I lost my mom last year, December 11th. I had been raised asking myself why my mom couldn't just stop smoking or just stop drinking. It pained me to have to tell her to stop and know damn well she was lying when she told me that she promised. My parents divorced a good way into 2019 and I ended up moving a good ways away. From mid-2019 to late 2021, I saw her less, and less. It looked like that things would get better and she was getting better. Well. She went into the hospital in mid-November and the thing is, she had been there several times, though this time was simply her wanting surgery on her lungs which turned out to be royally fucked up. I was told things were going well and then the second visit, she went from walking to being in what I can narrowly remember as the intensive care unit. Me and my family all recalled on how everyone else there looked to be in bad shape...that is when I started to worry. By the third week and about the 4th visit, we were pessimistic at best. I held quite a desperate hope that she'd be okay until around a month in, I was pulled out into the garage with my sister and told my mom wouldn't make it. We'd say goodbye on December 11th. And I can say that was the first time I well and truly shattered emotionally for a damn long time. Never had something left me so utterly fucked up. Even now I feel like I have hardly moved on..I don't think anyone can move on from that.
@@sikorsky5815 I feel your pain and sadness in your words. things like that make want to die and see my loved ones on the other side. someday, we'll all join our loved ones.
Seattle, 01:53AM and It's raining as usual, sitting in a chair a little uncomfortable, but how great it would be if my brain focused not on the discomfort of the chair, but on the pain in my heart
@@Thiago-vr9dv brother we all have our issues and obstacles in life. Disregarding others just because you feel like your life's worse will get you nowhere. With that being said I know how brutal it gets in Brazil, my grandfather grew up there and said he would never go back. I hope you find a way to improve on your circumstances
@@The.Usurper obr posso te fala uma coisa eu perdi minha mae faz 2 semanas eu nao tenho amigos trabalho de uber a noite toda devido a morte da minha mae eu tenho insônia se eu durmo 4 horas já e muito obr pelo meu desabafo
I really loved her mates. Even through all the pain she brought me I still loved her, but where did my failure bring me? Back to staring at the ceiling listening to this song again non stop. I cut her out again and the pain is still there
Ulan tavanı seyretme kalk git düzgün işlerle uğraş işine yarayacak şeylerle. Bu tür duygulardan kaçma onlarla yüzleş ve onları yen. Ne kadar zor olursa olsun.
She moved on so fast and I’m left on the sidelines to watch my love walk away into another man’s arms. Assuming what they’ve done already and where he’s been on her body gives me debilitating depression. I tell myself she didn’t deserve me and to move on. Only thing is she’s a unicorn in my town. And a new man is riding her. Currently puking to this song 💔
She isn't worth it, you are who you are my man. It'll pass and we'll drink together at some point and remembers our mistakes but right now you need to keep going even if it seems impossible, keep going man you got this
@LorenzoP_45personally: Naked. Like your emotions are out there for the world to see. A curse that I can’t control. It feels exhausting and a waste of time after you’re done.
Eu perdi minha irmã, há quase 1 ano o ocorrido, e dês de então eu não falei nada sobre com ninguém, apenas tentei viver com isso. Mas recentemente tudo voltou a minha mente, eu não sei o que fazer. Ano que vem vou ter a mesma idade que ela tinha... A vida não é fácil, amigos.
Vc é forte, todos enxergam isso de longe. Só não sufoque esses sentimentos....expulse eles pra fora da melhor forma possível, fazendo o que gosta de fazer
Sei que você perdeu um pedaço teu, e palavras não vão sarar a tua dor. Mas saiba que estou ao seu lado. Você não está sozinho nesta hora difícil, venceremos a morte juntos. A morte é a nossa forma de dizer adeus, mas abriga-se nas lindas lembranças de quem se foi, elas são confortáveis.
Então mano, vou te mostrar uma coisa que pode te deixar melhor, perquisa no youtube: Midnight:Gospel morte e coloca o primeiro. É um corte de um desenho que ajuda à lidar com a morte
she was the first one of everything. lasted 3+ years. it's been 5 years now and i still think about her. wish I could just see her one more time so I could feel something
Been feeling the same, she meant the world to me I still cry every night thinking about her. It hurts because they were such an integral part of your day and now that they're gone there is nothing but this void of nothingness
I must say that a bad thing in a human's life isn't a breakup or a rejection, the really bad thing in a human's life is the fact that we only realize about the good things when there isn't good anymore in it. And that's a curse
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. I know you can do this.
Today my grandma died I was with my mom at the hospital with her and she flat lined but she dreamed about what heaven was like she got her little wings please grandma protect me hope you are having fun up there 🙁
At the best point in my life right now, dont know if it will get better or worse from now on. But this is the moment . Right now. I feel like something bad is right around the corner.
Over time, you learn to accept that when you stop talking or seeing someone, they stop being your acquaintance and become another person you always hear about but never remember as before.... Never let people you know go away that easy no matter if they hurt you, theres always a way to be better
Mexico, 8:30 pm sin luz en tu casa, estás solo, esta lloviendo y anocheciendo, tienes audífonos, una manta y la playlist perfecta, sales a la terraza de tu casa y escuchas 1 hora de música sin darte cuenta, te cura las heridas que son más difíciles de sanar, sobre todo después de una perdida.
