I don't understand why Most of the time I'm living my life all wrong I felt nothing at all The freedom of the fall My smile is on the backseat, the back wall Watch me as I go and separate the ones that I am made to love and hate And slowly counting down my body weight I'm tired I'm tired I can do things No human can do I can doubt myself and then I'll doubt you That's nothing new Watch me as I go and separate the ones that I am made to love and hate And slowly counting down my body weight I'm tired Watch me as I go and separate the ones that I am made to love and hate And slowly counting down my body weight I'm tired I'm tired And the stars, they look like little mice To me, I am my only vice Sat on a dead man's bench The sun cools my neck It covers my skin The earth pulls me back How 'bout that? Watch me as I go and separate the ones that I am made to love and hate And slowly counting down my body weight I'm tired Watch me as I go and separate the ones that I am made to love and hate And slowly counting down my body weight I'm tired I'm tired
i’m autistic and music is the only thing in the world that i feel like i can understand. doing regular things gets super exhausting as they are too loud and aggressive, and everyday when i come home and lie on my bed i feel like i’m never gonna be able to get up again cause i’m so tired. this song is the one that’s giving me the comfort i need today - knowing that i’m not alone. feeling inadequate is hard, but i guess some of the most beautiful things in the world come from that
There migth be multiple reasons a person listens this Some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep, to those poeple: leave the comments and get rest, you deserve. Sleep well Some are lonely or are feeling sad, to those peple: all pain ends eventually, the Good Will come son enough, you cand o this. Some may be studyin, to those people: leave the comments, i wish you Good luck, you’re going to do amazing. Some cant stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. To those people: take a Deep breath in. Noe exhale, now just say: im fine, i Will be fine, im in control, im ok. To any who is Reading this right now, i love you, and so many others. You have nothing to worry about. Take a breath and appreciate the Good things about this world. Everithing is and Will be ok. You’ve got this.
The sad thing is, I found myself in more than just one of the people you write about. And so I have multiple reasons to thank you. Thank you for giving me a small thing to hold onto for a second, because I don't always have some bigger things. Take care of yourself and stay such a gorgeous person. x
Thank you for that. From your words and your way of thinking it shows that you are a very thoughtful and “deep” thinking person. I just want to say that you deserve to be okay and happy too and i hope you will be 🖤
Been listening to this song since it came out and it has never left my playlist. No doubt in my top 5 of favorite songs ever. Hard to believe it only has half a million views after 5 years; it deserves so much more.
This song still makes me cry, everyone is giving their own interpretation so I thought I'd chime in, I associate this with my eating disorder. I've had a binge eating disorder for years that's caused me to lose and gain weight drastically over the years and it's very heavy. Pair that with deep existential fears that never really go away leads me to connecting with this song very closely.
My fiance passed from cancer 2 weeks ago. She introduced me to Billie and this song reminds me so much of her and her battles. I imagine at some point I'll be able to listen without crying but for now it gets me every time. I'll always love you Danielle, rest easy my darling 💔
the reason I listen to this is to battle the person who hurt me. the man who manipulated me constantly and made me stay around and who would constantly force himself on me. I thank god I got myself out of there. I used to listen to this song almost every night and every time he hurt me. I used to feel sick to my stomach to the thought of hearing this again. I now use it to my advantage because I'm taking back the things that made me happy. the things that made me, me. I am not what happened to me. I am better than him and the things he did.
Hey. A few days ago I came home from work and broke into my apartment to find my close friend and roommate overdosed. She's been in a coma for two days. I found your song on that day and it reminded me of her, so eerily... We are both diagnosed with BPD. Your lyrics have described her state prior to her suicide attempt so cohesively. As i read out loud and sing this song I feel so close to her, thank you for that!! Ive decided to post a comment because the emotion is so strong. Hold tight people
@@estefanieveliz4365 Hi everyone, my friend is okay, she made it through. We are both doing good, studying and working, however we are not close as we used to be. Thank you for asking and sorry I am seeing this only now!! Much love
Holy shit I thought this song had been around for llike a decade and that I'd liked Billie Marten forever... how was she only 18 here wtf this is so good
This video should have been a million views..what is happening with humanity? The song is just so soothing to my soul and I bet the same for people reading this too
I don’t understand how this and her other songs don’t have more views :( So unique and such a gorgeous voice. 💜 been listening to her for three years now!
