This is what I needed to hear today as a person in my 20s with BPD. It’s such a difficult thing to navigate and it’s extremely hard to change and better yourself, all while trying to navigate through life and relationships and hardships. This gives me hope that it does get better with time and effort and I can’t wait to see Malibu grow up within such a beautiful family. We all love you Trish and we want you to know how seen and heard and absolutely loved you are!
You get it! Let's keep our fingers crossed for her and all of us dealing with mental illness. It's a long road back to what some say is normalcy. It is hard but doable if we really search deep for it. 👍🥂🌹☮🤞🏼
Same, and I really hope you find it in yourself to be proud of your accomplishments, no matter how small they may seem. I have various mental illnesses and disorders and was misdiagnosed several times or straight up told to 'just get it together' by one of my parents *and* multiple therapists/psychiatrists. I treated my family, friends & exes in ways that were never intentionally toxic, I just couldn't understand my brain and why it flipped so fast from content to depressed, depressed to angry, and so on. I believe everyone deserves a second chance though, particularly those who didn't have all the answers before as to why they're behaving in certain ways, and seeing Trisha stay out of drama, be a fantastic mom to Malibu & live more peacefully gives me a hell of a lot of hope too. Hugs to you.
This is the video everyone wanted. A sit down ‘story time’ but candid and emotive. All the things I thought you were deep down, I finally see. Trisha, you have done well. It’s true, others can’t save you. If you don’t put in the work, it won’t happen. I’m glad you’re still here and are finally at peace. Your story resonates with me and will with many others. I am not a very teary person but yeah, crying some here! I think I may look into meditation. Thank-you xoxo
I feel like I've known you my forever, you were the first RUclipsr I ever watched when I was younger. I'm 19 now. I never was close with my mom, never had a sister, so I almost found comfort in you. You were older, beautiful, funny etc... you were my idol. You gave me a friend, I always felt alone. I watched you go through so many trials and tribulations and it taught me a lot, I always wished I could just give you a hug! Watching you become your true self, mature and all is genuinely so riveting to see. I stuck around and I'm glad I did. You're amazing trishy.. and you really have become a wonderful wife and mom. I hope you continue to feel loved and appreciated for many years to come!
This comment is so beautiful, thank you for sharing! I started watching her regularly in 2014 and I’ve been here ever since! So crazy how far she’s come
This comment makes me sooo happy! As someone who suffers a lot from generational trauma, it brings me happiness and hope when I see someone who is fighting hard to break the cycle especially with their children! I know it's hard, but you got this! I wish you all the best in your life ❤
Awe thank you for sharing your journey with us hun. I've been following you for yeeears and I feel like I've went through the bad stuff with you in my own life. I've started over SO many times and failed SO many times but in 2019 I started my spiritual/self love journey and life is soo unbelievably wonderful. I told myself that I will "fake it til I make it" and that I give main character vibes with my story and I will help others one day. I am a fixer but I've always tried fixing broken people who needed to fix themselves. Now I help single moms and their kids get back on their feet and back into the world. I found a beautiful and healthy outlet for my "fixer" mentality that doesn't get me hurt. Sending so much love and big warm hugs of strength to anyone thats just having a tough go.
Trish, it’s been such a treat to watch you grow into your true self these last 10 years. I started watching you in middle school and I am turning 21 in the next few months. It’s so inspiring to see how happy you are! You have a beautiful family and so much to be proud of 💖
I have a feeling Aaron Carter brought this video on. I used to really like him as a kid until I saw him nodding off driving with you in 2019, mean while he was saying he was sober I'm so glad you pulled yourself out if it that. I am so proud of you.
Its depressing that Aaron Carter is dead also the other man she got high with died a while ago 💔 I been a huge fan of Aaron Carter and felt like he was getting clean his last tiktok but you never know :/ I'm so grateful Trisha is still alive 🥺
Theres so many things you shared in this video that I completely relate to, drugs, crapy boyfriends and self destructive behavior😂I am seeing a therapist for depression and I'm thinking probably have some BPD issues. Because of YOU I'm going to start being willing to do dbt and just more therapy - Thank you Trisha for sharing your mental health journey 💖
I know you get a lot of hate Trish, but as someone who's followed your journey for years, it's truly inspiring to see you have everything you ever wanted finally. You're a beacon of hope imo for any girlies who have gone through trials and tribulations to show that things can get better. Thanks for sharing
It makes me so sad to hear about people hiding you in relationships. You are so insanely beautiful and deserve to b with someone who wants to show you off!!!!
I remember watching your Quentin Tarantino videos 16 years ago and have been regularly watching since and this is the most truly yourself I’ve ever seen you. Like unencumbered by those dark mental health burdens you are able to truly show your heart and personality. I hope you continue on this path and always find your way back to this authentic loving version of you ❤️
I’m proud of you, I started watching you when you were in Shane’s videos and you always receive so much hate and I disagreed with you at times but I understood why those things were and knew people have personal growth and I’m open minded so I never stopped following you, thanks for making this video❤
you are absolutely glowing and i'm so proud/happy for you that you've come this far, it is truly incredible to see! seeing you come out the other side inspires me to do the same
I definitely get why all of this is coming up! Especially with Aaron's death. Thanks for sharing your healing journey, this is helping a lot of people, Trish!
Hey girl. I struggle with my past still too. There’s a level of shame or guilt for some of the choices I made. But listen, we do the best we can with what we have and what we know. We make choices to protect ourselves and to survive. But I know deep down you never stopped looking for the life and healing you know you needed. Which is why you now have the peace to heal. Be so proud of how far you’ve come and have compassion and understanding for your past self cause that girl grew into you. The caring mother, wife and friend❤
i've struggled with abusing pills and other substances on and off since i was a young teenager... i've watched your videos for YEARS, always saw some of myself in you, and i can completely relate to what you mean when you say you didn't feel like it was as bad because you knew you could stop if you really had to. i can always stop, the problem is that i'll always start again. it's like periods of binges that reflect entirely on our mental status versus that real addiction that keeps someone there daily... doesn't make it ANY better or worse, but i can completely understand what you mean. and i'm so beyond happy to see where you're at now, never doubted you for a minute trisha
Trisha, you've grown a lot. Your daughter and your husband changed your life, and it shows. We've all made bad choices (God knows I have). You're always in my prayers. You're so beautiful and your heart seems true. The people who leave bad comments, just ignore them. You're free!! Trust God and follow Him in all your ways. I hope you read this. I love your videos! Have a wonderful and very bless day. 💕
As someone whose struggle with addiction, I can relate to this so much. I’ve been watching you since your 21st birthday video and life has changed so much. I started my full blown addiction because of untreated depression and Postpartum. My daughter was 2 months old and I caved in and it was two years long until I was able to accept help and take it seriously. I’m now 9 months clean and my daughter is 2 1/2 years old. EVERYTHING in my life has changed and I truly love your transparency, it’s therapeutic hearing other people’s stories and how they are overcoming. So proud of you!
