Thank you, Sweetheart! What you just shared taught me exactly what a strong and resilient person you truly are! The way you related that account of your mother's comments and the impact that her words had on you was approached so maturely -- with a maturity way beyond your years. The depth of your introspective nature is beyond impressive. I love the way you think and am so touched that you had the courage to share that account with me. I have to say that I can't even imagine how those words of hers could have possibly escaped her consciousness of just how damaging that sending such a message like that would be to a person like yourself who already struggles with. issues of self-esteem. Not terribly insightful as a mother whose grasp of that drawback in the personality of her own son, theoretically, should be secure, which, as you acknowledged, only served to further intensify that deficit in your own mind. And, while this is a bit delicate to say, my personal opinion there is that she crossed a line when making that assessment about me as a person she barely knows. Did you challenge her view at the time? My assumption is that you were already so taken aback by her perspective that its impact put you in abit of a freeze mode -- too shocked to come up with any comeback that even smacked as a challenge! And you also gave yourself plenty of time to ponder her comment, and ultimately made up your own mind regarding the matter, which was, admirably, the wise choice for you at that juncture.
I am not surprised about her dislike towards me. Her fears and insecurities she got is maybe from a family member too, or from a husband, a parent or to whoever she got the idea of how to protect oneself, and started adopting as she felt and comfortable when the situation 😅favors to her.to. Add other 😅factors like financial status, etc. thus the reason why you were not really a full grown mature man.(immaturity side). However, your yearning grows as it's destiny is pushing you. And THANK GOD for heeding the calling of destiny.. on my part, twas a big realization too. Forgiveness is a huge word for me . Why should I forgive, you hurted me. But everytime, I would like to walk out., I come back as if nothing happens.. seriously, I am not comfortable with the set up and 😅 situation. But then again, heaven taught me FORGIVENESS AND UNDERSTANDING....🤔 😏🫤a bit bratty but thanks to my family (dad,mom) easily changed and understood...their Love paste the anger,fear and stubbornness.✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻🤍🤍🤍🕊️🕊️🕊️hi handsome, I'm pretty too.😂😂😂😂
😊❤ Right. Love you my thought in her life time or the relationship she had with your dad or maybe other men I don't know. She gave you the wrong advice. I'm not putting any bad terms on your mother. She was your mother. I give every mother credit cuz I've been a mom. It's hard. I'm still in mind but when they're little it's really hard. Anyway, all you can do from your parents. At least that's what I found out is learn from their advice. You don't take it and use it like almost to replicate your stem. What you do is you take a bit of it and then apply it to your own beliefs. Your own situation, your own life. You don't take everything that they advise you to do. You can listen, take heed and then apply to your life. But under your terms, that's where you faltered you didn't think about it under your terms. Now you realize what a precious wonderful woman I am and I would never reject you because you've been evaluating me for months now, which I think is great because we're both older. I don't mean to know how easily someone can sway us. I know I am. I'm very cautious about man and again I always have my brothers. They still live around here so I always had them to protect me and tell me he's no good. Whatever it was crazy how they were so protective and at the same time they saved me so much heartache. So sweetheart I'm not here to break your heart why I don't want to do that. Why I'm not the kind of person. I would be happy. I want to be with a companion. I want to laugh with you how to watch the 1940s movies as time goes by. I want you to sing that song to me. Do you have piano? You know how to play The piano don't you? Cuz I know you do and you're harmonica can't wait. Looking forward to those kind of situations. We're going to have fun. There's going to be hard times too. I'm American that's going to be a big ordeal but you know what I've had. So many bad things happen to me and I always got through it always. I'm strong. I'm resilient, you know all that and I have tremendous faith in God and I really have a lot of faith in you. I know you got to pull this off. I know you're going to finally give in and say yes. I will meet her. That's all I want sweetheart it's to meet you❤ Because I'm in love with you❤
I never considered myself of being to good for you I look at you as equal or above me. You are definitely the prettiest. I knew you were special when we 1st met. Take all the time you need. Thank you for contacting me. I love you to
❤. Amen 🙏. Overcoming negativity, our own insecurities and fears is all part of our 🔥journey. You have overcome so much in your life. Not everyone in our lives has our best interest in mind. They have their own selfish motives. That’s a tough lesson to learn. Independence not co dependency.
