I'll never stop creating, as long as I live. I spent a long time mulling over this, and I hope I articulated my feelings and intentions clearly. It's hard, but I do believe this is just the next chapter of this channel, not the end. :) The future is a mystery! Thank you for your love and support, no matter what the future holds for you and me. I'll see you very soon!
I haven't watched the video yet but it's a good idea to try drawing for the sake of drawing instead of learning for a while. Though I respect your decision to stop for now.
hi dish! it's okay to take a break from art. you won't lose the skill if you don't do it for a while. just do it when you feel like creating something fun for yourself. you're still an artist in that way :)
honestly cooking videos, book videos, drawing videos, as long as you're enjoying making them, people will watch because comfy cozy feel good content is always the best!!
this channel feels so safe and more like hanging out with a friend, who's showing you their interest at the time. as someone who shifts from one hyperfixation to another makes me feel very seen and comforts me, knowing i'm not a failure for not being able to "stick to a hobby". I'm excited for the content thats to come dish!
Art block is a very real thing, and as a talented artist myself, I've taken a break as well. I was really into it while simultaneously taking an art class, but when that class ended I completely lost all motivation to paint. I wish I was more interested because I know I can paint really beautiful things, but for me, in order to paint something I need to be into it. I lack the discipline to force myself, so now i currently enjoy only doing art when I really feel like it, or when its commissioned and I actually am given a deadline. This is totally fine. You never lose your artistic abilities, it's like riding a bike essentially. You'll be fine. You are 100% not alone. I knew every artist can agree.
this is so relatable, I've also been swimming in books and reading this year and not doing much writing, and sometimes it makes me feel so guilty but honestly I just plan to ride the wave. I read like 12 books in 2021 after reading 75 "things" (books, short stories, plays, etc.) in 2020 and last year I read 23 books. the point is not the numbers themselves but that, like you said, interests ebb and flow and they change entirely and it's okay :) excited to see your next video!
Whenever i feel unmotivated, I rewatch your previous videos about art and taking time to gain inspiration again and get doodling, following your advice. Your videos on this channel help me a lot and push me to keep doing what I love, which is drawing until my wrist and fingers hurt lol. I thank you for that, and I look forward to future videos where you sit down and talk and get real. You are truly an eye-opener for me!
Though Im sad that youre taking a break from art, Im so happy youve picked up reading! I recently got back into reading AND art and your art videos rlly helped me get started. A couple books Id reccomend are: Six of crows The poppy ware trilogy Percy Jackson and the olympians- (Dont let the fact that its written for kids hinder you its so good and for all ages!) These are just some of my favorites!
You tell 'em gorly ✨ Don't ever be sorry for wanting to do what makes you feel alive and happy - I'm so here for anything you delicately or chaotically put down on the table. I feel the same way about feeling so different as a person every so often, different wants and needs creatively, mentally, and spiritually, but it's never a bad thing to feel like you need change and being honest with yourself is so important. I'm excited to see where this channel will go in future!
when your first art videos came out they really inspired me to become more dedicated in drawing and painting! I really enjoyed watching your personal growth with your art and felt it was really relatable. interestingly enough I also haven't really drawn in 6 months either but I've become ok with that which is something i used to be bad about too. i'm looking forward to whatever creative journey you go through next and will definitely check out your reading content too!
This video really resonates with me as a person who constantly jumps between hobbies and interests and it really makes me happy to see videos and content like this Its always better to be yourself and enjoy stuff you currently find interesting than forcing yourself into a mould Congrats on the new direction and good luck!
I just want to add: I absolutely love this channel - just the overall vibe! - and I am very happy with everything you do/post here! I'll definitely stay
Dish, when you made this channel, I was SO excited. I was also in my art phase and I even bought an iPad and Procreate just to do art with you (also on my own time). But then, I didn't do art for a year. I sold the iPad, deleted the drawing app, and quit art. Do I regret it? HIGHLY. I have been wanting to do art again but I don't have the tools to do the kind of art I want to anymore (digital art). So, getting to the point, did I subscribe to this channel only for the purpose of doing and learning art with you? Yes. But I also REALLY enjoyed you talking about the deeper meaning behind learning new difficult things. It was almost like...therapy to me. You taught me life skills, art skills, and many many other useful things in life. I'm not a huge reader even though I try to be, but I know that whatever you do, whether it's playing genshin, playing other various games, vlogging, art, or even reading, I will like it. I think I can speak for the majority of your community when I say, you give us peace and cozy vibes. You are almost my safe place online. When feeling stressed or anxious, I can go to any of your channels and hear your voice, learn your life lessons, and laugh along with you. We love you Dish. Thank you for all that you do for us. We (or I) recognize your hard work.
I was burnout from art for about six months, i tried to create but i was only forcing myself and i wasnt enjoying it, in fact i ended up hating everything that i created or tried to i guess. Then i just stopped. And only now, two months later after stopping, i think i finally found my spark again. Ive been slowly creating and posting again. And thats totally ok ! I really needed the time to heal from the burnout, and now im doing better. I wish you to do whats best for you, even if it means stopping art for now. That doesnt mean its a bad thing, like you said, its just a new chapter. I want art to be fun to you. Wishing you the best, dish
Hi dish!!! As an artist of 10 years, I totally get it! Ive been so in and out of art that there’s been months where i just stopped creating completely or didn’t post anything on my account because I felt it wasn’t good enough to be shown off publicly. I personally always come back to drawing and creating because art has been apart of me for such a long time and always will be. Art is everywhere, its in everything you see and do. Art can be practically anything as long as you make it and call it art with your hands/mind. So what im trying to say is, never feel pressured to continue, especially if you’re just forcing it out just to make something for yourself or everyone else. Art comes to you when it wants to and it’s all about what you personally make of it. I will always be supportive of your art journey even if it ends here for now. I’m very proud of your progress so far and thank you for allowing us to be apart of it! Much love
As someone who started doing art in 2021, I completely resonate with your loss of motivation to make art. It's awesome when you're in the mood to make art and you spend weeks or months making art regularly. It feels like you're just gonna keep getting better, and this time will be different - you're gonna be as good as all of your inspirations one day if you keep it up. But for me, every single time I end up just stopping and not picking art back up for months at a time despite wishing that I wanted to, and I have to wonder how so many of the artists I look up to have been able to keep posting art 2-3 times a week on social media for years without fail. By no means am I a particularly experienced artist, but I have dealt with the problem you're dealing with a few times now and I have a bit of advice. Even though it feels like artistic progress ought to be a linear path, you can always pick it back up months later if you feel like it again and continue your journey. In reality it's nowhere near linear, and you aren't "losing progress" when you don't do art for a couple of months (which is something that would always stress me out). If your goal is to document the process of learning something difficult, I'd even go so far as to say that losing desire is a massive part of that process. It's easy to romanticize the idea of being able to do something difficult, but sometimes the tedious process whittles that initial desire down to nothing. I'm not suggesting you need to keep trying, just that you should try again if you ever feel like it! Anyways, I'm still 3 minutes into the video so I hope I didn't comment something you were just about to say lol.
Dish, your perspective and words have always been a breath of fresh air on the internet. I came for the genshin content when i was a baby gamer, and stayed because of your honesty, kindness and openness. Even though i don't play genshin anymore, I'm always around the community, and i also set a reading goal for myself this year, and i love your tiktoks about books! Everything you've said in the video is so real and relatable and made me also feel better about dropping some of my hobbies❤
dw my longest art block has lasted for about two years💀it will get better for sure, just don't think about it and when u least expect it ur mind will be all full with ideas, and if not that also it's ok, just don't worry too much about it💕💕
When I saw the title I thought that it meant the end of this channel and I was sad. I'm so happy to find out that wasn't the case and that you'll be even more active here!! I love the content on your other channels too but this channel has a special place in my heart.
Look, Dish, I won't lie and say there won't be some period of adjustment on the channel, but honestly, I think this type of diverse content that delves much more into the person and their misadventures, rather than just a friendly script with a beginning, middle, and end, will become more common over time. I haven't been able to start a channel yet, but I also thought about doing these interventions in various areas, as dopamine suggested, and that's exactly why I signed up here. So enjoy this moment to the fullest, wishing you the best of luck, and see you next time! 💜
I am tearing up with the whole video but the quote: "it'sme.... and it's you." made me tear up so bad. In the end, it doesn't really matter what you'll be doing cuz the thing is being with you through the process of whatever you make, like a friend. A distand parassocial friend. I am really lucky to have found your channel and your content!
i was in a similar situation in 2022.. i stoped enjoying what i was doing, it started feeling like a burden and i felt like a failure if i didn't do what i expected to get done.. it all changed in 2023, coincidentally i also moved to reading! and now it's my biggest passion and one of the things that makes me happy every day ❤ do whatever makes you happy Dish, we are here to support you as an individual, you are not just artist Dissh, reader Dish, content creator Dish.. you are a human with dreams and changing feelings and interest, and as long as you stay true to yourself and do whatever creative stuff that makes you happy people will suppor you along the way
It's okay. I've been drawing for as long as I can remember. Yet, as much as I love making art, I couldn't help but notice how I went from making almost 50 artworks in 2019 to only 6 in 2023. It's just how your interest varies, how you change your way of expressing yourself (be it through drawing, making videos, reading, playing games, chatting with friends...). This year, I have already completed 6 artworks, and am currently working on my 7th. It looks like I'm back in art. It feels nice, but slowing down never felt like giving up (or felt bad at all). Take your time. Even if you were to never take the pen again, you would've still spent quality time and learned a lot through your art journey. Growing and doing what you love is the most important part of life.
