I'M SICK (WHAT I LEARNED ON MY SOCIAL MEDIA BREAK)
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- Опубликовано: 28 сен 2024
- In this video I talk about what I learned on my social media break. this video is about my health. Some how I got very allergic to something in my hotel room, leaving me covered in hives and short of breath. I realized things like this (allergy attacks, shortness of breath, stomach issues, etc) are happening too often and I've been ignoring how my body really feels. I need to figure out whats going on to get my health in a better place.
Thumbnail is taken while was experiencing issues in Santa Fe.
What if getting a work up actually makes you feel better? Yes it’s scary, AND knowing what it is can b empowering. ❤️
Not only that it can put your mind at ease. Stress can cause stomach issues and skin issues eczema. Cedar poisoning is a real thing to.
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Thank you. Half of what we worry about never happens.
First off Anna your just amazing!! Second u are not alone in how u are feeling I am dealing with the same things.❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
To me, not knowing was always always worse then knowing about a diagnosis. You are strong,Anna, you can deal with everything ❤️
My wife had the weirdest symptoms when she had Covid and pretty much everything you had was one of her symptoms. I wish you the best and hope you get well soon.
Forgot to mention as far as the hives go, she would get them up to a month after Covid.
@@ChuckNoris274 Wow that's interesting, first time I've heard about hives as a symptom, hope your wife is doing better now.
My brother also experienced many of the symptoms she is displaying, and also thought he had "cedar fever". He didn't test positive until he had a PCR test. I was thinking the same thing as she spoke.
@@leelee2350 She made a full recovery! She didn’t even know she had it. Thought it was a really bad sinus infection then the hives hit and she got tested and there it was. My five Y/O got it 8 months later and his blotchy skin is how we knew. Pretty much his only symptoms and didn’t just walk through it, he ran through it! We have had it 3 times now in the house and I have yet to get it. It’s so weird!
I was going to say the same thing…I had Hives all during Covid, from eye lid down to my toes and they lasted about month after I was diagnosed.
Thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing this with the world. you are definitely not alone in this fear but you are a rock star and I just know you are gonna do great.
Heyy friendly nurse here 👋 this is an EXTREMELY NORMAL response to illness. There is nothing wrong with your response to this stressor and I do believe taking that leap to get a full work up will ease your mind. You do HARD stuff all the time, you can do this. The unknown is scarier than the known, promise! It could be much less than you have worked up in your mind! And if it is as bad as you think, you will gain POWER over what's going on. Good luck, I have loved you for years and years ❤️ sorry for the issues in the medical system 😔please don't listen to the internet
Anna, I must be honest. I started watching you because I find you outstanding both physically and personality wise. But I love your strength and vulnerability. But this is something I can understand where you are coming from. I have the same fears. I DONT WANNA KNOW THE BAD SHIT. IM GOING, YOU GO TOO
Oh, one more thing. If you end up with one of those doctors that dismiss you due to weight, you get up, walk out and call another one. This is your life and you fight for it. Personally, I have found that most female doctors are so much more in tune with us women and don;t blame weight.
But ignoring the weight issue won’t help either
I love you for so many reasons… your BRAVERY here is just another one. You got this girlie!! Hoping you’re ok and looking forward to updates… stay strong 🖤🖤🖤
We always want to believe we are okay. The truth is though, getting checked out and catching issues early is important. You are courageous enough to share, which means you are courageous enough to get help. It's okay to need help. I'm rooting for you! ❤
I have a terrifying fear of the dentist. I can’t really remember a traumatic experience, maybe it’s the noise?
BUT, seeing you be so honest, gives me the gumption to make an appointment❤️
I don’t like the dentist either and it’s definitely the noise for me but I do go I have found a very gentle and kind dentist
Thank you SO so so so much for sharing this. I was in tears watching this because I relate so much. I'm so proud of you and hope you're able to find some answers. I have lipedema as well and that comes with a whole slew of other issues, including digestive, circulatory, skin, and even psychological issues too in some cases, so juggling all that has been wild but oddly affirming. There is still such little widely known research done on lipedema and the few doctors who are even aware of it are still actively trying to understand the complexities of the disease and how it affects our entire system so that in itself is a battle as well. I'm rooting for you! I'm right there with ya ♡
Same. Liposuctions helped a lot,but since I am 7 months pregnant the illness came back and I hate seeing my body changing again ( no,I’m. It talking about the baby ;) )
You can do this! If you have an illness , the more you know about it, the better you can deal with it mentally, emotionally, physically- all ways. Sometimes the most upsetting, disturbing thing is not knowing and worrying usually about the worst case scenario. Anna , you are not your body. You are not your thoughts. You are not your illness. You are a being of light and love and energy. You are never alone for God is always there for you. Pray to him and you will see this to be true. He doesn’t always remove our trials he gets us through them. You can do this. You can!! 🧡🌸🧸
You are a very strong and courageous woman!! Thats why I love your channel and all of your content!!! We are behind you 100% and praying that you pull through this issue!!! You can do it!!! Just keep pushing forward!!!