I just got to say that I’ve been following you since I was around 15/16 and I am now 23. I have always loved you through bad and good and life have always looked up to you. I’ve definitely been a toxic person before but the crazy thing is around the same time you were beginning your spiritual journey is the same time I was beginning mine, I’ve definitely faltered in and out of it but you inspire me to try harder to reach peace and be good, thanks and love u always
the first video i saw of yours was either the one of you in a white bikini holding up the big signs w positive slogans or the video of you infront of a greenscreen in a bikini talking about how fat was beautiful. as a kid i needed to hear that and i used to go back and watch those vids over and over again. thank you for giving us parts of yourself throughout the years and keeping this a family
First time was my strange addiction then it was what you said with the posters seeing someone with a similar body type to me was beautiful but I still don't like the word fat 😭 I prefer curvy lol
I relate to you so much Trish. I’ve been watching you since around 2017 and I feel like I’ve grown up with you. I just had my daughter in summer of 2021 and I know exactly what you mean about feeling like you were meant to be her mom. It’s an indescribable feeling. I’m not sure if you feel like it, but you’re an inspiration You’re a an example of truly pulling yourself together and growth
This is the best video I’ve ever seen of yours. I’ve followed you since the beginning and as a person who has suffered addiction (I am in recovery, 7 months sober now) - and I also have BPD.. You just give me hope. Because this world as you know is scary and we think we are so alone but in reality if we look within .. and love ourselves first.. good things will happen. I’m not there yet but I’m a lot better than I was. My lowest involved many drugs with letters as names … but now I’m just thankful to be sober.. one day at a time .. and to hear your journey. I know you mentioned you don’t read comments anymore but if you read this one.. know you’re respected and appreciated.
Minus the trying to get pregnant part (because I am boy), this is so incredibly relatable and I'm grateful to you for posting this. Being a couple of months into sobriety, this gives me so much hope for my future. Thanks Trish ❤️
I have grown up with this channel and I really appreciate this channel. Thank you for always being so transparent and unapologetically yourself! Truly inspiring and has helped encourage me to stay strong at every stage of my life.
I've been a long time viewer. I've seen the ups and downs. Through it all, even what you or someone might say was the "dark times" I just always could see your light. I always said I feel like she has a pure heart that has been buried and bruised. I sobbed watching this, we have some similarities in our journey and I thank you for always sharing it all, the good, the bad, the ugly. Sending you and your family so much love. I am so proud of you. Power of now is one of my absolute faves too and kicked started my spiritual journey. I recommend: stop missing your life- cory muscara, wherever you go there you are - Jon kabat zinn ❤️
You always had the ability to change your life around but you felt empty because you were meant to be a mom. I'm so happy for you. I truly wish you and your new family all the best in the future.
trisha, i know u made this video a year ago but im rewatching for motivation. I’ve been watching yu since 2015 wen u where 8 years into RUclips n i was in elementary school watching u n shane everytime I came home from school. I was a little girl se*ually ab*sed and hurting n you were my outlet. Now im 19 officially diagnosed with bpd. I connect with you on a level so deep because you made me feel like I had someone like I felt like I wasn’t the only one hurting. Like I wasn’t crazy. Bpd ruined me. But im trying. You made it through so maybe i can too.. thank you trisha
I met my husband the beginning of june 2019 it kinda was love at first sight but I didn’t know how much this man was going to change and fulfill my life , we got married august 2020 and have I have birth to my son 9/28/20 and we have ups and downs but this man is the absolute love of my life. I am so lucky to have him and my son
Giirrlll I have a PAAAST too you’re not alone. Granted I don’t have an audience of 5 million people lol! You’ve come a long way Trish, keep doing down this path and continue your process of healing. People can be awful and it sucks but it’s so much better to change for the better than to stay the same as you were. Mental health issues are real! I’m glad ur getting better.
I see myself in this video and I think it’s an important one for the internet to reflect on. Not everyone makes it out. Trisha, regardless of how you found peace.
People are so quick to say how inspiring and wonderful someone is once they get clean, but never extend an ounce of respect to anyone in active addiction. Trisha, know that no matter what, there are/were people who were rooting for you every step of the way. Kindness goes a long way. And to all of you who made fun of her or hated on her at her lowest, who are now supporters, please hold a mirror to yourself and evaluate why you acted that way. Kindness is EVERYTHING!
Trish this is such an important comment. Make sure you read it. In my heart I felt the need for you to hear these words. So many people go through adversity, struggle through addiction and battles of self worth etc .. we have to walk ourselves back to the soul children we were meant to be. That Journey moulds us and shapes us into the humans with enough human experience to raise another human. It’s awful, it’s hard to look at, we would change things with the knowledge of hindsight if we could but the fact remains that if we don’t experience those things we don’t have the same perception and perspective on life, creation, and the Divine forces at work. Underneath us at all times, things we can’t see are shifting in and out of place just like plate tectonics forging our path, when plates collide we feel an earthquake but it’s our path forming and out of natural disaster we grow and find our soul tribes. And that’s exactly what happened to you. You owe nothing to the public, your journey is a gift and watching you grow is a privilege. You know deep down that you are meant to be where you are now. Stay humble and most of all forgive yourself as deep down as you can and don’t long for something you think you lost an innocence of sorts, because without the hardship you would not have landed in the spot you are in now. And where you are now is exactly where you were meant to be. Without loosing innocence you would not have learned how to protect your daughters. You had to learn how to re parent yourself, You are not late you are right on time. Love hard and enjoy the ride. And don’t let others judge from a screen. They know not and you are loved unconditionally by your creator, your husband and your child. Moses is a light worker sent to you , to help guide you, I feel that very strongly. But you’ve done a lot of soul work, give yourself credit. And love. Keep learning, and keep growing.
PSA: you don’t have to look or act a certain way for drugs or alcohol to be a problem for you. It literally doesn’t matter if you use once a year or once every 5 mins, if YOU decide it’s a problem for you then it is. Don’t let anyone tell you different or say “it’s not thaaaaat bad.” You don’t have to be an “addict” to quit. I wish people would stop trying to police the definitions and just support people where they’re at. - coming from someone 4 years alcohol-free and cali-sober.
I don't think I'm necessarily the target audience for this video as I'm a 16 year old girl. But let me just say I'm so glad I watched this video. It really highlights how the "party life" is just glamorous from afar. As soon as one gets close, there's a whole host of issues. Also, it's weird how Western media has essentially villainized wanting a family and children through subliminal messaging. Having a child really puts life into perspective and shifts the lens from you to someone else. Not to say you should ignore your needs. I just mean that many times, serving others makes you feel better than only always serving yourself. This video served as a friendly but serious reminder that we need to focus on the important stuff. Fame, money, drugs, boyfriends all come and go. But your mental peace, family and the little boring things matter the most. I have never watched Trisha as she was tumultuous. But seeing this video, I'm so happy to hear that you finally have some well-deserved peace. God bless you and your family, Trisha. All the best ♥️
I like your insight:) Yes, make no mistake: there aren't a whole lot of people who chose to not have a family that is still glad they made that decision in old age. I mean... careers and the friends you had at 30 doesn't matter as much when you're older. Friends are wonderful ofc, but they get their own families and those relationships are diminished. In the end, you're the childless, most likely lonelier person who dies alone (wow I'm being really cheerful😂) Why? Because we're humans - it's in our very core being to have families, and we are miserable on a very fundamental level without it. It's one of the main things that bring meaning to our existance, and the bedrock to who we are. That does NOT mean we should shame or scare anyone who chooses another path, but honestly - it's probably a more miserable path in the end. It's not controversial (except in the US where literally everything is), it's basically biology and evolution.
