@@ManiMandal2k He may have written and composed it years prior but he could only produce it once Billie recorded it. Also 18 is still high school age so it's not like he necessarily wrote the song way earlier.
@@BoneDaddyNJ I think Finneas said in a Jimmy Fallon interview that he is 4 years older than Billie. I read it in another article that he wrote and produced it originally for his band, but when he produced it for Billie he was 17. I didn't wanna get into the nitty-gritty of when he actually did it, be it 16 or 17. I love the song and either way it's impressive for a person of his age, and that was my point.
@@ManiMandal2k Billie was born at the end of 2001 so practically 2002 so for most of the year she is 5 years younger than Finneas. I read an interview where he said he had written it for his band originally but then gave it to Billie when she needed a song to choreograph a dance to. But regardless he was an experienced musician at a young age. It's not talked about as much as what Billie did at her age because there are lots of young, successful producers and singers who are 16/17/18 but rarely any successful artists at 13.
I was a counselor at a camp for kids with tourettes and I must’ve been told 10 times that week “did you know Billie Eilish has Tourettes?” I’m so glad they have her to look up to.
Can Somone here please tell me way to suppress tics? (I hate ticcing in class because everyone always stares at me) (Yes we are back in person school and my mask triggers my tics a lot)
@@Mochi-df8ys lol I do it all the time since my parents aren't coping with the fact I have Tourettes. I visualize my tics as something I can control like a wave and focus it into one part of my body mostly my fingers and twitch them or I pretend to have to go to the bathroom. Finger stress toys that don't pop are the best solution.
just for reference because the guy she was in that relationship with is 5 years older than her. so if she was 16/17 when they started dating, he was 21/22...JAIL
IKR! I have cried to that song countless times, relate so much! The best we can do is try, even if trying is just us standing still, it's always better than going back.
That part almost made me cry. It's so utterly sad. If I could I'd go back in time and hug that girl, like damn. No one should have to feel like that, especially at such a young age. That song ended up being my most listened to song of 2019, for various reasons. As heavy as it is, it really does feel like a weight being lifted somehow. But being dropped at the same time. And it was so beautifully done. The ending, reminding listeners of the aftermath, too...it's such an important thing to talk about.
her parents definitely knew they were dating but she didn’t let them know anything about him like where he lived and she didn’t let them track her phone when she visited. from that scene after she got her license and drove to his house, you can tell that her parents don’t like him. I hope they at least tried not to let her date him but tbh billie is a stubborn lil girl who cannot be controlled
they didnt approve of her dating him, she just didn't listen to them. maybe they could've done more (we dont know what all they did), but they couldnt force her to stop seeing him.
@@Chris-ot9bk that’s what happens when someone that’s talented gets famous fast and they get jealous. People get way too obsessed with someone else’s life and hates them for no fuckin reason
@@kiaaa7330 he was 22 (older than Finneas) Also, if his brother had just died he needed to let Billie in on what was going on, because clearly she didn’t understand. If you need space that’s fine, but you have to make sure your partner understands the situation. Communication is key. Glad it didn’t work out bc that relationship wasn’t good for either of them (particularly Billie). He was emotionally abusive to her and pit zero effort into the relationship. No need to defend a creep.
@@ava130 agreed. I didnt know about the age, my bad. Regarding his brother, like I said, I _understand_ but don't condone it. It's hard to communicate grief for some people, again not a reason for emotional abuse. Especially to a minor.
He was not a boy. He was a full grown man. He was NOT emotionally available to her...at all. He was probably drinking, drugging and____ hiding it from her. That's why he never answered her calls. He knew she'd give him shit if he sounded high, drunk and post coital.
It's kind of inspiring to see Billie have so much strength in the public eye to talk about her mental health struggles and everything of the like. It makes me want to persevere in the eye of my own mental health battles.
She’s in her thirties & pure evil. She sabotages the competition by making them suicidal if they dare try to make or even listen to music. Her handler “James Blake” told me all this himself. He was quite proud. They even get huge kickbacks from Pharma for that shit. They act like they're God, deciding who gets to live and who gets to be happy, who has to be suicidal (anyone better than them). Stop supporting these evil demons.
@@denissarahmaa.6028 I don't think she dislikes him though. In the Shawn Mendes video, she said that there were somethings about him that she doesn't agree with, but she is pretty indifferent towards him. (like she doesn't really have an opinion about him) Based on this video, I don't think she has any negative feelings about him or anything.
The way I was ready to square up with q during the whole doc. And Billie literally went out of her way to spend time with him and he put in zero effort. I was a mess watching this whole thing. I’m so glad you watched it bae.
i mean we only kno her side of the story.. he said he was dealing with his brothers death at that time we really have no idea what mental state he was in. stop believing everything you see
@@slimsauu389 bro...his brother died before they started dating. He is still a mature man who dates a minor and all that. He could use a bit of brain after all.
i haven't watched it yet cuz i'm a bit scared too cuz ik theres gonna be stuff that will trigger me unfortunatley, i will eventually i jus don't think i'm ready rn and also because theres a few certain topics i can relate too and it makes me reallyy sad :'(
Ppl around me say her music is “overrated.” Like babe... her music is blowing up because it’s new. She’s a trend setter. She actually cares about her music & expresses herself through it. The reason her songs have been doing so well is because you see the amount of energy she puts into those songs. They all mean a certain thing. I’m tired of ppl dragging her for doing things that she loves.
