. My dad and coaches were immediately like you’re on the right track keep going, but when the tournaments started again after lockdown, I quickly gained back the weight. I felt like shit, my dad commented on it, saying that if I just tried I would finally be strong and look like I should. It doesn’t help that my mom doesn’t gain weight no matter what she does and literally has the build of a ballerina. That was the point I started restricting my food intake, I’d eat a small breakfasts and then nothing at school and then one portion of dinner to please my parents, only to feel bad and eat less the next day. After a couple months this resulted in me losing weight, but not in the right places, all the muscles I’d worked so hard for were disappearing. My coaches noticed and told me to train more to gain muscles back, while my dad was like you look better keep doing this. I got stuck in this cycle of binging and purging every few months, feeling like shit, when I got a comment on how my face looked so big I just snapped and restricted even more. When I got to college, the first thing they did was have me gain muscles, and it works, I don’t eat more, usually only breakfast and lunch or dinner, but the food is just fatter. But I go home in a few weeks and I am terrified of my dad commenting on my weight again, of how everyone will say I’m fat now, even tough according to bmi I’m the perfect weight. I haven’t thrown up yet cause I’m scared of people finding out but I also feel pressure from everyone to look a certain way. Last year one of my coaches tore into me because I wasn’t like that girl, I didn’t look like I had muscles and I was chubby. I wasn’t, I had hips of maybe 100cm, and for a 1.85m person that’s good. But I’m scared, I’m not going to be holding up for much longer. I just ate a protein bar and I feel disgusting, like I betrayed myself, I can’t see anything better now than just not eat cause I need to lose this fat before I get back
This is so messed up. People usually don’t realize how they affect others with their words. I know it’s going to be hard to not care what they say about your body, but for your own sake, please know that there is more to life than looking a certain way. I’m not an athelete so I don’t know what it’s like to be one and the pressure of it but if you’re having a good time competing and you win competitions as a result, sounds like you’re on the right track. Not because you lose weight or get more muscular. I hope I didn’t offend you or anyone else going through this and sorry if my sentences are a bit weird, English is not my first language. I just felt the need to say something. Sending you love, you can do this!
Don’t listen to what other people have to say. The most important person that you should worry about is yourself and don’t worry about what other people will think. Just stay healthy and strong. You’re beautiful as you are and you don’t need to change
i would share my story to you cause i think it will help. I had always been a skinny child. From the very starting everyone like everyone would tell me to eat more . but when i turned 12 i started gaining weight all of a sudden. but i would think that ohh i just dont gain weight its nothing. Until my friends started pointing me out as the "healthy one " . they would call me fat and that my hips were quit big. but actually they werent i was jut 32 kg back then. then skip to lockdown . during covid i gained weight but still i was healthy not over weight . when i returned to school everyone started telling me 'oh looks like you ate a lot while staying at home' and stuffs like that. then came judo . i got into sports and it all really started. my couch told me to ' control ' or more like ' watch' my weight. i restricted my diet. i started exercising or more like over exercising . then studies pressure came down like missiles . my parents had utterly big expectations . my mental health went downhill and i wasnt feeling satisfied with myself. then came my escape , binging and purging . it was addicting . it made me feel alright. bulimia ruined me . i left judo , my studies just ... my marks dropped way too low. my stomach had ulcers and my windpipe was scraped. i took me a year to realise what the heck i was doing.
same goes to you . there had been times when i had been like a step away from suicide. i felt hopeless. but i realised that maybe if someone hated me because i looked a certain way then i would just beat the shit out of that person and never would freinds with themin the first place . same goes to me , how can i hate myself when my smile in the mirror appears the most precious . i recommend you stefanie buttermore's channel she would help a lot .
just dont give up . its not easy , not at all , maybe the most difficult problem you would ever face. But remember you deserve to see all other brighter colours of life. you deserve yourself love.
give yourself a chance i bet she is gonna be the most loving being ever.
give a chance to your life.
