You are a wonderful warm human being. I am praying for you and also for my brothers and sisters in Gaza, in West bank, for the precious babies and children of Palestine. Praying that God punishes and strikes down the violators. Free Palestine.
I have same addiction as you! Totaly understand! On off on off. Supressed emotions, inner conflicts Going through therapy.... its all starts in childhood... We are sensitive ones.. Healing takes time.. You know, have you ever thought of changing the place of living, switch the scene? Amsterdam is not best choice for the one who wants to start sober! :) Songs were so. beautifull!!!! Thank you! Thank you for sharing you and your story, your love, your heart - can see it in your eyes, shines out, so beautiful so pure!
thank you dear. what a sweet message to receive. this is one of my older videos and it means a lot for it to be discovered like this with such a heartwarming message. i hear ya about Amsterdam but i've been living here for a way before going sober but happy to report that i've been sober since this video so yay! being sober and having a little more clarity has actually led to the growth of my drag and art...i love what you wrote by the way. while i agree some cities don't help sobriety, to be honest i was a functioning addict wherever i went. it was weed in amsterdam and prescription pills in other cities. but indeed healing takes time. even though i'm sober now, the journey of staying clear minded is just beginning.
This was poignant and I wish you and your sister success from the bottom of my heart! I've had my ups and downs like anybody else but I have never experienced anything like what you describe here and cannot begin to imagine...
I am getting ready for my first group meeting after relapse #?? I feel scared to go back down the sobriety road. You're right that every relapse helps dig deeper into ourselves. I just realized I might suffer from cptsd and it completely changes the narrative of my story. I am no longer the vilain in my own life. I know I can't be happy by numbing my whole self with weed... I love your channel, thank you ❤️
thank you 🤗 i hear ya, it's a tough journey! btw it's very normal to fear sobriety. don't think of it as sobriety for life, just sobriety for a day and see where it goes. if you relapse, you relapse. no need to add pressure or shame. it's hard enough as it is. before quitting, i nearly drove my friends crazy saying every day how much i wanna quit (while rolling a joint) then i suddenly felt it was time. give yourself a hug for going to this meeting, you're great as you are, even if you're numb 😻
Love your videos, especially your reviews and when you talk about yourself and upbringing, I want to know more about you personally if you don’t mind sharing
You are a wonderful warm human being. I am praying for you and also for my brothers and sisters in Gaza, in West bank, for the precious babies and children of Palestine. Praying that God punishes and strikes down the violators. Free Palestine.
I have same addiction as you! Totaly understand! On off on off. Supressed emotions, inner conflicts Going through therapy.... its all starts in childhood... We are sensitive ones.. Healing takes time.. You know, have you ever thought of changing the place of living, switch the scene? Amsterdam is not best choice for the one who wants to start sober! :)
Songs were so. beautifull!!!! Thank you!
Thank you for sharing you and your story, your love, your heart - can see it in your eyes, shines out, so beautiful so pure!
thank you dear. what a sweet message to receive. this is one of my older videos and it means a lot for it to be discovered like this with such a heartwarming message. i hear ya about Amsterdam but i've been living here for a way before going sober but happy to report that i've been sober since this video so yay! being sober and having a little more clarity has actually led to the growth of my drag and art...i love what you wrote by the way. while i agree some cities don't help sobriety, to be honest i was a functioning addict wherever i went. it was weed in amsterdam and prescription pills in other cities. but indeed healing takes time. even though i'm sober now, the journey of staying clear minded is just beginning.
Thank you for sharing this, it’s beautiful
my pleasure! thank you for listening. sorry for my absence from RUclips. I'm returning with a new video this coming Sunday
@@dragtherapy yay!! No apologies, I love your channel and your work and I’m here whenever you get back!
This was poignant and I wish you and your sister success from the bottom of my heart! I've had my ups and downs like anybody else but I have never experienced anything like what you describe here and cannot begin to imagine...
thanks love. you're full of compassion and always have been. looking forward to a videocall soon x
I am getting ready for my first group meeting after relapse #?? I feel scared to go back down the sobriety road. You're right that every relapse helps dig deeper into ourselves. I just realized I might suffer from cptsd and it completely changes the narrative of my story. I am no longer the vilain in my own life. I know I can't be happy by numbing my whole self with weed... I love your channel, thank you ❤️
thank you 🤗 i hear ya, it's a tough journey! btw it's very normal to fear sobriety. don't think of it as sobriety for life, just sobriety for a day and see where it goes. if you relapse, you relapse. no need to add pressure or shame. it's hard enough as it is. before quitting, i nearly drove my friends crazy saying every day how much i wanna quit (while rolling a joint) then i suddenly felt it was time. give yourself a hug for going to this meeting, you're great as you are, even if you're numb 😻
Love you Fadi! Always here for you
Thank you habibi. love you too. that means a lot 🤗 will see you soon. i'll be coming for another visit soon i hope
Such a sincere story that touched everyone and am happy you highlighted this case it’s powerful and yes no harm in crying doll..love u
love you habibi
Love your videos, especially your reviews and when you talk about yourself and upbringing, I want to know more about you personally if you don’t mind sharing
thank you! i always drop personal stories in all my videos and every now and again, i make a deeply personal one
Spoken from the heart with transparency and wholeheartedly ❤️
thank you love. was so great bonding and connecting with you on this trip. see you next time x
@@dragtherapy it was great as always ❤️ Have a safe flight and stay safe. Love you 😘
@@hala1781 😍
We need to know your birth chart!!
ha! well i'm a scorpio who was born at 11am in italy :)