HAVING A CONVERSATION WITH MY HIGH SCHOOL SELF🎓 (4 years later as a COLLEGE GRAD)

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  • Опубликовано: 26 сен 2024
  • Do u think I've changed much over the past 4 years🤔 tbh I see almost no difference in myself LMAO
    Thank u guys for sticking with me through my college era!!! Who knows what will come next .... hehehe :D
    I graduated from Chapman University's Dodge College of Film and Media Arts (class of 2023) with a BFA in Television Writing and Production. Unfortunately this major no longer exists even though I loved it :( they have since combined it with the Film major!
    *PLAYLIST of ALL MY COLLEGE VIDEOS: • College/ CHAPMAN!
    *Moving across the country at 17 vlog: • moving from NY to CALI...
    *GRADUATION VLOG: • EPIC COLLEGE GRADUATIO...
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Комментарии • 206

  • @urmomashley
    @urmomashley Год назад +403

    First

  • @heyimolivia
    @heyimolivia Год назад +324

    damn- as someone going into college this is making me imagine myself in 4 yrs being soooo calm n cool n collected. this is so comforting like all my lil anxieties are just silly

    • @amberalexander
      @amberalexander  Год назад +24

      Awe!!! U got this😎❤️

    • @HannahTran1
      @HannahTran1 Год назад +2

      lol I wish I was like her I’m gonna be a senior in college and have no clue what I’m doing cause I kept jumping around😭:( hopefully it gets better and good luck!

  • @kellyreyes7409
    @kellyreyes7409 Год назад +141

    omg you’ve grown so much 🤍

  • @saratoninpls
    @saratoninpls Год назад +65

    I remember when you moved in 4 years ago and now I’m 17 😀 It’s crazy how fast time has gone. This makes me even more excited to go to college next year

    • @amberalexander
      @amberalexander  Год назад +8

      AWE omg I hope u have the best time at college!! :D

  • @EW-ln4ql
    @EW-ln4ql Год назад +44

    as someone who relates with 17 year old amber esp the fear, social anxiety etc. i’m excited for the rest of my uni journey to figure it out like she did :” thanks amber for such a lovely video

  • @myraconcepcion
    @myraconcepcion Год назад +53

    this was such a nice video. your past 17 year old self is definitely how i feel right now. and with my mom worrying so much abt sending me off to college (i’m the first child to go off to college), it’s not really been helping. but this video of you talking abt how things turned out differently and a lot better than you expected, it makes me feel more at ease. i hope you’re able to continue to thrive and find your path after college! i’m so excited to see what’s to come and congrats again on graduating, amber! ❤️

    • @amberalexander
      @amberalexander  Год назад +3

      Awe thank you!!! And I hope u have the best time at college!!🥹❤️❤️

  • @gabrysius
    @gabrysius Год назад +68

    congrats on all of your accomplishments, amber! it's been such a pleasure watching your transition from hs to college to now a college graduate! absolutely inspiring!

  • @jasminecitlalli
    @jasminecitlalli Год назад +5

    Holy crap! You totally made me realize how much time has passed as a subscriber because I remember watching your videos during your senior year when I was going through my first year at college and now you’ve already been through it and it just blew my mind. Thank you for all fun videos and helping me see how much I’ve grown as well.

  • @neiha
    @neiha Год назад +23

    as someone who just finished my first year of uni (I study in the UK!) this was really reassuring to hear! your growth is apparent and your mindset towards things is something I hope to adapt myself in the next 3 years before I graduate. so excited to see what the future holds for you 🫶

  • @okokok44
    @okokok44 Год назад +19

    I'm honestly so fricking proud of you. I've been watching for a long ass time, and seeing you grown up is crazy. Love you lots Amber, hope you get to show your greatness and talent to the world 💌💞

  • @kristinasabad7890
    @kristinasabad7890 Год назад +3

    i remember watching this 4 years ago and now i’m going into my first year of college and it really is a full circle moment. makes me feel like i don’t have to worry as much. i feel like i’ve grown up beside you so thank you for making me realize everything will be okay

  • @niyart
    @niyart Год назад +45

    Crazy how time goes by so fast!! Congratulations Amber!! I’m glad I was part of this journey since the beginning ❤ can’t wait what the future holds in for you!!

