The last time I had a private conversation with him on Discord was March 27 - a Sunday for me. It wasn't apparent from the conversation that he doesn't want to stream anytime soon, but in any case, he's hell-bent on securing a partner before matters get even more dire. Therefore, he will now put more financial effort into making this happen. He seemed more determined than had ever been, so not surprising for me he's not streaming as much. He told me that he can go on working again later, if he should have a partner and a family then.
@@CountOfWoodlands Oh that's the last time I talked to him as well. :o We were going to talk on Discord but the audio wasn't working for me for some reason lol so we talked on Google Hangouts. It was a good conversation so we were planning to talk again the following Thursday but then he messaged me and told me he wasn't able to talk anymore because he was having a really bad headache and that we were going to have to reschedule. So technically I haven't heard from him since last Thursday. I just hope it didn't turn into something more serious than a headache. In the conversation we had on google hangouts he also told me that if he were to find someone that he was going to work again. These past few days i've also been kind of wondering if all of the sudden he found maybe a better woman to talk to or maybe someone that he matched with on a dating app finally decided to message him or something. I really do care about him. I will be happy for him if he found his peace. I just really hope he is ok. Thank you so much for getting back to me. I really do appreciate it. You are nice, Count of Woodlands.
@@Slimeyoumi So an hour after you asked me here what happened to HBTDL, he came online on Discord for a while. Speak of the devil. He didn't message me, though.The headache thing would be a very stereotypical excuse. I think Dashboard is more direct and honest about things like that. It would be quite unlikely that he somehow suddenly has contact with more women than just you. For years nothing has been going on with him - also in terms of written and verbal contact - and then suddenly there are supposed to be more women than you? I don't really believe it.
@@CountOfWoodlands Yeah you're right. He's probably not interested in talking anymore. I'm a little bit sad but I'm used to it by now. Back on the streams in the chat sometimes the people on there would ask why I was there or to go find a man or something. I've been burnt out on dating since the end of last year. After awhile it starts to get so difficult when you think everything went well and then all of the sudden the guy changes his mind or he can't tell you the real reason for not talking anymore. So the guy has to make an excuse or ghost/block. I'm not sure what to do anymore about talking to guys anymore in general. I know you live in another country but this how things are like in the USA. I'm seriously considering giving up on dating/talking to guys. I'm 26 and I'm turning 27 soon. I don't want to be 30 and still be trying to date. For men maybe it's different but for women I do fear that if you are single by 30 then that means there is something wrong. Sorry I just had to get that off of my chest. I hope I didn't sound rude. Thank you so much for messaging me. I will admit I am a bit socially awkward and I get really nervous on camera/audio very easily and I have a feeling he probably didn't like it. I really have tried to improve on it over the years but I guess you can only get so far. It's fine, it is what it is.
Nice place! What's it called?
hometown
If you still interested it's called Dachau town.
@@NyaruTheMaid Thanks!
Hi Count of Woodlands. I hope hbtdl is ok.
The last time I had a private conversation with him on Discord was March 27 - a Sunday for me. It wasn't apparent from the conversation that he doesn't want to stream anytime soon, but in any case, he's hell-bent on securing a partner before matters get even more dire. Therefore, he will now put more financial effort into making this happen. He seemed more determined than had ever been, so not surprising for me he's not streaming as much. He told me that he can go on working again later, if he should have a partner and a family then.
@@CountOfWoodlands Oh that's the last time I talked to him as well. :o We were going to talk on Discord but the audio wasn't working for me for some reason lol so we talked on Google Hangouts. It was a good conversation so we were planning to talk again the following Thursday but then he messaged me and told me he wasn't able to talk anymore because he was having a really bad headache and that we were going to have to reschedule. So technically I haven't heard from him since last Thursday. I just hope it didn't turn into something more serious than a headache. In the conversation we had on google hangouts he also told me that if he were to find someone that he was going to work again. These past few days i've also been kind of wondering if all of the sudden he found maybe a better woman to talk to or maybe someone that he matched with on a dating app finally decided to message him or something. I really do care about him. I will be happy for him if he found his peace. I just really hope he is ok.
Thank you so much for getting back to me. I really do appreciate it. You are nice, Count of Woodlands.
@@Slimeyoumi So an hour after you asked me here what happened to HBTDL, he came online on Discord for a while. Speak of the devil. He didn't message me, though.The headache thing would be a very stereotypical excuse. I think Dashboard is more direct and honest about things like that. It would be quite unlikely that he somehow suddenly has contact with more women than just you. For years nothing has been going on with him - also in terms of written and verbal contact - and then suddenly there are supposed to be more women than you? I don't really believe it.
@@CountOfWoodlands Yeah you're right. He's probably not interested in talking anymore. I'm a little bit sad but I'm used to it by now.
Back on the streams in the chat sometimes the people on there would ask why I was there or to go find a man or something. I've been burnt out on dating since the end of last year. After awhile it starts to get so difficult when you think everything went well and then all of the sudden the guy changes his mind or he can't tell you the real reason for not talking anymore. So the guy has to make an excuse or ghost/block. I'm not sure what to do anymore about talking to guys anymore in general. I know you live in another country but this how things are like in the USA. I'm seriously considering giving up on dating/talking to guys. I'm 26 and I'm turning 27 soon. I don't want to be 30 and still be trying to date. For men maybe it's different but for women I do fear that if you are single by 30 then that means there is something wrong.
Sorry I just had to get that off of my chest. I hope I didn't sound rude.
Thank you so much for messaging me.
I will admit I am a bit socially awkward and I get really nervous on camera/audio very easily and I have a feeling he probably didn't like it. I really have tried to improve on it over the years but I guess you can only get so far. It's fine, it is what it is.
@@CountOfWoodlands He's on "do not disturb" mode on discord right now. :(