One of the things I love most as a person is having deep, meaningful, introspective conversations. Exploring and staying true to our innate human curiosity is something I've really tried to hold onto these past couple of years, but even so I'm very prone to telling myself that "I can just do this thing tomorrow." Maybe you already know this, but I think these kinds of "one-on-one" introspective moments are much more inspiring than they might seem! They kind of strip away all of our extra thoughts and perfectionistic expectations until, like you said, we only have the rest of our day ahead of us. In my own experience, knowing that I have today and could do /anything/ with it is inspirational in a much more comforting way than trying to motivate myself by looking at everyone else's achievements is. These are vague feelings that I've tried to sum up in a comment lol, but I hope they make some sense. I'm glad to see you staying true to your interests, and excited to see what directions you take us in! As always, thank you for sharing with us :)
Im in a similar situation where its been a while since i made something personal, even though im an artist for work, it doesn't feel like im an artist anymore, if that makes sense. Though i found other stuff to channel my artistic drive to, like cooking and playing D&D, and also occasionally reading! So hell yeah to you ms. dish for channeling your drive into something else you enjoy! 💜💜 (also i think we got it)
i'm so glad you decided to keep this channel and allow it to grow and mold into whatever aligns with you :) i definitely relate to the anxious feelings regarding losing motivation to make art especially since i just got my art degree but seeing you create a reading nook had me rearranging my room in excitement to delve back into reading just like you! i know a lot of your audience is drawn to the care you put into your craft so i know at least i can confirm i'm on board with whatever direction u take!!!
Thank you so much for being this honest. I think its very important to communicate such things, like changing your mind and not forcing you through something you dont really enjoy doing. Because life is short and you should spend it doing things you love and enjoy, and Im like really thankfull that you are so open about this topic. Because I think that many people think that its almost a sin to quit your hobbies and start new ones, but really: It isn´t. Its the most normal thing in live. I somehow got so emotional watching your video because I´m in a similar situation at the moment (just not with art but with dancing) and I literally almost cried xD Well I hope all of you are doing great and enjoy the things you do
hi dish! i am an artist and i love creating art with all my heart! but, there was also a point where i did not draw for more than a whole year. it's okay to take a break from art. just create when you feel like creating!
I do commissions as my main income while I’m looking for a job and I’ll go on like 3 month breaks CONSTANTLY atleast 2 times a year so I FULLY understand this, I don’t enjoy looking at my own works, nor do I feel drive to draw, and that art block is honestly my worst enemy, the only thing that helps is if I get really into a new show but that’s only temporary, don’t worry about waiting for a long long time for that inspiration to strike again, if it doesn’t then you’ve already had the experience and if it does your skills won’t deteriorate very much, sometime you just need to let the tea brew and steep for awhile, to rush it out of the water would be to serve a mediocre cup, patience and integrity create something much stronger 💙💙💙 And that goes for changing passions!!!!
As someone who still feels uncertain about most of the interests in my life, i realized recently how broad the term "art" is. I think most of the time we miss that art is always there in most of the things we casually do everyday. Remember dish, art isnt just drawing
this channel made me draw again, and there is a special place in my heart for this channel. thank you so much for this❤ exited to see what video's you will make in the future
At one point I’ve had a bad case of art block that didn’t go away for 3-4 years. I tried to push myself through it and "fix it", but it didn’t work out. Trying out different things, and not pushing yourself to improve and be productive all the time is a great way to pick yourself up. If you return to an old interest or not, most people don’t know (I think). What matters is that you end up happy. Good luck on your journey!
I've been pursuing art and writing since I was 11 and I'm now 23. I was never "talented" at it, but I worked hard and over time I saw results. I've always been passionate about pursuing creativity and sacrificed my time in any way I could to work towards becoming an artist. My journey has had it's ups and downs, plenty of moments where I doubted myself and thought about quitting, moments of burnout after pulling all-nighters to enter comic contests and moments of exhaustion from juggling my busy life and full-time job and responsibilities. But could never put it down for longer than a month. The passion was there and it had to come out, just like one has to breathe. That was my relationship with art. Until my best friend passed away a little over a year ago. We were both artists, working towards the same goals and building each other up. And we loved playing Genshin together. After she died, my creativity just shattered. I lost my spark and my will to create. And I don't know if I'll ever get it back like it was. But I know someday I'll be ready to pick up a pen again and tell a new kind of story. It's in my blood. And I believe it's in yours too. Those pencils and paints will always be there for you when your ready, so don't worry 💜
I'm here for the comfy creative outlet type videos (came from genshin content but honestly just like your personality and vibe) and if that creative outlet is reading right now then I'm all for it!! I used to draw a lot but chronic illness kind of screwed me over and I lost passion because of all the pain it caused me physically and how I couldn't keep up with the things I used to be able to make and it took me a while to get past that and accept the loss of passion but nowadays I've gotten into embroidery as a new creative outlet and hobby, there's nothing wrong with learning to live and let go instead of clinging onto something that you aren't passionate about, looking forward to the channel revival!! time to live vicariously through you reading wise since I can't retain the info myself with the whole brain inflammation shenanigan I've got going LMAO
im so blessed that my calling when it comes to art is story telling. inspiration isnt something i have to fight for. I have stories to tell and characters to share and the well is healthy. If i was just drawing to make good drawings id fuckin quit so fast. when you nail a great piece of art it feels amazing! for like 10 minutes. and when people see that art you worked so hard on, they appreciate it! for about 10 seconds. but when you make a comic book, it stays in peoples hearts for life. it has staying power.
I'm still watching the video and will expand my comment as I go, but the feeling you describe in the beginning is something I (as someone who's done art ever since I can remember) still go through. There are times where I love art, but I just don't have the joy to create anything. Where I don't have the drive or motivation to draw, where I lack the inspiration to put something on a canvas. So just know, you are not alone in that feeling! I honestly think Reading and Art actually go hand in hand. I've gotten the most inspiration, the most drive to draw when I've read good books. Being transported into all sorts of different worlds and then documenting that with drawings and doodles is something I LOVE to do. BUT it doesn't have to be like that for you ! Like you said, enjoying each day as it happens, living in the moment, doing what brings your heart and soul joy IN THAT MOMENT, that's the beauty of it all, and whether that includes drawing or not does not matter. Personally, I subscribed to this channel because I love seeing people share and explore their interests and the things that bring them joy, and that's exactly what you do on here. You share your interests and hyperfixations and joys with us in such a... relatable and honest way? And regardless of whether it's art, or something else, it's inspiring, and comforting. I'm looking forward to whatever you decide to post in the future!! Take it easy, enjoy life and do what makes you happy, whatever that ends up being ✨💖 (I'd love to give book recs but I mostly read fantasy and queer/lgbtq+ YA stories [like "In Deeper Waters" by F. T. Lukens] because they portray a reality I didn't get to live growing up, so I'm healing my inner child with them and idk if those would be up your alley at all lol)
I'm all for it! Reminds me of the early 'show n tell' days. one thing i've learn from that was art can be in many forms! I hope everything you do in the future can inspire your other works and other people
I also started my art journey with you.all this time whenever I feel like giving up when my mind started giving excuses I just think about there is a reason you started this and it kept me going all this time. I can completely understand drawing art without motivation is more of a like punishment than fun but it is important to understand the things that are important for you. I am so amazed by your courage to actually release all your feelings without any hesitation. It is much better than suffering from guilt. Sorry for bad English but it is hard to find words . Good luck your are so brave❤❤
Your honesty is truly appreciated. There r just so many online spaces that do feel moderated to the point u don't feel like u r getting genuine expressions from the content creator at all. Ur side account just being abt what u feel like doing, sharing ur interests & creations is a beautiful idea. I am looking forward to any future videos & the motivation you will be able to provide for me & all ur other viewers. Take care Dish ❤️
It is more than okay to take a break, heading into a different direction. We all need change in our lives and if art is just not what you are feeling right now then don't do art. If it becomes a chore, it's not what art should stand for anymore, and that's okay. And I'm happy to still follow along, because I've been trying to get into reading myself :) Do what makes you proud and happy, you're not alone on your journey 🫶🏻
Its first time I saw your video, I also started draw kinda late (at 27) now I'm almost 33 and in the process I had art blocks which lasted for 6-12 months , sometimes it's just necessary, no matter will you back to art or no, it's not a failure! Try something new, learn something new as an adult never is failure, you need to have courage to start something new, and also courage to put it on pause or give up on ❤️ I will wait for your videos as a book blogger !
