When I close my eyes, I imagine my brother and myself running beside each other across a beach, back when we were kids. A few meters away, our parents are there watching us, having fun and laughing, with smiles on their faces. When I open my eyes, I feel a huge wave of nostalgia, but at least it makes me happy to know that it actually happened sometime. Even though my brother lives in a different country now and my parents are divorced, I still dream that I wake up and my brother is by my side, waiting for me to get ready to go to school, while our parents cook breakfast for us in the kitchen. Those few minutes in the dream feel like the greatest happiness I have ever experienced. I miss everything, but I guess we just move on and get used to our new lives.
One of the saddest things in life is when we move away from someone, I know how you feel, and your story reminded me of when I played with my cousin until recently, I really miss the childhood I had, today I'm 20 years old and I have little contact with my cousin, hugs from Brazil
Another thing that I also miss about my childhood was the good summer days I spent in the state of Bahia in Brazil, my cousins would get together and we would go to the beach to enjoy the summer heat
Life changes. You lose love. You lose friends. You lose pieces of yourself that you never imagined would be gone. And then, without you even realizing it, these pieces come back. New love enters. Better friends come along. And a stronger, wiser you is staring back in the mirror. No matter how bad it gets, better days are always waiting. I hope you'll make it to there to accept the smiles and joy that they're offering.
Almost cried at the part we’re you said. “ we lose pieces of our selves we never thought we lose” Hit deep I know there are people that went through worst in their lives but man my 3 in a half years with her meant everything when things ended I lost a piece of myself I never thought I lose I kept tryna look for it in other women and ended up being a play boy that hurt other girls. I am still searching for peace in my heart and to stop hurting women it is best for me to isolate myself abit from society and just focus on myself rn to maybe find peace
This is beautiful, and feels like a dream. When I lose myself in a vivid, sleeping dream, I think to myself; "this is real, this has to be real, it feels so real..." But then I awake, and I have the exact same thought and feeling. "As above, so below." Life is but a series of awakenings. And you never remember falling asleep. Much like death, it happens before you realize it. Enjoy the dream my friends. It'll be over before you know it.
Death is an awakening too, but just like every awakening in life, it only makes you realize how important your choices and life was before that awakening.. life matters.
Sometimes we do just wish our current life was only a morbid dream, where you'll just wake up back in your childhood bed, and return to that simpler life. But that's not how life works, we can't get our old lives back, but we can begin our new lives with what we learned and what we know, because only we have the power to control our futures, you just need to keep pushing and keep moving. You don't get a better life, you earn a better life.
A brief period during Covid, I played a video game with a small group of people that i had never known. For a month or two, we would play multiple times a week for hours and hours on end. i have social anxiety. i did not use my mic of course. but regardless they accepted me. within a few months i had known so much about them, and they knew much about me. Eventually, we played less and less, until one day... we stopped. I completely forgot about this whole interaction until a few months ago. It all came back so quickly, and nostalgia hit me like a truck. it might not seem like a big moment, but for someone who doesn't talk much, this was huge. I don't remember much of it, and often find myself asking "was it just a dream?" they likely don't remember me, but I often wonder if we will ever cross paths again.
What always helps me is that I realize that some things just don’t last forever. But that doesn’t take away its worth when it did mean something. Not everything has an outcome where you gain something, its about embracing each other while time drags us along.
I had the same thing. Except, I became friends with a few and now hardly talk to some. It's a beautiful thing that we both experienced, and I will look at that time period so fondly for the rest of my life.
People come into our lives when we need them most, then leave when the job is done. We are not meant to live in eternal joy is this world, for those previous brief periods are what makes life so worthwhile.
sometimes i want to go back to the childhood, just not mine. mine was full of pain, fear, tears and pressure. i don't even want to go back to the imaginary worlds i was making up, because i didn't have real friends and because my mom would often not let me go play with my friends. i was suffering "real" trauma in them. i was the victim and the hero in them. only years later i got the knowledge that when a person, especially a kid, imagining themselves a victim and a hero in his own world it's a big indicator of trauma. it indicates that the person had to get through their trauma alone and "save themselves" as a hero but they also doesn't think their trauma was that bad so they imagine themselves in a horrific situations with "real trauma". i didn't know that as a kid. and now, looking back, it all just feels so. so sad and painful. my parents still gaslight me and deny any abuse they were putting me through (still do, actually). and i only recently became an adult. legally. well, maybe mentally too. i started to put boundaries, i started to look and discuss with people their points of view, even if they wildly differ from mine, i'm trying to stay sane, trying to accept and work, rather then fight my neurodivergencies. i'm really trying, but it's still all feels too much. i'm graduating from college right now and also trying to get into uni and i know i won't make it into uni. i'm the best student in college, yet i suck at repetitions of exams for uni. and i know i don't do my best, i know i don't do enough but i'm so tired and so demotivated and it's all too much. at least i'm on meds and they don't let me think of dying. so that's something.
what made it real? was it a souvenir? was it a memory that could've been a dream, that could've been a thought, that could've been a fantasy? do you remember what it FEELS like to be there? do you remember how you felt when you were there? would it matter if it was real or not? what makes this moment right now more or less real than all previous moments and future moments. everything you did brought you to this moment, everything you do now is what's real.
this song sits so strongly with me. I go through a lot in my daily life and it is nice to know that at the end of the day i can just sleep and live in my dream. I hope to one day finally be happy. Maybe i wont ever be happy. i hope none of you have to go through the stuggles i do (i didnt get to nap today). I will willingly take these struggles off your shoulder. i am so strong. i hope none of you ever have to be this strong. if you ever need someone to talk to you can talk to me. ive gone though every struggle anyone has ever gone through.
I just had a car crash today. No one was hurt, the car wasn't damaged too bad either. I went through the motions, got in contact with my insurance, and so forth. But I just sat down and realized that I felt nothing. At all, besides the emotions I faked to get sympathy from friends. There was no actual reason to behave like that, but it seemed like the normal thing to do. This whole ordeal was kinda meaningful to me, in a really indescribable way. I feel kind of detached from what I long for, and should hypothetically feel every day. A sense of companionship. I would not even say that I am lonely, I really am not, I just lack people to call companions in my life. I would like to be somewhere else, meet an abundance of people, and enjoy some good food, as well as a nice bottle of wine. I want to return to nights when the only people I was with, were ones I would never see again. These kinds of people mean the most to me. No living in the moment, just a moment to live in. That's really the only thing I want. Have a nice life everyone
I love to listen to this and imagine that everything I lived was just a dream. I woke up as an 8 year old child with the current experience and memories I have. Maybe I wouldn't feel completely as a child but I could believe that everything would change for better if that happen. PS: It's just a fantasy, I know that life does not work like that. I'm moving forward.