@@chanelghostin6060 I can see that, but I guess we were also blown away by how young she was when she made those songs. You're right. But I do think they all have their own different styles through beats.
@@chanelghostin6060 Their music is nothing like Billie's. They ain't got no copy cat, no Ocean eyes, no xanny. The way she even works the crowd and gets them jumping, Lorde, Lana. And the other one can't and never did that.
when she says "everything i've ever loved i've had to quit" it made me break tf down. i deal with chronic illness that's made me quit everything. gymnastics, dance, jobs, guitar, i heard her so clearly in that moment and i just cried so hard knowing that she felt that way too.
It broke my ❤ too. I felt that so keenly. Finding out that she has hypermobility just like I do, and has also had it strip all of the things she loved to do from her too, I burst into full on tears in the theater. But the fact that she is still performing and doing her best anyway gives me the hope I wish I had at her age. I "knew" my whole life that I could never do the things I wanted. Billie makes me feel like that's not true.
She’s in her thirties & pure evil. She sabotages the competition by making them suicidal if they dare try to make or even listen to music. Her handler “James Blake” told me all this himself. He was quite proud. They even get huge kickbacks from Pharma for that shit. They act like they're God, deciding who gets to live and who gets to be happy, who has to be suicidal (anyone better than them). Stop supporting these evil demons.
She’s in her thirties & pure evil. She sabotages the competition by making them suicidal if they dare try to make or even listen to music. Her handler “James Blake” told me all this himself. He was quite proud. They even get huge kickbacks from Pharma for that shit. They act like they're God, deciding who gets to live and who gets to be happy, who has to be suicidal (anyone better than them). Stop supporting these evil demons
I think a lot of us had a moment in our 20s when we realized that, when we were teenagers, men in their 20s truly had no business talking to us and that was gross? It made me so mad to know that she's probably going to look back at this and cringe so much. Like, that man did not deserve that much airtime. This isn't even about his character but, like, they really just gave him too much airtime.
yeah i felt so bad for her and this is all documented on /her/ film like.. i do think she will regret it even more eventually, it's only when you get older you realize this shit.
@Nick Arjoma billie is actually very mature for her age and always has been. i dont even see any real immaturity beyond her goofing off a bit or being a bit too naive to see Q for what he was, which could have happened at any age
Bro when she said “writing about it is better than doing it” my heart broke. I’ve had depression and anxiety for 13 years so I know how it personally feels but I can’t imagine how it feels to be the parent seeing your kid struggle and hearing them talk about that 😪
She’s in her thirties & pure evil. She sabotages the competition by making them suicidal if they dare try to make or even listen to music. Her handler “James Blake” (in his 50s) told me all this himself. He was quite proud. They even get huge kickbacks from Pharma for that shit. They act like they're God, deciding who gets to live and who gets to be happy, who has to be suicidal (anyone better than them). Stop supporting these evil demons.
I love how like Taylor, Ari, Shawn, and blackpink are all on Netflix then Billie over here on Apple TV lol and like this is the time for documentary’s omg we have gotten so many and I love it
@@sophiberets6889 thank you so much! tho are you sure that it's safe? it's just that i don't want to get hacked or something like that. thank you again!
@@rosegcldenglcws it’s safe! you’ll probably get pop ups once in a while which are pretty annoying but ive used it for ages and haven’t been hacked or got any viruses from it
I absolutely LOVED her parents. They’re so wise and im just in awe with how well they raised billie. The part where her dad spoke about how parents shouldn’t be in denial when it came to parenting their children and to let them experience things for themselves :(
@@gladiolaminor6464 every child reacts differently to a certain type of discipline. Obviously her parents know her more than you. They trust Billie enough to let her experience life and figure it out. They know her heart.
Its literally so weird to see that since I went to her first concert in Berlin in 2017, how me and like 6 other fans were standing in front of the place 3h before it started and Billie and her mom just walking by saying hello. It was such a little venue with maybe 150-200 people. Two years later I went to a meet and greet with her and the venue was much bigger but she hasn’t really changed besides the fact that she got happier and had a different hair. And now she‘s one of the biggest artist worldwide it literally feels so surreal that the little girl I used to see in 2017 is now extremely famous.
I'll never understand how or why people talk down to artists who express talk about their mental health journey (negative or positive) They don't get how affirming it is to know a famous artists relates to these specific emotions. Why downplay that for people?
i’m sorry but i’m so in love with billie. like i cant believe she’s real. like the ending of that documentary when she’s singing ocean eyes and that last note hits me my body is like hit with a wave of every emotion. i cannot deal with how much i love this girl
I've seen this documentary 5 times now (even one of them being in the theaters) and I am just in AWE with her. I absolutely LOVE watching behind the scenes content, and the way this film was made is just STUNNING.
I must have been living under a rock because I love Billie Eilish, and I never knew she had Tourettes. I was 7 years old when I was diagnosed with Tourettes Syndrome and to this day I can count on one hand how many people actually know because I told them (and not just because they see me tic). She is so brave to have been so open with it and this just like made my day. She's awesome.