Every day just repeats, it's been five years since I thought things would change, time keeps going faster and everything that could make me happy is slowly slipping away, I have nothing and no one, but tonight this song brings me peace. Hope the best for everyone, youre not alone.
1 year and 4 months now since we broke up. I was in a deep hole when we suddenly broke up. Cried into my sleep, had nightmares, appreciated when I was even able to sleep good at least for 2-3 hours. The relationship lasted almost 1 year, because of many troubles which a lot of people can relate to (family situation, money) it was the only time in my life in which I felt freedom and happiness. She moved on, has a new man now. I swear to god, every single day I have to spend so much energy to don’t fall in this emotional hole again. I started to practice martial arts, I have friends who are loyal and there for me, but at night, when I’m alone, I feel the pain. It feels like it will never vanish.
You'll make it bro. I feel you. 12 months ago a girl chewed me up and spit me out. Left me to myself to rebuild and fix myself. I'm here, better than I was a year ago, way better. But I'm still alone, still empty, even with all the confidence and physic, even with me finally being proud of my body and my soul and my personality. It's still left me with no one, Ithe nights haven't changed since we broke up. It's not the thought of her that hurts me, it's just the thought that she was the one to wake me up from my fake reality of happiness and joy. The thought of the real world of evil and chaos. It's the thought of being separate from the world because you don't fit in and never have, the fact that you don't want to be around the sin and evil. Having no real friends or relationships steered me off into a deep isolation of me and my mind. At least I've finally found myself. It's all worth it even if you're left with no one and nothing, the best feeling In the world is finally being able to lay down at night and being happy with yourself. hope you found yourself through those times and lonely nights too
Those sounds of rain remind me of my childhood, going to school, looking out the bus window at the rain, worried about getting there without getting wet, how could I go back to those times
Ong the thunder scared the shit out of me💀 Anyways, for those who are struggling with life right now, just remember, that there is always a rainbow after it rains ❤
@@ffbeni4116 but the rain does stop, doesnt it? the sun will always come eventually. think of this song not as something to be sad to. think of it as past mistakes and youre growing because of them if that makes sense. Things will work out, no matter how much you dont believe it, it will always be true
@Pedro walkman oh I'm so sorry for you :(. Its so hard when you experience hate from your family. Don't stop hoping and trying your best! Sooner or later you will find someone who appreciates you and what you did. I'm sure god will help you with finding that person
It's been four years after I finished high school. It's been 2 years after I dropped from a local open university that I studied at. I'm at lost, I hope I won't fail from the polytechnic college that I will start study at next year
@@amirul4745 bro trust me, you will never fail in something you are passionate into Maybe there will be some obstacles, but if you want truly that thing, you'll eventually get it! Take care of you, bye!
"when you think of it..." "it dosent go away" "its the thought" "it never leaves you" "just keeps stabbing" "the thought, can sometimes be fear" "but for some, their thoughts are evrytime a fear" "you dont know what to expect.." "but the more you expect" "it dosent happend" "you just try to think about tomorow" "you say:"how is gona be tomorow? Will it be as bad as today?." "you feel like you cant forget the last day" "you always think if it has good" "if you forget about it,its just for a moment" "no matter how much you try to forget" "its like a monster inside of you" "that the more worse you get, the more it grows" "it never leaves you alone" "it wants you to suffer" "if dosent want you to be free" "and dosent want you to create your happyness and think free" "its negativity"
I may be depressed, well I don't know but I feel this sadness that comes every day after having purposely all day to be happy in front of my family and friends. Once I'm in my room I become the sad man myself again but they don't understand it
Well the song talks about being alone not lonely and no one is lonely everyone gets used to being lonely and finds happiness in it so an emotionless face might not mean people being sad but mean they have no one they can express their emotions tom
@@optic8166 the song is called the chamber of reflection. It's about reflecting on one's past mistakes, looking back at how they ended up all alone. And Idk what you were trying to say but lots of people are lonely and they never get used to it, lots of people feel alone constantly, even in a croud full of people. So yes, it is kinda sad but that is the nature of life. It's all just one big mandala .
Its not that i havent moved on. I just miss the feeling that i have someone i love to accompany me during my happines and my hardtime. Now, it feels empty. Being alone, full of overthinkin, anxiety and so on. I forgot what being in love was like.
Санкт-петербург, 20:36 14 июля 2022год, у меня умерла мать несколько часов назад, оставляю эту заметку для себя, при прослушивании этой песни всегда буду вспоминать её, хотя мне и самому недолго осталось, простите...