I rarely comment. Here I do. I like ur comment. Its' touching somehow. Well, you know... ~~~Life is still what you thought it was as a kid.~~~ Have a good life my friend. All the best to you from Germany. :)
I discovered this in the afternoon and now as I am about to fall asleep i have the urge to hear this. It's so calm and so surreal and so filled with emotions that it's hard to describe. I remember a lover of mine as I listened to this. Thank you for this beautiful experience ❤️
Everyone has their own definition of life, to me life is like warm sunrays during winter, I don't expect it to last but at the moment, I just know that I have to enjoy it. Have a beautiful week ahead everyone, take care out there.
This playlist is literally one of the best, if not the best, I’ve found here on youtube. It gives exactly what it promises. It really feels like you’re losing yourself in a dream by listening to this. I listen to it while I’m studying for my exams and it’s doing wonders for my concentration. Thank you!!
I can't agree more, I am listening it everyday, at it still gives me goosebumps and makes me want to cry. And it always brings absolutely beautiful visions to my mind. Having insomnia and sleep paralisis, this is one on the only playlist that lets me slow down when being in bed, and most of the time also reduces the horrible nightmares.
All the things we dream, all the things we live. The experiences of both are intimate in their own respect. But this life and those dreams should never be taken for granted for who knows what comes next. So… here’s too today, yesterday and tomorrow for that we live these moments the best way we can!
Listening of this music reminds me of those beautiful days where we were free from any worries. We could do whatever we wanted. We could play whenever we wanted to, we could dream whenever we wanted to. Looking back it feels like just a dream that we want. We want to go back from this fake life where we pretend to bw good ,pretend to be happy, always pretend when we are with people. It has become so common that even when we lose our loved ones we do not feel real emotions, we forget not to pretend.
How much of who I am is a projection of what I've seen others do? What would I do if it were just me? There is no mask in this new life... I must step into my soul and every sensation that I have been trying to escape from. I see this now.
Life has been difficult so I create my own reality where things don't matter and everything turns out as I would like although nothing is reality, doing that brings me peace of mind and happiness. I wish it was real.
Now is worse Another day will be better Then worse again Then super better. Is just a cycle You can get tired of this but it will always be like that Just stay alive and you will receive both times
La photo a aussi un grand role et colle avec perfection au melodie. Un moment partagé et suspendu, dans une retraite a la campagne avec des pulls bien chaud et un vent legerement froid sur le visage, avec la vie devant nous et ce sentiment qu'on n'arrivais pas encore a definir, mais qui faisait du bien au cœur, on esperais que cetait cela la vie, et etions content de vivre.
What if it was all just a dream? That when we die we slam into consciousness, back into a time or moment when life was good. What if we had a second chance? To redo the things that had went wrong or to remake choices we thought were right. What if...what if its just a dream.
I will never be able to be my old self again, because I have grown and life has forced me to be stronger, however I know that despite the pain and tears shed, there is that happy and innocent little girl who just wanted to be loved and respected. She’s still in me. I see her when I do things I love, that makes her happy and proud. She’s not dead yet, cus when I laugh, when I dance, when I’m myself I see her. I see my little me.
This playlist is a masterpeace, it is bringing me back to places of imagination, far behind the normal life. I´also remimber someone who had said he had ha near-death experiences and that his life in memory had seemed to be much more realistic, and if he had lies or not, I thing there´s a truth, that esspacially today, where it´s hard for our psychy to different between unreal internet and real world, but also in general, that life seems to be more like a story dreamed in reality, than realaty, and the though that everything possibly was just a dream in world different and realer than our is impressive.
I don’t yearn for my childhood like I find others doing. I think back about my childhood often, some moments were nice, but more often than not my childhood was bittersweet. There was ups, but a lot more downs. There’s times I remember playing with my childhood friends, but more often than not I was alone. As I enter adulthood not much has changed. I am still alone. I still have very few friends and only one person I’m actually close to. I see all these ppl with childhood friends they’re still friends with. Is it strange that I have none? I see ppl going to their hometowns hanging out with their old friends just like “old times”. I want that. But at this point in my life it is unattainable. For every good time I have to look back to there’s twice as many bad times. These days I rarely think about the past, doing so makes me feel sad. Is there something wrong with wanting to forget it all? Is it wrong to want to forget all the grief you experienced?
You know what they say: people recycle the past for much more than it it’s actually worth. It’s not wrong to not yearn back for times that weren’t great, but that doesn’t mean everything is lost. There is still time in the future to make a past where you look back at with a positive view, where you meet your old friends and have a conversation about the good old times. But that only happens when you focus on yourself in the present. Where you have the opportunity to begin again and start healing. You need to see that moments come and go and there isn’t always something to gain from it, but maybe sometimes you just hold on for the sake of holding on.
@yungfiend6830 it's not wrong at all to forget the grief~ if it's a long-distant grief already, in my opinion, you're meant to learn from that experience. I don't know whether this will help you or not, but I just want to put it down here in case you read this, Isaiah 43:18-19, "Do not remember the former things, Or ponder the things of the past. Listen carefully, I am about to do a new thing, Now it will spring forth; Will you not be aware of it? I will even put a road in the wilderness, Rivers in the desert." Have a lovely life!
Suddenly. Just as life gives you everything it suddenly takes it away from you. When you least expect it you meet the love of your life, but when you least expect it leaves. When you least expect it you make good friends, but when you least expect it they stop contacting you. It will hurt you and you will be confused, because you never thought that it would end suddenly. Nothing in this life forever and if you get attached easily life’s gonna be hard. So love all you can and give all of you, because even does it have an end make that end worth it.
Ecouter le son tout en lisant les commentaires m'apaise, comme si la vie se résumé a ceci, des êtres qui partage leur ressentis, leur histoire, connecté par un fil de commentaire. C'est beau. Je vous aime.