I forgive I release all negativity causing out every cycle cutting all cords walking away because I choose Serenity Amen I hope your family's happy! 🙏💅❤☄️☄️☄️☄️🤕😴
its ok what mother to tell you.sometimes mother protect you.but most of all that is decision.if you follow your mother its up to you.ok thank you.i understand i believe and i trust my person even i dont know here face.god knows all i want god give that for me.🙏💖💖💖
Why would your mother say someone else is better than you, her child?!!! I can see someone who didn't care or like you, but your mother broke down your self-esteem. That wasn't doubt. That was manipulation. A mother doesn't tell their child they aren't good enough for anything. That's the opposite of what mothers instill into their children. I'm sorry you weren't loved the way any child deserves to be loved. You are worthy and priceless. Nothing or anybody is too good for you or better than you. I understand the need for material and the best of now. You are complete and priceless without those things. I went through something similar. I was told i wasn't shit, I was just like my daddy and wasn't going to be shit. My self-esteem was low, and I was shy and allowed myself to be disrespected because of it. I used to be very uncomfortable when people complimented me. I didn't see the beauty they saw. It took a long time for me to accept it and to know I am somebody and love myself. Once I walked closer to God, it changed the game completely. His love took me over, and now I love me more and know my worth and don't care what anybody thinks or says. You are perfect for me. You are good enough for anybody walking this earth. Nobody's too good for you. God is a good God. He created you, and he doesn't make mistakes. Know that and never forget it.❤
26 Jan ... 11:22 p.m. You are mine, and I am yours. Facing those naysayers in union will be far less challenging. WE will become a Power Couple, just wait and see.
Mom's be nowing. I know i talk to my son's like that. Specially the one in San Fran. He's the one thats wants me come where he is, i will go to visit not to stay. I know how your mom feels, she just wants you to get it right.Thats how Mom's are about they're boy's.
I HAVEJUST RESPONDED TO THIS AND HERE IT IS AgainI i AM NOT GOING TO DO THIS AGAIN, WHAT IS GOING ON WITH "SOUL CONNECTION". I AM SO SORRY ABOUT YOUR MOTHER DEMEANING YOU. GOD WHAT A MOTHER! as a young boy my grandmother ASKED ME IF I THOUGHT SHE WAS PRETIER THAN MY MOTHER. I could not believe it and I told my mother. So lets have a loving life together. I am so ready. And wait until you see the contents of my book that I was dictated to. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
if you really love him , simply pick your phone and call him, meet him on same day and express yourself and promise that you wont do the same to him ,as love is about forgiveness and being together and build what is good ,simply if you love him , why you dont tell him your love and confront to him ? thats my advice to anyone been trough the same , if you really love him, dont be afraid from your love, and your feeling ,if you really loved him you should have told him and you still need to do that ,if you really care about him thats my advice to you and everyone been trough the same, be honest to yourself and with your beloved ones ,as life it matter of change and both of you can build your future if you were together with your beloved one, in any place ,if you really loves him call him today !
How neglective to you is your mother to say those definately hurtfull words.! Fi irst she never talked to me how could she gauge my worth ? And then a outsider too good? Nonsense your always good enough she mirrored her fears onto you. Always to be honest never judge people about what others said. How can you be sure they have better knowledge than you?! You made enough experience to have your personal judgement.❤
Listen closely anyone seeing this, if someone who says they love you makes you feel bad about your value to someone who shows they love you, please recognize the falsehood and jealousy in the gaslighting. Shes too good for you was telling you to see yourself as a loser. How dare she. Defend yourself against anyone in your family to badmouth you or your truelove.
K❤, How many years has that been going on?? Decades probably? That saddens me so much. Of course, thats not true. K❤, most of us are not still looking for parental approval in our 40s..its time you love her but, do not take things she says seriously. That is a manipulative way of her freeing you of any relationships. Its her fear talking.
You know something? I dont like it. I am not intersting already. Yours parents hate me. Yours friends also. Its normal for me to hate your world. All yours person criticize me.
Sweetheart I don't want to listen to this one that's all make believe your mother died what 10 15 years ago. So what are you talking about. Her attitude when she was alive? Is that what you're saying? I'll listen a little bit more and then I'm going to stop okay. She's not alive anymore
I choose to forgive I rise above all negativity I'm walking away with myself respect I will never be compared to a Jezebel spirit as long as I live again! I'm not the same person either because all the people places and things that judged me never even knew me You keep your family and you keep my family cuz I'm out of here! That's okay You scored That was good enough for you I guess Keep Rita Keep Debbie Keep Barbara Keep Crystal and her daughter cuz I'm out of here! Keep Tina too while you're at it! Cuz they'll never be in my life again never! 💯 Walking away closing out all cycles cutting all cords walking away with myself respect! I will never trust none of you people again!
