The only thing I hate about being awaken is that eternal feeling of loneliness. You just start to realize how many of us don't care enough about others. There's too much convenience for today's love. In other, more positive things, when your vibration rises and strangers smile at you is the cutest thing :3 love y'all, god bless! thank you soooo much for posting! sharing
@@saharaa_5708someone once told me a lesson about the whole “love cures everything” motto that I never forgot: love heals but as you take the active role, instead of always expecting to be in the receiving end. I.e loving is better than being loved. And once you truly realize the power that comes with that, everything changes.
there's a book called whispers of manifestation on borlest , and it talks about how using some secret tehniques you can attract almost everything in life it's not some bullshit law of attraction, it's the real deal
What a comforting feeling it is to know that we are not alone in this life path and in the spiritual awakening journey, regardless of what stage we are in. We are really truth seekers. Wishing you all love and light❤
It really is comforting. The spiritual awakening process can be very lonely, and we "lose" a lot. But we are making room at the other end of it for a stronger sense of community and an aligned, fulfilled life. 💙
same here, i got all the way from stage 1 to 4 by the time i was 18 and stage 5 was fully reached at 24. in my experience the lessons are always cyclical, constantly teaching me things ive already learned. it took me a long time to accept it, but now i honestly find the continuing process to be the most rewarding part. im never finished and i no longer need to be or expect to be. im always growing, always moving forward, but the world is a globe so it shouldnt be surprising that i often find myself retracing my own steps
I am currently 20 and I can say I’ve gone through all of these stages already! And yes, being awake is something that happens, but keeping your eyes open sometimes needs to be maintained. A lot of people think that an ego death means your ego completely disappears, but it never fully goes away. The ego is something that is so deeply routed within us, not just because of society but also because of the human’s instincts, it constantly needs to be kept in check ! And that’s why we go through the other cycles sometimes even when we reached the last phase already.
@@afriendofearth yep youre absolutely right. like i went through a purely mental ego death early on, but i was only able to reach stage 5 after a bad drug experience induced a full sensory deprivation ego death in me that convinced my brain that i was actually dying. part of the process required to heal from that experience was to learn how to reconnect with my ego and the world that the ego allows me to experience. i see too many people that taste the very beginnings of an ego death and think that the ego is now a worthless thing that they have to fully cast away. but the truth is is that as long as we have senses that can communicate information to our brains and minds that can interpret that information we will always have egos. and thats not a bad thing. behind the ego lies something that exists in all of us; the observer self, god, the universe, whatever you wish to call it we are all manifestations of that same force. the reason why we are separated, why we have egos, why life exists.. is so that the universe can experience itself. instead of being one thing all alone, we became many things drawn together. the ego may sometimes lead us astray, but it allows us to play pretend and fight off the dark abyss of non existence. the ego allows us to know joy and to know sadness, without it we would know nothing.
If you're reading this, remember that each step you take brings you closer to your dreams. Even during the toughest times, hold onto hope and believe in your own resilience. Celebrate every milestone, no matter how small, and trust that your journey is shaping you into a stronger and wiser person. Keep going, for the best is yet to come! 🦋🌟
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I’m in the purging stage. I’m catching myself breaking down and wailing like a child reliving pain and trauma. Cried all day, and happened to stumble upon this video. And it’s so crazy how I’m going through these stages
purging out old emotional wounds and psychological trauma is so rough. You're right even the most minute ones. This was incredibly validating. Thank you.
It’s all trapped in the body. Like my mind is liberated but the body still needs to release pent up energy/trauma that is no longer consistent with new vibration. It’s literally exhausting. Randomly start to grieve the smallest of things while my head is totally at peace. What a ride ❤
@@Doardo3694it’s important to not ponder on the relapse, instead acknowledge, accept it and encourage every positive step and aspects that you’ve reached and currently have in your life. Self-doubt is what causes deep relapse and can make you seem like you’re back to square one, it is important to remember you ARE making progress and that in itself is something to be grateful for. Celebrate every single victory even the small ones and embrace this process. You’re at a better place than you’ve ever been, keep going!
I've always felt a compelling urge to play a part in humanity's grand endeavors, aiming to harness the levers of influence, secrets to optimal well-being, and safeguarding. The longing for acknowledgment has remained steadfast, not born of vanity or excess, but rooted in a profound sense of self and mission. Inside, there's an insatiable thirst to explore the intricacies of human comprehension, pursuing insights reserved for the chosen few. My goal is to embrace the wisdom that our forebears ardently hoped we'd grasp.
It's natural to feel the way you do; being human means having emotions. If you're on a quest for deeper understanding, joining the Illuminatus can open doors to enlightenment and beyond. Despite it seem mystical aura, there are real paths you can take to become a member.
Certainly! , are you suggesting that it's realistically achievable to join? I've often thought it's only accessible to those from specific financial backgrounds.
Certainly, that's intentional; it's what they want you to believe.. Delving into the concept of Radiant Reservation will offer a more profound insight into the subject and open doors to exclusive groups.
They aren't a covert organization; instead, they function subtly, embracing those sincerely committed to improving humanity. Should you aspire to propel our species forward, they'll extend a welcoming hand, presenting wealth, influence, considerable impact, hidden knowledge on well-being, and most importantly, age-old wisdom unraveling the intricacies of global matters.