Wondering if it was all a dream, I woke up feeling a bit lost. The memories seemed so real, yet distant. Was it just my imagination playing tricks, or did I actually experience it? The line between dreams and reality blurred, leaving me in a puzzling moment of uncertainty.
Joseph, this is one of the best playlists I have found on RUclips. I listen to hours upon hours of music on this platform every single day and this playlist was exactly what I needed, for that I thank you.
44:45 Simplemente magnifico, espero poder escuchar esta musica cuando pueda estar con mi soledad, en una montaña apreciando el horizonte y cuán hermosa es la creación de Dios, se me pone los pelos de punta con tan solo imaginarlo :3
Life is you. Everything's happening for you and not to you. You're infinite and your true nature is unconditional love❤️. This is ALL JUST A DREAM. Anything that has an end is a dream. You are your own universe. Just surrender and remember that the only emotion real is LOVE. Sending love and joy to you
I think my whole life I've just been lonely, neglected, suffered a year of nasty isolation and loss. It feels like my whole life has been a fever dream of happy memories. I don't remember being a kid. I'm only 22.
i have very recently started a youtube channel. the fear of being judged has held me back so long. this year ive finally decided to let go, let go of what they expect from me and to begin to do what i feel like i truly want to do. someday when you're old, you're gonna look back and count your regrets. im making sure i have a few. they're a saying in hindi that goes."sabse bada rog, kya kahegein log" which means the biggest disease you could suffer from is caring about what people are going to so. people will ALWAYS has something to talk about. just do your thing. i love you.
Life is sometimes hard. I send you strength, you are not alone. Better things are yet to come. Trust you and trust god/universe. Focus on yourself and forget about what is around you and cannot control
20/1/2024 طالبة سادس ، بعد ٧ اشهر راح اكتشف اذا جان مجرد حلم لو راح يصير واقع، مادري . باجر اول امتحان لنصف السنه ومدا احس بخوف كانو فقدت الاحساس شي يخوف انو ما احس بخوف ، maybe it will become true …I don’t know, let me back after 7 months guys
ان شاء الله تكوني قدمتي منيح ، و الحمدلله انك تخطيتي شعور الخوف لانه ما بفيد ، انا زيك طالبة اخر سنة بالثانوي ، يارب كل الجهد اللي عم نبذله يرجعلنا اضعاف و ننجح و نبدا مرحلة جديدة بحياتنا . رح ارجعك عالكومنت بعد يوم مو سبع شهور ؛)
when did my memories become dreams? my mother strokes my hair as i look out the car window, and the sun is warm on my face. i don't know where we are, or where we are going. i am preoccupied with the sight of trees flying by; trees so tall that i can't see the tops of them, even with my face pressed up against the cold glass. i have never felt like the world is against me. i don't know what it is to cry for something other than what i am holding in my hands. growing up is realizing over and over that you have woken up once again. growing up is realizing that the closest you'll ever be to that dream is now-- while your eyes are still adjusting to the darkness, and the words you were in the middle of saying still linger on your tongue, waiting to be said. and then, they slip away, they slip away, they slip away. and i screw my eyes shut, praying i'll be transported to her arms again; i try to picture the blur of trees , feel the warmth on my skin. 'let me say i love you,' i beg. 'let me say i love you before i go.' but it's too late. i have woken up, and though my eyes are still closed, i know what i will see when i open them. in that dream, i hadn't yet known what it is like to wake up alone. in my dreams, you never left.
23/12/2023. I had my 19th birthday in 2nd of August. Life still feels so unreal. What is my purpose of living, existing on this Earth? What can I become? What could I have become, If things happened just slightly different?
Don’t dwell on the past too long, it’s gone and thinking about what (could have) happened is a waste of time and energy. Focus on the current to change the future
If things had been slightly different , you'd still be you ! You don't have to find purpose in everything . Not having purpose is alright ! Just enjoy every moment , feel alive , experience all the broad range of emotions that life has to offer . Go through the ups and downs .
I like to imagine that when we die, we're sitting in a room with some strange people asking us "Dude how was it?" and infront of us is some crazy psychedelic drug and then you realize that this entire life was just a trip.
Scared to say it loud cuz I might prove it.. but..next Tuesday my mom will go through cancer test to check .. but Im too afraid that it maybe be true.. I can’t imagine losing my mom! Especially that I lost my uncle last month he was a diabetic 😢 I hate diseases so much.. I’m in senior year and my childhood dream was to be a pharmacist to make medicines that will end world diseases.. only if I was just a child .. with a big dream.. I wouldn’t suffer this much now :(
Al final ... no era tan listo como pensé que era y no ví lo más evidente del mundo. Eso de ser artista no solo bastaba con tener buenas notas y pensar que con solo querer serlo iba a lograrlo, si, solo fue un sueño
Was it all just a dream? A morbid dream? Is he dreaming or is it all gone now? Now, he was laying in a ground hill, all alone. Everyone he knew or once crossed his path while he was still alive, were not there. Now the giant shadow casting trees were his only companions. In that bright day, illuminating his face was the sun, so bright! He kept his eyes shot! He could hear the birds sing in the early spring but was not able to move. He was paralysed now. He cried in silence and cursed himself, he could not hear them before, he was living for so many years inside his head that everything felt strange and so far away, but what if he could be able to run? But he couldn't. He was always attached to this morbid structure which won't allow him to move. Ah, misfortune! An absence so cold and sterile did he feel all his life. Everyone he loved, some died some...just left. He was afraid to lose. The root to his suffering was that all he loved, he loved in a heartbreaking way. He was an open wound and everyone he met just sticked their dirty hands to make him bleed. To drain this bloody stranger. To drain him to inexistence. One day before, he was watching his face in the mirror while not recognizing anything about the person he was seeing. Which was him of course but...Strange! For three years he could not even see himself in the mirror, he was transformed to a nonexisting creature, because he could not feel anything but pain and loss. He was isolated, getting punishment for a crime he didn't commit. Imagine how coward was he that every time his eyes crossed a reflection of him, he ran as fast as possible, to a new thing to do. To a new thing to keep his mind occupied. To not think about what happend to him. He, a moth, not a beautiful one, was hiding from the light. Kept on hiding from himself for years. One day he left his place, he traveled the world to find joy. He found nothing but fractions of different realities, places he photographed, people he kissed, bars where he drank, time that flew away. Who would had loved a troubled soul It all went away so quick. Now that it is dark. Was it all a dream? Am I dreaming of you or are you who lived through me?
