@@ryakisi _Look up "The Schofield Lie". This song is about Jani Schofield, who was supposed to be a schizophrenic little girl but turned out to be a victim of abuse and Munchausen by Proxy._
@@SaintCharlos Jani Schofield was supposedly the world's youngest schizophrenic, and the world she "hallucinated" was called Calalini- an imaginary island full of talking animals that would hurt her. 10 years later it was revealed that her mom would abuse and manipulate her to make it look like she was suffering from psychotic episodes. The abuse became apparent when Jani stopped getting mentioned and in a desperate attempt to stay relevant, Susan Schofield tried to push stardom to her younger brother Bohdi. Both Jani and Bohdi were taken from Susan Schofield and she lost parental rights, and it was revealed that neither Jani nor Bohdi would show symptoms of schizophrenia outside of her care. Jani went back to her on her own after turning 18, but because she refuses to address the controversies of her mother, people have attributed it to Stockholm syndrome and nobody has considered Susan to be valid since.
Yes. The creator of this song was very young when making it, and made it in direct collaboration with her parents, giving profits to them and treatments for Jani. At the time, the parents hid that they abused Jani with drugs and blamed it on ‘her schizophrenia’. The creator regrets making this song to this day. They tried to recreate it in an album to make amends but regrets that too. I really wish the best for Jani, and for her escape from her parents.
@@CakefoxDots Same. Crusher p couldn't have known. They were only trying to do something nice back when the world was fooled and she shouldn't feel bad for the song. They only meant well and they shouldn't feel bad about the song.
It’s so tragic to learn that the real girl this song was based on (and her brother) were not schizophrenic, but in fact, victims of Münchausen syndrome, drugged into a stupor and abused by their mother. And they’ll never be the same.
no they were schizophrenic or at least jani was. you can see she was in her very early videos when she was really young even just a baby. her processing, her actions and her differences happened way before her mother had anything to do with her abuse. her mother just made things worse.
@@chen6766 Honestly, it depends. Susan was found attempting to exaggerate and control Bohdi's condition in hopes that he passed as schizophrenic so that Susan could monetize off of him, the only difference being that she didn't even care to try seriously enough until Jani's attention went dry. Plus, she had confessed to using benadryl on the kids when they were really young to make them sleep, so their symptoms could be exaggerated. That said, Jani lost the diagnosis of schizophrenia when she was taken away because she supposedly stopped showing symptoms for it and while she had claimed to have hallucinations, people still debate if she was doing that due to the brain damage she got from Susan. That said, given all the effort Susan went to lying about Bohdi, it's hard to say if we can trust Jani wasn't being manipulated to act this way as well.
@@squeaktheswan2007 That makes sense actually. I guess we'll never know the full truth but I do hope the kids are doing better. I also heard somewhere that Jani might have been on the autism spectrum instead so her diagnosis history is really confusing and unknown mostly for the public.
Me: “I remember this song! I wonder why Crusher deleted it from their channel-” [reads the comments] “Oh. *OH*. Welp, I hope Jani’s mother is proud of herself. She ruined her children’s lives, and she ruined my enjoyment of this song.”
Even after 5 years despite the backstory is still an amazing song that just hits different and spreads awareness of either schizophrenic people or drug misuses causing things like schizophrenia the song still bangs tho
Just found this song right now, I’m obsessed. It feels nostalgic for an odd reason.. it reminds me of creepypastas back in 2015. The lyrics and meaning to this song are so sad to me too.
@@squeaktheswan2007 I think because the girl didn't really have schizophrenia so she uploaded a new version without the whispering voices and changed some lyrics
@@nathankid76 Yeah, you're right. Plus, the original mixing was done by Planty-P, which I think was accused of using Pocaloid AKA a pirated version of Vocaloid, plus a redoing of the lyrics.
