I also need you to know that I love you and you're a precious being who deserves gentleness, kindness, and care 🫂 Thank you for being here and for letting me read for you 🥰 Intro: 0:00 Reading Breakdown: 0:15 Pile Selection: 1:55 Make a Wish: 4:33 Pile 1 (Lenny the Horse): 6:15 Pile 2 (Kelly the Kangaroo): 1:06:21 Pile 3 (Gertie the Giraffe): 1:53:40 Pile 4 (Elmer the Elephant): 2:46:09 Candle of the Month: The Empress (USE CODE ESO10 FOR 10% OFF) www.etsy.com/listing/16838600... www.angelicmagic888.com/produ... Follow Me: Instagram: / worldofeso Wild Muse Oracle, The Pastel Journey Tarot, Crystals, Jewelry: beau-life.com/esotarot (Use code ESOTAROT for 10% off!) My Merch: crowdmade.com/collections/eso...
Obviously I haven’t had the chance to watch yet, but I wanted you to know how much I appreciate you 🥰 you’re so connected, and you’ve gotten me through so many hard times. Pile 4 here we go!
You’ve been such a huge inspiration for me and my channel as you are one of my favorite readers and I just love your emotional depth. I am a Pisces sun and Pisces moon and a Gemini rising so I talk a lot about it lol sending you much love and light can’t wait to watch.❤❤❤
Hey,eso nice to get a new reading from u it was a suprise...since I wasn't expecting one and I love watching your videos so when I saw it I was really happy to watch a new video from u!!!
Hi Eso, just wanted to point out that the video chapters are not consistent with the timings provided here, I initially navigated via the chapters. This is a pre-video comment; I will put down my actual one after the reading. :D
*As a fellow reader, I’m not here to compete, I just want to thank you for the years of continued guidance and inspiration, so much love to you Eso* 🤎🌱🤎🌱🤎🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻
A rising tide raises all ships! We are not in competition with each other, no matter what illusions social media tries to create 💗 thank you for being part of this collective and sharing your gifts with the world!
@@EsoTarot- Thank you ☺️ I love to see others succeed. Even if my own RUclips journey has been ever so slow! It’s hard to hit 50 views sometimes, even after 2 years! But I’ll push on! Lots of love and gratitude ❤
BUT FR THO LIKE MY MIND WAS RACING AND I WAS TRYNA FOCUS BUT I WAS SCARED SHITLESS AND THEN SHE SAID THAT AND I HAD TO PAUSE BECAUSE I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD!!!!! LIKE DAMN CALLING ME OUT LIKE THAT
@@JoseMartinRamos97 It really did omg I was so nervous while she was shuffling and then she said that and I just bursted out laughing 😂 it was making me nervous how long it took for her to shuffle too and when she said that I felt called out 😅
Pile 4 here! Currently going through a lot of changes as I'm getting closer to graduating uni. I've been questioning a lot of things about myself, my purpose, and what I'm going to do after college, and it's very true that I beat myself up too hard over it. I always think that I'm not doing enough, or that I need to reach other people's definition of success, and that me being pretty content with my life as it is is bringing me down. The reading did resonate with me a lot and thank you for that. For anyone reading this, good luck with your journey in life as well! Wishing nothing but the best for you!
I came from the same pile and I honestly completely get what you’re going through as I have just graduated highschool and have zero clue on what to do for the rest of my life or which courses I should take next year😭😭 I have never had so many many existential questions in regard to my purpose and who I am. Anyway, Good luck with what you decide to do next in your life!
🐘 Elmer here and this reading resonated to the deepest part of my being. I am doing shadow work right now in my healing process and I find myself crying out of nowhere all the time. I sleep all the time as well and I realize (after this reading) that it is my body letting go and healing from many years of trauma and abuse. I need to give myself permission to heal and let go of all the negativity that is finally escaping. Thank you for helping me align with the chaos and confusion that is my mind heart soul and body at the moment. It’s temporary and the end result will be amazing. I know this now. It’s like detox 🎉🎉🎉🎉 my motto for the year is : BE PATIENT
Pile 3; not usually an envious or jealous person but being at a party and seeing my friend and her boyfriend being very very very openly affectionate made me deeply realise I do actually want and need someone to rely on as well. As much as it is fun dating and having option I hope to one day find someone who is stable, solid & that I can count on. Someone I can feel safe with at any time and someone who makes me feel like a priority. Thank you ❤
I mean this in a very nonjudgemental way! The dating world especially these apps are not real "options"!!! not all .... but most of the people that are there are there to use bodies and to numb themselves. It is detrimental to mental health and the physical health risks are EXTREMELY HIGH Not to mention most of the people on there are guaranteed to at some point have messed around with someone you know or someone that knows someone you know! Please! Take care of yourself and spend time with yourself. I know it gets lonely but once you enjoy time with yourself someone will show up. I'm currently in deep emotional mental anguish over someone I gave so much too for 4 years to find out he was on dating apps the whole time, having unprotected sex, lying, and betraying me at every corner when I was nothing but good to him. Take care of yourself. Much love!
🦒 the way I groaned when you brought up gratitude... I wrote a list of things to be grateful for, JUST before listening. Already knew I was back in clenched butthole energy. I've been taking care of my mom, who almost died. It's been hella traumatic. Shes been my biggest trigger, and the past few months, I have felt like every bit of shadow work and self-healing i did went out the window. She's been depressed, and...i have absorbed her self pity, and started to wallow in my own. I woke up today and was like, "we didn't come to this far to return to our sad hole. It's time to figure out what I can control right now. " The part that made me a sad sack is feeling trapped taking care of my sad mom. But when I've tried to talk to friends about it, I can tell how uncomfortable and unengaged they are. I know in the spiritual community they say not to complain, but I just want a safe spot for my emotions to be witnessed so I can move forward. And not gaslight myself. And for now, I have to keep being that person for myself. My feelings deserve to be seen. I'm worthy of empathy and love in this season when things are hard. So...I'll love on myself for now...but damnit, I'm worthy of a big hug and friends who care too.