I have my national exams in less than two months. I am not ready for life after that, possibly be accepted in another city from parents, might be married as usually people get married early here, work etc... acting like a woman, i dont see in myself doing that. All this time i have always imagined myself studying and pursing medicine but never knew the feeling of growing up, i guess i always thought i would die before uni. And i don't know the people that i have loved all along, to me they were my perfect piece, just yesterday i was having conversations wiith my best friends of 11 years, and it was as if the colors were fading away, they werent so kind, they shamed people in the chat, talk about boys but not in cute innocent way, and i even gave them a trick for solving physics, they both put me down and said hhhhh you now know that, and i felt like a dummy. And yesterday i called it quits with them in my mind. In a stage of my life where only my mom understands me. Love you mom.
That's actually a photograph of me and my cousin, in Belgium. 1990s, not long after my family immigrated there from Spain. We moved in with my cousins family. Outskirts of Trooz.
19: Because no one told us life would be that way. So I have to say it’s just a dream because I didn’t choose to be part of it same what’s happening now when we dream. We don’t choose we just popped in a dream and we even don’t know when ….. exactly now that same question spins in my mind why am experiencing this what’s the purpose?
I think the only purpose here is to learn that the real meaning is not about doing something with you life, but to understand that life is just an experience in order to give you the possibility to feel deeply, not only by using your heart with feelings and emotions but also by focusing on noises, tastes, the beauty of nature and art all around you, to think about things and to like them, to learn about the infity of things and learn more about people around ou that help you evolve on by one, and one day you'll die and go somewhere else, so cherish every litthe moment even if you're just on your bed wondering. I like to think that if i die and if want to reexperience life again I can and i'll become someone else etc.. That i'm the universe experiencing the life of a human and not just a human in the universe.
I think the purpose is to make a better society. Trying to be a good person, help others and contribute somehow. It´s kind of difficult because we are all humans and make mistakes, but if that´s not the point of life, then there is no reason
As vezes eu sinto que eu poderia voar em nuvens, me encontrar nas águas, viajar pelas montanhas. tudo isso em um só lugar, minha cabeça cria tudo e eu respiro ar de novo. eu solto tantos ares e viajo neles sinto eles me apaixono pelos detalhes dessa visão e sempre penso numa frase que dê a sensação ou descreva "voar" voar.. lamento quem não sente o corpo a voar, e não se perde nisso e um propósito maravilhoso. queria dizer mais, mas me falta palavras um dia encontro-as.
I'm so lost with my life, And i wish that i could find some kind of purpose to live. I'm surviving on the fantasy of a better future and hope, hope that there is something bigger in this thing we call life. I feel as if im doing better, and doing worse at the same time. And i hate it, Maybe one day ill come back to this video and have a better life, but until that comes. 'll keep surviving, keep on living, keep on waking up in the morning.
hey, it's going to get better. it just will okay. you're going to find your purpose. not only that you're going to love life okay? this is only a phase. as they say" this too shall pass"
When I close my eyes, I imagine my brother and myself running beside each other across a beach, back when we were kids. A few meters away, our parents are there watching us, having fun and laughing, with smiles on their faces. When I open my eyes, I feel a huge wave of nostalgia, but at least it makes me happy to know that it actually happened sometime. Even though my brother lives in a different country now and my parents are divorced, I still dream that I wake up and my brother is by my side, waiting for me to get ready to go to school, while our parents cook breakfast for us in the kitchen. Those few minutes in the dream feel like the greatest happiness I have ever experienced. I miss everything, but I guess we just move on and get used to our new lives.
One of the saddest things in life is when we move away from someone, I know how you feel, and your story reminded me of when I played with my cousin until recently, I really miss the childhood I had, today I'm 20 years old and I have little contact with my cousin, hugs from Brazil
Another thing that I also miss about my childhood was the good summer days I spent in the state of Bahia in Brazil, my cousins would get together and we would go to the beach to enjoy the summer heat
@@Bastosswantuil thanks for sharing your story
Is there a possible chance you can all get together and have similar experiences?
@@HandhalahHussainh I think not, my mother and father cannot even talk to each other…
Life changes. You lose love. You lose friends. You lose pieces of yourself that you never imagined would be gone. And then, without you even realizing it, these pieces come back. New love enters. Better friends come along. And a stronger, wiser you is staring back in the mirror. No matter how bad it gets, better days are always waiting. I hope you'll make it to there to accept the smiles and joy
that they're offering.
Oh, that's very sweet.And good luck to you
these words are so important for me... thank you!
damn i appreciate you
I needed to see this thank you
Almost cried at the part we’re you said.
“ we lose pieces of our selves we never thought we lose”
Hit deep I know there are people that went through worst in their lives but man my 3 in a half years with her meant everything when things ended I lost a piece of myself I never thought I lose I kept tryna look for it in other women and ended up being a play boy that hurt other girls.
I am still searching for peace in my heart and to stop hurting women it is best for me to isolate myself abit from society and just focus on myself rn to maybe find peace
This is beautiful, and feels like a dream.
When I lose myself in a vivid, sleeping dream, I think to myself; "this is real, this has to be real, it feels so real..." But then I awake, and I have the exact same thought and feeling. "As above, so below."
Life is but a series of awakenings. And you never remember falling asleep. Much like death, it happens before you realize it. Enjoy the dream my friends. It'll be over before you know it.
Well said.
"For yourselves know perfectly that the day of the Lord so cometh as a thief in the night. "
Damn, I got goosebumps man, well spoken
Death is an awakening too, but just like every awakening in life, it only makes you realize how important your choices and life was before that awakening.. life matters.
this reminds me of the end poem from Minecraft, it has some good philosophy.
Sometimes we do just wish our current life was only a morbid dream, where you'll just wake up back in your childhood bed, and return to that simpler life. But that's not how life works, we can't get our old lives back, but we can begin our new lives with what we learned and what we know, because only we have the power to control our futures, you just need to keep pushing and keep moving. You don't get a better life, you earn a better life.