@@squeaktheswan2007 I dont know about the other things because I never saw the original video but as far as I know from others on the internet is that they said she didn't have it
On the border of your world and mine Is a prominent universe called Calalini It's my island of dark paradise So not every day is a vacation for me Ah, I don't understand four hundred Why do these people have to die? Ah, I don't understand Wednesday... Why do you hurt me? What have I done? I don't know any place I can hide From the voices that are tearing me apart inside. Why do these demons invade my mind? I can't escape from the monsters that eat me alive Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my Paradise Lost? My nightmare in heaven? Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my home at loss? My heart feels so heavy. Can someone come and please save me? (Are you looking? Can you see?) On the border of insanity, (The creatures that devour me?) I can't make the screaming stop I have to keep scratching. (Are you worried? Do you care?) It's my world of constant agony. (I'm spiraling into despair.) It's my personal, very real hell to me. (Ah, I don't understand why..) Ah, I don't understand, Sycamore... Why do these people have to cry? (Ah, I don't understand why..) Ah, I don't understand, 24 hours... Why am I the only one who sees? (Ahh...) I don't know any place I can hide From the voices that are tearing me apart inside. Why do these demons invade my mind? I can't escape from the monsters that eat me alive. Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my Paradise Lost? My nightmare in heaven? Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my home at loss? My heart feels so heavy. Can someone come and please save me? It's safe to say that I'm never alone, I can't be alone. They won't leave me alone, Alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE! I don't know any place I can hide, From the voices that are tearing me apart inside. Why do these demons invade my mind? I can't escape from the monsters that eat me alive Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my Paradise Lost? My nightmare in heaven? Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my home at loss? My heart feels so heavy. I don't know any place I can hide, From the voices that are tearing me apart inside. Why do these demons invade my mind? I can't escape from the monsters that eat me alive Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my Paradise Lost? My nightmare in heaven? Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my home at loss? My heart feels so heavy.
Well if I could I would show that mother what it feels like to be in her daughters place But the way I want that to happen is that I would have a power to show memories of her daughter and make sure she feels all the pain she made her daughter suffer
We all do. It's bad enough to exploit kids, but people with mental health problems can't always control how they act and think, so filming them during only their most aggressive moments and claiming that they're like this all the time just puts them in a bad light.
O sentimento de nostalgia é inexplicável, não sei dizer se estou feliz ou não de hoje em dia saber do que a letra da música se trata, porém por alguma razão me orgulho de ter tido a oportunidade de ouvir. Uma obra de arte❤️.
no, because I kind of relate to this song. while my condition is NOWHERE close to how serious Jani’s was (I have psychosis, and possible schizophrenia?), it’s still scary to see and hear these people telling you this stuff. Also I feel so bad for Jani having to be ab*sed by her mom, I hope her and Bodhi are doing okay now..
Btw I didn’t really mean the story of the song is “awesome” I meant the song itself and how crusher made it. You know I do relate to this myself I always had seen shadows following me ever since I was little. They never spoke to me. And I was never in the situation Jani was in. Mine was different and I don’t know if trauma caused it so I’m not sure. I was always scared to be alone because of it. I was very aggressive when younger and was probably misdiagnosed to have adhd and autism but my mom thinks we both may have bipolar and Again by Crusher is relatable to her.
She doesn't have schizophrenia.. Her parents basically pulled a Gypsy Rose with her and encouraged her to keep the facade up until she was old enough to recognize what was actually going on. Jani no longer considers herself a schizo, but she does unfortunately have a development stunt because of the medications and abuse her parents put her through.