I have severe anxiety around medical care and no one understands why I’m my life this made me feel heard I’m with you and I’m so sorry
I heard you sweetheart x
I too have severe anxiety but everyone thinks it’s in my head❤️❤️❤️
My father died young of an autoimmune and my mother is debilitated by other chronic illnesses and everything you said about how you prioritize exceeding expectations and avoid medical diagnosis and protect yourself is 100% me. I have my own chronic autoimmune issues (multiple) and I just pushed through until I couldn’t any more. My quality of life is better for having gotten help and I wish I’d gotten it sooner. I wish you the same luck and know that I feel you and understand. For me “couldn’t anymore” landed me in the hospital near death. I’m glad you are overcoming your fear sooner than I did. I know what a hurdle it is.
Anna, I'm praying for you! I totally understand where you are coming from. 🙏❤️
It is SO TRUE! Dr's see a "bigger" person, automatically they ALWAYS blame your weight! Without even diagnosing you running tests or anyting. I have personally been through this.
You are not alone im actually going thru the same thing I am scared to know what's wrong with me because I deep down kno im not well my kidneys are messed up my stomach and breathing and have not told anyone im not well ..this is actually my first time letting that out and u really opened my eyes right now but I kno how u feel because I still feel scared ..i send u my love n prayers ..keep ur head up ur such a great inspiration 💕💕 much love
I hope that one day everyone will see how truly beautiful (inside/out) you are! You are sooo honest in everything you do, just keep being you girl! You are gorgeous and you deserve to be happy every minute of your life. We need more people like you! ❤️
My heart heard this so strongly. I truly hope you find answers and it’s a fixable situation. Big hugs! You are so much stronger then you think!
Anna, I haven’t gone through some of the things you’ve had to deal with. I do fully understand the fear related to your size. I’ve had drs that focus on my weight. I’ve either found a different dr or worked thru the weight discussion with more open drs. In the long run I’ve found the knowledge helps reduce the fear. You’ll at least know what you’re dealing with and able to make a plan. I go to the dr with a list symptoms (along with when the symptoms occur) and a list of questions. Just writing it down helps organize your thoughts and can guide a discussion. If the dr doesn’t listen, you’re seeing the wrong dr. Being prepared helps you and the dr determine where to start diagnosing your your problem.
I really believe knowledge is power. I’ve even gone online to watch a surgery that I knew needed to be done (shoulder replacement). Just make sure you review the credentials of the dr/ surgeon ( search resources for info about the drs background, training and any reviews. Also ask friends or any nurse you may know). Use websites that are reputable.
Being chronic sickness sucks. I hate that you aren't feeling yourself. I hope that soon you will find what changes could help you. I have been chronically ill since 2008. You need to feel who you are and find if it is something that can be handled.
You are an inspiration ❤️ all the love and support for you! I feel you completely ❤️
I hate to see you broken and feeling ill. I am praying for your strength, courage and knowledge on finding the factors about what is going on with your body. You will be better soon. I just know it!!!! ❤️
My prayers for you Queen🙏🏼. I rebuke all sickness. Sending you a big hug and much love. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Oh hunny. You beautiful courageous woman. I have only recently found you. But what a beautiful breath of fresh air you are. You can do this. Not knowing is far scarier than knowing. I promise. You have got this.