So happy I just watched this today! I’ve been feeling so low and depressed from my life since 2020 and I also am a mom and now a single mom. And just wow. So proud of you Trish! 💗 this was so inspiring and genuine and filled with real hope! I feel like I’ve watched so many videos like this before but you actually gave me practical things I can do starting today to feel better and love myself again! Thank you for sharing this💗🫶🏼
Seeing you change for the better makes me proud that I stuck around and kept watching your channel. You changed and grew up and you decided to thrive. I love this new version of Trish she is so much wiser and safer. It's so wonderful to see you are such a great mom. I am proud of you.
The gifts you got for the twins were absolutely adorable and so thoughtful. I’ve always seen the good person that was there deep down, even through the problematic behavior. I love how much your daughter has changed you, I’m a mom of 4, I’m also a recovering alcoholic so I relate to some your struggles.
I'm really proud of you Trish. Never stopped watching you. Even if you were fucking up. Alot of us were here rooting for you. And we all are so proud. no matter how you got to this point. Be proud of yourself
Thank you so much for sharing your life with us. It's so nice to see you. You. Beautiful you. Real.... all the good all the bad all the things in between. Life is such a journey and none of us really know where we are going but growing and learning is constant.
as someone who’s had a really hard childhood and teen life I can honestly say I completely agree with you Trish i was a teen mom I had my oldest at 15 it was a struggle but I pushed on and graduated in 2005 the birth of my daughter taught me so much and helped me grow to who I am today I have a successful career 3 other teenagers to make 4 children all together and a wonderful husband my struggle was my blessing I always say because if it wasn’t for the struggle I wouldn’t be were I’m at today your a true inspiration to everyone I’ve been here since 09 and I truly believe that you have changed you’re life around you have been blessed with a beautiful little girl and a wonderful husband and your personal growth has been unstoppable 😊I absolutely admire your dedication
This has been such a honest candid video and im so happy seeing how far youve come. Im so happy you found love and stability. U deserve to b happy .this testimony was very inspiring
So relatable. I had bpd in my 20s and I was so toxiccccc and reactive to different events and people. I’ve mellowed alot in my 30s but when I think about my past I have a lot of guilt towards myself and the people I hurt or had drama with. If I sit and dwell on my past it makes me feel horrible about myself but I’m slowly learning to accept that my past has made me who I am and I can learn from those experiences. Overtime it will be easy to acknowledge your past, accept it and move on to be better. I know I’m prone to certain behaviours with bpd and given certain environments I can be awful, so long as I’m aware of it I can make sure I’m not in situations that could trigger these behaviours.
❤ proud of you girl. I’m 31 and have been watching since you made videos by the pool about “things that fat chicks say” this was so nice to hear you talk about this, I felt like I was catching up with an old friend.
So proud of you Trish! When you get sick of your own shit that's when you make changes. Thank you for always being open and honest. You inspire so many people everyday.
Hearing you talk through the timeline I remember all of these events and I still love watching because I know your life now is all you ever wanted and makes me so happy and hopeful for myself! P.s. I met you on tour in Detroit 🥰
I had lost track of your for years, but this video randomly popped up. God bless you Trish! So happy you found God, and are healing! Sending you love and light
I’ve watched you for years and I feel like I understand a lot of the things you said and did. I love the body positive image you made for your channel and while I share a few things in common as you i still stayed the same being unmarried and I still am happy with my choice. We all will grow in one way or the other.
Even tho i don't watch all your content, i watched this all way through and you just seem so humble and im glad you are able to not just only reflect but also share your journey
I relate so so so much. My son is 9 months old. I truly can’t remember who I was before him, he and his dad saved me and gave me more meaning. He is all the love I gave and never received back. Thank you for being you Trish and thanks for growing with me 🥰
Coming across this video is truly inspiring and I will make sure to apply this to my own life. Thank you for sharing Trisha, you are so inspiring and such a blessing. Thank you for being you! I love you and thank you so much for this, I needed this right now ❤
I'm so fucking proud of you!! I've watched your journey for years. I was a little girl who felt heard during your bad times. I couldn't understand what was wrong with me why no one was like me until I found you. Bpd is a hell of a thing. Instability everywhere feeling your feelings so strong. Hell even the hallucinations that come along with it. I know exactly what it feels like to go through that journey then to get to a point of doing it for you. I am so happy that you finally did it then finally got all your blessings! I love you and anyone reading this. You got this I proud of you no matter where you are in your journey!.
@@SC-mo1hk exactly it's so sad... One was this week another wasn't that long ago... Aaron Carter meant alot to so many people Hilary Duff is standing up for him because people are trying to sell books about him to make money off him
@@candlejenner5558 Jon was the other guy she got high with two guys... I always felt like when Trisha was talking about Meth I was so worried Aaron Carter was why she relapsed and now I finally know 💔 I was paranoid why he died but I'm thinking it could be drugs but he was getting threats on his life that's why he has guns I was in shock when guys died But every guy in my past who died had addiction issues... I dealt with a death in 2013 but it was newyears so 2014 technically &2016 Iwas there for the open casket funerals and was a mess... I feel worse about losing my best friend of 10 years though and her death was sketchy there was no drugs in her system and her roommate lied that she was sucidial she wasnt and the corner said it wasn't a sucide It's okay to be sad about an ex who died my fiance is supportive of my ex's who died and supportive that I cried that Aaron Carter died , Aaron replies to all his fans he even follows me on twitter I am so so grateful Trisha is alive 💗
@@SC-mo1hk Hilary Duff is standing up for Aaron Carter thankfully 🙏💗💗 her voice is so important they are trying to exploit his death and publish books and Hilary Duff is defending him
Thank you for sharing your beautiful and hard journey 💕 You have worked so hard on yourself and are an inspiration ❤️ I know you are going to help others see the light ☀️
This is an awesome video tbh. Thank you for being so open and sharing your story. So happy that you are living the life you always wanted and deserve. Everyone deserves to be happy and be at peace. Truly amazing!
trish i swear i manifested this video. because well ive been wondering how u did it and ik u mention the things u do that help but i rly wanted a video of u just talking about ur journey. so im so happy u posted this!! thank u
so happy for her. the chicken nugget video was recently recommended to me, and I haven’t watched it since it last came out. watching it, I could think is “she was clearly heavyyy on drugs” and yet I couldn’t see that then. crazy how your darkest moments can be captured for everyone to see for their amusement.