I was unconscious until 2021 and then in just 15 months, I got cancer - fought and beat it, my brother died suddenly as well as my dad. I feel like I’ve been thrown into wakefulness and all of a sudden I understand what it is to be alive in this body. I fluctuate between all stages but mostly remain in stages 4 and 5. Meditation feels like a life force and somehow through meditation I see more with every practice and yet I’m acutely aware that at this moment I am not as awake as I will be in my future. There’s so much more to learn in this life.
I feel like I'm in the ending of stage 4. My traumas are starting to bother me less and less and I'm starting to live internally than worrying about the external.
Congratulations. I'm in stage 3 and self doubt has been my biggest weight. To feel like you're the only one in this world who thinks this way is very... Unsettling. Glad to have found this community today.
Jesus died on the cross so that we can be forgiven for our sins, so that we can repent and enjoy a relationship with God now and later. The rapture could happen soon.🙏🙏
I’m in stage 3-5 right now and I definitely know I will be losing a lot of people in my life because they are connected to my ego not who I actually am. I have no control over nobody but myself and I am not responsible for how others perceive me. I live my truth and so do they, nobody is above or below were all human. Sending love and light to everyone on this journey 💚
"..they are connected to my ego not who I actually am". That is a gem right there. It is so true. I realize that often when I am very present, and those who know me via ego, ask me if I'm okay. Hahaha, yes I am! My calm presence is misunderstood as sadness, lol.... it's the opposite of sadness. It's contentment, and since they've not experienced it, it's unfamiliar to them.
Wow this was so perfectly made. You showed me exactly what I experienced over the last year. So accurate and with comforting cuteness. Thank you for sharing the reality of unity.
stage 6: u forget about everything, lose the connection to the world, spirituality needs constant maintenance. the materials u've been reading, watching, thinking etc, become boring bc ur already familiar with them. so you've stopped going back to them. and then those abstract things.. they fade. of course the concepts and what u've learned dont completely go away, u are still slightly affected by them if u start to contemplate again. the feeling of awe and spirituality tho,, u will experience less and less until almost no more.. u return to the stage of "unconsciousness".... maybe even suicidal, bc life has not improved a lil bit... its only going downhill cuz i quit my job 3 years ago, bc of my circumstances and my personality etc i am not able to break the rut...
Hang in there, it can take a long time but eventually you get there. I had to go through very messed up circumstances, now I am strong and can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
sounds like you need another breaththrough. we go through many ego deaths not just one. spirituality doesn’t need maintenance because it comes up naturally through you, you can’t control it externally through physical material. sure it may help you abit, but nothing on the outside can help you achieve realizations. you come to a place of integration of spirit and human THROUGH many deaths and rebirths and realizations. its a cycle, its a pattern untill it levels you up into a stage where you are left floating with no perspective to attach to it. in layman terms, you cant put words onto what is going on. you can only be aware. its really not linear like you think it to be, let go of assumptions and expectations on what needs to happen next. if only you would fall into those emotions youre in, let yourself go and let yourself just be in day to day life, things will start to emerge into your primary consciousness. (the one youre in during the day.) you are changing everyday. you are never stuck. there are periods where i feel like nothing is happening and im back down to the same point, then i wake up with a more spiritual centred consciousness than i was before i entered the stage of being ‘stuck’. whatever is coming up in your ego is reflecting what you’re feeling inside subconsciously. ask yourself why youre feeling/thinking that way.
Have you ever read or heard Michael singer? I think his way of seeing spirituality can help you, he answers some of the things you seem to be struggling with
When I was in these stages I started feeling better and rising to higher levels when I focused on the traumas that had scared me and the people involved , so I just forgave them and myself which released the guilt and hurt… then while doing so realized that people that hurt you do so because they’ve been hurt and are angry lashing out and are in a continuous cycle,(negative vibration keeps you in negative vibrations)….and at that moment ,when you are in prayer or meditation, grasp and hold on to all those emotions for a brief moment …. Breathe them in in slowly and as you exhale release them with love and prayers to the people and situations that caused it and pray deeply for all evolved for healing. I promise you you will fell Gods beautiful healing presence…. There is no better feeling. God wants our love and it’s right there, just grab it……. FORGIVE, HAVE GRATITUDE ….know all of us are DNA linked even the ones that are the one that hurt us, cause they do not know how to break the cycle of negativity…. Raise them up in prayer or tell them you forgive them and you love them. Show them the light! Her is a big hug for you love 💕🤗
Welcome to the club. Do you slip backwards? Or are you experiencing something from different perspectives? Going into the unknown. What we believe, and how we react to experiences was determined by our culture, indoctrination and religious training. No wonder that we are confused in our spiritual awakening. In my opinion, most, of not all of what we were taught are just lies, even if our teachers believe that they are teaching the truth. We were given a "script" to follow. And most follow this script without question. So, we must learn and experience as much as we can, then write our own script.