Get well soon. I hope it's all easily explainable and treatable. You won't know until you go. Take care 💜💜
I feel this so much. I am pretty much in the same boat when it comes to going to the Dr. My Dr is amazing and she doesn't dwell on my weight too much but I have such a fear of going because every time I go it seems like they find something else wrong. I haven't had my medications filled in the last six months because fear kicked in and I canceled my Dr appointments in June and just haven't gone back. I know I should go. I know I need to go. But I also know I've gained 20lbs. And I know my medical issues that I want to ignore are still present. The thought of going to a Dr and getting a weigh in and blood work and pap results just scares the living hell out of me. So I know exactly where you're coming from. I'm sorry you're suffering but I'm proud of you for doing something I can't even bring myself to do. I'm hoping, praying and crossing my fingers that the Dr you decide on is absolutely amazing and will help you with a PROPER diagnosis. Ignore the "DM doctors" they might mean well but they aren't licensed to diagnose you. Good luck love!
You're stronger and braver than you think. Don't be hesitant about changing doctors if you don't feel comfortable. The right one for you is out there. You are in charge of your body. You can do this. It will be hard but you've been through worse. All you need is a plan and then you can take charge like the boss lady you are. I want to send a big hug and tell you "you got this!"
Just keep in mind that allergies can lead to severe chronic illness. My dust mite allergies led to adult asthma, eczema and stomach problems, and deadly anaphylaxis if I take anti-inflammatories. It's not "just" allergies. Allergies are serious, but they are also very treatable, and you can easily help reverse a lot of the problems they cause. It really does sound like you might have allergy issues and you just need to get tested and treated properly. On the plus side, allergy testing is kinda interesting and fun. Good luck!!!
This right here! ^^ Also, keep in mind that some thing aren't "allergies" per se, as they don't cause a histamine reaction. You can also have a body that "reacts" to certain things. I get crazy congestion with a meal, or in the wind, or when exposed to smoke, or dust. Tested negative to every allergy. Doc comes in and says "well, you have Vasomotor Rhinitis." I asked him what that was and he says "well, you are easily irritated." Um, ok, but what does that have to do with my sinuses?! But, it makes sense. My body is hyper reactive to those things without it being a histamine reaction. Recently, I've discovered I'm reactive to two incredibly common ingredients -- Sodium Laurel Sulfate in soap and toothpaste, and Xanthum Gum, or any similar thickener. And that stuff is EVERYWHERE. If I use a toothpaste with SLS, my entire mouth will blister. If I use a shampoo with it, my skin itches on my back particularly, and we aren't even going to talk about the reaction I had when I used the wrong soap on more sensitive areas! I basically had to test for those reactions myself because my doctors just said "Um, wow." So, I did an elimination test and found products that are safe. Our bodies change as we grow older, and I've found that having Covid has made many of my reactions worse, because my immune system has stayed on fire. Best of luck finding a diagnosis and thank you for sharing your journey!
Dust mite allergies suck! I also have eczema which has flared up big time this winter in ohio!
So true 😔 I developed allergic asthma after I got a dwarf bunny. It was so bad that I had to get rid of the poor bun. But 2 years later I'm still using symbicort daily because all my other allergies are so emphasized now. Allergy tests are fun lol my whole arm looks like rows of mole hills 😄
No no no- you have to go see a Dr.- don't wait to long. You'll get better. We're here for you!! Much support and concern
I’m SO happy for you!!! You know why? Because what you experienced on your break was a REVELATION!!! Be scared. That’s normal! You may hear something that you don’t want to hear but your determination is going to keep you moving forward! You want to be able to help someone else who may be suffering in silence but are too afraid to seek help! I’ll go with you to the Dr if you need me too! We can do this ok? We want you to be ok. It’s ok to be scared! It’s ok to not be ok!
I'm sending all the love & positive energy your way. Remember We Survive Our Worst of Days & Today is No Different 🥰 Love You
Have someone you trust go with you to be a buffer! To help explain. You can do it! Your fans is supporting you!!!
You have taken that first terrifying step. Stop worrying about what people think of you that will be your second and best step ever. God Bless You.
Let's do this together! I will take the lead in my life too!
I'm in.
Me too
You are so amazing! This is a reality for so many people thinking if I do not know than I don't have to worry. You will find the strength to do what is necessary for you and sometimes not knowing is worse than the actual diagnosis. Prayers for you!!!
Takes more than a week and alot more will power..been off any social media but youtube for 4yrs now!! Its amazing at the time I have now and the zero F's I worry about now!! Its amazing
You're so amazing. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. My heart breaks for you. We all have to admit we need help at one point or another. And you will come out stronger on the other side. Sending you lots of light, love, and prayers.
