the benefit and rewards of being a streamer at her level is too good to be true, it is also unpredictable and you could become irrelevant by next week. She's happy that she get to reap the benefit of this career but she is experiencing more stress because of says unpredictability that she can lose the life she is currently enjoying at anytime. She is less stressed when she was doing streaming for fun because a traditional job is more stable and predictable. TLDR: the variance of her "stress-happiness" meter increase by like x10 when she breached into streaming full time, this is the case for every streamers that "made it" until they have secure a big enough bag to retire.
the benefit and rewards of being a streamer at her level is too good to be true, it is also unpredictable and you could become irrelevant by next week. She's happy that she get to reap the benefit of this career but she is experiencing more stress because of says unpredictability that she can lose the life she is currently enjoying at anytime. She is less stressed when she was doing streaming for fun because a traditional job is more stable and predictable. TLDR: the variance of her "stress-happiness" meter increase by like x10 when she breached into streaming full time, this is the case for every streamers that "made it" until they have secure a big enough bag to retire.
u need to collab with ray from amp would be amazing
So you liked it more before when it didn't feel like a full-time job