Congratulations on your Spiritual Awakening 🙏🏼 I knew that something was different about you. In a good way! I can tell you look much happier with life. I feel you are more genuine with your words and actions. Your glowing, and your eyes show it also. You don’t see the fear in them anymore. I see a lot of contentment, and happiness in them. You can see that you are more confident with yourself and you look so much happier. Your journey story is very intriguing and inspiring. It took you a lot of guts to talk about the things you did and admitted too. You have been through a lot to get to this point of your journey. Keep on your path sweets and you will be gifted many things. Love and light sweets 🙏🏼
@@TaterTot_6717 No she doesn't loser. Y'all just have no life so u have to literally make shit up in ur tiny brains to hate her. All of us normal people think u TL ppl are incredibly idiotic and sad. Go to a therapist honey
@@TaterTot_6717 shut up and be happy for her for once.. she finally got a child and became the mother she always dreamt of being. Looks like you aren't a parent yourself so shouldn't have rights to speak about this.
This is the most brave, raw, and absolutely incredible video I have seen in a very long time. The human experience is brutal, painful and mostly dark. For you to keep climbing and fighting through all those moments is inspiring and amazing. Be proud Trisha, be so so very proud and hold your head up high because you are a walking miracle, loved and chosen by God. Not everyone is saved as you know, and God chose to save you, that speaks volumes on your soul. May you continue to be blessed and May God multiply your family over and over again. 🙏🏼 ❤
Just want to say I relate and you've inspired me to be better and be a better person. It's never too late to be happy and reclaim your life. Thank you Trisha and sending love. ❤️
I have been watching you for years and I’m so proud of your growth and evolution. We ALL make decisions in life that we may not resonate with later and that’s what life is all about. Learning from our past and applying it to make a better future ❤ way to go!
I'm just so glad to see you grow into the person you have become. You're an amazing mom and you're gonna continue to be an amazing mom. That little girl is gonna teach you and you'll teach her. You both are lucky to have each other and I wish you all the best
Wow I mean you've touched on this in the past but I had no idea the extent. I just think I always knew when you were struggling and it was hard to watch at times. I'm grateful you are being so honest and I am so happy for you ❤️
Trisha, when you started out you were young and just learning what life was all about. Marriage and motherhood really suits you. Have you been perfect, no, no one is. No need to look behind. We all have a past, but most of us don’t have social media platforms. The people who judge you cannot forgive themselves for their wrongs in life. Keep moving forward, you are in a wonderful place. Don’t let others judge you about anything. Look ahead, your future is positive and bright. 😊
Trisha I am so glad you are finally being your true self!!! I haven’t been able to watch for a good year bc of the trolling and drama all of it. I love you being you 💕
I remember a year or so ago you bringing up the DBT workbook and at the time I was experiencing the worst of my emotional dysregulation. So I ordered it but never really dived into it until a couple months ago when i started attending a DBT group. DBT has helped me so much but being mindful was the first step to it all. Thank you for that push in the right direction. As an OG fishy, I'm proud of how far you've come and how happy and healthy you are now.❤️
@@FLOR_MORADA94 The Dialectal Behaviour Therapy Skills Workbook Second Edition by Dr Matthew McKay PhD, Jeffrey C Wood PsyD, Jeffrey Brantley MD (it has a green cover)
No truer quote was Maya Angelou, “when you know better you do better”, can totally relate, spent many years down the lost soul path, and now out the other side, always a work in progress
I want to say I have reached a point very similar to this before, peace & better stability. Then something really tragic happened that could have pushed me back into the same patterns. It was SO hard. I just want to remind you that unexpected things can happen and remember all these things when it happens because it will help you get through. Life is so unpredictable. Reading codependent no more helped me a lot too. Because yes thank you Moses but you have to make sure you’d be good alone no matter what. That’s when you reach true peace I’ve found.
You always resonated with me because people are so quick to judge but I feel if I was in the same position I would be making the same mistakes like your whole life is on display. We all make mistakes every day but not with millions to see. People who judge online act like they are perfect but our mistakes aren’t aired to all
Thank you Trisha for opening up to us. I know it’s definitely not easy, being so raw and vulnerable to everyone on the internet. We get to get a glimpse of what has happened in your personal life and we get to understand you so much better. As a long time viewer it’s been an honor watching you grow as a person. It gives me hope that someday maybe someone will be understanding of my mental illness bipolar disorder. Keep growing and staying positive we as your viewers will always be here for you Trisha ❤
This is what I needed to hear today as a person in my 20s with BPD. It’s such a difficult thing to navigate and it’s extremely hard to change and better yourself, all while trying to navigate through life and relationships and hardships. This gives me hope that it does get better with time and effort and I can’t wait to see Malibu grow up within such a beautiful family. We all love you Trish and we want you to know how seen and heard and absolutely loved you are!
You get it! Let's keep our fingers crossed for her and all of us dealing with mental illness. It's a long road back to what some say is normalcy. It is hard but doable if we really search deep for it. 👍🥂🌹☮🤞🏼
Same, and I really hope you find it in yourself to be proud of your accomplishments, no matter how small they may seem.
I have various mental illnesses and disorders and was misdiagnosed several times or straight up told to 'just get it together' by one of my parents *and* multiple therapists/psychiatrists. I treated my family, friends & exes in ways that were never intentionally toxic, I just couldn't understand my brain and why it flipped so fast from content to depressed, depressed to angry, and so on.
I believe everyone deserves a second chance though, particularly those who didn't have all the answers before as to why they're behaving in certain ways, and seeing Trisha stay out of drama, be a fantastic mom to Malibu & live more peacefully gives me a hell of a lot of hope too. Hugs to you.
This is the video everyone wanted. A sit down ‘story time’ but candid and emotive. All the things I thought you were deep down, I finally see. Trisha, you have done well. It’s true, others can’t save you. If you don’t put in the work, it won’t happen.
I’m glad you’re still here and are finally at peace. Your story resonates with me and will with many others. I am not a very teary person but yeah, crying some here!
I think I may look into meditation. Thank-you xoxo
I feel like I've known you my forever, you were the first RUclipsr I ever watched when I was younger. I'm 19 now. I never was close with my mom, never had a sister, so I almost found comfort in you. You were older, beautiful, funny etc... you were my idol. You gave me a friend, I always felt alone. I watched you go through so many trials and tribulations and it taught me a lot, I always wished I could just give you a hug! Watching you become your true self, mature and all is genuinely so riveting to see. I stuck around and I'm glad I did. You're amazing trishy.. and you really have become a wonderful wife and mom. I hope you continue to feel loved and appreciated for many years to come!
This comment is so beautiful, thank you for sharing! I started watching her regularly in 2014 and I’ve been here ever since! So crazy how far she’s come
same
this is such a cute comment it’s amazing how far she came also if thats you in your profile pic you look really pretty!
@@Iliketacosyuuh 💗💗much lovr
I hope Trish sees this!
So proud of you. Found you when you were at your lowest and we both grew and are continuing to heal together. You go girl 💗💗💗
Me too!
I was a lost soul till I had my children. They saved me and grounded me. I want nothing more then them to succeed, I am breaking generational traumas.
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YESSS same!!
Same!
