I'm GenX and and I'm sad too. Life has been long strings of pain, boredom, struggle, disappointment, constant realizations that life isn't what I need, what I want, what anyone told me it could or would be. I'm sick of hurting. Sick of the world hurting me. Sick of me being that hurt sometimes. Life is too complicated...
@@con.x thank you for being vulnerable. i know this wasnt a positive message but beleive it or not it had a positive effect on me knowing that im not alone. 2006 here. love
Ukrainian here. My home was occupied and ruined. Doing my best to stay sane and provide for my family and do something for the country and people around. Both of my kids have oncology. For now it is mostly dormant, but can wake up any day. Sometimes when everyone at home is asleep I silently scream and ask why. But there is nothing I can do besides taking care of my kids and being there for them. Love my wife, kids, parents and trying to bring more joy to this world ❤ To everyone who is reading this, just know that it will be hard, but it will be better eventually. You will make it better. Don't give up. Be kind.
I'm from Mexico, from the other side of the world, I'm having economic problems but when I read you post, somehow I know if I work hard enough , it's gonna be better. Tonight my prayers are for you and your family. Stay safe, I promise it's gonna be better for you and your family, I don't know how I know it, but it's gonna be Allright. Family is everything. Thanks for making me work harder tomorrow.
39 years old. My husband left me suddenly right before Christmas, left me with health problems, no money, no car, in debt. But my sweet child turns 19 today and I don’t have much to give him but I get to spend this day with him. He’s the best part of my whole life, as long as he is ok I will be ok. Wish I could hug everyone here who needs it.
I am 23 years old. and I want to say that 2024 has turned out to be the worst year of my life so far. health problems, work problems, one broken heart and a second failed attempt to build a new relationship. I believe in the best. and I wish you the same. May everything be fine with you.
I want to let you know you are not alone. If anything, you have someone so special that died for you. Jesus Christ came to the world to die for our sins and is alive. God loves you so much. You are only one prayer away from him. He is always close to those who call upon him. He will restore your heart. Yes we go through trials but its better to have someone help us than go alone through it
Hello. I am always amazed when I see such beautiful, caring, uplifting, supportive words of compassion shared with those of us who most need to hear your message. And I don’t see it often. Thank you so much, so so very much.❤
... I don't believe in myself. I'm not doing the best I can. My best is too hard to keep up, the pain is too heavy, I am too tired. Nothing feels like it will ever be good ever again, and what was even good before. Good things never last, they exist for such small moments and evaporate. I'm so tired. Nothing makes any sense anymore. The world is awful, I am awful, everyone else is awful. Sometimes, I wonder was I born in hell. Is this hell. It feels like it. When I die... I will just come back here... forever. I can imagine nothing worse than this place.
Things will change and they will get better. One foot in front of the other. We’re all in this together and we’re all just walking each other home. Love and peace to you and your heart.
im very sorry for that. just want to mention that you are not alone - a lot of people are on your side mentally. wish you all the best and lots of strength to get through this and start a calm, happy life again❤I believe in you and believe that you will create your best life. Send you hugs!
@@sanfayplays9494 im sure you have come a long way already. you are very strong, but we all sometimes need support. its OK❤don't be afraid to ask for help - there are a lot of people who are on your side. I believe in you and send you hugs🫂
41, single dad orphaned long ago and 1st year free from alcohol or anything else. I've had many things happen to me including an attempt on my life that left a 4 inch scar on my cheek so if anyone has anything they are going through, know you are never truly alone. Be kind, you never know how much another may be going through and how your actions impact their life. God Bless all.
1 year ago, mine lasting 6 yrs just ended too. It was a ugly one. He hurt me so bad in the rs, I stayed mental hospital for a month. Now I'm better but living alone. I'm 28.
What is going on with the 6 years' breakups? Mine too... a few days ago, but to be honest, it felt like it was over months ago. And yet it hurts so bad... like a hole in the chest. It sure will get better, someday.
So sorry for your loss the 4 year anniversary of my first dog is coming up next week. It was one of the hardest times of my life because she was my baby since I was so young. Having to put her down because of how much she was suffering was devastating but at least she wasn’t constantly suffocating and collapsing on the floor anymore. We mourn our friends and little by little things start to get slightly easier as the weeks and months start to go by. I pray that you are able to get through this in a better way than I did. 🙏
I don't know who needs to hear this. But if you feel alone, incomplete and empty thats okay. All i can say is you are trying and if it's the only thing you can do, that's enough. You are not responsable for other people's emotions. Just keep going. If you are sad, it will pass. If you are happy, it will pass. But there is one thing that noone can take away from you :Your beautiful memories in this life.
yes! we are not responsible for other people's emotions. this is something i see as a burden and have to let go of it. when i do this , i feel overwhelmed and heavy in a sense. all i can do is keep trying my best and moving forward, showing all other beings respect, love, peace, hope. I believe one day if we are patient, we will all see the beauty and essentials of life.
I cry for a love that I never had. I miss so much someone I never had. I hate that i cant live my life truthfully and just express how I feel. When i open up, they just leave me. Just like mom did; just like dad did. Even with Therapy i don't know if I'll ever seal this mother wound. I crave a love that I cant get, one that I never got. Just hold me for a few minutes.
I cry for a love I *did* have; a love that I lost, a love so fleeting that now I question if it ever really existed. I cry because I know how it is to be loved, to be happy, to be loved unconditionally, and it only makes the absence crueler. I hope that you and I, and everyone else who has tasted heartbreak, will find peace and healing love. I hope you see that you have never been unlovable, and that there are people in the world who will love you in the entirety of your soul.
I cry because I want to know love again, I've lost it so many times and it just seems like it's not in the cards for me. But it hurts, it hurts because my soul is a lover, I want to love. I crave love but for some reason I just can't have it. Somehow they always leave, or it's me, who leave. I'm so broken when it comes to love, and truth is, I can't even love myself enough.
Let me tell you something. I never had the love of my parents. My whole childhood, I have been physically and mentally abused, humiliated, hated, threw away, insulted, ..... But I know that one day, I will heal from it, and be able to give myself all of that love, that I never had my entire life. Only YOU can give yourself that love, and nobody else. I know what it feels like to be unable to feel loved. I feel you. But it is possible to change it. It is a process In your brain. And your brain can learn litterally everything. Loving yourself is a thing that is learnt. It is biologically possible. You are not alone. Do not despair. You are able to feel loved. The way to it is long, but possible. I am the living proof. I started actually understanding what love feels like a few weeks ago. It Is so beautiful, and everybody should feel ịt. If I could do it, you definitely can ! I am with you🫂 A tip that my therapist gave me, is to think about a person/a thing (could be a sport, a passion, a car, nature, animals, ...) that you love, then isolate that feeling of love, and consciously redirect it to yourself. It hella works. And do it ALL THE TIME. Stay consistent, and eventually, your brain will start to learn how to love you. Do not give up, it is the most beautiful of journeys.
we are with you. we see your pain. a lot of us have beared great losses of loved ones, we have lost them to substance abuse, and so many other things. i have suffered great traumatic events within this life. but we have to keep pushing forward. hurting, pain and all. as long as we are moving forward. i see you , i love you , and i am sending you a warm beautiful hug. don't think you are the only one going through this. people are dealing with this every day. it is not easy to overcome, but it can be done. whether you are happy or sad, keep going like I do. we will see a beautiful time if we endure with love.