@@YourLocalAmericanIguess OHHH I am so sorry that you relate to them :( mental illnesses and disorders suck so much and they can be so hard to deal with. I hope you can learn to cope and live properly and be happy without worrying :]
Tengo la suerte de no tener que escuchar voces que me digan que hacer ,pero tengo la mala suerte de ser un ser humano el cual solo con su cerebro logra crear horribles escenarios que serían satisfactorios
I live in a dream right? Because i feel i have Hallucinations About My Dead Friend And My Dead Grandpa And Etc. Like Seeing Me In Mirror, Appears An Obscure Version Of Me. Me Playing In A Playground When I Still Have 14, Appears An Child Saying That Im An Demon. Going Take An Shower, An Monster Sees Me In The Shower Drain And Says: You Are Fat Again Lose Some Kg's But Im Skiny. Im Talking To Someone, A Monster Says: You Are Ugly As Hell. Im Gonna Take An Decison, Appears An Angel And An Demon. And The Demon Always Talk To Me. But The Angel Doesn't Talk. I Don't Understand. What's Happening!?
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To all the people saying that Jani was drugged and not schizophrenic they are partially wrong as Jani was seen to have been hallucinating at a very very young age she may have been abused by her mother but it has been proved that she was still schizophrenic aswell
Childhood hallucinations are 100% normal. Stuff like having imaginary friends is normal. I'm a childhood schizophrenic and have had to explain this to some worried people (they ask: "I used to hallucinate as a kid but I don't anymore, am I schizophrenic?")
that's just not true though. lots of kids have imaginary friends, combined with other neurodivergence like autism it can look like schizophrenia but isn't.
Susan confessed in her book to giving Jani and Bodhi large amounts of benadryl to get them to sleep. The only thing Jani ever "hallucinated" was the equivalent of the hat man meme. She was also shown to coach Jani to act this way for the camera and would exaggerate her imagination to make it look like she was hallucinating. If you see the way Susan talks about Bodhi, you'll recognize it immediately since she did the same for him. You can see this in several videos posted by Susan: in one, she tells Jani to show the receptionist of a mental hospital the ruler she was cutting her arm with, and Jani calmly hands it over to the staff. She doesn't even bring it up until asked by Susan. In several Bodhi videos, Susan is seen deliberately misinterpreting what Bodhi said to make it look like he's talking about hallucinations : for example, in the cheese stands alone, Susan wakes Bodhi up at 4 in the morning to film him and tells him to ask her for medication in exchange for going outside to play. Because she woke him when he was sleeping, Bodhi kept asking her to go away, told her he was bored, and at one point asked for water. Susan insisted that Bodhi was saying he wanted "home" instead of "go" (even though Bodhi corrects her by saying "no, *go*), claimed that him saying "I'm bored" was "I'm George" (because Jani would go by a ton of nicknames as a kid, like Jani tree frog or Jani firefly) and kept insisting that Bodhi asking for "water" was him talking about "letters" (possibly because Susan would claim that Jani's hallucinations were numbers and wanted to connect the two). Neither showed symptoms of Schizophrenia when away, as shown by them being taken off the medication and Jani insisting that she had to be re diagnosed when she came back, showing that Jani did not have it when she was gone. Susan admits in an old video that she had Jani tested for other disorders like bipolar and adhd but "none of them worked" suggesting that she Doctor shopped for Jani, and she confessed to doing so for Bodhi. So, no. She probably was induced to have those symptoms, but she didn't have schizophrenia.
TLDR: Susan gave them benadryl, coached them to act like they were seeing thongs and exaggerated Jani and Bodhi's behavior. It didn't mean she was hallucinating.
_This song becomes much, much darker once you realize how much Jani was abused by her mother._
wait what
@@ryakisi _Look up "The Schofield Lie". This song is about Jani Schofield, who was supposed to be a schizophrenic little girl but turned out to be a victim of abuse and Munchausen by Proxy._
@@SaintCharlos Jani Schofield was supposedly the world's youngest schizophrenic, and the world she "hallucinated" was called Calalini- an imaginary island full of talking animals that would hurt her. 10 years later it was revealed that her mom would abuse and manipulate her to make it look like she was suffering from psychotic episodes. The abuse became apparent when Jani stopped getting mentioned and in a desperate attempt to stay relevant, Susan Schofield tried to push stardom to her younger brother Bohdi. Both Jani and Bohdi were taken from Susan Schofield and she lost parental rights, and it was revealed that neither Jani nor Bohdi would show symptoms of schizophrenia outside of her care. Jani went back to her on her own after turning 18, but because she refuses to address the controversies of her mother, people have attributed it to Stockholm syndrome and nobody has considered Susan to be valid since.
