I forgive you - Halsey [Unreleased]
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- Опубликовано: 7 сен 2023
- ‘I forgive you’ an unreleased track by Halsey from ‘If I can’t have love, I want power’
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Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Where do I begin
I'm braver when I'm far away and speaking on a whim
You told me that you'd kill him if he touched me once again
But you're as bad as him
For every finger that he lifted I have memories you twisted and recitals that you missed
Broken knees you never kissed
And I told my therapist
She said there's still a little girl in me you're holding by the wrist
And she and I can coexist
For I'll be spending an eternity with lots of narcissists
[Chorus]
So this town ain't big enough for both of us
And I don't have the strength to take control of us
I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it
And I forgive you, but I still remember all of it
[Verse 2]
I wonder if you'd like me if things were different
If I wasn't who I am and insignificant
I only wish you could have left her out of it
She's never done a thing without the doubt of it
And she needs me more than anything
She still has both your wedding rings
I love you both but once in a while
I'd love the chance to be the only child
Cause everyone needs something all the time
[Chorus]
This town ain't big enough for both of us
And I don't have the strength to take control of us
I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it
And I forgive you but I still remember all of it
[Bridge]
If you ask me what this song's about I'll lie
Cause I don't have the strength to not deny
And I still want you to love me deep inside
And I still need your approval though I try
[Chorus]
This town ain't big enough for both of us
And I don't have the strength to take control of us
I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it
And I forgive you but I still remember all of
I still remember all of it
#halsey #ificanthaveloveiwantpower #iichliwp #unreleasedsongs #unreleasedmusic 
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Hey, little disclaimer, I know sharing an artist’s leaked music can be deemed problematic and unethical. And I totally understand how this video contributes to further dissemination. However, this song was not leaked by me personally, I just stumbled across it as an adamant Halsey fan. It’s my belief this song deserves to be heard now that someone has wrongfully put it out into the public domain. Shouldn’t have been done for nothing. Fans will surely appreciate it, I know this. Nevertheless, I do understand anyone who disagrees with my decision and I accept the responsibility that comes with it.
Thanks guys, and enjoy! 🫶🏻
Thank you beautiful ❤❤❤
Well, I’m sorry if it hurt her, but with all due respect to Halsey, I’m so happy it was leaked. This song is actually one of hers that hits my heart the hardest. This song helps me SO much with my traumas. I love you Halsey. ❤ she is the only famous person I’d bow for. She is not only a great artist but an amazing human. ❤
Huh?! I’m a major Halsey supporter and I’m pissed off to see ppl disrespecting this song when I happen to relate to it completely tysm for posting this ❤️
@@thegirlnamedjessicamccown9194 couldn’t have said it better myself
Thanks 😊
Shes singing about something called repetition cumpulsion. Being doomed to recreate your childhood over and over again in hopes of changing the outcome of the things. Its hard to see it until someone points it out and then suddenly it becomes clear. Her father was a narcissist and he doomed her to repeat that cycle over and over again. Hes still torturing her and has the audacity to be mad at someone else for doing exactly what he taught her to accept.
That’s really interesting. I’m curious how you know this?
@sarafargo6739 bc I know about it and I still somehow never see it coming. It's something you do subconsciously
@@ChRiStY4t5 huh?
@sarafargo6739 I've lived with repetition cumpulsion my entire adult life. I keep somehow missing that the guys I attract turn out to be monsters like my father. Somehow I miss it everytime until it's to late and I'm already at the back end of the situation and can only see it in hand sight. We do this to try and find a way to fix the past by fixing the present or the future but in reality we are just stuck repeating it. Continuing the hurt and suffering g the perp put us through. Every guy I've ever dated has turned out to be a vicious psycho in one way or another. Even if they were passive and quiet they did things and then would make me feel crazy
@@sarafargo6739 Are you asking about how the person knows this about Halsey or in general? I took it as Halsey. I'm curious too if that's the case.
I think this song is about Halsey feeling ignored as a child. This is one of her most saddest and most beautiful songs. ❤
Who cares about halsey? What about you?
It’s definitely the closing chapter on G-Eazy
@@bennubyrdthen what the heck are you doing on this channel just get lost
The songs point of view is Halsey singing to her father about how he and her abuser are the same and he set here up for this and doomed her to suffer it more than once
I've read her book.. this is definitely closing the chapter.
I hope Halsey releases this song one day. A song has never struck a nerve so well as this one has. This has made me realize forgiving my parents doesn’t mean erasing all the pain they caused me.
