if there was a point in my life prior to playing this level where i thought i felt real misery, i could not have been more wrong. this level is all of the suffering and grief that has ever been felt in the mortal world, along with every cardinal sin ever committed concentrated into a single geometry dash level. to even begin to describe the kind of despair and hopelessness i felt while mindlessly autopiloting the first 50% and letting attempt after attempt go to waste, just to die to the same things over and over tens of hundreds of times and having to sit through the first half again to have another chance is an explanatory gap in itself. the amount of agony and misery that this level has caused me over the last three and a half weeks is unmatched to whatever negative emotion i have felt over every single level that i have completed combined. i would have much rather played slaughterhouse from 0% for 2 years straight without being allowed to exit the level until i beat it. the way i was treated by this level through my playing experience was unlike any other level that i have played, and despite not being a superstitious person, past a certain point i was almost entirely convinced that there were external forces physically preventing me from beating the level. it felt like every single chance i had to beat the level was immediately shot down without a second thought. i would not be exaggerating if i said that this level did EVERYTHING but let me beat the level. the number of times i beat this level backwards by dying to a spot from 0 and playing from that spot in a start position and doing it to 100% on the first attempt is somehow greater than the number of fingers on my hands. i died past 67 and went to a copy and did 67-100% on my first attempt so many times that i lost count, and i did the exact same for 49%, 38%, 23%, and 15% a handful of times each. and at the end, i got away with a grand total of 183 deaths past 67%. every death past 67% only got more and more painful, but past a certain point i couldn't bring myself to be upset anymore. towards the last few days, i was just as capable of feeling human emotion as a robot. while playing this level. i had reached so many different opportunities to beat this level of which i failed almost every single one, so at some point i just stopped feeling anything when i died far. to have something get my hopes up just for them to be inevitably shot down every single time to the point where i physically couldn't feel emotion anymore past a certain threshold is something i did not expect a single geometry dash level, let alone any other game, to make me feel. and that is what i consider true misery. the best way that i can put playing this level in to words is that it felt like it was milking every last drop of hope and anticipation and any other positive emotion out of me before it allowed me to complete it. the fact that i took longer to complete this than 95% of levels that i have beaten despite it only being placed at number 31 on the demon list only made forcing myself to play it all the more painful. my reaction is decently loud when in reality i felt almost nothing when i beat it. i was already demotivated from playing the game and unable to enjoy most list demons prior to beating this level, but after going to hell and back with this level i think any trace of motivation or will to play difficult levels is completely gone. this level had brought me way past my breaking point and forced me to come to terms with the fact that not only have i lost a huge chunk of the skill and agility i used to have, but also that i just cannot enjoy playing difficult levels anymore. i had been anticipating myself getting around to starting this level ever since it came out, and for it to treat me this harshly when i was already at my lowest as a player told me enough of what i needed to know about my future in playing. i don't know if i will ever beat a list demon anywhere near as difficult as this level in the near future, or ever again, as my experience with this has repelled me from touching any level of this difficulty for a very long time. this was so so so not worth the amount of suffering i went through, and judging by the looks of recently released list demons around the same difficulty, i think i can make the judgement that it only gets worse from here. to have started this level is by far my biggest regret in this game, and it was the literally last thing i needed on top of my already deteriorating mental state and willpower to play. i don't know, maybe i'll go back on my word and go back to playing these levels again because i force myself to get back up no matter how many times i'm kicked down, but only time will tell. i don't even want to get into the flaws of this level as not only are there too many to list but it will also involuntarily send me into a visceral rage again.
HOWWWWWW did you fluke this from 56%???? I'm trying to beat this level as a new hardest and 59-100% is unironically the part that's giving me the most trouble 😭 GG! I have to agree with you when it comes to the quality of the level; it's really good!
if there was a point in my life prior to playing this level where i thought i felt real misery, i could not have been more wrong. this level is all of the suffering and grief that has ever been felt in the mortal world, along with every cardinal sin ever committed concentrated into a single geometry dash level. to even begin to describe the kind of despair and hopelessness i felt while mindlessly autopiloting the first 50% and letting attempt after attempt go to waste, just to die to the same things over and over tens of hundreds of times and having to sit through the first half again to have another chance is an explanatory gap in itself. the amount of agony and misery that this level has caused me over the last three and a half weeks is unmatched to whatever negative emotion i have felt over every single level that i have completed combined. i would have much rather played slaughterhouse from 0% for 2 years straight without being allowed to exit the level until i beat it. the way i was treated by this level through my playing experience was unlike any other level that i have played, and despite not being a superstitious person, past a certain point i was almost entirely convinced that there were external forces physically preventing me from beating the level. it felt like every single chance i had to beat the level was immediately shot down without a second thought. i would not be exaggerating if i said that this level did EVERYTHING but let me beat the level. the number of times i beat this level backwards by dying to a spot from 0 and playing from that spot in a start position and doing it to 100% on the first attempt is somehow greater than the number of fingers on my hands. i died past 67 and went to a copy and did 67-100% on my first attempt so many times that i lost count, and i did the exact same for 49%, 38%, 23%, and 15% a handful of times each. and at the end, i got away with a grand total of 183 deaths past 67%. every death past 67% only got more and more painful, but past a certain point i couldn't bring myself to be upset anymore. towards the last few days, i was just as capable of feeling human emotion as a robot. while playing this level. i had reached so many different opportunities to beat this level of which i failed almost every single one, so at some point i just stopped feeling anything when i died far. to have something get my hopes up just for them to be inevitably shot down every single time to the point where i physically couldn't feel emotion anymore past a certain threshold is something i did not expect a single geometry dash level, let alone any other game, to make me feel. and that is what i consider true misery. the best way that i can put playing this level in to words is that it felt like it was milking every last drop of hope and anticipation and any other positive emotion out of me before it allowed me to complete it. the fact that i took longer to complete this than 95% of levels that i have beaten despite it only being placed at number 31 on the demon list only made forcing myself to play it all the more painful. my reaction is decently loud when in reality i felt almost nothing when i beat it. i was already demotivated from playing the game and unable to enjoy most list demons prior to beating this level, but after going to hell and back with this level i think any trace of motivation or will to play difficult levels is completely gone. this level had brought me way past my breaking point and forced me to come to terms with the fact that not only have i lost a huge chunk of the skill and agility i used to have, but also that i just cannot enjoy playing difficult levels anymore. i had been anticipating myself getting around to starting this level ever since it came out, and for it to treat me this harshly when i was already at my lowest as a player told me enough of what i needed to know about my future in playing. i don't know if i will ever beat a list demon anywhere near as difficult as this level in the near future, or ever again, as my experience with this has repelled me from touching any level of this difficulty for a very long time. this was so so so not worth the amount of suffering i went through, and judging by the looks of recently released list demons around the same difficulty, i think i can make the judgement that it only gets worse from here. to have started this level is by far my biggest regret in this game, and it was the literally last thing i needed on top of my already deteriorating mental state and willpower to play. i don't know, maybe i'll go back on my word and go back to playing these levels again because i force myself to get back up no matter how many times i'm kicked down, but only time will tell. i don't even want to get into the flaws of this level as not only are there too many to list but it will also involuntarily send me into a visceral rage again.
GG on this absolute banger :3
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HOWWWWWW did you fluke this from 56%???? I'm trying to beat this level as a new hardest and 59-100% is unironically the part that's giving me the most trouble 😭
GG! I have to agree with you when it comes to the quality of the level; it's really good!