"When u put too much pressure on yourself, then the outcome isn't as great. If you write what you wanna write about, that's when other people can see the passion and that's when the people can relate." - Ashley Ippolito💗
the doc was good. I’ll always commend her for still going on with life and having all that spotlight ugh I couldn’t even imagine all that pressure at such a young age
I loved how candid the whole thing was-- no setup interview moments, everything real and vulnerable and off the cuff. It's easy to forget while she's slaying the game how young she actually was when she was blowing up, and was suddenly held to these crazy standards. Much love for her parents and her brother because that life is insanity and they seem to really ground her.
11:34 she’s talking to her boyfriend about driving home drunk and she’s mad about And in The song happier than ever name says “you call me again drunk in your benz driving home under the influence”
I'm not a fan or anything but I have so much respect for her. I feel like a lot of ppl take her talent for granted bc they think she's just a trend or something
@Alexandra Santiago I agree, I don't wanna be cynical and believe he's a good guy but he was hugging her a lot and kissed her head after only meeting her twice? Perhaps he's just a touchy guy and that's how he communicates but he needed to let up a little. Things like that can be misinterpreted so quickly (example: this conversation lol)
So this is from personal experience but I love the dynamics and how this documentary does really show time passing. I say this because in the beginning of the movie you can see Billie writing in her notebook and drawing everything she could while around 2:00hr she is looking back through the journal reflecting on her past and how much she has grown. it is quiet warming to see somebody that actually got out of the deep depression spiral that is being a teenager. Edit: I forgot I wrote this shi but damn was that inspiring
@moka tbh i don't think billie is the type of person to actually listen to her parents about who she can and cannot date, she's really independent-minded. Also her mom called Q "that guy" or something like that and when billie and him were in her trailer her mom looked like she was not pleased with his presence at all. So I don't think the parents liked him
that makes me feel gross. what business does a twenty two year old have messing around with a six teen year old?? like she couldn’t even get her own credit card,vote,etc. twenty two year olds are in college that’s so gross. i don’t judge billie i judge that guy because she prob regrets now.
Billie seems like type of girl to value her parents opinions but still do her own thing. She said that her parents always made them feel heard and made sure that had room to grow up and choose who they wanted to be, that’s probably why
@@929er13 Omfgggg it’s only a 5 year difference and it’s legal stfu, yes mature girls and boys date people a few years older than them sometimes, it’s not out of the norm 🙄 just cause it makes you uncomfortable doesn’t mean he’s a creep.
i SOBBED during this doc. a few months before quarantine i injured my foot the same way she injured hers on stage (teared two ligaments from my ankle). it was the biggest pain i’ve ever felt in my life. i went through the same treatment and physical therapy as her, but i couldn’t complete it because everything shut down, so i still feel a lot of pain. seeing her being *her* and being so honest about her struggles brought me so much hope for both my mental and physical health. she’s younger than me but i want to be her when i grow up.
Honestly this documentary might be my favorite so far because of how raw and honest everything is. She is such a strong and incredible woman and I am so proud to be a fan of hers. (Lol I know she says that she doesn’t consider fans her fans but I feel kind of awkward saying that I’m a part of her.)
Billie is so amazing the documentary was so intimate and candid which I think the world needs. And the fact that she is so strong and brave enough to put her life style out to the public is remarkable. I overall love the documentary with all my heart.
I am sooooo proud of her it shows so much about Billie and her career honestly she has done so much in such a certain amount time and I love her so much and so happy for her
I have TS and she’s been such an inspiration for me for so many years. I literally did a project on her in orchestra in hs because she gives me hopes of my dreams. Plus omfg the depression bit genuinely made me full-body sob cuz of how close to home it hit😭😭😭
And the part when fineas was like, “ you should be friends with him.” LIKE JUSTIN SENT A FRIEND REQUEST! It’s dope when everyone wants to be your friend, as old as Katy Perry, telling Billie to call her if she needs any “advice” lol
I didn't think I could admire Billie even more before this documentary. An amazing artist and even more amazing human being 🖤🤍🖤 Plus how loving and supportive is her family.
Billie sang Ocean Eyes at 13. But nobody mentions how Fineas wrote, composed, and produced it when he was 16.
They're 5 years apart so he would have been 18 not 16
@@BoneDaddyNJ Billie sang it when he was 18, but he wrote the song for his high school band.
@@ManiMandal2k He may have written and composed it years prior but he could only produce it once Billie recorded it. Also 18 is still high school age so it's not like he necessarily wrote the song way earlier.
@@BoneDaddyNJ I think Finneas said in a Jimmy Fallon interview that he is 4 years older than Billie. I read it in another article that he wrote and produced it originally for his band, but when he produced it for Billie he was 17. I didn't wanna get into the nitty-gritty of when he actually did it, be it 16 or 17. I love the song and either way it's impressive for a person of his age, and that was my point.
@@ManiMandal2k Billie was born at the end of 2001 so practically 2002 so for most of the year she is 5 years younger than Finneas. I read an interview where he said he had written it for his band originally but then gave it to Billie when she needed a song to choreograph a dance to. But regardless he was an experienced musician at a young age. It's not talked about as much as what Billie did at her age because there are lots of young, successful producers and singers who are 16/17/18 but rarely any successful artists at 13.