@@llotixx думаю,твоя мама бы не хотела чтобы ты так убого потратил свою жизнь.Хотя,в жизни будет ещё больше страданий и дерьма,и если ты к этому не готов,может и вправду лучше все закончить
It's really sucks how life could be amazing you can have everything family is happy, you have friends and a loving girl but then it all slowly fades away piece by piece until there nothing left but this feeling that is the only feeling that I have really got used too
I wish yesterday was normal. I wish this whole month was normal. I wish every bad thing never happened. I wish that we removed that tumor from my dog. Doctors said they didn’t know what it was, but that was 4 months ago. My dog will be dead on Tuesday the 22nd 2023 at 4:30 PM. She will be gone. And I can do nothing but watch. Nothing but count down the hours until she goes. Hopelessly wait in a full classroom until I leave. I can do nothing. But they say it’s good. Because it’s better for her to be not suffering. Maybe because I’m selfish and want everything to be good. I love my dog but i will never see her after Tuesday. I still remember every exact detail of what happened before I got the news. I was listening to the rite of spring by Igor Stravinsky. My mom was eating a cookie while reading a book. Than she told me to sit down and than she dropped the news. My dog had been living with a tumor for 4 months and we didn’t even realize it. I just wonder, what if we removed it. Would she still be alive? Or would some other thing pop out of nowhere and kill her. I’m going to miss her so much. Thank you if you read this long comment. Pablo
I've never been in a relationship and I'm 24 and friendless. Had nearly no friends from the start and whatever I did make. They didn't stick around for more than a few years. This song comforts me a little bit though.
Spend some time away Getting ready for the day you're born again Spend some time alone Understand that soon you'll run with better men Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone No use looking out It's within that brings that lonely feeling Understand that when you leave here, you'll be clear Among the better men Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone
I'm a young man with a very big passion for the military. people don't realize that when you leave you don't fully come back, parts of you stay at basic/boot, parts of you stay with your unit as family, parts of you can stay where you were deployed. i want to help my mom and dad and my sister thats all i want or even need. i come here to talk with people because i dont know where else and i wish my mom would stop smoking everday and that i could be with my dad more and that i could see, my friend again and that i could go back last year just for a minute to tell myself to cherish those moments with those people and just love them more i dont see them much, we talk and play video games sometimes but its just not the same i want to feel those same feelings i want to have those same passions as a wise man once said strike first strike hard no mercy i have never been more alone its all gone but its never ever depresion becuase i am stronger than that black void of sadness even if hes gone or there gone or my best friend passed away its still not that thanks for listening.
This version makes me feel like I am curled up like a baby and cry as I am laying down in the middle of a road while it's raining, waiting for a car to step on me. The thunder sounds like someone is slapping me into a more strong wave of sadness each time. Good job, now I have the BIG sad.
Well I wish the best for whoever is reading this, I know how things are for us, life is always going to suck. Please, the person reading this, don't feel sad, it will be that in this sea of possibilities, everything going to be okay, I promise. Bem, eu desejo o bem de quem está lendo isso, eu sei como as coisas são difíceis para nós, mesmos de nacionalidades diferentes, a vida sempre vai ser uma merda. Por favor pessoa que estiver lendo isto, não se sinta triste, erga-se neste mar de possibilidades, tudo irá ficar bem, eu prometo.
There was 2 mans, one that has been depressed and let the depression controll him, and one that was depressed but done thing to make him happy and didnt let the depression controll him. All i wanna say is that dont let the anger, depression and other bad stuff control you. Be patient and everything will come as time goes, beacuse this is only one moment of your life, wich is a little time. "Nice and slow, be patient an you will pass and succeed" -CPT. McMillan
Sto iniziando a rendermi conto che il tempo passa , e niente è più lo stesso , molte cose possono cambiare in tempi oggettivamente brevi come un anno o ancora meno un mese o un giorno , me ne rendo conto sempre di più soprattutto quando penso a quante cose siano cambiate nella mia comunissima vita , un amico va via , l'altro non c'è più , una ragazza ti mette contro tutto e tutti e tu capisci , a differenza di chi le sta intorno , che lo fa solo per puro egoismo andando alla ricerca di un caprio espiatorio per sentirsi meglio con se stessa e non doversi sentire instabile . Alone , again.
I have a pistol in my hand right now, I'm sitting on a chair in the late night, looking at the stars. I don't know what I'm going to do, all I know is that when I point it at my head I feel relief, knowing that I could end the suffering here and now. I lived a whole life of pain, not even a minute of letting me breathe. This is what society does to a man.
What if you fail and it ends up very painful? Come on bro stay strong for us don't do it, were all gonna die anyways so why not stick around for a while? Let's live this sh_tty life together because one day we'll no longer have to
@@pyrokake3227 I chose not to end it, for now at least, because I met a very beatiful and special girl. I truly hope she is the one. Edit: well damn, she rejected me and was quite harsh.
Finland 01:37 and it's raining, just a few months left of my conscription and then returning to being by myself as all My friends moved away during My service to other cities
My sense of self is fading away day by day and everytime I try to fix it I end up making it worse in some other area. I'd like to think I'm not trying hard enough but I don't know how long I can keep thinking like this
This song makes me feel like I am just always sitting on a bench just not doing anything and keep on repeating this same thing well being alone and having 0 friends and you just want to do something else for once and not be trapped and glued onto the bench
No sé si en verdad me ama, pero de lo que si estoy seguro es que ella seguira en mí por siempre... Jamas cambiaran mis sentimientos, pero bueno, se repite el bucle y estoy solo de nuevo.
