STUDIO VLOG ✿ dealing with depression, therapy, fall stickers, and staying creative

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  • Опубликовано: 4 июл 2024
  • hi friends ~ this vlog is probably the most honest i've ever been on camera. This is what I'm like when I'm struggling to run my shop while taking care of my health and trying my best to fight my depression. It's a very calming and introspective vlog, please enjoy :')
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    00:00 short trip to nyc
    04:19 therapy/reflections
    07:51 fall update prep
    12:22 my day off
    16:23 product photos
    20:00 therapy pt.2
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Комментарии • 65

  • @kurehaashiya30
    @kurehaashiya30 Год назад +49

    Since covid hit and everything going on in the world, it is kinda scary to be around so many people. You are not alone.

  • @madebymalin
    @madebymalin  Год назад +14

    hi friends ~ unfortunately, our mosa doll campaign has ended 😢 thank you for your support and love 💖

    • @madebykitty
      @madebykitty Год назад +1

      is the campaign over? I don't see an add to cart button :(

    • @helenngo7762
      @helenngo7762 Год назад +1

      I also tried to adopt a mosa but it says it's sold out even though it says 43% funded :(

  • @luciadiaz9357
    @luciadiaz9357 Год назад +13

    i know this wont change the way you perceive yourself, but i felt like letting you know you inspire other people not only with your art but also with being vulnerable and speak up about mental health. I put your videos very erly in the morning and it really changes my mood! the world is a better place with you in it!! ☺💖✨

    • @madebymalin
      @madebymalin  Год назад +1

      This means so much to me thank you❤❤❤

  • @cloudyvero
    @cloudyvero Год назад +15

    Finding the right therapist can be such a long journey.
    I hated how when I started with a new therapist and didn’t go super deep they just kind of looked at me like “why are you here?” It made me feel so invalidated and I’d just throw my masking personality back up in order to cope. I truly believe you’ll be able to find someone though!! It’s definitely worth the wait 🙏

    • @tarabooartarmy3654
      @tarabooartarmy3654 Год назад +1

      Therapy is just so expensive. I make six figures and every time I look into pricing I still cringe. It’s almost a mortgage payment to do therapy regularly. Do you feel it’s worth the expense? I’m struggling because I feel it would help me, but the thought of putting so much money toward it in this economy when we’re struggling to find affordable housing is… ouch.

    • @madebymalin
      @madebymalin  Год назад +3

      Same :( i always feel like I have to put on a happy face for them 😢

    • @cloudyvero
      @cloudyvero Год назад

      @@tarabooartarmy3654 When I was going consistently I was still under my parent's insurance, but I would say a really good, quality therapist is priceless, and I know some can work with you on pricing (like sliding scale or payments, etc)

  • @LalaLila1997
    @LalaLila1997 Год назад +5

    Sending healing and safe vibes for your mental health journey. Make sure not to push yourself too hard and thank-you for creating such amazing things! xoxo

  • @NalaS
    @NalaS Год назад +3

    New follower here! I’m so glad you’re doing you’re very best at getting therapy even when it’s hard. On top of that, you’re still working on your art and business. I commend you and I hope my words will give your heart a warm embrace ❤ have a blessed day!

    • @madebymalin
      @madebymalin  Год назад +1

      Thank you so much 🥹 you are so kind 💖

  • @onlywithlovestudio
    @onlywithlovestudio Год назад +10

    Love your art style! you’re so talented and such a sweet person 🥰💜

  • @poocky100
    @poocky100 Год назад +1

    You’re gonna be ok. A lot of people go through it. You have to remind yourself that you’re strong. It’s when we feel vulnerable that we become depressed and that’s ok but you’re stronger than you think. And btw, I love your art and your videos

  • @kittenlyaesthetic
    @kittenlyaesthetic Год назад +2

    aaaa the lil cat at the beginning was so cute :))
    also YESSS ANTIFRAGILE ❤❤

  • @CactusChick
    @CactusChick Год назад +1

    You are not alone! Sending good vibes!😊

  • @TheYoshi3579
    @TheYoshi3579 Год назад

    The song that plays when you’re packing the Penny coin purses sounds like a Zico song, I love it 😭 also I feel about therapy/psychiatry. It’s so weird and impersonal when they’re very clinical about it and it seems like they’re not as invested in you as a person.

  • @happy_c_li
    @happy_c_li Год назад +1

    I HOPE EVERYTHING IS GOING ALRIGHT ❤❤❤

  • @daluu4585
    @daluu4585 Год назад

    I didn’t know you did videoss and I love it thank youuu for this adorable video and for sharing 🪷🪷🫶🏽🫶🏽

  • @araceliluna7460
    @araceliluna7460 Год назад +1

    I just wanted to give you a hug when you finished your second therapy session :( sending a virtual hug and good vibes! you're doing so great!

  • @claricetohjiaxuans2-054
    @claricetohjiaxuans2-054 Год назад

    ahhh take care malin

  • @Papershire
    @Papershire Год назад

    Aww I could listen to you talk all day, I hope you're doing well with your therapy sessions, hun 😘 Throwing love your way!

  • @raventhewitch
    @raventhewitch Год назад

    Hey! Just wanted to say, you are not alone! Sending healing and loving vibes your way!

