The desperation of wanting to love and be loved by someone in particular and the plateaued agony of those unresolved feelings for the paralysis of just how overwhelming they are is truly nostalgic. I feel like there was a time in my life when this song might have decimated me, but to be on the other side of it now, there's only a forgotten familiarity that gives me an acute pang of empathy and even so the ability to take joy in the warmer aspects of the lyrics and tone. And I think the song was written from such a perspective, almost fondly reminiscing a time and its feelings rather than lamenting a status quo. At least I hope so, it seems like it. The pier scene and audio at the end imply a resolution for the song writer even if the song itself doesn’t have one. Anyway, 10 out of 10. 👏
this comment is alien to me in a very fascinating way, as someone who's been destroyed by this song and who's been "falling" for a near decade, i am so excited to find out what it's like on the other side one day even knowing that it exists fills me with a thrill to keep on living just to see what happens, it might just be that I'll be falling for a couple decades more, but I have no regrets
Bro I am in that period and it hits me so hard in the feels. Not in terms of romantic kind of love but familial and friends. I always feel liks I can never be as close to people as I wish I wanted to be. Not in a toxic way but I wish I could be a tool of sorts, veing useful or helpful to other konda makes me feel like I'm worth something. Thats why that line" I could be your sword" feels like a call out to.
As an overthinker and very self-securing person who fears letting myself be truly vulnerable and 'fall' into my emotions. I find myself constantly setting up ladders and bridges that stop me from truly ever falling into anything, because the only way I ever would is if I knew for sure someone would catch me, and with feelings like love and sorrow? You never know! This song is not only phenomenal in its writing and music, but also in its meaning. I've just found you, and I can't wait to hear more!! This is amazing! :)
Just lost my first ever partner because I was not fully committing/opening my self up to her. This song hits differently after an experience like that, RUclips recommendations do be fire sometimes
this song is greatly upsetting to me(complimentary) the lyrics just hit all the weak spots in my heart. it's masterfully written poetry. it's so compelling. i hate every second of the experience time to loop it again
I really relate to the lyrics "I live my life in simple repetition". I spend my days going through the same motions week by week and it feels like I'm waiting for something to happen. "But I can barely call what I live a life" It's like I'm waiting for something to tell me I can finally start living instead of waiting for life to pass me by. I hope I fall, maybe it will be into someone's arms, or just so I can miss the ground and have an excuse to finally start living. Your music always makes me feel something that brings back my lust for life, thank you Jamie P.
The excuse likely won't come. I've been waiting long enough myself. Perhaps you should move to a different place, change the scenery, change your surroundings. Maybe your clothes as well. It just might be a good excuse to start living your life differently.
i love how the "i wish i could fall somewhere that it wont hurt" line in the chorus kinda leaves a beat to fill in another word this song is going to be seared into my brain, so goood
I am going to be extremely insane about this album for the next 6 months also the number of parallels between this and Machine Love / Cadmium Colors are making me too excited because a Teto x Gumi album by JamieP is basically a holy grail wish
seriously coming back to this days later because along with the musical similarity to Cadmium Colors - the pink / green hearts and so many of the lyrics are obviously references to machine love. ‘at your back and call’ , ‘the other side’ and other lines are direct callbacks and it makes me ferally excited for this album
WHY ARE THE VIDEOS JUST. THE MOST. AMAZING THINGS EVER??????????????? LIKE. IGNORE THE MUSIC FOR A SECOND. EVEN THOUGH THE MUSIC IS ABSOLUTE COMPLETE PEAK. BUT JUST THE VIDEOS ALONE????????????? THEY'RE SO GOOD??????????? THIS AND MACHINE LOVE ?????????????????? LIKE HELLO????????? I ADORE THIS STYLR