This comment makes me sooo happy! As someone who suffers a lot from generational trauma, it brings me happiness and hope when I see someone who is fighting hard to break the cycle especially with their children! I know it's hard, but you got this! I wish you all the best in your life ❤
You are growing so much, Trisha. You are such an authentic human, owning what you’ve done, receiving and giving love. Proud of you!!!🎉
🙏❤️🙏❤️ Amen 💯
Awe thank you for sharing your journey with us hun. I've been following you for yeeears and I feel like I've went through the bad stuff with you in my own life. I've started over SO many times and failed SO many times but in 2019 I started my spiritual/self love journey and life is soo unbelievably wonderful. I told myself that I will "fake it til I make it" and that I give main character vibes with my story and I will help others one day. I am a fixer but I've always tried fixing broken people who needed to fix themselves. Now I help single moms and their kids get back on their feet and back into the world. I found a beautiful and healthy outlet for my "fixer" mentality that doesn't get me hurt. Sending so much love and big warm hugs of strength to anyone thats just having a tough go.
Trish, it’s been such a treat to watch you grow into your true self these last 10 years. I started watching you in middle school and I am turning 21 in the next few months. It’s so inspiring to see how happy you are! You have a beautiful family and so much to be proud of 💖
This was beautiful, so many people who struggle with addiction need to hear this, thank you for always sharing your life with us Trisha
RUclips has really become a window into personal growth and change. Its really cool to grow with your entertainers
This!
This is so true!!
I have a feeling Aaron Carter brought this video on. I used to really like him as a kid until I saw him nodding off driving with you in 2019, mean while he was saying he was sober I'm so glad you pulled yourself out if it that. I am so proud of you.
I remember her saying the story of that it sounded scary. Just being dropped off on the street like that and they took off left her alone 😢
Its depressing that Aaron Carter is dead also the other man she got high with died a while ago 💔
I been a huge fan of Aaron Carter and felt like he was getting clean his last tiktok but you never know :/
I'm so grateful Trisha is still alive 🥺
Who was the other guy besides Aaron Carter?
@@stephanieelliott6201 Jon Hill, Jaclyn Hill’s ex husband.
And they both passed due to drug overdoses. I’m happy for Trisha..
She is finally at a peaceful spot
Theres so many things you shared in this video that I completely relate to, drugs, crapy boyfriends and self destructive behavior😂I am seeing a therapist for depression and I'm thinking probably have some BPD issues. Because of YOU I'm going to start being willing to do dbt and just more therapy - Thank you Trisha for sharing your mental health journey 💖
Glad you’re getting the help you need. Stay strong dear.
I know you get a lot of hate Trish, but as someone who's followed your journey for years, it's truly inspiring to see you have everything you ever wanted finally. You're a beacon of hope imo for any girlies who have gone through trials and tribulations to show that things can get better. Thanks for sharing
It makes me so sad to hear about people hiding you in relationships. You are so insanely beautiful and deserve to b with someone who wants to show you off!!!!
I remember watching your Quentin Tarantino videos 16 years ago and have been regularly watching since and this is the most truly yourself I’ve ever seen you. Like unencumbered by those dark mental health burdens you are able to truly show your heart and personality. I hope you continue on this path and always find your way back to this authentic loving version of you ❤️
God is so good! You’ve come so far and you realize how blessed you are. Your testimony will help others…believe that! Gods grace 🙏🏾❤️🥰
I’m proud of you, I started watching you when you were in Shane’s videos and you always receive so much hate and I disagreed with you at times but I understood why those things were and knew people have personal growth and I’m open minded so I never stopped following you, thanks for making this video❤
you are absolutely glowing and i'm so proud/happy for you that you've come this far, it is truly incredible to see! seeing you come out the other side inspires me to do the same
I definitely get why all of this is coming up! Especially with Aaron's death. Thanks for sharing your healing journey, this is helping a lot of people, Trish!
Hey girl. I struggle with my past still too. There’s a level of shame or guilt for some of the choices I made. But listen, we do the best we can with what we have and what we know. We make choices to protect ourselves and to survive. But I know deep down you never stopped looking for the life and healing you know you needed. Which is why you now have the peace to heal. Be so proud of how far you’ve come and have compassion and understanding for your past self cause that girl grew into you. The caring mother, wife and friend❤
i've struggled with abusing pills and other substances on and off since i was a young teenager... i've watched your videos for YEARS, always saw some of myself in you, and i can completely relate to what you mean when you say you didn't feel like it was as bad because you knew you could stop if you really had to. i can always stop, the problem is that i'll always start again. it's like periods of binges that reflect entirely on our mental status versus that real addiction that keeps someone there daily... doesn't make it ANY better or worse, but i can completely understand what you mean. and i'm so beyond happy to see where you're at now, never doubted you for a minute trisha
@L what am i enabling? positive growth, recovery and change? look in the mirror god knows whatever SAD life you are living could use the same
Trisha, you've grown a lot. Your daughter and your husband changed your life, and it shows. We've all made bad choices (God knows I have). You're always in my prayers. You're so beautiful and your heart seems true. The people who leave bad comments, just ignore them. You're free!! Trust God and follow Him in all your ways. I hope you read this. I love your videos! Have a wonderful and very bless day. 💕
Amen
I hope she is depending on the same GOD which is CHRIST ALONE. Not hinduism etc.
SHE changed her life, not anyone else, not God.
As someone whose struggle with addiction, I can relate to this so much. I’ve been watching you since your 21st birthday video and life has changed so much. I started my full blown addiction because of untreated depression and Postpartum. My daughter was 2 months old and I caved in and it was two years long until I was able to accept help and take it seriously. I’m now 9 months clean and my daughter is 2 1/2 years old. EVERYTHING in my life has changed and I truly love your transparency, it’s therapeutic hearing other people’s stories and how they are overcoming. So proud of you!
everytime trisha posts i play a game of “what room is this?!”
Ikr! Have we ever had a house tour?
😂
I wouldn’t blame her for not posting her house ! It’s scary with her stalkers and all
She confirmed this is Moses' office in another video. 😝
@@Vix2066 We got an empty one when they first moved in
Trish your story helps save me daily. Every time I want to give up, I think “god saved Trish so god can save me.” Thank you so much for sharing❤
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@@jennigirl8275 💗🙏
@@9cloudrachel207 yess
I just got to say that I’ve been following you since I was around 15/16 and I am now 23. I have always loved you through bad and good and life have always looked up to you. I’ve definitely been a toxic person before but the crazy thing is around the same time you were beginning your spiritual journey is the same time I was beginning mine, I’ve definitely faltered in and out of it but you inspire me to try harder to reach peace and be good, thanks and love u always
the first video i saw of yours was either the one of you in a white bikini holding up the big signs w positive slogans or the video of you infront of a greenscreen in a bikini talking about how fat was beautiful. as a kid i needed to hear that and i used to go back and watch those vids over and over again. thank you for giving us parts of yourself throughout the years and keeping this a family
First time was my strange addiction then it was what you said with the posters seeing someone with a similar body type to me was beautiful but I still don't like the word fat 😭 I prefer curvy lol
that was an amazing video. i watched it a lot as well
Trisha. You are helping me so much right now. You can’t even imagine
I was sad this vlog ended. I stayed till the very end. Thank you Trisha for every word and I’m so happy you’re here. You inspire so many.❤️
I relate to you so much Trish. I’ve been watching you since around 2017 and I feel like I’ve grown up with you.