Yes. The creator of this song was very young when making it, and made it in direct collaboration with her parents, giving profits to them and treatments for Jani. At the time, the parents hid that they abused Jani with drugs and blamed it on ‘her schizophrenia’. The creator regrets making this song to this day. They tried to recreate it in an album to make amends but regrets that too. I really wish the best for Jani, and for her escape from her parents.
@@CakefoxDots Same. Crusher p couldn't have known. They were only trying to do something nice back when the world was fooled and she shouldn't feel bad for the song. They only meant well and they shouldn't feel bad about the song.
It’s so tragic to learn that the real girl this song was based on (and her brother) were not schizophrenic, but in fact, victims of Münchausen syndrome, drugged into a stupor and abused by their mother. And they’ll never be the same.
Yupp I was thinking about that
True. Susan convinced her kids that they were the problem for years and ruined them in the process.
no they were schizophrenic or at least jani was. you can see she was in her very early videos when she was really young even just a baby. her processing, her actions and her differences happened way before her mother had anything to do with her abuse. her mother just made things worse.
@@chen6766 Honestly, it depends. Susan was found attempting to exaggerate and control Bohdi's condition in hopes that he passed as schizophrenic so that Susan could monetize off of him, the only difference being that she didn't even care to try seriously enough until Jani's attention went dry. Plus, she had confessed to using benadryl on the kids when they were really young to make them sleep, so their symptoms could be exaggerated. That said, Jani lost the diagnosis of schizophrenia when she was taken away because she supposedly stopped showing symptoms for it and while she had claimed to have hallucinations, people still debate if she was doing that due to the brain damage she got from Susan.
That said, given all the effort Susan went to lying about Bohdi, it's hard to say if we can trust Jani wasn't being manipulated to act this way as well.
@@squeaktheswan2007 That makes sense actually. I guess we'll never know the full truth but I do hope the kids are doing better. I also heard somewhere that Jani might have been on the autism spectrum instead so her diagnosis history is really confusing and unknown mostly for the public.
Now the lyrics and the story are pretty dark but c'mon this shit slaps hard.
agreed
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Me: “I remember this song! I wonder why Crusher deleted it from their channel-”
[reads the comments] “Oh. *OH*. Welp, I hope Jani’s mother is proud of herself. She ruined her children’s lives, and she ruined my enjoyment of this song.”
The worst part for me is apparently Jani is now living with her mother again
@@ameliemaynard4217 WAIT REALLY?? ☹️
@@ameliemaynard4217 WHAT
@@ameliemaynard4217 FJUCK.
@@gloomiiiiwell if I remember correctly she actually faked it all.
I haven't heard this for quite a long time.
agreed
agreed x2.
Me too... maybe 5 years ago
I haven’t listened to this song in like 9 months or smth. The story is so sad but also very dark and deep.
12 year old me: *vibing*
17 year old me: *realizes what the lyrics Are Actually about*
EXFUCKINGCATLY, Like I knew she was scizophrenic and who it was about, the thing that got me is that she was horribly abused by her mom.
Even after 5 years despite the backstory is still an amazing song that just hits different and spreads awareness of either schizophrenic people or drug misuses causing things like schizophrenia the song still bangs tho
the instrumentals for this song are godly holy moly
Just found this song right now, I’m obsessed. It feels nostalgic for an odd reason.. it reminds me of creepypastas back in 2015. The lyrics and meaning to this song are so sad to me too.
I had a hard time looking for the original version. thanks
Crusher P took the original down.
