Deal wit this everyday I go thru the hood and I think like damn we used to be here we used to hit this cut we used to b at this store like damn you end up mad and just ask like we all was goin crazy together why they get n not me why I survive but not them and all u can do is get high .. cause the hood b filled wit ghosts 😔
Exactly, what ima keep crying and feeling sad? ima always fell like that so y not try to happily celebrate, but it is hard trying to happily celebrate someone who died in the streets or at the hands of another mf,,
Goin thru this rn lost my brother now my other brother faxing life childhood friends died and in jail for decades ….. my soul be hurt everyday thinkin bout my life and my peoples….i be wanting to be gone too 💔
Damn he grew up and realized money don't bring happiness if you're feeling alone and realize this street shit is cold AF as you get older without them.....
Remember Tay, Dthang was a killer. It hurts but sometimes you got accept you love them and know them in ways no one else did but also they was killers. They got their justice.
Everyone processes deth different. Personally I think deth is the beginning of the next life. For example, how does someone who’s alive know to tell someone who’s dying to “stay away from the light”? We consciously know the “light” is the next world. We all have to go, but everyone isn’t capable of putting a smile on someone’s face after they leave. I think if you have someone you lost and everytime they come to mind it makes you smile, that’s priceless. Because I know when I go, I’m gonna be with those people again. Our loved ones are waiting for us. It would only hurt if I had to stay here forever and never see them
Well explained we all feel like dat not just friends but every loss but This part of the interview way to real for culture in will have you wit suicidal thoughts Oms…Mght wanna Delete dis one.💯.i ain’t watching dis nomo.
Funeral isn’t for the dead it’s for the living. But totally understand what he means. I seen my homie dead out on the street with his Afro he been rocking for years. Then when the funeral came I see him in his casket with a fade. It was super weird to me.
@@Bdog_45 100k ain’t shit nowadays bruh You buy a new car all that is gone. Can’t even buy a decent house with that. It’s not bad for a street 🥷🏾though if you getting it legally 🆙
Losing yo rappy a different type of hurt ku especially you had plans together not even to get rich but just to even have yaw kids grow up wit each other and reminisce on the old days but shidd my rap gone my real best friend ku this shit ain’t no joke this shit hurt and I’m all alone
Damn I’m sorry. I wish I was able to say something I could do or say to make yall feel better or less alone. Losing people you love is the worst. The loved ones I’ve lost might be gone for a different reason but the pain of those loses is real. The one thing that does comfort me is that I can still feel them all around me. Which is a hard thing to explain but maybe you know what I mean. Like they physically aren’t here. Their bodies are gone but their souls are still somewhere near by. I’ve been in a atleast a few situations that should have killed my ass or at a minimum should of fucked me up real bad but I walked away every time and I’m not the only one and we know it’s them. I hope this makes sense and is in some way helpful to you. Please take care and stay safe. I obviously don’t know you but you matter. You’re here for a reason. Finding someone to talk to is important it doesn’t have to be a counselor or a therapist but a lot of them do have tools and resources that our sometimes more helpful than our friends . I mean that’s what I hear anyways idk yet I might be out here over sharing in YT comments but that shits different than sitting down in front of a person and sharing your grief and other feelings(feelings yuck lol) Either way though I do suggest it cause it does help a lot of people and you never know when something might be helpful to you. Anyways stay safe and I hope you have better days of healing for sure.
The whole drill movement was and is bs. Killing over nothing, still dirty n broke with a bunch of kids out of wedlock. Martin’s and Malcom’s nightmare actualized.
