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  • Опубликовано: 12 янв 2025

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  • @TiffanyMcNeish
    @TiffanyMcNeish 21 день назад +634

    2024 was also the longest year of my life - glad to finally hear someone else say that rather than telling me "wow it all flew by"

    • @benonaru
      @benonaru 20 дней назад +13

      me too! a little shorter than 10 lives but yeah

    • @JuanGil-c6n
      @JuanGil-c6n 17 дней назад +3

      it was pretty short though, the last 5 years have flown by

    • @TiffanyMcNeish
      @TiffanyMcNeish 17 дней назад +12

      @@JuanGil-c6n it flew by from your perspective, a perspective you may share with many other people, but not everyone experienced that time period in the same way you did.

    • @JuanGil-c6n
      @JuanGil-c6n 17 дней назад +3

      ​@@TiffanyMcNeish i'm not saying it was fun, just that it flew by, the last 5 years sucked, but i held on to the expectation in hope that things would get better and pushed through.
      had they felt slower it would've been 5 years of hell, i'd still be here, but i'd be a different person.

    • @TiffanyMcNeish
      @TiffanyMcNeish 17 дней назад +3

      @@JuanGil-c6n i hope things continue to feel better for you, i'm sorry you've had such a difficult time. thank you for sharing.

  • @twinkincarnate
    @twinkincarnate 16 дней назад +245

    RUclips bro, thank you for recommending mainly small channels lately, the gems I'm discovering are quite literally life changing. This video has altered the way I perceive a lot of things, that may sound dramatic but I honestly don't care, it's true! 2024 has certainly been.. a year, to say the least, I am ready for change. Grateful for your art, in all it's forms

  • @corncobbob2326
    @corncobbob2326 15 дней назад +91

    "I've probably lived like 10 lives in 2024."
    This speaks to me with each section of the year I lived being more painful than the last. Hope 2025 is nice to you.

  • @MilkForASnack
    @MilkForASnack 21 день назад +208

    I record myself talking about dreams. I have maybe 200 and a half or so now. I slowed up a bit. Funny, often I really get a better feel on how it fades from memory. Like "some guy with my voice is talking about something I don't remember" And sometimes...it is an utter bore to listen to! And other times, it is just something fun to do.

    • @foogriffy
      @foogriffy 21 день назад +18

      ive kept dream journals on and off for about 5 years. i think this basic habit alone can, without any effort beyond curiosity, change a person for the better. it's introspection made fun and trippy

    • @melibeeart
      @melibeeart  20 дней назад +35

      I have like 20 incredibly vivid dreams that I can remember from throughout my life but recently I’ve been having more of them so I decided to write all of them down 🤓 it’s fun to record the little stories our brains feed us when we’re sleeping trying to process our experiences

    • @hydrophobicbathtowel6816
      @hydrophobicbathtowel6816 19 дней назад +2

      @@MilkForASnack writing helps solidify memory. You may have a stronger connection if you write rather than record. I can remember full dreams from ten to twenty years ago just by writing down bullet points.

    • @alexchipka6126
      @alexchipka6126 19 дней назад +1

      I wanna do it in theory but if I wake up I'm usually tired and just wanna go back to sleep lol

    • @MilkForASnack
      @MilkForASnack 18 дней назад +1

      @@hydrophobicbathtowel6816 Heck yeah! I forgot about my written ones! They are more fun to read than to listen to the recordings also. But sometimes the dream seriously starts fading right when I wake up so I must hurry!

  • @studentsteph
    @studentsteph 20 дней назад +189

    nah bruh i may have stumbled across one of the greatest small youtube channels of all time full glaze

    • @Av13408
      @Av13408 20 дней назад +15

      Small youtube is the best thing I've come across fr

    • @filmkonstrukteur
      @filmkonstrukteur 20 дней назад +1

      @@Av13408 Indeed!

    • @nube.999
      @nube.999 6 дней назад

      My exact thoughts!