This song is so real (I am wasting my youth doing nothing while living vicariously through other people I don't even know, wishing my life could be anywhere as interesting as theirs) I'm not a social person. I've never had many friends. That's fine mostly. I don't mind. I don't think I would enjoy it very much anyway. It seems so exhausting. But sometimes, I wish that I was born the type of person who gets to life that type of life and gets to truly enjoy it. I watch a lot of youtube. Sometimes I get attached to a specific person for months or years on end. I watch them having fun with their friends, living a type of exciting life I will never have. And even though what I feel about that person is nothing even close to real love, it still stings a bit. Not because I'm jealous, but because I wonder what it is that I'm missing that makes me incapable of forming bonds like that, to real people myself. And another thing. I can't fall in love. I'm aroace. There's nothing wrong with that of course, but I love romance in fiction and knowing that even if I somehow manage to find a social life, even if I manage to make friends, the one social bond that everyone always seems to see as the most important will always be out of my reach is kind of sad to me I don't really cry a lot when listening to music, but your songs always get me, even though I'm not sure if my association even has anything to do with the actual meaning of this song
I can barely even pinpoint what I love about this. I just love it. It hits all the right marks. It’s kinda motivational, it’s sorta relatable, and an absolute vibe all around. Thank you for this funny little thing, Jamie ❤
I don't even really know why but listening to this for the first few times made me actually start crying, somthing about it just resonates so deeply while also just being amazing. I hope one day I can make music like this 🥹❤️
accuratelly describes how i feel when it comes to the fact i constantly mess up and then get depressed and then try to fix things and mess up again, endless cycle, let me lose already damnit
@@DrunkSnowWhite Yeah, this is in synthv. Seems that the community term for vocal synths is still "vocaloid" despite the software used. On the topic of the hum, though. I didn't think to try it until this comment. Tried it with Anri, and was surprised how good it sounds. I just put in the letter "m" which made her say "eh m". Took out the e, leaving "h m", and it's a perfect hum! I really need to use this at some point.
Humming isn’t really that hard though… especially for Japanese vocals. Like, it’s just an “m” phoneme - maybe an “h” phoneme beforehand. And with Japanese, you have the syllabic “n”, so they can just… naturally do that
Damn bruh this song actually made me rather emotional. I am very glad that this was the first ever GUMI song I’ve heard. You always make the best stuff, man, keep it up :)
The rhymes always stay sensical despite how creative they are, and the lyrics stay focused thru the whole song. Sounds great! This song is really amazing.
This is genuinely an amazing piece of art! I love this song so much even though I only just fiund it today. All those lyrics hit so close to home I having such a difficult time trying to put into words how much I appreciate and adore this song. The animation is amazing, the voices sound sublime, and the lyrics, man thise lyrics are a something to live for. I think my favorite line is "I wish that I could Fall a little bit harder" and "All I want to do is to do you right". Please never stop making amazing stuff like this! And to everyone who watches this video I hope you never forget it! Have a wonderful day!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S LIKE. IT'S LIKE IT WAS CRAFTED FROM DREAMS?? DOES THAT MAKE SENSE??? like. for me, it has captured sensations that i experience only in dreams
I discovered your work thanks to an Uwabami montage where he put this song, and I've not been this happy to discover a song for quite a while. I've been listening to it on repeat since this morning and it's perfect. These chromaticisms on "Arms", the slow flute break with the sheet, as a musician, I had so many little things to pay attention to at once, it's very satisfying
I have a feeling of a Gumi x Teto ship.. 5/10/2024-Edit: Okay I just finished watching and listening to this song. I'm recommending this to my friend since she likes Gumi. She might love this. Anyways, WHOS CARRYING GUMI IN THE END?!?! IS THAT MIKU OR SOMEONE?!?!
I love this so much. The lyrics are beautiful, she sound so real and the I love how you use a projector so creatively! I genuinely wish you'd go viral. Your songs are always in the top 10 of my playlists!
so sick! i used to peep your sound cloud back in the heavy sound clown days (i still miss some of those mashups), ive always loved the chords you pick. Excited to listen to this album!
I really love the bass line on this, it's funky, with a tone that reminds me of Jumper era Capsule. The song sounds like a circle to me, which is something I seek out in songs. Great work!