I was unable to progress to step 5 and so ended up in psychosis. It has 7:19 7:19 been very difficult. I had spiritual awakening at age 20. I’m now 52. Despite difficulties, I do realize that I can let go and proceed to step 5. I am unwilling to let go of family members that have not evolved, and that is my problem 😔
@@RegardsRei It is a nice little video, I liked it. Which stage I am in? Hmm, I am an odd person, who was already as a child so different from others. Even back then, I saved worms, when they where on the asphalt, I carried them back to the grass, and so on. People only look at me as "the crazy one". I can feel energies since a long time and can even swap within seconds, the time or city, without a plane. I walk up a street and for a few second I walk up a street in a complete other country and then I am back, where I was. I am not kidding. But what happened only on Saturday, was amazing. I am an artist one of those things I do is, that I take photographs. After a while at the Ocean, I did know, when the wave was building. I was knowing how high it was and at which area it will "break", so that I could take a "great shot' of only the wave. It felt so magical, to be alined with that. So, well. Maybe I am a "Star-seed" although I only always see myself as "only" an "old soul". Thanks for reading it and keep on going with these videos. they are nice. ❤
4 & 5 purging and gaining clarity and can feel my new self aligning. This feels weird, because its foreign to what I have been use to all my life, but in a good way! I feel connected with myself more than I could ever remember. You begin learning to trust and surrender to the journey. Keep going everyone I know it isn’t easy but your energy is literally changing for the better that is why it is so tough! 🙏🏼✨✨
Jesus died on the cross so that we can be forgiven for our sins, so that we can repent and enjoy a relationship with God now and later. The rapture could happen soon. 🙏
Congratulations and thank you for putting this together 🌻✨ I’ve been at stage 5 for the past 7 years and moving forward + + ♾️ All the best everyone, wish you love and light 🤍
It's nice to know I'm not feeling crazy! 😅 in the beginning, I was all over the place. Releasing traumas has been a journey. I'm in the isolation phase atm. I'm excited for what's to come.
Awakening is the most difficult, and simultaneously, most rewarding experience I can remember having. I have noticed that my ability to stay present is most influenced by my level of rest, which is my energy. When I am not rested, I am less present, and it seems much more difficult to maintain the clarity of perception. In turn, as a result of diminished presence, I am more prone to negative perceptions and emotions. There is however an underlying awareness that all is well. I attempted at one point to go back to unawareness again, because I convinced myself that the discomfort (which is merely false perception anyway) of not being able to relate to the world, or anyone not on a spiritual path was too great. I felt isolated and alone, and wanted it to end. What I found, is that there is no going back. I simply cannot be unaware ever again. My suffering was a result of resisting the change that was happening in me. I decided that this process I'm going through, is the very purpose I'm a human being right now. So, if this process is my purpose, anything I do not toward that purpose is a waste of time. That realization caused an internal shift. I cannot go back, and more importantly, I do not desire to go back. I am moving forward. Now, and forever. Liberation comes through self awareness. Awareness is the lens of perception. I love you. You are me. We are all. All are one. Whoever read this entire comment, bless you, and infinite unconditional love to you. It is so, now and always. You are okay. You are perfect. ❤️🙏
This actually made me cry from happiness because it made me think about how far I've come from the broken being I thought I were before. Thank you so much! :) 🕉️
The ego-death and search stages hit the most significantly for me… had an incredible experience, quit my corporate job and became a teacher, and had about 2-3 months where I was in that alignment stage. Since, I’ve found myself back in the search stage, with even moments of egoic unconsciousness.
It all turns out ok for everyone in the end. We all leave the planet the same way. These 60-90 years we are here turns out to be a small blip in the greater scheme of life. Since we are not the ego, it falls completely off when we die.
I went through a complete catharsis in January. In December it was at the second stage. Right now, I feel, or should say, I know, I’m at the last stage, and it’s amazing. I have never been happier, I love being alone, reading about philosophy and that everything will be fine. I also enjoy looking at the sky at night from my bedroom window. I send blessings to everyone here ❤❤❤
I just recently finally embraced stage 6! It took me the last couple years to really embrace my life losing friends and realizing certain situations just weren’t going to work and I needed to let certain things go. I was questioning the choices for awhile, missing certain people and feeling unsure about my dreams of becoming a writer. As I struggled to finish my final paper for this last semester, I could personally feel the passion in my paper, breaking out in tears every few sentences because I could barely contain the emotion inside behind the words and then I suddenly realized, I was doing it. This IS the life I was searching for. To not only seek to create and translate my mind and the world around me but to push forward no matter what and always find a way to make it work, not turmoil or strife but with love, compassion, and adventure. Thanks for this video. It really helped remind me today that I’m exactly where I need to be, heading towards exactly where I want to go. To infinity, and beyond! 💜💫🏝️✌️
Ohhh wow, you literally said everything I’ve been going through and I thought I’m going crazy, I have booked a psychiatrist appointment because I felt like I must have some mood disorder or adhd. I’ve been through all stages and sometimes jumping back a stage or going forward. Life started feeling to hard for me until one day I thought “you got this it’s easy just one step at a time and the difference is trust yourself that you got your own back this time”.
Its so simple right? Reading your account, specially the epiphany part, I couldn’t help but just relate. It took me so long to just realize I could take the next step without being afraid of falling again if I just trusted myself that I got this. And that, even if I fall, I can trust myself to get back up again. It sounds so simple but the difference between just hearing that but not letting it sink in and actually internalizing it and believing it with all your heart can make your life change in SECONDS. It did for me.
You have a very easy to understand format so to speak and that is wonderful. Also you don't skip the unpopular aspects or societal taboos regarding the souls journey and constant desire to ascend or become enlightened and at peace with creation. Thanks
Stage 4 is exactly what I was looking for a description of because ever since 2022, I was highly in that stage because I felt like I had such high self awareness that I became dissociated in life. I couldn't handle the multiple faces I was having and i wanted to only be my authentic self so badly to the point where I felt the need to quit everything and isolate myself. It's a really scary phase, especially for a teenager, but I think it's so life changing because you come out a completely different person and it truly feels like your childhood feeling is back. Every aspect of life starts to become so beautiful and the feeling becomes so hard to describe to anyone who hasn't experienced it. Luckily I feel like I'm near the end of phase 4 but it makes you feel like you're living an entirely different lifetime where you had to start from scratch and build yourself back up.