@@squeaktheswan2007 I think because the girl didn't really have schizophrenia so she uploaded a new version without the whispering voices and changed some lyrics
@@nathankid76 Yeah, you're right. Plus, the original mixing was done by Planty-P, which I think was accused of using Pocaloid AKA a pirated version of Vocaloid, plus a redoing of the lyrics.
@@squeaktheswan2007 Yeah
@@squeaktheswan2007 I dont know about the other things because I never saw the original video but as far as I know from others on the internet is that they said she didn't have it
On the border of your world and mine
Is a prominent universe called Calalini
It's my island of dark paradise
So not every day is a vacation for me
Ah, I don't understand four hundred
Why do these people have to die?
Ah, I don't understand Wednesday...
Why do you hurt me? What have I done?
I don't know any place I can hide
From the voices that are tearing me apart inside.
Why do these demons invade my mind?
I can't escape from the monsters that eat me alive
Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my Paradise Lost?
My nightmare in heaven?
Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my home at loss?
My heart feels so heavy.
Can someone come and please save me?
(Are you looking? Can you see?)
On the border of insanity,
(The creatures that devour me?)
I can't make the screaming stop I have to keep scratching.
(Are you worried? Do you care?)
It's my world of constant agony.
(I'm spiraling into despair.)
It's my personal, very real hell to me.
(Ah, I don't understand why..)
Ah, I don't understand, Sycamore...
Why do these people have to cry?
(Ah, I don't understand why..)
Ah, I don't understand, 24 hours...
Why am I the only one who sees?
(Ahh...)
I don't know any place I can hide
From the voices that are tearing me apart inside.
Why do these demons invade my mind?
I can't escape from the monsters that eat me alive.
Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my Paradise Lost?
My nightmare in heaven?
Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my home at loss?
My heart feels so heavy.
Can someone come and please save me?
It's safe to say that I'm never alone,
I can't be alone.
They won't leave me alone,
Alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone
PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!
I don't know any place I can hide,
From the voices that are tearing me apart inside.
Why do these demons invade my mind?
I can't escape from the monsters that eat me alive
Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my Paradise Lost?
My nightmare in heaven?
Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my home at loss?
My heart feels so heavy.
I don't know any place I can hide,
From the voices that are tearing me apart inside.
Why do these demons invade my mind?
I can't escape from the monsters that eat me alive
Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my Paradise Lost?
My nightmare in heaven?
Why, oh why, does Calalini have to be my home at loss?
My heart feels so heavy.
The word choice is very harsh, the person must have been through a lot of pain
@@inspiration356 the person who wrote it and the person it's about are two different people thou
Thanks
this is kind of harsh, but i understood this is sung in english not any other language after reading this comment bruhh
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I remember listening to this when I was only about 12 years old and now I'm going to turn 19, I loved this song
Ugh, I played this song 24/7 in my sophomore year of high school. So nostalgic.
Her English can be hard to understand but I love her
I like the whispers in the beginning tbh
I know the song is amazing, but man, the intro is godly.
For real
Idk why, but this is kinda giving me a "Rugrats Theory" feel
the same vocaloid sang this and rugrats theory so that might me why lol
Same producer and same vocaloid. Crusher-P might have actually written that creepypasta too, but I can't remember for sure.
Yo igual xd
Same producer and vocaloid is probably why
@NIKO of course
I wonder why Crusher remade the song and scrapped the original version. Oh well.
@L Well, I guess thats for the best. Though I still like the original version.
@L honestly, I didn't even know that this happened to be honest. I missed a lot of stuff while I was away from vocaloid.
@@SauskeHigurashi That's ok. It's only recently that Susan was exposed.
nostalgic
im listening for the first time, and it's giving me chills...
If sad, why a banger?
agreed... why?