Exactly ! 👌
Great words man
Thanks for that brother
Thank you
it's good to revisit time immemorial... memories, good or bad are the closest thing to a time machine...it's a condition called being human...🙌
The meaning of life, in my opinion: To learn to enjoy the passage of time.
and to enjoy yourself
A brief period during Covid, I played a video game with a small group of people that i had never known. For a month or two, we would play multiple times a week for hours and hours on end. i have social anxiety. i did not use my mic of course. but regardless they accepted me. within a few months i had known so much about them, and they knew much about me. Eventually, we played less and less, until one day... we stopped.
I completely forgot about this whole interaction until a few months ago. It all came back so quickly, and nostalgia hit me like a truck. it might not seem like a big moment, but for someone who doesn't talk much, this was huge. I don't remember much of it, and often find myself asking "was it just a dream?" they likely don't remember me, but I often wonder if we will ever cross paths again.
What always helps me is that I realize that some things just don’t last forever. But that doesn’t take away its worth when it did mean something. Not everything has an outcome where you gain something, its about embracing each other while time drags us along.
I had the same thing. Except, I became friends with a few and now hardly talk to some. It's a beautiful thing that we both experienced, and I will look at that time period so fondly for the rest of my life.
You are a very sensitive person. Even though you may never hear from them again, it's beautiful to hold onto their memories. 🤍
People come into our lives when we need them most, then leave when the job is done. We are not meant to live in eternal joy is this world, for those previous brief periods are what makes life so worthwhile.
Waking up, raining, a cup of hot coffee, listening this playlist. What a bliss feeling
That sounds wonderful - a kindred spirit.
sometimes i want to go back to the childhood, just not mine.
mine was full of pain, fear, tears and pressure.
i don't even want to go back to the imaginary worlds i was making up, because i didn't have real friends and because my mom would often not let me go play with my friends. i was suffering "real" trauma in them. i was the victim and the hero in them.
only years later i got the knowledge that when a person, especially a kid, imagining themselves a victim and a hero in his own world it's a big indicator of trauma. it indicates that the person had to get through their trauma alone and "save themselves" as a hero but they also doesn't think their trauma was that bad so they imagine themselves in a horrific situations with "real trauma".
i didn't know that as a kid.
and now, looking back, it all just feels so. so sad and painful.
my parents still gaslight me and deny any abuse they were putting me through (still do, actually).
and i only recently became an adult. legally.
well, maybe mentally too. i started to put boundaries, i started to look and discuss with people their points of view, even if they wildly differ from mine, i'm trying to stay sane, trying to accept and work, rather then fight my neurodivergencies. i'm really trying, but it's still all feels too much.
i'm graduating from college right now and also trying to get into uni and i know i won't make it into uni. i'm the best student in college, yet i suck at repetitions of exams for uni. and i know i don't do my best, i know i don't do enough but i'm so tired and so demotivated and it's all too much.
at least i'm on meds and they don't let me think of dying. so that's something.
Hey man, youll be alright
what made it real? was it a souvenir? was it a memory that could've been a dream, that could've been a thought, that could've been a fantasy? do you remember what it FEELS like to be there? do you remember how you felt when you were there? would it matter if it was real or not? what makes this moment right now more or less real than all previous moments and future moments. everything you did brought you to this moment, everything you do now is what's real.
I’m not gonna lie, this playlist makes me cry at night when I’m at my lowest. Something about slow piano really resonates with me
this song sits so strongly with me. I go through a lot in my daily life and it is nice to know that at the end of the day i can just sleep and live in my dream. I hope to one day finally be happy. Maybe i wont ever be happy. i hope none of you have to go through the stuggles i do (i didnt get to nap today). I will willingly take these struggles off your shoulder. i am so strong. i hope none of you ever have to be this strong. if you ever need someone to talk to you can talk to me. ive gone though every struggle anyone has ever gone through.
being a straight white male is so hard in todays day and age. no one understands what it is like. :(
I just had a car crash today. No one was hurt, the car wasn't damaged too bad either. I went through the motions, got in contact with my insurance, and so forth.
But I just sat down and realized that I felt nothing.
At all, besides the emotions I faked to get sympathy from friends. There was no actual reason to behave like that, but it seemed like the normal thing to do. This whole ordeal was kinda meaningful to me, in a really indescribable way. I feel kind of detached from what I long for, and should hypothetically feel every day. A sense of companionship.
I would not even say that I am lonely, I really am not, I just lack people to call companions in my life. I would like to be somewhere else, meet an abundance of people, and enjoy some good food, as well as a nice bottle of wine.
I want to return to nights when the only people I was with, were ones I would never see again. These kinds of people mean the most to me. No living in the moment, just a moment to live in. That's really the only thing I want.
Have a nice life everyone
Hnnnggh... i plarted a ploop shart...
The first track "The Sound of Myself" sounded like a prolonged feeling of deep epiphany
I love to listen to this and imagine that everything I lived was just a dream. I woke up as an 8 year old child with the current experience and memories I have. Maybe I wouldn't feel completely as a child but I could believe that everything would change for better if that happen.
PS: It's just a fantasy, I know that life does not work like that. I'm moving forward.
I rarely comment. Here I do. I like ur comment. Its' touching somehow. Well, you know... ~~~Life is still what you thought it was as a kid.~~~ Have a good life my friend. All the best to you from Germany. :)
I discovered this in the afternoon and now as I am about to fall asleep i have the urge to hear this. It's so calm and so surreal and so filled with emotions that it's hard to describe. I remember a lover of mine as I listened to this. Thank you for this beautiful experience ❤️
It's my pleasure, glad you liked it 😊
Everyone has their own definition of life, to me life is like warm sunrays during winter, I don't expect it to last but at the moment, I just know that I have to enjoy it. Have a beautiful week ahead everyone, take care out there.
This playlist is literally one of the best, if not the best, I’ve found here on youtube. It gives exactly what it promises. It really feels like you’re losing yourself in a dream by listening to this. I listen to it while I’m studying for my exams and it’s doing wonders for my concentration. Thank you!!