My grandma passed away suddenly this evening. Im in shock, heartbroken seeing my mom breakdown, and just extremely sad knowing she was my last grandparent. This popped up as soon as I opened youtube. Embracing the sadness and letting this music take me away.
Today I was so emotionally drained that I just took a pill and slept all evening. It helped, but I'm afraid that I might become dependent on chemical induced "days off". Now it is 1am and I'm going to sleep again. Might everyone here have some real rest, the days used to be so bright, I remember them, we can make some new ones for our futures.
Don't worry. I understand where you are coming from...but its OK and you should not feel guilty for taking a moment to acknowledge your exhaustion. The only standards you have to live up to are the ones set up by you and with your best interests in mind, and it's OK to need a break.
Just keep moving forward, and don’t make excuses to keep taking the meds (not saying you are). You’re strong enough to handle what life throws at you, even when it hurts. Feel the pain, and come out stronger
I do that too. And I sleep alot, sleep to avoid pain or stress. Constantly groggy or headache, doing so little to nothing when I'm awake.. just wake up to eat then go back to sleep :/ but im constantly tired. Sometimes it becomes a bad habit
are you okay? don't be tired. you got this! past you already know this. you are here, you came so far. you know you got this. you always have. but it is ok to feel tired. hugs to you. may you get to rest soon before the next battle.
I think We all are going through something We all know others are also going through something. But, knowing about this doesn't make this thing in the chest goes away.
For everyone out there dealing with anxiety, depression, or a bad moment, i want to tell you that everything is going to be okay. I pray for all of you to find peace and love. Ask God for peace or whatever you need, and it will be yours. I love you all, God Bless.
I wish I didnt have to struggle so much. i know God is near but why does he allow me to suffer so deeply? No one talks about how hard it is to follow god in a world full of sin hate, envy greed, lust, and much much more. we are all beautiful people. we have to see the best in others to make this world a better place. i love you too. thank you for posting this comment, and god bless you.
My stepdad just got arrested with some really vile charges, and everyone's just in shock because no one saw it coming. I'm really struggling to accept that this is real and he did those things. Struggling to accept that he did that, betrayed my mother's trust and added further trauma to myself and my younger siblings. I'm really glad this came across my feed, I need some sort of background noise while I pack my suitcase.
27 days sober today. Sitting at a table at 4am with 2 Red Bulls in me, journaling and trying to write down 300 things I want to experience in this lifetime. I’m at 41 so far. And I already feel like idk what else to write. It feels new to actually tap into my desires. To feel like I am capable to live a great life. A joyous life. An exciting life. Maybe you could spend some time thinking about what you want. Not next week. Not next year. But in your WHOLE LIFE. dare to imagine your future. Don’t give yourself a to do list. Don’t make plans right now. Just dream. Pull those desires out of you. And then pull out more and more and more. You don’t have to do any of it any time soon. Or ever. But think about what would be cool. What might feel good. Who you might wanna be with. How you might wanna relate to the purple in your life. Where you could go. What you could make.
You're better than you think! Don't give up. There are always people who look at you and say: This person is my inspiration in some aspect of life (we probably will never know though). We are all different and we are not alone! I wish someone could hug you so tightly that all the empty spaces within you would be gone. You got this! Keep going! Don't give up!
2024 was definitely one of the worst years of my life, but in October, I had my first daughter. I see it as a sign for a new beginning. Life will throw you signs to tell you everything is going to get better. Just remember to put in your effort too.
I am 31 years old and have been addicted to drugs since I was 14 years old. i was addicted to meth for 7 years. But you know what? On the 20th of this month I will be sober for a month and counting. Life can be cruel and difficult, but it's important that we take a moment to look inside ourselves and figure out what we are missing, what our heart desires. Based on these realizations, we need to strengthen our souls with the desire to be better, the desire to keep going, the desire to take all obstacles as learning experiences so we can do it differently next time. Yes, we might fail again, but the key to success is to not stop trying, to keep going! even if it hurts, keep going! even if you feel like the world is weighing down on your shoulders, keep going! but remember to always do it a little differently, this will help us develop the true desire to live and see our obstacles as opportunities to learn and do it a little differently next time until you get it right. This will only make a difference if you do it for yourself, not for someone else, but for yourself! Like I said, it will hurt and it will not be easy, believe me, but you have to learn and find ways to do it differently. Remember, no matter how big the pain or problem is, just do it a little differently today.
Married for 10 years, 6 kids. Good job. And I couldnt feel more alone in my life. I am always angry at every noise or inconvenience. I yell, a lot. I cannot ever make up my mind with who's to blame; myself or everyone else. Days suddenly feel like they fly by, and all of my existence feels like it's on a timer, counting down to who knows what.
Dang…im sorry to hear that man. I’m 25 and don’t have any kids I can’t imagine what that’s like having that kind of responsibility. I hope things get better for you soon
Go back to basics. Stay off of or limit yourself to the internet. Visit the library, walk in nature, release your emotions (loudly), cry, get good rest, eat as best as you can, have your pleasures without guilt and continue to send love to yourself and out into the universe. I get lonely too at times and I have an amazing son who is the love of my lifetime who has his family and also gets lonely and doesn’t feel ok at times BUT we all have life and it’s short so let’s aim to be ok most of the time and allow ourselves to feel and heal. Be gentle with yourself 🧡
I am 25 and I feel like every year is a life and I am living 25 different ones. I feel tired and fine, ghosted, lost, diminished and fine. I feel so much and fine. I don’t know and I am fine.
I don’t know how much more I can take. I am trying my best every day. I keep it under wraps so as not to worry anyone around me. But right now, it’s crumbling down. I had a full blown panic attack before stumbling upon this. I’ll regret posting this comment later. But right now, I need to and I don’t care. Thanks for the playlist.
thinking of you today and hoping you have gained perspective. Wishing you peace and light, dear internet stranger. you are enough. the world is a better place with you in it. namaste 🙏
i tell myself something similar to the title of this video whenever my brain is spiraling out of control. "It's ok, you're doing good... you're doing great. Keep on going, don't stop. Even if it means you're taking the smallest step ever. Just keep going."
just. keep. going. this is all that we can do. even if it hurts, even if it doesnt. my mother always said "time and tide waits for no man". we have to get up and keep moving forward. thank you for these encouraging words..
I've accepted I'll never truly be "OK", but that's okay to me. I've been through enough by now to grow and accept that's my burden to bear and I can bear it.
none of us will be perfect , ever. if we were perfect we wouldnt be here living this life with each other. this is why we have to help each other as much as we can. planting seeds, helping others to shine.. this is what makes the world keep spinning..
I wasted most of my twenties paralyzed by OCD and anxiety. I recently got on meds and am slowly realizing that I'm okay. I learned to drive, got a temp job and am on my way to landing a dev job. These are all things I thought I could never manage before getting help.
I the apathy stage of grieving a future I’ll never have. This music helps me remember the dreams I’ve let go. Remember that I can dream again if I let myself.
I am good. Life's been kind to me. No trauma story here. I am going to the gym and have a really good physique. Next year i will graduate from my med school. No financial issues. No health problems. I can't ask any better. But for some reason, i find myself longing for peace. For moments where i can just stop thinking. For things to just stop moving. Stop existing. Just a moment is enough. Without any aim. Any dream.
But its bad if u try look that space u want . It was kind of addicted feeling that will trouble u one day. Just stay the best of u like what u do right now .