Please please seek the help of a doctor it helped me to come out of this ditch now I eat better and healthier.
Speak up to those people whose comments make you feel like shit don't hesitate even a second just tell them to SHUT UP.
Remember we all need food for sustenance....looking a certain way should NEVER be the goal of your diet but a goal to lead a healthy lifestyle should be.
LIVE YOUR LIFE FOR IT IS BEAUTIFUL JUST THE WAY YOU ARE💜
No matter what you do people will always judge you do what your body needs to do according to you and well if you keep on gaining weight (due to your coach) and loosing weight (due to your father s guilt tripping tactic) well just letting you know it can affect your body badly just maintain a diet that's what is good for you,don't listen to your coach or father s advice relating to your eating habits and girl it's alright to have cheat days cause at the end of the day we are humans we are imperfectly perfect in our own way and i hope you end your cycle of misery by actually listening to your heart without getting highjacked by your coach and dad and please don't compare your self to others cause your imperfectly perfect and by comparision it will just bring you down i hope you heal and feel a lot more happy in your life and trust me you got this if you even have a tiny amount of hope.
watching this after a binge really hurts
Real, are you better now?
What's binge
i love how it shows how messed up the world is. When I was fat, they said lose some weight, exercise or smth. my anorexia began developing into bulimia and now they're telling me you're too skinny gain some weight 💀
as someone who's suffering from bulimia, this hurts so bad even if i wanna recover, people won't stop talking about how my weight isn't normal for my age, what's worse is that my family members are the ones pointing it out the most
“ I see things that nobody else sees”
made me cry.
This is a really good edit
thank u so much 💓
This gives me goosebumps…. I feel bad for everyone who has to go through this :( please stay safe everyone
Man is this edit INCREDIBLY DONE!
IT'S SAD
REAL
STUNNING.
Tomorrow is a legendary k-drama and it is so underrated
It's really so sad how we all go through the same thing. The comments really touched me. I would say I don't have eating disorder but I've been through bullying like by my friends and parents it's like I know they don't mean it in wrong way just saying as a joke but that's the thing. You should know you're never going to be perfect and it's not a bad thing. If you'll eat good they will say " Ohh you're getting fat lol exercise " And if you'll stop eating, you'll get " Ohh why don't you eat. You're looking so skinny " . So just try to accept yourself as you're love and I'm also trying to with u ♡
everyone should watch this drama. it touches a lot of society issues. this drama is not a sad drama but a drama that teach u about love and life
Umm people just easily pass comment on others body.. ohhh u r so thin u look like an old person u r so fat.. no matter how hard we try to avoid those comments it just hit us bad🥺 ...
Yeah
"I ate so not to die"😔
relatable line
Watching this kdrama I cried throughout it cause I had been and currently a victim of sexual Harassment,eating disorder and bullying everything was too relatable but none understand people like us :( , and I've been bullied since middle school to high school, the eating disorder I am going through it since I am born everyone makes fun of me for being skinny and my mom supports society I started overeating to become fat for the happiness of society and others but they bodyshamed me for being fat and now I can't control my overeating:(
i hope u get better, only care for your opinion, trust me once u stop comparing yourself and focusing ONLY on yourself, thats when ull truly be happy and at ease
@@loonaxjisoobread yes thanks 🙏👍
Being bullied and body shamed because of your weight is so common in Asia that sometimes even our love one's does it to us
Never be ungrateful for who u are and love yourself just the way you are.People won't change their minds but we can give ourself a positive reminder.
Love this fmv so much 🥰 poor girl though, eating disorders suck
I think... I have an eating disorder. I'm still in middle school, but seeing all the other skinny girls makes me so embarassed about my body and how I'm short. I eat enough, it's just I'm restricting myself to the point where it's mentally suffocating. I avoid junk food at all costs, but at some point I eat a piece of candy or a cookie. I'm not eating any different from a normal person, but it feels like I'm dying everyday because I set unhealthy restrictions and then fail to do them.