I understand Tay and that's due to death due to murder, why it seems weird but life after death the funeral service is played out that way the church - the memories n tributes Burial - final goodbye n rest After - celebrating the life of the person who lived life key word "LIVED" Life some of these men wasnt ready to die but trapped in a cycle 🙏🏾 this shit crazy
Thats cap about how somebody can be a funeral sad then right back happy when my grandma died I couldn’t love correctly for a year I was emotionally detached and she died naturally I could have a conversation with anybody talking about grandmas and mid conversation tears would come out my eyes and I wasn’t crying or sad
That's cause you're a geniune person and you had a real connection with her, I've seen people at funerals cry then laugh mins later, and some might have faked their emotion, but others probably rejoicing for the uncle or who ever passing away, each person griefs differently, some will cry, some will put on a face and laugh, others happy for the person gone, it depends on how they see it and how the person passed, like when my grandparents went, I wasn't that sad, I was glad they were free from their ailing bodies, depends what you believe in, I believe in after life
You are talking about one death these people lose multiple some of them even kill themselves the more death you are around the easier it gets dont talk about stuff you don't know about
Sorry to tell you this tay I fuck wit you but I’ve died and came back a few times and it’s just like going to sleep bro it’s not painful though but you just go out and there’s no light either it’s just peaceful rest
Na... I definitely Relate to this... From Not really wanna be here.. Running from the Pain.. Mfs being up in 2020.. I had 50k in 2015.. Lost My Mama.. I RAN from that shit 😏 I don't got NOTHING.. Even Tonight.. It's Crazy I seen this tonight cus otw home I was thinking like I don't wanna go Home and lay by myself AGIAN.. I Miss My ex 😂😂😂 Na tho.. She gave me some of the Best moments of My life but we split at the end of 2020.. But she was ALL I had so for us to split and her to leave and just not turn back.. Like, Man I than Lost Everybody.. Now you wanna leave me.. I been Alone since.. After that.. Last 3 year's just been .. in the way.... I be doing Tattoos and I be going to nice neighborhoods and seeing all these Families with Smiles.. Life Really took my Smile.. I be Wondering why I don't Deserve any of that... I Never really got to Experience the Beautiful shit in life.. I'm 33.. No Kid's.. Never been married.. Got Left.. But It's My Fault.. After My Mama Passed I started Running from that Pain and been fighting an Addiction ever since 🤦🏾 and I Can't Shake this shit cus it's like.. ALL that Pain STILL there Plus some... Shit Runs DEEP and tbh I'm Scared of it... I'm scared to Face All that shit.. But there ain't a Word that can Describe Just how EXHAUSTED I am having to wake up EVERY SINGLE DAY with a Broken 💔 Heart and Soul 🖤.. This shit is KILLING Me... But I'm Holding on... I been Holding on... I be tryna look at everything I Need to do to get back even to Ground Level and it's like I'm just in too Deep at this Point 😔.. That Mountain I have to Climb to get back to Just Ground Level, Like being a Regular Human being Requires WAY More than I have to Give at this Point 😔 I can't... So I know I ain't gon be able to get my shawty back.. Not like this.. But Idk how to shake Any of this shit.. from this Fucking Addiction to ALL this Pain on My Heart.. Then Me knowing she been with another mf so those Thoughts be TORMENTING Me 😔🤦🏾 and it's a Relationship that God Aligned... I felt soooo Betrayed by God when I found out she lived with another Man.. I'm laying by myself praying every night for God to Make me the Man I need to be because she was my everything 💯🤷🏾 She was there for me.. She gave me the Best Christmas I had since I was 5.. She Gave me My BEST Birthday.. literally some of the Best Moments of my Life.. I was Sooooo Happy when she came into my Life cus I felt Like God Ain't Forget about me and I felt like I FINALLY get to have My OWN Little Family that Loves me and that I Love so for God to Allow someone else to take her... after KNOWING All I Been through.. It's Like... Ion get it.. Maybe I just ain't Nothing.. All I hear is all this God Loves you and He's All lovey dovey but... I ain't even tryna hear it.. God ain't hearing nothing I'm saying unless I'm Accomplishing thing's that Are damn near impossible for me to conquer.. Like I understand shit is bad but Bruh.. Look at my Life.. I just wanna Distract myself and be okay for a few Moments but Na.. It's Like God Want you to just Sit in your Misery All day long.. I be Reading The Bible and Read You supposed to Think about what's Right and Pure and Good and Admirable and ect ect but Wtf do I have that's That? 