  • @hystericaltears
    @hystericaltears 20 дней назад +105

    i started dream analyzing some months ago. reading man and his symbols by jung currently.. seeing the imagery our unconscious creates is so surreal. trying to derive meaning from the obscure symbolism is also fun

    • @hystericaltears
      @hystericaltears 20 дней назад +3

      something i love is being in my waking life and seeing a motif/object irl and being transported back to a certain dream. like no one else has ever seen this, so sacred

    • @Nobody-Nowhere
      @Nobody-Nowhere 18 дней назад +2

      Self-analysis is impossible, dreams are exactly there to cover up egodystonic desires. So you end up analyzing them exactly to be something egosyntonic. There are no universal symbols in dreams that you could just easily analyze.
      In 1890 Freud wrote the book The Interpretation of Dreams. That might be much more interesting than Jungs stuff.

    • @hystericaltears
      @hystericaltears 18 дней назад

      @@Nobody-Nowhere while dreams can cover up those desires they arent that shallow and go much deeper. Of course ive had dreams so absurd I can't seem to deduce a message. But there are others who show me something I need to pay more mind to in an esoteric way. Sometimes the meaning comes to me months after, and those symbols you speak of, are hard to analyze. Dream analyzing isnt easy, but it can certainly be done. Jung points out in the book he disagreed much with what Freud believed about dreams. Jung took them for something much deeper and meaningful and so do I. I'll have to read that book eventually to see another take on the meaning of dreams, thanks for the rec

    • @commenteroftruth9790
      @commenteroftruth9790 17 дней назад +4

      @@Nobody-Nowhere self analysis is impossible? wild statement.

    • @Metamerist625
      @Metamerist625 16 дней назад +1

      Oooh man that is a GREAT book, I read it years ago and still think about it.

  • @tana-gusto
    @tana-gusto 20 дней назад +57

    this was the tipping point for me, you really made me feel i could just share my thoughts and find people who would be interested/resonate. thank you for the push

  • @unsupremebeing1113
    @unsupremebeing1113 20 дней назад +38

    I aspire to be as thoughtful and creative as you. It's so soothing yet captivating to hear your perspectives on things. It's comforting, even when your thoughts are maybe a little twisted lol

    • @melibeeart
      @melibeeart  20 дней назад +3

      👁️‍🗨️👁️‍🗨️

  • @emilyawood
    @emilyawood 16 дней назад +9

    I love this. We need more artists explaining their thought process rather than just a mechanical tutorial or an image without context. We used to value books about the way of famous artists and if you know how to search archives they’re still out there, but social media has really stripped that from us. You’ve proven that social media can be an incredible tool to leverage and I’m grateful that you aren’t afraid to use it.

  • @ella-th1hx
    @ella-th1hx 9 дней назад +12

    i never leave comments but i loved this video. for any readers seeing this i'd recommend the manifestos of surrealism by andre breton. i believe he wrote it in the 1930s (ish) and wanted to highlight the importance of the imagination, subconscious, and dreams. eg. he criticises a lot of fiction for being too literal, by describing scenes in immense detail and leaving little room for creative interpretation (influenced by the subconscious). he also wrote one of my fav novels called nadja, which really embodies this dream-like state

  • @eyes1168
    @eyes1168 8 дней назад +9

    THE SONG IN THE BEGINNING IS SO GOOD HOLY SHIT

    • @DIYDSP
      @DIYDSP 4 дня назад

      yeah is that this lady's band? what is that band!

    • @thaisramos7330
      @thaisramos7330 4 дня назад

      @@DIYDSP its a band called "slow pulp" and im pretty sure the song playing is "high"

  • @theboringbiker
    @theboringbiker 19 дней назад +17

    Approaching art autonomously is truly an honest approach, I feel the same for music

    • @JuanGil-c6n
      @JuanGil-c6n 19 дней назад +7

      it only works if you have some foundation in art/music, otherwise you can't convert it into something valuable.
      the autonomous approach draws from the chaos, which you then give form and refine, its in the refinement that you see the beauty of it come out.

    • @Eikorunu
      @Eikorunu 17 дней назад +3

      wdym autonomously?

  • @magnuserror9305
    @magnuserror9305 15 дней назад +7

    Dreams are windows into how we both perceive and interact with the world. But not on some cosmic deeper level.
    I for instance have played video games my entire life, and as such my dreams have video game mechanics in them. Such as saving and pausing, as well as feeling a controller in my hands sometimes.
    I also find that dreams allow you to understand the many selves that define you. They're not subconscious, they're conscious. Its just that while awake you dont naturally separate. But in dreams you can, as well as when your under the influence of certain drugs, like shrooms.

