I graduated December 2019 after a 10 year lapse in my education, was the VP of IT at the college technologies club, had about 4 different data science jobs that I was interviewing for. Then Covid hit, I spent the next year desperately searching for work, had to move in with my parents at age 32 to my eternal shame and frustration after my money ran out. Decided to play Pathologic as a cruel joke to myself; that my escapism from the pandemic would be to play a game about an epidemic. And now I can't stop thinking about the game. I've managed to land a new job, it's not what I thought I was going to do with my degree, but it's keeping me fed. And as anyone that has gotten past day 2 knows... sometimes, that's enough. :)
I'm so sorry for what sounds like a rough couple of years! You're absolutely right. Sometimes it's all about scrapping enough cash together to buy that delicious egg and smoked meat.
I still greatly enjoy this fanfic-- there is never enough fic out there that really deals with the fallout of the game, in my opinion, and the "Bachelor-knocks-down-the-Polyhedron" ending is the most compelling to me, too. As for me-- I've also written a silly Pathologic fanfic! It's a crossover with an even nicher media which just makes it, chef's kiss, absolutely unreadable to anyone but me. But I love it dearly, so that is what I'm celebrating today. :)
You're too good to us lol! I love how you're just doing your own thing on this channel its glorious, your passion just bleeds through all your videos and I hope you continue to have this outlook in your content in the future!
Thank you! I'm increasingly giving up on this channel having a theme besides "whatever media-related item I feel motivated enough to finish at the moment." Eh, life is too short not to be your little cringey self.
Words cannot describe how marvelous your fanfiction is. Pathologic, a game that is as thick as a book and wide in meaning, I'm genuinely astonished at the number of subliminal meanings you've placed all over the story. You've analyzed it very thoroughly. Absolute props to your creation and to your creative abilities. Not only do I see your heart in it, but I can also see passion that bleeds from it. P.S (I had to rewrite this 3 times cause I couldn't get it right XD) Extra P.S (Please, do continue. Its good content and good luck)
Thank you so much! This was a relatively low-effort video since the chapters are already written, so I'll probably make some more when I'm feeling burned out on other projects.
as a reader of the fanfic, give us daniil & clara serving mlm/wlw hostility 😤😤 the changeling erasure here hurts my soul i NEED TO SEE MY GAY CHILD REPRESENTED 😩😩
@@PlayheadNorth Danill: Starts bitchfight with Maria Me: Daniil, NO! I love the idea of seeing the aftermath of Daniil Dankovsky's fun steppe vacation from the point of view of a Daniil that lost the game.
THIS IS SO GOOD OH GOD I'm not that into fanfiction, never have been, but god is this good, I love the writing, I adore the voice acting and art and a separate thank you for not giving Maria her "nipples", let's just think they never existed I hope you're doing great and I hope you will do more of the things you love And, answering the question, I guess the great part about last year was starting to code more, I feel like more or less a real person now and I think I'm getting a bit of a hang on my impostor syndrome and am for sure more confident in myself than a year before, so there's that)
I just wanted to let You know, that I really enjoyed listening to Your fanfic. I think it's very well written, and pretty emotional which is something I'd look for in a good "Pathologic" story. So, I would really love to hear more sometime. I hope Your luck will improve from now on, and the most problematic time is already behind You. If I was to celebrate anything right now... for the past 7 years or so, I had a very hard time drawing - a hobby that, until then, was the thing I loved the most (even though I'm not at any high level or anything). This month, after figuring some stuff out, I re-discovered the joy of drawing again. And that makes me really happy.
I really like this, your voices for the characters are really amazing & the writing is great I loved the way you took the bachelor. Also I played games with my girlfriend yesterday & it was really nice so that’s something to celebrate :)
I would love to hear more of this, really nice to listen to on the side screen occasioanlly looking over at the visuals (nice work btw) , thank you for all the hard work!
I imagine. It truly feels that you spend a lot of time with this game and its characters. With game being their soul, you slowly becoming their voices and feelings. It's incredible
enjoyed this SO MUCH. always really nice to see a new video of yours, you really keep it fresh yanno? rn I'm celebrating getting a new pc as a (VERY) early christmas present, im able to go back and play all the games I loved before my old pc degraded too much to run them :-)
Very glad to see some more content :)) I always love to see more Pathologic videos, and thank you for your reading Were you planning on making another shadow of the colossus video or was that given up??? Just curious is all :)
It's not given up. It's just ... uh ... rough watching myself struggle through the battles and trying to cut it together in a way that's watchable. The next part is in progress though.
Je vais faire comme si je ne parlais pas Anglais, car j'ai envie de me detacher du reste du public. J'ai beaucoup aimé Pathologic 2, contrairement au premier qui est aussi repoussant qu'injouable. C'etait une super fanfiction et j'aimerais beaucoup avoir la suite en Audio Book, parce que j'aime aussi ta voix et ta maniére de parler. (aussi parce que les sous-titres sont activés sur la vidéo et facilite ma compréhension du récit) j'ai aussi kiffer la musique "I'm pathological path-patho-pathological"
Medenesghe, I hereby grant you a new decree you are to complete your story. So speaks Mother Boddho I'm unsure why she likes your story, all that happens is boring adults talk about boring adult problems and why did you made it about the Bachelor, he is a meanie pants and I don't like him, Uh Tiimel daa.