I think of it as a card game. How do you know what card to play without knowing what’s in your hand - and then again how do you know which game your playing? You go for it…. You are doing such a great job. Also..don’t stop till you get ur answers. Be sure to journal the steps otherwise it can get confusing…This is a wonderful example of loving yourself. (Also you can’t love anyone else until u first love yourself) hang on sweetie is going to be a wonderful ride. 🥰
Anxiety is always the biggest hurdle, but you've conquered that so that is great. When I have concerns about my body (I've been gratefully lucky to have good physicians, the ones I didn't click with I moved on) I mention my weight first to get it out there, and then discuss the major concerns. This way you bring it up and not them, you're in the driver's seat they are there to assist. Honestly I wish I knew where in Texas my old physician I had a few years ago moved back to...she was amazing. But I hope you find the best fit for you.
I want to give you a hug! I suffer from idiopathic urticaria and I understand how you feel. Don’t let fear stop you from getting the answers you need. My hives swelled up in my face so badly that at first they thought I was having a stroke. And although with idiopathic urticaria you aren’t given a real reason and least it’s given me some comfort
You got this Anna!!! It's scary right now but I promise you regardless you're gonna feels so much relief once you know for sure what's going on with your body. YOU GOT THIS🙏🏾
I pray that you find out what is going on and tackle it all like a boss.
I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER.I UNDERSTOOD EVERYTHING YOU WERE SAYING
Yes feeling bad is scary. You aren't alone we all have the fear of not wanting to know . My best advice is this Be brave go to the doctors the worst thing that can happen is you get an answer and they treat you.
Anna, Know that you are strong, inspiring and that taking this step will lead to you resolving the issues that your body is having and continue to be a light for so many and healthier, better you
Please look into anxiety disorders and panic attacks. This sounds so much like panic to me. It can do some crazy things to your body. I have literally all of these symptoms during a panic attack, and it can last for days.
Hi Anna you must Must go as all the worrying can be causing you to have stomach issues and the more worrying you do the worse the stomach issues you have.. it's a vicious cycle. Please look after yourself, sending you love and hugs from Newcastle U.K xxx
i am so with you - the reason is alsways: i just don't want to know it. this is so human. you feel that something is going terrible wrong, but it is easier to ignore and find excuses than to go and see a medic. Take care of your self. Be strong and don't be scared - the more you face your fears the stronger you get und know the name of your personal enime you will be able to fight him. STAY STONG and never forget: so many people out here love you and you are in our thoughts! lots of love, strengh and less worries ♥♥♥♥
I think deep down as big people we feel guilty for being big and that being our weakness. I get it bc that’s me. I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disorder in 2019. Prior to that I had gone through periodic episodes of hives that seemed to come and go without reason. Honestly, I was scared it was cancer (thinking the worst) but it wasn’t. For me, I’m grateful to know the reason and I’m receiving medication for it. So it doesn’t have to be the end of the world- it could be a step towards not only feeling better but understanding and giving yourself more grace bc of it. Hang in there! Prayers you get some answers and peace.
I can relate to the way you are thinking. I recommend a good counselor that can help you understand the way you are thinking and that's it's a normal response to how you grew up with chronically ill relatives. There's a big gap between feeling kind of crappy due to our weight and a chronic disease. Being bigger does ultimately impact the way we feel. The older we get it makes an impact. But these are things that can be treated. Try to take that first step to find out what exactly you have going on. You may just need a medicine that will help while you work on getting a bit healthier. Nothing needs to happen tomorrow. It's a slow path. I get ya, girl.
Anna I'm right beside you in spirit. I'm holding your hand and being your biggest cheerleader.
Anna don't feel that way . Just keep doing what you feel like . If your work outs make you feel better then do them . But don't exercise to change your looks . You are a gorgeous person and you have more heart then anybody else . Don't forget its always good to get a check up too see how are body's are doing no matter what are weight is .
Long time watcher first time commenter here. I give you so much credit for being open and honest. You seem to really be confronting things in your life and that is so commendable. Can I just say, you are not alone. A lot of people avoid doctors and self diagnose, my self included. I also use social media to self sooth and escape. try not to beat yourself up. You are going to be okay, no matter the outcome.
Don't keep pressuring yourself. You'll figure it out and you've got what it takes to conquer whatever it is and we will be behind you the whole way! You've got this!
