I can't describe how much joy and hope it gives me to see you doing so well. I've been going through a period where I don't recognize myself anymore, inside or outside, for the past year and a half or so. I know it's so much deeper than the weight gain or even the alcohol - I'm spiritually bankrupt and it's hard to see the light. To see your evolution is so inspiring and makes me want to get on my own journey. Thank you for being so transparent and talking about the things so many don't talk about publicly. So much love to you.
Girl.....as long as ur trying to learn the language and respect the culture people are always gonna appreciate it and help you if u need help.. mexico is beautiful and I'm glad ur enjoying it
I can't believe you're talking about radical acceptance. With what I'm going through right now, this feels very personal. This is so relevant to me right now. I grew up very poor and through a lot of trauma, so much that I'm my 20s and 30s I had to put in a crazy amount of work through therapy and self realization to overcome anxiety, panic attacks, depression, etc. I'm finally, at age 39, in such a wonderful place in life. I have 4 kids, a wonderful husband, we own a home and make good money. We have college degrees. These are things I never imagined I would or could have. Recently my husband's mom was diagnosed with ALS and she is our only extended family. This shook our family and has been nothing short of horrific. The other day my husband was notified (and no we did not want to know this information) that it is the genetic type of ALS. I have been reeling and emotionally unstable ever since. I don't know now if my husband will have this disease. There is a 50% chance he interested the gene. He has been having strange symptoms for 3 years now with twitching muscles, on top of this all. To make things worse there's a chance our children have the gene as well. I thought long and hard about this. I'm not a religious person. Something has been telling me that this is my journey in radical acceptance and letting go of things I can't control. When I think about it, this is the most intense struggle, emotionally, that I've experienced, wondering if my husband or children will meet this fate. But I'm here for some reason, experiencing this pain and I think I will learn to accept that I can't control or change the outcome, I can only love my family and take care of them and live each day to the absolute fullest because tomorrow is not promised for ANY of us. And to look at it in the most positive light I can. My mother in law won't be here very soon. But we have her now, still. Some people don't make it to their 50s. Life is a gift. Nothing is promised. I have to learn to take every experience one day at a time and think positive. Some people lose their mothers when they are young, or never get one at all. I pray for my family and try not to give this thing the power to steal my joy in the present. Because i want to enjoy my family every single day that I can.
Beautifully said. I commend you for your strength, your courage and wisdom in facing such uncertainty. Radical acceptance is such a dance but it allows us to truly love and be with what is. You saying that you won’t allow the uncertainty of the future steal your present joy with your family is a powerful reminder. Thank you for sharing a bit of your story, sending you and your family all my love and strength.
Chrisspy, I’m in the middle of watching your “Be Here Now” podcast and I just wanted to let you know as soon as possible that I am so happy to hear that you are happier, more content, and have more peace in your life. I welcome any changes you make to future content. You are a beautiful soul and I support you 100%. Sending you love. 💗
Girl!! I am so glad you are back. I absolutely adore you. You made me bust out loud with laughter a few times during this one. You are so naturally kind and funny. What was the eyeliner you used? It is a nice strong color, and looks amazeballs on your lashline. Sending love and hugs your way. Until next time - hasta luego. ❤
You should film videos of you doing your friends’ makeup but like you’re having a meaningful conversation with them! You and Kelsey Wells mentioned that her podcast. It’d be like a podcast but you’re doing their makeup!
Awh I was like awh when I saw this notification I’ve followed you ever since your gangster clown Halloween look and I was also excited when you made a pt 2 of that 🥰🥺♥️🫶🏻
I’ve been following you for a while and I’ve always liked your creativity❤you’ve always looked beautiful 🫶🏼most important thing is that you feel good and happy in your body and in your mind 🙏🏻looking forward for the next video
Yessss girl mex blogs please! I might move there in the future. Also, would u consider doing a SD meet up ?!?? And I’ve never heard the buenas thing. But I haven’t gone to Baja in awhile. I’ve been going to visit family in Veracruz and they say other stuff. Assuming all mex states have diff sayings like here in the US 😊
I REALLY really feel your vibe- I believe you are a bit younger than me and I just started watching you (the Cali white girl speaking Spanish appeals to me 😂) I want to seriously reconsider getting dual citizenship. I’m half white half Mexican and I travel to Mexico every year to visit family, but I am from the Bay Area and I cant completely leave California since I have two kids. You’re an enormous inspiration in a lot of ways. I work in the medical field as nutrition health educator studying (in grad school) to be a licensed therapist - anywhoo; I just feel like we have a lot in common, chica! Love your content ❤🇲🇽
This is such a red flag. This woman is so obsessed with weight loss, appearance and esthetics I fear she is just one more victim of the Kardashian Cult. To the young women out there, stay healthy, eat properly and you will be thankful later on in life. You'll age gracefully by not putting your body through hell.