I was a counselor at a camp for kids with tourettes and I must’ve been told 10 times that week “did you know Billie Eilish has Tourettes?” I’m so glad they have her to look up to.
❤️ thank you for sharing this
that’s so sweet, thank you for sharing! 🤍
Thank you so much for being brave and a caring person in this cruel world ❤️
Can Somone here please tell me way to suppress tics? (I hate ticcing in class because everyone always stares at me)
(Yes we are back in person school and my mask triggers my tics a lot)
@@Mochi-df8ys lol I do it all the time since my parents aren't coping with the fact I have Tourettes. I visualize my tics as something I can control like a wave and focus it into one part of my body mostly my fingers and twitch them or I pretend to have to go to the bathroom. Finger stress toys that don't pop are the best solution.
"her and finneas together is f***ing magic" accurate
Queen please react Zara Larsson's new album Poster Girl your gonna love it
Do video for Selena Gomez
EXACTLY.
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@@KioshiWarrior AHH ANOTHER QUEEN IS HERE WHERE Y’ALL COMING FROM 💖
just for reference because the guy she was in that relationship with is 5 years older than her. so if she was 16/17 when they started dating, he was 21/22...JAIL
He was 22 going on 14.
she was a whole VICTIM 😬👀 so sad to see how she got taken advantage of
Where were her parents? Tf the parents allow this kinda BS to happen.
@@ChiviA84 they just let her do what she wants to do tbh
And now he’s out here playing victim- like EXCUSE ME?? You’re 6 years older, hell no you’re not the victim!! She was a child!
When she said “I sing about it instead of actually doing it” when she talked about Listen Before I Go and the context, BROKE ME!
wait fr omg
IKR! I have cried to that song countless times, relate so much!
The best we can do is try, even if trying is just us standing still, it's always better than going back.
Same! Because i been there
Pain in art is the most intrinsic emotion captured. She's inspiring in her choice, the bravest choice, to create something great out of the darkness
That part almost made me cry. It's so utterly sad. If I could I'd go back in time and hug that girl, like damn. No one should have to feel like that, especially at such a young age. That song ended up being my most listened to song of 2019, for various reasons. As heavy as it is, it really does feel like a weight being lifted somehow. But being dropped at the same time. And it was so beautifully done. The ending, reminding listeners of the aftermath, too...it's such an important thing to talk about.
Justin treated her better than her ex
THAT is where Im like wtf he didn't deserve her
@@faithmo5347 when you idol treats you better than your actual bf? like byeeee
BILLIE QUEEN OF BELIEBERS IKTRR
Faaaactssss
FRR
i’m living for you getting personally offended by her saying she sounds bad 💀
why this comment doesn't have any responses? maybe because this some facts and everyone said PERIOD there's nothing to be added
@@yoxx4668 huh?
omg yes, i was getting offended with her LMAOOO
Not Billie's parents letting her date a 22 year old when she was 17 lmaooo AND NOT HIM BEING AN EMOTIONALLY UNAVAILABLE 22 YEAR OLD AT THAT
I'm pretty sure they didn't know. I can't recall which interview but someone in the family said that they thought they were just friends.
her parents definitely knew they were dating but she didn’t let them know anything about him like where he lived and she didn’t let them track her phone when she visited. from that scene after she got her license and drove to his house, you can tell that her parents don’t like him. I hope they at least tried not to let her date him but tbh billie is a stubborn lil girl who cannot be controlled
when she was *16 ... he was literally at her 17th birthday party.... so gross
they didnt approve of her dating him, she just didn't listen to them. maybe they could've done more (we dont know what all they did), but they couldnt force her to stop seeing him.
@@koostattoos-8859 exactly, we didn’t get much of the story
the documentary was heartbreaking i cant beilieve how mistreated she was
The Fact She Gets Bullied For Just Existing
@@Chris-ot9bk that’s what happens when someone that’s talented gets famous fast and they get jealous. People get way too obsessed with someone else’s life and hates them for no fuckin reason
@@ohnoheb Well Billie Is A Woman With A Teenage Girl Fanbase So People Hate Them Only For That
@@Chris-ot9bk yeah just like how people hated Justin Bieber or one direction
i know i kept crying
Not once did Q act like a boyfriend… not ONCE
Fr
he was so standoffish and seeing billie be all heart eyes around him ☹️ he didn't deserve her attention
@@lil383 So sad to see. As a fan, friend, someone who cares for Billie, it was heartbreaking...
He used her and when he got caught out said he was mentally unstable like no honey
fun fact: the uncut version was 27 HOURS long
Omg
we shouldve gotten that one
I'd watch that
i would watch that
I would totally watch that ngl
IMAGINE MEETING ORLANDO BLOOM
IMAGINE NOT REALIZING IT
IMAGINE HIM HUGGING YOU ON BEHALF OF THE UNIVERSE
He said, "I've climbed mountains listening to your music" as he hugged her. Told her "the universe loves you".
i would be so ashamed cause hes my birthday twin LMAO
I would've been like thank you Mr. Legolas Turner hahaha!
He kissed her oh m gee
let's all just take a minute to be glad she broke up with her boyfriend
@@kiaaa7330 hes a creep, she was 16 and he was 22, totally disgusting
@@kiaaa7330 he was 22 (older than Finneas) Also, if his brother had just died he needed to let Billie in on what was going on, because clearly she didn’t understand. If you need space that’s fine, but you have to make sure your partner understands the situation. Communication is key.