Well if I could I would show that mother what it feels like to be in her daughters place
But the way I want that to happen is that I would have a power to show memories of her daughter and make sure she feels all the pain she made her daughter suffer
We all do. It's bad enough to exploit kids, but people with mental health problems can't always control how they act and think, so filming them during only their most aggressive moments and claiming that they're like this all the time just puts them in a bad light.
holy i remember listening to this song in 6th grade
SAME
@@jynxlapisfair to say the least i was a little edgy then
Its so hard not to sing along but I feel so gross when I do… I hope that Jani is able to get out of that situation.
O sentimento de nostalgia é inexplicável, não sei dizer se estou feliz ou não de hoje em dia saber do que a letra da música se trata, porém por alguma razão me orgulho de ter tido a oportunidade de ouvir.
Uma obra de arte❤️.
Never heard of this song before, and it's really tragic. This is a song about how someone truly feels.
Escuchar esta cancion de nuevo me recordo muchas cosas
porq siento q soy el unico q ya escucho esto en algun lugar y no recuerda xd?
xd
Xd
Porque suena a música de videojuego, a mí me suena a algo que saldría en ClockTower o World of Horror
@@joandelphine9948 ni siquiera juego porq no tengo con que
@@just_shiku2805 Son videojuegos viejos, ClockTower es de súper nintendo y World of Horror es un videojuego de poquísimos requisitos para PC
no, because I kind of relate to this song. while my condition is NOWHERE close to how serious Jani’s was (I have psychosis, and possible schizophrenia?), it’s still scary to see and hear these people telling you this stuff.
Also I feel so bad for Jani having to be ab*sed by her mom, I hope her and Bodhi are doing okay now..
anyways slay ethan pfp
@@cometishi STOP EVERYONE IS SAYING THAT 😭 THANKS??
The nostalgia 4 year later.
This shit slaps
A pasado tiempo desde que escuché esta canción pero no tuve un sueño muy placentero así que se me ocurrió que tenía que escucharlo de nuevo.
Haven’t heard this in a while
So nostalgic
Btw I didn’t really mean the story of the song is “awesome” I meant the song itself and how crusher made it. You know I do relate to this myself I always had seen shadows following me ever since I was little. They never spoke to me. And I was never in the situation Jani was in. Mine was different and I don’t know if trauma caused it so I’m not sure. I was always scared to be alone because of it. I was very aggressive when younger and was probably misdiagnosed to have adhd and autism but my mom thinks we both may have bipolar and Again by Crusher is relatable to her.
The one thing I don't really like about this song is how it almost makes her out to be a monster. People with schizophrenia are not monsters 💕
I agree completely.
I don't think it makes her like a monster just more mentally unstable
She doesn't have schizophrenia.. Her parents basically pulled a Gypsy Rose with her and encouraged her to keep the facade up until she was old enough to recognize what was actually going on. Jani no longer considers herself a schizo, but she does unfortunately have a development stunt because of the medications and abuse her parents put her through.
no the song doesn't do that at all... it was raised to spread awareness??
@@chen6766 It was, but some people felt that it glamorized the disorder. Michael spoke against this.
I swear Jani's mother is the absolute worst...
i was looking for this on apple music and sadly there's only the new version on there
this is the best song i listen (literal this song put me depressed)
bruh
1:15 - 1:36
i wish i couldn't relate to those lyrics but.. :c
Wdym by you wish you could relate to them
@@Twiddle_things oop you just helped me see da mistake I made thank you pookie
I EDITED IT! IT'S FIXED LOL
@@YourLocalAmericanIguess OHHH I am so sorry that you relate to them :( mental illnesses and disorders suck so much and they can be so hard to deal with. I hope you can learn to cope and live properly and be happy without worrying :]
@@Twiddle_things thank you pookie
This song is messed up but I have no idea i like it so much
Tengo la suerte de no tener que escuchar voces que me digan que hacer ,pero tengo la mala suerte de ser un ser humano el cual solo con su cerebro logra crear horribles escenarios que serían satisfactorios
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aww
I live in a dream right? Because i feel i have Hallucinations About My Dead Friend And My Dead Grandpa And Etc.