  • @BaileytheIllustrator
    @BaileytheIllustrator Год назад +1

    My duuuddeee you are SUCH a vibe ❤❤❤ Just here binging all your videos x

    • @madebymalin
      @madebymalin  Год назад

      Omg thank you so much you’re the best 🥹🥹🥹

  • @cove.studios_
    @cove.studios_ Год назад

    hi!! it's so comforting to see your face and videos again ^^ i hope you're doing okay! i totally relate to what you said about when therapists just leave you hanging in the middle of a topic once the session's over loll it frustrates me so much 😅 I really hope the therapist you found works out for you! i lovedd your halloween shop update and would've splurged on it but alas I'm trying to save money ;-; next time tho! :,)

  • @helenaderosier
    @helenaderosier Год назад

    Sending all my love Malin ❤😊 🥰😛you got this 🙌🏾

  • @adrijabandyopadhyay2418
    @adrijabandyopadhyay2418 Год назад

    I love your videos! ❤

  • @mystikmisfit
    @mystikmisfit Год назад

    "TA-DA! ITS A MESS!" lmao, omg u precious bean.

    • @madebymalin
      @madebymalin  Год назад +1

      Thank you for not minding the real me 🥹🎃

  • @sarahsworld-2240
    @sarahsworld-2240 Год назад

    I missed you so much sorry u going thru rough time u actually help others like me to feel inspired by your art your such a beautiful soul don’t give up love love your channel so much I get excited when I see a new video what’s your shop called love love to see it plz 💖💖💖💖💖💖 love you lots xx 😘🥰

    • @madebymalin
      @madebymalin  Год назад

      Thank you so much for your kind words! My website is madebymalin.com

  • @mrs.quills7061
    @mrs.quills7061 Год назад

    That’s so sad that your therapist ends it on that note… mine at least tries to bring the conversation to a close and end on a positive note. We start and end positive and reflect on what I took from the session and how it helped. In the middle I trauma dump and access. I’m so sorry you’ve had so many issues, my previous therapist laughed at me when I disclosed something and it just triggered me so bad I didn’t go for years. The one I found now over the summer has been helping a lot. I still have my off days, but I think a lot clearer and more positive. Even before covid I would get overwhelmed by crowds and now it’s not just germs but I have a fear of some nut with a gun or weapon because it’s become way too normal in America for that to happen. I had a depression spell bad in November the holidays and winter get me down bad because I’m busy on all fronts and just exhausted.

  • @anisdzakirah
    @anisdzakirah Год назад +2

    wow!! your business is growing up!

  • @pimnipayoosamran5940
    @pimnipayoosamran5940 Год назад

    Send hug and Love from Thailand naka. You are not alone in this world naaa❤

  • @andreacardoso344
    @andreacardoso344 Год назад

    Hi, I'm a new subscriber! Hope you fell better soon. Loved your content

  • @jujamuzic7520
    @jujamuzic7520 Год назад

    mosa is like naaaahhh hoooman!Wear it yourself heheh love you gurl !

    • @madebymalin
      @madebymalin  Год назад +1

      She was so angy hehehe

    • @jujamuzic7520
      @jujamuzic7520 Год назад

      @@madebymalin only made it cuter 😍😍😍😂

  • @chuchu7688
    @chuchu7688 Год назад

    งานออกแบบ น่ารักมากๆ เลยค่ะ 😍

  • @treeclimberart
    @treeclimberart Год назад

    Psychiatrists are really bad about validating the experiences of their patients (at least from my experience). I've learned to accept it because they're mostly there to provide medication and adjust it as needed. It really sucks, but I hope at least your therapist heard you about needing time warnings. Hope things get better!

  • @bigben1986
    @bigben1986 Год назад

    You in Astoria. I was raised ther in the late 70's 80's and left there in 1991.

  • @samthenotetaker1
    @samthenotetaker1 Год назад

    I had to change therapist because I felt a lack of empathy and like she was just ticking things of her checklist too, I’d cry at the end and feel so much worse, luckily I found a new therapist who was a lot nicer and really helped me, I hope the same for you hun ❤

    • @madebymalin
      @madebymalin  Год назад +1

      I feel you :( i always feel so disconnected and sad afterwards. Hope we can find a better therapist for us 💖

    • @samthenotetaker1
      @samthenotetaker1 Год назад

      @@madebymalin ❤️❤️❤️

    • @Elysianwisdom33
      @Elysianwisdom33 Год назад

      I found this also a few years ago after grief and loss, I didn’t feel like I got much support from it. I don’t like to vent to friends of course but I’ve had more healing conversations with close friends who I consider soul family and without them I would have found it such a struggle. My children pulled me through the most. I hope that you find someone much more suited to help you feel comfortable soon ❤

  • @Carrotless_
    @Carrotless_ 6 месяцев назад +2

    Does anyone know what happened to her?

  • @kary47619
    @kary47619 Год назад

    So I hope you don’t mind I am adding to the therapist or psychiatrist conversation, but I totally get it. They are emotionless and patients are like a list to them. When I went to the one my healthcare covered, she was invalidating all the recommendations my psychologist added into my notes and was saying depression was part of life and that I should deal with it. it was hard not to cry and be frustrated, and I stopped taking my medication because of her since it was so draining going to the Monthly appointments

    • @madebymalin
      @madebymalin  Год назад

      Im so sorry you had such a bad experience :(

    • @ravenoctober9936
      @ravenoctober9936 Год назад

      Those are the worst providers. Anytime you feel its constantly draining you and you're not getting anything back (even if its just them beibg receptive) thata not the person for you. It took me 9 therapists and many years to find one. I hope you're able to find an actual therapist (preferably not a psychiatrist if you're just doing therapy)

  • @Menudofan1985
    @Menudofan1985 Год назад

    Love your designs. Im trying to do a resin business. Doing pretty good and im not online yet any advice?
    Thankyou Amy Mcgarry

  • @esterakovnatska3944
    @esterakovnatska3944 Год назад

    Thank you so much for the vid!! It made my day💗💕 Hug for you! And remember that you have us:))

  • @BrittanyDS000
    @BrittanyDS000 Год назад +2

    how sad! :( why did you block me on instagram, if you do beautiful things

  • @bohemiands
    @bohemiands Год назад

    How am I this early???