Glad it didn’t work out bc that relationship wasn’t good for either of them (particularly Billie). He was emotionally abusive to her and pit zero effort into the relationship. No need to defend a creep.
@@ava130 agreed. I didnt know about the age, my bad. Regarding his brother, like I said, I _understand_ but don't condone it. It's hard to communicate grief for some people, again not a reason for emotional abuse. Especially to a minor.
He was not a boy. He was a full grown man. He was NOT emotionally available to her...at all. He was probably drinking, drugging and____ hiding it from her. That's why he never answered her calls. He knew she'd give him shit if he sounded high, drunk and post coital.
And it was cuz "she was bored"
Billie’s dad wearing phoebe bridgers merch is the best thing ever
wait when?
@@pigeonbraine 17:49 he really said we stan
finneas was wearing mcr merch lmao
It's kind of inspiring to see Billie have so much strength in the public eye to talk about her mental health struggles and everything of the like. It makes me want to persevere in the eye of my own mental health battles.
Proud of you 💙
She’s in her thirties & pure evil. She sabotages the competition by making them suicidal if they dare try to make or even listen to music. Her handler “James Blake” told me all this himself. He was quite proud. They even get huge kickbacks from Pharma for that shit. They act like they're God, deciding who gets to live and who gets to be happy, who has to be suicidal (anyone better than them). Stop supporting these evil demons.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Billie meeting Justin Bieber is really the highlight of this documentary for me🥺
same🥺
speaking of justin, ash hasn't reacted to him idk why
@@emilyg977 I think she doesn't like his music
@@emilyg977 she said there are so many things that she doesn't agree with justin bieber, maybe thats why she never reacts to him..
@@Liinaa_ oh:(
@@denissarahmaa.6028 I don't think she dislikes him though. In the Shawn Mendes video, she said that there were somethings about him that she doesn't agree with, but she is pretty indifferent towards him. (like she doesn't really have an opinion about him) Based on this video, I don't think she has any negative feelings about him or anything.
Not me crying over the fact that Katy Perry told Billie to reach out whenever she wants
Interesting... 🤔👍🏳️🌈 🇬🇧
11:31 “you called me again, drunk in your Benz, driving home under the influence” oh my god it makes perfect sense now…
Yes!
Omg yes!
The way I was ready to square up with q during the whole doc. And Billie literally went out of her way to spend time with him and he put in zero effort. I was a mess watching this whole thing. I’m so glad you watched it bae.
i mean we only kno her side of the story.. he said he was dealing with his brothers death at that time we really have no idea what mental state he was in. stop believing everything you see
@@slimsauu389 bro...his brother died before they started dating. He is still a mature man who dates a minor and all that. He could use a bit of brain after all.
@@slimsauu389 i mean he is literally an adult dating a whole minor so i kinda don't care about him
@@slimsauu389 She was 16 and he was 22, that’s enough to say he’s very fucking weird.
i haven't watched it yet cuz i'm a bit scared too cuz ik theres gonna be stuff that will trigger me unfortunatley, i will eventually i jus don't think i'm ready rn and also because theres a few certain topics i can relate too and it makes me reallyy sad :'(
That boyfriend was literally trash. A whole dumpster fire.
I love this comment
He should have went to see her at the hotel or the bus and let her know that a lot of people have issues when they're performing.
Q mistreated her so bad
@@quirke501 justin Bieber treated billie better than that alphabet did
Literally
Ppl around me say her music is “overrated.” Like babe... her music is blowing up because it’s new. She’s a trend setter. She actually cares about her music & expresses herself through it. The reason her songs have been doing so well is because you see the amount of energy she puts into those songs. They all mean a certain thing. I’m tired of ppl dragging her for doing things that she loves.
her music isn’t new at all. she’s not a trendsetter 😭😭
@@chanelghostin6060 she is.
@@its.sawako.not.sadako.1231 lorde? lana del rey? florence n the machine? they all did that music first.
@@chanelghostin6060 I can see that, but I guess we were also blown away by how young she was when she made those songs. You're right. But I do think they all have their own different styles through beats.
@@chanelghostin6060 Their music is nothing like Billie's. They ain't got no copy cat, no Ocean eyes, no xanny. The way she even works the crowd and gets them jumping, Lorde, Lana. And the other one can't and never did that.
when she says "everything i've ever loved i've had to quit" it made me break tf down. i deal with chronic illness that's made me quit everything. gymnastics, dance, jobs, guitar, i heard her so clearly in that moment and i just cried so hard knowing that she felt that way too.
This comment touched me wow. I've been suffering with long covid for months and can't do the things that bring me joy. You are so strong
It broke my ❤ too. I felt that so keenly. Finding out that she has hypermobility just like I do, and has also had it strip all of the things she loved to do from her too, I burst into full on tears in the theater. But the fact that she is still performing and doing her best anyway gives me the hope I wish I had at her age. I "knew" my whole life that I could never do the things I wanted. Billie makes me feel like that's not true.