  • @user-yo5se
    @user-yo5se Год назад +4

    the confidence you built in just 4 years is insane, you really grew into your personality

  • @EN_KATT
    @EN_KATT Год назад +6

    I'm envious and proud of Amber! College hasn't been smooth for me and I'm currently lost in the middle of nowhere, but seeing Amber's past self and bloomed form is heartwarming! I also found that not taking myself too seriously helps. Congrats on your Graduation!🎉

  • @elledanika333
    @elledanika333 Год назад

    omg the switch up in questions talking about life threatening situations and being kidnapped😭 and then past amber talking about how the universe gave her friends right when she needed it for confidence MY EMOTIONS WERE ALL OVER DURINT THIS VIDEO

  • @ChickenAbobo
    @ChickenAbobo Год назад +9

    omg i thought younger you sounded like ashley for a second there... BUT HEY CONGRATS AMBER!!! you worked hard. hope life takes you places where you want to be, and places that would give you the utmost fulfillment ✨️

  • @justphiaso
    @justphiaso Год назад +14

    this makes me feel better about college tbh 🙏🏽 congrats amber

  • @mayyy6924
    @mayyy6924 Год назад +1

    its so crazy watching how much youve grown 😭 i remember watching ur pre college/ freshman vids and now you've graduated and im on my 3rd of uni! thanks for providing entertainment and good laughs over the past 5-6 years. everyone get my girl to a milly

  • @hannahgn
    @hannahgn Год назад +2

    amber, congrats on graduating n keeping us up to date w everything! this year flewwww by but i’m so proud of u :’) i’m only half way thru my major but ur vlogs have been so comforting n i love the lil life advice u’ve sprinkled in them thru out the years. best of luck w ur future endeavours 💓

  • @jimenezangelli8566
    @jimenezangelli8566 Год назад +2

    I remember watching your college videos when I was a freshman in high school. Now I'm starting uni in the fall and you've graduated. We've come a long way. Congratulations

  • @coolazn1997
    @coolazn1997 Год назад +1

    Here’s to growing up and doing the damn thing! So proud of the growth and I hope you’re happy you’ve experienced so many great moments ❤

  • @WhatAlex
    @WhatAlex Год назад +3

    19:14 "it seems like we just got it figured out" I TOTALLY FEEL. I also graduated in May and I feel like our class especially *just* figured it out because we lost like a year and a half of college to covid

  • @aneliseat7934
    @aneliseat7934 Год назад +1

    Graduating uni in one year!!! I can relate to Amber sm and i defo still feel clueless when it comes to some certain parts. Congratulations on your milestone Amber!🎉 I still remember watching your cross country moving vlog in my senior year and now I'm also graduating... time flies ❤❤

  • @lexithach3983
    @lexithach3983 Год назад +1

    so proud of u amber! i’ve been watching u since high school and i just graduated college as well. such a full circle moment and i loved watching u grow

  • @nnng9
    @nnng9 Год назад +1

    i’m 17 and moving out of the country alone for college soon… this is actually comforting and i hope i can have a great college experience as you 🥹

  • @yana6639
    @yana6639 Год назад

    as someone going into senior year and planning to move for college this is so comforting and inspiring omg so proud of you amber!

  • @moonsplaylist
    @moonsplaylist Год назад +3

    “little amber you got in!” 🥹🤧🤍

  • @Roseql5
    @Roseql5 Год назад +2

    I love that u can see how much confidence u have developed and the comfortability u have w urself now. It’s so epic chungus slay😤 congrats on graduating!!🎊

    • @amberalexander
      @amberalexander  Год назад +1

      HAHA omg thank u so much!!!

    • @Roseql5
      @Roseql5 Год назад

      @@amberalexander of course!!!🥹🤎

  • @greatawol
    @greatawol Год назад

    I’ve been saving this video so the advice would b fresh in my brain😭 but I’m abt to start college in three weeks too and while I’m not moving as far as you, I will be on campus so I’m nervous but this vid lowkey assured me that I will b okay and I need to take care of myself too! Anyways I’ve been watching you since pandemic so I’m seriously proud of how much you’ve grown! Thank you amber😊

    • @amberalexander
      @amberalexander  Год назад

      AWE u got this!!! I hope u have the best time at college!!🥹🩷

  • @angie3473
    @angie3473 Год назад +2

    this was somehow so healing and reassuring to watch 😭 congratulations amber!!! for graduating and for growth muahhh

  • @claire1040
    @claire1040 Год назад +1

    past amber was so silly 😭 the trials and tribulations of girlhood

  • @madisonbryan3111
    @madisonbryan3111 Год назад +1

    i remember when this video came out 😭 i went to chapman bc of 17 y/o you!! i live in maryland and have never left the east coast until aug 2021 when i started my freshman year! i had a lot of the same fears as you (as a previously shy girl myself) but have changed a lot from the college experience 😎 amber’s right! nothing matters and everything is hilarious. i also made my main friend group that i have now during my freshman orientation! life’s crazy man… i’m almost a junior 😟