I’m at this stage at 32. On a positive note with social media being available you got to tackle this early on in life where as for me I just reached stage 4. Huge head start for you. And I guess there is divine time. Things had to happen this way for me. ❤
I've felt so alone recently. I thought I was the only one and something was wrong with me. But you've described exactly where I'm at. I'm 34 and was thinking it's too late for me to start my life again. I feel so much more positive after reading these comments. Thank you for sharing!
that’s what i’m in rn, i feel so alone and i feel like i’ve isolated myself from everyone, sometimes even my bf, but i know that it’s apart of my spiritual growth and it’s something we all have to go through in life, just as a teenager it’s really hard.
I’ve watched hundreds of videos and this is the best so far…. Spot on! And not over my head lol 😂. I’m in stage five but fished this had popped up sooner. I can see the hard work you’ve put into this! Thank you 🙏🏻
Currently going through another ego death with many life changes that’s happened this year, currently going through a rough one, sick in bed with the stomach flu and learning about my body purging all the negative energy out is so comforting to me right now and is giving me hope because living with anxiety makes me feel like I’ll never be myself again, but I’ve always known this is just part of the process and a new life is waiting for me very soon. Thank you Rei😊
Honestly, Im in awe. I literally clicked on this video by accident and just saw in front if me a perfect description of what I have been living for the last 3 years of my life. I could relate to everything. When you got to the last stage I was convinced you were describing my life bc you just hit all of it: the reparenting, the heightened intuition, the unconditional selflove, the compassion towards others, the low interest in things that used to entertain me but now just feel pointless and a waste of energy and time bc I noticed it was just a way of distracting myself from truly looking inwards (for me it was social media)… even some of the exact the same words you used were the ones I had used recently to describe my journey to a friend. I can confirm your thesis: although each journey is unique, there are common experiences. And you hit all of them. Man, im so glad I clicked on this by accident😂
Wow I’m on stage 5. I’m so surprised that I went through all of this process without realizing what it was actually happening. Thank you for making me understand, love you.
I don't believe I will try and label what stage I'm in. I will say, I just turned 41 a few days ago...and I've been constantly engulfed in my spiritual enlightening, for around six months. And great video. Your explanations don't need explained. Nicely done.
I really am enjoying my spiritual journey. The me in past years couldnt even imagine that i will be in this stage. I feel so grateful for whatever amount step that i take😊❤
Thank you for making this video. I believe I am entering stage 5. My dreams over the last 6 months or so have been a symbolic reflection of my life, reminding me of all I have been through that wounded me, showing me how I have healed, learned and grown; how I have been fulfilling my purpose without even realizing it until recently. I feel as though this is all a prologue to some great change that is about to happen. I am excited to find out what that is but know that I can’t rush it, it will happen when the time is right. 💕✨
Yes I started my search 10 years ago and so I had an experience about 7 years ago where a wave of warm loving energy swept over me for about 45 mins and all I felt was pure unconditional love. Since then information just came to me like I was being reminded of who I am and why Im here, even as we speak and why Im listening to you now. Im reminded that Im one of many millions of Light worker Starseed Souls volunteered to reincarnate here to answer the call from Mother Earth Gaia to heal her after what humans are doing to her. So here we are and Im guided and protected every day. So Im working on projects to get out there as i feel Im at the level of sharing the information now. Love and light my sister of Light. xxx Love from Sydney.😇😇🥰
Sometimes I feel I’m experiencing more than one at the same time. I’m still watching lots of videos and reading books but lately I’m feeling my traumas and inner child wounds are starting to bother me less and less. But I still have trouble loving myself and others unconditionally. I have no patience with some people that are still caught in their own drama, instead of looking at it in a more compassionate way, maybe because I feel I never had that directed at me. So I’m a mix of feelings and awareness different from everything that happened before in my life.
I resonate so much with this. I struggle with being hard on myself when these things happen but then I remember it won’t happen over night. Thank you for sharing this. Love and light ❤🙏🏼
I'm currently searching and redefining my identity, while beginning to revert back to a more lighthearted demeanor and attitude toward daily life. Definitely feeling light, connected, and euphoric. Went through the purge of past traumas for months before I realized what was happening. It's all so surreal and powerful. My whole existence has shifted, and I never knew anything about this until it happened. Now that it has, looking back, I see that my soul was trying to wake up for years. Thank you, and all the others producing this type of content, for shining light and understanding on this gift.
What u find utterly funny is how so called spiritual woke could come up with nonsense like that. ...let me guess...you all get rid of evil and become the clean good energy....ahhhh...ohhhhmmmmm You people seem very far from awakening. .first you should accept the evil in you before you go search the good. No good without other bad. Accepting one doesn't mean that one must be good. Maybe you are just not. It is very funny how people can act all spiritual while actually doing the same they always did.