My brother, find your savior. Your one true God. He and He alone will give you that peace that you're seeking so valiantly. I have a very similar situation and despite life's troubles, the only thing that will fill your soul is the True Vine, Jesus himself. I pray for you. Peace be with you.
You're not alone. We all go through some serious sh*t, but I can feel you and wish you all the best. I think we're all children of the same light, so even if you feel alone, you have a whole humanity as siblings. Love and best wishes from Spain.
IKR! Life has been a little tiresome for the 2024, but out of desperation I am leaning into Meditation and finding quiet spots to just close my eyes and become one with God. I don't care if it is a pantry, or the toilet, shower, or just plain ole on my knees, wherever I can find peace that is where I will be. I wish that same peace for all of us who are currently struggling or coming out of a slump and trying to find our way. We have each other, we can do this. Thank you for this beautiful calming music❤❤
I’m turning 37 in less than 2 weeks. The beginning of my 30s was great and the tail end feels like a setback. There is no timeline in life and plans and progress are fluid and non-linear. Here’s to us… we keep moving forward and trying. Keep going everyone… even me! It can’t always be darkness ❤
I was reading the comments and felt like I wanted to write what’s in my heart. No one here really knows me.. I thought I knew so many people, I believed I had the best people in my life. But over time, I kept losing them. Is it hard to hold on to me? Why does everyone make me feel like I’m not enough, like I’m not worth the sacrifice? It feels like life keeps repeating itself. Every now and then, I find myself feeling truly alone. I don’t have that one person I can fully open my heart to without fear-without the constant worry that they might betray me. I’m not okay, and I don’t think I’ll ever be the same again.
Hang in there. It’s always darkest before the dawn. I’ve had some terribly dark years in my life where I thought I wouldn’t make it. But it was worth it. We grow through persevering through suffering. And only God can make that happen. Know you are loved by Him.
2024 was a hard year. But there was also some light. Beside the suffering we all had in our lives there was also some good moments. Look back and you will find those glimps of happiness in tiny situations when you have been truly detached from the world for a moment. Since we all made it through the pain and suffering of 2024 lets remember the good moments and finally realize overcoming obstacles and moving forward is our super power. Where ever you are: Stay strong!
2024 has been the worst year of my life. but i am thankful that i have life today. i am thankful that i am breathing, and if its my breath that is all i have. then i have something to live for.❤
… been kicked out of every group I attempted to join. I never fit in. But I love what I do and I just really have fun with it. And I think that’s one reason why they don’t like me. But I’m proud of not fitting in. And I just am doing what I love nearly everyday. Even though I get sick a lot… anyone watching this. I hope you find the thing you love and never let anyone take it away from you and carve your own path in it and refuse to listen to all the people that tell you no… have a great week! 😊🍀💛
today was my last straw. I truly feel like I’m going insane, I feel as if I have no control over my thoughts, feelings, and life anymore. all I want is to be happy, im so tired.
so, yeah. Thats it. Alone on holidays. Getting drunk mixing Antidepressants with alcohol 3 days in a row. Lost all of his friends, lost love of my life. Lost himself. And cant see any road that leads to something good front of him. Be safe brothers. Someday, sometime, it wiil get better. Has to. You are not alone. We are not alone. God bless the internet thanks for the mixtape
with you right now brother... sounds like a page cut from my own story. lost my love of my life due to his mental illness and inability to accept help. j it finally broke me. and this time i just don't think i can be repaired
Last year was not good. Not good at all. I slept in my car for what feels like most of it and worked hard every day cleaning under boats, so I can buy myself a boat one day. And when I did, I didn’t like it. I don’t like anything anymore. I sold the sailboat and used that money for a down payment for a little studio that is affordable and it pretty much just has a mattress and a clothes rack in it and I’m satisfied with that. The problem is I’ve become so comfortable to the point where I have no motivation. Not working as hard anymore…I just wanna lay in bed all day. I cut off all my friends last year because they were doing more harm than good. I live a peaceful lifestyle now, but sometimes it does get lonely.
I can relate to some of your experience … it seems I feel lonely anyway, no matter if I’m alone or with other people or in nature. It’s existential and it won’t go away. Nothing helps - but sometimes this kind of helps. Also there’s a sweet side of loneliness. We can’t force it, but sometimes it shows up by itself. Getting out of bed, doing something, how small it may be, and interacting a bit with the world is important though. I hope that in due time the motivation comes back to you. I wish you well!
Me and my partner broke up yesterday. She ghosted me for three weeks over the break because she had really bad anxiety and depression, and when we came back to college, nothing was the same. I could hardly look at her. How could someone look so familiar and yet so far away at the same time? It was hard to get past my initial anger at her, but eventually she explained everything and we both decided it would be for the best if we didn't date anymore. It was the right decision but it's going to be hard. Hard because every time I look at her I want to give her a hug, but I know if I do, everything will come crashing down. She was my first love. Maybe someday we can reunite, but for now...
Bro I'm sorry to hear that. I can tell you something what I did after my ex broke up. I focused on myself. Saved a lot of money, met friends, worked hard and now I'm officially done with her. But we also had a daughter and I think about her every day. Just focus. Set goals. It will all fade away slowly, trust me.
you are loved, and if not someone one day will love u. you will find a way to solve or deal with or move on with whatever you are going through, sadly but you will get through it
I wish I could create memories in these two years I spent but I had not much choice so I keep thinking about the past it's comforting when you have no one by your side
Nice! I feel bored,dull,empty, alone ..BUT ,like one of my fav song line: I know I'm not well But I'm alright. Keep moving forward guys! no matter to what ends , just keep soldiering on!
We have the right to be tired and we have the reasons for being tired. But we also got a choice my friends, and that is to do it anyway. I know life is hard, that is just life. Like another wrote further down here; Life is suffering - Buddha. But you need to find meaning in the suffering, if you can se, look around, se the beauty in the small things. Even the smallest of things. Be grateful to breath air down your lungs. We who are here have already won the lottery, we came here with nothing at all, we will leave with nothing. So go live life, pick up the stones and carry them despite the hardships, despite the pain, despite the broken hearts. Keep moving forward one small small step at a time and you`ll be okey in the end. -If it`s not okey, it is not the end. Keep fighting, never give in, never give up. Cry your heart out but never give up. You got this, I know you do. Just keep pushing the tension, stay against the current warriors. The clouds will lift and you will be able to se the sun from time to time. And when darkness comes along again just say to yourself; Once more into the fray! Bring it on, give it your all even if you don`t feel like it. Keep fighting the good fight, the only fight you`ll ever know. It`s the fight within your self against you, you alone.
in the end we will experience true peace. life is a test, sometimes we want to give in but dont. keep going, someone out there needs us, battered, broken, bruised and all. we all need each other. so keep smiling, keep laughing. keep the faith, hope, joy, love, and peace. there is only so much burdens we can carry. it will be okay. we need each other to keep going. it is love that is greatest of all and endures in the end. the fight is not over until its good. yes!
I know that my affairs are not well, family and psychological problems, and academic problems. For your information, this is my last year of middle school, but I stay and say, thank God, as long as there is a God who manages things. My hope in God is strong and he will relieve my worries. Thanks be to God
Gdy przestajemy się ruszać, zdradzamy nasze ciało. Wtedy ono odwraca się od naszego umysłu. Ruch jest odpowiedzią. A Twoja muzyka wycisza. Bardzo mi się podoba. 🙏
my cousin who is the same age as me 21 suddenly died last month and that was just the icing on the cake for the worst year of my life. and 2025 so far has been a rough start but I'm going to make sure that this year will be one of the best years of my life it's going to be hard and that's ok, I'll be ok, god bless.