🎶 lyrics Spend some time away Getting ready for the day you're born again Spend some time alone Understand that soon you'll run with better men Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone No use looking out It's within that brings that lonely feeling Understand that when you leave here, you'll be clear Among the better men Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone
Live moves on pretty fast. I had two years so set my life up and fix it so I can live comfortably. I have wasted a year already, and my laziness and vices are to be held accountable. I might be young but damn it hurts. It hurts when you're thrown out into the real world without knowing your way around. All I know is if i don't utilise this year to my best I am done for. I will probably live looking over my shoulder and hating my past self, but that's ok because it's me who needs to live it out.
Relatable song for me. I've lost 4 friends already and I'm about to loose another one.. I'm feeling left out ://. The worst thing is that I've tried everything. Even tho I have social anxiety I tried to be their friend.. I was always the one who started conversations...
Same I am losing all of my friends and I only have 2 so idk what to do because they are different from other people they are very nice and since it's 2023 I can't really find anyone like them and I don't want to go and look for them I just want to do something else for once
im open to ur advices, you can suggest a song so i can do that too.
Vacations young
@@braginmufarri7752 i just uploaded it. u can check my channel!
Twin cabins swing lynn while driving.
some tame impala tracks maybe?? love ur work btw
Lily potter oblivion
“A boy is more afraid of his mothers death than his own”
How true
This is the scariest thing I always overthinking
I lost my mom last year, December 11th. I had been raised asking myself why my mom couldn't just stop smoking or just stop drinking. It pained me to have to tell her to stop and know damn well she was lying when she told me that she promised. My parents divorced a good way into 2019 and I ended up moving a good ways away. From mid-2019 to late 2021, I saw her less, and less. It looked like that things would get better and she was getting better. Well.
She went into the hospital in mid-November and the thing is, she had been there several times, though this time was simply her wanting surgery on her lungs which turned out to be royally fucked up. I was told things were going well and then the second visit, she went from walking to being in what I can narrowly remember as the intensive care unit. Me and my family all recalled on how everyone else there looked to be in bad shape...that is when I started to worry.
By the third week and about the 4th visit, we were pessimistic at best. I held quite a desperate hope that she'd be okay until around a month in, I was pulled out into the garage with my sister and told my mom wouldn't make it. We'd say goodbye on December 11th. And I can say that was the first time I well and truly shattered emotionally for a damn long time. Never had something left me so utterly fucked up. Even now I feel like I have hardly moved on..I don't think anyone can move on from that.
@@sikorsky5815 hope you alright man, stay strong
@@sikorsky5815 I feel your pain and sadness in your words. things like that make want to die and see my loved ones on the other side.
someday, we'll all join our loved ones.
Seattle, 01:53AM and It's raining as usual, sitting in a chair a little uncomfortable, but how great it would be if my brain focused not on the discomfort of the chair, but on the pain in my heart
i feel you Man
Vc ta reclamando eu moro no brasil vc ta nos E.A.U seu país e 100 vezes melhor que o meu
@@Thiago-vr9dv brother we all have our issues and obstacles in life. Disregarding others just because you feel like your life's worse will get you nowhere. With that being said I know how brutal it gets in Brazil, my grandfather grew up there and said he would never go back. I hope you find a way to improve on your circumstances
@@The.Usurper obr posso te fala uma coisa eu perdi minha mae faz 2 semanas eu nao tenho amigos trabalho de uber a noite toda devido a morte da minha mae eu tenho insônia se eu durmo 4 horas já e muito obr pelo meu desabafo
@@Thiago-vr9dv I hope you get better sleep bro I will pray for you
I really loved her mates. Even through all the pain she brought me I still loved her, but where did my failure bring me? Back to staring at the ceiling listening to this song again non stop. I cut her out again and the pain is still there
man, you're going to be a better person, she didn't deserve you, you're incredible and so strong, i'm proud of you !
stay strong man i can feel your pain always bros before hoes stay strong king
Same with me mate, been 2 months since i cut ties off with her. She doesn't get out of my head not even for a second..
@@crowlc9416 I hear you man, it’s a bad feeling to have, it will get better with time.
@@johnmarston996 yeah doesnt help when your friends are talking with her and i keep hearing her name, at this point idk what to do i feel so lost.
You only realize the things that you have when they are gone
Truly a human curse
I fucked my own dad, life can't be reversed so I'm gonna live with that
♠️
It has already happened and I really regret everything
the feeling of knowing u were a second option by the girl u love the most sucks
@@xx_anjo_xx2442 Yet we try and try again we have to keep going boys
Gece tavanı izleyip geçmişi düşünürken dinlediğim nadide şarkı...
gecmisi dusunme ölduruyor ınsanı
@@hellomyfriend974 dalga mekaniğini bulmuş insan burada ne ediyorsun
Ulan tavanı seyretme kalk git düzgün işlerle uğraş işine yarayacak şeylerle. Bu tür duygulardan kaçma onlarla yüzleş ve onları yen. Ne kadar zor olursa olsun.