Thank you Rei for the video, it resonated with me a lot. I wanted to share something and wondered if other people went through a similar experience: stage 3 in my experience also brought a new relation to "the Truth". I used to label myself an atheist before my spiritual awakening, and studying sciences, I found myself on a neverending quest to find what I call the "Truth of the Universe", which was a material truth by the beliefs I held at the time. As I started going through spiritual awakening, while I am still curious about the nature of the Universe and understanding the Divine, I realized I will never know the absolute "Truth" of it all in this lifetime and I started becoming less and less preoccupied with truth-seeking and more focused on simply experiencing the world through my subjective lense, and accepting that the lense through which I experience reality will always be subjective and partial. I just need to find the narratives that speak to me, that are not clouded by my emotional wounds and trauma, and that lead me to the spiritual path I want to be on. Yes, I do believe we're all the Universe/the Divine experiencing itself, but as "individuals", we are the Universe experiencing itself through a myriad of different subjective experiences, and that's what makes the human experience so fascinating and diverse.
So well said and so well explained. I feel I'm in between stages 3, 4 & 5 and knowing that you can go between stages is very reassuring. I've always felt there is no destination but life is a journey to be experienced. I wish all you other travellers all the best on your journeys, live in the now so you can fully absorb and learn from every experience; don't try and rush it; it will take as long as it takes. Best wishes Rei.
I still love being alone with me, nature and God. I think I am between 4 and 5. I feel a deep inner peace and unconditional love. This love flows to me, through me and to others. I have the impression, that I am becoming more and more a channel for God"s words, love and peace.
i am 23 and feel like i'm fluctuating honestly between 2-5 constantly but mainly between 4 and 5 at this moment :') it's been quite the journey, which i would say started (became more apparent) in august of last year. i am so grateful to be experiencing this it is truly such a beautiful gift in the journey of life and in the experience of being alive and i cannot wait to be the best version of myself
Your channel is so amazing to me as you describe everything what happened to me in simple words with nice pictures. It gives support and dissolves my doubts. Thank you for that ❤
I'm between 3 and 4. Trying to understand more about who I am and releasing of old traumas. And then stepping into who I originally am, not tolerating anything that does not resonate, experiencing the child version of myself and being the parent that shows myself unconditional love :) Still not an easy road, but feeling much better. I like this video, simple, straight to the point and cool images. Thank you. Needed reminding of this. x
Thank you so much for reminding me. I’ve spent the past week in misery and pain, exactly like your animations of stage 4. I’m in the process of getting out of an emotionally abusive marriage, processing and letting go of old traumas so I can move on. The Universe wanted me to hear your message. 🙏
@@deandratyrell7371 Why do y’all even come on these videos? Not everyone want to sell out to whatever false religion. Not everyone want to worship false gods, lords and saviors. Until you open your third eye and figure out how you and many others are being deceived then keep your religious beliefs to yourself. If that’s how you choose to waste your life then do so without disturbing others.. please and thank you. Peace & Goodbye.
@@Romxanticsorry but Jesus is far more believe then you crazy people believe in let me ask you this what would make you think something that eas made up mot even 10 years ago is right?you guts are insane and that coming from some that hears voices and see things that says slot
I don't think I can pinpoint which stages I'm at personally. I've gone through isolation and spiritual searching, but I still feel like there's more left for me to find. I am in a much better place now than previously and I feel like I have grown in a positive way thus far. Thank you for the video and sharing your experiences ❤️🔥
I haven’t do meditate in a long time but I feel tired now and I will need to rest and understand myself. There’s really no wrong no right, high or low, true of false. We all can choose to be ourself and not follow by others. I know sometimes we still follow others but too good is that we see it and we experience it we can know ourselves better and help ourselves. Everyday I feel better a little by little, I know I am enough and we still can do it when our energy is back❤our energy belongs to us and things from others belongs to others I might at stage 1-2, I was at 3-4 before now goes back to middle of it but I know I’m in present and I feel the “new” me.
Absolutely agree! The journey of spiritual awakening is profound and transformative. Reflecting on these stages helps us gain clarity and perspective on our path.
Since I discovered this about me, I quit my high paying job in the financial industry and got a nice little one to just survive on this Planet as they use money. I broke up with my toxic girlfriend, sold my car and many things I had and didnt use or need. Then I moved to a shared appartment on the Beach here in Sydney while working my nice little job. Since then, I have been so happy, love being single....I swim almost every day, canoeing, cook nice food, play and write music while Im being reminded..... Life is so much nicer and peaceful when you love yourself more. I live on 3 principals now. Love other, Love Nature and LOVE MYSELF. 🥰😍🥰
Thank you so much for this video , grateful .. I feel that i am in stage 4 and entering stage 5 Sometimes , i will find myself staring at a tree or something , and just be feeling its energy , no lables , no likes or dislikes , just a deep sence of peace and gratitude
I’m currently going through my second void aka dark night of the soul, it’s not as irritating as the first time; this time around there’s less friction because I’m not fighting or clawing my way out of it. Just me sitting in my abyss where I’ve made a feather bed of bliss. I find this stage so deep and dark yet beautiful. It’s like revisiting an old dark room you used to be scared but now you’ve found yourself sitting in it trying to understand it better and being grateful for the experience; looking at it from neither a “good or bad” pov rather a “just what or how it is”. It’s powerful & I’m thankful for the journey that I’m on. :) Thank you for taking the time to create this video and sharing your own personal experience, it’s nice to be reminded that others know the feeling.