Thank you Ashley ❤
[Verse 1]
Where do I begin?
I'm braver when I'm far away and speaking on a whim
You told me that you'd kill him if he touch me once again
But you're as bad as him
For every finger that he lifted I have memories you twisted, and recitals that you missed
Broken knees you never kissed
And I told my therapist
She said there's still a little girl in me you're holding by the wrist
And she and I can coexist
For I'll be spending an eternity with lots of narcissists
[Chorus]
So this town ain't big enough for both of us
And I don't have the strength to take control of us
I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it
And I forgive you, but I still remember all of it
[Verse 2]
I wonder if you'd like me if things were different
If I wasn't who I am and insignificant
I only wish you could have left her out of it
She's never done a thing without a doubt of it
And she needs me more than anything
She still has both your wedding rings
I love you both, but once in a while
I'd love the chance to be the only child
'Cause everyone needs something all the time
[Chorus]
This town ain't big enough for both of us
And I don't have the strength to take control of us
I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it
And I forgive you, but I still remember all of it
[Bridge]
If you ask me what this song's about, I'll lie
'Cause I don't have the strength to not deny
And I still want you to love me deep inside
And I still need your approval though I try
[Chorus]
This town ain't big enough for both of us
And I don't have the strength to take control of us
I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it
And I forgive you, but I still remember all of it
I still remember all of it
Thank you 🌹
This hits hard. Trauma. Hate. Feeling broken.
this is so beautiful yet so sad, it reminds me of “sorry” somehow, even the names are matching.
Im a die hard Halsey fan, never knew this existed before ! Omg !
I feel this to my core. When she said "told me you would kill him if he touched me once again, but youre as bad as him."
I spent my entire life being beat on by men, and two of the worst ones would thrraten the other to me, but they both had left bruises on me, so I always wondered why they were so hypocritical. "He cant hurt you but I can."
You deserved so much better than that. You deserve love and compassion and understanding. ♥️♥️
@@danithomas180 thank you 🖤🖤 fortunately I'm away from one, but I'm still living with the other.
Same 😞 😔
Holy cow - I had to cut off my narcissistic parents and kept having dreams about only the good times (yes there weren’t many) and holy cow I wish my parents could just respect me as a person but that will never happen and I was sad about that this morning. This song is brand new to me. I feel seen.
Girl I completely relate to you!! I had a horrible night last night because I had to cut my narsissitic, munchhousen syndrome unfortunately biological
Mom I tried to “forgive and forget” but I couldn’t and she chose once again to be a coward: Hope you are healing ❤️🩹 I know what it’s like 😔 take care darlin!!
I love people that paint pain as narcissism , I think those people should go through the pain over and over again get broken hearts and then tell me how many people are smiling after that.
@@gemmacameron585 well said girlie 💯✌️❤️
“If i can’t have love I want power”
I think she still wants love 💔
It's sad that Ashley didn't release this song 'cause it's so beautiful
This song reminds me of my father. It seems that he almost never noticed my achievements and always reproached me for any slightest mistake. He practically did not participate in my life, and if he was around, bad things happened. And the line “And recitals that you missed.
Broken knees you never kissed" is also close to me, as an example. He hated me simply 'cause I exist, he said that I ruined his life and that it would be better if I never existed. Sometimes, I think that it would be if everything were different.This man beat my mother and older brother. It seems to me that he is incapable of loving anyone but himself
Thanks to Ashley for her music, and to you for posting this here
There may be errors in the text, I don't speak English, I used a translator
That bridge really made me break down into tears 😭😭😭 If I could I would sing this to my mum
My favorite part of the song is “if you ask me what this songs about I’ll lie..” When it’s more than one thing it gets harder to explain…❤Halsey
where do i begin
i'm braver when i'm far away
and speaking on a whim
you told me that you'd kill him
if he touched me once again
but you're as bad as him
for every finger that he lifted,
i have memories you twisted
and recitals that you missed
broken knees you never kissed
and i told my therapist
she said there's still a little girl in me
you're holding by the wrist
and she and i can't coexist
or i'll be spending an eternity with
lots of narcissists so
this town ain't big enough for both of us
and i don't have the strength to take control of us
i bite my tongue so hard i start to swallow it
and i forgive you but i still remember all of it
i wonder if you'd like me if things were different
if i wasn't who i am and insignificant
i only wish you could have left her out of it
she's never done a thing without the doubt of it
and she needs me more than anything
she still has both your wedding rings
i love you both but once in a while
i'd love the chance to be the only child
'cus everyone needs something all the time
this town ain't big enough for both of us
and i don't have the strength to take control of us
i bite my tongue so hard i start to swallow it
and i forgive you but i still remember all of it
if you ask me what this song's about, i'll lie
'cus i don't have the strength to not deny
and i still want you to love me deep inside
and i still need your approval though i try
this town ain't big enough for both of us
and i don't have the strength to take control of us
i bite my tongue so hard i start to swallow it
and i forgive you but i still remember all of it
i still remember all of it
Thank you!! ❤
@@jess_jeff7549 of course!! it was mostly for me lol
Such beautiful and haunting lyrics.
