seeing the amount of hurt and sad people in this comment section is so heartbreaking to me :( i just wanted to tell you guys no matter what, you’re never alone and things will eventually get better. i’m here for you and so are a lot of others, don’t ever forget that
I really miss going to school seeing my friends being happy now life is so gray for me i cannot even do like everyday is the same. And in online school its so hard to not get distracted there tiktok/my phone for any game literally and then i am so scared of failing i just cant help myself. Even if online is easier to cheat when your IN school you dont need to cheat at all because you were paying attention. I am so sad this song makes me think of field trips with me and my friends how we smiled and stuff but now we never see each other. I lost so many of my friends and I am so tired all the time. then i have exams in school literally every second week and I am pressurized so much and at home also i have to chores and other stuff because my mom is sick. I REALLY REALLU wish covid to end i cannot live like this another year. Its so hard because im in igcse i choose my interest subjects and I never went to school to practically learn about them and in august im going to be in year 10 and i dont think ill be able to pass year 9 I am so stressed i just want to llike forget everything run away with my friends sit on a beach climb a mountain go hiking do all the fun stuff. sorry for the spelling errors
I’m 20 years old Never had a girlfriend Never went to college Never been on a rollercoaster State red working at 15 years old to help out I wish I could redo my childhood I miss being a teenager . I still have time But what if I don’t do anything I want? I’ll have just wasted my youth I don’t want to grow old I want financial security I had three part time jobs at 18 I don’t know if I have friends anymore
I feel the same way as a child I always wished to grow up and be older now that I am older I regret saying those words I didn’t know I would be in such pain and that I would have to hide my pain because it is cause by my own family and it’s weird because the only person I trust is my baby brother because he’s so caring and loving. And sometimes I just wished I honestly had someone to talk to who wouldn’t judge me and let me cry on their shoulders, but right now all I need is a hug from someone who cares about my feelings and people say pain is not permanent but then why have I been feeling this pain for over a year now and I’m so sorry I wrote all this but I just wanted to let half of the stuffs I’m feeling sad about now because maybe someone who’s reading the comments understands my pain and actually gets me but again I’m sorry for writing this have a good day 💕
@@Maelie3 its been one year, i hope your doing better. I can relate. I also remmeber saying how i wished i could grow upm i regret that now, and im almost 15. Inqoyld give anything to gonback to being 12 and living being a lid again
For that we are on the right path to embrace it's true value, we already own it and the true happiness of small things. There is the path we should all follow, the one to eternal wisdom, the universal love of all things. In the insignificant lies fulfilment.
im so sorry for you :/ i know this feeling too well.. if u lose somebody and u are never able to see this person again. It gets better, I know it doesn't seem like this in the moment but if u need someone to talk to I'm here okay? my insta is: urfxckingnightmare u can talk to me every time u want I'm listening. I hope tomorrow gets better for you and u focus on the good things in life :) and if u feel unloved then let me love you. I know we doesn't know each other but that doenst matter because everyone needs a loved one :) and I hope u go back to this comment if u doesn't feel well. Everytime I feel a little down I write poems of good things in the comments to people who feel sad heh.. that's like a task for me, and if I can give u one tip, doesn't put yourself down. If u listen to sad songs to cry to that's okay, but think of the good times and not the bad times. That's what helps me when I'm down. And when u are crying rn.. let me give u a big big hug *hug hug*
@@mrghostfrog1640 omg... im crying, I haven't seen ur reply, just now. Thank You So Much! u r so kind. u are so sweet. i hope you are doing good. its been a week when u replied to my comment but im very thankful. i feel loved :(
growing up , most of us were told to “cherish the moments before they’re gone” . some didn’t have the chance to cherish anything . as for others , they wish they didn’t take advantage not realizing things could be taken and given with a blink of a soulless second.
Thanks for this. I definitely have moments from my childhood I cherish but it was mostly a dark time marked by abuse, anguish, pain, and terrible suicidal ideation. I only ever wanted to grow up or die to no longer feel the time. By the Grace of God I was afforded the former way out but not the latter. Yet adulthood has certainly not been without its struggles. Cruel people continue to be cruel regardless of age. At least now I have more of a means to protect myself and now my loved ones from those malignant persons who set to do us harm.
life used to be so easy. now it's just so ugly. everything is just so ugly that you just watch everything go downhill and blame yourself for not doing anything about it. and i think that's what scares me. moving on. falling out of love. losing interest. just because i have to grow up.