I can't agree more, I am listening it everyday, at it still gives me goosebumps and makes me want to cry. And it always brings absolutely beautiful visions to my mind. Having insomnia and sleep paralisis, this is one on the only playlist that lets me slow down when being in bed, and most of the time also reduces the horrible nightmares.
your selection of music is truly one of the best. the tracks are excellent, and not often seen. The atmosphere is amazing
Thank you, I'm glad you like this playlist 🌟
The type of music to silence the voices in my head. 😌🍵 thank you.
All the things we dream, all the things we live.
The experiences of both are intimate in their own respect. But this life and those dreams should never be taken for granted for who knows what comes next.
So… here’s too today, yesterday and tomorrow for that we live these moments the best way we can!
there are some feelings that we can only feel by experiencing something. i felt that with this songs and this picture.
Listening of this music reminds me of those beautiful days where we were free from any worries. We could do whatever we wanted. We could play whenever we wanted to, we could dream whenever we wanted to. Looking back it feels like just a dream that we want. We want to go back from this fake life where we pretend to bw good ,pretend to be happy, always pretend when we are with people. It has become so common that even when we lose our loved ones we do not feel real emotions, we forget not to pretend.
And then nostalgia hits as if memories were light years away.💫
How much of who I am is a projection of what I've seen others do? What would I do if it were just me? There is no mask in this new life... I must step into my soul and every sensation that I have been trying to escape from. I see this now.
Life has been difficult so I create my own reality where things don't matter and everything turns out as I would like although nothing is reality, doing that brings me peace of mind and happiness.
I wish it was real.
Now is worse
Another day will be better
Then worse again
Then super better. Is just a cycle
You can get tired of this but it will always be like that
Just stay alive and you will receive both times
when we stop living
well we remember life as a past or as a dream
that's a quistion came to my mind when I saw the title
La photo a aussi un grand role et colle avec perfection au melodie. Un moment partagé et suspendu, dans une retraite a la campagne avec des pulls bien chaud et un vent legerement froid sur le visage, avec la vie devant nous et ce sentiment qu'on n'arrivais pas encore a definir, mais qui faisait du bien au cœur, on esperais que cetait cela la vie, et etions content de vivre.
What if it was all just a dream? That when we die we slam into consciousness, back into a time or moment when life was good. What if we had a second chance? To redo the things that had went wrong or to remake choices we thought were right. What if...what if its just a dream.
Unbelievable emotional great music and the photo is also so so good.....masterpiece...thank you very much
I will never be able to be my old self again, because I have grown and life has forced me to be stronger, however I know that despite the pain and tears shed, there is that happy and innocent little girl who just wanted to be loved and respected.
She’s still in me.
I see her when I do things I love, that makes her happy and proud. She’s not dead yet, cus when I laugh, when I dance, when I’m myself I see her.
I see my little me.
❤
This playlist is a masterpeace, it is bringing me back to places of imagination, far behind the normal life. I´also remimber someone who had said he had ha near-death experiences and that his life in memory had seemed to be much more realistic, and if he had lies or not, I thing there´s a truth, that esspacially today, where it´s hard for our psychy to different between unreal internet and real world, but also in general, that life seems to be more like a story dreamed in reality, than realaty, and the though that everything possibly was just a dream in world different and realer than our is impressive.
I don’t yearn for my childhood like I find others doing. I think back about my childhood often, some moments were nice, but more often than not my childhood was bittersweet. There was ups, but a lot more downs. There’s times I remember playing with my childhood friends, but more often than not I was alone. As I enter adulthood not much has changed. I am still alone. I still have very few friends and only one person I’m actually close to. I see all these ppl with childhood friends they’re still friends with. Is it strange that I have none? I see ppl going to their hometowns hanging out with their old friends just like “old times”. I want that. But at this point in my life it is unattainable. For every good time I have to look back to there’s twice as many bad times. These days I rarely think about the past, doing so makes me feel sad. Is there something wrong with wanting to forget it all? Is it wrong to want to forget all the grief you experienced?
You know what they say: people recycle the past for much more than it it’s actually worth. It’s not wrong to not yearn back for times that weren’t great, but that doesn’t mean everything is lost. There is still time in the future to make a past where you look back at with a positive view, where you meet your old friends and have a conversation about the good old times.
But that only happens when you focus on yourself in the present. Where you have the opportunity to begin again and start healing.
You need to see that moments come and go and there isn’t always something to gain from it, but maybe sometimes you just hold on for the sake of holding on.
@yungfiend6830 it's not wrong at all to forget the grief~ if it's a long-distant grief already, in my opinion, you're meant to learn from that experience. I don't know whether this will help you or not, but I just want to put it down here in case you read this, Isaiah 43:18-19, "Do not remember the former things, Or ponder the things of the past. Listen carefully, I am about to do a new thing, Now it will spring forth; Will you not be aware of it? I will even put a road in the wilderness, Rivers in the desert." Have a lovely life!
Suddenly.
Just as life gives you everything it suddenly takes it away from you. When you least expect it you meet the love of your life, but when you least expect it leaves. When you least expect it you make good friends, but when you least expect it they stop contacting you. It will hurt you and you will be confused, because you never thought that it would end suddenly.
Nothing in this life forever and if you get attached easily life’s gonna be hard.
So love all you can and give all of you, because even does it have an end make that end worth it.
Ecouter le son tout en lisant les commentaires m'apaise, comme si la vie se résumé a ceci, des êtres qui partage leur ressentis, leur histoire, connecté par un fil de commentaire. C'est beau. Je vous aime.
I feel myself into a alternative, indie movie vibes
Wondering if it was all a dream, I woke up feeling a bit lost. The memories seemed so real, yet distant. Was it just my imagination playing tricks, or did I actually experience it? The line between dreams and reality blurred, leaving me in a puzzling moment of uncertainty.
Joseph, this is one of the best playlists I have found on RUclips. I listen to hours upon hours of music on this platform every single day and this playlist was exactly what I needed, for that I thank you.
44:45 Simplemente magnifico, espero poder escuchar esta musica cuando pueda estar con mi soledad, en una montaña apreciando el horizonte y cuán hermosa es la creación de Dios, se me pone los pelos de punta con tan solo imaginarlo :3
Life is you. Everything's happening for you and not to you. You're infinite and your true nature is unconditional love❤️. This is ALL JUST A DREAM. Anything that has an end is a dream. You are your own universe. Just surrender and remember that the only emotion real is LOVE. Sending love and joy to you
I think my whole life I've just been lonely, neglected, suffered a year of nasty isolation and loss. It feels like my whole life has been a fever dream of happy memories. I don't remember being a kid. I'm only 22.