  • @darkplague1207
    @darkplague1207 15 дней назад +5

    I used to draw the shadow people i see at the couner of my eyes now i only really draw myself and to see someone like you is very refreshing, thank you for sharing

  • @mmel420
    @mmel420 5 дней назад +1

    Ive been scared of making art for so long now. as a child, it came to me so naturally but as I grew up, I felt like I constantly had voyeurs, separate entities in my mind that I needed to appease when doing anything really. It was and is so crippling to feel like you're constantly being watched and judged even in private. I am so sick of my main motivation being to gain other people's attention; it has truly robbed me of living authentically. But I am working through it through therapy and slowly learning to just do things for the sake of doing them. This resonated with me so thank you for sharing!

  • @SquamataReptile
    @SquamataReptile 20 дней назад +23

    Thank you for adding your own subtitles, I love when people do that.
    Also, this video is awesome. Very creatively inspiring for me and your voice and demeanour is so cool. I hope you have a good day.

  • @beni6989
    @beni6989 20 дней назад +42

    I feel like the chosen one having this mythical video recommended to me. I’ll be thinking about it a lot.

  • @GrayBaker-ck9qt
    @GrayBaker-ck9qt 16 дней назад +20

    this video goes hard, my dreams have become super vivid the past couple weeks, and I think I'm going to start documenting them in someway
    also the drawings are dope af

  • @viagracey
    @viagracey 21 день назад +219

    watching this on ketamine and this shit is wild yo

  • @gunnargrubbs3123
    @gunnargrubbs3123 21 день назад +13

    This is one of my favorite RUclips channels. Love throwing a new upload on while doing the dishes. Everything you discuss is very relatable to me and validating to hear. Thanks for sharing 🤍

  • @sunnyjim6077
    @sunnyjim6077 21 день назад +4

    this is a gem, loved how the jump cuts and how you spoke added to the atmosphere when you talked about your dreams. and your art is really involved too.

  • @jay.p.w
    @jay.p.w 17 дней назад +3

    Im halfway through my first year of art college and I have to say, the way you talk and work and express your thoughts makes me feel less alone and unusual. This year has been so brain expanding but "living multiple lives " is such a beautiful way to put it. Thank you ❤

  • @garfieldsmaryjane
    @garfieldsmaryjane 18 дней назад +11

    2024 has been a lonnggggg year of dreams, roots from buried memories unveil in mine now

  • @voidnoire7256
    @voidnoire7256 15 дней назад +2

    Thanks for sharing this. You're my kind of person. I hope you keep doing your thing dude, you're making the world a more beautiful place to be in with your art.

  • @DepressedLaughter
    @DepressedLaughter 15 дней назад +2

    This is one of those channels you're ecstatic to get in early on, where you binge each of the videos already released

  • @chiipfunk
    @chiipfunk 14 дней назад

    This video helped me ease the stress and spiraling-induced tension that's all around my eyes, in my jaw, and the headache that's been boiling behind my forehead. Thank you ★

  • @colorblockpoprocks6973
    @colorblockpoprocks6973 15 дней назад +1

    ofc being dissociative doesnt help, but it feels like... idk, I was around for all of 2024. it dragged on. i finally held down a job the whole year, paid my bills on time every time. but, every now and then, there are like... days, weeks, where time feels like it stands still as I try to work everything out. even when it doesnt. the world around me periodically seemed to stop existing so i could breathe. so i could think. and it felt lonely during those times, yet so serene. kind of scary, but reinvigorating at the same time. it would be like i lived a whole year of clarity in those couple of days, suddenly more equipped than last week to handle the daily trials, when time resumes and it all marches forward. the year felt like it went by in the blink of an eye, as long as i'm looking at the parts that i'm not currently in. introspective moments feel everlasting when i'm in them, but brief and hard to remember when back in the slog. somehow i feel like i lived multiple years within 2024, but nested inside each other in a way that doesnt breach containment of the calendar dates???