This video spoke to me very much miss dish, when I finished school on break I didn't touch art for 2 whole months, it was glorious but I then started art college and went back into it again, some points where good some where bad but breaks are good even full stopping sometimes until you feel you want to start again, I loved this video because currently I'm between projects for art that I'm struggling with and needing a break but it's my final piece of my second year 😅😅. I really need to start bit I'm just taking time for me. Tysm for this dish and I'm looking forward to your reading content in the future and maybe more, ❤❤❤ much love ❤️
It takes a lot of strength and awareness to express your feelings like you did, even more so during art block. You're a great artist Dish, that was truly inspiring ! If you ever feel like drawing again someday, I can recommend Steven Zapata's Drawing Meditation videos. Drawing again while listening to these helped me appreciate the drawing process like I never did before, plus it's a chill experience :)
Post what you want dish! Don't force yourself to do anything you don't feel like doing, everyone will still love all your content and support you through every second of it! Hope everything goes great!
i'm really glad you're being so transparent with us, don't beat yourself up for not getting back into drawing. like you said, our interests are always changing. while this isn't the turn i expected from this channel, i really respect your initiative to truly make it yours by expanding to a broader range of content. btw DAMN 11 books so far is impeccable honestly
Dish draws -->Dish creates WOOHOOOO I AM SO EXCITED! I loved your painting series so much. With that said, I am *SUCH* a bookworm and truly am looking forward to all of your reading content. Thank you for sharing your content and thoughts with us dishlings! I'm sure you're very busy reading all the books your dad gave you. Since you seem to be a fan of sci-fi, speculative fiction, engaging worldbuilding, and powerful storytelling... PLEASE read Dawn by Octavia E. Butler! Truly one of the best books I have read by one of the most well-known and beloved sci-fi authors of the 80's, who earned her angel wings far too early. I loved it so much, I introduced it to my aunt--who then roped my grandma and grandpa into it as well!
As someone with many hobbies and interests, i could feel where you're coming from and i'm so happy for you that you have found a new purpose to what you thought was going to become obselete. So excited to see your growth and exploration into new ventures and hobbies!💖
I started following you after I dropped in on a cooking live stream. This was years ago. Some of us are just here for the Dish Vibes 💙 We care. Glad you're turning this into something you feel really good about. Luvvvvv
I’ve been struggling finding joy in my hobbies, and started painting a little bit more recently, but it’s a struggle and that burn out is real! Same with reading, I set a goal for 25 books this year and I’m hoping I hit it! Excited to see where this channel goes, Miss Dish!
Thank you for sharing this Dish and reminding people like me that it's okay to discover stuff in the middle of the things you started and jumping into different things. Ofcourse that has to have some boundaries in order to make it less chaotic but chaos in life is something we need to accept and navigate as we go and discover ourselves. Anyways again thank you because i resonate so much with what you just shared and it reassured me that starting over is not a bad thing at all but instead it's a sign of growth and progress in life 🥰💐
Thank you for being open and vulnerable. I think you succeeded in your art learning project, and is something to be commended. I think dropping off from art and coming back to it some day or never is really normal experience, or at least it resonates with me. I also began learning art later in life. I also spend years without grabbing my pen. watching your journey felt validating. It is okay to push yourself to learn a new skill. It is also okay to go do something else. Maybe I should pick a book as well... it's been a while since i sat down to read,
So happy you picked up reading. I rediscovered my love for it last November and feel like I found a part of myself that I was missing. Went from not reading any books for the past 9 years to 20 books read so far this year ❤ 100/10 recommend reading the Throne of Glass series, it changed my life and I think about it everyday
I so appreciate how real you are about the process of art - I've been feeling almost guilty recently for not playing as much music as I used to, so I totally needed to hear this. life changes, and it's OK to change with it. Totally looking forward to whatever videos you post here! Keep being you, whatever that ends up looking like ❤
i feel the same way ms dish! i feel like i keep jumping around in all my interests but then i feel bad for constantly pursuing different things without “completing” something. but this made me feel okay again. i only have so much time, so i should just do what excites me! 💛💛💛
The content on your channels is honestly so deep and relatable at times 😭 I think we all can relate to struggling with things we love or the feeling of “failure” by not keeping up with them as often. For me, I’d say it’s been about 2-3 weeks since I’ve drawn in my own time due to lack of motivation. After watching this video I wouldn’t say all guilt has floated away, but I don’t hate myself as much for not creating on my own time. As for your content, just seeing all the different things you’re interested in and how you dedicate time to them is to me, the same amount of enjoyment compared to your art videos. Keep making content you enjoy and don’t feel the pressure to stick to one thing at a time! (I personally find sticking to one thing to be a struggle since like you said, people are always changing :]) Hope you have a good day and have fun making new content on this channel :D
I think it's true that many subscribed for the process of creating art, me among them, but I think your way for conveying that you intend to share what is close to you opens up being able to grow together, kind of. For me, there's so much going on on RUclips, so much that I often don't even notice when of if someone stops posting content. That it not to say I don't care. I appreciate the effort a lot. And that is a great reason for why I'm staying around. This video makes me think about cleaning my subscriptions on RUclips and concentrating on putting effort into things I genuinely feel like doing, not forcing myself because of an ideal I have in mind. Thank you for this. Looking forward to the coming bits! 😀
I always found your art videos v inspiring so thank you for sharing that journey! 🙏 Sad it won’t be continuing but interests shifting in our lives is such a natural thing. Although I’m not really a book person I’m excited to see where this channel goes next! ❤
You;ve been motivating me to draw, and now I feel like your videos will be motivating me to pick up reading again ^-^ whatever you do, I think it will be very interesting to watch!
ive always appreciated this channel and i think ill continue to no matter what creative content it goes to! just seeing someone express their creativity it so comforting and inspiring. thank you for creating
This was such an interesting watch and I'm glad I watched the whole thing. Personally, i've always been the artsy type and I would never say I was amazing but I was able to be proud of what I made. However as I got older I lost the energy to draw and paint. While it is always in the back of my mind I never seem to just get the momentum to start something and enjoy it like I used to so I totally understand how you may feel about it. I personally would never say it's a sad thing to lose that fire you once had since you always keep the amazing memories it caused. It so weird how many complex emotions can cause you to just randomly stop doing something and gain that same exact fire for something totally different. As someone who casually watches your videos I cant wait to see the progress of where this side channel will go.
I'm glad that this is what you decided to do with this channel! rather than choosing to force a interest, art, you chose to show that we all change, even in creative strides. And to me, that's much more real and raw than to keep going with art when it's not something you want at this time as a person. That, to me, is what creativity is all about, it comes in all types of light and emotion, so to embrace that is truly beautiful! You continue to be a big inspiration ms dish, even if not perfect, thank you for your honesty and beautiful creativity, I cannot wait to see more!
It’s awesome that your focusing on the hobbies that you enjoy!! Your not necessarily “giving up” on art when you are prioritizing the hobbies that make you happy and you enjoy, and you can always come back to drawing if you feel like it’s something that you will enjoy again! Thank you for these videos you’ve made/make they really have brought me motivation and make my days a lot better!💖
i enjoy your “content” most when you just share your thoughts with us. you have a way of thinking that reminds me of myself, and positivity, and hope. and listening to you helps me to connect with that side of myself. i’ll eagerly await your uploads to this channel, and thank you for being so candid. all we have is right now.
hey i really like the honesty in your video is sth that i think is relatable for most people. my advice is after this long break in your free time without the camera pressure allow art to inspire your life. Im studying to become a concept artist for the game industry and i must tell you when i started learning the fundamentals the passion for art started dying. It is a difficult process and it feels like an art block but is not If you fight against it. Personally I reminded myself what my kid and teenage self loved so much in drawing and where the inspiration was coming from before locking my self with rules as an adult . Learning the rules is important but more important to improve is having a passion. Read books, watch series animation games anything that gives you inspiration and do sth small without expectations once a week like drawing your favorite animal crossing characters as a doodle etc. The passion for drawing is difficult to come back without actually picking the pen, it s like a step to conquer a fear of self doubt. Maybe the expectation to show it to others put you pressure as well so for me drawing should be sth for you and yourself for now to recreate the sparkle. Im excited to see your book content i really try to get back to reading
While I was very excited about this channel being for art as an artist myself, ultimately I subscribed to it for YOU and the content you create. You make a little warm and cozy space to watch someone create and connect. I hope you enjoy what you pursue Ms. Dish and we will be here to watch 🥰
i'm so glad you're taking a step forward and deciding to do what's best for you ms dish, you've worked so hard for this moment and if people don't accept it it's their loss, not yours. i'll be gladly following you on this journey, and i'm sure you'll do great with your March reading challenge, and if you don't finish it all that's perfectly fine, what matters if that you put in the effort! we're so proud of you, we were in the past we are now and we will be in the future 💗💗
Looking forward to the new change and hoping for the best for you, whether it be book videos, cat stuff, or just neat introspective stuff, I think it’ll be something we can all look forward to
beautifully said... i truly believe we're all creative beings with passions that continually fluctuate and change. we can't stay in one place for too long, because at the end of the day, we find that there's so many other places we'd like to go. and honestly, i really feel like this channel should be your favorite one at the end of the day. it's you in your most pure form. it's your place to share content that you truly enjoy and it's your place to share the passions that you hold dear at the time. thank you so much for being so open and honest about this and i really hope that this channel becomes exactly what you want it to be - a place where you can show us who you are behind the camera in a way that feels real and genuine. (also i love how comfy this video feels LOL unrelated but it needed to be said)
Although I'm kinda sad you haven't been making any art content, I'm still excited for the book content and whatever else you make on this channel! This is very relatable because I've gotten out of the groove of making music and practicing since the New Year. Time really flies and I've found that I haven't played much piano in awhile. It's ok dish if you aren't inspired. Don't force yourself! Because at the end of the day it's about having fun!