I don't need help from others I can live my own from simplicity with a little smart to look at especially when going to church maybe I can't live a person who is very classy and hig
I don't want to hear all these sorry ass excuses you it was your mother it was this it was your father it was your sister I'm so sick and tired of hearing all these excuses I meant what I said I'm done the only way you're going to have me is you come to my house and visit me and we sit down and talk about it I'm done and I meant it❤
Hi,We have went back and forth over and over and over honey about what happened in our life. And, no matter how many times you pull it back up to the surface of things, it still revolves in your heart. I look back not at what had happened but what could've happened and still can if you make one phone call to me baby. That's all I ask you to do.And,I will make you the happiest guy on earth Good night honey sleep well honey.
Sweetheart, the last post that you sent for some reason it wouldn’t go through. I’m sorry to hear that you got hurt that you’re your friend did you dirty and that your woman was involved with them but it happens get over it I’m sorry to say it like that, but what else can I say? I wish I had a magic wand then I could make everything good for you but you keep getting yourself in these problems. You’re too old to. You’re not not that you’re old but you’re not a kid anymore and these are problems that kids get into not a grown man I don’t know where your head is when this happens to you with somebody you called your friend I mean, I’m sorry I’m really sorry and you can always reach me to chat with me, but I’m not Houdini. I wish I was And actually you don’t really know who I am or what I am. You mentioned it in one of the messages you sent to me you use the words and I said to you so you know who I am now and you never reply to me after that so I don’t know what’s what anyhow I’m here now again and I’m wanna hear everything you have to sayOK one second
Let me just say this before you go any further into what you’re talking about you have not seen me in a very long time. I have not seen you in a very long time. Our memories of each other are antiquated. They’re not true anymore in the brain because we’ve gone on in our age And that’s not to say that I’m decrepit or you’re decrepit or whatever it’s just that I I’m I’m very I don’t know how to put this. It’s not that I’m not interested in what you’re saying. I just think it’s coming from a place of hurt that you’re trying to cover up your boo-boo you know like a little kid you put a Band-Aid on it I don’t wanna be your Band-Aid. I need somebody that I know. Trust it has nothing to do with trust it has nothing to do with anything at all it’s just that time has passed and I’m in a different place. You’re in a different place when all this was going on I kept asking you come and see me come and see me come and see me. I said it over and over you told me I’m too far away and I said to you at one point where are you in Alaska or maybe outer space I asked you for your phone number I have a problem with the phones in this building my line somebody blocked I don’t know what’s going on with it, but I’m getting ready to sue anyhow but I can’t get out on it and I tried to explain to you give me your number and I can call you and we could you know hear each other and start over again whatever and you blew me off Not once but quite a few times and I said to myself, Carol, are you stupid? The man is not interested anymore. You’ve gotta move on get my drift and I’m not saying that I’m not interested. I’m just oh I guess what I’m saying is that I’m hesitant because of time that’s all hesitant because of time and also it freaks me out with this female voice that you keep putting here if if I can’t, I’m saying I don’t. I don’t know what you sound like anymore. You don’t know what I sound like anymore and voice can be a very big What you say a very big reason to do something I’m talking like a crazy person cause I don’t want to hurt your feelings and I don’t wanna be hurt either. You know from being with me when you are with me I’m very empathic. I cry over anything. I cry over dead dogs. I cry over dead dance. I cry when somebody hurts me. I don’t like to hurt people. I just can’t do it. I talk big things like I like to slit his throat, but I would never ever it’s just not in me. I’m not that person. I just don’t like to be hurt like you said tell me it. It hurts too much. You know what more needs to be said and I still go back to the same point it’s not that I’m not interested I just don’t know how to handle it. Maybe you can handle it for me I don’t know. I just don’t know how to handle it, but you can always reach me. You could tell me anything you know I love you like I said before a little while ago is nobody in this world that loved you more than I do nobody I’m talking about parents, siblings, trees, friends, womennobody loves you more than I do on this earth. Keep in touch. RSVP.❤