totally agree! @@danithomas180
I'll never tell my mom this but this song is for her
This deserves an official release damn.
THIS is my favorite Halsey song!!! I feel it in my soul. This hits home....
Definitely hits me home for me as well, she was sent to us for a reason! Love her so much
Childhood trauma teaching us to pick narcissists but we have brainspotting therapy now ❤❤❤ love you halsey. I cannot wait to make music with you
I can’t wait to meet you Halsey!!!❤❤😊😊
I'm so glad that this showed on my recommendations. I love Halsey's music and I can relate to this song deeply. I have a narcissistic mother who also has a lot of generational traumas but she doesn’t want to go to therapy. My brother and I did, tho. She made and still makes me feel so much pain and I'm still recovering. I hate to hate her because I know it's not her fault entirely - but it still hurts, even if she doesn't mean it, you know? And I hate the fact that "she's still holding my inner child by the wrist", to quote Halsey's lyrics.
P.s. I absolutely love how each of her songs is pure poetry. This song is a masterpiece.
I hope you find peace. I can relate. My Mom's like that too😢
Same. 😢
Its sad when you can relate to this song. I want to give her a hug.
Yes hits me hard
@@staceyherrington2340 *virtual hug*
Thank you for sharing this song on here so anyone who stumbled upon it can appreciate it for what it is.
As someone in my 30’s and still dealing with the aftermath and effects of having two narcissists as parents… this song hits hard. The neglect, the abuse, all of it.
Thank you, Halsey - if you ever happen to see this message. You aren’t alone. For my own sanity I too had to forgive them, but I won’t forget either.
🫶🏻 I’m glad the song could help you in some way
Same but I'm in my early 40s. Narcissist mom and dad but luckily my dad wasn't around as a kid.
Wish she had released this. It is truly heart breaking
Lyrics:
Where do I begin? I'm Braver when I'm far away and speaking on a whim.
Told me that you'd kill him if he touched me, once again.
But you're as bad as him.
For every finger that you lifted, I have memories you twisted. And recitals that you missed. Broken knees you never kissed.
And I told my therapist.
She said there's still a little girl in me you're holdong by the wrist. And she and I can't co-exist.
Or I'll be spending an eternity with lots of narcissists, so,
This town ain't big enough for both of us. And I don't have the strength to take control of us. I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it. And I forgive you, but I still remember all of it.
I wonder if you'd like me if things were different. If I wasn't who I am and insignificant. I only wish you could have left her out of it. She's never done a thing without the doubt of it. And she needs me more than anything. She still has both your wedding rings. I love you both, but once in a while, I'd love the chance to be the only child. Cuz everyone needs something all the time.
This town ain't big enough for both of us. And I don't have the strength to take control of us. I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it. And I forgive you, but I still remember all of it.
If you ask me what this song's about, I'll lie. Cuz I don't have the strength to not deny. And I still want you to love me, deep inside. And I still need your approval, though I tried.
This town ain't big enough for both of us. And I don't have the strength to take control of us. I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it. And I forgive you, but I still remember all of it.
I still remember all of it.
"This Touches MY "Utter Soul".
It Reminds Me of "LOST LOVE".
This song broke my heart
i love the way Halsey enunciates
This hits so close to home, I was bawling at 3 am when I first heard this. Halsey’s music was the first to hit my soul and their music makes me feel so heard in so many aspects. I love you Ashley♥️
I hope you’re okay love
Made me cried Halsey music has helped me through a lot in 2019 I was in a coma my mom would play her music when I woke i played her music everyday for 73 days straight I had nurse’s starting liking her music
To be honest, i never needed a 1hour loop, but this masterpiece ❤
Hey, give me some time and I’ll post one !!🫶🏻
@@vicxxmmii that would be great 🥰
Ketchup
Shoot, darling girl. This has been my life the last year. Just got out and fighting the same fight. I'm so sorry you might feel this too.