😏 The ONLY Good Memories I have TORMENT the Shit outta me and I don't even Wanna think about the shit and borderline regret them memories cus they ALOT Harder to Live with when you Barely in your 30's, feeling like you been here 60 sumn year's and you feel like the Best part of your life is behind you.. Ion see NOTHING GOOD in Sight... Nothing... and God Don't Care Nun about how I feel... I learned that The Hard way 💯 NOBODY Gives a Flying FUCK about How I Feel... But me.. and who the Fuck am I? A Fucking Nobody.. But Shit.. ALL this Chaos 🌪️ in The World going on How can I Expect anything Good anyway... I can go on for Days and I ain't even talk about people I know who died to Gun Violence... I've known 25-30 people personally who died by Gun Violence since 2010.. Actually Today (July 11th) Makes 14 year's since we lost our first childhood friend by the Gun.. He was shot 8× in the back by the Police.. Shit went up from there.. So My Shawty Helped me through alot thats why I mentioned her.. But.. That's Just Life I guess.. I'm just doing My Best Not to K*ll Myself but Sometimes I GENUINELY WHOLEHEARTEDLY Believe sometimes that, That's what God wants me to do 💯 I don't understand why He Allowed all this KNOWING how I feel.. Like... I'M YO CHILD...... 😔💔 WHY is you DOING THIS TO ME... But.. He God.. He Perfect.. I'm not.. so somewhere along the lines.. I'm The Big Fuck up 💯😔 It's ALL MY FUCKING FAULT.. like it Always is but that's cool.. I'm just tryna make sure that God Accepts me when I check.. so I'm trying cus I know one thing.. I can't keep going like this.. At all.. ain't no way I can do another 5 year's of feeling this way.. and I ain't even Mentioned a QUARTER.. ...That's Life tho 🖤💔😔 If Anybody who really knows how to Pray.. Please Pray for me.. I think when My Mama died Nobody was there to Pray for me anymore.. My life spiralled outta control when she Left me here on This.. Place.. and I ain't been right ever since smh 😔💔 I learned Alot of lessons but as of Right now.. Those Lessons won't worth Breaking My Heart, Mind and Soul the way it did 💯😔🖤 Life really Fucked me up... and I'm Genuinely Exhausted in Every Realm of My Existence and I mean those words more than I know to even communicate it...
For me is a little bit different. I don’t want no funeral at all or no viewing just cremate me and that’s it no obituary no nothing. and throw my ashes in the ocean 🌊.
I feel it..i got up$+ .i remember riding in my new whip looking at my new chick..thinking my old chick was suppose to be sitting right here ..i dont even know you ma
Tay only here bc your homies dead, your homies locked up and your homies killed dudes that yall grew up with. What they say price of fame cost too much
The irony is Tay wouldn’t have had this level of RUclips “success” if his friends didn’t check out early. It wouldn’t be anything to talk about and we wouldn’t be here.
but also if his homies didnt die the snitching sht wouldnt been happening and he could have been in Otf bc him and durk used to be close. i think tay said in 2016 live that he missed out on deals when the allegations had come out so he prolly got blackballed.
basically feeling bad that you made it out but all your friends died or feeling like the wins not even worth it cs you cant even share it with your loved ones
This is therapy at this point for Tay hope bro gets better
Dis shit hit the heart real gangstas who really lost dem souljas goin feel dis shit 💯💯
Deal wit this everyday I go thru the hood and I think like damn we used to be here we used to hit this cut we used to b at this store like damn you end up mad and just ask like we all was goin crazy together why they get n not me why I survive but not them and all u can do is get high .. cause the hood b filled wit ghosts 😔
@@ronnieglobalnow4384 y'all knew the consequences before jumping into into it.
I’m not a gangster but I’m a marine 0311 infantry I know the feeling of losing brothers
They always ask Tay to speak on something new. He been real respect man
“This not come togetherable” 😂😂😂😂😂😂
@@JuiceBoogie8682 I died🤣
Its a celebration of life thats why we cry and then we laugh and smile to have a good time cause what else is there to do?
Exactly, what ima keep crying and feeling sad? ima always fell like that so y not try to happily celebrate,
but it is hard trying to happily celebrate someone who died in the streets or at the hands of another mf,,
@@1gmontana GET 🔙
50 cent said it best we all scared to die but who wants to go last, you gotta watch everybody go before you, it gets lonely being by yourself.