    • @amberalexander
      @amberalexander  Год назад +1

      AWE omg I hope ur enjoying chapman!!!🥹❤️

  • @ku9008
    @ku9008 Год назад

    I just realized that I've been watching you for 4 years now and that's so crazy to me am 18 now so I was 14 at the time and it feels like it's my turn to start the journey to college now haha , anyways I was already happy for you and looked up to you for making that cross back then and am even more happy that you finished college with all those happy memories 🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @shinsou9299
    @shinsou9299 Год назад

    I'm starting college soon and I am VERY NERVOUS about it😞 and my mental health has hit rock bottom this past few months now But watching your vlogs and listening to your words really motivated me to be more open minded about the possibilities that the future might bring. OBVIOUSLY I'm still a bit worried but the things you said in this video gave me the pat on the back that I really needed so Thank you so much amber💓 I wish I could be as cool and confident as you someday

  • @happymi3l
    @happymi3l Год назад

    omg i think i remember watching this video when you posted it and it’s so crazy cuz i didn’t realize you’ve become that much more confident and mature over the years and it’s so cool to see that! Makes me kinda want to continue with school
    And also i didn’t realize i have been watching your videos for over 4 years that is crazy

  • @kookpage
    @kookpage Год назад +2

    aw amber idk why watching this video is making me tear up ahhshdhhdfghfhf… so proud of you and how far you’ve come!! 🖤🖤🖤

  • @kimjiraven
    @kimjiraven Год назад

    alex !!!! you have no idea how much i needed this advice right now 😭 like you in the past, im full of fears for the next journey because im gonna move for college too. thank you for the video as always, alex. I've been a subscriber ever since, and im happy with how much youve grown! goodluck luck in your future endeavors! we, your subscribers, are always here for you, cheering you on!

  • @janellereece2335
    @janellereece2335 Год назад

    Its crazy how we do all of our schooling and then once you graduate college you realize its really up to you to decide what to do next with your life. In my experience it's a bit debilitating to have that many options and whole wide world in front of me...but we're starting small and forming our own lives little by little!

  • @yatzn02
    @yatzn02 Год назад

    im so emotional at this amberrrr !!! im so proud of you and i hope watching your younger self reminded you that you are capable and always have been

  • @angievasquez8188
    @angievasquez8188 Год назад +1

    in august i will move to spain for an international experience and getting a degree on concept art before my last year of college and i'm excited but also SO SCARED. it will be my first time traveling alone, my first time leaving my country and even my CONTINENT watching this video made me realize that everything is a joke, everything is funny and i will be ok!!! ily amberrr 🇲🇽>>>🇪🇸

    • @amberalexander
      @amberalexander  Год назад +1

      AWE omg I hope u have the best time in spain!!! U got this🫶😎

  • @arunimaaa
    @arunimaaa Год назад +1

    So cute Amber❤ You have glowed up and grown into a gorgeous lady. Congratulations Amber so happy for you.

  • @minjang9064
    @minjang9064 Год назад +2

    thanks for sharing this video and being so vulnerable! We started and ended college together which makes this video even more meaningful. Part of me wishes that I did this too!

  • @101lilnikkie
    @101lilnikkie Год назад

    I'm from the UK and we're the same age so watching your equivalent of my experience over the years has literally been wild. I didn't have a great experience overall because life, yet I feel like I've grown in the exact same ways!
    I can't wait to see your perspective on everything post-Uni while I literally do the exact same thing again.

  • @donnabulaoro6651
    @donnabulaoro6651 Год назад

    aww watching this made me emotional 🥺🥺 so proud of you and your growth!

  • @yellowchild33
    @yellowchild33 Год назад

    wooooaaaah. that's so crazy. it's also reassuring to hear this as someone who's also socially anxious- or just anxious in general lol. you were scared before, i was scared before, but we always just keep being okay.

  • @junehill1784
    @junehill1784 Год назад +1

    amberrrr!! aw I loved this video. I am transferring colleges to major in film and tv. I hope I have as much fun at my new school as you did at Chapman. Excited to see what you do next. Best of luck.

  • @steffi7190
    @steffi7190 Год назад +4

    THE PICK ME VIBES HAHAHHA AMBER you're so real for this LMFAO

    • @steffi7190
      @steffi7190 Год назад

      congrats again on being a boss and graduating while still posting on youtube

  • @osmolympia
    @osmolympia Год назад +3

    firsttttttt

  • @kevinz-nv8pg
    @kevinz-nv8pg Год назад

    The picture-in-picture technique makes a single picture have a beautiful background.