I just want to grow taller.
i'm a short person too, and i eat normally. but i feel like i'll gain weight everytime i eat. it's been 3 months since i've been like this. whatever, i wanted to say that u r not alone. i know it's hard but you mustn't be ashamed of your body, try to love yourself. u might need some help and i can help you. and please dont care if someone tells you anything bad about you or your body, take care of urself and stay healthy! 💚
@@hande31 Thank you for this! It feels really good to know someone else feels the same.
You are beautiful, truly ❤
@@chaerinsistas1935 i'm sure that you're beautiful too. inside and outside, no matter what 💚
I was searching for something to see and this pooped up and I am just shocked by seeing this. IT IS JUST NOT RIGHT . Harming yourself to meet the dumb and stupid stereDotypes and standards of the society(which is good for nothing)
And thanku for making this edit Its really nicee.:):)
Please don’t say stupid or dumb, this is a serious illness that we cannot control , if it was normal they wouldn’t have called it eating disorder. By saying that you invalidate so many of us who suffer from this disease
She didnt choose to have an eating disorder? nobody does
@@loraliu3916 yea and it's not about trying to be thin. because it would never be enough...
@@siffchristensen6344 exactly, everyone thinks eating disorders are about trying to be as thin as possible but that really isnt the case its just a symptom of some eating disorders.
Used to watch this episode over and over back when I had a disorder because it triggered me
I feel fcked up..i eat one meal in whole 24 hrs (dinner) and i binge that time , then starve whole day next day from guilt and loop this habit again n again because of bullying i always had since i was literally 10 y/o
I send you all my love I been going to this also I hope it will be better I send you all my love ❤❤❤
My ED isn’t too severe, but combined with binging it’s so annoying. I was raised not to leave any leftovers (or else), to the point where I went to the buffet as a kid and ate till I threw up. To this day I eat either way too much or way too little and rarely in between.
Some days I’ll feel bad and eat barely half a meal for the entire day, sometimes nothing at all. Other days I’ll feel good and accidentally overeat, and I’ll feel physically ill unless I purge. Just whipsawing like that every other day.
I subbed you rn coz this is a masterpiece of a Broken Part of Humanity...
I was made fun growing up for being so skinny and people often made comments to my mom that she should feed me more. When I came to US my mother brought me to the hospital asking if they could give me pills to increase my weight since I was underweight. They told her I just had a fast metabolism and I’ll be fine after puberty. That didn’t stop my mother from making sure I had bigger portions than everyone else. I began to be obsessed with food and was constantly eating so much, when I hit puberty all that excessive eating caught up to me. I realized I was gaining a lot of weight in my face year of 2020 and since then I started restricting myself from over eating. Now a days I “accidentally” forgot to eat. I’m constantly starving myself and then binge eating. I wish I could enjoy my food like I used to
Tbh when I was younger I never actually knew there was a term for this thing. I always tend to throw up every time I eat and the fact that I never actually feel hungry. I always thought I was the only one.
I'm a 13 year old chubby girl who's always heard things like "you should control your food", " do a few exercise and you'll be alright", but til' now I don't have ed, but if this keeps going on.... and I'm sorry for all the people out there who are suffering, you're perfect no matter what, I love you
dont ever doubt yourself. im 13 too and im going through a hard time with self esteem too. dont make the same mistake as me
@@milevenendgame omg yo thank you-😭😭 and you too:)
@@klxxver4763 :))
Hey Iam 13 too
My situations are same
When everyone are wearing my favourite clothes iam not able to wear it because of my fat.
Don't worry, growing up nearly everyone had problems with weight, being either too heavy or too light. You're great the way you are, don't let school or anyone get to you, some numbers on scale do not show your value, you are valuale and amazing
too skinny is wrong , too fat is wrong , what's wrong with people :( people always keep saying I'm too skinny , they'd call me bone / skeleton/stick . ngl i feel sad everytime they call me like that
I also have a eating disorder. And people at my school, always tell me rude stuff like they call me a skeleton instead of my name. This world is very cruel and don't understand how other people feel.