@@floatwiththesticks hey Im really sorry i hope that you’re okay now. Sending love and hugs 💛
She’s in her thirties & pure evil. She sabotages the competition by making them suicidal if they dare try to make or even listen to music. Her handler “James Blake” told me all this himself. He was quite proud. They even get huge kickbacks from Pharma for that shit. They act like they're God, deciding who gets to live and who gets to be happy, who has to be suicidal (anyone better than them). Stop supporting these evil demons.
im so sorry you have to go through that
the documentary made me feel even closer to her. the fact that she let us see a part of herself she has never shown us is so inspiring. i love her
It's so nice how celebrities make documentaries We get a chance to see what there life is like behind the music .
She’s in her thirties & pure evil. She sabotages the competition by making them suicidal if they dare try to make or even listen to music. Her handler “James Blake” told me all this himself. He was quite proud. They even get huge kickbacks from Pharma for that shit. They act like they're God, deciding who gets to live and who gets to be happy, who has to be suicidal (anyone better than them). Stop supporting these evil demons
find yourself someone who hugs you the way orlando hugged billie and said "this is the whole universe hugging you"
im gonna pass away now thanks
The way the doc started with Billie singing Ocean Eyes and ends with her singing Ocean Eyes... SICK
🥺🥺
Made me cry😭
I hate to sound like a gold digger but he really dated the worlds biggest pop star and didn’t even try to keep her 😭
RIGHT
pretty sure he used her for her name
"No effort" q...
He was an adult and she was a minor so uh
Yeah like what was going through his head 🤔
me and my mom were watching ur videos and my mom said "shes really funny" so i think u should know
stop I love parental approval! tell her I said hi! :)
@@ReactsByAsh i will!
This was adorable
I think a lot of us had a moment in our 20s when we realized that, when we were teenagers, men in their 20s truly had no business talking to us and that was gross? It made me so mad to know that she's probably going to look back at this and cringe so much. Like, that man did not deserve that much airtime. This isn't even about his character but, like, they really just gave him too much airtime.
Lmao airtime will be the least of her regrets. I wonder if she will feel like she was groomed.
yeah i felt so bad for her and this is all documented on /her/ film like.. i do think she will regret it even more eventually, it's only when you get older you realize this shit.
Q is a true narcissist.. Billie will need to do some deeper therapy to erase the harmful effects of Q's treatment towards her.
@@melsay.799 after her latest song release, you can tell she most probably does
and bishes be like: omg she behaved so chidlish sometimes... like- she was 16, now she's 18! she's still a child
@Nick Persopolis no❤
@Nick Arjoma billie is actually very mature for her age and always has been. i dont even see any real immaturity beyond her goofing off a bit or being a bit too naive to see Q for what he was, which could have happened at any age
Bro when she said “writing about it is better than doing it” my heart broke. I’ve had depression and anxiety for 13 years so I know how it personally feels but I can’t imagine how it feels to be the parent seeing your kid struggle and hearing them talk about that 😪
She’s in her thirties & pure evil. She sabotages the competition by making them suicidal if they dare try to make or even listen to music. Her handler “James Blake” (in his 50s) told me all this himself. He was quite proud. They even get huge kickbacks from Pharma for that shit. They act like they're God, deciding who gets to live and who gets to be happy, who has to be suicidal (anyone better than them). Stop supporting these evil demons.
I don't believe depressing movies and music is good for you,that's the way the devil get access to you and how you push God,Jesus away.✝️☁️🐱☁️✝️
“hey finneas”
me in my isabella garcia-shapiro voice: whatcha doin?
Phineas and Ferb was my show fr...
i understood that reference
I love how like Taylor, Ari, Shawn, and blackpink are all on Netflix then Billie over here on Apple TV lol and like this is the time for documentary’s omg we have gotten so many and I love it
I honestly wish it would've been on disney+ or netflix. We don't jave apple tv so i wasn't able to watch it.
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I think we can all agree that this documentary IS ONE OF THE BEST OUT THERE
And the worst boyfriend award goes to..... Q!!
He’s was an adult and she was underage
@@hayoonpark7454 I didn't even know that, it makes there relationship even more disgusting.
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I absolutely LOVED her parents. They’re so wise and im just in awe with how well they raised billie. The part where her dad spoke about how parents shouldn’t be in denial when it came to parenting their children and to let them experience things for themselves :(
Wise? Where were her parents when she was dating a fucking 22 year old? Nah uh. My parents would never let me do that.
@@gladiolaminor6464 didn’t know he was 22.
@@gladiolaminor6464 her momma wouldn’t even say his name please-it’s so clear she ain’t like him
@@neriamoore8998 she was like "she went to see the GUY??"
@@gladiolaminor6464 every child reacts differently to a certain type of discipline. Obviously her parents know her more than you. They trust Billie enough to let her experience life and figure it out. They know her heart.
this generation is so lucky to have a person like billie
Any generation really...
YEEEESSS I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO WATCH AND I COULDN'T HAVE DINNER WITHOUT ANYTHING TO WATCH RIGHT???? GOD I AM GLAD YOU'RE POSTING THIS VIDEO RN
IM SAYINNN!!! I was Readyy for her review!!!!!
