I was literally crying the whole video and live stream, ima have beef with the new L but im happy for them that they both have their peace, im just so sad that they broke up, if they stayed together that would have a meaning too, so that "love always wins" or something like that ❤
man i wish we could see how L is doing right now. i feel like we didn’t really get to see how everything that happened impacted her (i feel like L kept building up everything inside her) and if you ever feel up for it, i’d love to see an episode where we get to see it!
anyway, whatever you choose to do, i’m sure it’ll be amazing 🩷 i’m not in an ideal financial situation to support you on other platforms 😢 but i hope you know that what you’ve done in your last year has healed a part of me and gave me something to be excited for and thankful for when it was hard. you’ve come so far ❤
Welp, just listened to the episode and I'm at a loss of words. Very heartbroken but at the same time Foster is at peace, and the story would be more real that way. This was an amazing story to listen to! and again, I'm glad I found your channel and stuck by ❤❤
I honestly don't know where to begin. I mean, i know I'm not the main target audience since im a guy and these are F4F... I listen to these audios as someone who's, like, watching a TV show or something. I don't put myself in Listener's shoes and see her as a separate character... And somehow... My heart still shattered when i figured out the truth of the last episode... and the fact it happened directly after the wedding episode... The fact it gives me these emotions and makes me feel so conflicted really means theres something special about this series... I dont really know what i feel right now. Am i sad or content? I mean, I'm definitely not happy since this ending is heartbreaking But im not in full negative emotions because it still feels... somewhat ok... If this is really the end, thank you so much for everything you've done If not, here's to more audios! and who knows... maybe og L will make a return... hopefully.
I don't post very often, but this hit me in such a profound way, I feel like I needed to say something. Like many others here, the first time I listened to the finale was utterly gutwrenching. I had been hoping for the fairytale ending. I was heartbroken at the end. But after I processed it for a bit, you have it right. There was too much shared trauma between the two of them and neither would find peace as long as they were that close to each other constantly. When I went back and listened to the last five episodes again, knowing what I know now, it does make sense as the "realistic" ending. Even after coming to that conclusion, I was still sad and it took me a while to figure out why. I wasn't really sad about how it ended, but more about that the series itself is ending. You have created a vibrant world with characters we can relate to and get invested in. You found ways to push our emotional buttons, sometimes more than one at a time, and make us really think and care about the characters. That's what I am going to miss the most. I became so engaged in wanting the best for the characters that I would jump right back in whenever there was a new audio. I hope someday we get a chance to look back in on them and appreciate how far they've come. I have never been as invested in a series as I was with this one. While I am truly sad it's ending, at least for now. I can't wait to see what you do next. Thank you for the wonderful story. It was absolutely amazing.
Me personality I really like the ending I think it was a reality check that no matter what happened they were never going to be able to have peace because of the amount of trauma they went through. I think it wouldn’t make sense for them to be a happy and perfect after going through all of that.
A question I always wanted to ask (mainly about S02) that kinda stayed within the back of my head was why did Theo actually offer drugs to Sebastian in the first place? We never got a clear answer on it and it always kinda stuck with me a bit since we first found out about Theo manipulating Seb. Also with the new episode, although I am a bit saddened that the series ended, I am excited to see what could be possibly next in store. ❤❤❤
I wanted to leave that open for interpretation! I think there’s a spectrum of ‘darkness’ there; from Seb just being a kid to party and hang out with bc he’s cool, to maybe drugging him for nefarious purposes, to maybe Seb just being nervous and the drugs chilling him out/keeping him going. It’s whatever you think fits the characters best :)
I have so many thoughts, so expect a couple replys to this comment. This kinda reminds me of the unreliable narrator-thing that agatha cristie sometimes does. It feels very similar to me as a consument at least. Pencillkid once did something similar actually. It was a little different though. Her character (I think it was cassandra the mailwoman, but I am not sure) had a girlfriend, then the character dissapeared for a while and when she returned she was single and sort of traumatized from the break-up. Then a new listener appeared and they healed together. I am really impressed by your freestyle storytelling. I am also sort of a writer and I have my stories also stored in my head, but they are a mess, so just straight out telling them to a audience wouldn't work. I think making shorter series would be really fun. I would love to watch (or listen) to all kind of stories and dynamics you come up with. The other channel is already doing a great job with this.