I’m so sorry to hear what you’re going through 😔 tbh I don’t think you talking about very real, very challenging life circumstances is complaining, I think it’s actually unhealthy to bottle all that up! Being a caretaker is so hard, and the trauma you’re dealing with on top of it isn’t easy either. I complain about minute shit sometimes tbh and I don’t think it makes me any less spiritual. I think it makes me human to voice my experience. Don’t deny yourself your humanity in pursuit of doing what a spiritual person or dogmatic principle tells you is right. What’s right for them may be wrong for you and vice versa. I don’t want to judge the quality of your friendships, but I do know these topics can be uncomfortable/difficult for many people, especially if they’ve never been in your shoes. But also, friends aren’t necessarily equipped to handle these situations, they could be more harmful than helpful. Have you tried looking into online support groups for caregivers? That might be a way to connect with others who understand what you’re going through. If you have access, a trauma-informed therapist could be quite helpful too. It’s okay to be sad, it’s okay for your butthole to be clenched! you’re carrying a very heavy load. Sending lots of love and hugs to you and your mom 🫂💗 I hope things get better soon
🤗🤗 💕 sending love and light your way. Hang on in there, you are doing so well! Those people are not your true friends. Your real friends are the ones who are with you thru thick and thin x
I am a carer for my mum too. I totally get you. And let me tell you, I know it is hard, very hard at times, but you are really strong too. And you need not be that strong all the time, but always remember to get back up. You can do this. A responsibility this big is given to those people who can handle and you can. Do not let negative thoughts get in the way of your life, try to keep time for yourself every day, no matter what. I wish you the best and you will do better. Just don't lose hope and yourself. Take care.
🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒 Gertie was my great aunt whose love meant the world to me as a child. I felt you tap onto compassion when you saw the Envy card. I'd just had a fight with my younger sister...family holidays and... I sobbed throughout and was healed by your message. I'm old enough to be your very young mom, but you are the big sister I never had. I am forever grateful and in awe of you. 🩷🩷🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒
Pile 3. I AM envious of what I don’t have (not in a cruel to others way, just mentally in a self pitying way lol) and I literally had a conversation with my dad about being more grateful for what we already have. So this really resonated ❤
🦒 Pile 3 - I needed to hear this so much. I’m on a major life change journey (thanks Moldavite!) and recently graduated college in a creative x technical field I love and have just started thinking about letting myself dream bigger about my future instead of being bitter towards people who are living some of their goals. I’ve been living in a place of lack for a long time and have gotten pretty hard on myself about it. Trying to just move forward with belief in myself and appreciation for all the love in my life that my authenticity has brought! Thank you for the confirmation and encouragement as always! ❤
I chose pile 2 and let me tell you about my friend that I met at work. She was a cashier and I was a kitchen clerk at a market. We worked at opposite ends of the store. She would always say hi or bye every time I passed by the cashier area. I am introverted and shy but I would always wave every time I heard her say my name. She is extroverted and I never thought to build a friendship with her but one day an inconvenience happened with our management and our pizza cook. Our pizza cook worked at the station next to me and he quit because of this inconvenience. We were without a pizza cook for a week and eventually they hired someone for that position. They hired my friend, the cashier, to be the pizza cook, and her being closer to me we ended up hanging out together outside of work and she is an awesome person I am glad to call my friend.
I chose Kelly the kangaroo and I'm glad with the message, I'm very introverted and solitude is my comfort zone however, I must confess that my life is very boring and sad. I'm in my thirties and making friends is a little bit more difficult than the 20's but it is worth the try. TYSM
I had this realization how sad and lonely my life is when my therapist pointed how how personally to the heart I took every coworker’s actions and behaviours towards me. 😢😢😢 I really need to create more happiness and get out more in my personal life
Pile 4, been getting the same message about opening up my heart and letting it lead me Your readings are always so spot on it freaks me out sometimes!❤️
I don't thik i've ever commented on your channel before, but I wanted to tell you that I've been watching your readings for the past 3 years, and they have been SPOT ON everytime so far!! I absolutely adore your enthusiasm and kindness and hope that you keep on being a cinnamon bun 🤧💛
delightful video. My relationship of 5 years ended a month ago. The love of my life decided to leave me, I really love him so much I can’t stop thinking about him, I’ve tried my very best to get him back in my life, but to no avail, I’m frustrated, I don’t see my life with anyone else. I’ve done my best to get rid of the thoughts of him, but I can’t, I don’t know why I’m saying this here, I really miss him and just can’t stop thinking about him
its difficult to let go of someone you love, I was in a similar situation, my relationship of 12 years ended, but I couldn't just let him go I did all I could to get him back, I had to seek the help of a spiritual counselor who helped me bring him back
I clicked on this video after watching a video on how to confront your shadow self and I don’t know why I had a STRONG CONNECTION with Elmer the elephant 🐘 and I think I have trying to not judge myself as much and am trying to just let myself be me and love being me and try and heal my heart and just going with the flow. Thank you for coming up on my yt recommended.
I chose pile 2. It makes me all teary. I know my spirits are always rooting for me and loving me so so much but I had been struggling with self-doubts and fears. My mind gets in the way from time to time between my soul and heart. Thank you eso for always giving us the wholesome readings. Sending you all the bright lights into your life 💛
Pile 4, one of the best readings you've done. Love the topic: what you need to know about yourself. Yes! Who doesn't need a little more self awareness ❤
Pile 1, and your reading made me feel so special, but obviously not in an egotistical way. People keep telling me I have a good heart and soul, but because I'm so critical of myself and others internally, I feel like I am BAD and don't deserve praise of my character. Even as I write this I'm holding back the urge to self deprecate (and tears lmao) I'll try to trust in myself more, because I know I lack faith in my abilities.
@@EsoTarot Thank you so much! for all you do💗 your readings always resonate. And knowing you feel the same way about yourself sometimes solidifies that I was meant to see this after all :)
🦒 not me crying because I’ve been feeling MAJOR imposter syndrome because when I receive something I feel like I don’t deserve it. Learning that I deserve everything and more without guilt ❤ thank you Eso
Pile 3 🦒- going through a real transformation and finding i am the person who is disconnecting and choosing to still believe in my past. I am not the same now as when i was a child, and i am working so hard on changing my mindset and the words i use on myself. Thank you so much ESO you always hit the spot ❤️
🐘 it’s crazy how ill go months without watching tarot but the moment i feel inclined to do so Eso comes through with EXACTLY what i need to hear. i just graduated college and im in a very transitional period of my life but im going to take this reading into every mental battle i fight and i know ill come out on top. thanks Madi
Pile 3 🦒: I have never been so called out. Exactly what I need to hear! I’m aware of these but I keep doing the same things regardless 😅😂 Self-compassion can be hard when you’re used to criticizing yourself to succeed (even though now it’s to your detriment). Also the “get out of your head” 😂🥹
Pile 3 here.. Envy and Jealousy.. hearing that REALLY HELPED me. I've been rolling something over and over in my mind for years. I completely forgot that the whole reason the issue started was because I was jealous. You may have just given me the key to my self-imposed cage... thank you, Eso ❤
Pile 2. There was a reading within the reading. This was what i needed to hear, but as a practiced tarot reader, there was an entire double reading on a whole other subject for me. Kudos!
Pile 3 here! I made it 🦒 far! Thank you so much for that reading; it was everything I needed to hear right now and it resonated so much! I always appreciate your readings, but especially this one. Sending you love and light and blessings! 🙏🩷
pile 4 and I am so serious when I say that I looked up ‘spiritual awakening’ JUST A WEEK AGO. This is exactly what I needed and I’m just at the energy check. Thank you Eso!!!