Growing up it's not always about "abandon happiness and gain responsabilioties; it is about learning good lessons and share with others happy memories and those learnings, and help them to gain happiness too. Like Harry Potter making the expecto patronum ¿didn't you know? :)
I didn't enjoy my childhood at all, it was so traumatizing being around adults who fights everyday. They were so strict too that they won't even let me go outside I wish I had disobeyed them and had fun with my friends and so that I can get those scars from playing. Right now I am 17 years old, depressed, insecure, and anxious about everything.
It’s so dark on the other side. Being an adult means knowing what is happening, knowing that this is the world we live in. Accepting our reality. Going along with it just to survive another day. Knowing and having the ability not to react with anguish, keeping your composure so that you don’t sabotage yourself. I miss being a child. I miss knowing nothing at all about the ways we live. I’m in so much regret right now. I’m trying so hard to protect myself.
This song gives me a sense of comfort whenever I listen to it. I developed depression really early in my life and would always isolate myself, I never had the childhood I wanted. I would surround myself with the most self-centered people there was, and i would never get a chance to talk about my problems. It has a big effect once you grow up.
You are lovable and you are good enough. Don't take your life. Those thoughts that you have are just thoughts you've kept having about yourself. I love your username by the way
_It's funny how self destructive I am. When something starts to make me happy again, I destroy it. I can't let myself be happy, because I'm scared of love and happiness. They all leave, they all leave me behind. I'm just tired._
Mas a culpa é sua por estar machucando e destruindo quem te faz feliz. Quem sabe se você der uma chance a si mesmo de ser feliz as coisas deem certo? Se arrisque enquanto tem a chance colega se você dar às pessoas amadas motivos para não irem elas não irão muito provavelmente
@florsoupita Everyone leaves in the end. Rarely does one not die alone. The world never stops moving, not for anyone or anything, we are all constantly in motion, time with others is only for a moment. Find friends that move at your pace so you won't be left behind except in the end.
I wish is a sentence heard all over but I very much do wish this world makes everyone's life atleast worth living to the very ending. I'm afraid of progress and being heard and rather I'd stay quiet, but being sheepish is worse fear.
@@YouDontKnowme-lf4ni Do I not know you? One wispered sheep under the breath to me; no way shape or form am I a sheep! Even though those that keep the flock in line may have brought me down doesn't place me in that category. I guess things are just how they were supposed to be...not 1 category is for me?...adrift...meh 🎉 What category do you fall in?
One thing childhood never told us was that we should not seek praise. You're your own fulfilment, your own pride, your own happiness, and for that you must go. For that, the love of nature and God, and for the stars in you children's eyes.
i miss the little me, playing in the sand, running around at the beach, pretending i was smoking whenever it was cold outside, playing with water balloons in summer, making a snowman in winter, crying because i couldnt stay outside longer, crying because i want to grow up as soon as possible. and now i cry because i want to be young again.
I used to listen to this song every night, I suffered from insomnia. It was a very lonely winter. I was hurting so much. Thankfully, I'm recovering now and feel a little less lonely
this pandemic really hit hard really. at the beginning of it i was 13, next year i'm turning 16. although it's almost been 2 years i still feel 13. you're telling me i have to get a job and start worrying about my future when i still feel like i'm in eight grade? who is keeping the time because they need to get fired or something. like honestly i'm going to become a full blown adult soon, but i still feels like i'm 13. it kinda sucks, but i guess we all had to grow up quickly. when i look back on these years it'll be quite disappointing to be honest. i was just alone.
Same in a yrs time my boyfriends going to the navy and I'll be in college (i live in the uk) all my friends will drift apart going to different colleges and 6th forms, I'll be getting a job. It's scary
@@gracelenton9011 i was 14 when the pandemic started, and honestly i was depressed 9th grade was hell, then pandemic started, i played games all day with my friends and it was the best year of my life, oh how i miss 2020-21. I'm gonna be 18 this march, will be going to university.
music express our emotions and this one did mine, knowing myself and other around me showing weakness isn't an option so no crying, walking froward we will thrive while forgetting what we used to strive for.
My childhood was not good at all, I have that feeling of wanting to turn back time, but for what? To suffer again? Even this present is just as bad I guess, I feel trapped
i’m jealous of people who can say they miss being a child because they could ‘‘run free without being worried with nothing’’, i guess i just wanted to have a normal childhood, but life is not fair
Hitting my 30’s and then seeing how things were in 2009 and 2010 made me realize I took all that for granted man, those who hit 18 or still under 18 listen when I say STAY YOUNG AS LONG AS YOU CAN! And don’t be so mad at the world when things go bad, all of it goes away so fast the older you get.