I just had my daughter in summer of 2021 and I know exactly what you mean about feeling like you were meant to be her mom.
It’s an indescribable feeling.
I’m not sure if you feel like it, but you’re an inspiration
You’re a an example of truly pulling yourself together and growth
It was nice and sweet to see how emotional you became while talking about your daughter.
This is the best video I’ve ever seen of yours. I’ve followed you since the beginning and as a person who has suffered addiction (I am in recovery, 7 months sober now) - and I also have BPD..
You just give me hope. Because this world as you know is scary and we think we are so alone but in reality if we look within .. and love ourselves first.. good things will happen. I’m not there yet but I’m a lot better than I was. My lowest involved many drugs with letters as names … but now I’m just thankful to be sober.. one day at a time .. and to hear your journey. I know you mentioned you don’t read comments anymore but if you read this one.. know you’re respected and appreciated.
Minus the trying to get pregnant part (because I am boy), this is so incredibly relatable and I'm grateful to you for posting this. Being a couple of months into sobriety, this gives me so much hope for my future. Thanks Trish ❤️
It’s gets better and better. I didn’t get out until 39 and wasted a lot of years.
I have grown up with this channel and I really appreciate this channel. Thank you for always being so transparent and unapologetically yourself! Truly inspiring and has helped encourage me to stay strong at every stage of my life.
I've been a long time viewer. I've seen the ups and downs. Through it all, even what you or someone might say was the "dark times" I just always could see your light. I always said I feel like she has a pure heart that has been buried and bruised. I sobbed watching this, we have some similarities in our journey and I thank you for always sharing it all, the good, the bad, the ugly. Sending you and your family so much love. I am so proud of you. Power of now is one of my absolute faves too and kicked started my spiritual journey. I recommend: stop missing your life- cory muscara, wherever you go there you are - Jon kabat zinn ❤️
I know I’m not the only one, but I want to say that I’m glad you’re still here on earth. ❤
I feel the same!
It's tragic that the two guys she got high with are dead now 💔😭
I'm so greatful Trisha found Moses
I'm so grateful Trisha is alive 🥺❤️🙏
You always had the ability to change your life around but you felt empty because you were meant to be a mom. I'm so happy for you. I truly wish you and your new family all the best in the future.
trisha, i know u made this video a year ago but im rewatching for motivation. I’ve been watching yu since 2015 wen u where 8 years into RUclips n i was in elementary school watching u n shane everytime I came home from school. I was a little girl se*ually ab*sed and hurting n you were my outlet. Now im 19 officially diagnosed with bpd. I connect with you on a level so deep because you made me feel like I had someone like I felt like I wasn’t the only one hurting. Like I wasn’t crazy. Bpd ruined me. But im trying. You made it through so maybe i can too.. thank you trisha
I met my husband the beginning of june 2019 it kinda was love at first sight but I didn’t know how much this man was going to change and fulfill my life , we got married august 2020 and have I have birth to my son 9/28/20 and we have ups and downs but this man is the absolute love of my life. I am so lucky to have him and my son
Giirrlll I have a PAAAST too you’re not alone. Granted I don’t have an audience of 5 million people lol! You’ve come a long way Trish, keep doing down this path and continue your process of healing. People can be awful and it sucks but it’s so much better to change for the better than to stay the same as you were. Mental health issues are real! I’m glad ur getting better.
You have no idea how much I needed to hear this story. Thank you for the realness.
trish this made me so emotional! i am so proud of you and thank you for inspiring all of us.
I see myself in this video and I think it’s an important one for the internet to reflect on. Not everyone makes it out. Trisha, regardless of how you found peace.
Been following you for years on now.
I love how you are so yourself. You quite litteraly share your self reflection with the world. Going strong!
I loved you before and I love you now! You are such a realistic and vulnerable person. Thank you for always bringing us along ❤
RIP Jon Hill and Aaron Carter 🕊 🕊 Proud of you Trisha ❤️ These losses really put her life and thoughts in perspective.
People are so quick to say how inspiring and wonderful someone is once they get clean, but never extend an ounce of respect to anyone in active addiction. Trisha, know that no matter what, there are/were people who were rooting for you every step of the way. Kindness goes a long way. And to all of you who made fun of her or hated on her at her lowest, who are now supporters, please hold a mirror to yourself and evaluate why you acted that way. Kindness is EVERYTHING!
I’m glad you still post on this channel. I’m not really into the ASMR so this is where I like to find you.
Trish this is such an important comment. Make sure you read it. In my heart I felt the need for you to hear these words.
So many people go through adversity, struggle through addiction and battles of self worth etc .. we have to walk ourselves back to the soul children we were meant to be. That Journey moulds us and shapes us into the humans with enough human experience to raise another human. It’s awful, it’s hard to look at, we would change things with the knowledge of hindsight if we could but the fact remains that if we don’t experience those things we don’t have the same perception and perspective on life, creation, and the Divine forces at work. Underneath us at all times, things we can’t see are shifting in and out of place just like plate tectonics forging our path, when plates collide we feel an earthquake but it’s our path forming and out of natural disaster we grow and find our soul tribes. And that’s exactly what happened to you.
You owe nothing to the public, your journey is a gift and watching you grow is a privilege. You know deep down that you are meant to be where you are now. Stay humble and most of all forgive yourself as deep down as you can and don’t long for something you think you lost an innocence of sorts, because without the hardship you would not have landed in the spot you are in now. And where you are now is exactly where you were meant to be. Without loosing innocence you would not have learned how to protect your daughters. You had to learn how to re parent yourself, You are not late you are right on time. Love hard and enjoy the ride. And don’t let others judge from a screen. They know not and you are loved unconditionally by your creator, your husband and your child. Moses is a light worker sent to you , to help guide you, I feel that very strongly. But you’ve done a lot of soul work, give yourself credit. And love. Keep learning, and keep growing.
PSA: you don’t have to look or act a certain way for drugs or alcohol to be a problem for you. It literally doesn’t matter if you use once a year or once every 5 mins, if YOU decide it’s a problem for you then it is. Don’t let anyone tell you different or say “it’s not thaaaaat bad.” You don’t have to be an “addict” to quit. I wish people would stop trying to police the definitions and just support people where they’re at. - coming from someone 4 years alcohol-free and cali-sober.