DUDE! I was an audio engineer in Nashville and quit cold turkey. Had been making music my entire life but got tired of it and it wasnt my drive. THEN i started to read non stop! I still feel like a failure but this video made me realize im allowed to be fluid! Thank you thank you. Im starting to find myself gravitating to writing now instead of feeling like I HAVE to express myself through music. This video changed the way I think of my life.
its okay dish! i usually dont comment on videos so this is going to be short and simple, but i love your videos no matter what they are, art or not. its enjoyable to see who you are and what you want to do or become, it feels like everything you have to say is inspiring, even if it isnt inspiring in the moment, its still so comfortable and cozy. your atmosphere and aesthetic is so comforting. thank you for being you dish!! ❤
I technically “quit art” when I was 21 to pursue pro wrestling, then I joined the Navy at 24 then I realized at 36 there’s no “quitting art” it’s a language we speak and sometimes it’s the language of our soul that drives us to pursue it again. You have to set boundaries with creativity because like any relationship if you don’t set healthy boundaries you will feel drained of joy.
You said it yourself, the reason we joined this channel is because we wanted to relate to someone who is also following the path of creation, and lack of inspiration is something that comes with it. Humans, like all things in the universe, change. So don't worry about it, dish. And please know that we are here to appreciate any form of art be it cooking, drawing, painting, reading and whatever :)
Hey, I normally don't really write comments, so I'm a bit unsure on how to voice exactly what I mean, but I just wanted to tell you (or write, to be more exact) that you're not alone on this and a lot of people can relate to this experience including myself. One moment I am so absorbed in drawing that I can blend out everything else. It's the time I finally think that I found 'the thing' that exits me and I can officially say that drawing is my hobby. But the next moment I know, I lose interest in it. Now I like writing, then it's playing my instrument again and so goes my experience on and on. But it's as you said, life goes on. I'm never the same person I was a moment ago because every moment I live is an experience that leaves an impression on me. And that's not inherently a bad thing. Stuff around us changes, we change and it's completely normal. That doesn't mean that we can never go back, just that in this moment, the 'now', our interests lie somewhere else. Now, I know how that sounds. As I'm a complete stranger to most likely everyone that reads this comment, but I just wanted to share this little piece of information. Because in my opinion sometimes all we need to hear, is that we're not alone with this feeling, that it's normal, that we're normal and not a failure. Anyway, I hope this comment finds everyone who reads this well :)
Hey Dish! Just wanted to let you know you made a good move and you don't need to feel bad about changing the niche on this channel. I know many people are like me who just watch you, for you as a person. I came here just to watch you grow as a person, I'm not that interested in art that much. In fact, I don't even play Genshin anymore. I still watch the videos on your main channel, because I like you as a person. You're really genuine, sweet, good and kind, and that is RARE. Hope you read this! Just wanted to let you know we're always here. :3 Hope you have really nice year. Take care!
Dish, i ended up here because i love your stuff, videos, content, vibes etc. Just so happens i also love art and was enjoying the journy. Ill be sticking around. Im not much of a reader but ive always got time to listen. (Well not always always but i always need things to listen too wile arting). Honestly when you were speaking on the future towards the start it reminded me of Conceptual Art. The point of it was the Idea, not the end product whatever it mey be or what deeper meaning or comentary. Just this is the idea/plan/what we are doing. And that is art. If you look into it you get some lretty wild/interesting concepts. Especially going into the Performing Conceptual Art but thats neither here or there. If you ever plan returing to drawing us visual artists will graciously give you a warm welcome. And if not thats ok too E>
hello ms dish! i loved how you did not limit yourself to just "drawing" alone. i am excited about your rendezvous with life! indeed you may create anything that you can imagine. all the best for you! we love character development, so keep surprising us!
honestly, I could just listen to you talk about anything, doesn't matter if it's art, books or a bag of rice that fell over. Lots of love and I hope you enjoy your new journey on this channel, whatever it may be
i followed this channel because i follow your gaming channel. so when you said you had an art channel, i checked it out! as a professional artist, it was interesting to hear the perspective of someone who is just starting out and learning to draw. and you have a calming voice so sometimes i like to just listen to your videos.
I can relate to having an art block which comes and goes. I didn't draw for three years once. I think it just takes time to be honest. I draw/paint often, but not everyday. I always take breaks since I don't want to get burnt out. I'm glad you've been reading a lot. That sounds relaxing. I feel like I need to read more. It's been awhile since I read a book. That being said, I'm glad that you're just doing what you want to do. That's always an amazing feeling. I really love your videos, personality, and background set up. It's all really nice. ;;v;;
To be honest, I think most of your subscribers watch your content because they can simply relate to who you are and you are a creative person, that is something that will not change in you, your interests may shift, but you’ll always be a creative soul. I think that is what most people dig. And next to that people can also relate because your being vulnerable about what you’re proces. That’s very refreshing to see on yt
this totally makes sense. Creative juices don't flow all the time, at least not in the same vein. Sometimes when I haven't drawn anything for a few months it means I've spent those times reading, or some other creative stuff that fancied my motivation at that moment. "Do what you want" is exactly what being creative means 😄✨
I’ve been dealing with art block since October!! I remember back in the summer, I was so inspired to create, and suddenly the block hit. And it hit hard. Sometimes it’s ok to take a break. You don’t have to force yourself to create when you’re out of motivation and inspiration. Perhaps your creativity needs a new outlet for a while, like your reading! Keep reading, let inspiration come to you in time, and just do what makes you truly happy. I’m going to stay subscribed to your channel, no matter what content you post!
hello Miss Dish :) I would just like to start off with thanking you for all that you’ve done, and all that you are still doing. You have been one of the biggest inspirations for me in not only my journey through art, but my journey through life. I'm not sure how to explain it, but you and your silly little videos have left a big impact on my life, even if just in little ways. Even though you won’t be doing drawing anymore, that’s not why I subscribed to you. I subscribed to you because you are such an amazing and genuine person, and through this channel I was able to see that side of you very clearly. Sure the art and drawings you made were part of the reason I’m here, but *you* are the reason I stayed. Your honesty and genuine heart are why I kept coming back and really looked forward to your next videos, on this and all of your other channels. So to conclude my little ramble… No matter what type of content you post here, if you stay true to yourself, I’ll definitely stick around :)
doing what feels right is all we got sometimes... I was in a decently paying job that i hated for a long time, and then quit to write, draw, and make videos haha None of it panned out yet and its been long enough that my savings are dwindling away... but this is still what I want to do, I dont want to go back to being a corporate cog... Was able to monetize my channel recently after years of effort, so hopefully things start looking up from here T~T
Humans are multifaceted and creation is not limited to art--and neither is art limited to graphic art! We scrapbook, we write, we cook, we dance; the entirety of creation sings by just being! Whenever you feel compelled to create, you can always document the process and share it here. No matter what form it takes, we will always appreciate it :)
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I'll never stop creating, as long as I live.
I spent a long time mulling over this, and I hope I articulated my feelings and intentions clearly. It's hard, but I do believe this is just the next chapter of this channel, not the end. :) The future is a mystery!
Thank you for your love and support, no matter what the future holds for you and me. I'll see you very soon!
I haven't watched the video yet but it's a good idea to try drawing for the sake of drawing instead of learning for a while. Though I respect your decision to stop for now.
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hi dish! it's okay to take a break from art. you won't lose the skill if you don't do it for a while. just do it when you feel like creating something fun for yourself. you're still an artist in that way :)
honestly cooking videos, book videos, drawing videos, as long as you're enjoying making them, people will watch because comfy cozy feel good content is always the best!!
this channel feels so safe and more like hanging out with a friend, who's showing you their interest at the time. as someone who shifts from one hyperfixation to another makes me feel very seen and comforts me, knowing i'm not a failure for not being able to "stick to a hobby".