I listened to this again and it made me cry. I know this probably wasn't the intention when you produced it but it reflected a lot of my feelings of irrelevance as a music producer compared to most of my peers so it hit me pretty hard. Truly beautiful piece of music. You have my utmost respect.
I’m not much of a music person but I listened to this yesterday and came back to realize it only has 18k views. Absolutely criminal. EDIT: A day later. 28k views. Better. Also, the song, won’t leave my head.
I am nothing if not In The Soup
…excuse me what..?
@@liammogus6483 T H E S O U P
@@liammogus6483 the soup
@@liammogus6483 They are everything if In The Soup
i wish that i could fall In The Soup
2:35 project moon sleeper agents attack
Never thought I'd see a fellow project moon fan XD
FLY BROKEN WINGS, I KNOW YOU ARE STILL WITH ME🗣🗣🗣🗣
3:39 you forget another one
@@StagnantFuelALL I NEED IS A NUDGE TO GET ME STARTED
Me when there are recurring musical motifs at the function: AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! (it’s peak)
Some might even call it A Repetition, the same thing over again.
“I wish that I could fall instead of doing nothing”
Could mean both ways... but like, I want it to be that way. This song touches my heart it's making me cry...
sometimes bad things seem better than no things
@@Pythoria right???? As long as I can still feel something.
@@peppanomally2518 but other times your only hope is for there to be nothing
FLY WITH WHAT??????
the callback of “at your beck and call” from machine love ….. that line was one of the constant companions teaser lines even ……. genius
Omg my clone!
@@skeevereyes8372Shouldn't you Be Purple.
I also wish that i could fall, into the underground, so that i might meet gumi sanspoid
how was the fall?
@@N-I-N-A- how was the fall?
"Baby, do you know what you wanna hear?"
THIS WHOLE FREAKING ALBUM BECAUSE THIS???????
P E A K.
The desperation of wanting to love and be loved by someone in particular and the plateaued agony of those unresolved feelings for the paralysis of just how overwhelming they are is truly nostalgic.
I feel like there was a time in my life when this song might have decimated me, but to be on the other side of it now, there's only a forgotten familiarity that gives me an acute pang of empathy and even so the ability to take joy in the warmer aspects of the lyrics and tone.
And I think the song was written from such a perspective, almost fondly reminiscing a time and its feelings rather than lamenting a status quo. At least I hope so, it seems like it. The pier scene and audio at the end imply a resolution for the song writer even if the song itself doesn’t have one.
Anyway, 10 out of 10.
👏
this comment is alien to me in a very fascinating way, as someone who's been destroyed by this song and who's been "falling" for a near decade, i am so excited to find out what it's like on the other side one day
even knowing that it exists fills me with a thrill to keep on living just to see what happens, it might just be that I'll be falling for a couple decades more, but I have no regrets
Bro I am in that period and it hits me so hard in the feels. Not in terms of romantic kind of love but familial and friends. I always feel liks I can never be as close to people as I wish I wanted to be. Not in a toxic way but I wish I could be a tool of sorts, veing useful or helpful to other konda makes me feel like I'm worth something. Thats why that line" I could be your sword" feels like a call out to.
As an overthinker and very self-securing person who fears letting myself be truly vulnerable and 'fall' into my emotions. I find myself constantly setting up ladders and bridges that stop me from truly ever falling into anything, because the only way I ever would is if I knew for sure someone would catch me, and with feelings like love and sorrow? You never know!
This song is not only phenomenal in its writing and music, but also in its meaning.
I've just found you, and I can't wait to hear more!! This is amazing! :)
Just lost my first ever partner because I was not fully committing/opening my self up to her. This song hits differently after an experience like that, RUclips recommendations do be fire sometimes
It's peak I'm afraid. Your lyrics are something I admire a lot and the best part is these always come together with such good beats and music.
this song is greatly upsetting to me(complimentary)
the lyrics just hit all the weak spots in my heart. it's masterfully written poetry. it's so compelling. i hate every second of the experience
time to loop it again
You are the next Mitchie M, please keep grinding your amazing tuning.