22 years ago on this day I lost my Dad I don’t know how a fathers love feels like. 😢 Trying so hard for my emotions not to get the best of me. I feel so alone although I’m surrounded by a lot of people. I wanna be fine 😔
incredibly soothing and beautiful. i think we can all feel a calm life force returning to us as all the chaotic energy drains from us. thank you for making this 🙏
Yes just quit my job almost a week ago due to multiple reasons (mostly I feel like I'm not supposed to be around ppl as I do not know where the boundaries are so I keep my distance usually) but there is clarity starting to surface as I've been listening to this type of music throughout the night and the sun is rising....wlsh I could have been more poetic but I think we are all artists and are trying to find new ways of capturing emotions inside and somehow 'solidify' them out into the physical realm...then burn em...lol just kidding maybe the 'bad' emotions need fire and the 'good' emotions like water we can dive in idk maybe we just need to remember to breathe...at least I know I forget to
I hate myself and my life right now. I won't end either, but I certainly don't want to be me at all. I'm 39, no wife or girlfriend, nor children or pets. I'm a caregiver to my mother whose dementia gave her an awfully bad episode today, and afterwards I broke down into tears.
Brother, taking care of your mother is one of the most honorable things a man can do. I’m 36 with a wife and 2 kids and, tbh, I despise myself right now too. I am not the best version of myself and I’m presently unable to take care of my family in the way I wish I could. Stay present with your mom, my friend. And treat her as though she’s in there, fully intact. Before my pops passed, they told me he wasn’t coherent or aware. But I treated him like he was anyways. And even though his mouth hung wide open and his eyes were rolled back, when I told him he was still my hero even though he couldn’t be there for me, tears started streaming from his eyes. You are charged with the highest task right now: a caretaker. Don’t worry about anything other than being at peace with your mother and making her as comfortable as possible. I promise you, you will not regret it.
Im 30 next month and feel like I shud have a GF by now, still a virgin as well but it dont really bother me as much anymore. But your comment gives me peace that it's ok not have everything figured out and perfect rn
I am 20 years old and I suffer from PMDD. No doctor has diagnosed me, but I know that it is the cause. I feel that most of my days disappear into baseless feelings. My days become bad for no reason. I no longer need a reason to cry or break down. I have become easily breakable and nothing motivates me to get up. Or resistance..
We are a sad generation with very beautiful pictures
I'm GenX and and I'm sad too. Life has been long strings of pain, boredom, struggle, disappointment, constant realizations that life isn't what I need, what I want, what anyone told me it could or would be. I'm sick of hurting. Sick of the world hurting me. Sick of me being that hurt sometimes. Life is too complicated...
@@con.x The music is machine-like, but you will be okay.
Relatable enough to put a smile on my face...
@@con.x thank you for being vulnerable. i know this wasnt a positive message but beleive it or not it had a positive effect on me knowing that im not alone. 2006 here. love
Ukrainian here. My home was occupied and ruined. Doing my best to stay sane and provide for my family and do something for the country and people around. Both of my kids have oncology. For now it is mostly dormant, but can wake up any day. Sometimes when everyone at home is asleep I silently scream and ask why. But there is nothing I can do besides taking care of my kids and being there for them.
Love my wife, kids, parents and trying to bring more joy to this world ❤
To everyone who is reading this, just know that it will be hard, but it will be better eventually. You will make it better. Don't give up. Be kind.
Do your best. Trust in God. You will be ok! Greentings from Brazil. Stay safe!
I'm from Mexico, from the other side of the world, I'm having economic problems but when I read you post, somehow I know if I work hard enough , it's gonna be better.
Tonight my prayers are for you and your family.
Stay safe, I promise it's gonna be better for you and your family, I don't know how I know it, but it's gonna be Allright. Family is everything.
Thanks for making me work harder tomorrow.
Hello from Kyiv, hope you're fine
I miss feeling happy. I miss the me I used to be. In ye olden times.
If you deeply miss your old self, now that your true self is waiting for you to hold your own hand.
все будет хорошо
Don't look for happiness in the past, nor in the future, nor in the present. Seek to develop your wisdom, my friend, that is where happiness lies.
39 years old. My husband left me suddenly right before Christmas, left me with health problems, no money, no car, in debt.
But my sweet child turns 19 today and I don’t have much to give him but I get to spend this day with him. He’s the best part of my whole life, as long as he is ok I will be ok.
Wish I could hug everyone here who needs it.
Wishing the best for you and your son
I am 23 years old. and I want to say that 2024 has turned out to be the worst year of my life so far. health problems, work problems, one broken heart and a second failed attempt to build a new relationship. I believe in the best. and I wish you the same. May everything be fine with you.
I wish you the best for 2025
I am sorry to hear that. please accept my condolences. I hope everything will be fine in 2025! happy new year
god bless you. may blessings find you this new year my friend. take care and never be afraid to take a step, you dont wanna regret it later❤️
Same 😢 it is gonna be ok for 2025 i hope
I want to let you know you are not alone. If anything, you have someone so special that died for you. Jesus Christ came to the world to die for our sins and is alive. God loves you so much. You are only one prayer away from him. He is always close to those who call upon him. He will restore your heart. Yes we go through trials but its better to have someone help us than go alone through it
Sending positive energy to the universe. If you’re reading this, I wish you the best day ever. You got this ❤
Just watched your HK vlog, so reminiscing, used to live there for a couple years as well, challenging and incredibly memorable times! :)
И вам того же!
you beautiful soul! right back at ya
Thank you so much ☺️ I really appreciate this
I like the night when all the world is asleep. I like it because I can finally just be left alone without expectation
Whoever is reading this comment - know that you are doing the best you can. Believe in yourself and keep going. ❤
This made me cry
Hello. I am always amazed when I see such beautiful, caring, uplifting, supportive words of compassion shared with those of us who most need to hear your message. And I don’t see it often. Thank you so much, so so very much.❤
... I don't believe in myself. I'm not doing the best I can. My best is too hard to keep up, the pain is too heavy, I am too tired. Nothing feels like it will ever be good ever again, and what was even good before. Good things never last, they exist for such small moments and evaporate. I'm so tired. Nothing makes any sense anymore. The world is awful, I am awful, everyone else is awful. Sometimes, I wonder was I born in hell. Is this hell. It feels like it. When I die... I will just come back here... forever. I can imagine nothing worse than this place.
Most people aren't doing their best, stop lying to yourself and realise everything is in your hands. You are the problem and the solution
I miss when everything was okay.. nothing has been okay for years, it's only getting worse..
You are strong❤
Ikrr, I feel like I won't be able to take it much longer🥲
Things will change and they will get better. One foot in front of the other. We’re all in this together and we’re all just walking each other home. Love and peace to you and your heart.
im very sorry for that. just want to mention that you are not alone - a lot of people are on your side mentally. wish you all the best and lots of strength to get through this and start a calm, happy life again❤I believe in you and believe that you will create your best life. Send you hugs!
