I want to express my deepest gratitude for your generous support. It truly means the world to me, and I appreciate it more than I can say. Since I currently don’t have access to the previous donations, I’ve set up a PayPal account to ensure I can access contributions directly. Thank you so much for your trust, your kindness, and your understanding. It means everything to me!
When I surrendered to a really deep emotional pain this week it broke me full open.I was soo overwhelmed with love.I was present and vulnerable. Full of gratitude..pain seems as a doorway
Oh thank you, very inspiring. I’m intrigued by pain, sounds crazy but it is not after some experience like you are describing, pain seems to have a complete new dimension. Fascinating. I could never have thought of it, if it hadn’t happened to me.
Ascendor you give us a great understanding of awakening through direct experience. I love your relaxed approach. You radiate so much love by reassuring everyone about being OK the way we are. It's all about acceptance of all that is. Thanks so much for your love ❤️ Thank you sooooo much
I've watched those videos too. The 'gurus' tell me it's simple, then tell me I need to buy lots of their stuff. Because of you, I'm starting to get glimpses of It...nothing... Problem is, my ego is threatened and trying to scare me away. This video really put that into perspective. I'm on the road and things happen. Many thanks.
Your videos have become a tremendous reminder for me to sit and make company with my suffering. Try not to change my feelings from being depressed, feeling blue or even anxiety or even just hating everything and everyone in the world at the moment trying to run from these feelings just amplifies them and makes life a utter Misery, but there is freedom of soul, realizing it’s OK to be not OK the constant reminder of every day of our lives here on this earth
When I did the practice of feeling the hands & 'who is feeling' it, I suddenly felt blissed out. This lasted for a few days and then a loup back into resistance. It was obvious who was feeling the resistance. The one who doesn't like what happens. But that one doesn't know what it wants. And seeing this feels like being stuck. The 'helicopterview' felt as living full, just doing what's in front of you, not thinking about it and at the same time somewhat indifferent to the thoughts & emotions that appear. I felt wonderfull. Am now trying not to invalidate those feelings of being stuck when that happens.
Go back to the feeling the hand. I've done that throughout the day multiple times since watching the video, and it's really helping me get back there. We definitely can't do it once and be done with it. Do it a dozen times a day! When you feel that stuckness, feel your hand, who is feeling your hand? Okay... is that also able to feel and recognize the stuckness? If it takes you too much into the stuckness, go back to feeling your hand. Keep doing that over and over until you can see the stuckness and feel it and ALSO experience it from awareness. That's what I'm doing right now, and it's helping a lot.
One part of me loves your videos another hates it. It’s like you said - you tell from your transcendent experience, a life without suffering. I just suffer - for years and there is nothing I can do. It’s grace and has nothing to with willpower. Life likes to suffer and loves it..
I'm experiencing numbness in my fingers, thoughts came that it's a problem in my spine, fear arose! Then while listening to you, it came to me that there is an experience of pain and I'm seeing that! It's just something arising now in my field of awareness.. not my field, but in awareness as a whole. It was OK! It's OK to experience that, let it be , let it now, let it go, and focus on who am I ! .. thank you. Your words turned me inward from my pain 😊❤🎉🎉
The one time I felt that I “had it” was when I let go of everything else. I realised that returning to the eternal, infinite love of the One Consciousness meant relinquishing my own ego consciousness, my personality, the “me” of me. Just being able to imagine that without panicking brings incredible peace.
We need someone like you to help lead a force that can take down the corporate killer clowns that are taking over this world. I know the pain and suffering is NOT REAL but you know the folks that believe in the finite world that their pain is real for them. You are needed in the fray. And it is a righteous cause that has peace at its core and is for you. Remember this - "More weight." "FREEEEDOM!" Two lines of dialog from great works of art.
Beautiful 💖 And, for what it’s worth, I agree, it’s a gradual thing. Those big bangs people claim to have… it’s a moment, transformative perhaps, impactful, awesome, but it’s not a lasting thing… it can make the gradual speed up a bit for a little while but yeah, it’s like learning a language. And you have to be interested in learning that language, invest your “being” into learning that language in all sorts of different and fun ways, and gradually you learn it, know it, “have it”. It’s not like you wake up one day and be like “Holy shit! I speak Dutch!!!” 🤣🤪😎
The peace we are seeking are always there, it’s having the awareness to remember to be the peace we seek. Keep up the good work spreading this beautiful message 🙏
U R describing enlightenment and I'm fascinated by how familiar our experiences are in terms of realizations and becoming one with the universe. Love it!
I understand the story of Adam and Eve now, at least the temptation aspect of it. My ego came back in a really powerful way, over romance of course. Positive thinking allowed me to wander off back into self unwittingly. Have been stuck in a whirlpool of, "this moment is incomplete" for a week or so now. Lemme tell you, it knocked my teeth in. Felt like I was going nuts, panicking trying to use thought to solve a problem thought created. Here I am back at center, thanks in large part to you. What else but fixation on a beautiful woman could mimic that serenity we find when we come to know the real me? Caste out of the garden I was. But I won't make the same mistake again. I wont look to God and blame Eve for tempting me, she was just being herself. Does this make sense? Seeking external validation from romantic love as a way to peace? I'm not sure if that's what the authors of the Bible meant with that story, but that's what I get out of it.