You have me so excited to not be able to tell that it's vocaloid.
but it's not vocaloid, it's synthV
I really relate to the lyrics "I live my life in simple repetition". I spend my days going through the same motions week by week and it feels like I'm waiting for something to happen. "But I can barely call what I live a life" It's like I'm waiting for something to tell me I can finally start living instead of waiting for life to pass me by. I hope I fall, maybe it will be into someone's arms, or just so I can miss the ground and have an excuse to finally start living. Your music always makes me feel something that brings back my lust for life, thank you Jamie P.
The excuse likely won't come. I've been waiting long enough myself.
Perhaps you should move to a different place, change the scenery, change your surroundings. Maybe your clothes as well. It just might be a good excuse to start living your life differently.
youre so me coded
🤝
2:36 F-FLY WITH B-BROKEN WHAT?!?!
(FLY PERFECT WINGS, I KNOW YOU ARE STILL WITHIN ME, BRING US TO THE MIND THAT GOT US STARTED)
i love how the "i wish i could fall somewhere that it wont hurt" line in the chorus kinda leaves a beat to fill in another word
this song is going to be seared into my brain, so goood
なんて儚く美しい曲だろうか
I am going to be extremely insane about this album for the next 6 months
also the number of parallels between this and Machine Love / Cadmium Colors are making me too excited because a Teto x Gumi album by JamieP is basically a holy grail wish
ALSO THE ‘oh’ AT 0:34 AND THE HUMMING ARE AMAZING HOW DOES SHE SOUND THAT REAL??
seriously coming back to this days later because along with the musical similarity to Cadmium Colors - the pink / green hearts and so many of the lyrics are obviously references to machine love. ‘at your back and call’ , ‘the other side’ and other lines are direct callbacks and it makes me ferally excited for this album
WHY ARE THE VIDEOS JUST. THE MOST. AMAZING THINGS EVER??????????????? LIKE. IGNORE THE MUSIC FOR A SECOND. EVEN THOUGH THE MUSIC IS ABSOLUTE COMPLETE PEAK. BUT JUST THE VIDEOS ALONE????????????? THEY'RE SO GOOD??????????? THIS AND MACHINE LOVE ?????????????????? LIKE HELLO????????? I ADORE THIS STYLR
This song is so real (I am wasting my youth doing nothing while living vicariously through other people I don't even know, wishing my life could be anywhere as interesting as theirs)
I'm not a social person. I've never had many friends. That's fine mostly. I don't mind. I don't think I would enjoy it very much anyway. It seems so exhausting. But sometimes, I wish that I was born the type of person who gets to life that type of life and gets to truly enjoy it. I watch a lot of youtube. Sometimes I get attached to a specific person for months or years on end. I watch them having fun with their friends, living a type of exciting life I will never have. And even though what I feel about that person is nothing even close to real love, it still stings a bit. Not because I'm jealous, but because I wonder what it is that I'm missing that makes me incapable of forming bonds like that, to real people myself.
And another thing. I can't fall in love. I'm aroace. There's nothing wrong with that of course, but I love romance in fiction and knowing that even if I somehow manage to find a social life, even if I manage to make friends, the one social bond that everyone always seems to see as the most important will always be out of my reach is kind of sad to me
I don't really cry a lot when listening to music, but your songs always get me, even though I'm not sure if my association even has anything to do with the actual meaning of this song
oh my god same same same….its gonna get better!!! I promise!!
Lets take a moment to appreciate the sudden change of the MV at 3:50 . Didn't expect this.