@@sanfayplays9494 im sure you have come a long way already. you are very strong, but we all sometimes need support. its OK❤don't be afraid to ask for help - there are a lot of people who are on your side. I believe in you and send you hugs🫂
41, single dad orphaned long ago and 1st year free from alcohol or anything else. I've had many things happen to me including an attempt on my life that left a 4 inch scar on my cheek so if anyone has anything they are going through, know you are never truly alone. Be kind, you never know how much another may be going through and how your actions impact their life. God Bless all.
Please stay strong as you are already going through all that...
Thank you ;
You should know that you are the strongest...BE HAPPY and STAY STRONG..
I'm proud of you for choosing to live mo matter what I hope you find happiness soon 🫂💗
🙌🙌🤗🤗🙌🙌🙌Stay strong!
Trust the plan!
The Best Is Yet to Come ❤️💜❤️🎺🎺🎺🕊️🕊️🕊️🙏🌎🌟⭐️💫🌟⭐️💫☀️☀️☀️🙌
38 years old. 6 years relationship ending for good 1 hour ago. Wanting to listen to some music like this. I wish you all the best for 2025.
1 year ago, mine lasting 6 yrs just ended too. It was a ugly one. He hurt me so bad in the rs, I stayed mental hospital for a month. Now I'm better but living alone. I'm 28.
hang in there - things get better
I hope you will be happy
What is going on with the 6 years' breakups? Mine too... a few days ago, but to be honest, it felt like it was over months ago. And yet it hurts so bad... like a hole in the chest. It sure will get better, someday.
Please be strong... Big hug to you
I put my beautiful dog Ellie to sleep yesterday-I'm inconsolable. Music supports this broken heart and inspires me to go on without her. 😭😭💔
The worst. I’ve been there more times than I can count. Hugs xx
So sorry for your loss. ❤
So sorry for your loss the 4 year anniversary of my first dog is coming up next week. It was one of the hardest times of my life because she was my baby since I was so young. Having to put her down because of how much she was suffering was devastating but at least she wasn’t constantly suffocating and collapsing on the floor anymore. We mourn our friends and little by little things start to get slightly easier as the weeks and months start to go by. I pray that you are able to get through this in a better way than I did. 🙏
I'm so sorry, Sending love from Oklahoma. May Ellie's memory be a blessing and she will be with you always.
So sorry 😢💔
I don't know who needs to hear this. But if you feel alone, incomplete and empty thats okay. All i can say is you are trying and if it's the only thing you can do, that's enough. You are not responsable for other people's emotions. Just keep going. If you are sad, it will pass. If you are happy, it will pass. But there is one thing that noone can take away from you :Your beautiful memories in this life.
Thank you, I really needed to hear that
@seo5458 happy to hear this🩷
I needed this
yes! we are not responsible for other people's emotions. this is something i see as a burden and have to let go of it. when i do this , i feel overwhelmed and heavy in a sense. all i can do is keep trying my best and moving forward, showing all other beings respect, love, peace, hope. I believe one day if we are patient, we will all see the beauty and essentials of life.
If you are sad, it will pass. If you are happy, it will pass. If you are alive, it will pass.
I cry for a love that I never had. I miss so much someone I never had. I hate that i cant live my life truthfully and just express how I feel. When i open up, they just leave me. Just like mom did; just like dad did. Even with Therapy i don't know if I'll ever seal this mother wound. I crave a love that I cant get, one that I never got. Just hold me for a few minutes.
I cry for a love I *did* have; a love that I lost, a love so fleeting that now I question if it ever really existed. I cry because I know how it is to be loved, to be happy, to be loved unconditionally, and it only makes the absence crueler.
I hope that you and I, and everyone else who has tasted heartbreak, will find peace and healing love. I hope you see that you have never been unlovable, and that there are people in the world who will love you in the entirety of your soul.
I cry because I want to know love again, I've lost it so many times and it just seems like it's not in the cards for me. But it hurts, it hurts because my soul is a lover, I want to love. I crave love but for some reason I just can't have it. Somehow they always leave, or it's me, who leave. I'm so broken when it comes to love, and truth is, I can't even love myself enough.
Let me tell you something. I never had the love of my parents. My whole childhood, I have been physically and mentally abused, humiliated, hated, threw away, insulted, ..... But I know that one day, I will heal from it, and be able to give myself all of that love, that I never had my entire life. Only YOU can give yourself that love, and nobody else. I know what it feels like to be unable to feel loved. I feel you. But it is possible to change it. It is a process In your brain. And your brain can learn litterally everything. Loving yourself is a thing that is learnt. It is biologically possible. You are not alone. Do not despair. You are able to feel loved. The way to it is long, but possible. I am the living proof. I started actually understanding what love feels like a few weeks ago. It Is so beautiful, and everybody should feel ịt. If I could do it, you definitely can ! I am with you🫂
A tip that my therapist gave me, is to think about a person/a thing (could be a sport, a passion, a car, nature, animals, ...) that you love, then isolate that feeling of love, and consciously redirect it to yourself. It hella works. And do it ALL THE TIME. Stay consistent, and eventually, your brain will start to learn how to love you. Do not give up, it is the most beautiful of journeys.
we are with you. we see your pain. a lot of us have beared great losses of loved ones, we have lost them to substance abuse, and so many other things. i have suffered great traumatic events within this life. but we have to keep pushing forward. hurting, pain and all. as long as we are moving forward. i see you , i love you , and i am sending you a warm beautiful hug. don't think you are the only one going through this. people are dealing with this every day. it is not easy to overcome, but it can be done. whether you are happy or sad, keep going like I do. we will see a beautiful time if we endure with love.
I love you.
none of us are okay
but we could be
Just need a nap, I'll be fine @@noaolmosse7547
We have to carry on because carrying on is what we have
It’s ok.
How tragic and ironic and saddening and relatable is that as a sentence.
My grandma passed away suddenly this evening. Im in shock, heartbroken seeing my mom breakdown, and just extremely sad knowing she was my last grandparent. This popped up as soon as I opened youtube. Embracing the sadness and letting this music take me away.
sending love and comfort to you.
Deep condolences to you and your family
had the same lost last month. Have faith and do not abandon. Struggle are tough, but in the end, it worths it.
I had the same lost last year in august. Its still hurts me some days. Send u a lots of love and peace.
Sorry for your loss. Unfortunately, it happens to us all at some point.
Today I was so emotionally drained that I just took a pill and slept all evening. It helped, but I'm afraid that I might become dependent on chemical induced "days off". Now it is 1am and I'm going to sleep again. Might everyone here have some real rest, the days used to be so bright, I remember them, we can make some new ones for our futures.
Don't worry. I understand where you are coming from...but its OK and you should not feel guilty for taking a moment to acknowledge your exhaustion. The only standards you have to live up to are the ones set up by you and with your best interests in mind, and it's OK to need a break.
Just keep moving forward, and don’t make excuses to keep taking the meds (not saying you are). You’re strong enough to handle what life throws at you, even when it hurts. Feel the pain, and come out stronger
I do that too. And I sleep alot, sleep to avoid pain or stress. Constantly groggy or headache, doing so little to nothing when I'm awake.. just wake up to eat then go back to sleep :/ but im constantly tired. Sometimes it becomes a bad habit
@ djin?
watch the movie CLICK. Watching someone else check out and fast forward through bad stuff is eye opening. Embrace every moment
are you okay? don't be tired. you got this! past you already know this. you are here, you came so far. you know you got this. you always have. but it is ok to feel tired. hugs to you. may you get to rest soon before the next battle.