  • @patricialuize
    @patricialuize Год назад

    this made me cry happy tears 🥹 congratulations, Amber!! Excited for new amazing things to come!!!

  • @haydensfavgf
    @haydensfavgf Год назад

    omg congrats amber!!! i’m so happy for you and i just know you’ll continue to reach your goals :) i’m a current high schooler rn and this actually does make me feel better and more comfortable about college!!

  • @shaniiielx
    @shaniiielx Год назад

    been a fan for so long, you've grown so much emotionally i should say! so proud of youuu amberrr

    • @shaniiielx
      @shaniiielx Год назад

      that's a great way to look back omg this is something bruh

  • @juliachng
    @juliachng Год назад

    CONGRAST AMBER!! amber you literally make college look so fun! can't wait for post grad life, you're the best!!

  • @teresamov
    @teresamov Год назад

    congrats amber!! I’ve been watching you since covid and it’s crazy to see you grow as a person :)) this video gave me comfort for uni since I’ll be studying media production ♥︎♥︎

  • @______________chhoii
    @______________chhoii Год назад +3

    Congratulations on your well- deserved success! 🎉

  • @kelseylelei
    @kelseylelei Год назад

    it's actually so crazy watching this and remembering the whollle moving vlog back in 2019

  • @xesaxee
    @xesaxee Год назад +1

    best is yet to come

  • @xesaxee
    @xesaxee Год назад +1

    THIS IS FIRE AMBER LOVED IT

  • @BoolilyT
    @BoolilyT Год назад

    This is kind of comforting as I’m starting university in September ❤

  • @s.k.henkle
    @s.k.henkle Год назад

    I just graduated too!! Thanks for the encouragement, we got this!! Next chapter here we come

  • @cin409
    @cin409 Год назад

    your social life from your past self definitely seems like me right now. hopefully I could work on myself and become less shy like you did!

  • @simplecityfarm8913
    @simplecityfarm8913 Год назад +1

    Hey Amber! I'm so happy for you, congratulations on graduating❤

  • @elisalin8954
    @elisalin8954 Год назад

    Woah crazy to realize that 4 years passed by so quick! Been following the evolution since 2019! Congrats on your growth and achievements!! Cheers to going into new stages with no fear!! 💖

  • @lily_2654
    @lily_2654 Год назад

    You did it , I am so proud of you , I hope in future you still with us , Love ya so much 💙

  • @pietradeister767
    @pietradeister767 Год назад

    its so crazy how we can change in a few years lol i'm really sooo happy for you, congratulations again 🤧💘💘

  • @amyrobson503
    @amyrobson503 Год назад +1

    congrats bae!!! excited for the next chapter :)

  • @Junefalemaka
    @Junefalemaka Год назад

    Every time when I do a self care routine I always love watching Amber videos. ❤❤❤

  • @filipgurl
    @filipgurl Год назад

    i'm so proud of you! I can't believe we got to watch you through the ups and downs, and thank you for sharing with us as you took us along your journey

  • @delvisjimenez8010
    @delvisjimenez8010 Год назад

    SO HAPPY FOR YOU BAE 🩷🩷 i remember constantly asking you about Chapman/college during the old Twitch streams :”) as an upcoming college junior now, it feels so crazy that my 16-17 year old self felt just as nervous as you 😭😭 THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING US TO WITNESS YOUR GROWTH!!! I wish the best for you

  • @sophiawhite2212
    @sophiawhite2212 Год назад +1

    Thank you so much for posting this! I’ll be a freshman this fall:) congratulations!!!

    • @amberalexander
      @amberalexander  Год назад +1

      YAY thank u!!! Hope u have a great freshman year!!❤️❤️

  • @ruhanimariam6404
    @ruhanimariam6404 Год назад

    Amber girl you're always on time 😭 I love you so much!!!

  • @youknowitsjackie
    @youknowitsjackie Год назад

    you make me feel so much better about college!!! i’m starting this fall at florida state 🥺

  • @elledanika333
    @elledanika333 Год назад

    “entire structure of my life is gone now” BRUH IM SCARED WHEN I GET TO THIS PART OF MY LIFE

  • @MySweetThing17
    @MySweetThing17 Год назад

    I love seeing the growth u had! ♡ Im also rlly socially anxious until now, I hope I have growth like this too some day ♡

  • @hyunyoungmo1662
    @hyunyoungmo1662 Год назад

    Seeing this as I go to college across the country :))) this video is inspiring me to make my own, glad I got to see your journey

  • @itscristaaa
    @itscristaaa Год назад +1

    Hi Ambeeeer❤❤ congrats on everything you've achieved!