Trisha, what a beautiful testimony ❤️ I so needed to hear this today. I can relate on so many levels. God bless you, your story gives me hope 🙏🏼
I don't think I'm necessarily the target audience for this video as I'm a 16 year old girl. But let me just say I'm so glad I watched this video. It really highlights how the "party life" is just glamorous from afar. As soon as one gets close, there's a whole host of issues. Also, it's weird how Western media has essentially villainized wanting a family and children through subliminal messaging. Having a child really puts life into perspective and shifts the lens from you to someone else. Not to say you should ignore your needs. I just mean that many times, serving others makes you feel better than only always serving yourself. This video served as a friendly but serious reminder that we need to focus on the important stuff. Fame, money, drugs, boyfriends all come and go. But your mental peace, family and the little boring things matter the most. I have never watched Trisha as she was tumultuous. But seeing this video, I'm so happy to hear that you finally have some well-deserved peace. God bless you and your family, Trisha. All the best ♥️
I like your insight:)
Yes, make no mistake: there aren't a whole lot of people who chose to not have a family that is still glad they made that decision in old age. I mean... careers and the friends you had at 30 doesn't matter as much when you're older. Friends are wonderful ofc, but they get their own families and those relationships are diminished. In the end, you're the childless, most likely lonelier person who dies alone (wow I'm being really cheerful😂)
Why? Because we're humans - it's in our very core being to have families, and we are miserable on a very fundamental level without it. It's one of the main things that bring meaning to our existance, and the bedrock to who we are. That does NOT mean we should shame or scare anyone who chooses another path, but honestly - it's probably a more miserable path in the end. It's not controversial (except in the US where literally everything is), it's basically biology and evolution.
@@lindgrenland i agree with your opinion! It's a personal choice but it's human nature to want to have a family.
You are a smart girl, stay true to yourself!
16 isnt young anymore
@@kannaisoverweightuglyandfa9238 yes, I'm aware but her target audience is older than mine. I'm not old, I hope 😅
So happy I just watched this today! I’ve been feeling so low and depressed from my life since 2020 and I also am a mom and now a single mom. And just wow. So proud of you Trish! 💗 this was so inspiring and genuine and filled with real hope! I feel like I’ve watched so many videos like this before but you actually gave me practical things I can do starting today to feel better and love myself again! Thank you for sharing this💗🫶🏼
Watching this video, 20 mins in and crying my eyes out. I love you so much. You are beautiful
Seeing you change for the better makes me proud that I stuck around and kept watching your channel. You changed and grew up and you decided to thrive. I love this new version of Trish she is so much wiser and safer. It's so wonderful to see you are such a great mom. I am proud of you.
The gifts you got for the twins were absolutely adorable and so thoughtful. I’ve always seen the good person that was there deep down, even through the problematic behavior. I love how much your daughter has changed you, I’m a mom of 4, I’m also a recovering alcoholic so I relate to some your struggles.
Do you mean colleen's babies?? I didn't see the gifts! What were they? I'm so glad colleen and Trisha are friends, it seems really healthy
I'm proud of you and am so happy to have stuck around to see this side of the tunnel with you!
I'm really proud of you Trish. Never stopped watching you. Even if you were fucking up. Alot of us were here rooting for you. And we all are so proud. no matter how you got to this point. Be proud of yourself
Thank you so much for sharing your life with us. It's so nice to see you. You. Beautiful you. Real.... all the good all the bad all the things in between. Life is such a journey and none of us really know where we are going but growing and learning is constant.
as someone who’s had a really hard childhood and teen life I can honestly say I completely agree with you Trish i was a teen mom I had my oldest at 15 it was a struggle but I pushed on and graduated in 2005 the birth of my daughter taught me so much and helped me grow to who I am today I have a successful career 3 other teenagers to make 4 children all together and a wonderful husband my struggle was my blessing I always say because if it wasn’t for the struggle I wouldn’t be were I’m at today your a true inspiration to everyone I’ve been here since 09 and I truly believe that you have changed you’re life around you have been blessed with a beautiful little girl and a wonderful husband and your personal growth has been unstoppable 😊I absolutely admire your dedication
This has been such a honest candid video and im so happy seeing how far youve come. Im so happy you found love and stability. U deserve to b happy .this testimony was very inspiring
So relatable. I had bpd in my 20s and I was so toxiccccc and reactive to different events and people. I’ve mellowed alot in my 30s but when I think about my past I have a lot of guilt towards myself and the people I hurt or had drama with. If I sit and dwell on my past it makes me feel horrible about myself but I’m slowly learning to accept that my past has made me who I am and I can learn from those experiences. Overtime it will be easy to acknowledge your past, accept it and move on to be better. I know I’m prone to certain behaviours with bpd and given certain environments I can be awful, so long as I’m aware of it I can make sure I’m not in situations that could trigger these behaviours.
❤ proud of you girl. I’m 31 and have been watching since you made videos by the pool about “things that fat chicks say” this was so nice to hear you talk about this, I felt like I was catching up with an old friend.
So proud of you Trish! When you get sick of your own shit that's when you make changes. Thank you for always being open and honest. You inspire so many people everyday.
Damnit Trisha!! I watch everything you post on any channels you have, just keep posting!. 💕💞💜💞💜💞💞💕💕💕💜💜
Hearing you talk through the timeline I remember all of these events and I still love watching because I know your life now is all you ever wanted and makes me so happy and hopeful for myself! P.s. I met you on tour in Detroit 🥰
I had lost track of your for years, but this video randomly popped up. God bless you Trish! So happy you found God, and are healing! Sending you love and light
I’ve watched you for years and I feel like I understand a lot of the things you said and did. I love the body positive image you made for your channel and while I share a few things in common as you i still stayed the same being unmarried and I still am happy with my choice. We all will grow in one way or the other.
Even tho i don't watch all your content, i watched this all way through and you just seem so humble and im glad you are able to not just only reflect but also share your journey
I relate so so so much. My son is 9 months old. I truly can’t remember who I was before him, he and his dad saved me and gave me more meaning. He is all the love I gave and never received back. Thank you for being you Trish and thanks for growing with me 🥰
Coming across this video is truly inspiring and I will make sure to apply this to my own life. Thank you for sharing Trisha, you are so inspiring and such a blessing. Thank you for being you! I love you and thank you so much for this, I needed this right now ❤
We all love you Trisha so happy to see you happy and thriving, living the life you have always wanted 😭❤️
So glad you are in a better place. May God continue to bless you and your family.
I'm so fucking proud of you!! I've watched your journey for years. I was a little girl who felt heard during your bad times. I couldn't understand what was wrong with me why no one was like me until I found you. Bpd is a hell of a thing. Instability everywhere feeling your feelings so strong. Hell even the hallucinations that come along with it. I know exactly what it feels like to go through that journey then to get to a point of doing it for you. I am so happy that you finally did it then finally got all your blessings! I love you and anyone reading this. You got this I proud of you no matter where you are in your journey!.
Hearing her say he “WAS” a nice guy🥺💔🕊 Trish YOU made it out alive & I can’t imagine the REAL pain you feel that not everyone else did.
Both of the guys she got high with died 💔🥺
I think people think it's all Aaron Carter but he was the first story the second story was another guy
@@SC-mo1hk exactly it's so sad... One was this week another wasn't that long ago... Aaron Carter meant alot to so many people Hilary Duff is standing up for him because people are trying to sell books about him to make money off him
@@SC-mo1hk who was the other guy?
@@candlejenner5558 Jon was the other guy she got high with two guys...