Pile2: That’s exactly what i needed to hear 🥺 I was getting out of my mind and you said exactly what I needed to hear with my current life situation, it resonates so much, thank you!
damn pile 4 was my exact situtation like literally i was questioning abt too much like life and existense and was having derealization becuz of tht and constant panic attacks after hearing these i feel more good
Thankyou so much for being someone who bridges the gap between perceived enlightened perception and honest authentic human being. I have had some great help over the last six months but I am often confronted with the fact that I feel too much in ego (which I may well be at times, allowing the child to cry) and feeling a need to silence my personality. Your readings constantly reassure me that you can be you and still be connected to source and triumph on your own personal journey. Keep shining for those of us that need a new understanding of walking the lines of both worlds.
“Lean on it more. The love within you and the love that your spirit has for you that can carry you over mountains and through mountains that you never thought you could climb. And that’s the thing it will carry you so you don’t even have to climb.” ✨❣️
Pile 2. Madison, doing God’s work again! I am beyond grateful to you to have this reading for us😢❤ this is exactly what I needed to hear. I appreciate you and love you🩷
Freedom from caring about how the world sees you is what I desperately need. I’m 23 and I feel v behind in life and all of my pain comes from self judgement 🙃 thank you eso
Pile 1. Thank you. My journey is a very different color of paint than most. I have been feeling isolated and alone recently. I can't seem to relate to folk in this period currently. I am grateful for a different kind of reading. ❤
Woke up to Eso telling me I don’t need to have things playing in the background all the time. The irony of hearing that specific message because I left a tarot reading playing while I fell asleep and it continued playing the next one 😅
I let RUclips play as I sleep and this morning I kept waking up to certain parts. I’m pretty sure I was hearing the whole reading unconsciously, but when I woke up for the day and listened to pile for it really helped get my mind out of my depression slump. Had some really funny synchronicity with the Shrek metaphor and I’m listening to P3 now the comment about the lobotomy is really funny because I’ve written that and asked someone that a couple of days ago. I knew it was silly, but at the time I was pretty serious.😂 You’re helping me make light of my life.
I picked pile 3. I had to listen to it like 4 times because you spit some gems at me! You mentioned crochet which is spot on because I just got into it within the past year and have been going deeper into it. It's definitely something I didn't expect to love doing so much. You also mentioned Bob Marley and I had a dream last night that I was singing Three Little Birds. So friggin crazy how accurate your readings are for me! Thank you lovely lady!
Intuitively picked lil Lenny as my first pile (the erasers are so cute btw ohmy) and I resonated deeply with it! I wanted to say I am so grateful for this reading and sending lots of unconditional love to whoever is reading this💖💖💖🦋🦋
🐘 my heart has been struggling lately and I have been triggered a lot. I have been working through it and thanking the situations for bringing it up. I am getting a little tired though. I know the Universe has my back and all of this needs to happen so my dreams can come true. But I struggle at times. Great reading, thank you!!
Thanks for the guidance ❤️💫 chose pile 2 - loved the rant!! 😬 and would love to watch a friendship reading even more!!! I just thought to myself today that there are not so many readings that offer guidance on friendships/platonic connections and that I would really appreciate more of those!! :) looking forward to watching yours 🙏🏼
Yessssssss i desperately need a friendship reading! I find myself always surrounded by people who don’t always want the best for me or are supportive of my podcast and its sad! I always support and uplift the people around me but unfortunately its not always reciprocated ☹️ i’m trying to manifest a fun little group of life long friendships that are deep and meaningful and filled with laughter and acceptance. I crave to meet those people but it feels like its been the most difficult journey… i came from group 2 so i will take your advice and get out there a bit more. I’ve been getting sober from smoking the devils lettuce for a few weeks now and i feel my social anxiety slowly drifting away so im going to challenge myself to take a fitness class or go out on more walks (given i live 2 blocks away from the ocean). Thank you Madison for your wise advice and for always channeling our messages with so much love and patience ♥️✨
Read your comment about friendship groups, very similar to how I feel, I just don't seem to truly belong anywhere. Wish you success and to find your people 🎉❤
I relate with this sm and chose 2 as well, i feel like giving up on friendships. Pretty much have since I’ve been a friendless loner irl for the last couple years and only relying on online communities. I started going out more to events several months ago but I’m so closed off and uninterested in getting to know anyone. I learned what I didn’t want from having a group of ppl ostracize me and not care about me. All I ever wanted was to find my soul family. Im also gonna choose to respect my own growth rn , I always grow a lot when I spend time alone.
I legit started crying when you said "And you're so cool!" in the elephant pile. I literally just told my friend yesterday that I feel like I'm being gaslit about who I am as a person because my coworkers seem to actually like me as a person, and I don't understand it. I'm really not that cool.
Love your rant, it's not even a rant n you are so funny!!! U r not weird n i like ur weirdness n you are right about yourself n u even time your rant? Its even cuter u are doing this😂🤡 thank you for brightening up my day!!
...Hey it's Pile 1 here .. As Eso says ..Follow the urges of your heart like cleaning your apartment.....and me listening to it while cleaning and rearranging my room 💫......thankyou ❤❤
me taking notes throughout the reading cause omg? 😭 I love your perspectives and how you offer new ideas!!! def need to let my mind chill a little, thank you for this reading overall and all of the energy you put in!
Pile 4: My intuition has been saying that I need to remove myself from a toxic workplace but I’ve been ignoring it to the point it’s screaming now and I need to let go and be free!
🦒 Homie I can’t even express how thankful I am for you saying that bc not gonna lie my ego was like “um no we’re not doing that” but my intuition was telling that voice to shut up and listen because I knew I was called to Pile 3 for a reason and I really needed that thank you 😭 …..But you asking “are you afraid” called me OUT I WAS SO NERVOUS FOR WHATEVER WAS GOING TO COME OUT Thank you so much oh my god I was literally hoping for some kind of sign or message bc spirit is testing the HELL out of me right now and I really needed this thank you 🥺🩵✨
Pile number 3. Yes, I am envious, actually (of course I can talk just for myself). Exactly one week ago my dad died and the loss is heartbreaking. He had cancer and fought for almost two years. I'm genuinely envious of those who have still a dad. I'm 34, and I know that some have lost their parents at a younger age, but maybe the wound is just too fresh, so I cannot feel contentment right now at the thought that at least I have had my dad for 34 years. And I genuinely feel lonely right now, I'm envious also of those that have lost someone important but have a significant other next to them that help to cope, I wish I could have that. Yeah, I'm envious for all of that
Pile 2: I’m scared because I don’t want to sin or cheat in life by using spirit or witchcraft techniques and stuff. It sometimes feels unfair that I use these things when I see so many others suffering and feel like people are more deserving of using these techniques than myself. I feel bad I am growing while others are stuck. I think this reading really helped me heal though in a few ways and answered questions I had, and you gave such great advice I really did need to hear even if I did cry a bunch during this reading, haha. I love how you explain things more instead of just giving the advice, you get deep into things it seems and are even straight forward instead of just reading the cards. It’s much more powerful and enjoyable and has tied deeply into my situation, even the dirty house thing. I feel so gross about my house 😅
Omg! Chose Kelly and lil Ricky 🦘🦘 Pile 2 hit the nail on the money because I am looking for friends 😭 I am trying to put myself out there now so yay. But wow. Ur readings just get us at the right time Eso. Ur amazing 😊😊 and I loved ur rant 😆 agreed. The professor trapped u with that choice. It wasn't a choice!! Hope you and all ur watchers have a peaceful day 🫶🫶🫶
1:01:10 I am connecting more deeply with my temple, my vessel on this plane. I am healing the shame and blame I hold in this form. Grounding and placing more trust and love in my body.