Keep on coming back to these for the clear sense they make. I really want to stop going anywhere for it but it’s useful and I really can use it so thank you.
Thanks for sharing! “When you stop doing” that’s it, and it’s hard to explain. Saying “let go” sounds like something to do, it’s like that word isn’t actually a verb it’s some sort of anti verb? UN-verb? It’s fascinating.. Anyway, congrats on the subs, I’m enjoying seeing your channel grow ✌ “As they approach me, so I receive them. All paths, Arjuna, lead to me” -Bhagavad Gita
You are truly blessed to have this level of awakening at such a young age. Your words resonate with me in a way that no other teachers have managed to do. For me, your ability to put into words how awakening plays out in every day life is powerful. No one else seems to talk about awakening and day to day life. Thank you for the continuous gifts of wisdom ❤
Thanks a lot, your videos and wisdom are very calming. I try to be effortlessly aware as you say but sometimes the intent to be completely effortless itself becomes an effort, how do you think I can deal with that?
Thanks to you for all your sharing )) In the state of nothingness or basically realizing the natural state of being.. do you feel like there is less actions to do, or you act - pragmatically talking - less than before ? There is a common way to say, even accepted by some spiritual guides, that when you are awake you start to act less, even not acting at all, as the bit extreme example of Ramana Maharshi
Thanks!
I want to express my deepest gratitude for your generous support. It truly means the world to me, and I appreciate it more than I can say. Since I currently don’t have access to the previous donations, I’ve set up a PayPal account to ensure I can access contributions directly. Thank you so much for your trust, your kindness, and your understanding. It means everything to me!
When I surrendered to a really deep emotional pain this week it broke me full open.I was soo overwhelmed with love.I was present and vulnerable. Full of gratitude..pain seems as a doorway
Oh thank you, very inspiring. I’m intrigued by pain, sounds crazy but it is not after some experience like you are describing, pain seems to have a complete new dimension. Fascinating. I could never have thought of it, if it hadn’t happened to me.
Yes, exactly, me too! Isn't it amazing?
Ascendor you give us a great understanding of awakening through direct experience. I love your relaxed approach. You radiate so much love by reassuring everyone about being OK the way we are. It's all about acceptance of all that is. Thanks so much for your love ❤️ Thank you sooooo much
I've watched those videos too. The 'gurus' tell me it's simple, then tell me I need to buy lots of their stuff. Because of you, I'm starting to get glimpses of It...nothing... Problem is, my ego is threatened and trying to scare me away. This video really put that into perspective. I'm on the road and things happen. Many thanks.
Your videos have become a tremendous reminder for me to sit and make company with my suffering. Try not to change my feelings from being depressed, feeling blue or even anxiety or even just hating everything and everyone in the world at the moment
trying to run from these feelings just amplifies them and makes life a utter Misery,
but there is freedom of soul, realizing it’s OK to be not OK the constant reminder of every day of our lives here on this earth
Danke!
Danke dir auch❤️
Gratitude..❤
There is nothing of more earthly importance than the understanding you are offering Brother. Excellent delivery too 🌞👍❤️.
Just at the Right time. Your words of Wisdom come! Listening brings me back into Presence. Thank you..
I have never seen my notifications with so much excitement anytime before ❤
Thank YOU. You are so clear, direct and authentic. Very happy to have come across you
THANKYou for your calm abiding
Thank you for the videos you create for us 🙏
Always enjoy tuning in 💚
When I did the practice of feeling the hands & 'who is feeling' it, I suddenly felt blissed out. This lasted for a few days and then a loup back into resistance. It was obvious who was feeling the resistance. The one who doesn't like what happens. But that one doesn't know what it wants. And seeing this feels like being stuck. The 'helicopterview' felt as living full, just doing what's in front of you, not thinking about it and at the same time somewhat indifferent to the thoughts & emotions that appear. I felt wonderfull. Am now trying not to invalidate those feelings of being stuck when that happens.
Go back to the feeling the hand. I've done that throughout the day multiple times since watching the video, and it's really helping me get back there. We definitely can't do it once and be done with it. Do it a dozen times a day! When you feel that stuckness, feel your hand, who is feeling your hand? Okay... is that also able to feel and recognize the stuckness? If it takes you too much into the stuckness, go back to feeling your hand. Keep doing that over and over until you can see the stuckness and feel it and ALSO experience it from awareness. That's what I'm doing right now, and it's helping a lot.
Thank you 🙏 You are such a blessing! ❤️
This personal mind is such a trickster. There's a gradual clear seeing. Your videos help point to clarity ❤🙏
Thank you!!