Artemy's character model is so blocky that I had a hard time with him. Plus, uh, the last time I tried to draw something was like a year ago lol. But thanks!
I graduated December 2019 after a 10 year lapse in my education, was the VP of IT at the college technologies club, had about 4 different data science jobs that I was interviewing for. Then Covid hit, I spent the next year desperately searching for work, had to move in with my parents at age 32 to my eternal shame and frustration after my money ran out.
Decided to play Pathologic as a cruel joke to myself; that my escapism from the pandemic would be to play a game about an epidemic.
And now I can't stop thinking about the game.
I've managed to land a new job, it's not what I thought I was going to do with my degree, but it's keeping me fed. And as anyone that has gotten past day 2 knows... sometimes, that's enough. :)
I'm so sorry for what sounds like a rough couple of years! You're absolutely right. Sometimes it's all about scrapping enough cash together to buy that delicious egg and smoked meat.
I still greatly enjoy this fanfic-- there is never enough fic out there that really deals with the fallout of the game, in my opinion, and the "Bachelor-knocks-down-the-Polyhedron" ending is the most compelling to me, too.
As for me-- I've also written a silly Pathologic fanfic! It's a crossover with an even nicher media which just makes it, chef's kiss, absolutely unreadable to anyone but me. But I love it dearly, so that is what I'm celebrating today. :)
Thank you! And that’s awesome! I love silly crossover ideas!
You're too good to us lol! I love how you're just doing your own thing on this channel its glorious, your passion just bleeds through all your videos and I hope you continue to have this outlook in your content in the future!
Thank you! I'm increasingly giving up on this channel having a theme besides "whatever media-related item I feel motivated enough to finish at the moment."
Eh, life is too short not to be your little cringey self.
Words cannot describe how marvelous your fanfiction is. Pathologic, a game that is as thick as a book and wide in meaning, I'm genuinely astonished at the number of subliminal meanings you've placed all over the story. You've analyzed it very thoroughly. Absolute props to your creation and to your creative abilities. Not only do I see your heart in it, but I can also see passion that bleeds from it.
P.S (I had to rewrite this 3 times cause I couldn't get it right XD)
Extra P.S (Please, do continue. Its good content and good luck)
Thank you so much! This was a relatively low-effort video since the chapters are already written, so I'll probably make some more when I'm feeling burned out on other projects.
as a reader of the fanfic, give us daniil & clara serving mlm/wlw hostility 😤😤 the changeling erasure here hurts my soul i NEED TO SEE MY GAY CHILD REPRESENTED 😩😩
also happy youtube channel birthday oynon!! 🎉
Hahaha I want to see Clara, too, but I think Daniil has been specifically avoiding her. I'm sure she'll make her grand entrance at some point though.
You got talent for this too. Writing dialogues is the hardest part imo, and you do it with ease.
I'm watching this on new years day, so i guess im celebrating making it through the year
Genuinely a great thing to celebrate!
This is some of the best highly mediocre digital art, I've seen in a long time.
Thank you! I think they actually turned out better than I feared they might. I'm just not that good at drawing people, especially digitally.
@@PlayheadNorth Danill: Starts bitchfight with Maria
Me: Daniil, NO!
I love the idea of seeing the aftermath of Daniil Dankovsky's fun steppe vacation from the point of view of a Daniil that lost the game.
PLEASE WRITE AND RECORD MORE!! It was so good, I loved it so much ;-;
It’s on the list. I’m just bad at keeping to a release schedule.
This has me pining for a Daniil/Artemy romance. Great work!
Thank you!
this was such a ride to listen to and read along, and i'd love to hear the later chapters! :D
Thank you! I’m working on it.
loved this vid!! your writing is on par with some of my favorite fanfic authors 😳
Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it!
Next chapter please! I love your art and story!
Thank you! I'm planning on making another installment in the near-ish future.
THIS IS SO GOOD OH GOD
I'm not that into fanfiction, never have been, but god is this good, I love the writing, I adore the voice acting and art and a separate thank you for not giving Maria her "nipples", let's just think they never existed
I hope you're doing great and I hope you will do more of the things you love
And, answering the question, I guess the great part about last year was starting to code more, I feel like more or less a real person now and I think I'm getting a bit of a hang on my impostor syndrome and am for sure more confident in myself than a year before, so there's that)
Thank you! And I’m glad things are going well! Imposter syndrome is so unfair.
I just wanted to let You know, that I really enjoyed listening to Your fanfic. I think it's very well written, and pretty emotional which is something I'd look for in a good "Pathologic" story. So, I would really love to hear more sometime.
I hope Your luck will improve from now on, and the most problematic time is already behind You.