I'm excited for the content thats to come dish!
Art block is a very real thing, and as a talented artist myself, I've taken a break as well. I was really into it while simultaneously taking an art class, but when that class ended I completely lost all motivation to paint. I wish I was more interested because I know I can paint really beautiful things, but for me, in order to paint something I need to be into it. I lack the discipline to force myself, so now i currently enjoy only doing art when I really feel like it, or when its commissioned and I actually am given a deadline. This is totally fine. You never lose your artistic abilities, it's like riding a bike essentially. You'll be fine. You are 100% not alone. I knew every artist can agree.
« As a talented artist myself » 💀 I don’t doubt your work or whatever but it’s so weird to say that like seriously
this is so relatable, I've also been swimming in books and reading this year and not doing much writing, and sometimes it makes me feel so guilty but honestly I just plan to ride the wave. I read like 12 books in 2021 after reading 75 "things" (books, short stories, plays, etc.) in 2020 and last year I read 23 books. the point is not the numbers themselves but that, like you said, interests ebb and flow and they change entirely and it's okay :) excited to see your next video!
Whenever i feel unmotivated, I rewatch your previous videos about art and taking time to gain inspiration again and get doodling, following your advice. Your videos on this channel help me a lot and push me to keep doing what I love, which is drawing until my wrist and fingers hurt lol. I thank you for that, and I look forward to future videos where you sit down and talk and get real. You are truly an eye-opener for me!
:') that means so much to me
Though Im sad that youre taking a break from art, Im so happy youve picked up reading! I recently got back into reading AND art and your art videos rlly helped me get started.
A couple books Id reccomend are:
Six of crows
The poppy ware trilogy
Percy Jackson and the olympians- (Dont let the fact that its written for kids hinder you its so good and for all ages!)
These are just some of my favorites!
You tell 'em gorly ✨ Don't ever be sorry for wanting to do what makes you feel alive and happy - I'm so here for anything you delicately or chaotically put down on the table. I feel the same way about feeling so different as a person every so often, different wants and needs creatively, mentally, and spiritually, but it's never a bad thing to feel like you need change and being honest with yourself is so important. I'm excited to see where this channel will go in future!
when your first art videos came out they really inspired me to become more dedicated in drawing and painting! I really enjoyed watching your personal growth with your art and felt it was really relatable. interestingly enough I also haven't really drawn in 6 months either but I've become ok with that which is something i used to be bad about too. i'm looking forward to whatever creative journey you go through next and will definitely check out your reading content too!
This video really resonates with me as a person who constantly jumps between hobbies and interests and it really makes me happy to see videos and content like this
Its always better to be yourself and enjoy stuff you currently find interesting than forcing yourself into a mould
Congrats on the new direction and good luck!
agree!!!
I just want to add: I absolutely love this channel - just the overall vibe! - and I am very happy with everything you do/post here!
I'll definitely stay
Dish, when you made this channel, I was SO excited. I was also in my art phase and I even bought an iPad and Procreate just to do art with you (also on my own time). But then, I didn't do art for a year. I sold the iPad, deleted the drawing app, and quit art. Do I regret it? HIGHLY. I have been wanting to do art again but I don't have the tools to do the kind of art I want to anymore (digital art). So, getting to the point, did I subscribe to this channel only for the purpose of doing and learning art with you? Yes. But I also REALLY enjoyed you talking about the deeper meaning behind learning new difficult things. It was almost like...therapy to me. You taught me life skills, art skills, and many many other useful things in life. I'm not a huge reader even though I try to be, but I know that whatever you do, whether it's playing genshin, playing other various games, vlogging, art, or even reading, I will like it. I think I can speak for the majority of your community when I say, you give us peace and cozy vibes. You are almost my safe place online. When feeling stressed or anxious, I can go to any of your channels and hear your voice, learn your life lessons, and laugh along with you. We love you Dish. Thank you for all that you do for us. We (or I) recognize your hard work.
I was burnout from art for about six months, i tried to create but i was only forcing myself and i wasnt enjoying it, in fact i ended up hating everything that i created or tried to i guess. Then i just stopped. And only now, two months later after stopping, i think i finally found my spark again. Ive been slowly creating and posting again. And thats totally ok ! I really needed the time to heal from the burnout, and now im doing better. I wish you to do whats best for you, even if it means stopping art for now. That doesnt mean its a bad thing, like you said, its just a new chapter. I want art to be fun to you. Wishing you the best, dish
The fact that you wrote this beautiful comment means you’re definitely a very good fan!
Hi dish!!! As an artist of 10 years, I totally get it! Ive been so in and out of art that there’s been months where i just stopped creating completely or didn’t post anything on my account because I felt it wasn’t good enough to be shown off publicly. I personally always come back to drawing and creating because art has been apart of me for such a long time and always will be. Art is everywhere, its in everything you see and do. Art can be practically anything as long as you make it and call it art with your hands/mind. So what im trying to say is, never feel pressured to continue, especially if you’re just forcing it out just to make something for yourself or everyone else. Art comes to you when it wants to and it’s all about what you personally make of it. I will always be supportive of your art journey even if it ends here for now. I’m very proud of your progress so far and thank you for allowing us to be apart of it! Much love
As someone who started doing art in 2021, I completely resonate with your loss of motivation to make art. It's awesome when you're in the mood to make art and you spend weeks or months making art regularly. It feels like you're just gonna keep getting better, and this time will be different - you're gonna be as good as all of your inspirations one day if you keep it up. But for me, every single time I end up just stopping and not picking art back up for months at a time despite wishing that I wanted to, and I have to wonder how so many of the artists I look up to have been able to keep posting art 2-3 times a week on social media for years without fail.
By no means am I a particularly experienced artist, but I have dealt with the problem you're dealing with a few times now and I have a bit of advice. Even though it feels like artistic progress ought to be a linear path, you can always pick it back up months later if you feel like it again and continue your journey. In reality it's nowhere near linear, and you aren't "losing progress" when you don't do art for a couple of months (which is something that would always stress me out). If your goal is to document the process of learning something difficult, I'd even go so far as to say that losing desire is a massive part of that process. It's easy to romanticize the idea of being able to do something difficult, but sometimes the tedious process whittles that initial desire down to nothing. I'm not suggesting you need to keep trying, just that you should try again if you ever feel like it!
Anyways, I'm still 3 minutes into the video so I hope I didn't comment something you were just about to say lol.
Dish, your perspective and words have always been a breath of fresh air on the internet. I came for the genshin content when i was a baby gamer, and stayed because of your honesty, kindness and openness. Even though i don't play genshin anymore, I'm always around the community, and i also set a reading goal for myself this year, and i love your tiktoks about books!
Everything you've said in the video is so real and relatable and made me also feel better about dropping some of my hobbies❤
dw my longest art block has lasted for about two years💀it will get better for sure, just don't think about it and when u least expect it ur mind will be all full with ideas, and if not that also it's ok, just don't worry too much about it💕💕
When I saw the title I thought that it meant the end of this channel and I was sad. I'm so happy to find out that wasn't the case and that you'll be even more active here!! I love the content on your other channels too but this channel has a special place in my heart.
Look, Dish, I won't lie and say there won't be some period of adjustment on the channel, but honestly, I think this type of diverse content that delves much more into the person and their misadventures, rather than just a friendly script with a beginning, middle, and end, will become more common over time. I haven't been able to start a channel yet, but I also thought about doing these interventions in various areas, as dopamine suggested, and that's exactly why I signed up here. So enjoy this moment to the fullest, wishing you the best of luck, and see you next time! 💜
I am tearing up with the whole video but the quote: "it'sme.... and it's you." made me tear up so bad.
In the end, it doesn't really matter what you'll be doing cuz the thing is being with you through the process of whatever you make, like a friend. A distand parassocial friend. I am really lucky to have found your channel and your content!
i was in a similar situation in 2022.. i stoped enjoying what i was doing, it started feeling like a burden and i felt like a failure if i didn't do what i expected to get done.. it all changed in 2023, coincidentally i also moved to reading! and now it's my biggest passion and one of the things that makes me happy every day ❤ do whatever makes you happy Dish, we are here to support you as an individual, you are not just artist Dissh, reader Dish, content creator Dish.. you are a human with dreams and changing feelings and interest, and as long as you stay true to yourself and do whatever creative stuff that makes you happy people will suppor you along the way
It's okay. I've been drawing for as long as I can remember. Yet, as much as I love making art, I couldn't help but notice how I went from making almost 50 artworks in 2019 to only 6 in 2023.
It's just how your interest varies, how you change your way of expressing yourself (be it through drawing, making videos, reading, playing games, chatting with friends...).
This year, I have already completed 6 artworks, and am currently working on my 7th. It looks like I'm back in art. It feels nice, but slowing down never felt like giving up (or felt bad at all).