One part of me loves your videos another hates it. It’s like you said - you tell from your transcendent experience, a life without suffering. I just suffer - for years and there is nothing I can do. It’s grace and has nothing to with willpower. Life likes to suffer and loves it..
Beautiful sharing....thank you ❤️🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜
Great things come out of that mouth. Thank you ❤
I'm experiencing numbness in my fingers, thoughts came that it's a problem in my spine, fear arose! Then while listening to you, it came to me that there is an experience of pain and I'm seeing that! It's just something arising now in my field of awareness.. not my field, but in awareness as a whole. It was OK! It's OK to experience that, let it be , let it now, let it go, and focus on who am I ! .. thank you. Your words turned me inward from my pain 😊❤🎉🎉
The one time I felt that I “had it” was when I let go of everything else. I realised that returning to the eternal, infinite love of the One Consciousness meant relinquishing my own ego consciousness, my personality, the “me” of me. Just being able to imagine that without panicking brings incredible peace.
Gratitude ❤
Thank you ❤
We need someone like you to help lead a force that can take down the corporate killer clowns that are taking over this world. I know the pain and suffering is NOT REAL but you know the folks that believe in the finite world that their pain is real for them. You are needed in the fray. And it is a righteous cause that has peace at its core and is for you. Remember this -
"More weight."
"FREEEEDOM!"
Two lines of dialog from great works of art.
Beautiful 💖
And, for what it’s worth, I agree, it’s a gradual thing.
Those big bangs people claim to have… it’s a moment, transformative perhaps, impactful, awesome, but it’s not a lasting thing… it can make the gradual speed up a bit for a little while but yeah, it’s like learning a language. And you have to be interested in learning that language, invest your “being” into learning that language in all sorts of different and fun ways, and gradually you learn it, know it, “have it”. It’s not like you wake up one day and be like “Holy shit! I speak Dutch!!!” 🤣🤪😎
Thank you, brother. Much appreciated for this, and happy to connect with a like mind..
The peace we are seeking are always there, it’s having the awareness to remember to be the peace we seek. Keep up the good work spreading this beautiful message 🙏
Thanks bro_ ❤❤❤
👏👏 another amazing video like always thank you so much
U R describing enlightenment and I'm fascinated by how familiar our experiences are in terms of realizations and becoming one with the universe. Love it!
Thank you so much for this ❤
I understand the story of Adam and Eve now, at least the temptation aspect of it. My ego came back in a really powerful way, over romance of course. Positive thinking allowed me to wander off back into self unwittingly. Have been stuck in a whirlpool of, "this moment is incomplete" for a week or so now. Lemme tell you, it knocked my teeth in. Felt like I was going nuts, panicking trying to use thought to solve a problem thought created. Here I am back at center, thanks in large part to you. What else but fixation on a beautiful woman could mimic that serenity we find when we come to know the real me? Caste out of the garden I was. But I won't make the same mistake again. I wont look to God and blame Eve for tempting me, she was just being herself. Does this make sense? Seeking external validation from romantic love as a way to peace? I'm not sure if that's what the authors of the Bible meant with that story, but that's what I get out of it.
Keep on coming back to these for the clear sense they make. I really want to stop going anywhere for it but it’s useful and I really can use it so thank you.
Love you bro, you’re helping a lot
❤ useful
as always brother,much Love &respect 🙏
" It is okay to suffer." No ! It is absolutely NOT okay to suffer.
Ah, you again😆👋
Love
🙏💞💛🥰
Great video as always ❤
Thanks for sharing! “When you stop doing” that’s it, and it’s hard to explain. Saying “let go” sounds like something to do, it’s like that word isn’t actually a verb it’s some sort of anti verb? UN-verb? It’s fascinating..
Anyway, congrats on the subs, I’m enjoying seeing your channel grow ✌
“As they approach me, so I receive them. All paths, Arjuna, lead to me” -Bhagavad Gita
🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
You are truly blessed to have this level of awakening at such a young age.
Your words resonate with me in a way that no other teachers have managed to do.
For me, your ability to put into words how awakening plays out in every day life is powerful.
No one else seems to talk about awakening and day to day life.
Thank you for the continuous gifts of wisdom ❤
The lighting is great now ❤
Can you sort the sound clarity out? Maybe it’s just raining heavily or you’re in a factory or something?!
😀
Thanks a lot, your videos and wisdom are very calming. I try to be effortlessly aware as you say but sometimes the intent to be completely effortless itself becomes an effort, how do you think I can deal with that?
Thanks to you for all your sharing )) In the state of nothingness or basically realizing the natural state of being.. do you feel like there is less actions to do, or you act - pragmatically talking - less than before ? There is a common way to say, even accepted by some spiritual guides, that when you are awake you start to act less, even not acting at all, as the bit extreme example of Ramana Maharshi
What are you without language? 👁
💛🙏🏼
how can i know it is one spirit pretending to be the matter?
And P.S. YOU ARE SO YOUNG
👍😂😉🙏
Ciao!
Tat Tvam Asi 😂🎉❤🙏☯️