Your message arrived. Thank you.
its really healed me
I think
We all are going through something
We all know others are also going through something.
But, knowing about this doesn't make this thing in the chest goes away.
For everyone out there dealing with anxiety, depression, or a bad moment, i want to tell you that everything is going to be okay. I pray for all of you to find peace and love. Ask God for peace or whatever you need, and it will be yours. I love you all, God Bless.
I wish I didnt have to struggle so much. i know God is near but why does he allow me to suffer so deeply? No one talks about how hard it is to follow god in a world full of sin hate, envy greed, lust, and much much more. we are all beautiful people. we have to see the best in others to make this world a better place. i love you too. thank you for posting this comment, and god bless you.
My stepdad just got arrested with some really vile charges, and everyone's just in shock because no one saw it coming. I'm really struggling to accept that this is real and he did those things. Struggling to accept that he did that, betrayed my mother's trust and added further trauma to myself and my younger siblings. I'm really glad this came across my feed, I need some sort of background noise while I pack my suitcase.
27 days sober today. Sitting at a table at 4am with 2 Red Bulls in me, journaling and trying to write down 300 things I want to experience in this lifetime. I’m at 41 so far. And I already feel like idk what else to write.
It feels new to actually tap into my desires. To feel like I am capable to live a great life. A joyous life. An exciting life.
Maybe you could spend some time thinking about what you want. Not next week. Not next year. But in your WHOLE LIFE. dare to imagine your future. Don’t give yourself a to do list. Don’t make plans right now. Just dream. Pull those desires out of you. And then pull out more and more and more. You don’t have to do any of it any time soon. Or ever. But think about what would be cool. What might feel good. Who you might wanna be with. How you might wanna relate to the purple in your life. Where you could go. What you could make.
As someone who struggles with this too, daring to imagine a want can be the hardest leap of them all
Cheering you on friend, hope today is day 35
@@noahs8652 it is indeed! Thank you!
never thought about that, thank you for this comment
You're better than you think! Don't give up. There are always people who look at you and say: This person is my inspiration in some aspect of life (we probably will never know though). We are all different and we are not alone! I wish someone could hug you so tightly that all the empty spaces within you would be gone. You got this! Keep going! Don't give up!
❤
we'll get through this guys - this life is temporary
2024 was definitely one of the worst years of my life, but in October, I had my first daughter. I see it as a sign for a new beginning. Life will throw you signs to tell you everything is going to get better. Just remember to put in your effort too.
I don't know how much more I can take. Seriously.
It's real and relatable. Crushing myself faster and faster each day.
So do I. Currently all-time low in my life. Working problem and mental health problem.
Hang in there. I think we can go through it somehow.
Pls stay safe. Hope things get better soon
This world needs you
Only as much as you can
You seem happy, you look happy, you even pretend to be happy but deep down only you knows how tough it is !
in this system none is okay, we live to work our lives. we waste our life being tired and overworking never getting any time for ourselves etc
Here’s hoping you find your bliss in the folds of time. That’s something to be hopeful about. Hugs xx
I am 31 years old and have been addicted to drugs since I was 14 years old. i was addicted to meth for 7 years. But you know what? On the 20th of this month I will be sober for a month and counting. Life can be cruel and difficult, but it's important that we take a moment to look inside ourselves and figure out what we are missing, what our heart desires. Based on these realizations, we need to strengthen our souls with the desire to be better, the desire to keep going, the desire to take all obstacles as learning experiences so we can do it differently next time. Yes, we might fail again, but the key to success is to not stop trying, to keep going! even if it hurts, keep going! even if you feel like the world is weighing down on your shoulders, keep going! but remember to always do it a little differently, this will help us develop the true desire to live and see our obstacles as opportunities to learn and do it a little differently next time until you get it right. This will only make a difference if you do it for yourself, not for someone else, but for yourself! Like I said, it will hurt and it will not be easy, believe me, but you have to learn and find ways to do it differently. Remember, no matter how big the pain or problem is, just do it a little differently today.
Married for 10 years, 6 kids. Good job. And I couldnt feel more alone in my life. I am always angry at every noise or inconvenience. I yell, a lot. I cannot ever make up my mind with who's to blame; myself or everyone else. Days suddenly feel like they fly by, and all of my existence feels like it's on a timer, counting down to who knows what.
Agradecer en todo momento
Dang…im sorry to hear that man. I’m 25 and don’t have any kids I can’t imagine what that’s like having that kind of responsibility. I hope things get better for you soon
You should connect more with your kids and shape them and be proud of them, you won't feel alone anymore...
You got this! hugs to you and I hope you find peace and joy in your kids no matter what. Cheers from Mexico.
Remember that you are for your kinds the best friend they ever had and will always have, behave like it.
Go back to basics. Stay off of or limit yourself to the internet. Visit the library, walk in nature, release your emotions (loudly), cry, get good rest, eat as best as you can, have your pleasures without guilt and continue to send love to yourself and out into the universe. I get lonely too at times and I have an amazing son who is the love of my lifetime who has his family and also gets lonely and doesn’t feel ok at times BUT we all have life and it’s short so let’s aim to be ok most of the time and allow ourselves to feel and heal. Be gentle with yourself 🧡
Ambient music feels like a gentle hug for the soul.
there's always something wrong in our life,but as long as we breath another day that's a blessing i lost my dad 2020 and i frikin miss him 🙏🙏
I am 25 and I feel like every year is a life and I am living 25 different ones. I feel tired and fine, ghosted, lost, diminished and fine. I feel so much and fine. I don’t know and I am fine.
I am tired of everything. These tracks are my only means of solace right now. Thank you..
That feeling when you're still in bed, but everyone is awake and you can hear them in the other room.
I don’t know how much more I can take. I am trying my best every day. I keep it under wraps so as not to worry anyone around me. But right now, it’s crumbling down. I had a full blown panic attack before stumbling upon this. I’ll regret posting this comment later. But right now, I need to and I don’t care. Thanks for the playlist.
Sending all the love to you 🫶🫶🫶
thinking of you today and hoping you have gained perspective. Wishing you peace and light, dear internet stranger. you are enough. the world is a better place with you in it.
namaste 🙏
@@Jes-r2d thank you kindly 🫶
@@mariastephens1827 Thank you 🥹
one day it’ll work out for me 🙏 bless you all here
i tell myself something similar to the title of this video whenever my brain is spiraling out of control. "It's ok, you're doing good... you're doing great. Keep on going, don't stop. Even if it means you're taking the smallest step ever. Just keep going."
just. keep. going. this is all that we can do. even if it hurts, even if it doesnt. my mother always said "time and tide waits for no man". we have to get up and keep moving forward. thank you for these encouraging words..
I've accepted I'll never truly be "OK", but that's okay to me. I've been through enough by now to grow and accept that's my burden to bear and I can bear it.
none of us will be perfect , ever. if we were perfect we wouldnt be here living this life with each other. this is why we have to help each other as much as we can. planting seeds, helping others to shine.. this is what makes the world keep spinning..
I wasted most of my twenties paralyzed by OCD and anxiety. I recently got on meds and am slowly realizing that I'm okay. I learned to drive, got a temp job and am on my way to landing a dev job. These are all things I thought I could never manage before getting help.
I the apathy stage of grieving a future I’ll never have. This music helps me remember the dreams I’ve let go. Remember that I can dream again if I let myself.