I dont know if my condition can be considered as ed but during lockdown I gained 10 kg I was 55kg and during the course of two years I gained 10 kgs and when I went back to school everyone no matter if they knew me or not started commenting on my weight. I myself knew that the weight was healthy according to bmi but I just couldn't help but get self concious about it and two months (I KNOW IT SOUNDS CRAZY) I lost around 11 kgs which affected my overall health and immunity I would STOP EATING completely and throw up whatever I eat. After that I would force me to eat the food but it wouldn't go down my throat I was only 14 at that time. Now I am surely doing better than last year but it still I cannot help but conscious about my weight I had social anxiety before lockdown too but it got worse after the lokcdown I used to and still sometimes look at the thin people and be jealous of. After I lost weight everyone started telling me I was preety and that they were jealous of my weight. It made me stop eating. HOW CRUEL CAN THE WORLD BE. I live in asia
as someone who went through the same thing, being skinny doesn’t make you happy. if u told me this two years ago, i would’ve said it will. however, i never intended to want an ed it just came to me and i couldn’t stop. i almost died but i realized i have one body. i should take care of it and its my job to meet my body’s requirements. not my minds. its hell, it really is and i would never wish it on anyone.
Words cut deeper than hell. So please don't judge others on your dimensions. They might be struggling to live another day
It's start with primary school nobody don't like me becuz im fat and big and i always look down and never talk much, after that i still didn't lost weight and in class 7 I have a crush and he's my friend but one day I heard they conversation with his friends he said 'Sometimes I felt so pity and I just nice to her, nothing really much '....I'm so ashamed ...I cry for 1 months or more than that but one day I saw a video of hwasa Mamamoo and she gives me confidence and I enter kpop world I learn to love myself
U r precious girl 🤍
To all those people who relate to this,
Please have faith and please don't stop trying to get better.
Somedays are gonna be like hell, but please stay strong. Don't give up on yourself.
Fighting your demons is one of the strongest battle one could fight.
So hold on.
Nothing i could say will be able to make a difference but i hope that you are strong. I know you are .
Please know that you are not alone in this.
You're not wierd to feel the way you do.
No one's perfect. Not me . Not you. But we can try to be better.
I hope i could take away your pain, but it's not me. It's you. You can take away your pain. Just remember, no matter how long it'll take, we'll live through it.
I had an ED a few years ago and I was so slick that no one noticed. That was the thing with ED for me. I couldn't tell people even if I wanted help. Nowadays I feel like I've recovered but never told anyone. But everytime someone comments about my body, it hurts. Even if it is a compliment
Having an ED feels terrible. Like there is a voice in your head telling you that what you were doing is okay. That it's healthy. That being skinny will make your life better. Practice kindness and look out for your loved ones. Don't comment on people's bodies unless you know that they're losing weight in a health way. If you think someone is struggling, let them know you're there for them.
Going through the same shit, seeing people thinner, prettier, smarter and better than me!! I just want to be like them and it caused me lots of pressure!! All I do is eat one apple in the morning and starve myself for the rest of the day 😶🌫️
such a good edit!
thank u sooo much~
This episode hits hard I cried so hard watching cause I feel like I can relate I don't have Ed but used to sometimes vomit the meals I eat
where can i watch it?
@@benedictembuyiilunga6216 it’s on Netflix
vomiting what you eat is an ed in itself,even if you used to do it and stopped. i hope you're doing better now❤️
wich episode is this pls help me
Watching this while at the psychiatric hospital is hurting to the core 💀
Everyone thinks that we are perfect....
for anyone struggling with a eating disorder, i wish you the best
انا حقا اعاني بسبب هذا المرض بدا بسبب التنمر واصبحت خائفة من فكره زياده الوزن اصبح هذا هوساً اقيس وزني في اليوم ما يقارب الـ50مره
no other videos can describe my life so much than this one
this part of the drama made me really sad and i cried since ive also had ED and anorexia. Thankfully i’ve gotten so much better that these scenes didnt trigger me any way.