Pile three. You’re right as usual. I get caught up not in feelings of shame, but of feeling like I’ll never have xyz because I’m unlovable or lack worth and I struggle with the balance between learning to be optimistic and just straight up being delulu. I do let me heart lead a lot but I more often than not get my hopes up on some bigger things and get them crushed right away lol. I do see others getting what they want and need and I try to be supportive and cheer them on and I just sit like a kid dangling my feet waiting for my turn. I also found out my mom has a type of cancer this year and I’m feeling alone as her sole support. So I need to learn a healthy balance where I’m not making stuff up in my head just because I want the universe to love me. I need to discern what’s realistic vs what Disney told me I could have haha. Idk if that makes sense. Thank you for talking it out with us though! ❤❤❤ oh also 🦒
@EsoTarot I chose pile 3 and I’m a blushing 😳, love ur work and love u. Thank u for being such an inspiration for all the hard work and thoughtfulness that u do. 💜 🦒
*Feeling Called to Say This* I think the hardest part about doing inner work is it can easily slip into self-scrutiny, feelings of inadequacy, and perfectionism instead of just working towards being your own version of healed and happy. Just started pile 3, I’m so looking forward to moving out of this cycle. The first card is hitting frfr. 😩
Pile 1 and 4 - thank you for another AMAZING reading, Eso. You validated me taking a chill day bingeing Bridgerton, among other things. Heres to letting the heart lead ❤
❤ I love your silliness! Makes me feel at home. 😊 Pile 2: Yes! Been guided to get out of my cave and make heart felt connections, frienship wise and romantic. Bless you!
It’s always mind blowing how connected I feel to the things you channel for me. I sometimes see the thumbnails and just know which pile is for me, then you start channeling and literally speak words and phrases that I’ve heard and you give me more confirmation. Your messages clear my doubts so well and I thank you for showing me that I’m indeed hearing the messages clearly even when I feel 100% certain that I am. You’re very in tune!
Much love to you. Thank you for all your energy in gifting us this reading. Pile 1. change underway. I'm glad you mentioned following and allowing small joys.
Wow- I’m in tears- I wasn’t expecting this - this is my first time listening to your reading. #3 - Absolutely- I was just asking myself if I was hiding fear of being hated behind being a martyr or always making great sacrifices on behalf of others. The breathing analogy is literally what has happened to me- often. I asked my daughter because does the same thing- the shrinking to make others comfortable
Hi! First time viewer and I just have to say I love you! I was Pile 2 and everything you said was so wholesome and supportive and validating. And YES you are totally right about the weird teacher setting you up. I had the same types of experiences growing up - my town had 150,000 people but people were judgey and clannish like it was a small town. My teachers didn’t intervene when the popular kids would spit on us from upstairs between classes (the popular kids all played sports and the teachers were also coaches soooooooooo). Thanks so much for this - can’t wait to watch more!
I also need you to know that I love you and you're a precious being who deserves gentleness, kindness, and care 🫂 Thank you for being here and for letting me read for you 🥰
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Pile Selection: 1:55
Make a Wish: 4:33
Pile 1 (Lenny the Horse): 6:15
Pile 2 (Kelly the Kangaroo): 1:06:21
Pile 3 (Gertie the Giraffe): 1:53:40
Pile 4 (Elmer the Elephant): 2:46:09
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Obviously I haven’t had the chance to watch yet, but I wanted you to know how much I appreciate you 🥰 you’re so connected, and you’ve gotten me through so many hard times. Pile 4 here we go!
You’ve been such a huge inspiration for me and my channel as you are one of my favorite readers and I just love your emotional depth. I am a Pisces sun and Pisces moon and a Gemini rising so I talk a lot about it lol sending you much love and light can’t wait to watch.❤❤❤
Hey,eso nice to get a new reading from u it was a suprise...since I wasn't expecting one and I love watching your videos so when I saw it I was really happy to watch a new video from u!!!
Hi Eso, just wanted to point out that the video chapters are not consistent with the timings provided here, I initially navigated via the chapters. This is a pre-video comment; I will put down my actual one after the reading. :D
Happy souls 1111 grounding meditation? Or Happy twins? The only happy souls is some type of video game that comes up when I search...
*As a fellow reader, I’m not here to compete, I just want to thank you for the years of continued guidance and inspiration, so much love to you Eso* 🤎🌱🤎🌱🤎🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻
A rising tide raises all ships! We are not in competition with each other, no matter what illusions social media tries to create 💗 thank you for being part of this collective and sharing your gifts with the world!
@@EsoTarot- Thank you ☺️ I love to see others succeed. Even if my own RUclips journey has been ever so slow! It’s hard to hit 50 views sometimes, even after 2 years! But I’ll push on! Lots of love and gratitude ❤
Damn, Rose you're gorgeous
Also - Your rings are INCREDIBLE 😮😍😍
No one can compete. Run your own race/ ❤
I chose pile 3, and when you said "are you afraid" believe me I started crying life is just too complicated lately
Better buck it up buttercup no crying in baseball 😂😂
Stay encouraged ❤ God promises to never leave us or forsake us! Put your arms around you and squeeze ❤❤ God loves you and I do too! God bless you ❤
I felt it as soon as she said it. 😅
"Are you afraid??"
My anxiety:
ACTUALLY YEAH NOW THAT YOU MENTION IT
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SAMEEE
BUT FR THO LIKE MY MIND WAS RACING AND I WAS TRYNA FOCUS BUT I WAS SCARED SHITLESS AND THEN SHE SAID THAT AND I HAD TO PAUSE BECAUSE I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD!!!!! LIKE DAMN CALLING ME OUT LIKE THAT
Fr! It felt like she broke the 4th wall💀
@@JoseMartinRamos97 It really did omg I was so nervous while she was shuffling and then she said that and I just bursted out laughing 😂 it was making me nervous how long it took for her to shuffle too and when she said that I felt called out 😅
Pile 4 here! Currently going through a lot of changes as I'm getting closer to graduating uni. I've been questioning a lot of things about myself, my purpose, and what I'm going to do after college, and it's very true that I beat myself up too hard over it. I always think that I'm not doing enough, or that I need to reach other people's definition of success, and that me being pretty content with my life as it is is bringing me down. The reading did resonate with me a lot and thank you for that.