I hate having to fight all these battles alone.
same
I promise someday you won’t I send you hugs and kisses ❤❤
I am good. Life's been kind to me. No trauma story here.
I am going to the gym and have a really good physique. Next year i will graduate from my med school. No financial issues. No health problems. I can't ask any better.
But for some reason, i find myself longing for peace. For moments where i can just stop thinking. For things to just stop moving. Stop existing. Just a moment is enough. Without any aim. Any dream.
But its bad if u try look that space u want . It was kind of addicted feeling that will trouble u one day. Just stay the best of u like what u do right now .
May your life stay great!
My brother, find your savior. Your one true God. He and He alone will give you that peace that you're seeking so valiantly. I have a very similar situation and despite life's troubles, the only thing that will fill your soul is the True Vine, Jesus himself.
I pray for you. Peace be with you.
I wish somebody could hug me and be by my side..
You're not alone. We all go through some serious sh*t, but I can feel you and wish you all the best. I think we're all children of the same light, so even if you feel alone, you have a whole humanity as siblings. Love and best wishes from Spain.
Mental hug for you❤
You're not alone. Big hug to you
Im sending big hugs from Boston mass
sending virtual hugs
IKR! Life has been a little tiresome for the 2024, but out of desperation I am leaning into Meditation and finding quiet spots to just close my eyes and become one with God. I don't care if it is a pantry, or the toilet, shower, or just plain ole on my knees, wherever I can find peace that is where I will be. I wish that same peace for all of us who are currently struggling or coming out of a slump and trying to find our way. We have each other, we can do this. Thank you for this beautiful calming music❤❤
you'll look back on these times one day an be proud you made it through whatever ur going through :)
🕯️🙏
I’m turning 37 in less than 2 weeks. The beginning of my 30s was great and the tail end feels like a setback. There is no timeline in life and plans and progress are fluid and non-linear. Here’s to us… we keep moving forward and trying. Keep going everyone… even me! It can’t always be darkness ❤
A lot of people talking about religious stuff, but we don’t need religion. We need each other.
we need both 💗
religion is a vehicle for community, which is what we're truly missing these days
This is helping to calm my broken heart and racing mind.
Thank you.
I was reading the comments and felt like I wanted to write what’s in my heart. No one here really knows me..
I thought I knew so many people, I believed I had the best people in my life. But over time, I kept losing them. Is it hard to hold on to me? Why does everyone make me feel like I’m not enough, like I’m not worth the sacrifice?
It feels like life keeps repeating itself. Every now and then, I find myself feeling truly alone. I don’t have that one person I can fully open my heart to without fear-without the constant worry that they might betray me. I’m not okay, and I don’t think I’ll ever be the same again.
if you wanna talk , im here
I'm also heartbroken, and i feel you. Human relationships are so damn complex and difficult
I feel the same. People always choose to go and I'm always left behind.
@@RobinNico-df2qv I appreciate it, you're so kind
@@seo5458 I’m sorry you’re feeling this way too
Hang in there. It’s always darkest before the dawn. I’ve had some terribly dark years in my life where I thought I wouldn’t make it. But it was worth it. We grow through persevering through suffering. And only God can make that happen. Know you are loved by Him.
Sometimes, the simplest words hold the deepest comfort. 💛✨ Thank you for this gentle reminder that everything will be alright.
To everyone who finds themself here, I wish you nothing but happiness ❤
@@gingerhoran where can I find it????
I'm honestly scared of the future of this world... I don't really want to be here to see what might unfold I miss when everything was just simple
Спасибо за то, что Вы делаете такую замечательную музыку!
thank you so much. before this video, I wanted just calm music in the background, but now I'm crying because of some bad memories and inner thoughts
In this online world of negative power these r just the right postive vibes i need in my life
2024 was a hard year. But there was also some light. Beside the suffering we all had in our lives there was also some good moments. Look back and you will find those glimps of happiness in tiny situations when you have been truly detached from the world for a moment.
Since we all made it through the pain and suffering of 2024 lets remember the good moments and finally realize overcoming obstacles and moving forward is our super power.
Where ever you are: Stay strong!
2024 has been the worst year of my life. but i am thankful that i have life today. i am thankful that i am breathing, and if its my breath that is all i have. then i have something to live for.❤
now that I listen to these melodies, I find the serenity that I had missed in these frenetic and hypocritical days of celebration
… been kicked out of every group I attempted to join. I never fit in. But I love what I do and I just really have fun with it. And I think that’s one reason why they don’t like me. But I’m proud of not fitting in. And I just am doing what I love nearly everyday. Even though I get sick a lot… anyone watching this. I hope you find the thing you love and never let anyone take it away from you and carve your own path in it and refuse to listen to all the people that tell you no… have a great week! 😊🍀💛
To anyone reading this, keep going. You’re doing a great job. It’s not always easy, but it’s always worth it 🫶🏼
Thank you for this. You have no idea how much we *all* needed this.
If anyone needs to have good news to cling to, go look up Sam Bentley.
today was my last straw. I truly feel like I’m going insane, I feel as if I have no control over my thoughts, feelings, and life anymore. all I want is to be happy, im so tired.
i hope you will be💙
Same friend repeat pain and suffering
Hey, you should try asking Jesus for a sign. He'll give you one.
so, yeah. Thats it. Alone on holidays. Getting drunk mixing Antidepressants with alcohol 3 days in a row. Lost all of his friends, lost love of my life. Lost himself. And cant see any road that leads to something good front of him.
Be safe brothers. Someday, sometime, it wiil get better. Has to. You are not alone. We are not alone. God bless the internet
thanks for the mixtape
Don't even have it in me to drink anymore..... thats rock bottom
@@jman1989 got a break for the last year. And two years clean from any kind of a drug. On the holidays loneliness hits different.
with you right now brother... sounds like a page cut from my own story. lost my love of my life due to his mental illness and inability to accept help. j it finally broke me. and this time i just don't think i can be repaired
@ it always feels like that. But somehow we always keep going through. Even if the light inside of us is broken
I wish i felt comfortable to share my feelings with someone it kills me inside
Last year was not good. Not good at all. I slept in my car for what feels like most of it and worked hard every day cleaning under boats, so I can buy myself a boat one day. And when I did, I didn’t like it. I don’t like anything anymore. I sold the sailboat and used that money for a down payment for a little studio that is affordable and it pretty much just has a mattress and a clothes rack in it and I’m satisfied with that. The problem is I’ve become so comfortable to the point where I have no motivation. Not working as hard anymore…I just wanna lay in bed all day. I cut off all my friends last year because they were doing more harm than good. I live a peaceful lifestyle now, but sometimes it does get lonely.
I can relate to some of your experience … it seems I feel lonely anyway, no matter if I’m alone or with other people or in nature. It’s existential and it won’t go away. Nothing helps - but sometimes this kind of helps. Also there’s a sweet side of loneliness. We can’t force it, but sometimes it shows up by itself. Getting out of bed, doing something, how small it may be, and interacting a bit with the world is important though. I hope that in due time the motivation comes back to you. I wish you well!
We’ll all be not ok together, community is special.
Me and my partner broke up yesterday. She ghosted me for three weeks over the break because she had really bad anxiety and depression, and when we came back to college, nothing was the same. I could hardly look at her. How could someone look so familiar and yet so far away at the same time? It was hard to get past my initial anger at her, but eventually she explained everything and we both decided it would be for the best if we didn't date anymore. It was the right decision but it's going to be hard. Hard because every time I look at her I want to give her a hug, but I know if I do, everything will come crashing down. She was my first love. Maybe someday we can reunite, but for now...