I always felt like when Trisha was talking about Meth I was so worried Aaron Carter was why she relapsed and now I finally know 💔
I was paranoid why he died but I'm thinking it could be drugs but he was getting threats on his life that's why he has guns
I was in shock when guys died
But every guy in my past who died had addiction issues...
I dealt with a death in 2013 but it was newyears so 2014 technically &2016
Iwas there for the open casket funerals and was a mess...
I feel worse about losing my best friend of 10 years though and her death was sketchy there was no drugs in her system and her roommate lied that she was sucidial she wasnt and the corner said it wasn't a sucide
It's okay to be sad about an ex who died my fiance is supportive of my ex's who died and supportive that I cried that Aaron Carter died , Aaron replies to all his fans he even follows me on twitter
I am so so grateful Trisha is alive 💗
@@SC-mo1hk Hilary Duff is standing up for Aaron Carter thankfully 🙏💗💗 her voice is so important they are trying to exploit his death and publish books and Hilary Duff is defending him
Thank you for sharing your beautiful and hard journey 💕 You have worked so hard on yourself and are an inspiration ❤️ I know you are going to help others see the light ☀️
This is an awesome video tbh. Thank you for being so open and sharing your story. So happy that you are living the life you always wanted and deserve. Everyone deserves to be happy and be at peace. Truly amazing!
trish i swear i manifested this video. because well ive been wondering how u did it and ik u mention the things u do that help but i rly wanted a video of u just talking about ur journey. so im so happy u posted this!! thank u
so happy for her. the chicken nugget video was recently recommended to me, and I haven’t watched it since it last came out. watching it, I could think is “she was clearly heavyyy on drugs” and yet I couldn’t see that then. crazy how your darkest moments can be captured for everyone to see for their amusement.
I’m so happy for you, and proud of you! Sending you tons of love in this new era of yours! 🤍
Congratulations on your Spiritual Awakening 🙏🏼
I knew that something was different about you. In a good way! I can tell you look much happier with life. I feel you are more genuine with your words and actions. Your glowing, and your eyes show it also. You don’t see the fear in them anymore. I see a lot of contentment, and happiness in them. You can see that you are more confident with yourself and you look so much happier. Your journey story is very intriguing and inspiring. It took you a lot of guts to talk about the things you did and admitted too. You have been through a lot to get to this point of your journey.
Keep on your path sweets and you will be gifted many things.
Love and light sweets 🙏🏼
So many of us are so incredibly proud of you Trisha. ✨🤍🕊️
💯🙏❤️
Yes so proud she puts her child's life in danger AND posts it so when she grows up she can see how her parents were so careless with her
@@TaterTot_6717 No she doesn't loser. Y'all just have no life so u have to literally make shit up in ur tiny brains to hate her. All of us normal people think u TL ppl are incredibly idiotic and sad. Go to a therapist honey
@@TaterTot_6717 shut up and be happy for her for once.. she finally got a child and became the mother she always dreamt of being. Looks like you aren't a parent yourself so shouldn't have rights to speak about this.
This is the most brave, raw, and absolutely incredible video I have seen in a very long time. The human experience is brutal, painful and mostly dark. For you to keep climbing and fighting through all those moments is inspiring and amazing. Be proud Trisha, be so so very proud and hold your head up high because you are a walking miracle, loved and chosen by God. Not everyone is saved as you know, and God chose to save you, that speaks volumes on your soul. May you continue to be blessed and May God multiply your family over and over again. 🙏🏼 ❤
I wasn’t expecting this to get deep but I loved hearing it.
Just want to say I relate and you've inspired me to be better and be a better person. It's never too late to be happy and reclaim your life. Thank you Trisha and sending love. ❤️
I have been watching you for years and I’m so proud of your growth and evolution. We ALL make decisions in life that we may not resonate with later and that’s what life is all about. Learning from our past and applying it to make a better future ❤ way to go!
I'm just so glad to see you grow into the person you have become. You're an amazing mom and you're gonna continue to be an amazing mom. That little girl is gonna teach you and you'll teach her. You both are lucky to have each other and I wish you all the best
Wow I mean you've touched on this in the past but I had no idea the extent. I just think I always knew when you were struggling and it was hard to watch at times. I'm grateful you are being so honest and I am so happy for you ❤️
I love seeing your growth, Trisha, You and Malibu, You have truly grown...!!! Ignore the haters that want to put their own issues onto you 💯👏💕
EXACTLY 💯
AMEN
I love you and I love this channel! Blessings to you and your family ❤
Trisha, when you started out you were young and just learning what life was all about. Marriage and motherhood really suits you. Have you been perfect, no, no one is. No need to look behind. We all have a past, but most of us don’t have social media platforms.
The people who judge you cannot forgive themselves for their wrongs in life. Keep moving forward, you are in a wonderful place. Don’t let others judge you about anything. Look ahead, your future is positive and bright. 😊
Trisha I am so glad you are finally being your true self!!! I haven’t been able to watch for a good year bc of the trolling and drama all of it. I love you being you 💕
I remember a year or so ago you bringing up the DBT workbook and at the time I was experiencing the worst of my emotional dysregulation. So I ordered it but never really dived into it until a couple months ago when i started attending a DBT group. DBT has helped me so much but being mindful was the first step to it all. Thank you for that push in the right direction. As an OG fishy, I'm proud of how far you've come and how happy and healthy you are now.❤️
Can you please give me the name of the workbook
@@FLOR_MORADA94 The Dialectal Behaviour Therapy Skills Workbook Second Edition by Dr Matthew McKay PhD, Jeffrey C Wood PsyD, Jeffrey Brantley MD (it has a green cover)
Congratulations for putting in the hard work! It’s hard to allow ourselves to know we are worth it. Keep it ups 🤍🤍
I’ve always seen the good in you trish and I’m glad you’re letting that part of you drive your life now
No truer quote was Maya Angelou, “when you know better you do better”, can totally relate, spent many years down the lost soul path, and now out the other side, always a work in progress
I want to say I have reached a point very similar to this before, peace & better stability. Then something really tragic happened that could have pushed me back into the same patterns. It was SO hard. I just want to remind you that unexpected things can happen and remember all these things when it happens because it will help you get through. Life is so unpredictable. Reading codependent no more helped me a lot too. Because yes thank you Moses but you have to make sure you’d be good alone no matter what. That’s when you reach true peace I’ve found.
I love this video, thank you for being so honest. ❤
You always resonated with me because people are so quick to judge but I feel if I was in the same position I would be making the same mistakes like your whole life is on display. We all make mistakes every day but not with millions to see. People who judge online act like they are perfect but our mistakes aren’t aired to all
Thank you Trisha for opening up to us. I know it’s definitely not easy, being so raw and vulnerable to everyone on the internet. We get to get a glimpse of what has happened in your personal life and we get to understand you so much better. As a long time viewer it’s been an honor watching you grow as a person. It gives me hope that someday maybe someone will be understanding of my mental illness bipolar disorder. Keep growing and staying positive we as your viewers will always be here for you Trisha ❤
I really love that you said this channel is like your journal, I’d like to do that with mine. Keep going :)