For anyone reading this, good luck with your journey in life as well! Wishing nothing but the best for you!
I came from the same pile and I honestly completely get what you’re going through as I have just graduated highschool and have zero clue on what to do for the rest of my life or which courses I should take next year😭😭 I have never had so many many existential questions in regard to my purpose and who I am. Anyway, Good luck with what you decide to do next in your life!
🐘 Elmer here and this reading resonated to the deepest part of my being. I am doing shadow work right now in my healing process and I find myself crying out of nowhere all the time. I sleep all the time as well and I realize (after this reading) that it is my body letting go and healing from many years of trauma and abuse. I need to give myself permission to heal and let go of all the negativity that is finally escaping. Thank you for helping me align with the chaos and confusion that is my mind heart soul and body at the moment. It’s temporary and the end result will be amazing. I know this now. It’s like detox 🎉🎉🎉🎉 my motto for the year is : BE PATIENT
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Me too. I need rest. I'm trying to find myself
Pile 3; not usually an envious or jealous person but being at a party and seeing my friend and her boyfriend being very very very openly affectionate made me deeply realise I do actually want and need someone to rely on as well. As much as it is fun dating and having option I hope to one day find someone who is stable, solid & that I can count on. Someone I can feel safe with at any time and someone who makes me feel like a priority. Thank you ❤
You have to be a mirror for that energy to find you. Remember it's energy and it need to matched or attracted ✨
I mean this in a very nonjudgemental way! The dating world especially these apps are not real "options"!!! not all .... but most of the people that are there are there to use bodies and to numb themselves. It is detrimental to mental health and the physical health risks are EXTREMELY HIGH Not to mention most of the people on there are guaranteed to at some point have messed around with someone you know or someone that knows someone you know! Please! Take care of yourself and spend time with yourself. I know it gets lonely but once you enjoy time with yourself someone will show up. I'm currently in deep emotional mental anguish over someone I gave so much too for 4 years to find out he was on dating apps the whole time, having unprotected sex, lying, and betraying me at every corner when I was nothing but good to him. Take care of yourself. Much love!
Omg I am so used to only rely on myself that I don't even need a relationship and I really doubt I will ever have one again 😂
🦒 the way I groaned when you brought up gratitude... I wrote a list of things to be grateful for, JUST before listening. Already knew I was back in clenched butthole energy.
I've been taking care of my mom, who almost died. It's been hella traumatic. Shes been my biggest trigger, and the past few months, I have felt like every bit of shadow work and self-healing i did went out the window. She's been depressed, and...i have absorbed her self pity, and started to wallow in my own. I woke up today and was like, "we didn't come to this far to return to our sad hole. It's time to figure out what I can control right now. "
The part that made me a sad sack is feeling trapped taking care of my sad mom. But when I've tried to talk to friends about it, I can tell how uncomfortable and unengaged they are. I know in the spiritual community they say not to complain, but I just want a safe spot for my emotions to be witnessed so I can move forward. And not gaslight myself. And for now, I have to keep being that person for myself. My feelings deserve to be seen. I'm worthy of empathy and love in this season when things are hard. So...I'll love on myself for now...but damnit, I'm worthy of a big hug and friends who care too.
those are horrible friends, I’m sorry to hear that :( I hope the best for you right now, I picked pile 3 too. ❤
I’m so sorry to hear what you’re going through 😔 tbh I don’t think you talking about very real, very challenging life circumstances is complaining, I think it’s actually unhealthy to bottle all that up! Being a caretaker is so hard, and the trauma you’re dealing with on top of it isn’t easy either. I complain about minute shit sometimes tbh and I don’t think it makes me any less spiritual. I think it makes me human to voice my experience. Don’t deny yourself your humanity in pursuit of doing what a spiritual person or dogmatic principle tells you is right. What’s right for them may be wrong for you and vice versa.
I don’t want to judge the quality of your friendships, but I do know these topics can be uncomfortable/difficult for many people, especially if they’ve never been in your shoes. But also, friends aren’t necessarily equipped to handle these situations, they could be more harmful than helpful.
Have you tried looking into online support groups for caregivers? That might be a way to connect with others who understand what you’re going through. If you have access, a trauma-informed therapist could be quite helpful too. It’s okay to be sad, it’s okay for your butthole to be clenched! you’re carrying a very heavy load. Sending lots of love and hugs to you and your mom 🫂💗 I hope things get better soon
🤗🤗 💕 sending love and light your way. Hang on in there, you are doing so well! Those people are not your true friends. Your real friends are the ones who are with you thru thick and thin x
My clenched butthole energy twin 😂😅❤
I am a carer for my mum too. I totally get you. And let me tell you, I know it is hard, very hard at times, but you are really strong too. And you need not be that strong all the time, but always remember to get back up. You can do this. A responsibility this big is given to those people who can handle and you can. Do not let negative thoughts get in the way of your life, try to keep time for yourself every day, no matter what.
I wish you the best and you will do better. Just don't lose hope and yourself. Take care.
🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒 Gertie was my great aunt whose love meant the world to me as a child. I felt you tap onto compassion when you saw the Envy card. I'd just had a fight with my younger sister...family holidays and... I sobbed throughout and was healed by your message. I'm old enough to be your very young mom, but you are the big sister I never had. I am forever grateful and in awe of you. 🩷🩷🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒🦒
Babe wake up new Eso video just dropped 😭
LITERALLY ME TO MY BF 😂😂😂
I’M UP 🙋🏿♀️
WE UP
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@@SonyaKhanOfficialbig time no sleeping mofos here that shit is over ❤❤❤
Pile 3. I AM envious of what I don’t have (not in a cruel to others way, just mentally in a self pitying way lol) and I literally had a conversation with my dad about being more grateful for what we already have. So this really resonated ❤
Aww I love u❤❤❤
Not me literally thinking to myself less than an hour ago “I could really use a new Eso video I hope she posts soon” 😭 I love you, girl
This is exactly what happens to me sometimes. It always comes when I need it the most. I’m convinced it’s divine timing for all of us
This literally happened to me today lol
This JUST happened to me too!🥹😭🙏🏼
Same lol
Same!