Watching while knowing that I'm having eating disorder (eating too much and always having more and more and even more cravings) it hurts like hell 😭 . Their comes the time when you want to stop yourself, your stomach feels like rupturing full but your unable to do so 😭
i'm so sorry you had to go through that, you're not alone, we're all in this together💜
Every single episode of this drama made me cry. Literally. ❤😭
In my opinion everyone should watch tomorrow once in their life time atleast, it still remains my favourite kdrama till date
Currently going through the same thing and to whoever is going through this as well, I want you to know that you're not alone and you don't have to look or feel a certain way to be loved or to love yourself. We're all different and i promise trying to look like others won't fix anything. We live in a world where we are made to believe that to be appreciated or beautiful we must look a certain way and act a certain way but I think it's time to change that, and the only way we can do that is if we start with ourselves. Appreciating our beauty and our flaws because everyone is different and we shouldn't be told to look a certain way to be beautiful.
You're loved and you're enough!!I love you!
I send you all of my love ❤❤❤
I still haven't recovered from this kdrama,I love it sm
I know whats like to be called ugly and you think you dont deserve to eat or dont have permission to eat.
idk if theres anyone who needs to hear this, but if you consider starting pvrging to lose weight- just don't. more often than not you will end up harming yourself and/or fall into a binge/pvrge cycle, very hard to get out of, time consuming and disgusting, really. stay healthy yall
gosh when I first watched this episode I didnt know why she looked into the reflection and saw her when she was younger. but now that I notice it, it's clear she also had body dysmorphia
After reading some of these comments i really wanted to cry. I had/have an ED to, but i "recovered" from it. Reading this really gives me flashbacks and i can only relate. The thing is, even tho i have gained weight back, im not recovered from it. Ppl think i am, which is good, cus i don't have to talk abt my ED no more. But i still skip several meals. My body is now just so scared of going back to that that it did a so called "Food saving Mood" so even tho i ain't eating, im not losing weight no more. And i feel like noone really talks about that. About how your body acts after it. I lost my hair for example while i still was thin, but now gained it back. So goes for my "Woman" things. But you know, even if your body recovered mostly, the mind (in my case) will still be bruised. I just want to tell you with that, if u get forced to gain weight back, don't do it like my parents did it, with forcing as much fast food and calories in you as possible. Start creating a meal plan, and eat enough proteins. Cus u see what happened with me, and now im at the same point as one year ago, trying to eat as less as possible, just to fit in.
For anyone "healthy" reading this, NEVER even think about doing this. Rather go in the GYM for 4 Years. U will regret WAY less. This topic is really underrated, and in my opinion should get waay more attention. Anyway, i don't think anyone really reed that till here. But it feels good to atleast try and tell ppl. Love y'all.
Few years ago when I saw this. I was like "what! Why would you do it to yourself!?!". I suddenly I remembered about this video today so I searched it up and man! I fcking relate to this.. I was a teenager at a healthy weight but now I fall in the underweight category. I lost 17 kgs in an unhealthy way. I am afraid to go back.
Thanks for the body shaming my so called "friends"
I'm in recovery from a life-threatening eating disorder and watching this made me feel not alone.