Okay, so in my mind Listener quit her stupid lil job and started to write sapphic stories fulltime. Her new girlfriend is living in a cabin with her and chopping wood like Nicole from Canada. They sometimes come to LA to visit Foster, but she mostly left the city behind to have a more rural life. She doesn't have a tv, but she watches everything Foster does on her Laptop when she takes writing breaks. Even though her books are crazy successful she doesn't attent many public events. But sometimes she appears and surprises everyone by telling some things about her new, peaceful cottage core life.
Omg, Foster could be like Clara in Doctor Who. She jumps into a time stream and than is duplicated and appears in all sorts of roles during the doctors life. (Which sounds super confusing if you don't watch doctor who, but essentially she just looks and acts the same, but is a totally different person in a diffenerent time and space.)
Hearing you talk about the taking time and being gentle and not pushing yourself is so important. I am the same with the keep going and always doing a lot (and feeling like I don't do enough when I slow down). This channel actually helps me a lot with learning to calm down and taking breaks. (Even when they were just breaks while listening to this). I kept getting sick every couple weeks last winter and was exhausted and pretty down when I found the channel last november. Listening to it really kept me going and made me feel better (or at least distracted me from my own missery)
The times I was screaming at the characters in your audios or thought stuff like "E. what have you done? How are you ever going to get out of this narrative "hole" you put yourself into?"
I would love a band yn thingy. Could be really fun, since it is so clichee. But I am also studying music, so that might be why. Anyway, if you ever need help with anything music or art/history, hit me up. I would love to help. Thank you so much for everything you have done in the past year, I am already looking forward to whatever you come up with and when I am better of financially, I am definitely giving you something back. I hope everyone is having a beautiful day. See you in whatevers comment section.
My comment on S03EP50 was not loading so I’ll put my message here E, I would like to share a few (a lot) of words about this channel. With this season finale, the emotions I feel right now cannot be put into words. Your audios and talent for storytelling have time and time again made my jaw drop in awe. I know you hear this a lot, but I still feel that it is important for me to share my view with you. 2023 and 2024 were two of the hardest years of my life. The challenges constantly thrown at me have left me feeling lost. Even after all this time, I still haven’t processed all that has happened to me. And yes, you might be wondering where I’m going with this, but what I truly want to say is this. When I found your channel in December 2023, you, E, have helped me in ways that I cannot describe. Your audios have kept me going through some of the toughest times of my life. Each and every video has helped me in its own unique way, and the world that you have created has been (excuse my corny wording) the light in the darkness for me. So, from the bottom of my heart, I want to say thank you so much for all that you have done. You may think that your content is not worth all this praise, but I assure you it 100% is. And sure, this might be a lot of praise if this is not the end of the stories you make here, but I still wanted to say something to you at the end of this chapter. Again, thank you for everything you have done E. You are truly a remarkable storyteller, and you have inspired me to strive to be another creative soul in this world. This might seem like a stretch, but in a way you have saved my life. You’ve done so much for all of us, and it has truly been such a blessing going through this amazing adventure with you. ❤️❤️❤️ - Lex
You know, E, i listened to every video from the very beginning and thought "what will you surprise us with next?" and literally every time i listened to it i thought "wow, my assumptions are good, but what you came up with is even cooler". Basically Foster needed to leave this relationship, over these few years we have experienced too many terrible events and we don't even have the strength to support each other anymore (at least for me it would have run out). I just hope that in a new relationship our girl will feel comfortable. And no, i'm not crying, it's just rain... 🥹 Thank you very much for this story. It supported the creative part of me this whole year, and you motivated me to continue my work - drawing and inventing fairy tales for kids. Completely unrelated, but the thought that you continue to systematically release videos and works on AO3 helped me to continue writing, so thank you doubly 💛
I was literally crying the whole video and live stream, ima have beef with the new L but im happy for them that they both have their peace, im just so sad that they broke up, if they stayed together that would have a meaning too, so that "love always wins" or something like that ❤
I GOT SOME BEEF WITH THE NEW LISENER BC WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE
man i wish we could see how L is doing right now. i feel like we didn’t really get to see how everything that happened impacted her (i feel like L kept building up everything inside her) and if you ever feel up for it, i’d love to see an episode where we get to see it!
anyway, whatever you choose to do, i’m sure it’ll be amazing 🩷 i’m not in an ideal financial situation to support you on other platforms 😢 but i hope you know that what you’ve done in your last year has healed a part of me and gave me something to be excited for and thankful for when it was hard. you’ve come so far ❤
Welp, just listened to the episode and I'm at a loss of words. Very heartbroken but at the same time Foster is at peace, and the story would be more real that way. This was an amazing story to listen to! and again, I'm glad I found your channel and stuck by ❤❤
Thank you for saving the stream. Can finally start to catch up.