  • @Lanakamareddine
    @Lanakamareddine Год назад

    I also just graduated college this year… it’s crazy how much we have changed

  • @leilaniarellano7660
    @leilaniarellano7660 Год назад

    im so proud of you amber🥹

  • @nevernotblessed
    @nevernotblessed Год назад

    past amber soo cuuuttee !! present amber sooo slaaaaaAyyy !!

  • @ychan460
    @ychan460 Год назад

    I’m going to start college in a little over 2 months. Yet the most nerve-wracking part is that in where I live (🇭🇰), we don’t find out our college admission exams results 1 and a half months before school starts and where we’re going to 3 weeks before. *cries* The most nerve-wracking part isn’t even the uncertainties of going to college but where TF I’m going to *cries even more* I’m hoping (🤞🏻) I could go to law school and double major in politics too (🤞🏻🤞🏻) But even though my situation was pretty different than yours, Amber, I’m finding your video very inspiring. (The only similarity I could notice was that I would also be only 17 when school starts - I would turn 18 9 days after school starts) In fact, I think I might do something similar. Best of luck with post-grad life! Looking forward to more content on that xo

  • @marcelaubillus2907
    @marcelaubillus2907 Год назад

    so happy for you Amber!! keep going!

  • @longing9610
    @longing9610 Год назад

    Refreshing…ahhhh
    Inspiring … ahhhh

  • @rishikapatel9734
    @rishikapatel9734 Год назад

    Aawe amber I just graduated from college last year and the end of your video got me so emotional! 🥹 don’t worry! If there’s anything that a year post grad has taught me it’s that the ppl that are meant to stay in your life will! No matter how far they may be - so excited to see what you do next! 🫶🏽

  • @monxmon
    @monxmon Год назад

    fellow 23’ college grad! we did it! 🎉 love the video and ur short film!

  • @RARACORE11
    @RARACORE11 Год назад

    congrats amber 🎉

  • @junounooxenfree
    @junounooxenfree Год назад

    Congratulations 🥺✨ so proud ‼️

  • @faniamorais9203
    @faniamorais9203 Год назад +1

    Go Amberrr🥳🎉

  • @urdaughtergayle2157
    @urdaughtergayle2157 Год назад +3

    I LOVE DIS

  • @vivian.d.lee.
    @vivian.d.lee. Год назад

    this is so cool! congrats amber😎

  • @xcrish.0
    @xcrish.0 Год назад

    I swear it’s been a year since you posted that first vid 👁️👄👁️ WTF MAN this is so dope to see

  • @jadziak6997
    @jadziak6997 Год назад

    This was amazing! Something all RUclipsrs who want to recap their journey (or ANYONE for that matter lol). Very forward thinking! :-)))))

  • @Des_Ontoy
    @Des_Ontoy Год назад

    We love the character development😫🙌

  • @ssaammm_
    @ssaammm_ Год назад

    Congrats amber

  • @aasuello
    @aasuello Год назад

    You’re a genius! ❤ Proud of you!

  • @udjarmy
    @udjarmy Год назад

    this video concept idea is so creative!

  • @bearisnotonfire
    @bearisnotonfire Год назад

    ahh i just graduated high school this is so perfect thank you 🤍

  • @rickmiller7148
    @rickmiller7148 Год назад

    Graduation Congratulations, Amber! And, Blessings upon you throughout your Continuing Journey. Also, Happy #CelebrationOfTheSensesDay, #GreatAmericanBackyardCampoutDay & #NationalPralinesDay! Then, tomorrow will be #GlobalBeatlesDay, #DayOfTheSeafarer, #NationalCatfishDay & #NationalStrawberryParfaitDay. Wonderful Weekend and Superb Summer to you and yours...

  • @Deli24knight
    @Deli24knight Год назад

    This was such a cool video concept and you should do another video for post grad!

  • @kaonashiie
    @kaonashiie Год назад

    This is so beautiful! And I'm graduating college soon , scared of my future don't know what to do😩

  • @dorralahirech4846
    @dorralahirech4846 Год назад

    I just finished my first year of college. A year ago I was so sure I'm not going to make any friends but with time I did make some and became comfortable around people there. But now I'm getting anxious all over again as I may move to another university (I took a reorientation exam but I have not decided yet whether to stay or not) so the thought of starting all over again after getting used to the people and everything else is stressing me out especially that I'm an introverted not so emotionally stable. Choosing the right college and career is so confusing to me.