I've been looking forward for this day and I can't believe it's finally here! Didn't thought it was possible for your songs to get better, but I was SO wrong! Amazing ❤️
Painting pictures from my memory, empty vases broken glass. My past would never last, taken it to me I sit and breathe out. Feels like the oceans against me, crash down. I let go of you bc the pain was mine. States and boundaries, I cross all the line. Fine, only want I have to pay. No money, I don’t care give it all away. Looking for the light of day in a dark room, forgive me I spoke to soon. Step into the darkness only guided by the moon and the fumes that drive me. Highly concentrated chemicals in my brain tell me everything will be the same. I deny, I’m the one to change.
This has such a Buffy the Vampire Slayer soundtrack sound🥰 This song pulls up all my younger year feelings and brings me to tears. My favorite song and the best song I've heard I many years.
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2020 and we're still here... So underrated...
GGswiftie13 fr
i would be anyone’s best friend if they listened to billie martin at my school
YESSSS
Still in 2021 xD
Still 2021
I don't understand why
Most of the time
I'm living my life all wrong
I felt nothing at all
The freedom of the fall
My smile is on the backseat, the back wall
Watch me as I go and separate the ones that I am made to love and hate
And slowly counting down my body weight
I'm tired
I'm tired
I can do things
No human can do
I can doubt myself and then I'll doubt you
That's nothing new
Watch me as I go and separate the ones that I am made to love and hate
And slowly counting down my body weight
I'm tired
Watch me as I go and separate the ones that I am made to love and hate
And slowly counting down my body weight
I'm tired
I'm tired
And the stars, they look like little mice
To me, I am my only vice
Sat on a dead man's bench
The sun cools my neck
It covers my skin
The earth pulls me back
How 'bout that?
Watch me as I go and separate the ones that I am made to love and hate
And slowly counting down my body weight
I'm tired
Watch me as I go and separate the ones that I am made to love and hate
And slowly counting down my body weight
I'm tired
I'm tired
Thank you.
What does it all mean? Teenage angst?
soulphaze thank you. I love her lyrics so much
i’m autistic and music is the only thing in the world that i feel like i can understand. doing regular things gets super exhausting as they are too loud and aggressive, and everyday when i come home and lie on my bed i feel like i’m never gonna be able to get up again cause i’m so tired. this song is the one that’s giving me the comfort i need today - knowing that i’m not alone. feeling inadequate is hard, but i guess some of the most beautiful things in the world come from that
There migth be multiple reasons a person listens this
Some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep, to those poeple: leave the comments and get rest, you deserve. Sleep well
Some are lonely or are feeling sad, to those peple: all pain ends eventually, the Good Will come son enough, you cand o this.
Some may be studyin, to those people: leave the comments, i wish you Good luck, you’re going to do amazing.
Some cant stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. To those people: take a Deep breath in. Noe exhale, now just say: im fine, i Will be fine, im in control, im ok.
To any who is Reading this right now, i love you, and so many others. You have nothing to worry about. Take a breath and appreciate the Good things about this world. Everithing is and Will be ok. You’ve got this.
The sad thing is, I found myself in more than just one of the people you write about. And so I have multiple reasons to thank you. Thank you for giving me a small thing to hold onto for a second, because I don't always have some bigger things.
Take care of yourself and stay such a gorgeous person. x
Thank you for that. From your words and your way of thinking it shows that you are a very thoughtful and “deep” thinking person. I just want to say that you deserve to be okay and happy too and i hope you will be 🖤
❤
I am studying thanks bro ur amazing 😊😊😊😊😊❤❤
@Tedy M. G. hope everything is alright
Probably my all time favorite song. This song just hits different.
Eylül Çelik me too♥️
türke rastlamak sasırttı
y wudnt li m8
@@omergokbayrak7304 her yerdeyiz :)
This song is worthy of being a favorite!!!!
Been listening to this song since it came out and it has never left my playlist. No doubt in my top 5 of favorite songs ever. Hard to believe it only has half a million views after 5 years; it deserves so much more.