My stages were the same as yours. In stage 5 and feeling that after exhaustion of going through the process for a few years. Staying positive. Wrote a book in Unconditional happiness and eagerly awaiting a publisher. Love your videos! Very helpful and you have a great voice! Have a beautiful day!🙏❤️🦋🌈
Knowing I started realizing things weren’t “what they seemed” since I was the age of 12 when my father died and he appeared to me in a dream when I was 18 only ONCE saying “everything will be okay”. In the home where his ashes resides. 23 years later, age 31 I have walked away from the church because of a domestic abusive relationship. 1.5 years in, I got into a state of psychosis and try to take my own life from him saying the words “you wouldn’t die for me”. Dr.s said they didn’t know I survived. My life has been bouncing all OVER those steps till I finally accepted Jesus was the not true “God”. Then everything of my life fell into perspective. Everything makes sense now. That body high…the euphoria of it all it becomes so heavy that my body is at the stage of waking up from a beautiful dream to my body in pain and my stomach in knots and I cannot sleep. Spiritually it’s beautiful, life should be loving and kind. I do not shame or speak hate on to anyone again. I have cut off everything but my parents and 3 friends. It’s a tricky thing..but all the while so far worth what life has in store for me. What my mom would tell me, I always wanted to learn things MY WAY, no one else’s no matter what the consequences were. That is how this works. This is your life. No one else’s. Trust you, you are your best friend.
I feel I've gone through all the stages and then like you said life happens and the circle starts again, now I'm somewhere between an ego death and big self being really patient with ape self. Thank you and thank all of you.❤
I did mine in a diff order. I started reading and studying psychology and philosophy when I was 11, I have had many ego type deaths and had to learn to re-parent myself in my mid 20s. I noticed that I have also been reparenting and unintentionally teaching those around me how to reparent themselves as well. With showing myself love, patience and understanding I'm bigger than my emotions and traumas, I have helped others be able to have that same love for themselves. I've pulled people out of painful cycles, relationships, addictions, homelessness. No this was not easy, and it took a lot of sacrifice. Along the way I have learned to have better boundaries. I don't regret helping anyone, I understand everything played out the way it was ment to. I still live with lows and emotional health issues, but I now carry this deep gratitude for life I never thought I'd be able to have. Living with depression my whole life, it's all you understand. There being any ease in life was a fantasy, or so I thought. I now know that there's so much more to everything, and depression isn't this all consuming monster any longer. Now I can live. You can too. I promise.
Depression is really just life not meeting your expectations and feeling disconnected. As soon as you really understand that all this was designed by you and there are no coincidences, you realise there is no part of your experience that wasn't intricately chosen for your growth - the good and the bad. 💗
@@starrose7949 I agree. But the fluctuation of chemicals still effects the brain, being aware of how life actually is just allows a person to more easily handle the lows and highs.
@@starrose7949 it's true that we are not our thoughts and emotions, how we choose to react to those feelings and thoughts directly effects our life. But the awareness of our control doesn't suddenly take away the fact that mental health disorders do exist and still effect even the most well managed individuals.
I started awakening from ego stage around 2011 and I’ve been going through a lot of awakening. Now I’m in stage 5, thank God. ❤ It has not been easy but it’s all worth it.
This makes so much sense to me because I've gone through each stage about 15,000 times and I've been stuck in repeating this process over and over. Thank you for making this video excellent video
I watched this video maybe a week ago and enjoyed it, it didn’t really click with me that much. But a few days ago I ended up experiencing a spiritual awakening. It was really intense and kinda scary. I wasn’t sure what was happening to me but then I remembered this video describing what it feels like to have a spiritual awakening. Thank you so much for making this video. It comforted me a lot when I needed it ❤
Thank you for coming back and telling me about it. Yeah, intense spiritual awakening can be absolutely scary. It’s not for the faint of heart. I’m so glad the video comforted you. ❤️
This is such a video to come across. I went through an ego death without realizing as of recent, searching for myself, and my mirror broke 3:18 reminded me of it. Instead of getting feeling it's a "bad omen" or stuff, I stared into the broken mirror and felt detached to my past self. I was rejuvenated, my mind was clear. Thank you for this video 💜
Thank you very much for the hope that this video has given me. I've been feeling like I'm losing myself and going crazy but maybe this is all part of something better to come
This video is so wholesome. I realize, hearing you, that in my journey I feel that I can have glimpses of all these phases intertwined in every single one of them.
Even though I know this happened and is happening to me, I really appreciated this. Sometimes little morsels of value show up in places you think you already searched thoroughly. Thank you for sharing ❤
I loved this. I’ve gone through multiple rounds of all these phases but only to the 5th stage twice, it’s very hard to maintain. There’s also a stage where if you’re not connected enough to material reality your energy can become too light and you can use spirituality as a base to delusions- also known as psychosis and is super comment with enlightenment. I had that happen years after the initial awakening when i thought i was connecting but wasn’t. The best thing to remember is that every action springs from a thought, and every thought is rooted in fear or love, grow your beliefs to one side or the other and your reality will shift. That is the premise of conscious and unconscious reality.
stage 5,thank you so much ,I was worried so much why all of these happening to me. now I understand.. All the pain were there to make me who I am. I think Im overcoming stage 5, and going to next level
No next level from eternal here & now 😄... only whatever eternally unfolds ... old age ... death of form/united with (whatever word you wanna use; God, The One, Self, Brahman, etc.) ... and the show goes on ... and on ... and on ... ♾
As you said spiritual awakening is a constant journey. So there are naturally more stages than 5. The 6th stage which is the longest for most people is reintegration into society. Its how with your new found knowledge you can now CONTRIBUTE to society in a way that not only helps those around you but uplifts your spirit.
Love you. Thank you so much for this video. I'm at the stage where my ego has broken, but I haven't rediscovered the "real me" yet. I feel like nobody and everything at the same time. Very demanding, difficult to communicate with loved ones. But I keep telling myself that it's okay the way it is now. Everything is right as it is. I send a lot of light and love to everybody ❤.
