“It is in despair that you find the sharpest pleasures”. Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes from Underground || Timestamps || Fading Love 0:00 United in Solitude 1:44 The Victorian Waltz 5:46 Regrets 8:23 A Birthday Alone 10:27 My Dearest Melancholy 11:52 If She Were a Monet Painting 14:20 Noctis Lamenta 16:36 Fools in The Rain 19:24 Run 21:42 Lost (slowed) 23:08 Swinging Pain 25:53 Fountain of Mortality 28:40 Sølitude 31:19 Gentle Agony 34:04 A Shadow’s Lament 36:20 Memento Mori 38:55 Danse Macabre 42:37 A Jester’s Insanity 46:38 The Moonlight Nocturne 49:18 Eternal Illusion No.1 52:04 Late Night Melody 54:41 across the lavender sky 56:29 Solace de la Nuit 59:03 Twilight 1:01:47 Ephemeral Spring 1:03:58 Winter Reverie (Nocturne) 1:05:41 Penelope’s Lullaby 1:08:40 Let’s Make a Deal 1:11:02 Winter Waltz 1:13:54 Luma Waltz 1:17:23 Velvet Dance 1:19:45 Once Upon a Time 1:21:41 Hold Me, Please 1:25:25 Ivory Pages 1:28:10 Lovedream no.1 1:32:44 Gossamer 1:35:25 Somewhere Else (Interlude) 1:38:58 The Forbidden Eden Waltz 1:41:11 Out of The Depths I Cried 1:44:20 The Abyss Stares Back 1:48:20 Aurora 1:51:03 Autumn Sky 1:53:24 Prelude in F Sharp Major “Oceanique” 1:54:59 The Bohemian Library 1:58:15 Chase Me, Will You? 2:00:23 My Aching Heart 2:03:59 Lost Letters 2:08:26 Valse Réminiscence 2:11:51 Starry Night 2:16:09 Sunken Place (Interlude) 2:18:50 Fairytale of The Fallen 2:21:04 Halcyon 2:23:38 Midnight 2:25:56 Un Enigma 2:28:12 Bleed Out 2:32:07
far from sight, yet ever in my heart Why can't I forget you? Why can't my soul depart? Though distant from my eyes, you live in me A love so deep, yet unfulfilled, it cannot be My heart, so tender to your love, does ache In the pain of separation, I tremble and break. But as you draw near, a new agony begins The closer you come, the more my heart spins. For you are not mine, and this truth cuts deep Like a knife to my chest, my wounds are too steep. I long for your love, yet I keep my distance Fearing the hurt, yet craving your existence. But what a cruel twist, this love I cannot claim An obsession, attachment, or simply the same? Whatever it is, my heart cannot be free I'm letting you go Wishing my absence could give you the peace that my friendship and love couldn't do. I wrote this to him , he doesn't even know that I'm fallin that hard😭 I even drew his eyes but I'm finding new hobbies, kinda happy but as much that I'm happy, I'm sad that I'm doin this for him but i can't show him . I hope that I'm gonna heal
“It is in despair that you find the sharpest pleasures”.
Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes from Underground
|| Timestamps ||
Fading Love 0:00
United in Solitude 1:44
The Victorian Waltz 5:46
Regrets 8:23
A Birthday Alone 10:27
My Dearest Melancholy 11:52
If She Were a Monet Painting 14:20
Noctis Lamenta 16:36
Fools in The Rain 19:24
Run 21:42
Lost (slowed) 23:08
Swinging Pain 25:53
Fountain of Mortality 28:40
Sølitude 31:19
Gentle Agony 34:04
A Shadow’s Lament 36:20
Memento Mori 38:55
Danse Macabre 42:37
A Jester’s Insanity 46:38
The Moonlight Nocturne 49:18
Eternal Illusion No.1 52:04
Late Night Melody 54:41
across the lavender sky 56:29
Solace de la Nuit 59:03
Twilight 1:01:47
Ephemeral Spring 1:03:58
Winter Reverie (Nocturne) 1:05:41
Penelope’s Lullaby 1:08:40
Let’s Make a Deal 1:11:02
Winter Waltz 1:13:54
Luma Waltz 1:17:23
Velvet Dance 1:19:45
Once Upon a Time 1:21:41
Hold Me, Please 1:25:25
Ivory Pages 1:28:10
Lovedream no.1 1:32:44
Gossamer 1:35:25
Somewhere Else (Interlude) 1:38:58
The Forbidden Eden Waltz 1:41:11
Out of The Depths I Cried 1:44:20
The Abyss Stares Back 1:48:20
Aurora 1:51:03
Autumn Sky 1:53:24
Prelude in F Sharp Major “Oceanique” 1:54:59
The Bohemian Library 1:58:15
Chase Me, Will You? 2:00:23
My Aching Heart 2:03:59
Lost Letters 2:08:26
Valse Réminiscence 2:11:51
Starry Night 2:16:09
Sunken Place (Interlude) 2:18:50
Fairytale of The Fallen 2:21:04
Halcyon 2:23:38
Midnight 2:25:56
Un Enigma 2:28:12
Bleed Out 2:32:07
Beautiful!
far from sight, yet ever in my heart
Why can't I forget you? Why can't my soul depart?
Though distant from my eyes, you live in me
A love so deep, yet unfulfilled, it cannot be
My heart, so tender to your love, does ache
In the pain of separation, I tremble and break.
But as you draw near, a new agony begins
The closer you come, the more my heart spins.
For you are not mine, and this truth cuts deep
Like a knife to my chest, my wounds are too steep.
I long for your love, yet I keep my distance
Fearing the hurt, yet craving your existence.
But what a cruel twist, this love I cannot claim
An obsession, attachment, or simply the same?
Whatever it is, my heart cannot be free
I'm letting you go
Wishing my absence could give you the peace that my friendship and love couldn't do.
I wrote this to him , he doesn't even know that I'm fallin that hard😭
I even drew his eyes but I'm finding new hobbies, kinda happy but as much that I'm happy, I'm sad that I'm doin this for him but i can't show him .
I hope that I'm gonna heal
14:20
I need a tutorial for all of them ✨🎹😂