You can see all the fruits of my work, but yet you can’t do it for yourself turn it around. I’m not one that’s into tower waiting or anything or psychic girl that I know that you’ve gone to them with my picture and pieces of my hair or whatever asking questions that they never told you the truth they worked their way all around it they know who I am. They won’t tell you because it’s not time for anybody to know it may never be time I may pass out of this world and go to where I belong hopefully but you wasted your money with the psychic. I know that and the tower reading I don’t know and it’s supposed to be tarot reading. I think my accent confuses this computer. I’ve got a very rough voice. Now I was in the hospital for a long while with sepsis and they had tubes down my throat through my throat and any other hole that I had on my body, somebody was sticking something through it. I almost lost my leg. My foot and part of my leg was black from the sepsis because the people where I live in this assisted living didn’t bother to do what they were supposed to do, and I barely made it to the hospital. I was hallucinating like a crazy person. I thought I was in the Fox theater and when they asked me, Carol, do you want an EMS and I thought to myself why would I want an EMS? I’m in the fox say to leave me alone. I’m I’m watching a movie and they walked away like that’s normal. Oh anyway that’s why you can’t hear it. This thing types and I keep thinking you can hear my voice and you can’t. I don’t even know how to do it on this computer But don’t forget chin up wise up and take care of yourself. Nobody takes care of you back except you don’t accept I mean, you can have more friends but be a little bit more receptive to what’s going on around you. You think things are hunky-dory the way they are and then you find out what you found outbetween your friend and your and your woman but it happens man just get over it I mean, that’s that’s a hard thing to say to somebody and it’s a hard way to have to go, but when push comes to shove shove them
Imagine people talking about me when they know they don't even know me they've never met me it's it's to me it's insane they screwed their own lives up they couldn't deal with their own marriage they got divorced so they don't want their son to be happy either misery needs company but that's not fair it's evil
All right Baby's! Don't worry ! This is the name of the show : FAKE LOVE??!! No problem!!! I slipped into it like a knife into butter...!!! Don't worry, it's okay, I made a mistake!! I felt many times that the game wasn't real, wasn't fair, but I believed you!!! I was the prey, and you were the hunter and you hunted me down!!! Well done! I told you that you are very, very smart!!! ❤️❤️❤️
I want to thank you so much for being truthful with me and sharing this. I love you even more. I've learned throughout the years when a guy meets his love mom will do whatever it takes to destroy the relationship. When a girl finds her guy mom loves them and can't wait to see you married. I came real close to this and took off I know it hurts but they don't feel what we are feeling and they more than likely don't trust me. They know you were hurt before and that ill hurt you . Don't be afraid I don't want anything from you, I love you and would love for us to share a future together. ❤❤❤
I believe 1 kiss & hug from me to you but needs to be at home so everything will be perfect again. Here's the thing tho you must get rid of that stupid no contact order. Then open your eyes but you better put sunglasses on.
I'm still here. I'm listening. Let's get to what it is though. I want to find out I'm eager. I want to help you. I love you. I want to get rid of those scars and the wounds that wants to start all over again even though we're at chapter 35. Hey, better late than never right? I'm a patient person. This is taking a lot out of you. You never did all this did you before you said you never care enough about a woman to go this far. But with me you're in love and you fell in love right from the start didn't you? I know you did cuz I know some of you guys who did that but you're the only one that was brave enough to pursue me. And for that oh you're me to thank you fine Julie. I have a man who's not intimidated who's not afraid of me. It doesn't feel he's good enough. You want me and you can have me just ask me out. That's all I want or guess what you can. Just call me on the phone. Like I said oh you said you afraid to do that. So how about is there anyway you can give me the number and then I can call you? Is that possible? Oh, I figured out. Let me hear this
Very classy and high in dreaming of what will be he wanted for his own life everyday ::: becoz for me just simple always in fact I don't like to wear make-up like before when I was young always have make -up and had al ats New clothe to wear everyday working in the office but now all I wanted us just ordinary life coz we can't bring this to our grave whatever luxurious life we wanted to bring only one clothes one underwear into our grave that's it as what God was written in the bible ::: we were born without clothes from our mothers Timmy and we will don't have anything to bring to our grave
Mr Jason Maoma Sir handsome i don't know if you are talking to me or other lady but I am here for you and you told me what happened to you long time ago and you ask for help and i couldn't help you out and I want tell you i know that the real you i felt your pain and I deeply so sorry I didn't do what you where asking me to for you please forgive me Sir ❤️❤️❤️
I don’t have money.
If you’re wealthy than you come towards me. Pass this to the whole world.
Very good now that your brain is washed and no more dirt on your mind be happy and thank your amazing mother...
Same feeling here ❤ Truth
Thank you, Sweetheart! What you just shared taught me exactly what a strong and resilient person you truly are! The way you related that account of your mother's comments and the impact that her words had on you was approached so maturely -- with a maturity way beyond your years. The depth of your introspective nature is beyond impressive. I love the way you think and am so touched that you had the courage to share that account with me. I have to say that I can't even imagine how those words of hers could have possibly escaped her consciousness of just how damaging that sending such a message like that would be to a person like yourself who already struggles with. issues of self-esteem. Not terribly insightful as a mother whose grasp of that drawback in the personality of her own son, theoretically, should be secure, which, as you acknowledged, only served to further intensify that deficit in your own mind.