If I was to celebrate anything right now... for the past 7 years or so, I had a very hard time drawing - a hobby that, until then, was the thing I loved the most (even though I'm not at any high level or anything). This month, after figuring some stuff out, I re-discovered the joy of drawing again. And that makes me really happy.
That's awesome! I always love rediscovering a thing I remembered enjoying.
You did a great job reading this! And I'd like to find out what happens next
Thank you! And yes, I really hope this year it starts to feel like things are getting better! Congratulations on getting your braces off!
Whoagh now THIS is some good food. I'd love to see more of your videos!
Thank you! I'm working on another video right now, so stay tuned!
I really like this, your voices for the characters are really amazing & the writing is great I loved the way you took the bachelor. Also I played games with my girlfriend yesterday & it was really nice so that’s something to celebrate :)
That sounds very fun and nice!
Please do more of this! I really enjoyed the fic and this is so much fun 😊
Thank you! I probably will since this was a relatively low-effort video since I've already written a bunch of the chapters.
I would love to hear more of this, really nice to listen to on the side screen occasioanlly looking over at the visuals (nice work btw) , thank you for all the hard work!
Thank you! I’m planning to make another video with the next chapters sometime in the near future.
Now to make a copy of the dialogue from this to make it nearly incomprehensible 💘
I went through the next few chapters of this recently, and I was honestly just thinking that it was way too intelligible to be truly Pathologic.
Thank you for making such unique and amazing content, I'm so glad i found your channel! Your digital art is very cute, especially Burach my beloved
Thank you! I’m glad you enjoyed it!
Aw sweet, another pathologic media which will take me hours to consume! But seriously, it's great and I can't wait to read the rest of it.
Its been 3 years... but hell a continuation wouldn't be bad
Ps. I'm getting my braces off this month after a decade of wearing them.
HELL YES THIS IS SO GOOD!!!!
Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed my trash!
If there is better way to come back, I didn't saw it. It was not only nice to hear. It was pathologicly inspiring. You have my respects.
Thank you so much! It was a lot of fun to make.
I imagine. It truly feels that you spend a lot of time with this game and its characters. With game being their soul, you slowly becoming their voices and feelings. It's incredible
This is what happens when you’ve logged nearly 200 hours in the game, I’m afraid.
enjoyed this SO MUCH. always really nice to see a new video of yours, you really keep it fresh yanno? rn I'm celebrating getting a new pc as a (VERY) early christmas present, im able to go back and play all the games I loved before my old pc degraded too much to run them :-)
That sounds like a whole lot of fun!
Please. I need more.
I’m working on it!
Great bardic show!
Haha thanks!
Very glad to see some more content :)) I always love to see more Pathologic videos, and thank you for your reading
Were you planning on making another shadow of the colossus video or was that given up??? Just curious is all :)
It's not given up. It's just ... uh ... rough watching myself struggle through the battles and trying to cut it together in a way that's watchable. The next part is in progress though.
Je vais faire comme si je ne parlais pas Anglais, car j'ai envie de me detacher du reste du public. J'ai beaucoup aimé Pathologic 2, contrairement au premier qui est aussi repoussant qu'injouable. C'etait une super fanfiction et j'aimerais beaucoup avoir la suite en Audio Book, parce que j'aime aussi ta voix et ta maniére de parler. (aussi parce que les sous-titres sont activés sur la vidéo et facilite ma compréhension du récit) j'ai aussi kiffer la musique "I'm pathological path-patho-pathological"
Merci beaucoup! Vous êtes trop gentil!
I was right
This is the most Northcore it gets
I love that you have invented a name for my channel's vibe, and I am going to use this.
YASSSSSSS NEW PATHOLOGIC CONTENT
I hope it didn't disappoint!
More. Thanks
You did the characters Justice
Aww, thank you! I'm glad to hear that.
Didn’t even realize you made a scavenger hunt hahaha
Haha, well, it's not too late to give it a shot! The clues are all still up. You can find Clue #1 by scrolling to my first community post.
Did not see this one coming
Not to imply that I'm unhappy with this however
Haha I continue to being committed to weird bits on my channel.
Been doing my best to get RUclips to only recommend me Pathologic content and it only recommends you to me now, smh
Oh no, haha! I guess that's my signal to go back to making non-Pathologic content.
Hell yeah!
Woooooooo!
Make more yo!
Medenesghe, I hereby grant you a new decree you are to complete your story. So speaks Mother Boddho I'm unsure why she likes your story, all that happens is boring adults talk about boring adult problems and why did you made it about the Bachelor, he is a meanie pants and I don't like him, Uh Tiimel daa.
Be khara. Mother Superior, I cannot refuse a decree from the Earth Mother. I will do as you say.
Artemy could use a lil work, the rest of the drawings are pretty decent
Artemy's character model is so blocky that I had a hard time with him. Plus, uh, the last time I tried to draw something was like a year ago lol. But thanks!
Are they gonna kiss
Are who going to kiss???
@@PlayheadNorth the characters with the tension
@@pantslesswrock You mean all the characters??? No, the story is not going to end with one massive make out session.