Take your time. Even if you were to never take the pen again, you would've still spent quality time and learned a lot through your art journey. Growing and doing what you love is the most important part of life.
we love you dish
One of the things I love most as a person is having deep, meaningful, introspective conversations. Exploring and staying true to our innate human curiosity is something I've really tried to hold onto these past couple of years, but even so I'm very prone to telling myself that "I can just do this thing tomorrow."
Maybe you already know this, but I think these kinds of "one-on-one" introspective moments are much more inspiring than they might seem! They kind of strip away all of our extra thoughts and perfectionistic expectations until, like you said, we only have the rest of our day ahead of us. In my own experience, knowing that I have today and could do /anything/ with it is inspirational in a much more comforting way than trying to motivate myself by looking at everyone else's achievements is.
These are vague feelings that I've tried to sum up in a comment lol, but I hope they make some sense. I'm glad to see you staying true to your interests, and excited to see what directions you take us in! As always, thank you for sharing with us :)
Im in a similar situation where its been a while since i made something personal, even though im an artist for work, it doesn't feel like im an artist anymore, if that makes sense.
Though i found other stuff to channel my artistic drive to, like cooking and playing D&D, and also occasionally reading! So hell yeah to you ms. dish for channeling your drive into something else you enjoy! 💜💜
(also i think we got it)
i'm so glad you decided to keep this channel and allow it to grow and mold into whatever aligns with you :) i definitely relate to the anxious feelings regarding losing motivation to make art especially since i just got my art degree but seeing you create a reading nook had me rearranging my room in excitement to delve back into reading just like you! i know a lot of your audience is drawn to the care you put into your craft so i know at least i can confirm i'm on board with whatever direction u take!!!
Thank you so much for being this honest. I think its very important to communicate such things, like changing your mind and not forcing you through something you dont really enjoy doing. Because life is short and you should spend it doing things you love and enjoy, and Im like really thankfull that you are so open about this topic. Because I think that many people think that its almost a sin to quit your hobbies and start new ones, but really: It isn´t. Its the most normal thing in live.
I somehow got so emotional watching your video because I´m in a similar situation at the moment (just not with art but with dancing) and I literally almost cried xD
Well I hope all of you are doing great and enjoy the things you do
hi dish! i am an artist and i love creating art with all my heart! but, there was also a point where i did not draw for more than a whole year. it's okay to take a break from art. just create when you feel like creating!
I do commissions as my main income while I’m looking for a job and I’ll go on like 3 month breaks CONSTANTLY atleast 2 times a year so I FULLY understand this, I don’t enjoy looking at my own works, nor do I feel drive to draw, and that art block is honestly my worst enemy, the only thing that helps is if I get really into a new show but that’s only temporary, don’t worry about waiting for a long long time for that inspiration to strike again, if it doesn’t then you’ve already had the experience and if it does your skills won’t deteriorate very much, sometime you just need to let the tea brew and steep for awhile, to rush it out of the water would be to serve a mediocre cup, patience and integrity create something much stronger 💙💙💙
And that goes for changing passions!!!!
As someone who still feels uncertain about most of the interests in my life, i realized recently how broad the term "art" is.
I think most of the time we miss that art is always there in most of the things we casually do everyday.
Remember dish, art isnt just drawing
this channel made me draw again, and there is a special place in my heart for this channel. thank you so much for this❤ exited to see what video's you will make in the future
At one point I’ve had a bad case of art block that didn’t go away for 3-4 years. I tried to push myself through it and "fix it", but it didn’t work out. Trying out different things, and not pushing yourself to improve and be productive all the time is a great way to pick yourself up. If you return to an old interest or not, most people don’t know (I think). What matters is that you end up happy. Good luck on your journey!
I've been pursuing art and writing since I was 11 and I'm now 23. I was never "talented" at it, but I worked hard and over time I saw results. I've always been passionate about pursuing creativity and sacrificed my time in any way I could to work towards becoming an artist. My journey has had it's ups and downs, plenty of moments where I doubted myself and thought about quitting, moments of burnout after pulling all-nighters to enter comic contests and moments of exhaustion from juggling my busy life and full-time job and responsibilities. But could never put it down for longer than a month. The passion was there and it had to come out, just like one has to breathe. That was my relationship with art.
Until my best friend passed away a little over a year ago. We were both artists, working towards the same goals and building each other up. And we loved playing Genshin together. After she died, my creativity just shattered. I lost my spark and my will to create. And I don't know if I'll ever get it back like it was. But I know someday I'll be ready to pick up a pen again and tell a new kind of story. It's in my blood. And I believe it's in yours too. Those pencils and paints will always be there for you when your ready, so don't worry 💜
I'm here for the comfy creative outlet type videos (came from genshin content but honestly just like your personality and vibe) and if that creative outlet is reading right now then I'm all for it!!
I used to draw a lot but chronic illness kind of screwed me over and I lost passion because of all the pain it caused me physically and how I couldn't keep up with the things I used to be able to make and it took me a while to get past that and accept the loss of passion but nowadays I've gotten into embroidery as a new creative outlet and hobby, there's nothing wrong with learning to live and let go instead of clinging onto something that you aren't passionate about, looking forward to the channel revival!!
time to live vicariously through you reading wise since I can't retain the info myself with the whole brain inflammation shenanigan I've got going LMAO
im so blessed that my calling when it comes to art is story telling. inspiration isnt something i have to fight for. I have stories to tell and characters to share and the well is healthy. If i was just drawing to make good drawings id fuckin quit so fast. when you nail a great piece of art it feels amazing! for like 10 minutes. and when people see that art you worked so hard on, they appreciate it! for about 10 seconds. but when you make a comic book, it stays in peoples hearts for life. it has staying power.
I'm still watching the video and will expand my comment as I go, but the feeling you describe in the beginning is something I (as someone who's done art ever since I can remember) still go through. There are times where I love art, but I just don't have the joy to create anything. Where I don't have the drive or motivation to draw, where I lack the inspiration to put something on a canvas. So just know, you are not alone in that feeling!
I honestly think Reading and Art actually go hand in hand. I've gotten the most inspiration, the most drive to draw when I've read good books. Being transported into all sorts of different worlds and then documenting that with drawings and doodles is something I LOVE to do. BUT it doesn't have to be like that for you ! Like you said, enjoying each day as it happens, living in the moment, doing what brings your heart and soul joy IN THAT MOMENT, that's the beauty of it all, and whether that includes drawing or not does not matter.
Personally, I subscribed to this channel because I love seeing people share and explore their interests and the things that bring them joy, and that's exactly what you do on here. You share your interests and hyperfixations and joys with us in such a... relatable and honest way? And regardless of whether it's art, or something else, it's inspiring, and comforting.
I'm looking forward to whatever you decide to post in the future!!
Take it easy, enjoy life and do what makes you happy, whatever that ends up being ✨💖
(I'd love to give book recs but I mostly read fantasy and queer/lgbtq+ YA stories [like "In Deeper Waters" by F. T. Lukens] because they portray a reality I didn't get to live growing up, so I'm healing my inner child with them and idk if those would be up your alley at all lol)
I think this channel would be great for books and reading and whatever else! It gives the same vibe. I will definitely follow along
I'm all for it!
Reminds me of the early 'show n tell' days. one thing i've learn from that was art can be in many forms!
I hope everything you do in the future can inspire your other works and other people
I also started my art journey with you.all this time whenever I feel like giving up when my mind started giving excuses I just think about there is a reason you started this and it kept me going all this time.
I can completely understand drawing art without motivation is more of a like punishment than fun but it is important to understand the things that are important for you. I am so amazed by your courage to actually release all your feelings without any hesitation. It is much better than suffering from guilt. Sorry for bad English but it is hard to find words . Good luck your are so brave❤❤
Your honesty is truly appreciated. There r just so many online spaces that do feel moderated to the point u don't feel like u r getting genuine expressions from the content creator at all. Ur side account just being abt what u feel like doing, sharing ur interests & creations is a beautiful idea. I am looking forward to any future videos & the motivation you will be able to provide for me & all ur other viewers. Take care Dish ❤️
It is more than okay to take a break, heading into a different direction. We all need change in our lives and if art is just not what you are feeling right now then don't do art. If it becomes a chore, it's not what art should stand for anymore, and that's okay.
And I'm happy to still follow along, because I've been trying to get into reading myself :)
Do what makes you proud and happy, you're not alone on your journey 🫶🏻
Its first time I saw your video, I also started draw kinda late (at 27) now I'm almost 33 and in the process I had art blocks which lasted for 6-12 months , sometimes it's just necessary, no matter will you back to art or no, it's not a failure! Try something new, learn something new as an adult never is failure, you need to have courage to start something new, and also courage to put it on pause or give up on ❤️
I will wait for your videos as a book blogger !