Like Seeing Me In Mirror, Appears An Obscure Version Of Me.
Me Playing In A Playground When I Still Have 14, Appears An Child Saying That Im An Demon.
Going Take An Shower, An Monster Sees Me In The Shower Drain And Says: You Are Fat Again Lose Some Kg's But Im Skiny.
Im Talking To Someone, A Monster Says: You Are Ugly As Hell.
Im Gonna Take An Decison, Appears An Angel And An Demon. And The Demon Always Talk To Me. But The Angel Doesn't Talk.
I Don't Understand. What's Happening!?
waaaaaaait calalini that sounds familiar. Is this about that child by any chance on operah who had schizophrenia??????!!!!!
Yes, it is about a girl who supposedly had schizophrenia when she was younger, named Jani Schofield.
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1:36
😢😢😭😭😭😭
cool song but the meaning is dark
Dang I didn’t know this song was about an actual person, I knew it was about schizophrenia, but dang.
Jani was actually drugged and abused by her mother, making her develop these hallucinations and voices
this song's like milk that didn't turn into cheese
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To all the people saying that Jani was drugged and not schizophrenic they are partially wrong as Jani was seen to have been hallucinating at a very very young age she may have been abused by her mother but it has been proved that she was still schizophrenic aswell
However Bohdi was not schizophrenic and was being used for monetization by his mother. Truly disgusting.
Childhood hallucinations are 100% normal. Stuff like having imaginary friends is normal. I'm a childhood schizophrenic and have had to explain this to some worried people (they ask: "I used to hallucinate as a kid but I don't anymore, am I schizophrenic?")
that's just not true though. lots of kids have imaginary friends, combined with other neurodivergence like autism it can look like schizophrenia but isn't.
Susan confessed in her book to giving Jani and Bodhi large amounts of benadryl to get them to sleep. The only thing Jani ever "hallucinated" was the equivalent of the hat man meme.
She was also shown to coach Jani to act this way for the camera and would exaggerate her imagination to make it look like she was hallucinating. If you see the way Susan talks about Bodhi, you'll recognize it immediately since she did the same for him. You can see this in several videos posted by Susan: in one, she tells Jani to show the receptionist of a mental hospital the ruler she was cutting her arm with, and Jani calmly hands it over to the staff. She doesn't even bring it up until asked by Susan. In several Bodhi videos, Susan is seen deliberately misinterpreting what Bodhi said to make it look like he's talking about hallucinations : for example, in the cheese stands alone, Susan wakes Bodhi up at 4 in the morning to film him and tells him to ask her for medication in exchange for going outside to play. Because she woke him when he was sleeping, Bodhi kept asking her to go away, told her he was bored, and at one point asked for water. Susan insisted that Bodhi was saying he wanted "home" instead of "go" (even though Bodhi corrects her by saying "no, *go*), claimed that him saying "I'm bored" was "I'm George" (because Jani would go by a ton of nicknames as a kid, like Jani tree frog or Jani firefly) and kept insisting that Bodhi asking for "water" was him talking about "letters" (possibly because Susan would claim that Jani's hallucinations were numbers and wanted to connect the two). Neither showed symptoms of Schizophrenia when away, as shown by them being taken off the medication and Jani insisting that she had to be re diagnosed when she came back, showing that Jani did not have it when she was gone. Susan admits in an old video that she had Jani tested for other disorders like bipolar and adhd but "none of them worked" suggesting that she Doctor shopped for Jani, and she confessed to doing so for Bodhi. So, no. She probably was induced to have those symptoms, but she didn't have schizophrenia.
TLDR: Susan gave them benadryl, coached them to act like they were seeing thongs and exaggerated Jani and Bodhi's behavior. It didn't mean she was hallucinating.
This instrumental to this is actually really good but the flow of the vocals are really choppy and disharmonious
I feel like the choppy disharmonious vocals add to the eeriness of the song and album overall
C glauque wtf
the blood of jesus
nostalgic