@@nugget409 imkansız be hojam
@@nugget409 imkansız be hojam
She moved on so fast and I’m left on the sidelines to watch my love walk away into another man’s arms. Assuming what they’ve done already and where he’s been on her body gives me debilitating depression. I tell myself she didn’t deserve me and to move on. Only thing is she’s a unicorn in my town. And a new man is riding her. Currently puking to this song 💔
she didnt deserve u king ik it sounds dumb but fr a girl moving on so fast just means shes a hoe bros befores hoes stay strong
She isn't worth it, you are who you are my man. It'll pass and we'll drink together at some point and remembers our mistakes but right now you need to keep going even if it seems impossible, keep going man you got this
She belongs to streets man lift yourself up from this useless emotions you r better than her
@@lousassin2912 she’s worth everything.
@@unCrownD she was worth everything now? Its all a memory
I always cry hearing this song. Seeing how the world is changing how humans are changing and how our minds are changing.....
If you don't laugh at your pain your cry at it later.
I cant cry how does it feel?
And we won’t even see a fraction of humanities generational development or wether it’s our downfall or not
@LorenzoP_45personally:
Naked. Like your emotions are out there for the world to see. A curse that I can’t control. It feels exhausting and a waste of time after you’re done.
It feels Like everyone is moving on without me and I'm stuck in the past with all my worries and regrets
You are not the only one.
Believe in yourself
Eu perdi minha irmã, há quase 1 ano o ocorrido, e dês de então eu não falei nada sobre com ninguém, apenas tentei viver com isso. Mas recentemente tudo voltou a minha mente, eu não sei o que fazer. Ano que vem vou ter a mesma idade que ela tinha... A vida não é fácil, amigos.
Forças ae irmão ✊
Please stay strong my friend
Vc é forte, todos enxergam isso de longe. Só não sufoque esses sentimentos....expulse eles pra fora da melhor forma possível, fazendo o que gosta de fazer
Sei que você perdeu um pedaço teu, e palavras não vão sarar a tua dor. Mas saiba que estou ao seu lado. Você não está sozinho nesta hora difícil, venceremos a morte juntos. A morte é a nossa forma de dizer adeus, mas abriga-se nas lindas lembranças de quem se foi, elas são confortáveis.
Então mano, vou te mostrar uma coisa que pode te deixar melhor, perquisa no youtube: Midnight:Gospel morte e coloca o primeiro. É um corte de um desenho que ajuda à lidar com a morte
she was the first one of everything. lasted 3+ years. it's been 5 years now and i still think about her. wish I could just see her one more time so I could feel something
Been feeling the same, she meant the world to me I still cry every night thinking about her. It hurts because they were such an integral part of your day and now that they're gone there is nothing but this void of nothingness
Sitting in the car at 4 am with this on full blast 😢
4:04 fr
I must say that a bad thing in a human's life isn't a breakup or a rejection, the really bad thing in a human's life is the fact that we only realize about the good things when there isn't good anymore in it.
And that's a curse
Yet you can anticipate it
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. I know you can do this.
that made me cry thank you so much u are going to heaven u deserve more
thanks man, i wish you a happy life
Thanks man :)
thanks i thought of ending my life but now im getting stable and yeah i am very thankfull
@@nnemcekovaa bro same… I didn’t think a comment would genuinely get me like this
Today my grandma died I was with my mom at the hospital with her and she flat lined but she dreamed about what heaven was like she got her little wings please grandma protect me hope you are having fun up there 🙁
Very sorry to hear hope things are better now
this is a somg to listen to after a breakup and its really is relaxing
honestly, i made this edit after i brakeup
@@r3osta oh damn
@@r3osta Damn man, Hope ur doing good
@@footballclips4052 life is goes on. thats not the end yet :)
@@r3osta life goes on,and on,and on,and on,and,on,and on,and on
At the best point in my life right now, dont know if it will get better or worse from now on. But this is the moment . Right now. I feel like something bad is right around the corner.
Dont think like that my brotha, things can and will always get better.
@@Artur_without_the_H except when they don't
Feel you man, i thought thing would get better but i was very wrong. Things don't get better unless you truly want them to be.
Over time, you learn to accept that when you stop talking or seeing someone, they stop being your acquaintance and become another person you always hear about but never remember as before.... Never let people you know go away that easy no matter if they hurt you, theres always a way to be better
Mexico, 8:30 pm sin luz en tu casa, estás solo, esta lloviendo y anocheciendo, tienes audífonos, una manta y la playlist perfecta, sales a la terraza de tu casa y escuchas 1 hora de música sin darte cuenta, te cura las heridas que son más difíciles de sanar, sobre todo después de una perdida.
Sierto...
I feel the same way, my bro
Every day just repeats, it's been five years since I thought things would change, time keeps going faster and everything that could make me happy is slowly slipping away, I have nothing and no one, but tonight this song brings me peace. Hope the best for everyone, youre not alone.
Reject modernity, embrace Self-improvement.
Feel you man, things are just so shit right now for me i don't know what to do...
you're criminally underrated man
Underrated video, thanks my dude this helps me sleep at night
1 year and 4 months now since we broke up. I was in a deep hole when we suddenly broke up. Cried into my sleep, had nightmares, appreciated when I was even able to sleep good at least for 2-3 hours. The relationship lasted almost 1 year, because of many troubles which a lot of people can relate to (family situation, money) it was the only time in my life in which I felt freedom and happiness. She moved on, has a new man now. I swear to god, every single day I have to spend so much energy to don’t fall in this emotional hole again. I started to practice martial arts, I have friends who are loyal and there for me, but at night, when I’m alone, I feel the pain. It feels like it will never vanish.
