Hey man, I lost my father when i was 12 just a month or two after my grandmother had passed, messed me up pretty bad. had the same weird mood changes, being unfathomably angry for no reason for days, bouts of anxiety, It does get better even though 9 years down the line i still get choked up about it, getting it out really helps, it may seem like it doesn't at first but soon the anger will appear less often the anxiety will be manageable and life will fall back into place. you just gotta keep telling yourself. They wouldn't want you to stop your life for them, they want you to keep living and enjoying the time you have with the people you have, the last conversation I had with my father he told me just that. I never got to say goodbye and I don't know how horrible that could feel. Be strong and keep moving forward time doesn't stop for anyone.
Stay strong man and thanks for sharing. Listening to you has helped me think about things in a different light, as i also lost a close family member in 2018. Happy new year mate, and here's to a better 2019.
I got diagnosed with a rare cancer of the lungs last year November. I had bad anger management. Now with this cancer, I learned to appreciate the little things and I still have little bit that anger issue but, I am better with it than before. Sorry about your dad's passing, =) he's in a nice place.
I won't tell you to hang in there or anything, since you probably get that all the time right now. But I want you to know that it is really encouraging to see someone who struggles and still gives his best. I really think videos like these will give at the very least some people who are also troubled a rock to lean against while they are going through rough times themselves. Keep doing what you do and good luck, dude. Big love from Russia.
Hey bro, always loved watching your vids. Thanks for sharing these stories which I’m sure is not easy to do. Seems like your dad was a really great guy. Humble, caring, smart, and loving. He completed his journey and you will see him again, but not yet. I’ll pray for you and be strong brotha you’re not alone
I hope it uplifted your heart, sharing your inner strougles. I hope you keep up the great attitude! How darker the nights, te brighter the stars my friends
I love you man. Get through it. Its hard to fight depression and loss. I am going through it as well. I am not trying to equivocate myself to you, but I feel what you are going through in general.
Hey man, been a while since you made the video but just wanted to leave my thoughts on it :) I think it's great to talk about these things, keeping it inside for yourself won't really help you so I do encourage you to do it whenever you feel like it! There's absolutely no shame in it, in fact I find it to be bravery on those who can understand when they need help and need to open up. I too am very close to my family, fortunately for me I'm still yet to experience what you've been through (and are going through) and I hope that day is very far away. I do however know one day those dark hours will come. It's inevitable for all of us, sadly. But we have to march on! There is no point in dwelling on it. It's something we must accept for it is the only reality. I'm happy to hear you have people around you that can offer support in your darker hours and I wish you nothing but the best for 2019 and onwards! If it means anything at all I do really appreciate you and your channel and hope you can keep being positive and continue to present us with wonderful content. You're probably the most authentic person I've known on RUclips and I really appreciate that. Know that behind our internet profiles there's an actually human being and we really do sympathize with you, hopefully that can serve as some comfort as well, no matter how small it is! Again best wishes going into 2019 and onwards friend! March onwards but never forget and always cherish the memories we've created with those who departed. "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" :)
I cannot emphasize this enough, i've never seen you nor spoken to you, but I can feel you're a good person, also I have lived some stuff similar to what you said in the video and...i don't know, the way you say and move yourself between the words you speak this shows me how awesome of a person you're, probably it doesn't make any sense at all, just fill like it's a compliment and keep trying your best to be the best person possible ever. Ah, keep doing videos too, because i love your videos. Hope that in the next year everything runs well for you 'cause you deserve it
I have no friends right now and I am in college. I have had many people who I need to currently and have cut out of my life. This is because they were users and assholes. Its hard for life to go on. Your video was very helpful for me though. Hopefully 2019 will be better for both of us.
Dude you were blessed with such good thick hair, comb it.
Hey man, I lost my father when i was 12 just a month or two after my grandmother had passed, messed me up pretty bad. had the same weird mood changes, being unfathomably angry for no reason for days, bouts of anxiety, It does get better even though 9 years down the line i still get choked up about it, getting it out really helps, it may seem like it doesn't at first but soon the anger will appear less often the anxiety will be manageable and life will fall back into place. you just gotta keep telling yourself. They wouldn't want you to stop your life for them, they want you to keep living and enjoying the time you have with the people you have, the last conversation I had with my father he told me just that. I never got to say goodbye and I don't know how horrible that could feel. Be strong and keep moving forward time doesn't stop for anyone.
