Anxiety || Vent.

I hate it, they told me to make more friends. be more open. im trying. i really am. but i still cant help it. I am scared.
Ive tried.. i just happen to keep friending the wrong people. over and over. was it a coincidence or not? i do not know.
Their eyes haunting me everytime they look at me, their whispers and chats, sounds like they were talking about Me.
The times where they would be with me when theres nobody left as their choice.
the only one i can only trust, would be me and myself.
I am failing class, school, social, life.
and i believe, those failures are my fault. I am a failure. I hate it. I hate myself.
I dont think i'll be able to live long if all i do is coward off.

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