“I liked it…I was good at it…and i…really..i was alive..” - Walter Hartwell White
You'll make it bro. I feel you. 12 months ago a girl chewed me up and spit me out. Left me to myself to rebuild and fix myself. I'm here, better than I was a year ago, way better. But I'm still alone, still empty, even with all the confidence and physic, even with me finally being proud of my body and my soul and my personality. It's still left me with no one, Ithe nights haven't changed since we broke up. It's not the thought of her that hurts me, it's just the thought that she was the one to wake me up from my fake reality of happiness and joy. The thought of the real world of evil and chaos. It's the thought of being separate from the world because you don't fit in and never have, the fact that you don't want to be around the sin and evil. Having no real friends or relationships steered me off into a deep isolation of me and my mind. At least I've finally found myself. It's all worth it even if you're left with no one and nothing, the best feeling In the world is finally being able to lay down at night and being happy with yourself. hope you found yourself through those times and lonely nights too
I am just tired.
Still?
We are
Those sounds of rain remind me of my childhood, going to school, looking out the bus window at the rain, worried about getting there without getting wet, how could I go back to those times
Ong the thunder scared the shit out of me💀
Anyways, for those who are struggling with life right now, just remember, that there is always a rainbow after it rains ❤
Hehe I needed that laugh
Not always sometimes it just gets worse
what if it doesn't stop raining?
no then raining goes into the night, darker and darker, until the darknes put so much strain on your heart that it stop beating.
@@ffbeni4116 but the rain does stop, doesnt it? the sun will always come eventually. think of this song not as something to be sad to. think of it as past mistakes and youre growing because of them if that makes sense. Things will work out, no matter how much you dont believe it, it will always be true
I hope we all face better times soon my brothers, sisters and others who are suffering
@Pedro walkman oh I'm so sorry for you :(. Its so hard when you experience hate from your family. Don't stop hoping and trying your best! Sooner or later you will find someone who appreciates you and what you did. I'm sure god will help you with finding that person
It's been four years after I finished high school.
It's been 2 years after I dropped from a local open university that I studied at.
I'm at lost, I hope I won't fail from the polytechnic college that I will start study at next year
@@amirul4745 bro trust me, you will never fail in something you are passionate into
Maybe there will be some obstacles, but if you want truly that thing, you'll eventually get it!
Take care of you, bye!
"when you think of it..."
"it dosent go away"
"its the thought"
"it never leaves you"
"just keeps stabbing"
"the thought, can sometimes be fear"
"but for some, their thoughts are evrytime a fear"
"you dont know what to expect.."
"but the more you expect"
"it dosent happend"
"you just try to think about tomorow"
"you say:"how is gona be tomorow? Will it be as bad as today?."
"you feel like you cant forget the last day"
"you always think if it has good"
"if you forget about it,its just for a moment"
"no matter how much you try to forget"
"its like a monster inside of you"
"that the more worse you get, the more it grows"
"it never leaves you alone"
"it wants you to suffer"
"if dosent want you to be free"
"and dosent want you to create your happyness and think free"
"its negativity"
I could listen to this for the eternity, alone, again and again
def going on my midnight music playlist
WILL YOU PLEASE SHARE YOURS PLAYLIST 🌟✌🏻
I may be depressed, well I don't know but I feel this sadness that comes every day after having purposely all day to be happy in front of my family and friends. Once I'm in my room I become the sad man myself again but they don't understand it
Хоть перевод песни грустный,но звучит она классно,хотя когда думаешь про одиноких людей то на душе не весело,грустно как то........
Well the song talks about being alone not lonely and no one is lonely everyone gets used to being lonely and finds happiness in it so an emotionless face might not mean people being sad but mean they have no one they can express their emotions tom
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@@optic8166 the song is called the chamber of reflection. It's about reflecting on one's past mistakes, looking back at how they ended up all alone. And Idk what you were trying to say but lots of people are lonely and they never get used to it, lots of people feel alone constantly, even in a croud full of people. So yes, it is kinda sad but that is the nature of life. It's all just one big mandala .
katılıyorum iyi dedin
Very
Its not that i havent moved on. I just miss the feeling that i have someone i love to accompany me during my happines and my hardtime. Now, it feels empty. Being alone, full of overthinkin, anxiety and so on. I forgot what being in love was like.
Санкт-петербург, 20:36 14 июля 2022год, у меня умерла мать несколько часов назад, оставляю эту заметку для себя, при прослушивании этой песни всегда буду вспоминать её, хотя мне и самому недолго осталось, простите...
Оборвать жизнь думаешь?
@@shinji8475 я не знаю, у меня сейчас шок, не знаю как буду жить дальше после потери столь близкого и любимого человека
Мне жаль 🥺
@@llotixx думаю,твоя мама бы не хотела чтобы ты так убого потратил свою жизнь.Хотя,в жизни будет ещё больше страданий и дерьма,и если ты к этому не готов,может и вправду лучше все закончить
@@llotixx I’m so sorry bro. I hope things get better for you..