Amazing playlist bro, every song in here in unique.
i have very recently started a youtube channel. the fear of being judged has held me back so long. this year ive finally decided to let go, let go of what they expect from me and to begin to do what i feel like i truly want to do. someday when you're old, you're gonna look back and count your regrets. im making sure i have a few. they're a saying in hindi that goes."sabse bada rog, kya kahegein log" which means the biggest disease you could suffer from is caring about what people are going to so. people will ALWAYS has something to talk about. just do your thing. i love you.
dont give up okay? also i just subscribed loveee your videossss
Keep it up, I love your vibes✨✨
So, this is the best playlist I've ever listened to. Incredibly, all the songs are connected and complement each other. It's too much for me. thanks
I’m not sure how but I was brought here. Didn’t even know it was music but it was for a reason. Absolutely phenomenal Stay well friends ❤
Very good picks
Thank you
As Buddha said - The dream like nature of reality - arise from the sleep of ignorance and experience the bliss of enlightenment.
Very amazing and accurate playlist to start the first day of my holiday at a rainy day at a rented beach house 🫡
i wish this is all was just a dream i wish i weak up in another reality or i just i wish i was died
Life is sometimes hard. I send you strength, you are not alone. Better things are yet to come. Trust you and trust god/universe. Focus on yourself and forget about what is around you and cannot control
@@rns.s thank u🤍
It helps to find peace
This is very good music. I could listen to this again and again.
20/1/2024 طالبة سادس ، بعد ٧ اشهر راح اكتشف اذا جان مجرد حلم لو راح يصير واقع، مادري . باجر اول امتحان لنصف السنه ومدا احس بخوف كانو فقدت الاحساس شي يخوف انو ما احس بخوف ، maybe it will become true …I don’t know, let me back after 7 months guys
ان شاء الله تكوني قدمتي منيح ، و الحمدلله انك تخطيتي شعور الخوف لانه ما بفيد ، انا زيك طالبة اخر سنة بالثانوي ، يارب كل الجهد اللي عم نبذله يرجعلنا اضعاف و ننجح و نبدا مرحلة جديدة بحياتنا . رح ارجعك عالكومنت بعد يوم مو سبع شهور ؛)
@@Noura-11-N we can 💪🏼❤️❤️
when did my memories become dreams? my mother strokes my hair as i look out the car window, and the sun is warm on my face. i don't know where we are, or where we are going. i am preoccupied with the sight of trees flying by; trees so tall that i can't see the tops of them, even with my face pressed up against the cold glass. i have never felt like the world is against me. i don't know what it is to cry for something other than what i am holding in my hands.
growing up is realizing over and over that you have woken up once again. growing up is realizing that the closest you'll ever be to that dream is now-- while your eyes are still adjusting to the darkness, and the words you were in the middle of saying still linger on your tongue, waiting to be said. and then, they slip away, they slip away, they slip away. and i screw my eyes shut, praying i'll be transported to her arms again; i try to picture the blur of trees , feel the warmth on my skin.
'let me say i love you,' i beg. 'let me say i love you before i go.' but it's too late. i have woken up, and though my eyes are still closed, i know what i will see when i open them. in that dream, i hadn't yet known what it is like to wake up alone. in my dreams, you never left.
Perfect selection of tunes.
23/12/2023. I had my 19th birthday in 2nd of August. Life still feels so unreal. What is my purpose of living, existing on this Earth? What can I become? What could I have become, If things happened just slightly different?
Don’t dwell on the past too long, it’s gone and thinking about what (could have) happened is a waste of time and energy. Focus on the current to change the future
If things had been slightly different , you'd still be you ! You don't have to find purpose in everything . Not having purpose is alright ! Just enjoy every moment , feel alive , experience all the broad range of emotions that life has to offer . Go through the ups and downs .
purpose: be nineteen
@@freddie2749 freddie u real asf, i might send u a pie
this has to be like my most favorite playlist ever
🥹🥹
There is an art to curation. Well done.
Everything coming against me and I have to face it alone
Which you will ;)
Embrace yourself, find strength in holding on just for the sake of holding on
i found this playlist from a week and now I'm obsessed thank you for this playlist 💗
I remembered. thank you
hnnnggh... dude ... i cant stop sharting... i .. i c-cant stopp...... please hel-
Estou realmente sonhando acordada ouvindo isso, é brilhante 🌟❤
I like to imagine that when we die, we're sitting in a room with some strange people asking us "Dude how was it?" and infront of us is some crazy psychedelic drug and then you realize that this entire life was just a trip.
Scared to say it loud cuz I might prove it.. but..next Tuesday my mom will go through cancer test to check .. but Im too afraid that it maybe be true.. I can’t imagine losing my mom! Especially that I lost my uncle last month he was a diabetic 😢
I hate diseases so much.. I’m in senior year and my childhood dream was to be a pharmacist to make medicines that will end world diseases.. only if I was just a child .. with a big dream.. I wouldn’t suffer this much now :(
How did it go?
i hope it all turned out okay, if it didn't it will do so soon
It hurts?
Let go.
It’s hard?
Let go
The memories?
Let go
The time?
Let go
The promises?
Let go
Let go..
I loved this style of song ❤️🫳🧠
It was a nightmare...
And for many it still is.
and now it's my favorite playlist on youtube 💘 thank you so much
Al final ... no era tan listo como pensé que era y no ví lo más evidente del mundo.
Eso de ser artista no solo bastaba con tener buenas notas y pensar que con solo querer serlo iba a lograrlo, si, solo fue un sueño
I'm in love with this playlist
Was it all just a dream? A morbid dream? Is he dreaming or is it all gone now?
Now, he was laying in a ground hill, all alone. Everyone he knew or once crossed his path while he was still alive, were not there. Now the giant shadow casting trees were his only companions. In that bright day, illuminating his face was the sun, so bright! He kept his eyes shot!