And, while this is a bit delicate to say, my personal opinion there is that she crossed a line when making that assessment about me as a person she barely knows. Did you challenge her view at the time? My assumption is that you were already so taken aback by her perspective that its
impact put you in abit of a freeze mode -- too shocked to come up with any comeback that even smacked as a challenge! And you also gave yourself plenty of time to ponder her comment, and ultimately made up your own mind regarding the matter, which was, admirably, the wise choice for you at that juncture.
I am not surprised about her dislike towards me. Her fears and insecurities she got is maybe from a family member too, or from a husband, a parent or to whoever she got the idea of how to protect oneself, and started adopting as she felt and comfortable when the situation 😅favors to her.to. Add other 😅factors like financial status, etc. thus the reason why you were not really a full grown mature man.(immaturity side). However, your yearning grows as it's destiny is pushing you. And THANK GOD for heeding the calling of destiny.. on my part, twas a big realization too. Forgiveness is a huge word for me
. Why should I forgive, you hurted me. But everytime, I would like to walk out., I come back as if nothing happens.. seriously, I am not comfortable with the set up and 😅 situation. But then again, heaven taught me FORGIVENESS AND UNDERSTANDING....🤔 😏🫤a bit bratty but thanks to my family (dad,mom) easily changed and understood...their Love paste the anger,fear and stubbornness.✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻🤍🤍🤍🕊️🕊️🕊️hi handsome, I'm pretty too.😂😂😂😂
😊❤ Right. Love you my thought in her life time or the relationship she had with your dad or maybe other men I don't know. She gave you the wrong advice. I'm not putting any bad terms on your mother. She was your mother. I give every mother credit cuz I've been a mom. It's hard. I'm still in mind but when they're little it's really hard. Anyway, all you can do from your parents. At least that's what I found out is learn from their advice. You don't take it and use it like almost to replicate your stem. What you do is you take a bit of it and then apply it to your own beliefs. Your own situation, your own life. You don't take everything that they advise you to do. You can listen, take heed and then apply to your life. But under your terms, that's where you faltered you didn't think about it under your terms. Now you realize what a precious wonderful woman I am and I would never reject you because you've been evaluating me for months now, which I think is great because we're both older. I don't mean to know how easily someone can sway us. I know I am. I'm very cautious about man and again I always have my brothers. They still live around here so I always had them to protect me and tell me he's no good. Whatever it was crazy how they were so protective and at the same time they saved me so much heartache. So sweetheart I'm not here to break your heart why I don't want to do that. Why I'm not the kind of person. I would be happy. I want to be with a companion. I want to laugh with you how to watch the 1940s movies as time goes by. I want you to sing that song to me. Do you have piano? You know how to play The piano don't you? Cuz I know you do and you're harmonica can't wait. Looking forward to those kind of situations. We're going to have fun. There's going to be hard times too. I'm American that's going to be a big ordeal but you know what I've had. So many bad things happen to me and I always got through it always. I'm strong. I'm resilient, you know all that and I have tremendous faith in God and I really have a lot of faith in you. I know you got to pull this off. I know you're going to finally give in and say yes. I will meet her. That's all I want sweetheart it's to meet you❤ Because I'm in love with you❤
I never considered myself of being to good for you I look at you as equal or above me. You are definitely the prettiest. I knew you were special when we 1st met. Take all the time you need. Thank you for contacting me. I love you to
It's ok , I love you and that will never die.
❤. Amen 🙏. Overcoming negativity, our own insecurities and fears is all part of our 🔥journey. You have overcome so much in your life. Not everyone in our lives has our best interest in mind. They have their own selfish motives. That’s a tough lesson to learn. Independence not co dependency.
I don't care anymore it your problem I don't wanna know
Well now it's only you & I and I say your the best thing that ever happened to me.
Plz don't beat your self up. Everything will be alright. I believe God, I yet believe God, and i choose to believe God.
The damage is done! 🙏😴🤕 You chose Rita so it's over! 💯
I forgive I release all negativity causing out every cycle cutting all cords walking away because I choose Serenity Amen I hope your family's happy! 🙏💅❤☄️☄️☄️☄️🤕😴
its ok what mother to tell you.sometimes mother protect you.but most of all that is decision.if you follow your mother its up to you.ok thank you.i understand i believe and i trust my person even i dont know here face.god knows all i want god give that for me.🙏💖💖💖
Why would your mother say someone else is better than you, her child?!!! I can see someone who didn't care or like you, but your mother broke down your self-esteem. That wasn't doubt. That was manipulation. A mother doesn't tell their child they aren't good enough for anything. That's the opposite of what mothers instill into their children. I'm sorry you weren't loved the way any child deserves to be loved. You are worthy and priceless. Nothing or anybody is too good for you or better than you. I understand the need for material and the best of now. You are complete and priceless without those things. I went through something similar. I was told i wasn't shit, I was just like my daddy and wasn't going to be shit. My self-esteem was low, and I was shy and allowed myself to be disrespected because of it. I used to be very uncomfortable when people complimented me. I didn't see the beauty they saw. It took a long time for me to accept it and to know I am somebody and love myself. Once I walked closer to God, it changed the game completely. His love took me over, and now I love me more and know my worth and don't care what anybody thinks or says. You are perfect for me. You are good enough for anybody walking this earth. Nobody's too good for you. God is a good God. He created you, and he doesn't make mistakes. Know that and never forget it.❤
26 Jan ... 11:22 p.m. You are mine, and I am yours. Facing those naysayers in union will be far less challenging. WE will become a Power Couple, just wait and see.
