Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender (1 Hour Version) [Lyrics]

"If I surrender to the monstеrs in me, will it set me free?"
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📌 Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Lately I've been feeling so ashamed
By these thoughts I'm hiding in my brain
'Cause I've been holding them down but they twist me violently (-ly, -ly)
I'm hanging by a thread tonight but this time I don't wanna be saved (Saved)
[Chorus]
So let me fall, let me break
Under everything unsaid
Just let me die 'cause I can't take
Living with what's in my head
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
If I surrender, surrender
To the monstеrs in me
Will it set me free?
[Verse 2]
What's thе point of holding on like this?
When no one seems to care if I exist
There is no agony like being strong when no one knows you're sick
So sick of hearing I should stay when I know I would never be missed
[Chorus]
So let me fall, let me break
Under everything unsaid
Just let me die 'cause I can't take
Living with what's in my head
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
[Bridge]
If you could see under my skin
You'd realize why I hold it in
Why it's a fight I don't wanna win
Why it's a fight I don't wanna win
If you could see all my abuse
And spent a day inside my shoes
You'd realize why I just wanna lose
You'd realize why I just wanna lose
Will anyone believe the hell of being me
Before I decide to be the dying proof?
[Chorus]
So let me fall, let me break
Under everything unsaid
Just let me die 'cause I can't take
Living with what's in my head
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
Will it set me free?
📌 Thank you so much for watching :) I'm sending you lots of love right now, I hope you'll feel better soon. God bless 💕
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[@noahcoulombe4125]

Citizen soldier is the only band that can revive someone with a song, and you have put my favorite song by them on loop for an hour, thank you my friend

[@SeatedWithin]

Powerful and energizing song, full of feeling! big like 29!💖❣💖

[@thereverist8665]

Thank you so much ^.^

[@juliosbush]

Beautiful song... and voice

[@thereverist8665]

Thank you so much 🤍🤍🤍

[@SolarPlasma]

I've had a rough life
I had to grow up so fast....
Because I had grown up from living with an alcoholic father my entire life....
He quit drinking when my grandparents died...
But at a young age...
I had to be a messenger between my mother and father while he was drinking beer so I could try to stop fights from happening....
I wasn't in a normal school either...
I had to grow up even faster to survive those days as well....
I had to become mentally and physically stronger....
When kids are held down whenever you misbehave....it's rough....be lucky that you only went through minor bullying in life.... because all of you had it easier than me....
My only friend in school was the only one who helped me through it...we loved each other so much....but then ....
Around 5 years ago....
She went live on RUclips.....
And shot herself in the head after crying out her depression.....
And I saw it all...
I struggle with a brother who has mental breakdowns almost daily....
And it's hard to deal with sometimes....
It really is difficult when your staying strong when no one knows I'm sick....

[@Damian_Creates]

Citizen soldier never fails to make me cry

[@Shadow23371]

Same bro

[@pheonix2284]

I listen to this everyday. It helps. Thank you.

[@Crazybeatclubhouse]

Loving it.... ❤️🎼❤️

[@thereverist8665]

thankss ❤️❤️❤️

[@kHHistorical]

That was truly beautiful

[@thereverist8665]

Thank you so much Scenic 🤍🤍🤍

[@stylesybs2541]

Rock song I like it keep going sis thanks for entertaining us 🎊

[@thereverist8665]

Thank you so much sis! 🤍🤍🤍

[@keishaleonin7722]

"will anyone believe the hell of being me, before I decide to be the dying proof" damn that hurts..

[@Xinnarami]

i like it ima cry

[@calmatimusic2201]

👏👏👏 BRAVO 👏👏👏
😊 Reverist
And best regards from Calmati Music 💙
LIKE 150

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1st like 👍😍♥
👏👏👏🙏🙏🙏👍👍❤❤💯💯💯

[@marissasimpson9171]

I love the song ti so good and I like the song 😍💕❤️😍😻💗💓💞💕

[@loganpowers7407]

Amazing song to SH to

[@benoitfrancoeur6198]

🙏 no Mercy 😀good

[@emmacleghorn6949]

Can you do bedroom ceiling by them

[@sabrinaschultz4657]

6:08

[@beckyfazekas3459]

Did you write this song because of depression

[@SolarPlasma]

Go support the original singer on RUclips named Citizen Soldier.
This is just a one hour loop of their song

[@carriepelley8778]

Great life
Wifey katy and I have
Our moms are the best ever they want us mental for the rest of our lives
With the wrong medication

[@samfrancis3336]

Oh my gosh! Thank you so much for creating a 1 hour loop!! You are a blessing!

[@thereverist8665]

You're so welcome and thank you also for watching 🤍🤍🤍

[@alaranngunleri2818]

🙏🥰👍

[@thereverist8665]

^.^ 🤍🤍🤍

[@escrdmusic82]

Cool 😘

[@thereverist8665]

Thanks a lot ❤️❤️❤️