Please do like weekly day of your life in Mexico! We miss you so much bestie, also we all appreciate you talking to us on Ig. I’ve always felt like I saw you an older sister. WE LOVE YOU!!
Oh Chrisspy Mexico vlogs would be epic!!!!❤
💙💙💙
A lot of us have evolved right along with you chrisspy. Thank you for being open and coming back! You were missed by us OGs fans.
I can't describe how much joy and hope it gives me to see you doing so well. I've been going through a period where I don't recognize myself anymore, inside or outside, for the past year and a half or so. I know it's so much deeper than the weight gain or even the alcohol - I'm spiritually bankrupt and it's hard to see the light. To see your evolution is so inspiring and makes me want to get on my own journey. Thank you for being so transparent and talking about the things so many don't talk about publicly. So much love to you.
Your old vlogs w you & your brother would had me rolling. You two are hilarious together! ❤
I was trying to bribe him to do an unboxing with me the other day. He said, “wait you want me IN the video??” 😂
@@Chrisspy yes we do brotha!! Tell him to do it for da Bay! 🙌😂
Yes!! Mexico no matter the government or crime people are awesome and nice. There’s another frequency there.
So proud of you! Been following you since 2016! You been such an inspiration to my sober and eating disorder recovery journey ❤❤❤much love 💕
Thank you that means a lot to me! Wishing you nothing but success on your journey 💙
Girl.....as long as ur trying to learn the language and respect the culture people are always gonna appreciate it and help you if u need help.. mexico is beautiful and I'm glad ur enjoying it
I can't believe you're talking about radical acceptance. With what I'm going through right now, this feels very personal. This is so relevant to me right now.
I grew up very poor and through a lot of trauma, so much that I'm my 20s and 30s I had to put in a crazy amount of work through therapy and self realization to overcome anxiety, panic attacks, depression, etc. I'm finally, at age 39, in such a wonderful place in life. I have 4 kids, a wonderful husband, we own a home and make good money. We have college degrees. These are things I never imagined I would or could have.
Recently my husband's mom was diagnosed with ALS and she is our only extended family. This shook our family and has been nothing short of horrific. The other day my husband was notified (and no we did not want to know this information) that it is the genetic type of ALS. I have been reeling and emotionally unstable ever since.
I don't know now if my husband will have this disease. There is a 50% chance he interested the gene. He has been having strange symptoms for 3 years now with twitching muscles, on top of this all. To make things worse there's a chance our children have the gene as well.
I thought long and hard about this. I'm not a religious person. Something has been telling me that this is my journey in radical acceptance and letting go of things I can't control. When I think about it, this is the most intense struggle, emotionally, that I've experienced, wondering if my husband or children will meet this fate. But I'm here for some reason, experiencing this pain and I think I will learn to accept that I can't control or change the outcome, I can only love my family and take care of them and live each day to the absolute fullest because tomorrow is not promised for ANY of us. And to look at it in the most positive light I can. My mother in law won't be here very soon. But we have her now, still. Some people don't make it to their 50s. Life is a gift. Nothing is promised. I have to learn to take every experience one day at a time and think positive. Some people lose their mothers when they are young, or never get one at all.
I pray for my family and try not to give this thing the power to steal my joy in the present. Because i want to enjoy my family every single day that I can.
Beautifully said. I commend you for your strength, your courage and wisdom in facing such uncertainty. Radical acceptance is such a dance but it allows us to truly love and be with what is. You saying that you won’t allow the uncertainty of the future steal your present joy with your family is a powerful reminder. Thank you for sharing a bit of your story, sending you and your family all my love and strength.
@@Chrisspy I appreciate you 💜🥹
We are back!! We’re totally back!! Keep the tutorials coming! And the inspiration🎉
i used to watch your videos all the time. i’m glad to see you’re doing well
I have been living in mexico for 4yrs and people are so friendly and kind. I feel so free ❤
Love seeing you flourishing Chrisspy! ✨
Love the relaxed, fun(ny) vibes + that you’re feeling your way though life, open to the possibilities. Glam came out 🔥 per ushe.
A Chrisspy GRWM, what a blessed day 😭😍💖
Chrisspy, I’m in the middle of watching your “Be Here Now” podcast and I just wanted to let you know as soon as possible that I am so happy to hear that you are happier, more content, and have more peace in your life. I welcome any changes you make to future content. You are a beautiful soul and I support you 100%. Sending you love. 💗
Thank you 🙏💙
Girl!! I am so glad you are back. I absolutely adore you. You made me bust out loud with laughter a few times during this one. You are so naturally kind and funny. What was the eyeliner you used? It is a nice strong color, and looks amazeballs on your lashline. Sending love and hugs your way. Until next time - hasta luego. ❤
You were so missed and loved by all of us. The makeup is beautiful . Thank you for being so open with your life. 🤍🤍
I love that you’re back. ❤❤
Hahaha we also say “Buenas” in Spain 😉 I’m glad your enjoying your new life in Mexico
I always love your makeup looks😍
Please vlog again! I’ll definitely tune in. I’m loving your journey
Thank you for sharing this part of your life with us 🫶🏼
What part of Mexico are you in? How often do you go back to CA?