🤞
Tay damn near brought me to tears with this one man 💯 what he saying is so real it hit deep 💯
He NEEDED to be on this couch… BEEN wanting to say this to someone!
When you don’t have the option to properly grieve you end up in situations like tay is explaining. The circumstance doesn’t help the grieving process
Goin thru this rn lost my brother now my other brother faxing life childhood friends died and in jail for decades ….. my soul be hurt everyday thinkin bout my life and my peoples….i be wanting to be gone too 💔
this tay best interview yet. rip LA he really was a star 🙏🏾
exactly why i dont go to funerals.
Facts
I’m glad I’m not the only one who thinks that way
Damn he grew up and realized money don't bring happiness if you're feeling alone and realize this street shit is cold AF as you get older without them.....
Tru dat
It’s a cold world for men
Very
Especially black men.
@@StoneGone be quiet mane w that shit
@@123abc45-xhe's keeping it a buck though 😢smh if he's not pale faced I agree with him
@@123abc45-x EAD
Remember Tay, Dthang was a killer. It hurts but sometimes you got accept you love them and know them in ways no one else did but also they was killers. They got their justice.
he knows that
Everyone processes deth different. Personally I think deth is the beginning of the next life. For example, how does someone who’s alive know to tell someone who’s dying to “stay away from the light”? We consciously know the “light” is the next world. We all have to go, but everyone isn’t capable of putting a smile on someone’s face after they leave. I think if you have someone you lost and everytime they come to mind it makes you smile, that’s priceless. Because I know when I go, I’m gonna be with those people again. Our loved ones are waiting for us. It would only hurt if I had to stay here forever and never see them
Facts I believe this too
Death the a is not silent.
Fuk is deth
@@chapter6verse22 True.... But it still hurts for the one's who have to wait until they see you again .
😂😂😂😂😂😂yoooo cryijg at the funeral and laughing at the repass is crazy
Whats so funny?
Eating pizza drinking liquor 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂he went off
That is just a way of celebrating a deceased persons life. Nothing weird about it
Live fa ur kids tay cuz if u dont u gon be sad alot. Ur kids need u dont forget that
Well explained we all feel like dat not just friends but every loss but This part of the interview way to real for culture in will have you wit suicidal thoughts Oms…Mght wanna Delete dis one.💯.i ain’t watching dis nomo.
bro i thought i only felt this way
Basically saying it’s easier NOT to be here than BEING here…
At least he honest
2:30 " come togetherable" 😭😭
Adding that one to the vocabulary lol
Chicago niggas stay making they own words up
This some the realist shit bro ever said! I'm the same way. Fuc goin to a funeral unless it's a day 1 family member.
It feels even more f’d up to lose all your friends and everyone is still alive.
I felt this one 💯🙏🏾
Chin Up,Tay👍 Can't begin to imagine the Stresses life's gave You in your short life,bro. Stay Positive and keep doin what you're doin💯✌️
Real shit 💯
Funeral isn’t for the dead it’s for the living. But totally understand what he means. I seen my homie dead out on the street with his Afro he been rocking for years. Then when the funeral came I see him in his casket with a fade. It was super weird to me.
Damn.
That boy tieed and them beans kicking his ass
This not come togetherable is crazy 😂😂😂😂
Naw it's real G
Boy boy boy.... blessings of grace, mercy, peace, and love to Tay! I pray he finds the true light Jesus (Yeshua) Christ of Nazareth
100k still living with yo momma is crazy
@@Bdog_45 100k ain’t shit nowadays bruh
You buy a new car all that is gone. Can’t even buy a decent house with that. It’s not bad for a street 🥷🏾though if you getting it legally 🆙
@@Alexatainment Maybe if you're irresponsible with your money.
Tay ain’t looking too good lately, he look hella stressed
@@brennon9755 Shiii look like he tired answering the same questions every interview
he a father too ontop of all the trauma he been thru that sht will stress u out
Cartel be getting the best from tay 🫡
I felt what he said I say the same about funerals life really go on
Single parent households are to blame for all this.