I just want to go back to 3rd grade in 2019, no Covid, no false news, but now I know that once there’s 2 witnesses, I just need to survive for 7 years and I can finally say I survived this nightmare
Ojalá estar en los viejos tiempos... Donde mi ex-mejor amiga y yo éramos inseparables, dónde no habían inseguridades, dónde era inocente, dónde no tenia que preocuparme por cosas que no valen lo pena, dónde no me rompí en cachos por gente que no me merecía y que aún sigo echándoles de menos por alguna extraña razón, dónde no rogaba por apagar mis emociones y desaparecer...
It’s like every day I am stuck in a loop of sadness depression anxiety ect and it’s like when something good happens something even worse cancels it out and no matter how hard I try nothing ever changes I’m just ready to get off this rock we call earth
When you dont wanna grow up but your childhood was fucked up so you cant imagine what it would be like if it was nicer so theres no point in wanting to go back in time*
I started my journey into adulthood alone, but with a smile, a sense of hope, and a hunger to be challenged and overcome. but now I'm seeing how hard it is ;( to love someone... i feel like it might break me. I still have my hope.
i miss old summer vacations.. before i was happy to be on summer vacations to be with my friends but not anymore. a routine come up every year i don't eat all day long and i cry everyday thinking what ive done in the past that i regret. i wish i could take the opportunities that i had..
I wish I could go back to when I was younger, but with my current memories. I want to rewrite my life over again. I was stuck in a bubble of maladaptive daydreaming that I kept my heart shielded, I never fully stop to look around and make my life have meaning, it's all my fault that this happened to me.
Life was never really tender to me, yet I can't move on from the past, I'm stuck. I don't want to grow up, I don't want to be here, I don't want to go back. I feel trapped
Быть одному это не плохо. Умейте делать себя счастливым, тогда вы обретёте настоящее, неповторимое чувство любви
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I just want to be happy. but that is not an option right now, at least I can make my pain convert to something. Because of that my children will be happy, like I was in the past. Thank you mom and dad, I am very grateful.
"I hope I never grow up" can be interpreted both ways. Either you don't want to live. Sad variant. Humans grow for a lifetime. Maybe not physically, but the personality/mentality. On the brightside :) never wanting to grow up can also mean to never lose your inner child. The happy variant. I prefer the second variant ^^ and I hope someday everyone who faced hardship, will see how precious and beautiful life can be. Good evening :)
I'm sorry for myself that i had n i found out about social media bc it caused me alot of anxiety...just wanna go back when i didn't know anything but playing in the beach with my cousins.....
I remember many years ago a pastor told me that God intended for humanity to experience innocent happiness such as our childhood for eternity before sin corrupted us and separated us from the Father. I don’t even know if I believe in God anymore but I wish I could go back to the days when I heard that pastor speak
I remember taking off on my push bike when I was 11-17 and be out riding all night till sunrise by myself just thinking about my future my dreams,my goals and who I wanted to be. I miss that kid
I wish I wasn’t living for other people and could live for myself. Everyday wishing something will just finish the misery once and for all, but I can’t. I have roles to fulfill in my life. Husband, father, brother, friend, son, but I’m just here for the sake of not putting them through any pain. If I just could disappear without a trace, I would accept it without hesitation. But nothing is coming. I have to wait for my demise and suffer in silence till God says it’s enough. But when is enough? When is it enough till I can’t take it anymore? When can I feel alive again? Questions that will never have answers unfortunately.
I want to hold kid me, just hug them, tell them they are so much more and deserve happiness. To keep fighting and don’t forget what a strong and capable person they are, dust your knees off and keep going. That i love them. But I can’t...... “I’m sorry “
Its time to stop feeling sorry for yourself and get the fuck up Train I like this music of my childhood however doesnt mean you sit around and feel sorry for our selves our ancecstors worked so hard just for us to sit down , You are the Best you will make the biggest comeback of your life ❤ Just start now
maturing is realizing you can't chase after someone who doesn't care about you, because it will do u more harm than good. maturing is realizing that not everyone likes you, and thats okay. maturing is realizing that people come and go, and that's not in ur control. so all u can do is say "the memories were good, but its time to close this chapter of my life and open a new one."