Same. Same. It's sooooooo beautiful. I wish it had gotten a music video.
This song still makes me cry, everyone is giving their own interpretation so I thought I'd chime in, I associate this with my eating disorder. I've had a binge eating disorder for years that's caused me to lose and gain weight drastically over the years and it's very heavy. Pair that with deep existential fears that never really go away leads me to connecting with this song very closely.
To me, this song is about anxiety and feeling like you have to fit in and how exhausting and depressing it is.
My fiance passed from cancer 2 weeks ago. She introduced me to Billie and this song reminds me so much of her and her battles. I imagine at some point I'll be able to listen without crying but for now it gets me every time. I'll always love you Danielle, rest easy my darling 💔
❤
Saw Billie live some weeks ago she is so nice to us even learn some turkish words and her voice even better on concert.
the reason I listen to this is to battle the person who hurt me. the man who manipulated me constantly and made me stay around and who would constantly force himself on me. I thank god I got myself out of there. I used to listen to this song almost every night and every time he hurt me. I used to feel sick to my stomach to the thought of hearing this again. I now use it to my advantage because I'm taking back the things that made me happy. the things that made me, me. I am not what happened to me. I am better than him and the things he did.
I am so sorry to hear that. Hope you're in a better place. You are loved 💕
Hey. A few days ago I came home from work and broke into my apartment to find my close friend and roommate overdosed. She's been in a coma for two days. I found your song on that day and it reminded me of her, so eerily... We are both diagnosed with BPD. Your lyrics have described her state prior to her suicide attempt so cohesively. As i read out loud and sing this song I feel so close to her, thank you for that!! Ive decided to post a comment because the emotion is so strong. Hold tight people
How is your friend? ♡∞
Holy shit, is she ok? x
Is your friend okay?? I hope u guys are doing well xo
@@estefanieveliz4365 Hi everyone, my friend is okay, she made it through. We are both doing good, studying and working, however we are not close as we used to be. Thank you for asking and sorry I am seeing this only now!! Much love
Is so easy to cry with you Billie
😔
OMG YESSSSS
RIGHTTTTT
You are so underrated tho :(
Yes. Finally... Waited so friggin long. I just love your voice. So soothing...
I will still love and revisit this song when I'm 80 years old.
It really does hit different.
Holy shit I thought this song had been around for llike a decade and that I'd liked Billie Marten forever... how was she only 18 here wtf this is so good
What a lovely song, and such beautifully violent lyrics that are truly meaningful. I've always loved your music and this song is no exception.
There must be a huge misunderstanding....HOW CAN SOMEONE SO TALENTED BE HIDDEN LIKE THAT?
exactly!!! it’s sweet having her be a hidden gem but also she deserves a lot of recognition
One of my favourite songs in my life. Thank you Billie 💐
This video should have been a million views..what is happening with humanity? The song is just so soothing to my soul and I bet the same for people reading this too
agree
So raw and unapologetically honest LOVE IT!
You don't understand how much I needed this. Perfectly just describes things that I can't put into words. Thank you Billie
I stumbled acrossed ur track on spotify and I'm so grateful that I did! It's so melodic! I love it! Gets stuck in my head a lot! 😍
Same!!
All of her songs are amazing
How do you make me feel this way every single time?
Why is she so underrated?!? Omg her voice and this song is just perfect I’m obsessed
Banger!!!
I don’t understand how this and her other songs don’t have more views :( So unique and such a gorgeous voice. 💜 been listening to her for three years now!
SHE'S BACK!
This is the best song ive heard in a long time
only billie could pull off the delicacy of such a chorus that poetically
this. is. gold.
i'm in tears, i wait this for so long
bruh, her albums are worth listening!!!
Yesss finally new billie marten music 😍 love it
Such a beautiful song
This is the best song i’ve ever heard in my life! ✨🥰
Great song from a very talented singer who is so underrated.
Omg I’ve missed your voice and you so glad you are back ❤️
I just came back to this song after a year and am surprised it doesn't have more views yet? It's such a nostalgic vibe!!