You are not alone, not alone at all...even if you fight the minutes and hours on your own.
Thank you for your bravery to sing this. Hurts but comforts me. Wish we were friends
This song is absolutely beautiful, Would’ve been perfect in IICHLIWP ❤🖤
Ah I completely agree 🥹
❤❤❤😢😢😢
💙🥺love the black dress its dope 🖤☻️
What is that abbreviation?
@@savanamartell3192her album “If I can’t have love, I want power”
I had tears almost immediately. Such a beautiful sorrowful heartfelt song. Her voice amazes me.
This brings back memories of my own but also scenes from Station 19 of Maya and her journey to realizing just how abusive and traumatic her childhood was with her father as she recovers from it.
When childhood trauma resolves in THIS
This is hauntingly beautiful :) Thank you for sharing this.
Where did you find this?!
This got me in the gut. Straight from my "father" to my relationships. Damn Halsey
found this gem on a very sketchy website 😭🫶🏻
omg this is soooooo beautiful. my childhood in one song.... my childhood wasn't beautiful. but this song❤❤❤❤❤
If i heard this before 2020, it would have broken me... heart wrenching that it took moving a state away, a global pandemic, a dash more of family trauma, and finally his death for me to break his hold on my heart. Still left scars, affecting my marriage. I'm now several months into therapy, and i am slowly realizing just how many scars that man left on me. He said i would grow to resent my spouse, it wouldn't last long. Suck it, Old Man. We're working on it, and becoming stronger again
If I can't have love, I want Power.....so speaks to me.... touche'
Halsey has a unique voice..I totally relate to this! No father present! While he touched me and I was tortured.. I was never safe .. I was thrown to the monster
The song is very intimate and personal... If she wanted it shared she would share... This is very bittersweet for me the song is doubtedly magnificent but these thoughts were her personal thoughts they were hers and who are we to invade that
I understand why you feel that way 100%, but I also think that this song is worthy of being heard since it was publicized by someone who didn’t value Ashley’s feelings. At least we can collectively appreciate the song so that it wasn’t leaked for no reason 🙏🏻 Thank you for watching!! 🫶🏻
Artists are known to also leak things when they are ready. As the era has come to close, for all we know she leaked it for her deepest fans to find vs publicly releasing something that doesn't fit with her current era. (Not saying it's what happened, but a theory)
@@vicxxmmii who leaked it if i may ask?
I don’t know but it was circulating on several sketchy websites
It's a beautiful song and can be interpreted in so many different ways.
Either Way..it makes you "Feel" to the Extreme.
It reminds me of finding "love" and then..abruptly losing it.
Well put!
This song is so beautiful and painful I can relate…. So much 🥺 I shut my mouth and suppress my feelings for my mom and my little sisters mental but I’m drowning in my own memories of all the pain and all I needed was my mom to be there not emotionally hurt me. 🥺 I love Halsey so much …. I’m learning to forgive but Il never forget
im listening and sining this song for a few days already. it kinda helps to deal with a heaviness inside. thank you
🤍
Omg 😮 I love you Helsey ❤ thank you for this … I needed this so much
I can’t believe I haven’t heard this I know every one of her songs by heart even the un released ones
I hope you know how much some of us relate to you and how eternally grateful I am for your courage and beauty . Words can't really describe it . I'll never be good enough for him . I moved back to my birthplace and now live across town from him , raising a son after losing my older children while in active addiction and I drive right by his street . Live only a couple blocks away . I forgive him for not being capable of love and I gain my power back by staying sober , working full time and moving on while he still lives . Thank you Halsey thank you .
Always here with arms wide open and hands out
Hauntingly beautiful 💔
Wow hit deep so me 😢❤ thank you for being real n vulnerable we need more people being ok with vulnerability and being ok to express 🙏 ❤️
So beautiful 💙
I found this song and immediately broke down I have the exact same experience with my dad. 😢
NEED THIS NOW
Love her I can relate too most of her songs 😢
so beautiful. ❤
Honestly, just having recently found out my bio mom passed away who stood by my bio dad's side. But looking back on how he conditioned and groomed her into the version he wanted her to be. That it then in turn quickly became where it was easier to make me more of an object they both could alter rather than their daughter. So now I'm just left more in broken pieces I'll never know where they or myself really belongs in the eyes of a mother I possibly could have truly needed and deserved.