The dads left bro🤷🏿♂️ our mothers stayed as hard as it was, we as a generation simply have to do better
@@Mzwakhe434 the women chose the deadbeats over the good men. It's on them. Or they got them locked up by lying on them.
No it ain’t just because you got both parents don’t mean you won’t be in the streets
@@Heimdadream96 statistically....you're WAY less likely. If you still are, then you're just a dvma$$
@@Mzwakhe434 some women push the guys away
Damn bro drop the whole interview 😂
Losing yo rappy a different type of hurt ku especially you had plans together not even to get rich but just to even have yaw kids grow up wit each other and reminisce on the old days but shidd my rap gone my real best friend ku this shit ain’t no joke this shit hurt and I’m all alone
Damn I’m sorry. I wish I was able to say something I could do or say to make yall feel better or less alone. Losing people you love is the worst. The loved ones I’ve lost might be gone for a different reason but the pain of those loses is real.
The one thing that does comfort me is that I can still feel them all around me. Which is a hard thing to explain but maybe you know what I mean. Like they physically aren’t here. Their bodies are gone but their souls are still somewhere near by. I’ve been in a atleast a few situations that should have killed my ass or at a minimum should of fucked me up real bad but I walked away every time and I’m not the only one and we know it’s them. I hope this makes sense and is in some way helpful to you.
Please take care and stay safe. I obviously don’t know you but you matter. You’re here for a reason. Finding someone to talk to is important it doesn’t have to be a counselor or a therapist but a lot of them do have tools and resources that our sometimes more helpful than our friends . I mean that’s what I hear anyways idk yet I might be out here over sharing in YT comments but that shits different than sitting down in front of a person and sharing your grief and other feelings(feelings yuck lol)
Either way though I do suggest it cause it does help a lot of people and you never know when something might be helpful to you.
Anyways stay safe and I hope you have better days of healing for sure.
@@Raraking4796 ngl this damn near made a nigga cry 💯
@@Glomunna1400 Ofng my nigga
It’s sad because both sides died for nothing & gain nothing !!!!! Gd’s & bd’s means nothing family does and most importantly god
The whole drill movement was and is bs. Killing over nothing, still dirty n broke with a bunch of kids out of wedlock. Martin’s and Malcom’s nightmare actualized.
I think this what foolio was going through as well💯
this shit so sad gang make me think about my brother
I understand Tay and that's due to death due to murder, why it seems weird but life after death the funeral service is played out that way the church - the memories n tributes
Burial - final goodbye n rest
After - celebrating the life of the person who lived life key word "LIVED" Life some of these men wasnt ready to die but trapped in a cycle 🙏🏾 this shit crazy
Thats cap about how somebody can be a funeral sad then right back happy when my grandma died I couldn’t love correctly for a year I was emotionally detached and she died naturally I could have a conversation with anybody talking about grandmas and mid conversation tears would come out my eyes and I wasn’t crying or sad
That's cause you're a geniune person and you had a real connection with her, I've seen people at funerals cry then laugh mins later, and some might have faked their emotion, but others probably rejoicing for the uncle or who ever passing away, each person griefs differently, some will cry, some will put on a face and laugh, others happy for the person gone, it depends on how they see it and how the person passed, like when my grandparents went, I wasn't that sad, I was glad they were free from their ailing bodies, depends what you believe in, I believe in after life
That's you, everyone ain't you.
You are talking about one death these people lose multiple some of them even kill themselves the more death you are around the easier it gets dont talk about stuff you don't know about
That’s a real cultural difference. Me and my white friends ain’t f bihs with our homies
Crocodile tears is dastardly 😂
Give yo life to Jesus gang
Tay needs Therapy. Most street dudes do. It’s sad man.
Crazy part is he did all these features and I haven’t heard 1 song
New Orleans funeral would make him lose his mind for real
man what second lines b rolling
😂😂😂
I seen a video of a funeral in Louisiana and thought it was a birthday or wedding, maybe even new years. I was confused 🤦🏽♂️☠️
@@Knajawel
Was it the Repass or the funeral itself?