🦒 Pile 3 - I needed to hear this so much. I’m on a major life change journey (thanks Moldavite!) and recently graduated college in a creative x technical field I love and have just started thinking about letting myself dream bigger about my future instead of being bitter towards people who are living some of their goals. I’ve been living in a place of lack for a long time and have gotten pretty hard on myself about it. Trying to just move forward with belief in myself and appreciation for all the love in my life that my authenticity has brought! Thank you for the confirmation and encouragement as always! ❤
Literally JUST asked my spirit guides for a sign / answer
Eso is delivering at divine timing 🫶🙏
pile #3 was mine. i cried so hard. thank you so much. you made me feel less alone.
I chose pile 2 and let me tell you about my friend that I met at work. She was a cashier and I was a kitchen clerk at a market. We worked at opposite ends of the store. She would always say hi or bye every time I passed by the cashier area. I am introverted and shy but I would always wave every time I heard her say my name. She is extroverted and I never thought to build a friendship with her but one day an inconvenience happened with our management and our pizza cook. Our pizza cook worked at the station next to me and he quit because of this inconvenience. We were without a pizza cook for a week and eventually they hired someone for that position. They hired my friend, the cashier, to be the pizza cook, and her being closer to me we ended up hanging out together outside of work and she is an awesome person I am glad to call my friend.
I chose Kelly the kangaroo and I'm glad with the message, I'm very introverted and solitude is my comfort zone however, I must confess that my life is very boring and sad. I'm in my thirties and making friends is a little bit more difficult than the 20's but it is worth the try. TYSM
I had this realization how sad and lonely my life is when my therapist pointed how how personally to the heart I took every coworker’s actions and behaviours towards me. 😢😢😢 I really need to create more happiness and get out more in my personal life
Just being on here is a start... Seeing other people are going through the exact same things that we are helps heaps ❤
Me too xx I've wrote a book but at the end of the day it means nothing compared to having loving connections.
Pile 4, been getting the same message about opening up my heart and letting it lead me
Your readings are always so spot on it freaks me out sometimes!❤️
I don't thik i've ever commented on your channel before, but I wanted to tell you that I've been watching your readings for the past 3 years, and they have been SPOT ON everytime so far!! I absolutely adore your enthusiasm and kindness and hope that you keep on being a cinnamon bun 🤧💛
Thanks for being here and saying hi!! 🥹💗🫂
delightful video. My relationship of 5 years ended a month ago. The love of my life decided to leave me, I really love him so much I can’t stop thinking about him, I’ve tried my very best to get him back in my life, but to no avail, I’m frustrated, I don’t see my life with anyone else. I’ve done my best to get rid of the thoughts of him, but I can’t, I don’t know why I’m saying this here, I really miss him and just can’t stop thinking about him
its difficult to let go of someone you love, I was in a similar situation, my relationship of 12 years ended, but I couldn't just let him go I did all I could to get him back, I had to seek the help of a spiritual counselor who helped me bring him back
Amazing, how did you get a spiritual counselor, and how do I reach one.?
His name is Owen Abiola, and he is a great spiritual counselor who can bring back your ex...
Thank you for this valuable information, I just looked him up online. impressive.
I clicked on this video after watching a video on how to confront your shadow self and I don’t know why I had a STRONG CONNECTION with Elmer the elephant 🐘 and I think I have trying to not judge myself as much and am trying to just let myself be me and love being me and try and heal my heart and just going with the flow. Thank you for coming up on my yt recommended.
I chose pile 2. It makes me all teary. I know my spirits are always rooting for me and loving me so so much but I had been struggling with self-doubts and fears. My mind gets in the way from time to time between my soul and heart. Thank you eso for always giving us the wholesome readings. Sending you all the bright lights into your life 💛
Pile 4, one of the best readings you've done. Love the topic: what you need to know about yourself. Yes! Who doesn't need a little more self awareness ❤
Thank you so much for sharing the story about the photo shoot. Love that you did that and it made my heart smile.
Pile 1, and your reading made me feel so special, but obviously not in an egotistical way. People keep telling me I have a good heart and soul, but because I'm so critical of myself and others internally, I feel like I am BAD and don't deserve praise of my character. Even as I write this I'm holding back the urge to self deprecate (and tears lmao)
I'll try to trust in myself more, because I know I lack faith in my abilities.
What if I told you I feel the exact same way about myself 🥺 you’re not alone. These are tough wounds to heal, but I know we can do it 🫂💗
@@EsoTarot Thank you so much! for all you do💗 your readings always resonate. And knowing you feel the same way about yourself sometimes solidifies that I was meant to see this after all :)
You really aren’t alone. Sending Love , cause I find myself feeling this way too and I want to change so bad. And Will, trusting my body.❤
🦒 not me crying because I’ve been feeling MAJOR imposter syndrome because when I receive something I feel like I don’t deserve it. Learning that I deserve everything and more without guilt ❤ thank you Eso
" I wish that all of your dreams could come true so you could realize that's not the answer. " Thanks
Eso. I needed this.
Pile 3 🦒- going through a real transformation and finding i am the person who is disconnecting and choosing to still believe in my past. I am not the same now as when i was a child, and i am working so hard on changing my mindset and the words i use on myself. Thank you so much ESO you always hit the spot ❤️
🐘 it’s crazy how ill go months without watching tarot but the moment i feel inclined to do so Eso comes through with EXACTLY what i need to hear. i just graduated college and im in a very transitional period of my life but im going to take this reading into every mental battle i fight and i know ill come out on top. thanks Madi
Pile 3 🦒: I have never been so called out. Exactly what I need to hear! I’m aware of these but I keep doing the same things regardless 😅😂 Self-compassion can be hard when you’re used to criticizing yourself to succeed (even though now it’s to your detriment). Also the “get out of your head” 😂🥹
Pile 3 here.. Envy and Jealousy.. hearing that REALLY HELPED me. I've been rolling something over and over in my mind for years. I completely forgot that the whole reason the issue started was because I was jealous. You may have just given me the key to my self-imposed cage... thank you, Eso ❤
#3… I don’t feel jealous of others; rather it is others that feel jealous of me. I am contented with my life…and I am open to the possibility of more
Pile 2. There was a reading within the reading. This was what i needed to hear, but as a practiced tarot reader, there was an entire double reading on a whole other subject for me. Kudos!
Pile 3 here! I made it 🦒 far! Thank you so much for that reading; it was everything I needed to hear right now and it resonated so much! I always appreciate your readings, but especially this one. Sending you love and light and blessings! 🙏🩷
pile 4 and I am so serious when I say that I looked up ‘spiritual awakening’ JUST A WEEK AGO. This is exactly what I needed and I’m just at the energy check. Thank you Eso!!!
i loved your rant in the middle of pile 2 🤣🤣 yea your teacher was a weirdo, how messed up! massages are so important and NORMAL!
Pile2: That’s exactly what i needed to hear 🥺 I was getting out of my mind and you said exactly what I needed to hear with my current life situation, it resonates so much, thank you!