I came out of 1 and into 2, 3, 4, and 5 pretty simultaneously when I was 15, although my ego death here wasn't nearly as strong as it was recently. I am 25 now, and looking back, I've spun through all the cycles over time. The years following my first noted awakening, I kept myself distracted with the intoxicants of our society, but still holding onto my awareness through it all. I let my ego run the show. In my early 20s, my Higher Self was getting louder and louder, and very shortly after turning 25, I no longer could let my ego control my life. So I fell flat on my face and had an ego death. I felt numb, I had no idea who I was, I didn't even know how I should communicate with family and friends because I was no longer the same person they thought I was. I changed life paths from being completely immersed and laser-focused on working with AI, crypto, metaverse, and blockchain, to now being whole-heartedly focused on learning, building community, and finding my calling in humanitarian work. I am currently heavily within 2, 3 and 4 simultaneously and searching for my true calling in the metaphysics / philosophy realm. I have many aspects of 5, but I am still making my way toward stepping into my pure form, and that takes a lot of time and shedding of old energies. I'm still trying to find my place on Earth, but I am certain I am on the right path, the divine lets me know every single day. 💙
I feel like I'm between stages 3, 4 and 5. I'm learning to be kinder to myself after many years of being conditioned to be hard on myself. I still am hard in myself at times I'm a work in progress. I feel like I'm getting closer to something new in myself.
Each new level of understanding comes with an exam .. fail that exam , you will repeat the class , this is not a bad thing , you need to understand before your ready for the next grade .
I believe I am at the emergence of authentic self stage, however, I find myself questioning a lot of things that I am experiencing that are meant to be 'gifts'. It has been quite overwhelming. I have found myself searching again today which is how I found this video. Thank you for your wisdom!
i really appreciate things that are closer to the truth. this video brought me to tears because it spoke of exactly how im feeling and what i am going through. i believe the purpose of life is to understand, learn and grow; to be timeless and everlasting just like God.
Stage 3, was stage 2 in my awakening journey. When I was down and out (stage 1) I asked God to show me why my life was falling a part and to show me how it works. At that moment it felt like I was waking from a deep sleep and my eyes was opened, then I was given a series of books to learn about what life really is. Quiting my job was when I realised theres more to life and I need to go to God for advise.
I’m well & truly in stage 5 . I do wonder if I’ve graduated and am currently living as a fully functioning spiritual human . I feel like I’ve graduated high school after passing each grade from kindergarten .. I wonder if spiritual mastery is akin to a university education . ❤️🙏🕊 There’s so much to be written here , the further you walk into the light , the more you will be held accountable for your actions .. don’t be in a rush , live those hard fought lessons , experience the truth of that amazing insight .. and know it becomes easier . Edit : I would like to thank Rei for making this video . When I awoke from my misery I was 28 , there was no internet , nor were there any groups I could reach out to for comprehension .
I believe I’m complete now 😊it’s a stage I never thought I’d get to but my body and mind are both calm waters now and I’m living well despite any struggles I might get with money or material issues, it took me from 15 until now I’m 32, 33 on may 9th, took me a long time but got here!
I'm in stage 4 and getting near stage 5. I have been going to therapy for 2 and a half years now and I became a spiritual person 2 years ago and I see life in a different way. I can even speak with my spirit guides and archangels. It is a great experience. I always felt like I was an outsider and that most things were not right around me.
@@bendemare5270 I started to meditate and a few months later, I started to hear voices. To know if it is true, ask them for signs. You'll eventually see lots of repeated numbers or a specific sign.
I alternate between 4 & 5. I thought I was doing something wrong, so I am glad to find others seem to feel the same way, I do. Last year I was aligned. I was happy for the very first time in my life. Even though many bad things happened, nothing could stop or faze me. I was my highest self, I felt complete. Then I got sick and for some reason everything went dark again. I'm now back to doubting and searching and sometimes I wonder if I'm just a crazy person, who needs help, cause maybe last year was just a dream. I hate being back here. I kinda wish I'd never experienced happiness, because the lack of it feels worse, now.
My experience has been when things go dark there is something I am missing. A blindspot and have trouble seeing it for what it truly is. The most useful practice for me to employ was to be [as cliched as it sounds] true to myself. If there is something I need to do it immediately-not later but now. The PRESENT. And sometimes a gut feeling that I am missing something almost always indicates I am looking at something from the wrong point-of-view or missing critical information. Step outside yourself and look at situation from every angle possible. Process the info [pros & cons] and act. At one point in my life I stopped believing in my gut instinct and paid dearly. You are not crazy. Just got to recenter and you'll be back there in no time. Another couple things that prohibited me from keeping this amazing gift are as follows: Sleep quality starts to suffer. Caffeine and nicotine intake goes up. And so the cycle begins. Hope this helps you some. Even though I don't know you I do believe in you! Sincerely, Nate
Love your videos, they are so beautifully concise, easy to understand I have had a number of 'ah ha' moments watching them today. You just popped up in my feed...thank you for sharing you lovely gift. I am at stage 4/5, nice to know what is in store. 😊
Had the awakening early 2017. Currently at stage 5 now. It feels like everyday is being jam packed with more and more purpose. More and more joy. Eternally grateful to be able to have this experience. Been fasting and purging a lot more too. I only want to consume healthy foods now. Blessings to you all. We’re all on a journey to the same destination although we are all taking different paths. 🙏🏻 keep going ❤
Nope. I'm not on any journey. I've been dumped on this earth plane with no map, no plan, no tools, nothing. Then I'm expected to somehow find a way back to base ? Uh....no.