To me i feel like i never had a chance at a good childhood i experience to much as a child im too young to be talking like this but at the same time ive been through so much i feel like i have the tiredness of a old man
I just wanna go back to when I didn’t have to think so much about school, parent’s yelling, all those hurtful comments and just going back to when I could relax fall asleep when I wanted to wake up when I wanted to eat what I want to eat and not be told what to and not to do by other people.
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seeing the amount of hurt and sad people in this comment section is so heartbreaking to me :( i just wanted to tell you guys no matter what, you’re never alone and things will eventually get better. i’m here for you and so are a lot of others, don’t ever forget that
I really miss going to school seeing my friends being happy now life is so gray for me i cannot even do like everyday is the same. And in online school its so hard to not get distracted there tiktok/my phone for any game literally and then i am so scared of failing i just cant help myself. Even if online is easier to cheat when your IN school you dont need to cheat at all because you were paying attention. I am so sad this song makes me think of field trips with me and my friends how we smiled and stuff but now we never see each other. I lost so many of my friends and I am so tired all the time. then i have exams in school literally every second week and I am pressurized so much and at home also i have to chores and other stuff because my mom is sick. I REALLY REALLU wish covid to end i cannot live like this another year. Its so hard because im in igcse i choose my interest subjects and I never went to school to practically learn about them and in august im going to be in year 10 and i dont think ill be able to pass year 9 I am so stressed i just want to llike forget everything run away with my friends sit on a beach climb a mountain go hiking do all the fun stuff.
sorry for the spelling errors
I’m 20 years old
Never had a girlfriend
Never went to college
Never been on a rollercoaster
State red working at 15 years old to help out
I wish I could redo my childhood
I miss being a teenager .
I still have time
But what if I don’t do anything I want?
I’ll have just wasted my youth
I don’t want to grow old
I want financial security
I had three part time jobs at 18
I don’t know if I have friends anymore
dont worry try your hardest and things will get better, if you dont try you never know what will happen,
@@muhammmedibrahim1599 it will get better dont worry
*i just wanna go back to being a careless child.*
*growing up gives me too much anxiety...*
I feel the same way as a child I always wished to grow up and be older now that I am older I regret saying those words I didn’t know I would be in such pain and that I would have to hide my pain because it is cause by my own family and it’s weird because the only person I trust is my baby brother because he’s so caring and loving. And sometimes I just wished I honestly had someone to talk to who wouldn’t judge me and let me cry on their shoulders, but right now all I need is a hug from someone who cares about my feelings and people say pain is not permanent but then why have I been feeling this pain for over a year now and I’m so sorry I wrote all this but I just wanted to let half of the stuffs I’m feeling sad about now because maybe someone who’s reading the comments understands my pain and actually gets me but again I’m sorry for writing this have a good day 💕
I want to unlike myself
Same
You can now give others what was given to you. Growing up can be a beautiful thing too.
@@Maelie3 its been one year, i hope your doing better. I can relate. I also remmeber saying how i wished i could grow upm i regret that now, and im almost 15. Inqoyld give anything to gonback to being 12 and living being a lid again
I wanna give everyone who hears this a big hug so bad, y’all deserve the world.
(⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃
For that we are on the right path to embrace it's true value, we already own it and the true happiness of small things. There is the path we should all follow, the one to eternal wisdom, the universal love of all things. In the insignificant lies fulfilment.
omg i luv u
@@herrcrazi7495 I'm crying rn tysm 😭
You deserve whole world darling
i miss my childhood, i hope i can go back to those days when my mom was still alive. i miss her so much :(
im so sorry for you :/ i know this feeling too well.. if u lose somebody and u are never able to see this person again. It gets better, I know it doesn't seem like this in the moment but if u need someone to talk to I'm here okay? my insta is: urfxckingnightmare u can talk to me every time u want I'm listening. I hope tomorrow gets better for you and u focus on the good things in life :) and if u feel unloved then let me love you. I know we doesn't know each other but that doenst matter because everyone needs a loved one :) and I hope u go back to this comment if u doesn't feel well. Everytime I feel a little down I write poems of good things in the comments to people who feel sad heh.. that's like a task for me, and if I can give u one tip, doesn't put yourself down. If u listen to sad songs to cry to that's okay, but think of the good times and not the bad times. That's what helps me when I'm down. And when u are crying rn.. let me give u a big big hug *hug hug*
I’m so sorry for your lost baby❤️🥺. May she rest in heaven 🙏🏼 sending you love and kisses💜❤️
@@mrghostfrog1640 omg... im crying, I haven't seen ur reply, just now. Thank You So Much! u r so kind. u are so sweet. i hope you are doing good. its been a week when u replied to my comment but im very thankful. i feel loved :(
@@Maelie3 tysm. you are so sweet. please stay safe
@@sharifarihanna3876 you’re very welcome, hon. Stay safe as well
I miss enjoying school and friends, now everything feels like a chore. Nothings happy anymore.