Fly with broken what you know?!!🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽
is it normal to cry over a singing robot continuously falling into nothing?
asking for a friend
Been waiting for this since gumi synth v released and jamie posted the test segment of this song when they were messing around
AAAAA ITS SO GOOD
i think jamie uses she/it ! but i wholly agree this song is Incredible
I can barely even pinpoint what I love about this. I just love it. It hits all the right marks. It’s kinda motivational, it’s sorta relatable, and an absolute vibe all around. Thank you for this funny little thing, Jamie ❤
Every new song that comes out I end up crying like what the hell how is what you make so beautiful
LITERALLYYYYY 😭
I don't even really know why but listening to this for the first few times made me actually start crying, somthing about it just resonates so deeply while also just being amazing. I hope one day I can make music like this 🥹❤️
when my top two fav jamiep songs both have "at your beck and call" in them
You make absolute bangers SO consistently. The videos always fit the vibes perfectly too. Another hit from Jamie Paige, as expected 💜💜💜
accuratelly describes how i feel when it comes to the fact i constantly mess up and then get depressed and then try to fix things and mess up again, endless cycle, let me lose already damnit
you're the best english vocaloid producer
Beautiful lyrics and I love the melody on this. Also I love how Gumi's voice sounds on lower notes!!
this shit's hitting the repeat zone IMMEDIATELY. I adore the music, the lyrics, the video. You cooked here.
1:41 Did you just tune a Vocaloid to HUM?!?! That's amazing!!
Isn't this SynthV?
@@DrunkSnowWhite Yeah, this is in synthv. Seems that the community term for vocal synths is still "vocaloid" despite the software used.
On the topic of the hum, though. I didn't think to try it until this comment. Tried it with Anri, and was surprised how good it sounds. I just put in the letter "m" which made her say "eh m". Took out the e, leaving "h m", and it's a perfect hum! I really need to use this at some point.
Humming isn’t really that hard though… especially for Japanese vocals.
Like, it’s just an “m” phoneme - maybe an “h” phoneme beforehand. And with Japanese, you have the syllabic “n”, so they can just… naturally do that
YEAH GUMIIII
Damn bruh this song actually made me rather emotional. I am very glad that this was the first ever GUMI song I’ve heard. You always make the best stuff, man, keep it up :)
The rhymes always stay sensical despite how creative they are, and the lyrics stay focused thru the whole song. Sounds great! This song is really amazing.
This song is so good! You're seriously one of my favorite english vocal synth producers.
this song has been diagnosed with 'peak'
This is genuinely an amazing piece of art! I love this song so much even though I only just fiund it today. All those lyrics hit so close to home I having such a difficult time trying to put into words how much I appreciate and adore this song. The animation is amazing, the voices sound sublime, and the lyrics, man thise lyrics are a something to live for. I think my favorite line is "I wish that I could Fall a little bit harder" and "All I want to do is to do you right". Please never stop making amazing stuff like this! And to everyone who watches this video I hope you never forget it! Have a wonderful day!
This tuning of Gumi vocie very good
THIS IS PEAK THANK YOU!!!!♥️💚🔻🔻🔥
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S LIKE. IT'S LIKE IT WAS CRAFTED FROM DREAMS?? DOES THAT MAKE SENSE??? like. for me, it has captured sensations that i experience only in dreams
Jamie never FALLS off!
Slave V-V-R's new album, RIProducer's new song, and now Jamie Paige banger? Blessed day fr
the mixing on this is brilliant, absolutely stunning what you have done with the beat and melody
It's been a while since a song's lyrics resonated with me so deeply. I've been listening to this for hours.
This is so underrated it hurts. This song is so nice to listen to
I discovered your work thanks to an Uwabami montage where he put this song, and I've not been this happy to discover a song for quite a while. I've been listening to it on repeat since this morning and it's perfect.
These chromaticisms on "Arms", the slow flute break with the sheet, as a musician, I had so many little things to pay attention to at once, it's very satisfying
I have a feeling of a Gumi x Teto ship..
5/10/2024-Edit: Okay I just finished watching and listening to this song. I'm recommending this to my friend since she likes Gumi. She might love this. Anyways, WHOS CARRYING GUMI IN THE END?!?! IS THAT MIKU OR SOMEONE?!?!
its miku!! :~) my girlfriend drew that ending frame
@@JamiePaigeIRL Noice. :D
HELL YEAH GUMIKU PROPAGANDA@@JamiePaigeIRL
@@sproutz5014peak propaganda
@@JamiePaigeIRL I expect Miku Papyrus soon then/J
I love this!!! Really looking forward to the album
Your music makes me feel things I thought I couldn't anymore.