Its OK go on an be happy
Mom's be nowing. I know i talk to my son's like that. Specially the one in San Fran. He's the one thats wants me come where he is, i will go to visit not to stay. I know how your mom feels, she just wants you to get it right.Thats how Mom's are about they're boy's.
I don' t mind what are you saying! You are not my dream! You are not important to my victory..
😂😂😂😂
I HAVEJUST RESPONDED TO THIS AND HERE IT IS AgainI i AM NOT GOING TO DO THIS AGAIN, WHAT IS GOING ON WITH "SOUL CONNECTION". I AM SO SORRY ABOUT YOUR MOTHER DEMEANING YOU. GOD WHAT A MOTHER! as a young boy my grandmother ASKED ME IF I THOUGHT SHE WAS PRETIER THAN MY MOTHER. I could not believe it and I told my mother. So lets have a loving life together. I am so ready. And wait until you see the contents of my book that I was dictated to. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
if you really love him , simply pick your phone and call him, meet him on same day and express yourself and promise that you wont do the same to him ,as love is about forgiveness and being together and build what is good ,simply if you love him , why you dont tell him your love and confront to him ? thats my advice to anyone been trough the same , if you really love him, dont be afraid from your love, and your feeling ,if you really loved him you should have told him and you still need to do that ,if you really care about him thats my advice to you and everyone been trough the same, be honest to yourself and with your beloved ones ,as life it matter of change and both of you can build your future if you were together with your beloved one, in any place ,if you really loves him call him today !
Message to K.
Just be here now.
We have work to do K.
We can work it out, together, whatever it is
A 😇❤️❤️✨️✨️🌹🌹
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I understand still love you always regardless. Yah bless you and also love unconditionally pray still waiting for you.. with yah timely.
How neglective to you is your mother to say those definately hurtfull words.! Fi irst she never talked to me how could she gauge my worth ? And then a outsider too good? Nonsense your always good enough she mirrored her fears onto you. Always to be honest never judge people about what others said. How can you be sure they have better knowledge than you?! You made enough experience to have your personal judgement.❤
Listen closely anyone seeing this, if someone who says they love you makes you feel bad about your value to someone who shows they love you, please recognize the falsehood and jealousy in the gaslighting. Shes too good for you was telling you to see yourself as a loser. How dare she. Defend yourself against anyone in your family to badmouth you or your truelove.
HAY NOTIME ITS PRESHOUSNOW Wh 11:20 EN YA HAVE THE BIG .C. .90 CENTS W TSKE MY PROBLEM. WHEN TIME COMES....I GOT NO WORDS...
K❤, How many years has that been going on?? Decades probably? That saddens me so much. Of course, thats not true.
K❤, most of us are not still looking for parental approval in our 40s..its time you love her but, do not take things she says seriously. That is a manipulative way of her freeing you of any relationships. Its her fear talking.
You know something? I dont like it. I am not intersting already. Yours parents hate me. Yours friends also. Its normal for me to hate your world. All yours person criticize me.
What kind crappy mother would tell her child that
You’ve always been enough
Sweetheart I don't want to listen to this one that's all make believe your mother died what 10 15 years ago. So what are you talking about. Her attitude when she was alive? Is that what you're saying? I'll listen a little bit more and then I'm going to stop okay. She's not alive anymore
I choose to forgive I rise above all negativity I'm walking away with myself respect I will never be compared to a Jezebel spirit as long as I live again! I'm not the same person either because all the people places and things that judged me never even knew me You keep your family and you keep my family cuz I'm out of here! That's okay You scored That was good enough for you I guess Keep Rita Keep Debbie Keep Barbara Keep Crystal and her daughter cuz I'm out of here! Keep Tina too while you're at it! Cuz they'll never be in my life again never! 💯 Walking away closing out all cycles cutting all cords walking away with myself respect! I will never trust none of you people again!