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Its felt like that for me too but itll get better.
One day your closest friend can be your greatest enemy ❤️🩹
growing up , most of us were told to “cherish the moments before they’re gone” . some didn’t have the chance to cherish anything . as for others , they wish they didn’t take advantage not realizing things could be taken and given with a blink of a soulless second.
Thanks for this. I definitely have moments from my childhood I cherish but it was mostly a dark time marked by abuse, anguish, pain, and terrible suicidal ideation.
I only ever wanted to grow up or die to no longer feel the time. By the Grace of God I was afforded the former way out but not the latter. Yet adulthood has certainly not been without its struggles. Cruel people continue to be cruel regardless of age. At least now I have more of a means to protect myself and now my loved ones from those malignant persons who set to do us harm.
life used to be so easy. now it's just so ugly. everything is just so ugly that you just watch everything go downhill and blame yourself for not doing anything about it. and i think that's what scares me. moving on. falling out of love. losing interest. just because i have to grow up.
Growing up it's not always about "abandon happiness and gain responsabilioties; it is about learning good lessons and share with others happy memories and those learnings, and help them to gain happiness too. Like Harry Potter making the expecto patronum ¿didn't you know? :)
😢😢😢😢😢
😢😢🥺🥺🥺😞😮💨
@@G36203 how old are you?
@@Aliasger2029 39 Years old. Happily maried with two kids. So yeah, life expects a lot from me too. But is all about good will and small every day
I didn't enjoy my childhood at all, it was so traumatizing being around adults who fights everyday. They were so strict too that they won't even let me go outside I wish I had disobeyed them and had fun with my friends and so that I can get those scars from playing. Right now I am 17 years old, depressed, insecure, and anxious about everything.
Here, a war always happens
i'm so sorry for you. i'm sure you're strong and you will finally feel good and do the things that make you happy. just don't give up, please.
Live your life 🎭
❤️
I hope you are doing better right now, give me an update if you read this
I remember when i was little running in the beach and laughing miss the old days :(
This got me in my feels love this
It’s so dark on the other side. Being an adult means knowing what is happening, knowing that this is the world we live in. Accepting our reality. Going along with it just to survive another day. Knowing and having the ability not to react with anguish, keeping your composure so that you don’t sabotage yourself. I miss being a child. I miss knowing nothing at all about the ways we live. I’m in so much regret right now. I’m trying so hard to protect myself.
This comment right here got me, not one sentence is wrong….. adult hood is a facade to strip you of your innocence and hope
This song gives me a sense of comfort whenever I listen to it. I developed depression really early in my life and would always isolate myself, I never had the childhood I wanted. I would surround myself with the most self-centered people there was, and i would never get a chance to talk about my problems. It has a big effect once you grow up.
I feel like ending it, nobody loves me and I’m not good enough.
No dont end it,I was going to end it but trust me don't do it.You are good enough and you will find someone that will love you
God and Jesus still want you and love you
You are lovable and you are good enough. Don't take your life. Those thoughts that you have are just thoughts you've kept having about yourself.
I love your username by the way
Jesus Christ loves you so much! He died on the cross for your sins repent from them start over!!! God I loves you and cares about you sooo much ❤️
ROMANS 1:16✝ FOR I I’M NOT ASHAMED OF THE GOSPEL OF GOD FOR IT IS POWER OF GOD FOR SALVATION TO EVERYONE WHO BELIEVES ❤🙏✝
_It's funny how self destructive I am. When something starts to make me happy again, I destroy it. I can't let myself be happy, because I'm scared of love and happiness. They all leave, they all leave me behind. I'm just tired._
Mas a culpa é sua por estar machucando e destruindo quem te faz feliz. Quem sabe se você der uma chance a si mesmo de ser feliz as coisas deem certo? Se arrisque enquanto tem a chance colega se você dar às pessoas amadas motivos para não irem elas não irão muito provavelmente
@florsoupita Everyone leaves in the end. Rarely does one not die alone. The world never stops moving, not for anyone or anything, we are all constantly in motion, time with others is only for a moment. Find friends that move at your pace so you won't be left behind except in the end.