Bro I'm sorry to hear that.
I can tell you something what I did after my ex broke up.
I focused on myself.
Saved a lot of money, met friends, worked hard and now I'm officially done with her.
But we also had a daughter and I think about her every day.
Just focus.
Set goals.
It will all fade away slowly, trust me.
you are loved, and if not someone one day will love u. you will find a way to solve or deal with or move on with whatever you are going through, sadly but you will get through it
I wish I could create memories in these two years I spent but I had not much choice so I keep thinking about the past it's comforting when you have no one by your side
May you be happy. May you be free from suffering.
I wrote "it's ok" on a note for myself last night and I am fully taking this suggestion as an algorithm sign it is ok..
Happy/sad ♡
Thank you x
Namaste,beautiful souls!We got this,we are here for a reason.
man i love humanity. reading this sad comment section somehow makes me hopeful. we will be fine one day
Everything is going to be okay, No worries love yourself 🤍
Nice! I feel bored,dull,empty, alone ..BUT ,like one of my fav song line: I know I'm not well But I'm alright. Keep moving forward guys! no matter to what ends , just keep soldiering on!
I found the perfect sounds to fall asleep to 💤
edit: changed "time" -> "perfect sounds", I was sleepy 😉
We have the right to be tired and we have the reasons for being tired. But we also got a choice my friends, and that is to do it anyway. I know life is hard, that is just life. Like another wrote further down here; Life is suffering - Buddha. But you need to find meaning in the suffering, if you can se, look around, se the beauty in the small things. Even the smallest of things. Be grateful to breath air down your lungs. We who are here have already won the lottery, we came here with nothing at all, we will leave with nothing. So go live life, pick up the stones and carry them despite the hardships, despite the pain, despite the broken hearts. Keep moving forward one small small step at a time and you`ll be okey in the end. -If it`s not okey, it is not the end.
Keep fighting, never give in, never give up. Cry your heart out but never give up. You got this, I know you do. Just keep pushing the tension, stay against the current warriors. The clouds will lift and you will be able to se the sun from time to time. And when darkness comes along again just say to yourself; Once more into the fray! Bring it on, give it your all even if you don`t feel like it.
Keep fighting the good fight, the only fight you`ll ever know. It`s the fight within your self against you, you alone.
in the end we will experience true peace. life is a test, sometimes we want to give in but dont. keep going, someone out there needs us, battered, broken, bruised and all. we all need each other. so keep smiling, keep laughing. keep the faith, hope, joy, love, and peace. there is only so much burdens we can carry. it will be okay. we need each other to keep going. it is love that is greatest of all and endures in the end. the fight is not over until its good. yes!
Life tuff right now but I'm trying to keep faith something good will happen soon 🙏
M thankful that you exist and made this because there is no music made for my head
Dimensions by Arcade fire
it's painful living knowing that you never will end it because you have no courage. it's like living knowing that the pain will never end.
Иисус есть путь истина и жизнь
I know that my affairs are not well, family and psychological problems, and academic problems. For your information, this is my last year of middle school, but I stay and say, thank God, as long as there is a God who manages things. My hope in God is strong and he will relieve my worries. Thanks be to God
Иисус есть путь истина и жизнь
Gdy przestajemy się ruszać, zdradzamy nasze ciało. Wtedy ono odwraca się od naszego umysłu. Ruch jest odpowiedzią.
A Twoja muzyka wycisza. Bardzo mi się podoba.
🙏
Perfect vibe, sending chills. Thanks!
If you're reading this comment: I wish to take you on a journey to a mountain to be ok for a while.
🙂 I know a good place in Brasil
To the beach,please 🥺🙏💙🌊
@@russel1170 I've always wanted to visit Brazil!
@@russel1170 There are no mountains in Brasil.
This is scratching a part of my brain that I didn't know itched
my cousin who is the same age as me 21 suddenly died last month and that was just the icing on the cake for the worst year of my life. and 2025 so far has been a rough start but I'm going to make sure that this year will be one of the best years of my life it's going to be hard and that's ok, I'll be ok, god bless.
22 years ago on this day I lost my Dad I don’t know how a fathers love feels like. 😢 Trying so hard for my emotions not to get the best of me. I feel so alone although I’m surrounded by a lot of people. I wanna be fine 😔
We are not alone 🖤💜
Don't give up
you have no idea how much ı need to be seen, thanks
incredibly soothing and beautiful. i think we can all feel a calm life force returning to us as all the chaotic energy drains from us. thank you for making this 🙏
Yes just quit my job almost a week ago due to multiple reasons (mostly I feel like I'm not supposed to be around ppl as I do not know where the boundaries are so I keep my distance usually) but there is clarity starting to surface as I've been listening to this type of music throughout the night and the sun is rising....wlsh I could have been more poetic but I think we are all artists and are trying to find new ways of capturing emotions inside and somehow 'solidify' them out into the physical realm...then burn em...lol just kidding maybe the 'bad' emotions need fire and the 'good' emotions like water we can dive in idk maybe we just need to remember to breathe...at least I know I forget to
I hate myself and my life right now. I won't end either, but I certainly don't want to be me at all. I'm 39, no wife or girlfriend, nor children or pets. I'm a caregiver to my mother whose dementia gave her an awfully bad episode today, and afterwards I broke down into tears.
You got this man don't lose hope ; may god give you more power dw everything would be fine , I'm too at my lowest point in life
You’re not alone my friend. Keep working towards whatever makes you happy and find your way out. We’re all for you.
Do you find you are repeating a cycle in your life? Look to others who have made it out of your situation, see what they did to break it
Brother, taking care of your mother is one of the most honorable things a man can do.
I’m 36 with a wife and 2 kids and, tbh, I despise myself right now too. I am not the best version of myself and I’m presently unable to take care of my family in the way I wish I could.
Stay present with your mom, my friend. And treat her as though she’s in there, fully intact. Before my pops passed, they told me he wasn’t coherent or aware. But I treated him like he was anyways. And even though his mouth hung wide open and his eyes were rolled back, when I told him he was still my hero even though he couldn’t be there for me, tears started streaming from his eyes.
You are charged with the highest task right now: a caretaker. Don’t worry about anything other than being at peace with your mother and making her as comfortable as possible. I promise you, you will not regret it.
Im 30 next month and feel like I shud have a GF by now, still a virgin as well but it dont really bother me as much anymore.
But your comment gives me peace that it's ok not have everything figured out and perfect rn
You make beautiful music.
Thank you for sharing it with us.❤
每个镜头都有自己的故事，真是太精彩了！
I hope all the pain you're going through is worth it. One day, you'll look back and realize you made it. You beat the storm. All the best in life
I am 20 years old and I suffer from PMDD. No doctor has diagnosed me, but I know that it is the cause. I feel that most of my days disappear into baseless feelings. My days become bad for no reason. I no longer need a reason to cry or break down. I have become easily breakable and nothing motivates me to get up. Or resistance..
Don't lose hopes. God is with you. And we love you.
Whatever everyone is going through right now, we can do this. Okay, or not okay, it is all temporary. We can do this.
Things will get better, keep pushing, no matter what. KEEP PUSHING. YOU GOT THIS, YOU'RE GONNA MAKE IT THROUGH IT ALL. 🤗