My thoughts exactly... You're not alone x
damn pile 4 was my exact situtation like literally i was questioning abt too much like life and existense and was having derealization becuz of tht and constant panic attacks after hearing these i feel more good
Thankyou so much for being someone who bridges the gap between perceived enlightened perception and honest authentic human being. I have had some great help over the last six months but I am often confronted with the fact that I feel too much in ego (which I may well be at times, allowing the child to cry) and feeling a need to silence my personality. Your readings constantly reassure me that you can be you and still be connected to source and triumph on your own personal journey. Keep shining for those of us that need a new understanding of walking the lines of both worlds.
“Lean on it more. The love within you and the love that your spirit has for you that can carry you over mountains and through mountains that you never thought you could climb. And that’s the thing it will carry you so you don’t even have to climb.” ✨❣️
It’s kinda insane that I literally just went “I REALLY need a reading from someone else rn” and this pops up
Ask and you shall receive 🥳✨
Omg same but was just going out x
Pile 2.
Madison, doing God’s work again!
I am beyond grateful to you to have this reading for us😢❤ this is exactly what I needed to hear. I appreciate you and love you🩷
Freedom from caring about how the world sees you is what I desperately need. I’m 23 and I feel v behind in life and all of my pain comes from self judgement 🙃 thank you eso
Pile 1. Thank you. My journey is a very different color of paint than most. I have been feeling isolated and alone recently. I can't seem to relate to folk in this period currently. I am grateful for a different kind of reading. ❤
Woke up to Eso telling me I don’t need to have things playing in the background all the time. The irony of hearing that specific message because I left a tarot reading playing while I fell asleep and it continued playing the next one 😅
Pile 4. Thanks, it's always nice to get a little confirmation and Eso love. ❤
I let RUclips play as I sleep and this morning I kept waking up to certain parts. I’m pretty sure I was hearing the whole reading unconsciously, but when I woke up for the day and listened to pile for it really helped get my mind out of my depression slump. Had some really funny synchronicity with the Shrek metaphor and I’m listening to P3 now the comment about the lobotomy is really funny because I’ve written that and asked someone that a couple of days ago. I knew it was silly, but at the time I was pretty serious.😂 You’re helping me make light of my life.
I picked pile 3. I had to listen to it like 4 times because you spit some gems at me! You mentioned crochet which is spot on because I just got into it within the past year and have been going deeper into it. It's definitely something I didn't expect to love doing so much. You also mentioned Bob Marley and I had a dream last night that I was singing Three Little Birds. So friggin crazy how accurate your readings are for me! Thank you lovely lady!
Intuitively picked lil Lenny as my first pile (the erasers are so cute btw ohmy) and I resonated deeply with it!
I wanted to say I am so grateful for this reading and sending lots of unconditional love to whoever is reading this💖💖💖🦋🦋
🐘 my heart has been struggling lately and I have been triggered a lot. I have been working through it and thanking the situations for bringing it up. I am getting a little tired though. I know the Universe has my back and all of this needs to happen so my dreams can come true. But I struggle at times. Great reading, thank you!!
Pile 2 - my avoidant attachment style is shookened
Brooo the commitment issues are so real!
Pile 2, a “flaw” is only a judgement based on comparison, you are all the perfect version of you x
Massage is awesome lol
Thanks for the guidance ❤️💫 chose pile 2 - loved the rant!! 😬 and would love to watch a friendship reading even more!!! I just thought to myself today that there are not so many readings that offer guidance on friendships/platonic connections and that I would really appreciate more of those!! :) looking forward to watching yours 🙏🏼
I've watched this twice now. And I saw the same pile with the giraffe LO. L until the end, yours truly XO. X o
Yessssssss i desperately need a friendship reading! I find myself always surrounded by people who don’t always want the best for me or are supportive of my podcast and its sad! I always support and uplift the people around me but unfortunately its not always reciprocated ☹️ i’m trying to manifest a fun little group of life long friendships that are deep and meaningful and filled with laughter and acceptance. I crave to meet those people but it feels like its been the most difficult journey… i came from group 2 so i will take your advice and get out there a bit more. I’ve been getting sober from smoking the devils lettuce for a few weeks now and i feel my social anxiety slowly drifting away so im going to challenge myself to take a fitness class or go out on more walks (given i live 2 blocks away from the ocean). Thank you Madison for your wise advice and for always channeling our messages with so much love and patience ♥️✨
Read your comment about friendship groups, very similar to how I feel, I just don't seem to truly belong anywhere. Wish you success and to find your people 🎉❤
@@月亮-g5fawee thank you you too!! ♥️😭 it sucks that we’re learning these lessons but i hope that one day we can find our soul family ♥️
I relate with this sm and chose 2 as well, i feel like giving up on friendships. Pretty much have since I’ve been a friendless loner irl for the last couple years and only relying on online communities. I started going out more to events several months ago but I’m so closed off and uninterested in getting to know anyone. I learned what I didn’t want from having a group of ppl ostracize me and not care about me. All I ever wanted was to find my soul family. Im also gonna choose to respect my own growth rn , I always grow a lot when I spend time alone.
🦒 i'm not afraid to face my shadows i know i have to go through the dark times to find the light and it'll make me stronger😊
Pile 4, definitely facing the freedom again!
Pile 1: Bang on accurate, as always ❤ fellow tarot reader here ❤
I legit started crying when you said "And you're so cool!" in the elephant pile. I literally just told my friend yesterday that I feel like I'm being gaslit about who I am as a person because my coworkers seem to actually like me as a person, and I don't understand it. I'm really not that cool.
Love your rant, it's not even a rant n you are so funny!!! U r not weird n i like ur weirdness n you are right about yourself n u even time your rant? Its even cuter u are doing this😂🤡 thank you for brightening up my day!!
🐘Pile 4! Your messages always resonate with me! Thank you so much for channeling them 🙏🏻
...Hey it's Pile 1 here ..
As Eso says ..Follow the urges of your heart like cleaning your apartment.....and me listening to it while cleaning and rearranging my room 💫......thankyou ❤❤
Pile 2 was perfect. :)
Thanks Madison, you're awesome!
me taking notes throughout the reading cause omg? 😭 I love your perspectives and how you offer new ideas!!! def need to let my mind chill a little, thank you for this reading overall and all of the energy you put in!
Just went through a major life change and again, Eso vid comes with divine timing, appreciation the universe’s synchronicity ❤🎉
Pile 1 😭 (tears of joy) this whole reading put me at peace because of how comfortable the energy you channelled was and it showed my authentic self ❤
Beautiful reading. Kangaroo pile was so meaningful. Really resonated with me. 😊
You are just so gifted. Thank you for everything ❤ pile 3 xx
pile 3. to the tee. It'll never get old to be impressed by your accuracy. so helpful. thank you💕
Pile 4: My intuition has been saying that I need to remove myself from a toxic workplace but I’ve been ignoring it to the point it’s screaming now and I need to let go and be free!