😭
I wish is a sentence heard all over but I very much do wish this world makes everyone's life atleast worth living to the very ending.
I'm afraid of progress and being heard and rather I'd stay quiet, but being sheepish is worse fear.
@@YouDontKnowme-lf4ni Do I not know you? One wispered sheep under the breath to me; no way shape or form am I a sheep! Even though those that keep the flock in line may have brought me down doesn't place me in that category. I guess things are just how they were supposed to be...not 1 category is for me?...adrift...meh 🎉
What category do you fall in?
i just wanna be ok ..
Doesn’t everyone
If u wanna talk buddy I’m here for it, u know… I wish it too, we can help each other :’)
:(
Dont we all
I hope today you are doing better. I wanna be ok too but just wait until tomorrow
Don’t worry your not the only one listening to this masterpiece in 2021
Here in 2022
2022 now
2023 now
@@FC_MAMASITO almost 2024 bud
Almost 2024
I'd like to relate but this is comforting for no reason. My childhood is repressed anyways so I'll pretend it was good
You are not alone mate.
I miss being able to get praised for the easiest of things, and now all I seem to do is a disappoint
I'm proud of you for trying :)
One thing childhood never told us was that we should not seek praise. You're your own fulfilment, your own pride, your own happiness, and for that you must go. For that, the love of nature and God, and for the stars in you children's eyes.
I feel that so much
I feel that in my soul man, as a kid it was like I had everything even though I didn't. Now I have much more, yet it feels like I have nothing at all.
i miss the little me, playing in the sand, running around at the beach, pretending i was smoking whenever it was cold outside, playing with water balloons in summer, making a snowman in winter, crying because i couldnt stay outside longer, crying because i want to grow up as soon as possible. and now i cry because i want to be young again.
I’m crying inside on your comment.So true,i want back the little me so bad😭
This song gives me hunger games vibes for no reason.
Same
I hope it gets better
i hope your doing fine.
@Aston
@@ruthxvr ty beebz
@@love4ana56
life is so good lately! stay strong bc everything gets better, just have faith
I miss being so innocent, and oblivious to how messed up this world is.
I wish i never grew up, not being insecure and depressed just being carefree lol fuck i hate my life
I used to listen to this song every night, I suffered from insomnia. It was a very lonely winter. I was hurting so much. Thankfully, I'm recovering now and feel a little less lonely
How do you cure insomnia?
this pandemic really hit hard really. at the beginning of it i was 13, next year i'm turning 16. although it's almost been 2 years i still feel 13. you're telling me i have to get a job and start worrying about my future when i still feel like i'm in eight grade? who is keeping the time because they need to get fired or something. like honestly i'm going to become a full blown adult soon, but i still feels like i'm 13. it kinda sucks, but i guess we all had to grow up quickly. when i look back on these years it'll be quite disappointing to be honest. i was just alone.
I just realized that the pandemic started when I was 13 and now I’m gonna be 16 next year WTH
Same in a yrs time my boyfriends going to the navy and I'll be in college (i live in the uk) all my friends will drift apart going to different colleges and 6th forms, I'll be getting a job. It's scary
@@gracelenton9011 i was 14 when the pandemic started, and honestly i was depressed 9th grade was hell, then pandemic started, i played games all day with my friends and it was the best year of my life, oh how i miss 2020-21. I'm gonna be 18 this march, will be going to university.
@@SaddyTreeu r 18 now bro...
im afraid to grow up
Me too
Yeah man, life is scary.
Me too 😢
Hits different when you’re scared of growing up/getting old
Damn it went so quick appreciate it while it lasts
Братко
music express our emotions and this one did mine, knowing myself and other around me showing weakness isn't an option so no crying, walking froward we will thrive while forgetting what we used to strive for.
idk how people wanna live, wanna grow up, get older.. life always gets harder the older you are. rent, taxes, jobs, relationships, family, deaths, etc
انا ارى ان تفعل كل سي في الحياه كي تستمع و تخوض التجارب وعندما تكبر ستكون مرتاحً
@@Oden511ليس الأمر بهذا السهولة .