Alone again? Oh no no no, I've always been alone.
It's really sucks how life could be amazing you can have everything family is happy, you have friends and a loving girl but then it all slowly fades away piece by piece until there nothing left but this feeling that is the only feeling that I have really got used too
I cry my self to sleep to this song every night
man do you need a hug?
If you don't laugh at your pain your cry at it later.
You know all my favorite songs man and make them better thank you :)
I wish yesterday was normal. I wish this whole month was normal. I wish every bad thing never happened. I wish that we removed that tumor from my dog. Doctors said they didn’t know what it was, but that was 4 months ago. My dog will be dead on Tuesday the 22nd 2023 at 4:30 PM. She will be gone. And I can do nothing but watch. Nothing but count down the hours until she goes. Hopelessly wait in a full classroom until I leave. I can do nothing. But they say it’s good. Because it’s better for her to be not suffering. Maybe because I’m selfish and want everything to be good. I love my dog but i will never see her after Tuesday. I still remember every exact detail of what happened before I got the news. I was listening to the rite of spring by Igor Stravinsky. My mom was eating a cookie while reading a book. Than she told me to sit down and than she dropped the news. My dog had been living with a tumor for 4 months and we didn’t even realize it. I just wonder, what if we removed it. Would she still be alive? Or would some other thing pop out of nowhere and kill her. I’m going to miss her so much. Thank you if you read this long comment.
Pablo
i weren't expecting thunders but somehow it makes it much better
I've never been in a relationship and I'm 24 and friendless. Had nearly no friends from the start and whatever I did make. They didn't stick around for more than a few years.
This song comforts me a little bit though.
Mais um dia normal de um homem bom no Brasil
"Lave o rosto nas águas sagradas da pia, nada como um dia, após o outro dia..."
Sim
Eu posso ser seu amigo, eu n tenho amigos
Spend some time away
Getting ready for the day you're born again
Spend some time alone
Understand that soon you'll run with better men
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone
No use looking out
It's within that brings that lonely feeling
Understand that when you leave here, you'll be clear
Among the better men
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone
Nice man
Alone nugget😔💔😢
I'm a young man with a very big passion for the military.
people don't realize that when you leave you don't fully come back, parts of you stay at basic/boot, parts of you stay with your unit as family, parts of you can stay where you were deployed.
i want to help my mom and dad and my sister thats all i want or even need.
i come here to talk with people because i dont know where else
and i wish my mom would stop smoking everday
and that i could be with my dad more
and that i could see, my friend again
and that i could go back last year just for a minute to tell myself to cherish those moments with those people and just love them more
i dont see them much, we talk and play video games sometimes but its just not the same
i want to feel those same feelings
i want to have those same passions
as a wise man once said
strike first
strike hard
no mercy
i have never been more alone
its all gone
but
its never
ever
depresion
becuase
i am stronger than that black void of sadness even if hes gone or there gone or my best friend passed away its still not that
thanks for listening.
sticking out you gyat (pluh) for the rizzlerrr
Love it🤧
This version makes me feel like I am curled up like a baby and cry as I am laying down in the middle of a road while it's raining, waiting for a car to step on me.
The thunder sounds like someone is slapping me into a more strong wave of sadness each time.
Good job, now I have the BIG sad.
its 5:15... that means its around midnight in japan... i wonder what my parents are doing... -Kakyoin Noriaki's last words-
i remember this.
Well I wish the best for whoever is reading this, I know how things are for us, life is always going to suck. Please, the person reading this, don't feel sad, it will be that in this sea of possibilities, everything going to be okay, I promise.
Bem, eu desejo o bem de quem está lendo isso, eu sei como as coisas são difíceis para nós, mesmos de nacionalidades diferentes, a vida sempre vai ser uma merda. Por favor pessoa que estiver lendo isto, não se sinta triste, erga-se neste mar de possibilidades, tudo irá ficar bem, eu prometo.
Thank you
i am fine tbh im on the phone with my new girl i love :) she sleepin rn with me on the phone :)
Thx bro
@@wei8012 Damn, I'm jealous. Hope you and your girlfriend will have a long lasting relationship
@@amirul4745 Well... Damn
There was 2 mans, one that has been depressed and let the depression controll him, and one that was depressed but done thing to make him happy and didnt let the depression controll him.
All i wanna say is that dont let the anger, depression and other bad stuff control you.
Be patient and everything will come as time goes, beacuse this is only one moment of your life, wich is a little time.
"Nice and slow, be patient an you will pass and succeed" -CPT. McMillan
this hits different when you are living with this
amazing
true
Merry Christmas gents
a man once said "I'm afraid of my mother and brother dying than myself dying." that's me.
You are a real
that is literally me after 56 hours of scripting :(
but without the cigarrete
god damn man i belive in you you can make it big!
Sto iniziando a rendermi conto che il tempo passa , e niente è più lo stesso , molte cose possono cambiare in tempi oggettivamente brevi come un anno o ancora meno un mese o un giorno , me ne rendo conto sempre di più soprattutto quando penso a quante cose siano cambiate nella mia comunissima vita , un amico va via , l'altro non c'è più , una ragazza ti mette contro tutto e tutti e tu capisci , a differenza di chi le sta intorno , che lo fa solo per puro egoismo andando alla ricerca di un caprio espiatorio per sentirsi meglio con se stessa e non doversi sentire instabile . Alone , again.