🦒 Homie I can’t even express how thankful I am for you saying that bc not gonna lie my ego was like “um no we’re not doing that” but my intuition was telling that voice to shut up and listen because I knew I was called to Pile 3 for a reason and I really needed that thank you 😭
…..But you asking “are you afraid” called me OUT I WAS SO NERVOUS FOR WHATEVER WAS GOING TO COME OUT
Thank you so much oh my god I was literally hoping for some kind of sign or message bc spirit is testing the HELL out of me right now and I really needed this thank you 🥺🩵✨
Pile number 3. Yes, I am envious, actually (of course I can talk just for myself). Exactly one week ago my dad died and the loss is heartbreaking. He had cancer and fought for almost two years. I'm genuinely envious of those who have still a dad. I'm 34, and I know that some have lost their parents at a younger age, but maybe the wound is just too fresh, so I cannot feel contentment right now at the thought that at least I have had my dad for 34 years. And I genuinely feel lonely right now, I'm envious also of those that have lost someone important but have a significant other next to them that help to cope, I wish I could have that. Yeah, I'm envious for all of that
Pile 1 - WOW! This is exactly what I’m going through and what I needed to hear. You are so magical and inspire me. Thank you so much 🥰⭐️🤍🪽
Pile 1.
ESO you’re soooo sweet I love you and your vibe 😊🙏🏼
Pile 2: I’m scared because I don’t want to sin or cheat in life by using spirit or witchcraft techniques and stuff. It sometimes feels unfair that I use these things when I see so many others suffering and feel like people are more deserving of using these techniques than myself. I feel bad I am growing while others are stuck. I think this reading really helped me heal though in a few ways and answered questions I had, and you gave such great advice I really did need to hear even if I did cry a bunch during this reading, haha. I love how you explain things more instead of just giving the advice, you get deep into things it seems and are even straight forward instead of just reading the cards. It’s much more powerful and enjoyable and has tied deeply into my situation, even the dirty house thing. I feel so gross about my house 😅
Omg! Chose Kelly and lil Ricky 🦘🦘 Pile 2 hit the nail on the money because I am looking for friends 😭 I am trying to put myself out there now so yay. But wow. Ur readings just get us at the right time Eso. Ur amazing 😊😊 and I loved ur rant 😆 agreed. The professor trapped u with that choice. It wasn't a choice!! Hope you and all ur watchers have a peaceful day 🫶🫶🫶
🦒🦒🦒pile 3 was soo accurate👌🏼😭 I really needed that
1:01:10 I am connecting more deeply with my temple, my vessel on this plane. I am healing the shame and blame I hold in this form. Grounding and placing more trust and love in my body.
Pile three. You’re right as usual. I get caught up not in feelings of shame, but of feeling like I’ll never have xyz because I’m unlovable or lack worth and I struggle with the balance between learning to be optimistic and just straight up being delulu. I do let me heart lead a lot but I more often than not get my hopes up on some bigger things and get them crushed right away lol. I do see others getting what they want and need and I try to be supportive and cheer them on and I just sit like a kid dangling my feet waiting for my turn. I also found out my mom has a type of cancer this year and I’m feeling alone as her sole support. So I need to learn a healthy balance where I’m not making stuff up in my head just because I want the universe to love me. I need to discern what’s realistic vs what Disney told me I could have haha. Idk if that makes sense. Thank you for talking it out with us though! ❤❤❤ oh also 🦒
Wish you and your mom healing! I hope everything will work out great for you
@@月亮-g5f thank you for your kindness 🫶🏻
Eso you have no idea how much comfort and reassurance you give me❤❤❤❤
@EsoTarot I chose pile 3 and I’m a blushing 😳, love ur work and love u. Thank u for being such an inspiration for all the hard work and thoughtfulness that u do. 💜 🦒
pile 1 i was SHOOK with the accuracy and yes i did feel myself purging.Thank you soo much Maddison.
Thank you Eso! I really needed to hear pile 4’s message right now. 🧡
*Feeling Called to Say This* I think the hardest part about doing inner work is it can easily slip into self-scrutiny, feelings of inadequacy, and perfectionism instead of just working towards being your own version of healed and happy.
Just started pile 3, I’m so looking forward to moving out of this cycle. The first card is hitting frfr. 😩
🦒🦒🦒 Thank you, Eso!!! 🙏🏾
Pile 1 and 4 - thank you for another AMAZING reading, Eso. You validated me taking a chill day bingeing Bridgerton, among other things. Heres to letting the heart lead ❤
❤ I love your silliness! Makes me feel at home. 😊
Pile 2: Yes! Been guided to get out of my cave and make heart felt connections, frienship wise and romantic. Bless you!
always happy to see your reading come up in my subscription box. especially when they resonate so freaking much!!!
Pile 4, your readings always ring true with so much love! I appreciate your care for humanity and love for channeling ❤
This was so helpful and timely. Thank you. 🙏🏻❤️✨🕊️
It’s always mind blowing how connected I feel to the things you channel for me. I sometimes see the thumbnails and just know which pile is for me, then you start channeling and literally speak words and phrases that I’ve heard and you give me more confirmation. Your messages clear my doubts so well and I thank you for showing me that I’m indeed hearing the messages clearly even when I feel 100% certain that I am. You’re very in tune!
Pile 2 was what I exactly needed thank you sm 😭💘
Much love to you. Thank you for all your energy in gifting us this reading. Pile 1. change underway. I'm glad you mentioned following and allowing small joys.
Pile 3😂😂❤…need to come😂😂! I love your openness and honesty sooo much…power to truthfulness ❤❤❤
i was literally crocheting when you said it, CHILLS
these animals are so cute and precious 😭😭
Wow- I’m in tears- I wasn’t expecting this - this is my first time listening to your reading. #3 - Absolutely- I was just asking myself if I was hiding fear of being hated behind being a martyr or always making great sacrifices on behalf of others. The breathing analogy is literally what has happened to me- often. I asked my daughter because does the same thing- the shrinking to make others comfortable
My favorite Reader! We love you queen! You are incredible and an inspiration!
I totally agree 💯 🤎🙌🏻🥰🌻
cried my little eyes out for the entirety of pile 3. thank you for a gorgeous healing reading!
So crazy I just put my fish taco down and you said crochet! 🧶 omg I’m crocheting right now! Your read is on point. TY #3
Yes, please do a friendship reading! Pile 2!!!
Hi! First time viewer and I just have to say I love you! I was Pile 2 and everything you said was so wholesome and supportive and validating. And YES you are totally right about the weird teacher setting you up. I had the same types of experiences growing up - my town had 150,000 people but people were judgey and clannish like it was a small town. My teachers didn’t intervene when the popular kids would spit on us from upstairs between classes (the popular kids all played sports and the teachers were also coaches soooooooooo). Thanks so much for this - can’t wait to watch more!