"Cometogetherable"
Foolio was tired. He chose when to leave 🕊
I refuse to believe he wasnt aware of wat he was doin b4 he dropped his lo A WEEK AHEAD
Damn
Tay did ole girl from the lil mick story agree to cohost a story time with you
Its 🚭 so its not over Tay you still can get caught
LA the only dude from 600 I wish was still live
He was cold 💯😐they could've gave lil bro a pass
@@kavonbland614 nah bc lil LA was actually with the sht and doin drills for his hood, opps wont give passes to mfs who put in work
@@Lowggg right. I know opps had respect for LA but it was still kill or be killed when they were in the field
Alright we can take many losses but these is crazy to me
Sorry to tell you this tay I fuck wit you but I’ve died and came back a few times and it’s just like going to sleep bro it’s not painful though but you just go out and there’s no light either it’s just peaceful rest
Na... I definitely Relate to this... From Not really wanna be here.. Running from the Pain.. Mfs being up in 2020.. I had 50k in 2015.. Lost My Mama.. I RAN from that shit 😏 I don't got NOTHING.. Even Tonight.. It's Crazy I seen this tonight cus otw home I was thinking like I don't wanna go Home and lay by myself AGIAN.. I Miss My ex 😂😂😂 Na tho.. She gave me some of the Best moments of My life but we split at the end of 2020.. But she was ALL I had so for us to split and her to leave and just not turn back.. Like, Man I than Lost Everybody.. Now you wanna leave me.. I been Alone since.. After that.. Last 3 year's just been .. in the way.... I be doing Tattoos and I be going to nice neighborhoods and seeing all these Families with Smiles.. Life Really took my Smile.. I be Wondering why I don't Deserve any of that... I Never really got to Experience the Beautiful shit in life.. I'm 33.. No Kid's.. Never been married.. Got Left.. But It's My Fault.. After My Mama Passed I started Running from that Pain and been fighting an Addiction ever since 🤦🏾 and I Can't Shake this shit cus it's like.. ALL that Pain STILL there Plus some... Shit Runs DEEP and tbh I'm Scared of it... I'm scared to Face All that shit.. But there ain't a Word that can Describe Just how EXHAUSTED I am having to wake up EVERY SINGLE DAY with a Broken 💔 Heart and Soul 🖤.. This shit is KILLING Me... But I'm Holding on... I been Holding on... I be tryna look at everything I Need to do to get back even to Ground Level and it's like I'm just in too Deep at this Point 😔.. That Mountain I have to Climb to get back to Just Ground Level, Like being a Regular Human being Requires WAY More than I have to Give at this Point 😔 I can't... So I know I ain't gon be able to get my shawty back.. Not like this.. But Idk how to shake Any of this shit.. from this Fucking Addiction to ALL this Pain on My Heart.. Then Me knowing she been with another mf so those Thoughts be TORMENTING Me 😔🤦🏾 and it's a Relationship that God Aligned... I felt soooo Betrayed by God when I found out she lived with another Man.. I'm laying by myself praying every night for God to Make me the Man I need to be because she was my everything 💯🤷🏾 She was there for me.. She gave me the Best Christmas I had since I was 5.. She Gave me My BEST Birthday.. literally some of the Best Moments of my Life.. I was Sooooo Happy when she came into my Life cus I felt Like God Ain't Forget about me and I felt like I FINALLY get to have My OWN Little Family that Loves me and that I Love so for God to Allow someone else to take her... after KNOWING All I Been through.. It's Like... Ion get it.. Maybe I just ain't Nothing.. All I hear is all this God Loves you and He's All lovey dovey but... I ain't even tryna hear it.. God ain't hearing nothing I'm saying unless I'm Accomplishing thing's that Are damn near impossible for me to conquer.. Like I understand shit is bad but Bruh.. Look at my Life.. I just wanna Distract myself and be okay for a few Moments but Na.. It's Like God Want you to just Sit in your Misery All day long.. I be Reading The Bible and Read You supposed to Think about what's Right and Pure and Good and Admirable and ect ect but Wtf do I have that's That? 😏 The ONLY Good Memories I have TORMENT the Shit outta me and I don't even Wanna think about the shit and borderline regret them memories cus they ALOT Harder to Live with when you Barely in your 30's, feeling like you been here 60 sumn year's and you feel like the Best part of your life is behind you.. Ion see NOTHING GOOD in Sight... Nothing... and God Don't Care Nun about how I feel... I learned that The Hard way 💯 NOBODY Gives a Flying FUCK about How I Feel... But me.. and who the Fuck am I? A Fucking Nobody.. But Shit.. ALL this Chaos 🌪️ in The World going on How can I Expect anything Good anyway...