  • @backprints
    @backprints 4 дня назад

    i love being able to experience other peoples experiences
    thank you :)

  • @buzyparticals3753
    @buzyparticals3753 20 дней назад +5

    Your subconscious looks rad

  • @Av13408
    @Av13408 20 дней назад +2

    This past month so much has just hit me like a brick and I'm questioning everything yet again so thanks for sharing this! Glad I came across this

  • @Just_Beboy
    @Just_Beboy 15 дней назад +1

    Thank you for posting this very HUMAN video. Just stream of consciousness and the empty bits left behind. Your introspection has been contagious and I'm glad RUclips recommended this to me. Two years ago I was in such a similar era, asking the questions that you're asking and pursuing the intricacies of myself. I don't know what happened to that me, and now I'm wondering why I stopped.

  • @katherinequinnfilms
    @katherinequinnfilms 21 день назад +1

    I always feel so enlightened by listening to your thoughts

  • @waltz45621
    @waltz45621 20 дней назад +1

    thank you for sharing your art and your journey, I feel less alone

  • @brendangrieshaber9886
    @brendangrieshaber9886 20 дней назад +3

    Unbelievably fire video, have been thinking about doing these things for a while, very inspiring

    • @brendangrieshaber9886
      @brendangrieshaber9886 20 дней назад +2

      It’s a little hard tho, cuz I’m not even a little “good” at any form of art, all I’ve ever been good at is sports and math. Tho there is much art in these things as well, it’s hard to use them as form of self expression. Interestingly though the way I attack problems in math and scenarios in sports do bear a lot of similarities to how I react in the rest of my life. Much to think about, but excited to become less “bad” at art

  • @MCracknell
    @MCracknell 16 дней назад

    I super agree with the 'longest year of my life', everything just seemed to drag on and on whilst everyone around me sped past.

  • @j_j8758
    @j_j8758 18 дней назад +5

    You are so creative and beautiful. Glad I stumbled across this

  • @SunsetJuju
    @SunsetJuju 16 дней назад

    thank you for sharing this. i think this will help a lot of people understand a little bit more about themselves, introspectively.

  • @blueandmoodyart
    @blueandmoodyart 7 дней назад

    so so inspiring. this video has made me want to challenge my own creative process. thank you for this.

  • @jonathanbergendahl7517
    @jonathanbergendahl7517 7 дней назад

    Thank you for sharing. Beautiful. Good luck on your journey.

  • @ChristmindSKY
    @ChristmindSKY 11 дней назад +1

    Damn girl, you a whole rockstar 😍

  • @capristone
    @capristone 17 дней назад +1

    im very inspired by this video.. im so jealous that you got to see slowdive! i love how you edited your video to the concert audio, i also did that in one of my vids! it feels more like im experiencing your moment. this makes me want to paint my dreams - i had one very vivid one in an expansive pink desert while it was pouring rain, there was a volcano erupting in the distance with giant white birds flying from it to come eat me alive. im not sure what meaning that has but it may be worth it to explore :) keep making what you make

  • @ChristmindSKY
    @ChristmindSKY 11 дней назад

    Your artwork is like the artwork in my head but never seen someone actually make it.

  • @ArksMirror
    @ArksMirror 13 дней назад

    True work of art, thank you for this

  • @rosemadelynvlogs
    @rosemadelynvlogs 13 дней назад

    Instantly subscribed. Art is so amazing and I've been in kind of a creative block for a really long time. I stopped making my own RUclips videos, I stopped writing songs, I basically have a hard time believing in myself anymore. But I really want to search deeper into myself to discover what I can truly do with my creativity that I know
    Is still there. I also went to see Slowdive in November! It was one of the most beautiful moments of my year just hearing the music go straight to my soul 💗

  • @marezine7890
    @marezine7890 12 дней назад +1

    Maybe it's the way you edit your videos, but something about the way you talk. It's just giving the teenager in a surreal horror story. The way you don't have any pauses, in your speech, there is no time to breathe. It's just an experience. It's almost like you don't need to breathe. Trying to move along to tell us everything. Definitely sends the message home.
    Very nice video, very interesting thought process

  • @Evelyndijkstra
    @Evelyndijkstra 17 дней назад

    You are inspiring. The pieces you made with letting go and be more in the flow are lovely

  • @myrto3494
    @myrto3494 20 дней назад +1

    this is an incredible video, and you really verbalize a lot of things that i feel. also your art is really good !! and i really aspire to be as contemplative as you are

  • @alang.bandala8863
    @alang.bandala8863 8 дней назад

    Now THIS is art

  • @daymare0
    @daymare0 14 дней назад

    This video feels like a poem

  • @o7_matt
    @o7_matt 9 дней назад

    holy fuck i love your art, the way you colour shit is acc so magnificent it heals my soul

  • @pliktl
    @pliktl 17 дней назад +1

    yo~ i like the way you express. imma stick around and listen to you babble because it lets my brain open up. i like that you don't stick to a singular string of consciousness (because who the eff actually thinks on a singular track?) and just go with the flow. flow is one of the trickiest things to get into, and you are a natural. i hope to own one of your pieces in the future.