Also, I didn't expect that ending, but it makes sense.
regardless of what path you choose, ur audios healed a part of me
I honestly don't know where to begin.
I mean, i know I'm not the main target audience since im a guy and these are F4F...
I listen to these audios as someone who's, like, watching a TV show or something. I don't put myself in Listener's shoes and see her as a separate character...
And somehow... My heart still shattered when i figured out the truth of the last episode... and the fact it happened directly after the wedding episode...
The fact it gives me these emotions and makes me feel so conflicted really means theres something special about this series...
I dont really know what i feel right now.
Am i sad or content?
I mean, I'm definitely not happy since this ending is heartbreaking
But im not in full negative emotions because it still feels... somewhat ok...
If this is really the end, thank you so much for everything you've done
If not, here's to more audios!
and who knows... maybe og L will make a return... hopefully.
Yeah same brother same
The way i cried knowing damn well this is a stroy😭that crazy .anyways i just want to say you are amazing E!!!and i love you ❤
I don't post very often, but this hit me in such a profound way, I feel like I needed to say something. Like many others here, the first time I listened to the finale was utterly gutwrenching. I had been hoping for the fairytale ending. I was heartbroken at the end. But after I processed it for a bit, you have it right. There was too much shared trauma between the two of them and neither would find peace as long as they were that close to each other constantly. When I went back and listened to the last five episodes again, knowing what I know now, it does make sense as the "realistic" ending.
Even after coming to that conclusion, I was still sad and it took me a while to figure out why. I wasn't really sad about how it ended, but more about that the series itself is ending. You have created a vibrant world with characters we can relate to and get invested in. You found ways to push our emotional buttons, sometimes more than one at a time, and make us really think and care about the characters. That's what I am going to miss the most. I became so engaged in wanting the best for the characters that I would jump right back in whenever there was a new audio. I hope someday we get a chance to look back in on them and appreciate how far they've come.
I have never been as invested in a series as I was with this one. While I am truly sad it's ending, at least for now. I can't wait to see what you do next. Thank you for the wonderful story. It was absolutely amazing.
Me personality I really like the ending I think it was a reality check that no matter what happened they were never going to be able to have peace because of the amount of trauma they went through. I think it wouldn’t make sense for them to be a happy and perfect after going through all of that.
We will be here ready to support you. Don’t stress!!❤️❤️❤️❤️
I love how this is happening on my birthday
I just listened to the last episode and although I’m upset about L and Foster breaking up it was a good episode
I'd love to read them!
@@FosterAudiosah well I don’t know exactly how to send them too you but I will let you know when I finish writing one!
@@FosterAudios I’ll start writing on Saturday:)
I really needed that relationship to work out and I don’t know how to feel right now.😞
Hey that band idea is a really good idea tho😅😭
Whatever happens we are here for you❤❤❤❤🥰🥰🥰🥰
Why do we have to break up 😩😩😩😩🥺🥺🥺🥺
It's a great series finale, a great twist, very thematically appropriate. And I'm so upset about it.
A question I always wanted to ask (mainly about S02) that kinda stayed within the back of my head was why did Theo actually offer drugs to Sebastian in the first place? We never got a clear answer on it and it always kinda stuck with me a bit since we first found out about Theo manipulating Seb.
Also with the new episode, although I am a bit saddened that the series ended, I am excited to see what could be possibly next in store. ❤❤❤
I wanted to leave that open for interpretation! I think there’s a spectrum of ‘darkness’ there; from Seb just being a kid to party and hang out with bc he’s cool, to maybe drugging him for nefarious purposes, to maybe Seb just being nervous and the drugs chilling him out/keeping him going. It’s whatever you think fits the characters best :)
I have so many thoughts, so expect a couple replys to this comment. This kinda reminds me of the unreliable narrator-thing that agatha cristie sometimes does. It feels very similar to me as a consument at least.