@@samajaebonds6948 same! It literally made my day (which was being really shitty so far)
Literally same
something about katy saying "if you ever wanna talk" is so nice-
Billie explaining THAT PAGE was just so rough I JUST WANT TO LOVE HER SO MUCH
Its literally so weird to see that since I went to her first concert in Berlin in 2017, how me and like 6 other fans were standing in front of the place 3h before it started and Billie and her mom just walking by saying hello. It was such a little venue with maybe 150-200 people. Two years later I went to a meet and greet with her and the venue was much bigger but she hasn’t really changed besides the fact that she got happier and had a different hair. And now she‘s one of the biggest artist worldwide it literally feels so surreal that the little girl I used to see in 2017 is now extremely famous.
That's so cool!!!
Omgg ich bin so neidischh
War es der Privatclub?
Wow I'm so jealous
My parents won't let me even think about going to a concert or meet and great
@@dreamingofthemoon | Glaube nicht, 2017 war es im Badehaus und 2019 im Kesselhaus
This killed me...and Demi's documentary is coming out at the end of the month...I gotta stock up on tissues and ice cream 🧍🏾♂️💔
omg i just know ash is gonna react and sob with us
I'll never understand how or why people talk down to artists who express talk about their mental health journey (negative or positive) They don't get how affirming it is to know a famous artists relates to these specific emotions. Why downplay that for people?
because they are sociopaths
I’m soo glad she included her Tourette’s bc my brother’s been dealing with it for years and hopefully this normalizes it for a lot more ppl
i’m sorry but i’m so in love with billie. like i cant believe she’s real. like the ending of that documentary when she’s singing ocean eyes and that last note hits me my body is like hit with a wave of every emotion. i cannot deal with how much i love this girl
so i’m not even a minute into the video but basically....Q hate squad? yeah
Q was the biggest asshole ever he mistreated her so badly
when she said "cant you see me?" it honestly broke me like she was trying so hard for all her fans and the one person who shouldve been there wasnt.
I've seen this documentary 5 times now (even one of them being in the theaters) and I am just in AWE with her. I absolutely LOVE watching behind the scenes content, and the way this film was made is just STUNNING.
where xan I watch yhe documentary except appletc cuz I can't download it
Agree!
I must have been living under a rock because I love Billie Eilish, and I never knew she had Tourettes. I was 7 years old when I was diagnosed with Tourettes Syndrome and to this day I can count on one hand how many people actually know because I told them (and not just because they see me tic). She is so brave to have been so open with it and this just like made my day.
She's awesome.
When she says “I’m directing all my videos from now on.” It was such a movie moment! 😂🥰
YO THE END "Reacts by Ash" Animation... WTHHHH
DO U LOVE IT?
@@ReactsByAsh YESSS
@@ReactsByAsh BESTIE ITS AMAZING
“Y’all talkin about me?” Lmao meeeee 😆
Can we just note Justin Was wearing a mask before the pandemic, it’s almost like he knew
He didn’t warn us 👁👄👁
He has a history of an autoimmune problem...safest for him to wear one.
Fun fact everybody wears masks to Coachella because it’s windy and they’re in the desert so there’s a lot of dust
🤔😁😷👍 🇬🇧
"When u put too much pressure on yourself, then the outcome isn't as great. If you write what you wanna write about, that's when other people can see the passion and that's when the people can relate." - Ashley Ippolito💗
Yes 👏🏻👏🏻
there’s a bit at the end of the doc after the credits where she’s around 5 and she’s ending a performance that she recorded herself
the doc was good. I’ll always commend her for still going on with life and having all that spotlight ugh I couldn’t even imagine all that pressure at such a young age
I loved how candid the whole thing was-- no setup interview moments, everything real and vulnerable and off the cuff. It's easy to forget while she's slaying the game how young she actually was when she was blowing up, and was suddenly held to these crazy standards. Much love for her parents and her brother because that life is insanity and they seem to really ground her.
Not Billie not recognizing Orlando, he was literally my first crush
11:34 she’s talking to her boyfriend about driving home drunk and she’s mad about
And in The song happier than ever name says “you call me again drunk in your benz driving home under the influence”
i’m still mad we didn’t get the ariana x billie interaction in neither of their documentaries tho
I'm not a fan or anything but I have so much respect for her. I feel like a lot of ppl take her talent for granted bc they think she's just a trend or something
her mental strength to cope with everything is incredible
Billie not recognising Orlando cracked me up 😂 HOW??
@Alexandra Santiago I agree, I don't wanna be cynical and believe he's a good guy but he was hugging her a lot and kissed her head after only meeting her twice? Perhaps he's just a touchy guy and that's how he communicates but he needed to let up a little. Things like that can be misinterpreted so quickly (example: this conversation lol)
imagine giving birth of two completely talented angels (billie & finneas) urh i would be so proud 😩
I learned so much about Billie watching this. She is incredibly talented. Her and Finneas deserve all their success.
Facts. I refuse to believe you have a soul if you don't agree
11:31 no but happier than ever (the song not album) references this
the fact that she wrote ocean eyes at 13, and at 13 I was still buying slushies with my pocket money 🤭😑..
She sang it not wrote it
@@paris-_lovely1315 cant believe finneas wrote and produced it when he was 17
Phineas wrote that song for his band and then decided that Billie should sing it..
So this is from personal experience but I love the dynamics and how this documentary does really show time passing. I say this because in the beginning of the movie you can see Billie writing in her notebook and drawing everything she could while around 2:00hr she is looking back through the journal reflecting on her past and how much she has grown. it is quiet warming to see somebody that actually got out of the deep depression spiral that is being a teenager.