😔
this shit slaps hard brother.
02/11/2022 - 20:24
Barquisimeto, Venezuela
Its raining, im feeling down listening to this song and im alone again.
That feeling when u get heartbroken or dumped
Man, this shit got me tearing up for no goddamn reason 😭😭😭😭
This Song Make Me Remember My Childhood Memories 😞
I have a pistol in my hand right now, I'm sitting on a chair in the late night, looking at the stars. I don't know what I'm going to do, all I know is that when I point it at my head I feel relief, knowing that I could end the suffering here and now. I lived a whole life of pain, not even a minute of letting me breathe. This is what society does to a man.
Bro, if you still can reply. it wont end suffering, it will just move to another person. if you wanna talk man. i will be here.
What if you fail and it ends up very painful? Come on bro stay strong for us don't do it, were all gonna die anyways so why not stick around for a while? Let's live this sh_tty life together because one day we'll no longer have to
@@Alien_From_Another_Universe bruh, no offense but that motivates me more to kill myself.
@@pyrokake3227 I chose not to end it, for now at least, because I met a very beatiful and special girl. I truly hope she is the one.
Edit: well damn, she rejected me and was quite harsh.
@@unoqualunque993 alright I'm not very good at telling people to not kill themselves
2:59am you wake up sweating "it's all a dream. No gf, no Manchin"
Alone nugget…
finally a video about me
Finland 01:37 and it's raining, just a few months left of my conscription and then returning to being by myself as all My friends moved away during My service to other cities
I can’t even imagine the isolation you feel rn. I hope it get better for you man, really
Nikola Tesla - "Be alone, being alone sparks creativity". Being alone will help you.
Been alone for a lil too long.
My sense of self is fading away day by day and everytime I try to fix it I end up making it worse in some other area. I'd like to think I'm not trying hard enough but I don't know how long I can keep thinking like this
Spain, Galicia, 3 AM staring at my Window while raining, im thinking about what i did bad in Life and crying because of my decisions
Literatyme
@@brenozinnn7 hard times
Bruh, my enxiety is so bad that i still have that reflex of putting description on so that nobody sees my recommandation even when i'm alone.
This song makes me feel like I am just always sitting on a bench just not doing anything and keep on repeating this same thing well being alone and having 0 friends and you just want to do something else for once and not be trapped and glued onto the bench
Pov:Ur friend cancer..
"If you can't escape pain,understand pain."
alone nugget😔
*Alone nugget*
comfort song
Alone nugget 😢
No sé si en verdad me ama, pero de lo que si estoy seguro es que ella seguira en mí por siempre... Jamas cambiaran mis sentimientos, pero bueno, se repite el bucle y estoy solo de nuevo.
alone nugget...
alone nugget......
alone nugget..........
alone nugget.............
alone.............
Welcome to the real Russia
Welcome to the real world
Welcome to the real Brazil
*Welcome to the real world*
Welcome to the gulag
“Welcome”
I lost my grandma 2 years ago but I always love him
I just went through a breakup and now this is what i feel emotionally and mentally
Alone again and forever
My heart hurts
🎶 lyrics
Spend some time away
Getting ready for the day you're born again
Spend some time alone
Understand that soon you'll run with better men
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone
No use looking out
It's within that brings that lonely feeling
Understand that when you leave here, you'll be clear
Among the better men
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone
Nice
wdym i love rain one time i was walking from school and it started raining, finest days of my life
Listening to this while thinking about someone who doesn't like me back
Looking at your old friend but you afraid to talk to hum because he probably won't remember you
Him:😦
1:00 Alone again.....alone again....alone again.alone agaiin alone.😔🏫
i wish my sister was here for me.
Loneliness has followed me my whole life. Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There is no escape. I´m God´s lonely man.
Relatable
It's like a new year of school and your friends didn't have the same section as you... M
Live moves on pretty fast. I had two years so set my life up and fix it so I can live comfortably. I have wasted a year already, and my laziness and vices are to be held accountable. I might be young but damn it hurts. It hurts when you're thrown out into the real world without knowing your way around. All I know is if i don't utilise this year to my best I am done for. I will probably live looking over my shoulder and hating my past self, but that's ok because it's me who needs to live it out.
I just want a friend...
Hi
Relatable song for me. I've lost 4 friends already and I'm about to loose another one.. I'm feeling left out ://. The worst thing is that I've tried everything. Even tho I have social anxiety I tried to be their friend.. I was always the one who started conversations...
Same I am losing all of my friends and I only have 2 so idk what to do because they are different from other people they are very nice and since it's 2023 I can't really find anyone like them and I don't want to go and look for them I just want to do something else for once
Lmao the fact that I got a bumble ad before this
Está chovendo e estou sozinho novamente… como sempre
Eu te entendo cara, infelizmente, sempre irei te entender. Desejo que as coisas melhorem para nós.
Eu tbm intendo vcs
A pior parte da minha solidão e q ela não me ama💔
As often as I distance myself from people, I still hate it.