Pencillkid once did something similar actually. It was a little different though. Her character (I think it was cassandra the mailwoman, but I am not sure) had a girlfriend, then the character dissapeared for a while and when she returned she was single and sort of traumatized from the break-up. Then a new listener appeared and they healed together.
I am really impressed by your freestyle storytelling. I am also sort of a writer and I have my stories also stored in my head, but they are a mess, so just straight out telling them to a audience wouldn't work.
I think making shorter series would be really fun. I would love to watch (or listen) to all kind of stories and dynamics you come up with. The other channel is already doing a great job with this.
Okay, so in my mind Listener quit her stupid lil job and started to write sapphic stories fulltime. Her new girlfriend is living in a cabin with her and chopping wood like Nicole from Canada. They sometimes come to LA to visit Foster, but she mostly left the city behind to have a more rural life. She doesn't have a tv, but she watches everything Foster does on her Laptop when she takes writing breaks. Even though her books are crazy successful she doesn't attent many public events. But sometimes she appears and surprises everyone by telling some things about her new, peaceful cottage core life.
Omg, Foster could be like Clara in Doctor Who. She jumps into a time stream and than is duplicated and appears in all sorts of roles during the doctors life. (Which sounds super confusing if you don't watch doctor who, but essentially she just looks and acts the same, but is a totally different person in a diffenerent time and space.)
Hearing you talk about the taking time and being gentle and not pushing yourself is so important.
I am the same with the keep going and always doing a lot (and feeling like I don't do enough when I slow down). This channel actually helps me a lot with learning to calm down and taking breaks. (Even when they were just breaks while listening to this). I kept getting sick every couple weeks last winter and was exhausted and pretty down when I found the channel last november. Listening to it really kept me going and made me feel better (or at least distracted me from my own missery)
The times I was screaming at the characters in your audios or thought stuff like "E. what have you done? How are you ever going to get out of this narrative "hole" you put yourself into?"
I would love a band yn thingy. Could be really fun, since it is so clichee. But I am also studying music, so that might be why. Anyway, if you ever need help with anything music or art/history, hit me up. I would love to help.
Thank you so much for everything you have done in the past year, I am already looking forward to whatever you come up with and when I am better of financially, I am definitely giving you something back.
I hope everyone is having a beautiful day. See you in whatevers comment section.
My comment on S03EP50 was not loading so I’ll put my message here
E, I would like to share a few (a lot) of words about this channel. With this season finale, the emotions I feel right now cannot be put into words. Your audios and talent for storytelling have time and time again made my jaw drop in awe. I know you hear this a lot, but I still feel that it is important for me to share my view with you.
2023 and 2024 were two of the hardest years of my life. The challenges constantly thrown at me have left me feeling lost. Even after all this time, I still haven’t processed all that has happened to me. And yes, you might be wondering where I’m going with this, but what I truly want to say is this.
When I found your channel in December 2023, you, E, have helped me in ways that I cannot describe. Your audios have kept me going through some of the toughest times of my life. Each and every video has helped me in its own unique way, and the world that you have created has been (excuse my corny wording) the light in the darkness for me.
So, from the bottom of my heart, I want to say thank you so much for all that you have done. You may think that your content is not worth all this praise, but I assure you it 100% is. And sure, this might be a lot of praise if this is not the end of the stories you make here, but I still wanted to say something to you at the end of this chapter.
Again, thank you for everything you have done E. You are truly a remarkable storyteller, and you have inspired me to strive to be another creative soul in this world.
This might seem like a stretch, but in a way you have saved my life.
You’ve done so much for all of us, and it has truly been such a blessing going through this amazing adventure with you.
❤️❤️❤️
- Lex
Thank you so much, Lex. That means the world to me 💕
The ending for good but i u never like shined some light on the lena trial situation like the trial never came up
You know, E, i listened to every video from the very beginning and thought "what will you surprise us with next?" and literally every time i listened to it i thought "wow, my assumptions are good, but what you came up with is even cooler".
Basically Foster needed to leave this relationship, over these few years we have experienced too many terrible events and we don't even have the strength to support each other anymore (at least for me it would have run out). I just hope that in a new relationship our girl will feel comfortable.
And no, i'm not crying, it's just rain... 🥹
Thank you very much for this story. It supported the creative part of me this whole year, and you motivated me to continue my work - drawing and inventing fairy tales for kids. Completely unrelated, but the thought that you continue to systematically release videos and works on AO3 helped me to continue writing, so thank you doubly 💛