I don't need help from others I can live my own from simplicity with a little smart to look at especially when going to church maybe I can't live a person who is very classy and hig
I don't want to hear all these sorry ass excuses you it was your mother it was this it was your father it was your sister I'm so sick and tired of hearing all these excuses I meant what I said I'm done the only way you're going to have me is you come to my house and visit me and we sit down and talk about it I'm done and I meant it❤
Hi,We have went back and forth over and over and over honey about what happened in our life. And, no matter how many times you pull it back up to the surface of things, it still revolves in your heart. I look back not at what had happened but what could've happened and still can if you make one phone call to me baby. That's all I ask you to do.And,I will make you the happiest guy on earth
Good night honey sleep well honey.
This sounds like exactly what I went through with. I’d this is meant for me then contact me.
Where's your biologecal mother
Sweetheart, the last post that you sent for some reason it wouldn’t go through. I’m sorry to hear that you got hurt that you’re your friend did you dirty and that your woman was involved with them but it happens get over it I’m sorry to say it like that, but what else can I say? I wish I had a magic wand then I could make everything good for you but you keep getting yourself in these problems. You’re too old to. You’re not not that you’re old but you’re not a kid anymore and these are problems that kids get into not a grown man I don’t know where your head is when this happens to you with somebody you called your friend I mean, I’m sorry I’m really sorry and you can always reach me to chat with me, but I’m not Houdini. I wish I was And actually you don’t really know who I am or what I am. You mentioned it in one of the messages you sent to me you use the words and I said to you so you know who I am now and you never reply to me after that so I don’t know what’s what anyhow I’m here now again and I’m wanna hear everything you have to sayOK one second
Are you not adaultand can't make your own decision
Let me just say this before you go any further into what you’re talking about you have not seen me in a very long time. I have not seen you in a very long time. Our memories of each other are antiquated. They’re not true anymore in the brain because we’ve gone on in our age And that’s not to say that I’m decrepit or you’re decrepit or whatever it’s just that I I’m I’m very I don’t know how to put this. It’s not that I’m not interested in what you’re saying. I just think it’s coming from a place of hurt that you’re trying to cover up your boo-boo you know like a little kid you put a Band-Aid on it I don’t wanna be your Band-Aid. I need somebody that I know. Trust it has nothing to do with trust it has nothing to do with anything at all it’s just that time has passed and I’m in a different place. You’re in a different place when all this was going on I kept asking you come and see me come and see me come and see me. I said it over and over you told me I’m too far away and I said to you at one point where are you in Alaska or maybe outer space I asked you for your phone number I have a problem with the phones in this building my line somebody blocked I don’t know what’s going on with it, but I’m getting ready to sue anyhow but I can’t get out on it and I tried to explain to you give me your number and I can call you and we could you know hear each other and start over again whatever and you blew me off Not once but quite a few times and I said to myself, Carol, are you stupid? The man is not interested anymore. You’ve gotta move on get my drift and I’m not saying that I’m not interested. I’m just oh I guess what I’m saying is that I’m hesitant because of time that’s all hesitant because of time and also it freaks me out with this female voice that you keep putting here if if I can’t, I’m saying I don’t. I don’t know what you sound like anymore. You don’t know what I sound like anymore and voice can be a very big What you say a very big reason to do something I’m talking like a crazy person cause I don’t want to hurt your feelings and I don’t wanna be hurt either. You know from being with me when you are with me I’m very empathic. I cry over anything. I cry over dead dogs. I cry over dead dance. I cry when somebody hurts me. I don’t like to hurt people. I just can’t do it. I talk big things like I like to slit his throat, but I would never ever it’s just not in me. I’m not that person. I just don’t like to be hurt like you said tell me it. It hurts too much. You know what more needs to be said and I still go back to the same point it’s not that I’m not interested I just don’t know how to handle it. Maybe you can handle it for me I don’t know. I just don’t know how to handle it, but you can always reach me. You could tell me anything you know I love you like I said before a little while ago is nobody in this world that loved you more than I do nobody I’m talking about parents, siblings, trees, friends, womennobody loves you more than I do on this earth. Keep in touch. RSVP.❤
You can see all the fruits of my work, but yet you can’t do it for yourself turn it around. I’m not one that’s into tower waiting or anything or psychic girl that I know that you’ve gone to them with my picture and pieces of my hair or whatever asking questions that they never told you the truth they worked their way all around it they know who I am. They won’t tell you because it’s not time for anybody to know it may never be time I may pass out of this world and go to where I belong hopefully but you wasted your money with the psychic. I know that and the tower reading I don’t know and it’s supposed to be tarot reading. I think my accent confuses this computer. I’ve got a very rough voice. Now I was in the hospital for a long while with sepsis and they had tubes down my throat through my throat and any other hole that I had on my body, somebody was sticking something through it. I almost lost my leg. My foot and part of my leg was black from the sepsis because the people where I live in this assisted living didn’t bother to do what they were supposed to do, and I barely made it to the hospital. I was hallucinating like a crazy person. I thought I was in the Fox theater and when they asked me, Carol, do you want an EMS and I thought to myself why would I want an EMS? I’m in the fox say to leave me alone. I’m I’m watching a movie and they walked away like that’s normal. Oh anyway that’s why you can’t hear it. This thing types and I keep thinking you can hear my voice and you can’t. I don’t even know how to do it on this computer But don’t forget chin up wise up and take care of yourself. Nobody takes care of you back except you don’t accept I mean, you can have more friends but be a little bit more receptive to what’s going on around you. You think things are hunky-dory the way they are and then you find out what you found outbetween your friend and your and your woman but it happens man just get over it I mean, that’s that’s a hard thing to say to somebody and it’s a hard way to have to go, but when push comes to shove shove them
Imagine people talking about me when they know they don't even know me they've never met me it's it's to me it's insane they screwed their own lives up they couldn't deal with their own marriage they got divorced so they don't want their son to be happy either misery needs company but that's not fair it's evil
Gil
I have already forgave you
Thank you ❤🎉❤😊
No problem
All right Baby's!
