This is me...struggling (vlog)
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- Опубликовано: 7 сен 2024
- I just wanted to let y'all get to know me. And I needed to talk about some of my struggles. I promise I'm not always a Debbie Downer, but even in the sunniest places a little rain will fall.
Just found you while watching dia and co. unboxings. You are amazingly brave for sharing. You are beautiful inside and out. Struggle's lead to fantastic journeys.
This must have taken a lot of courage for you, your strength is an inspiration. The "Standards" of beauty that we put on ourselves as women are crazy and it's hard to break free of the pressure to be "pretty". For the longest time I obsessed over my hair being the only pretty thing about me because it was the only thing I was ever complimented on... I still have thoughts like this today, but slowly I am coming to terms that I really don't give a crap what others think as long as I am happy. :)
Hello April
I just watched your video and I'm so proud of you that you're able to come out and let us know what's going on not that it really matters because you are a beautiful and a strong woman. What we have done we cannot take back but now that you have knowledge what's going on you just need to take control like you have been doing with the crocheting. I have found out that crocheting is also something that helps me with my stress and I love it. Now if you're still able to have hair growth I would try biotin the ten thousand they sell them at Walmart for like 8 bucks and also I would get your thyroid checked as well maybe that can help take care of yourself and I'm a new subbie so can't wait to see more videos from you and when you get a chance coming to see mine 😄
Hello April
I just watched your video and I'm so proud of you that you're able to come out and let us know what's going on not that it really matters because you are a beautiful and a strong woman. What we have done we cannot take back but now that you have knowledge what's going on you just need to take control like you have been doing with the crocheting. I have found out that crocheting is also something that helps me with my stress and I love it. Now if you're still able to have hair growth I would try biotin the ten thousand they sell them at Walmart for like 8 bucks and also I would get your thyroid checked as well maybe that can help take care of yourself and I'm a new subbie so can't wait to see more videos from you and when you get a chance coming to see mine
April I knew most of this about u. thanks for sharing. I love u for u.
Thank u for sharing. please if u ever need to talk call me.
We all have struggles Lord knows I do. wishing u the best
you are neither ugly nor worthless. you are a beautiful intelligent woman with a beautiful heart and soul :-)
Shabnam Mushtaq thank you so much. I'm working on believing that.
Good for you to put yourself out there. That takes guts. I know you discussed the depression part with your doc and not the hair pulling part but maybe If you took antidepressants it may help with the hair pulling.. I take meds.. Things are not perfect but manageable.. As far as your hair have you considered shaving.buzzing your hair and starting over?? i am not saying that will cure it but in the mean time you won't have much to grab onto and pull.. Also what about some sort of physical activity that you can immerse yourself in.. I am a plus size gal but I love to ride my bicycle.. We both have the body type that would be awesome for crossfit/wt lifting. Do you have any friends or family close to where you live that are in the same boat?? or truly understand where you are coming from?? Find me on FB if you need an ear.. Debbie Davis Hare
tripledhare thanks for your words of encouragement. I have buzzed my head to start over. Unfortunately, it's not filling in like I had hoped. But I have stopped pulling. Also, I have thought about crossfit, but I wonder how hard that would be with arthritic knees. I can't even do squats. Stupid body is falling apart, but it's my own fault for letting it go on this long without doing anything about it sooner.
Ok bad knees.. swimming or water aerobics and biking. Start taking turmeric and hyaluronic acid.. You can order both from walmart .com very reasonably.