Be strong and you are right. At least you are seeing you need profession care to make sure you are alright. Be Brave. That is my word for the year.
You are so strong. We will be your support group. We got you!!!
It hurts my heart to see you cry. Like any video I see where you cry I just wanna break the forth wall and hug you. I admire your vulnerability and honesty and pray everything will be resolved for you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Omggg this is me!!!! I have a bunch of things going on and I need to see a bunch of different doctors but I do m t GO. Idk why but this is why I don’t wanna know. But I need to! I needed this video!
Every four seasons I've been too the customer service is absolutely amazing!
I totally understand Anna and I feel your pain too. I hope you get the help you need and start to feel better soon!! Wish I could give you a hug. 🤗❤️
Dearest Anna I hope you're feeling better now!! I send you all my love and good wishes! And most of all prayer! Please keep updating us!
Hope you are feeling better. You are a darling. Prayers.
Your honesty and bravery are outstanding. I pray you find out and get yourself better. I'm new to watching you and I've come to really love you videos and they encourage me
Girl I have been there!y family has always been sickly. I wasn't. I mentally wouldn't allow it. But pain was there center of my life. My mom finally got the diagnosis. Celiacs disease. And what a game changer. We all took gluten and grains and dairy out of our lives. It is the hardest thing to ever do but I feel like a million bucks when I eat right. When I cheat I have pain, stomach issues, anxiety, heart problems, breathing problems, skin rashes, blisters, and peeling. Depression sets in, insomnia and then I get back on and it takes couple days and I am on track again. Don't listen to everyone. Get to the Dr and get with yourself. Listen to what your heart is saying. And if you don't like your Dr try a another. I went to one office and tried 3 before I found the most amazing Dr. He is not serious about bull crap and more about the person. Good luck girl and sending so much love and strength. You are an inspiration to so many and you will continue to be. You have dealt with everything else and this will also be just another hurdle. Love you ❤️
Worst thing is not knowing... pretending is very demanding, damaging!!! Knowledge takes time and courage... you are the best reason to turn yourself into motion, emotion and most of all into your innermost salvation!!! Wish you the very best... take very good care of you!! Xx
Like your outfit and makeup today, you look so pretty
Thank you for your willingness to be so transparent. You are brave and courageous! God Bless You!
The first step is always the hardest. I know there are emotional things from your past that you are also working through, and as someone who has been through a similar journey, I can't stress enough just how emotional pain is held by the body - it often is converted to physical problems until we can get to the point where we can process through our emotional pain. The physical pain is the body telling us that it can't hold the emotional pain anymore and that it is time to heal.
Highly recommend the book "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel Van Der Kolk!
Integrative and Functional MDs do the best job of getting to the bottom of issues and truly listening.
On a totally different note, for what it's worth - I don't know what the deal is with New Mexico, but I always physically feel like complete garbage when I visit there! Migraines, hard to breathe, altered consciousness. I have stayed 4 times in Albuquerque, Santa Fe, and Taos, all four times were weird experiences. I now try to avoid staying in NM at all costs when I am driving cross-country!
I know it's scary. Take a friend you trust to have your back! You've too take care of you baby girl!❤❤❤🌷🌷🌷
You are strong. Sometimes knowing is the first step towards feeling better. Scary for sure if you need moral support we are here for you. Take care cause we care.
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You have my support ! You have made a difference in my life. I have had hives for three years but because I won't get allergy testing again, can't get diagnosed and suffer. I'm sorry you're going through what you're going through. It is scary. I understand 💗
I am constantly itching and can assure you, it is not from my weight. Your hives likely are due to other issues, not your weight. ❣️ My stomach goes berserk when I travel. Gut issues, happens to a lot of people. I had to live off of immodium, just so I could eat when I was in Jamaica for a week.
You are so beautiful and such a strong person. You can do this ! Does it help you to know you're giving other people confidence ? I'm afraid of my dr. He keeps sending me letters to come see him 😩🙄 you are a good influence. If you go, I might think about going, too.
Sending love,
Steph.