My childhood was not good at all, I have that feeling of wanting to turn back time, but for what? To suffer again? Even this present is just as bad I guess, I feel trapped
Sometimes you must hurt in order to know, fall in order to grow, lose in order to gain because life's greatest lessons are learned through pain.
i’m jealous of people who can say they miss being a child because they could ‘‘run free without being worried with nothing’’, i guess i just wanted to have a normal childhood, but life is not fair
Feelings that give me goosebumps, I don't know why
Hitting my 30’s and then seeing how things were in 2009 and 2010 made me realize I took all that for granted man, those who hit 18 or still under 18 listen when I say STAY YOUNG AS LONG AS YOU CAN! And don’t be so mad at the world when things go bad, all of it goes away so fast the older you get.
i can‘t do this anymore. God please take my life before i do it myself.
Things get better with time,stay strong. I don’t you but I love you and you are loved .
idk the reason but you should be strong.
One day you'll smile for the same reason that you're crying for now.
If you are still with us, don't do it and give your life to Jesus so he can transform you ❤
This was absolutely perfect 👌🏻
i miss being okay. i miss caring about what happens to me, but i just don't care anymore, if something bad were to happen to me i wouldn't care
I miss being happy , strong and having friends
I just feel.. Numb
i miss playing outside with the neighborhood kids and play outside till the street lights turned on
Me too... I never will forget all this..
I just want to go back to 3rd grade in 2019, no Covid, no false news, but now I know that once there’s 2 witnesses, I just need to survive for 7 years and I can finally say I survived this nightmare
I felt this
Ojalá estar en los viejos tiempos... Donde mi ex-mejor amiga y yo éramos inseparables, dónde no habían inseguridades, dónde era inocente, dónde no tenia que preocuparme por cosas que no valen lo pena, dónde no me rompí en cachos por gente que no me merecía y que aún sigo echándoles de menos por alguna extraña razón, dónde no rogaba por apagar mis emociones y desaparecer...
i hate my life rn :( i just wish i could go back as a smal child..
idk about you guys but i’m happy asf, I just like the vibe of this song
It’s like every day I am stuck in a loop of sadness depression anxiety ect and it’s like when something good happens something even worse cancels it out and no matter how hard I try nothing ever changes I’m just ready to get off this rock we call earth
i cried to that
Yooo why is everyone so sad here??:// i mean yeah nowdays its kinda difficult to get through all of these stuffs but yeah keep going
I love Christmas so much. But over the years it has dulled. It almost feels as though it's in the past....
I feel the same, now I just get depressed around the Holidays cause I feel like I should be happy but I'm not
N sei pq mas quando escuto essa música me traz uma sensação de life is estrange
Exactly!!
When you dont wanna grow up but your childhood was fucked up so you cant imagine what it would be like if it was nicer so theres no point in wanting to go back in time*
I started my journey into adulthood alone, but with a smile, a sense of hope, and a hunger to be challenged and overcome.
but now I'm seeing how hard it is ;(
to love someone... i feel like it might break me.
I still have my hope.
2021 anyone…?
It’s 2024 bro. Time flys by fast
i dont wanna feel like this eanymore its not fun the same sadness and hate for the past 4 years i was only happy for like half a day
stand proud, you're strong
When i was a kid i always said i cant wait to grow up now im 17 and wish i could go back to when i was a kid again
i miss old summer vacations..
before i was happy to be on summer vacations to be with my friends but not anymore.
a routine come up every year i don't eat all day long and i cry everyday thinking what ive done in the past that i regret. i wish i could take the opportunities that i had..
I wish I could go back to when I was younger, but with my current memories. I want to rewrite my life over again. I was stuck in a bubble of maladaptive daydreaming that I kept my heart shielded, I never fully stop to look around and make my life have meaning, it's all my fault that this happened to me.
The song is just super, I really love it.
Im glad I grew up i wish I never went through my childhood.
Why tho
i don't even think i was a happy kid, but i felt alive at least back then.
It's as if grief doesn't amount to pain now. That pain has become solace. Grief is pleasure
Life was never really tender to me, yet I can't move on from the past, I'm stuck. I don't want to grow up, I don't want to be here, I don't want to go back. I feel trapped
Быть одному это не плохо. Умейте делать себя счастливым, тогда вы обретёте настоящее, неповторимое чувство любви
I just want to be happy. but that is not an option right now, at least I can make my pain convert to something. Because of that my children will be happy, like I was in the past. Thank you mom and dad, I am very grateful.
I am laughing at the comments cause they are too relatable but my laugh is with full of tears.
"I hope I never grow up" can be interpreted both ways.
Either you don't want to live. Sad variant. Humans grow for a lifetime.