  • @chucky29949
    @chucky29949 18 дней назад +3

    they dont want anyone to know, but you can just build a subwoofer/buy an amp and feel chest shaking bass whenever u want
    my recurring dream from childhood was coming upon a traincrash, looking through it and seeing a goblin-like figure with a glowing white-green egg. Always seemed a bit evil like the train was keeping it contained and now its going to spread... anyways lol nice video

  • @impe001
    @impe001 15 дней назад +1

    3:04 this is called Pareidolia, it is common to everyone but some people do recognise faces where there isn't because they have a higher sense of this human pattern recognition, or you have magic powers idk. but in my opinion having magic power is cooler so you should start doing ritual and stuff, one life.

  • @zee2105
    @zee2105 10 дней назад

    what a beautifully honest video..

  • @misterboyo4785
    @misterboyo4785 17 дней назад

    glad you’re posting again 🫶

  • @Sean_Jaggers
    @Sean_Jaggers 13 дней назад

    Seeing faces in patterns can be paradolia

  • @nancycortez2399
    @nancycortez2399 14 дней назад

    this was not for me at the mood i’m at right now, but i’m glad i watched the whole thing.

  • @moonk990
    @moonk990 17 дней назад +1

    3:22 same!! But the year went unimaginably fast

  • @Riverio
    @Riverio 4 дня назад

    I think i may have just found my new favourite youtuber!

  • @Vega_Reflex
    @Vega_Reflex 21 день назад +7

    Having my toughest times in a life and this pure bliss appeared on a main RUclips page
    Thank you

  • @russellwiitala9733
    @russellwiitala9733 20 дней назад +1

    I like that you aren’t a drone like the majority of humanity. But that is the both the blessing and curse of the artist.

  • @AlfredSoul
    @AlfredSoul 21 день назад +6

    I love this art and the process that leads to it. I find myself exploring my dreams and abstract memories for art as well.

  • @random.oddities
    @random.oddities 19 дней назад +2

    I once had a dream that I took a shower with a sycamore

  • @TomoyoTatar
    @TomoyoTatar 13 дней назад

    2024 was hell; I need to start putting myself in uncomfortable places. The art you said you would scan is beautiful imo. ❤

  • @lalaland2107
    @lalaland2107 17 дней назад

    Oh, I like these kind of videos!
    Also, super cool that you jot down your dreams. I wish to do that, but I forget them so quickly unless they are super vivid and realistic, which are rare.
    God bless! ❤❤❤

  • @dygpnth
    @dygpnth 14 дней назад

    this is awesome. love sugar for the pill

  • @Chalie_Sheel
    @Chalie_Sheel 20 дней назад

    The art is amazing and I'm really interested in the dream analysis. In the past I ruled dreams out as being related to the subconscious but I never really analyzed them maybe I'll give it another try.

  • @cleogreene-rd6lz
    @cleogreene-rd6lz 15 дней назад

    Im just starting my journey of putting myself in uncomfortable situations and im scared for what 2025 is going to look like.
    My 2024 has been so insightful so far. Ive learnt so much about myself but ive also done way too many drugs.

  • @Maria-xe1hy
    @Maria-xe1hy 20 дней назад +1

    Slowdive concert! (Incredible video, i love your mind)

  • @cykes5124
    @cykes5124 3 дня назад

    Dreams are not "subconscious". Dreams often don't mean anything. They mean whatever you want to give them, even infinity. Thats why you can get lost in it.

  • @AtomicF0x
    @AtomicF0x 15 дней назад

    Years definitely feel longer when documentation of some kind takes place throughout the year itself. I've been keeping a year log since 2008; I write down anything new or interesting that happens to me---and sometimes put a specific date on it too if it _really_ sticks with me.