Wow my heart goes out to you for sharing this video I see your hurting and scared at the same time I wish I could be there to comfort you at this very hard time and not easy for you either to deal with sending a warm hug for comfort and support and your not alone and keeping you in my prayers and I pray things turn out for the very best take it easy and leave this matter in god's hands and can fix all things and keep the faith and stay strong beautiful 🙏❤️🌷
Prayers for you Anna❤️🙏🏻😇
Thank goodness you talked yourself into getting a physician and 🤞🏻 one that will do a proper work up. Girlfriend, the way you were scaring yourself was scaring me. Sending you strength 🥰
You are being brave, I’m sure this is completely overwhelming, you’re doing good. Keep going. Love ya babe!
You will be amazed how relieved you will feel when you have an answer. As then you can move forward. My thoughts are with you
My heart is broken for you. You're strong. It's scary but you'll do what you need to do. You're in my thoughts. I was going through the same thing. Turns out I had an extreme iron deficiency. I get 8 hour infusions but I feel sooooo much better and I can finally sleep. It was a simple blood work panel.
You are lovely. I’m glad the space gave you some serious perspective 🤍
Your not alone !! And I pray everything works out for the best!!!
Oh sweetheart! Im in the same boat. I have pain that Im scared to get diagnosed too.. But we need to just do it. It may be nothing, it may be something, but we need to know. Sending you so much love.
And are you are such a big inspiration to everybody in the world I just want to see you succeed and be better and feel better and be the best that you can be and you have enriched my life so much just seeing the courage that you have you are such a great great person we all love you and hope for you to have the best life. 💖
I’m so sorry that this has happened / is happening to you. I hope you get over this quickly.
The Fear of a thing is worse sometimes than the actual thing. Once you know you will feel more in control. 💖🌷🙂Hugs.
But you have to know, you have to find find out what's going on with your body. It's important and knowing and taking care of it is also part of good self care. *hug*
Anna, this trip very well could have saved your life. I’m so happy that you are investing in you.
You are stronger and more brave than you realize. I am sending you love.
I'm so proud of you. Your fears are absolutely valid, and we will be here for you when you get answers.
Omg Anna, I'm going through the same thing now. For the same reasons you're talking about. I have avoided the doctors for years too. Because I'm scared of what they are going to say. But let's go. I'm going on Monday Anna, to face the music. You can too. You are a blessing.
It’s scarier to not know what is wrong. I’m sorry Anna that your trip didn’t go as planned but there was obviously a reason. If you don’t have a dr, I’m in Austin and highly recommend Dr. Darren Geyer at Premier Family Physicians. He is so thorough and kind and does not shame you about weight. He’s very understanding. I have been going to him for years and my daughter about your age goes to him and my husband. He is awesome!
Knowledge is power! You can do hard things. I believe you are strong enough to handle anything that comes your way!!
Listen you need to buck up and see what’s wrong. Wondering gives you stress,know gives you a goal and determination. Information is power. Give yourself power girl. Loosing weight would help of course you know that but I had weight lose surgery and WOW the difference. Good luck love
Adding my support to the chorus here. And adding my own things. ....Please feel free to TELL all of the medical people that you are anxious and scared. Don't be embarrassed or shy. Repeat as necessary. Know that this time before you have definitive answers will continue to be scary and that's okay. You aren't alone.
WE CARE.
Please update when you can. 🙏💛
Good luck! Hope it's not as bad as you feel it might be!
You will be fine..a diagnosis & treatment is everything
I will pray for you. You can do this. I believe in you.🌹
You know you are so awesome. As a big woman I feel you. For years I eat and throw up. This last year it got to a point were my life was horrible. I am like you scared to go to the Doctors do to my weight and stuff. But I pulled up my big girl panties and started going. Come to find out I have a hiatal hernia and have to have surgery. I am scared as shit!!! In order to fix that and other stuff i pretty much have to do a whole bypass. So I know your fear. Hang in there. The only thing to fear is fear itself. You got this hugs
It is ok to listen to your body. It is ok to rest. It is ok to be not ok. I have Rheumatoid Arthritis. My body attacks itself. The one thing I have learned, and it took a very long time, it is ok to be not ok. The most important thing is to see a Dr and talk to them. Tell them how you feel. Be completely open and honest. Hugs and so much love sent to you.
This made me cry I hope you feel better. I have cerebral palsy I'm very tight borderline of being in pain I was on muscle relaxers for years my body got used to it so I got off them now that's not much they can do for me. I've tried Botox that didn't help there's another muscle relaxer but it will affect my memory most likely and I don't want to put up with that I'm only 31. It's frustrating because not many people understand
Wishing you the best of luck
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