I can go on for Days and I ain't even talk about people I know who died to Gun Violence... I've known 25-30 people personally who died by Gun Violence since 2010.. Actually Today (July 11th) Makes 14 year's since we lost our first childhood friend by the Gun.. He was shot 8× in the back by the Police.. Shit went up from there.. So My Shawty Helped me through alot thats why I mentioned her.. But.. That's Just Life I guess.. I'm just doing My Best Not to K*ll Myself but Sometimes I GENUINELY WHOLEHEARTEDLY Believe sometimes that, That's what God wants me to do 💯 I don't understand why He Allowed all this KNOWING how I feel.. Like... I'M YO CHILD...... 😔💔 WHY is you DOING THIS TO ME... But.. He God.. He Perfect.. I'm not.. so somewhere along the lines.. I'm The Big Fuck up 💯😔 It's ALL MY FUCKING FAULT.. like it Always is but that's cool.. I'm just tryna make sure that God Accepts me when I check.. so I'm trying cus I know one thing.. I can't keep going like this.. At all.. ain't no way I can do another 5 year's of feeling this way.. and I ain't even Mentioned a QUARTER..
...That's Life tho 🖤💔😔 If Anybody who really knows how to Pray.. Please Pray for me.. I think when My Mama died Nobody was there to Pray for me anymore.. My life spiralled outta control when she Left me here on This.. Place.. and I ain't been right ever since smh 😔💔 I learned Alot of lessons but as of Right now.. Those Lessons won't worth Breaking My Heart, Mind and Soul the way it did 💯😔🖤 Life really Fucked me up... and I'm Genuinely Exhausted in Every Realm of My Existence and I mean those words more than I know to even communicate it...
Work on yourself one day at a time and consider therapy.
Ofn keep going
Damn G
I hope tay not suicidal
For me is a little bit different. I don’t want no funeral at all or no viewing just cremate me and that’s it no obituary no nothing. and throw my ashes in the ocean 🌊.
I feel it..i got up$+ .i remember riding in my new whip looking at my new chick..thinking my old chick was suppose to be sitting right here ..i dont even know you ma
damn
Tay only here bc your homies dead, your homies locked up and your homies killed dudes that yall grew up with. What they say price of fame cost too much
0:30-16:45 nawfr
He said cash first then he said bank
Sighs. 💯
rip la
But yall choose that life you could’ve went another way
Product of your environment not everyone got a choice especially once you lose close ones
It don’t work like that
@@StargodmasterFlexlordYes it does lol. It's called having a choice
Bro how many times do we have to tell you stop talking when folks is
He on some lil herb 💩
Wats crazy 600 got bssssssss lmfao but I get it
The irony is Tay wouldn’t have had this level of RUclips “success” if his friends didn’t check out early. It wouldn’t be anything to talk about and we wouldn’t be here.
Not really young doing what they were doing they’d have a lot to talk about
but also if his homies didnt die the snitching sht wouldnt been happening and he could have been in Otf bc him and durk used to be close. i think tay said in 2016 live that he missed out on deals when the allegations had come out so he prolly got blackballed.
You slow folks 🤦♂️
Naww his best friend would’ve been a bigger rapper than keef 600 was soo close
Tay not like the others
Tf is a survival memorse😭😭😭
basically feeling bad that you made it out but all your friends died or feeling like the wins not even worth it cs you cant even share it with your loved ones
@@LaughNowKryLater187 bro ik wtf survival remorse is dude ahh said memorse
Von said something very similar
@@dqf9830Von said "We make this street shi look good but this street shi all bad, I lost everybody."
@@E45invasion correct