  • @ScoundrelousMoose
    @ScoundrelousMoose 20 дней назад +1

    I totally relate on the ten lifetimes in one year feeling, but we're grateful in the end, right? Commonplace notebook has saved my sanity, hope it serves you well!

  • @hanshanson7156
    @hanshanson7156 16 дней назад

    Its so freaking strange to basically find a copy of myself, the only difference being another gender.
    Like so surreal, I basically had the exact same thoughts some time ago. I gotta sit down after this one ngl

  • @pretzz3l
    @pretzz3l 20 дней назад +1

    this is the typa stuff that goes viral ten years after it gets posted (saying this in a very positive way)

  • @Nobody-Nowhere
    @Nobody-Nowhere 18 дней назад +2

    Instead of Jung, you should look into Freud. Dream analysis is a big part of psychoanalysis.

  • @abeckorilla
    @abeckorilla 3 дня назад

    I love this video

  • @phoenixdavida8987
    @phoenixdavida8987 18 дней назад +1

    We all have darkness. Jungian psychology is cool.

  • @mishab4065
    @mishab4065 15 дней назад

    love Slow Pulp!!

  • @PatrickBatemanPierceAndPierce
    @PatrickBatemanPierceAndPierce 17 дней назад +1

    Impressive, very nice.

  • @ThereIsNoHorseInTheAtlas
    @ThereIsNoHorseInTheAtlas 20 дней назад +1

    I’m so happy you exist
    That means I exist too

  • @ririsdollyeyes
    @ririsdollyeyes 20 дней назад +5

    hello, what is the song in the intro pls? ty

  • @bododird
    @bododird 20 дней назад

    rare slow pulp appreciator

    • @methheadmelodics1997
      @methheadmelodics1997 16 дней назад

      Do you by any chance know the name of the slow pulp song in the beginning?

    • @bododird
      @bododird 16 дней назад

      @@methheadmelodics1997 High :]

  • @davidbroomstick3376
    @davidbroomstick3376 19 дней назад

    Very Enlightening and I love it ❤ but yeah sometimes there are people in life the just change how you view the world

  • @EbbndFl0w
    @EbbndFl0w 17 дней назад

    I like your art.

  • @SmitzPNK
    @SmitzPNK 15 дней назад

    I remember when I was young and did a lot of mushrooms

  • @camilacerini645
    @camilacerini645 7 дней назад

    thank you

  • @violetgoesshopping
    @violetgoesshopping 6 дней назад

    followed for the title

  • @Ksar-c4u
    @Ksar-c4u 20 дней назад +1

    Thank u max calfield

  • @fabianarreolalopez892
    @fabianarreolalopez892 15 дней назад

    haha keep it going!
    inspiring!

  • @buzyparticals3753
    @buzyparticals3753 20 дней назад

    Actually found this very inspiring

  • @taodruidry
    @taodruidry 12 дней назад

    Thank you for sharing this😊🙏🏼 Sharing to my community page😊🙏🏼🙌🏼

  • @kuromi3z
    @kuromi3z 15 дней назад

    damn i wish we could be friends. we’d have crazy conversations id bet

  • @PrincelyForge
    @PrincelyForge 4 дня назад

    Mann I don't wanna be in love, but I think I am.

  • @Milan-cf1xe
    @Milan-cf1xe 8 дней назад

    Which kind of pencils did you use for the house painting?

  • @hannahabbott-e7r
    @hannahabbott-e7r 7 дней назад

    hey! would you share where you went to college/ what program did you take? and would you recommend it?

  • @prouddogowner
    @prouddogowner 19 дней назад +1

  • @julesoul
    @julesoul 21 день назад +3

    I feel like your teacher observed that there is something profound about what you express in your art. I do have to admit it is pretty cryptic lol, but at the same does it not resonate with something you already thought?
    Anyway you sound sane af girl, nice video 😤

  • @cloudnine4374
    @cloudnine4374 20 дней назад

    aha im always trying try to remember the faces (that arent really faces) places on my tub wall tiles. seena lotta cool cats tru dat

  • @gkmwheelspin1207
    @gkmwheelspin1207 20 дней назад

    Cool video i watched earlier this morning. Thanks for sharing

  • @christinabeck860
    @christinabeck860 4 дня назад

    Life isnt as deep as we wish it was lol