When ur determined to loose weight even u cant stop urself from doing it. I dieted for sometime, u feel extreme guilt if u eat more than u think u should. And I used to cut off meals if I accidently snacked. Being fat make me crazy ngl. Im usualy thin but gaining a little bit of weight and ppl pointing it out is a no no for me
When I was about 15 to 17 I suffered from what I would consider an ed. I would bike and bike and bike for hours on this stationary bike and would eat as little as possible. I would legit put a plastic bag in my lap and subtly scoop food into it when I had to eat with my family. Since my family was large and chaotic I got away with it. I was pretty underweight and my parents started to comment about my weight but I didn't really pay attention to their comments. it wasn't until I lost my period that I started to get concerned. When I found out that amenorrhea could be caused by too much exercise or undereating I realized that I had done this to myself and that I was gonna have to fix it because I didn't want to compromise my health. Long story short I'm 18 now and I've had a regular cycle for over a year. I've gained a lot of weight and am overweight according to the BMI calculator. I am currently dieting but I really don't want to fall back into the cycle of nonstop exercise and practically starving. I liked how my body looked back then even though I didn't achieve it healthily. It's tempting to go back to my old ways but I'll try to think about health and not just looks.
I was watching this scene now.. almost saw the whole episode and her story..
Trust me it hurts so much to see her in the last scene where she eats sweet food for the first time and said it is delicious.. literally had tears in my eyes..
The story and acting was too realistic
Which episode is this?
@@p1nkboba Sry can't remember...
7,8 or smthng
@@Your_yuqii Ty:)
No one knew I've been there when I am at my 9th grade. I just can't help it but with the pandemic I learned to deal with it and now I can say I am eating just enough.
Tomorrow is one of the best dramas I've ever watched! such a masterpiece it is ✨✨
Most relatable vid4o i’ve ever seen.
I honestly fell her so bad, i'm so sad after watching this cuz i know how this feel like. I'm gonna make a dinner right now, you also should. Just one day without this ed things, that my dream for all of us
i remember wanting eating disorders like this because at least I'd finally be skinny......
same here...
How are you now
Apparently i have a teen who is now 19 year old but when she was 14 i am still horrified to tell it but she moved to a new highschool and she was kinda thick not fat and not even skinny she was normal and had sagged thighs and hands so growing up she never thinked about it but when she came from her first day to a new highschool i noticed her not eating anything and being in bed and she seemed really low i never really pointed it out until i saw her vomiting daily at washroom when she was 16 however i got so scared i got to a doctor and the doctor said she's fit and fine just need to eat proper food or else she'll need to be admitted so i tried to give her fav food like cheese grill and tomato soup with fried steak and fries i remember it was her fav meal but she only drank water pretty much and ate 1 frie than rushed to her restroom i didn't knew what eating disorder was so i scolded her badly for it she looked at me helpless and suffering i ignored it and went to my room after lecturing her about food wastage and than i went to her bedroom at midnight because i was thristy and i saw her fainted i rushed her to hospital and the doctor said she has eating disorder and she needs a healthy diet i didn't knew what was eating disorder so i asked the doctor to explain and he did i got sad and knew that she might got bullied i was so angry at myself i wanted to beat myself than i went to my daughter comforted her and asked her who is distrubing her she told me everything and we changed the highschool and gave her a proper diet with love and care she is fit and fine now but seeing this video again made me angry at myself parents this is a important message that please never ignore your kid feeling because you never know how deep it can be
i just hope this actress is not this thin in real life
it looked dangerous here 1:47
She 100% is that thin but I have the same body type as that if not skinnier..its just because i workout and I was born naturally skinny, so yes she looks like that but she is almost a grown woman so im sure she takes care of herself
@@itsjiminsnonexistentjams1221 she is a grown woman in the drama too , and she doesn't take care of herself
You can never know what's going on behind a persons smile
@@luljalulja6042 Im speaking reality here, the actress herself personality wise is mature and put together. Thats what my definition of a grown woman is, even that ik you can still have an ED but the comment was bodyshaming so im just defending the actress
@@itsjiminsnonexistentjams1221 thank you , but it was not bodyshaming , she/he was telling the truth she is thin
@@itsjiminsnonexistentjams1221 as someone with an ED let me tell you they weren't bodyshaming her but showing concern !