Don't worry !
This is the name of the show : FAKE LOVE??!!
No problem!!!
I slipped into it like a knife into butter...!!! Don't worry, it's okay, I made a mistake!! I felt many times that the game wasn't real, wasn't fair, but I believed you!!!
I was the prey, and you were the hunter and you hunted me down!!! Well done!
I told you that you are very, very smart!!!
❤️❤️❤️
I'm too good for you! I think we can venture in our own! Separate from you aNd your mother 😕! It's best for
Amen,thank you lord
So that's where that comes from.
I want to thank you so much for being truthful with me and sharing this. I love you even more. I've learned throughout the years when a guy meets his love mom will do whatever it takes to destroy the relationship. When a girl finds her guy mom loves them and can't wait to see you married. I came real close to this and took off I know it hurts but they don't feel what we are feeling and they more than likely don't trust me. They know you were hurt before and that ill hurt you . Don't be afraid I don't want anything from you, I love you and would love for us to share a future together. ❤❤❤
❤ Always & Forever.
Will never leave no fear. Stay
I believe 1 kiss & hug from me to you but needs to be at home so everything will be perfect again. Here's the thing tho you must get rid of that stupid no contact order. Then open your eyes but you better put sunglasses on.
I have an idea of how to get rid of that.
Keep planning our future and give me hints
Her nessjealousy
I'm still here. I'm listening. Let's get to what it is though. I want to find out I'm eager. I want to help you. I love you. I want to get rid of those scars and the wounds that wants to start all over again even though we're at chapter 35. Hey, better late than never right? I'm a patient person. This is taking a lot out of you. You never did all this did you before you said you never care enough about a woman to go this far. But with me you're in love and you fell in love right from the start didn't you? I know you did cuz I know some of you guys who did that but you're the only one that was brave enough to pursue me. And for that oh you're me to thank you fine Julie. I have a man who's not intimidated who's not afraid of me. It doesn't feel he's good enough. You want me and you can have me just ask me out. That's all I want or guess what you can. Just call me on the phone. Like I said oh you said you afraid to do that. So how about is there anyway you can give me the number and then I can call you? Is that possible? Oh, I figured out. Let me hear this
It's okay, I forgive you, everything that happened probably had to happen ❤
No fear, can't hear any of it. I love us and u and eager for valentine's day future
I love our connection want to b partners
Daydreaming about us
Tell me about our future
Morning hard if I can't find u
Very classy and high in dreaming of what will be he wanted for his own life everyday ::: becoz for me just simple always in fact I don't like to wear make-up like before when I was young always have make -up and had al ats New clothe to wear everyday working in the office but now all I wanted us just ordinary life coz we can't bring this to our grave whatever luxurious life we wanted to bring only one clothes one underwear into our grave that's it as what God was written in the bible ::: we were born without clothes from our mothers Timmy and we will don't have anything to bring to our grave
Just don't leave again. I need u
Yes rare. Letters good bec as use we can say raw feelings only between us
My thoughts often x rated, only 4 u
I want to tell u how much i love u and what I want
Mr Jason Maoma Sir handsome i don't know if you are talking to me or other lady but I am here for you and you told me what happened to you long time ago and you ask for help and i couldn't help you out and I want tell you i know that the real you i felt your pain and I deeply so sorry I didn't do what you where asking me to for you please forgive me Sir ❤️❤️❤️