All I want is longer vids from Chrisspy!!!
You should film videos of you doing your friends’ makeup but like you’re having a meaningful conversation with them! You and Kelsey Wells mentioned that her podcast. It’d be like a podcast but you’re doing their makeup!
Stay strong Chrisspy, we love you 😘
Yes, vlogs please.
So proud of you! Youre such an inspiration!!!❤
We use 'Buenas' in jalisco too 😊 thats cool to know other places use it too!
So good to hear from you! You are so beautiful and have always enjoyed watching your videos. What city of Mexico did you move to? 😍
Awh I was like awh when I saw this notification I’ve followed you ever since your gangster clown Halloween look and I was also excited when you made a pt 2 of that 🥰🥺♥️🫶🏻
💙💙💙
I’ve been following you for a while and I’ve always liked your creativity❤you’ve always looked beautiful 🫶🏼most important thing is that you feel good and happy in your body and in your mind 🙏🏻looking forward for the next video
Thank you for the kind words!
You did amazing and looked really confident
I enjoyed the M.F. Podcast love hearing your perspective always especially on this spiritual journey ❤❤🩷🩷
So excited to seeee this notification ❤
😊🙏💙
Yessss girl mex blogs please! I might move there in the future. Also, would u consider doing a SD meet up ?!?? And I’ve never heard the buenas thing. But I haven’t gone to Baja in awhile. I’ve been going to visit family in Veracruz and they say other stuff. Assuming all mex states have diff sayings like here in the US 😊
You are so beautiful inside and out. I love the lip combo.
Same girl ram dass podcast is my issshhh! Full circle for you to be on with Raghu 👏🏽🙏🏽
Loved!! ❤❤❤
That lippppopp!! 😍😍😍
The thing I love about going to Mexico is because everyone says buenas when they see you❤… I’m from Michoacan
I say this w love, your under eyes are like REALLY bright. I'd love for you to try a concealer closer to your skin tone
I see that too haha
You saying ahuevo is sooo funny hahaha also “buenas” is a mexican thing from what ik haha love you chrisspy❤
Hahaha I triple checked to make sure it wasn’t a bad word!
Nice video. Where in Mexico do you live? What area? I am looking to move out of the U.S. as well.
I am
So proud you my deary👼🏼😩💋✨
Happy Tuesday ❤
Buenas is used everywhere 😊🙌
I'm stoked for you... you look so amazing... I've recently lost 52kgs as well.... Yes to us skinny B.t..es ❤
Te Amooo Güerita hermosa!!!! ❤❤❤
I would love Mex vlogssss
I live in south Texas and “a huevo” has been a staple in our dialect since forever! Recently, it’s evolved to “awiwi!” 😂 trip someone up and use it!
Can you share with us the process on moving to Mexico? Do you and your brother have a dual citizenship?
I love your vids! Can you do another vid of you speaking Spanish? Also I forgot are you part Mexican?
Also what are some of your favorite memoirs you have read???
What is the name of the podcast for Ram doss?
You are so beautiful what made you move to Mexico?
I want to visit Mexico 🇲🇽 + tulum. Where is your favorite city in Mexico.??
What part of Mexico do you live in?
Link THE MAKEUP BABES ❤
I REALLY really feel your vibe- I believe you are a bit younger than me and I just started watching you (the Cali white girl speaking Spanish appeals to me 😂) I want to seriously reconsider getting dual citizenship. I’m half white half Mexican and I travel to Mexico every year to visit family, but I am from the Bay Area and I cant completely leave California since I have two kids. You’re an enormous inspiration in a lot of ways. I work in the medical field as nutrition health educator studying (in grad school) to be a licensed therapist - anywhoo; I just feel like we have a lot in common, chica! Love your content ❤🇲🇽
You’re a girl after my own heart!
We need a fully in Spanish video/vlog 🫶🏼
Spanish Goddess 🤍💋
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“Buenas” is kinda like saying “Morning” or “Evening” Like instead of saying the whole phrase “Buenos Dias” or “Buenas Tardes”
Right about now I'm wishing I could move to Mexico 😩
This is an honest question… are there not cartels??
Are you going to be deported? Lol
From Mexico???
This is such a red flag. This woman is so obsessed with weight loss, appearance and esthetics I fear she is just one
more victim of the Kardashian Cult. To the young women out there, stay healthy, eat properly and you will be thankful later on in life. You'll age gracefully by not putting your body through hell.
Please do like weekly day of your life in Mexico! We miss you so much bestie, also we all appreciate you talking to us on Ig. I’ve always felt like I saw you an older sister. WE LOVE YOU!!