Watching this when I got out the Ed ward yesterday 😅
I'm 13 years old and i think i have eating disorder i can't eat anything properly and i got scolded by my mom for not eating....when i really wanna eat bit i still can't!! I feel like i will vomit anytime when i have something on my mouth "eating" and my mom will say "why are u being so dramatic just eat do u wanna be more slim like a skeleton?!?!" I really hate that i friends think i have the perfect body and they think i "diet" but whenever i try to say i can't eat they will gonna laugh.....I got humiliated everytime people see me eating so i always try to not eat in public or force myself to eat and that helps me to get me more sick!
I really hate this!!!!
This comment so relatable...
@@Lilah- Yeah it's relatable and that's the problem.....
@@MOONLIGHT-cz2wp :(
@@Lilah- btw i am also a Moa😁
@@MOONLIGHT-cz2wp awwiee I'm glad to hear that ^^
People should stop with these actions, rude words, and negativity and words hurt and matter. A lesson for everyone words and actions matter and always be careful with your actions and words. I feel really bad for those people who had to deal with those issues. Remember always love yourself
I can't stop eating... I need some help , maybe it's my depression
hi, firstly if you are a muslim please always trust Allah and pray
I have to say this is my favorite show I’ve ever watched, I cried and laughed and it helped me understand better why my dad committed. It talked about such details and problems and I loved it. I can’t even imagine what’s it’s like to have anorexia but I do hope that whoever is dealing with this find peace and gets better even if it hard. I believe in you even if you don’t believe in yourself, don’t lose hope and keep trying. Whatever or whoever made you feel imperfect is wrong and said what they shouldn’t have. I can’t say anything that helpful because im only 11 but i do wanna say to not give up and keep trying, I believe in you and love you❤ have an amazing day❤️
When I was in my hometown I was 8 chubby and healthy,but after coming to the USA. Since 3rd grade I ate less in school bc I was shy but at home always ate 4-5th school started and I was scared I started eating with friends i thought they were friends after something came up I stop eating at school only at home,throughout 6-8th my friend told me to cut myself in 6th I did but she didn’t she accused me and went to a clinic 7-8th I got toss out from my group friends and left me behind realized and started to stay away from them spend my time outside alone without eating lunch throughout 9thI had friends 10th I stop going to lunch and hid myself in the bathroom watching videos i did it for 3 years 10-12th I became really thin and skinny throughout my entire years of school that I always wore big tshirts and sweaters but I didn’t mind bc I just wanted to survive and go home and play that I didn’t realized I started skipping dinner lunch and breakfast when I came from home I rarely ate only one time or skip a day and eat when I needed to. I’m skinny and look unhealthy but im not underweight either since 6-12th just gotten really skinny I still can’t eat sometimes I don’t have appetite or sometimes I do I don’t in for 3 days and drink just water bc my stomach got used to it since 6-12th I have gone to the hospital but I’ve been told I’m ok I can’t gain weight only up to 103 I can only reach 96-103lb I either loose or gain but not down to 96. Long text but yeah I’m still currently like this and I haven’t gotten sick yet. This is reality anyway, people can come and go those who trynna loos weight PLEASE there are many ways to do it in a healthy way, takes hard work but hard work always pays off in the end.💪
Although it's about eating disorder, and it's really hurting, cause I went through this too, but thankfully I don't know how but I am getting better. Then again I have stammering, with time I am training myself how to talk and maintain the speed of my word throw. But in my childhood I used to stammer in every word I say, and my friends, family, teachers used to make fun of me. When I was in 5th standard some of my class mates made fun of me, I got so angry and really punched a girl. She cried out loud, and I got suspended for 1 week. After that I stopped talking, started to sit on last bench so that any teacher won't ask me anything. And I became the invisible student of my class. One day a teacher called my name, when I went to her she said who are you, I was silent. I just took my report card and went back to my seat. Now I am 21 and still talk less. I love to talk but afraid 🙂
I hope everyone out there are getting better or will get better soon. To everyone: you are strong, don't listen to anybody, you are perfect the way you are...