Edit: I forgot I wrote this shi but damn was that inspiring
Billie has been through so much in such a short time. She is so powerful and inspiring. I love her and I hope she lives an amazing life.
The fact that we saw Q so much got me feelin all types of ways idk man-
11:30
Billie: "You call me again drunk in your benz, driving home under the influence...
I’m pretty sure that her boyfriend was in his 20s and she was still a minor 😖🥵
Edit: I looked it up, she was 16 and he was 22.
@moka tbh i don't think billie is the type of person to actually listen to her parents about who she can and cannot date, she's really independent-minded. Also her mom called Q "that guy" or something like that and when billie and him were in her trailer her mom looked like she was not pleased with his presence at all. So I don't think the parents liked him
@moka "mature for her age" means nothing. she was a minor, he was an adult. two different places in life. stop defending sickos.
that makes me feel gross.
what business does a twenty two year old have messing around with a six teen year old?? like she couldn’t even get her own credit card,vote,etc. twenty two year olds are in college that’s so gross. i don’t judge billie i judge that guy because she prob regrets now.
Billie seems like type of girl to value her parents opinions but still do her own thing. She said that her parents always made them feel heard and made sure that had room to grow up and choose who they wanted to be, that’s probably why
@@929er13
Omfgggg it’s only a 5 year difference and it’s legal stfu, yes mature girls and boys date people a few years older than them sometimes, it’s not out of the norm 🙄 just cause it makes you uncomfortable doesn’t mean he’s a creep.
i SOBBED during this doc. a few months before quarantine i injured my foot the same way she injured hers on stage (teared two ligaments from my ankle). it was the biggest pain i’ve ever felt in my life. i went through the same treatment and physical therapy as her, but i couldn’t complete it because everything shut down, so i still feel a lot of pain. seeing her being *her* and being so honest about her struggles brought me so much hope for both my mental and physical health. she’s younger than me but i want to be her when i grow up.
WHY AM I CRYING AT THE JUSTIN BIEBER PART. i grew up with his music like she did and now HER music is so good fucK
started with ocean eyes and ended with ocean eyes
everything came full circle
Honestly this documentary might be my favorite so far because of how raw and honest everything is. She is such a strong and incredible woman and I am so proud to be a fan of hers. (Lol I know she says that she doesn’t consider fans her fans but I feel kind of awkward saying that I’m a part of her.)
she was 16 he was 22. I cannot STAND him lol
She was like 16 and he was 20 something so it wasn’t okay either way, but she was so happy and he was never there for her even if she needed him 🥺
First call with Q “ I drove home drunk” One of the last phone calls ,Q “ let me call you back I’m Driving”
Now thats a part of the song
the fact that you and Caitlin know each other is mind-blowing to me
Omg yes the multiverse and crossover I need
Caitlin who?
@@davie9944 shes another react channel that I love
Billie is so amazing the documentary was so intimate and candid which I think the world needs. And the fact that she is so strong and brave enough to put her life style out to the public is remarkable. I overall love the documentary with all my heart.
So glad Ash included the pōwhiri when Billie arrived in New Zealand. I get chills every time I watch it
I think after watching the documentary...it made me realize that we need real,true and authentic moments in appreciating both the art and the artist
I am sooooo proud of her it shows so much about Billie and her career honestly she has done so much in such a certain amount time and I love her so much and so happy for her
ash i completely agree. we about to see an apple tv subscription on my card after this. periodt
The documentary made me really emotional. I wan’t to some day be a role model to people like Billie is
I really hope Billie makes it out of this whirlwind still feeling herself. She is so amazing. I hope the industry doesn't hurt her.. or else!
Being young and in love is so hard when it ends. Never cried so hard. It gets better.
I have TS and she’s been such an inspiration for me for so many years. I literally did a project on her in orchestra in hs because she gives me hopes of my dreams. Plus omfg the depression bit genuinely made me full-body sob cuz of how close to home it hit😭😭😭
Watching this genuinely made me feel like crying, the part when she won the grammys
just relistened to when we all fall asleep where do we go and i realised “a world’s a little blurry” is a line in ilomilo
I'm just here to watch you getting mad at certain someone haha love you Ash
the way you already know
the fact that i remember how happy u were when she noticed u ... and it seems like yesterday and it’s been like 4-3 years ago wtf 😳
And the part when fineas was like, “ you should be friends with him.” LIKE JUSTIN SENT A FRIEND REQUEST! It’s dope when everyone wants to be your friend, as old as Katy Perry, telling Billie to call her if she needs any “advice” lol
the way this doc makes me wanna be billies friend
i’ve been waiting for this one
TURN IT UP
Finally someone said this
I’m just so proud that Billie is gonna go down in history as one of the best because that Queen deserves it 🥺👏🏻
ASH YOU"RE SO CUTE
right 🥺🥺
yeah 🥺
I didn't think I could admire Billie even more before this documentary. An amazing artist and even more amazing human being 🖤🤍🖤
Plus how loving and supportive is her family.
18:49 I watched that concert about 1000 times and that lil hiccup she does makes me tear up every timeeee!
That video of her meeting Justin always brings me to tears omfg