This song enchants me
This deserves more attention. Going through a breakup right now and this song helps me sleep and shower by myself.
The more you listen to this, the more it hurts and heals each time.
Bille!!!!!!!! 가을에 너무나 잘 어울리는 언니야... 노래 내줘서 감사합니다ㅠㅠㅜㅠㅠㅠㅠ💕💕🙆
It's been a long time, but I'm so happy to hear your voice again ❤️
I love this so much. Billie has such a beautiful, mellow voice that brings so much joy and calmness to my life. Thank you Billie.
Stunning song, loved it ever since you played in Nijmegen☺️
One of the most underrated Artist of the century.
Been listening to your songs for over 4 years. Glad to hear an update from you!
Everytime this tune just describes my soul, no matter where i am or how life is going, it says everything i feel and am
I was waiting for this ,thank you ♡
I miss you, it's nice to hear that voice again
OH MY GOOOOOD A NEW SONG
I'm in love... Thanks Billie
500k On a song that isn't even a music video for a small time artist is amazing. Truly shows how wonderful this song is.
It deserves a billion views. It should have a music video.
soothing voice
That voice gives me chills, and they’re multi-plyin’!
I've been looking forward for this day and I can't believe it's finally here! Didn't thought it was possible for your songs to get better, but I was SO wrong! Amazing ❤️
Victor Oliveira IKR
One of my all time favorite artists ❤ every one her songs is the most beautiful thing I've ever heard
Alıp sürüklüyor düşüncelere ,huzur veriyor...
Gorgeous, chilled out vibes. Welcome back, Billie
Yessss hopefully this turns into an album!!!
absolutely beautiful & precious
Here before its big!🔥
Simply beautiful! Has been on "replay" for sure! So lovely, thank you! What a beautiful voice & bass/all involved x
Thank your Billie for sharing a piece of soul, a material so scarse these days
Thank you Billie 🥰 been listening to this album since you released it :)
Painting pictures from my memory, empty vases broken glass. My past would never last, taken it to me I sit and breathe out. Feels like the oceans against me, crash down. I let go of you bc the pain was mine. States and boundaries, I cross all the line. Fine, only want I have to pay. No money, I don’t care give it all away. Looking for the light of day in a dark room, forgive me I spoke to soon. Step into the darkness only guided by the moon and the fumes that drive me. Highly concentrated chemicals in my brain tell me everything will be the same. I deny, I’m the one to change.
Que música linda 😭❤❤❤
I just love your music and I’m so happy you’re back!
This song makes me flow so gooooood 🌊
I’m so obsessed with this song 🥺
I love you Billie Marten :>
I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO YOU NON STOP I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH
Thank you, for the words that just embody everything.
im so happy to hear something new from her
Bimby is that u? Haha
JR Salada HAHAHAHAHA
@@ShiroPringles fan din pala si bimby ni billie marten hahaha
Im in loveee with this song atm!
Eu já não aguentava mais esperar
Primeira br que vejo que ouve billie marten
Ahhhh BR ♡
Idem! 💙
Vocês são os ÚNICOS que conheci até agora ❤️
Billie é vida
Hayzee just covered this and glad she did, it's a beautiful song! wanted to hear the original, thank you for this song
2021 still here i love her so much
This has such a Buffy the Vampire Slayer soundtrack sound🥰 This song pulls up all my younger year feelings and brings me to tears. My favorite song and the best song I've heard I many years.
this is so great
i could cry listening to this-
lagu-lagu kamu bukan dinyanyikan,mereka terdengar seperti dibisikan ke dalam hati.. luv !
In the words of Etta James...AT LAST!!!!
Best song best voice
Eu amo essa música 💜
I love your music 💕💕💕 please come to Brazil 😊
YESSS NEW MUSIC
This song... So human.
Please re-release this song with a music video, Billie. It's SO good.
I love this song
Please come play in America!
Come to Brazil pls I Love you 😍
So touching inspiring music i use for studying and sleeping every day
Can't wait to hear music from Billie!
Hello those who has a good music taste:)
Absolute poetry, your voice is silky and very emotional.
Is there an instrumental version? I really need to sing it 😍
wow ... tired voice .. remind me of classic 50s songs !