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Stay strong man and thanks for sharing.
Listening to you has helped me think about things in a different light, as i also lost a close family member in 2018.
Happy new year mate, and here's to a better 2019.
I got diagnosed with a rare cancer of the lungs last year November. I had bad anger management. Now with this cancer, I learned to appreciate the little things and I still have little bit that anger issue but, I am better with it than before. Sorry about your dad's passing, =) he's in a nice place.
I won't tell you to hang in there or anything, since you probably get that all the time right now. But I want you to know that it is really encouraging to see someone who struggles and still gives his best. I really think videos like these will give at the very least some people who are also troubled a rock to lean against while they are going through rough times themselves.
Keep doing what you do and good luck, dude.
Big love from Russia.
Happy new year everyone
Dude this Year is gonna be great and all your dreams are gonna come true.
I just wanna give this man a hug
Hey bro, always loved watching your vids. Thanks for sharing these stories which I’m sure is not easy to do. Seems like your dad was a really great guy. Humble, caring, smart, and loving. He completed his journey and you will see him again, but not yet. I’ll pray for you and be strong brotha you’re not alone
I hope it uplifted your heart, sharing your inner strougles. I hope you keep up the great attitude!
How darker the nights, te brighter the stars my friends
I love you man. Get through it. Its hard to fight depression and loss. I am going through it as well. I am not trying to equivocate myself to you, but I feel what you are going through in general.
Sounds like you've had a rough year man. Thanks for sharing. All the best to you
Hey man, been a while since you made the video but just wanted to leave my thoughts on it :) I think it's great to talk about these things, keeping it inside for yourself won't really help you so I do encourage you to do it whenever you feel like it! There's absolutely no shame in it, in fact I find it to be bravery on those who can understand when they need help and need to open up. I too am very close to my family, fortunately for me I'm still yet to experience what you've been through (and are going through) and I hope that day is very far away. I do however know one day those dark hours will come. It's inevitable for all of us, sadly. But we have to march on! There is no point in dwelling on it. It's something we must accept for it is the only reality. I'm happy to hear you have people around you that can offer support in your darker hours and I wish you nothing but the best for 2019 and onwards! If it means anything at all I do really appreciate you and your channel and hope you can keep being positive and continue to present us with wonderful content. You're probably the most authentic person I've known on RUclips and I really appreciate that. Know that behind our internet profiles there's an actually human being and we really do sympathize with you, hopefully that can serve as some comfort as well, no matter how small it is!
Again best wishes going into 2019 and onwards friend! March onwards but never forget and always cherish the memories we've created with those who departed. "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" :)
First video on youtube with 1k+ videos that i see with 0 dislikes.Gz and happy new year my dude
Thank you very much for sharing. You can do it, man. :3
Stay strong, Kevin!
I hope 2019 will be better for you! Let 2019 be the "redemption arc" where you feel better and do great things!
Happy new year!
Look up my dude, things can get better in 2019! :)
Damn take your time and heal and make this year the best! ❤️
I cannot emphasize this enough, i've never seen you nor spoken to you, but I can feel you're a good person, also I have lived some stuff similar to what you said in the video and...i don't know, the way you say and move yourself between the words you speak this shows me how awesome of a person you're, probably it doesn't make any sense at all, just fill like it's a compliment and keep trying your best to be the best person possible ever. Ah, keep doing videos too, because i love your videos. Hope that in the next year everything runs well for you 'cause you deserve it
Thanks for sharing and good luck with your story!
Happy new year and i wish u well man
I have no friends right now and I am in college. I have had many people who I need to currently and have cut out of my life. This is because they were users and assholes. Its hard for life to go on. Your video was very helpful for me though. Hopefully 2019 will be better for both of us.
Well, I hope you can find a way to continue living your life without being held down by your sadness.
From god we come and to him we return, your father might have passed away but his soul remains immortal.
Happy New Year bud. Hope this year will be a much much better year for you. Thanks for sharing.
Happy new year mate hope all goods things come your way ✌️
Always the good guys always the good guys...........
Just drink one of your spicy ass hot chocolates and everything will be fine kyrandis
Happy new year
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Happy new year !!
"do it better"
i hope u are great now man im fan from the Middle East
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