Maybe not physically, but the personality/mentality.
On the brightside :) never wanting to grow up can also mean to never lose your inner child. The happy variant.
I prefer the second variant ^^ and I hope someday everyone who faced hardship, will see how precious and beautiful life can be.
Good evening :)
I'm sorry for myself that i had n i found out about social media bc it caused me alot of anxiety...just wanna go back when i didn't know anything but playing in the beach with my cousins.....
I remember many years ago a pastor told me that God intended for humanity to experience innocent happiness such as our childhood for eternity before sin corrupted us and separated us from the Father. I don’t even know if I believe in God anymore but I wish I could go back to the days when I heard that pastor speak
Peace is with me. This incredible concentration with this music 🙏🫴❤️
Everyone is missing something, I'm just missing my grandmas and granpas cat... I was with him since I was a baby...
This should have got way more views 🤕❤️🩹
just know. you wanted to grow up. all of you. same as i did.
“I hope I never grow up at all.”
So much to it
I remember taking off on my push bike when I was 11-17 and be out riding all night till sunrise by myself just thinking about my future my dreams,my goals and who I wanted to be. I miss that kid
Who's still listening to this in 2023 almost 2024...?
Me..
Me. This song is so painful to me.
I wish I wasn’t living for other people and could live for myself. Everyday wishing something will just finish the misery once and for all, but I can’t. I have roles to fulfill in my life. Husband, father, brother, friend, son, but I’m just here for the sake of not putting them through any pain. If I just could disappear without a trace, I would accept it without hesitation. But nothing is coming. I have to wait for my demise and suffer in silence till God says it’s enough. But when is enough? When is it enough till I can’t take it anymore? When can I feel alive again? Questions that will never have answers unfortunately.
I’m glad we both understand each other. I feel the same way. ❤
I want to hold kid me, just hug them, tell them they are so much more and deserve happiness. To keep fighting and don’t forget what a strong and capable person they are, dust your knees off and keep going. That i love them.
But I can’t...... “I’m sorry “
A wise man once said "One day your life will flash before your eyes... Make sure it's worth watching"
Its time to stop feeling sorry for yourself and get the fuck up Train I like this music of my childhood however doesnt mean you sit around and feel sorry for our selves our ancecstors worked so hard just for us to sit down , You are the Best you will make the biggest comeback of your life ❤ Just start now
I'm crying it's such a sad song. 😭😭😭😭
Some didn't get a chance to enjoy their childhood as much as others...
I hope the future generation gets a better childhood ❤️🩹
Here u go ❤️🩹 0:00
4-12 "I cant wait to grow up" 13-18 "i want ti go back" 19 and over "i cant go back"
I want to feel something :(
Me to why am I so numb
@@cmoney798 You got this!!! i hope that whatever is going on will end soon
😢 make you feel like you could do better in your childhood before it was gone
Low-key miss that little happy boy who used to have so much fun and so many good memories with his family
I hope I don't either, I didn't think I'd make it to adulthood, but I'm here, I love you all 💜 you all deserve the world
I can't live anymore. I don't even want to explain it anymore. It's too much to explain. I'm just done.
I want you to live...yes I, a stranger, want you here
maturing is realizing
you can't chase after
someone who doesn't care about you,
because it will do u more harm than good.
maturing is realizing that not everyone likes you,
and thats okay.
maturing is realizing that people come and go,
and that's not in ur control.
so all u can do is say "the memories were good, but its time to close this chapter of my life and open a new one."
What the hell guys why all of you are sad just keep going no mater how hard it is work for your future family and kids
As a man…I just hope one day I’ll be given flowers…so I can put them in front of the grave I’ve been digging myself.
To me i feel like i never had a chance at a good childhood i experience to much as a child im too young to be talking like this but at the same time ive been through so much i feel like i have the tiredness of a old man
guys I have to go to the bathroom so bad BUT THERES no bathroom so I’m listening to this song ;)
OKAOAKAOWKA
Am I the only one listening to this in 2023 nearly 2024? oh god..
When you realize how your childhood really was. Wasn't that great but at least u didn't had to worry ab school
i feel no happiness anymore
I just wanna go back to when I didn’t have to think so much about school, parent’s yelling, all those hurtful comments and just going back to when I could relax fall asleep when I wanted to wake up when I wanted to eat what I want to eat and not be told what to and not to do by other people.
I was always that kid who never wanted to grow up, I wanted that time to stop, I think. But here we are.