Thank you. 💜💜
this is SOOOOO GOOOOOOD I love it. I love how the character is constantly going to the side instead of down, ugh it's perfect, fantastic!!!!!!
This song is so amazing.. It gives me such a funny and warm feeling in my chest
とても素敵な曲ですね！！出会うことができて本当に良かったです。
日本語でごめんなさい💦。
Peak music on god 🗣️🔥🔥🔥
part o me just wants to go skydiving listening to this
Just wanna comment so more people hear this because wow this rocks SO hard, this song is me frfr
i really like this one!! looking forward to the album!
probably one of my favorite Jamie tunes 🥺
definitely going to put this banger on repeat
It's peak, well done
Thank you JamieP
IM GONNA DIE!!!the tuning is amazing and the lyrics are KILLING ME OH MY GOD ILY
The voice tuning was so good~
this came out at the peak of my mental breakdown
omg thank u jamie, u truly create the best videos
by far one of the best english vocaloid/UTAU artists, has no awkwardness that many tend to do. Truly sounds natural and emotional, ty
YET ANOTHER BANGER DO YOU EVER MISS???
This song has a similar vibe to Cadmium Colors in a way, it’s really catchy and I already know its gonna be in my head all the time lol
I thought it's Teto again when i heard it.
Love your music, you're definitely in my top 5 most listened to artists this year.
I love this so much. The lyrics are beautiful, she sound so real and the I love how you use a projector so creatively! I genuinely wish you'd go viral. Your songs are always in the top 10 of my playlists!
This is so good im so glad youre feeding gumi and teto fans plz keep it up youre so talented🥹❤️💚🩷 having this song on repeat
I wish I could fall into the world of vocaloid
i am beginning to think that, possibly, you know what we wanna hear
it's..... absolute cinema......... *a single tear gracefully falls down my face*
Jaime cooking with this one, per usual. Cinema, as always.
JAMIE PAIGE?? AND BIRD MOTIFS??? AND FRUSTRATION WITH REPETITION AND STAGNATION??? TAILORED TO MEEEE THANK YOU FOR THE FOOD
so sick! i used to peep your sound cloud back in the heavy sound clown days (i still miss some of those mashups), ive always loved the chords you pick. Excited to listen to this album!
This channel needs more subscribers
Definely emotional! Gumi sounds very good!! 💚🩷
とても好きな曲です
素晴らしい作品をありがとうございます
I thought this song was suicidal but it ended up listening to my heart LOL
I don't understand how you keep doing this! It's incredible!
i love how jamieP's music videos are just as beautiful as the songs themselves
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC!! 💖💖💖
This is the only vocaloid artist that i enjoy
I really love the bass line on this, it's funky, with a tone that reminds me of Jumper era Capsule. The song sounds like a circle to me, which is something I seek out in songs. Great work!
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH AHHH THANK YOU!!! 💚💚✨✨
I listened to this again and it made me cry. I know this probably wasn't the intention when you produced it but it reflected a lot of my feelings of irrelevance as a music producer compared to most of my peers so it hit me pretty hard. Truly beautiful piece of music. You have my utmost respect.
Aw hell yeah its Jamie time
I’m not much of a music person but I listened to this yesterday and came back to realize it only has 18k views. Absolutely criminal.
EDIT: A day later. 28k views. Better. Also, the song, won’t leave my head.
Damn I teared up
ahh this was amazing!! youre definitely one of my favourite producers rn. i can't wait for the album :)
I really like these mvs
when im in a making 4 of the most emotionally impactful vsynth songs of 2024 competition and my oponent is JamieP
I think this is my new fav of all ur songs!!!
Obsessed w the flute + humming motif..... oguhugohhh another banger from jamieP
living in a music renaissance is so cool, thank you jamie
i can see a lot of similarities between this and machine love and its making me very very happy
Her low range sounds so good too! I love how this sounds like a song a real person would sing.