Ugh, my heart. 😢❤
Captured every feeling and thought. Couldn't have said it better myself ❤
Beautifully conveyed.
This sounds like a blend of manic and iichliwp
Pulls my heart strings....good sad song
This is a painful tearful remember of something I'm grateful that is not my life God bless those going through though a great deal of pressure prayers 🙏😇 nicely done lyrics ❤️
omg that is such a deep powerful heart braking song , words cant explain the magic you weave loving
hurts! and i am 47 and should know better
oh this song hurts so good . fn beautiful
I started crying listening 😢
Such a masterpiece ❤
It's crazy to me that this song switches its target so many times. Where do I begin, im braver when I'm far away and speaking on a whim you told me that you'd kill him if he touched me once again but you're as bad as him, for every finger that he lifted I have memories you twisted and recitals that you missed broken knees you never kissed. All sounds like it could be for either an ex husband or her father
Such a lovely song ❤
Beautiful ❤
Betrayal. ❤ She is speaking about someone hurting her but love them all.
The song is so beautiful and haunting and heartbreaking all at the same time and you feel it in your voice if it doesn't come from somewhere real she's got to be the best actress in the
OMD!! Oh My Damn! Faced now w/paralyzation neck down or instant death from over decade med negligence & malpractice since disabljng accident. . . THANK YOU FOR THIS!!!!!!
P!NK's song also : All Out Of Fight
P1nk sucks imo sry
wow what a song. maybe the person who link it. was to show a person feel low and what going on in there lives . still a great thinking song.
thanks for sharing ❤ really beautiful and powerful song...
Omg this is soo good!
Yess love this
Beautiful ❤️
What a powerful song😢
Wow😔so powerful and I relate.
Beautiful
wow,thats amazing
😢Blessings to you for being a strong enough woman to sing this from your soul. ❤
So beautiful and intimate ❤❤❤
Powerful.
Omgg Ashley this is so beautiful I'm 😢 because I relate too much. U are NOT insignificant!!❤❤
Who’s liking my comments,,?
It's the most beautiful.
Every single person on this planet is different. It takes numerous pages to fill a book, only one page to tell the story.
I feel it ❤
I gotta do 🎤 to this omgg❤ my life exactly halsey reads my mind I swear❤ Ashley u can't die we all need you. Ur so loved please don't discredit yourself ❤😢
Totally IICHLIWP vibes!!! 🖤
What is IICHLIWP?
What is IICHLIWP?
@@melissajohnson1303 Halsey’s 4th studio album. If I Can’t Have Love I Want Power. 🖤
It's almost 2 am now and I still couldn't sleep. Needless to say, I stumbled upon this by accident. And this song is just perfect coz the tune is somewhat calm, perfect for listening when you have insomnia.
I am a lowkey fan of Halsey. I love how her songs abt her life and love sometimes resonate with mine. As someone who has experienced some childhood trauma, this song just feels close to home, plus it's so good. Thanks for sharing!
Dang that's a cord I forgot about!! What a beautiful way to sing about pain!
I'm glad our town is as big as a city.
❤❤❤❤🙌🙌🙌🙏
The closest words I could have ever said to my mother.
The first time I hired this, it made met think of him... My father... The man I feared as a child, the one who broke me and my siblings... When we were still young my mother told us how loving he was... But now after 19 years of tears and broken smiles... It all came crashing down... My mother found out he was cheating, and that it went on throw all 19 years of the marriage... My father may never have laid his hands on us, but mentally he killed us... After this all happened the news came out that I tried killing myself... And all he did was screamed at me for being week... My inter live I tried making him proud... Burning myself as a form of punishment for not being the best... And after it all my respect for this man disappeared along with the fear... I really love my mom and she really is the strongest person I know she has been true so much... She really didn't deserved this...
Stay strong ❤️🩹
Talking to her inner child after trama
I got over all of it and I'm over you. I won't be there next time. So don't look for me. It won't be the same as last time.
This right here
This is her All too Well!!!
Imagine a 10 Minute Version of it 😮
Way better than Tswift imo 😊
@@KGandJG2023 this songs good but ntm on my girl Taylor!
@@KGandJG2023yeah no
@@k_a_r_y_n no what chick..?
Such a beautiful song
Yezzzz yezzzz yezzzz❤