He could hear the birds sing in the early spring but was not able to move. He was paralysed now. He cried in silence and cursed himself, he could not hear them before, he was living for so many years inside his head that everything felt strange and so far away, but what if he could be able to run? But he couldn't. He was always attached to this morbid structure which won't allow him to move. Ah, misfortune!
An absence so cold and sterile did he feel all his life. Everyone he loved, some died some...just left. He was afraid to lose. The root to his suffering was that all he loved, he loved in a heartbreaking way. He was an open wound and everyone he met just sticked their dirty hands to make him bleed. To drain this bloody stranger. To drain him to inexistence.
One day before, he was watching his face in the mirror while not recognizing anything about the person he was seeing. Which was him of course but...Strange!
For three years he could not even see himself in the mirror, he was transformed to a nonexisting creature, because he could not feel anything but pain and loss. He was isolated, getting punishment for a crime he didn't commit. Imagine how coward was he that every time his eyes crossed a reflection of him, he ran as fast as possible, to a new thing to do. To a new thing to keep his mind occupied. To not think about what happend to him. He, a moth, not a beautiful one, was hiding from the light. Kept on hiding from himself for years.
One day he left his place, he traveled the world to find joy. He found nothing but fractions of different realities, places he photographed, people he kissed, bars where he drank, time that flew away.
Who would had loved a troubled soul
It all went away so quick.
Now that it is dark. Was it all a dream? Am I dreaming of you or are you who lived through me?
I want to wake up from this awful dream.
This reality is harsh and it's running out of color
I needed this, really..❤
I have my national exams in less than two months. I am not ready for life after that, possibly be accepted in another city from parents, might be married as usually people get married early here, work etc... acting like a woman, i dont see in myself doing that. All this time i have always imagined myself studying and pursing medicine but never knew the feeling of growing up, i guess i always thought i would die before uni. And i don't know the people that i have loved all along, to me they were my perfect piece, just yesterday i was having conversations wiith my best friends of 11 years, and it was as if the colors were fading away, they werent so kind, they shamed people in the chat, talk about boys but not in cute innocent way, and i even gave them a trick for solving physics, they both put me down and said hhhhh you now know that, and i felt like a dummy. And yesterday i called it quits with them in my mind. In a stage of my life where only my mom understands me. Love you mom.
insanely underrated
This is a beautiful curated playlist!!
Thank you for the upload ❤
Great job Joseph..the image of the two boys slightly out of focus is perfect
That's actually a photograph of me and my cousin, in Belgium. 1990s, not long after my family immigrated there from Spain. We moved in with my cousins family. Outskirts of Trooz.
@@thomasparkes5707 thanks …very moving ….particularly with the music
19: Because no one told us life would be that way. So I have to say it’s just a dream because I didn’t choose to be part of it same what’s happening now when we dream. We don’t choose we just popped in a dream and we even don’t know when ….. exactly now that same question spins in my mind why am experiencing this what’s the purpose?
I think the same
I think the only purpose here is to learn that the real meaning is not about doing something with you life, but to understand that life is just an experience in order to give you the possibility to feel deeply, not only by using your heart with feelings and emotions but also by focusing on noises, tastes, the beauty of nature and art all around you, to think about things and to like them, to learn about the infity of things and learn more about people around ou that help you evolve on by one, and one day you'll die and go somewhere else, so cherish every litthe moment even if you're just on your bed wondering. I like to think that if i die and if want to reexperience life again I can and i'll become someone else etc.. That i'm the universe experiencing the life of a human and not just a human in the universe.
I think the purpose is to make a better society. Trying to be a good person, help others and contribute somehow. It´s kind of difficult because we are all humans and make mistakes, but if that´s not the point of life, then there is no reason
thats my favourite purpose of life i've read@@enochfab6434
This sounds weird but I grew up in Ohio and the background almost perfectly shows what the landscape around me was like in the late fall and winter.
Love it ❤ thank you dm for posting this
such a great playlist
thank you !!🌟🌟
정확히 말하면 우리는 신(우주)가 살아가는 방식의 일부와 전체를 경험하는 꿈이라고 생각합니다.(미래엔 그 너머 우리가 아직 인지하지 못한 세계를 알면 그 의미를 알거라고 생각합니다.)
As vezes eu sinto que eu poderia voar em nuvens, me encontrar nas águas, viajar pelas montanhas. tudo isso em um só lugar, minha cabeça cria tudo e eu respiro ar de novo.
eu solto tantos ares
e viajo neles
sinto eles
me apaixono pelos detalhes dessa visão
e sempre penso numa frase que dê a sensação ou descreva "voar"
voar..
lamento quem não sente o corpo a voar, e não se perde nisso e um propósito maravilhoso.
queria dizer mais, mas me falta palavras
um dia encontro-as.
This is a beautiful playlist but dauym, Marginalia #65 ... KO 💘
Masakatsu Takagi's songs take you beyond a dream
The picture reminds me of a place in New Zealand that I was many years ago
Thanks for this 🖤💙🤍
The second song is by Ichiko Aoba by the way, a beautiful song.
I'm so lost with my life, And i wish that i could find some kind of purpose to live. I'm surviving on the fantasy of a better future and hope, hope that there is something bigger in this thing we call life. I feel as if im doing better, and doing worse at the same time. And i hate it, Maybe one day ill come back to this video and have a better life, but until that comes. 'll keep surviving, keep on living, keep on waking up in the morning.
hey, it's going to get better. it just will okay. you're going to find your purpose. not only that you're going to love life okay? this is only a phase. as they say" this too shall pass"
you're one moment away from it all making sense
while waiting for the vid to start I scrolled thru the songs & was boutta say hey get out of my funeral playlist and realized
The things we normally see do not exist.
Parfum d'etoiles feels like my childhood
This is just beautiful!
beautiful collection :)
so lovely
just what i needed. thanks.
This is the end of something! It's the end! It's the end!
There were 2 of them. I will take both and one for the next day on breakfast
Why is everything so sad
Tengo todos los años del mundo y no quiero irme sin saber cómo fue amar
Ill see you somewhere sometime when we both arrive ill say hi how did it go and we can share stories until we fall asleep 💙
does anyone have a playlist or songs that are similar to the first track? The feeling is gives is just...so peaceful
no, i hear what i upload is enough