This video spoke to me very much miss dish, when I finished school on break I didn't touch art for 2 whole months, it was glorious but I then started art college and went back into it again, some points where good some where bad but breaks are good even full stopping sometimes until you feel you want to start again, I loved this video because currently I'm between projects for art that I'm struggling with and needing a break but it's my final piece of my second year 😅😅. I really need to start bit I'm just taking time for me. Tysm for this dish and I'm looking forward to your reading content in the future and maybe more, ❤❤❤ much love ❤️
It takes a lot of strength and awareness to express your feelings like you did, even more so during art block. You're a great artist Dish, that was truly inspiring !
If you ever feel like drawing again someday, I can recommend Steven Zapata's Drawing Meditation videos. Drawing again while listening to these helped me appreciate the drawing process like I never did before, plus it's a chill experience :)
Post what you want dish! Don't force yourself to do anything you don't feel like doing, everyone will still love all your content and support you through every second of it! Hope everything goes great!
i'm really glad you're being so transparent with us, don't beat yourself up for not getting back into drawing. like you said, our interests are always changing.
while this isn't the turn i expected from this channel, i really respect your initiative to truly make it yours by expanding to a broader range of content.
btw DAMN 11 books so far is impeccable honestly
Duude, most artist experience burnout/dropping art phase, you're completely valid. Best of luck with your next endeavors❤
Dish draws -->Dish creates WOOHOOOO I AM SO EXCITED! I loved your painting series so much. With that said, I am *SUCH* a bookworm and truly am looking forward to all of your reading content. Thank you for sharing your content and thoughts with us dishlings!
I'm sure you're very busy reading all the books your dad gave you. Since you seem to be a fan of sci-fi, speculative fiction, engaging worldbuilding, and powerful storytelling... PLEASE read Dawn by Octavia E. Butler! Truly one of the best books I have read by one of the most well-known and beloved sci-fi authors of the 80's, who earned her angel wings far too early. I loved it so much, I introduced it to my aunt--who then roped my grandma and grandpa into it as well!
As someone with many hobbies and interests, i could feel where you're coming from and i'm so happy for you that you have found a new purpose to what you thought was going to become obselete. So excited to see your growth and exploration into new ventures and hobbies!💖
I started following you after I dropped in on a cooking live stream. This was years ago. Some of us are just here for the Dish Vibes 💙 We care. Glad you're turning this into something you feel really good about. Luvvvvv
I’ve been struggling finding joy in my hobbies, and started painting a little bit more recently, but it’s a struggle and that burn out is real!
Same with reading, I set a goal for 25 books this year and I’m hoping I hit it! Excited to see where this channel goes, Miss Dish!
Thank you for sharing this Dish and reminding people like me that it's okay to discover stuff in the middle of the things you started and jumping into different things. Ofcourse that has to have some boundaries in order to make it less chaotic but chaos in life is something we need to accept and navigate as we go and discover ourselves.
Anyways again thank you because i resonate so much with what you just shared and it reassured me that starting over is not a bad thing at all but instead it's a sign of growth and progress in life 🥰💐
Dish, this is so exciting!! So glad you let us tag along on your creative journey, wherever it may lead ❤
Thank you for being open and vulnerable.
I think you succeeded in your art learning project, and is something to be commended. I think dropping off from art and coming back to it some day or never is really normal experience, or at least it resonates with me.
I also began learning art later in life. I also spend years without grabbing my pen. watching your journey felt validating. It is okay to push yourself to learn a new skill. It is also okay to go do something else.
Maybe I should pick a book as well... it's been a while since i sat down to read,
So happy you picked up reading. I rediscovered my love for it last November and feel like I found a part of myself that I was missing. Went from not reading any books for the past 9 years to 20 books read so far this year ❤
100/10 recommend reading the Throne of Glass series, it changed my life and I think about it everyday
I so appreciate how real you are about the process of art - I've been feeling almost guilty recently for not playing as much music as I used to, so I totally needed to hear this. life changes, and it's OK to change with it.
Totally looking forward to whatever videos you post here! Keep being you, whatever that ends up looking like ❤
i feel the same way ms dish! i feel like i keep jumping around in all my interests but then i feel bad for constantly pursuing different things without “completing” something. but this made me feel okay again. i only have so much time, so i should just do what excites me! 💛💛💛
The content on your channels is honestly so deep and relatable at times 😭 I think we all can relate to struggling with things we love or the feeling of “failure” by not keeping up with them as often. For me, I’d say it’s been about 2-3 weeks since I’ve drawn in my own time due to lack of motivation. After watching this video I wouldn’t say all guilt has floated away, but I don’t hate myself as much for not creating on my own time.
As for your content, just seeing all the different things you’re interested in and how you dedicate time to them is to me, the same amount of enjoyment compared to your art videos. Keep making content you enjoy and don’t feel the pressure to stick to one thing at a time! (I personally find sticking to one thing to be a struggle since like you said, people are always changing :]) Hope you have a good day and have fun making new content on this channel :D
I think it's true that many subscribed for the process of creating art, me among them, but I think your way for conveying that you intend to share what is close to you opens up being able to grow together, kind of. For me, there's so much going on on RUclips, so much that I often don't even notice when of if someone stops posting content. That it not to say I don't care. I appreciate the effort a lot. And that is a great reason for why I'm staying around. This video makes me think about cleaning my subscriptions on RUclips and concentrating on putting effort into things I genuinely feel like doing, not forcing myself because of an ideal I have in mind. Thank you for this. Looking forward to the coming bits! 😀
I always found your art videos v inspiring so thank you for sharing that journey! 🙏 Sad it won’t be continuing but interests shifting in our lives is such a natural thing. Although I’m not really a book person I’m excited to see where this channel goes next! ❤
You;ve been motivating me to draw, and now I feel like your videos will be motivating me to pick up reading again ^-^ whatever you do, I think it will be very interesting to watch!
ive always appreciated this channel and i think ill continue to no matter what creative content it goes to! just seeing someone express their creativity it so comforting and inspiring. thank you for creating
Im here for the thoughtful sort of stuff you said in the drawing videos so im happy. Book analysis or whatever it may be, that sounds great to me! :)
This was such an interesting watch and I'm glad I watched the whole thing. Personally, i've always been the artsy type and I would never say I was amazing but I was able to be proud of what I made. However as I got older I lost the energy to draw and paint. While it is always in the back of my mind I never seem to just get the momentum to start something and enjoy it like I used to so I totally understand how you may feel about it. I personally would never say it's a sad thing to lose that fire you once had since you always keep the amazing memories it caused. It so weird how many complex emotions can cause you to just randomly stop doing something and gain that same exact fire for something totally different. As someone who casually watches your videos I cant wait to see the progress of where this side channel will go.
I'm glad that this is what you decided to do with this channel! rather than choosing to force a interest, art, you chose to show that we all change, even in creative strides. And to me, that's much more real and raw than to keep going with art when it's not something you want at this time as a person. That, to me, is what creativity is all about, it comes in all types of light and emotion, so to embrace that is truly beautiful! You continue to be a big inspiration ms dish, even if not perfect, thank you for your honesty and beautiful creativity, I cannot wait to see more!
i think your content and the whole concept of this channel are so beautiful, calming and inspiring. keep doing what you love dish you’re awesome 🫶🏻
Love this. 💗 I look forward to continuing to follow along with all of your interests, hyper fixations and more! 🥰
It’s awesome that your focusing on the hobbies that you enjoy!! Your not necessarily “giving up” on art when you are prioritizing the hobbies that make you happy and you enjoy, and you can always come back to drawing if you feel like it’s something that you will enjoy again! Thank you for these videos you’ve made/make they really have brought me motivation and make my days a lot better!💖
i enjoy your “content” most when you just share your thoughts with us. you have a way of thinking that reminds me of myself, and positivity, and hope. and listening to you helps me to connect with that side of myself. i’ll eagerly await your uploads to this channel, and thank you for being so candid. all we have is right now.
hey i really like the honesty in your video is sth that i think is relatable for most people. my advice is after this long break in your free time without the camera pressure allow art to inspire your life. Im studying to become a concept artist for the game industry and i must tell you when i started learning the fundamentals the passion for art started dying. It is a difficult process and it feels like an art block but is not If you fight against it. Personally I reminded myself what my kid and teenage self loved so much in drawing and where the inspiration was coming from before locking my self with rules as an adult . Learning the rules is important but more important to improve is having a passion. Read books, watch series animation games anything that gives you inspiration and do sth small without expectations once a week like drawing your favorite animal crossing characters as a doodle etc. The passion for drawing is difficult to come back without actually picking the pen, it s like a step to conquer a fear of self doubt. Maybe the expectation to show it to others put you pressure as well so for me drawing should be sth for you and yourself for now to recreate the sparkle. Im excited to see your book content i really try to get back to reading
While I was very excited about this channel being for art as an artist myself, ultimately I subscribed to it for YOU and the content you create. You make a little warm and cozy space to watch someone create and connect. I hope you enjoy what you pursue Ms. Dish and we will be here to watch 🥰
i'm so glad you're taking a step forward and deciding to do what's best for you ms dish, you've worked so hard for this moment and if people don't accept it it's their loss, not yours. i'll be gladly following you on this journey, and i'm sure you'll do great with your March reading challenge, and if you don't finish it all that's perfectly fine, what matters if that you put in the effort! we're so proud of you, we were in the past we are now and we will be in the future 💗💗
Looking forward to the new change and hoping for the best for you, whether it be book videos, cat stuff, or just neat introspective stuff, I think it’ll be something we can all look forward to
beautifully said... i truly believe we're all creative beings with passions that continually fluctuate and change. we can't stay in one place for too long, because at the end of the day, we find that there's so many other places we'd like to go. and honestly, i really feel like this channel should be your favorite one at the end of the day. it's you in your most pure form. it's your place to share content that you truly enjoy and it's your place to share the passions that you hold dear at the time. thank you so much for being so open and honest about this and i really hope that this channel becomes exactly what you want it to be - a place where you can show us who you are behind the camera in a way that feels real and genuine.
(also i love how comfy this video feels LOL unrelated but it needed to be said)
dish omg I can’t explain how much comfort u bring me I love ur videos ur so calming I’m so proud of you can’t wait for more content on here!!
Although I'm kinda sad you haven't been making any art content, I'm still excited for the book content and whatever else you make on this channel! This is very relatable because I've gotten out of the groove of making music and practicing since the New Year. Time really flies and I've found that I haven't played much piano in awhile. It's ok dish if you aren't inspired. Don't force yourself! Because at the end of the day it's about having fun!
DUDE! I was an audio engineer in Nashville and quit cold turkey. Had been making music my entire life but got tired of it and it wasnt my drive. THEN i started to read non stop! I still feel like a failure but this video made me realize im allowed to be fluid! Thank you thank you. Im starting to find myself gravitating to writing now instead of feeling like I HAVE to express myself through music. This video changed the way I think of my life.
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I love watching whatever dish is creating or talking about
its okay dish! i usually dont comment on videos so this is going to be short and simple, but i love your videos no matter what they are, art or not. its enjoyable to see who you are and what you want to do or become, it feels like everything you have to say is inspiring, even if it isnt inspiring in the moment, its still so comfortable and cozy. your atmosphere and aesthetic is so comforting. thank you for being you dish!! ❤
i could listen to you talk about anything :D looking forward to future videos whatever they may be
I technically “quit art” when I was 21 to pursue pro wrestling, then I joined the Navy at 24 then I realized at 36 there’s no “quitting art” it’s a language we speak and sometimes it’s the language of our soul that drives us to pursue it again. You have to set boundaries with creativity because like any relationship if you don’t set healthy boundaries you will feel drained of joy.
You said it yourself, the reason we joined this channel is because we wanted to relate to someone who is also following the path of creation, and lack of inspiration is something that comes with it. Humans, like all things in the universe, change. So don't worry about it, dish. And please know that we are here to appreciate any form of art be it cooking, drawing, painting, reading and whatever :)
I go through phases like that but eventually come back to it but sad I lose all that time
Hey, I normally don't really write comments, so I'm a bit unsure on how to voice exactly what I mean, but I just wanted to tell you (or write, to be more exact) that you're not alone on this and a lot of people can relate to this experience including myself. One moment I am so absorbed in drawing that I can blend out everything else. It's the time I finally think that I found 'the thing' that exits me and I can officially say that drawing is my hobby.
But the next moment I know, I lose interest in it. Now I like writing, then it's playing my instrument again and so goes my experience on and on. But it's as you said, life goes on. I'm never the same person I was a moment ago because every moment I live is an experience that leaves an impression on me. And that's not inherently a bad thing. Stuff around us changes, we change and it's completely normal. That doesn't mean that we can never go back, just that in this moment, the 'now', our interests lie somewhere else.
Now, I know how that sounds. As I'm a complete stranger to most likely everyone that reads this comment, but I just wanted to share this little piece of information. Because in my opinion sometimes all we need to hear, is that we're not alone with this feeling, that it's normal, that we're normal and not a failure.
Anyway, I hope this comment finds everyone who reads this well :)
Hey Dish! Just wanted to let you know you made a good move and you don't need to feel bad about changing the niche on this channel. I know many people are like me who just watch you, for you as a person. I came here just to watch you grow as a person, I'm not that interested in art that much. In fact, I don't even play Genshin anymore. I still watch the videos on your main channel, because I like you as a person. You're really genuine, sweet, good and kind, and that is RARE. Hope you read this! Just wanted to let you know we're always here. :3 Hope you have really nice year. Take care!
Dish, i ended up here because i love your stuff, videos, content, vibes etc. Just so happens i also love art and was enjoying the journy.
Ill be sticking around. Im not much of a reader but ive always got time to listen. (Well not always always but i always need things to listen too wile arting).
Honestly when you were speaking on the future towards the start it reminded me of Conceptual Art. The point of it was the Idea, not the end product whatever it mey be or what deeper meaning or comentary. Just this is the idea/plan/what we are doing. And that is art.
If you look into it you get some lretty wild/interesting concepts. Especially going into the Performing Conceptual Art but thats neither here or there.
If you ever plan returing to drawing us visual artists will graciously give you a warm welcome. And if not thats ok too E>
hello ms dish! i loved how you did not limit yourself to just "drawing" alone. i am excited about your rendezvous with life! indeed you may create anything that you can imagine. all the best for you! we love character development, so keep surprising us!
honestly, I could just listen to you talk about anything, doesn't matter if it's art, books or a bag of rice that fell over. Lots of love and I hope you enjoy your new journey on this channel, whatever it may be
i followed this channel because i follow your gaming channel. so when you said you had an art channel, i checked it out! as a professional artist, it was interesting to hear the perspective of someone who is just starting out and learning to draw. and you have a calming voice so sometimes i like to just listen to your videos.
I can relate to having an art block which comes and goes. I didn't draw for three years once. I think it just takes time to be honest. I draw/paint often, but not everyday. I always take breaks since I don't want to get burnt out. I'm glad you've been reading a lot. That sounds relaxing.
I feel like I need to read more. It's been awhile since I read a book. That being said, I'm glad that you're just doing what you want to do. That's always an amazing feeling.
I really love your videos, personality, and background set up. It's all really nice. ;;v;;
hey! it's fine to do this. i hope wherever else you'll be and whatever else you enjoy is what makes you fulfilled
To be honest, I think most of your subscribers watch your content because they can simply relate to who you are and you are a creative person, that is something that will not change in you, your interests may shift, but you’ll always be a creative soul. I think that is what most people dig. And next to that people can also relate because your being vulnerable about what you’re proces. That’s very refreshing to see on yt
this totally makes sense. Creative juices don't flow all the time, at least not in the same vein. Sometimes when I haven't drawn anything for a few months it means I've spent those times reading, or some other creative stuff that fancied my motivation at that moment. "Do what you want" is exactly what being creative means 😄✨
I’ve been dealing with art block since October!! I remember back in the summer, I was so inspired to create, and suddenly the block hit. And it hit hard. Sometimes it’s ok to take a break. You don’t have to force yourself to create when you’re out of motivation and inspiration. Perhaps your creativity needs a new outlet for a while, like your reading! Keep reading, let inspiration come to you in time, and just do what makes you truly happy. I’m going to stay subscribed to your channel, no matter what content you post!
I subscribed for you. Dish can create anything she wants and I'll love every moment of it. Happy reading!
hello Miss Dish :) I would just like to start off with thanking you for all that you’ve done, and all that you are still doing. You have been one of the biggest inspirations for me in not only my journey through art, but my journey through life. I'm not sure how to explain it, but you and your silly little videos have left a big impact on my life, even if just in little ways.
Even though you won’t be doing drawing anymore, that’s not why I subscribed to you. I subscribed to you because you are such an amazing and genuine person, and through this channel I was able to see that side of you very clearly. Sure the art and drawings you made were part of the reason I’m here, but *you* are the reason I stayed. Your honesty and genuine heart are why I kept coming back and really looked forward to your next videos, on this and all of your other channels.
So to conclude my little ramble… No matter what type of content you post here, if you stay true to yourself, I’ll definitely stick around :)
doing what feels right is all we got sometimes...
I was in a decently paying job that i hated for a long time, and then quit to write, draw, and make videos haha
None of it panned out yet and its been long enough that my savings are dwindling away... but this is still what I want to do, I dont want to go back to being a corporate cog...
Was able to monetize my channel recently after years of effort, so hopefully things start looking up from here T~T
I loved reading the Scythe series. It would be cool to hear more about the books you read, and I would like to provide some book suggestions
The Gone series was a series that I remember enjoy reading
Humans are multifaceted and creation is not limited to art--and neither is art limited to graphic art! We scrapbook, we write, we cook, we dance; the entirety of creation sings by just being! Whenever you feel compelled to create, you can always document the process and share it here. No matter what form it takes, we will always appreciate it :)