I feel like stage 4 is one of the hardest. I've found myself leaving friendships of 7 years because we're no longer in alignment. This healing process is worth it, but it can feel a bit isolating as well...
After almost 10 years, since I noticed entering at staging 2. I can clearly see myself going back and forth between stage 4 and 5. For me it has been a life journey, not a single moment of awakening.
I went through all of this just before I turned 33, when I came out the other side it was crazy, literally imagining stuff and then it happens, sychronistitys, coincidence whatever, I stopped resisting and faced myself, changed my mind and was set free, new car, job, friends and a new outlook. I believe this began when I had 2 very different experiences preceded by the same physical sensations. The 1st experience I was sitting in my room about get in bed and I thought I could hear a buzzing noise then I realised I could feel it in my skull similar to bone conduction, the difference vibrations started to resonate in what felt like the center of my brain and just as this happened I closed my eyes and was gifted a beautiful vision, actually felt like I was there for second in some Tibetan mountain temple ruins looking at a huge elephant with a large golden pot on it's back with a large golden pot with a tree with pink leaves, everything bathed in golden light then boom back sitting on my bed, very vivid then 2 weeks later same physical experience except there was a confirmed EARTHQUAKE 😂 at the exact moment the vibrations done the resonance thing, completely spun me out because wtf is actually happening really. For the most part this has all been enjoyable but I have better understanding of why some people lose their shitt when life gets weird.
Omg I’m at stage 4!!! I mean everything to the T! It makes so much sense now. The aches the pains the emotional roller coaster, old friends gone. Thankful to know what’s been going on I thought I was doing some wrong
Thank you for this. I am currently going through this process and it has been both painful and wonderfully enriching. What doesn’t help is that I am a paleontologist, which means I have to consider my life within the context of millions of years 😂
I don't know if I am in a particular stage of these, nonetheless I can partially relate to all of them :) Some time ago, I've decided to follow two basic rules: 1. Be aware that you are not better than other people. 2. Be aware that you are not worse than other people. Of course, I sometimes feel better than others if I gain an achievement and I sometimes feel worse if I am struggling with something which I don't have under control. However, when I repeat these two sentences to myself, it helps me to stabilize my emotions and I can better understand other people.
I’m definitely in the ego death stage. This came after traveling from South Korea when the Itaewon crush happened. I’ve had other things happen as well which makes this feel 10x worse. I accidentally hung around someone during this stage when I was processing & she indirectly labeled me as so many things & I was absorbing those labels like a sponge. I eventually cut her off because her perception of me was messing with my perception of myself & I started feeling suicidal. I start therapy again this week but oh my GOD this is the most mentally painful experience I have ever gone through, this has NOTHING on my teen years, especially since I’m more self aware as an adult. It’s so scary. I feel unsafe with everyone around me & I don’t trust anyone. I think this is the beginning of me trusting & validating myself more.
We're not humans having a spiritual experience, we're spirit having a human experience.
I love this
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That's nice thought
This idea is my belief,also. I have a plaque on my refrigerator stating this belief,just in a bit of difference in the organization of wording. 🥰
Imo pain is an illusion like this universe is a shared hologram build for loosh or experience in general
The only thing I hate about being awaken is that eternal feeling of loneliness. You just start to realize how many of us don't care enough about others. There's too much convenience for today's love. In other, more positive things, when your vibration rises and strangers smile at you is the cutest thing :3 love y'all, god bless! thank you soooo much for posting! sharing
This is so true, but the saddest thing for me is that I realised that I don't even really care about others, I just want them to care about me
But this is still Ego what you are describing 🙂
@@nikax3307 I know
@@nikax3307 its uncanney and liminal to be in that god/ego haze. Surreal though when you surround yourself with beautiful people and colors and sounds
@@saharaa_5708someone once told me a lesson about the whole “love cures everything” motto that I never forgot: love heals but as you take the active role, instead of always expecting to be in the receiving end. I.e loving is better than being loved. And once you truly realize the power that comes with that, everything changes.
there's a book called whispers of manifestation on borlest , and it talks about how using some secret tehniques you can attract almost everything in life it's not some bullshit law of attraction, it's the real deal
To anyone reading this, you are so loved
GOD LOVE'S ALL WHO BELIEVE'S AMEN. I AM THE ONE AMEN SO BELIEVE 🙏 😇✝️🤴
So are you 🩵
Thank you❤ you are loved just as much!
What a comforting feeling it is to know that we are not alone in this life path and in the spiritual awakening journey, regardless of what stage we are in. We are really truth seekers. Wishing you all love and light❤
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It really is comforting. The spiritual awakening process can be very lonely, and we "lose" a lot. But we are making room at the other end of it for a stronger sense of community and an aligned, fulfilled life. 💙
Yes it is comforting 💚
Isn’t it delightful. My mind was trying to grasp an idea of what “awakening” would look like. This was a pleasant surprise for sure.
yes. same to you❤️
realizing i passed through all these stages before 20 years of age and am now in a constant cycle between all the stages sounds actually insane
same here, i got all the way from stage 1 to 4 by the time i was 18 and stage 5 was fully reached at 24. in my experience the lessons are always cyclical, constantly teaching me things ive already learned. it took me a long time to accept it, but now i honestly find the continuing process to be the most rewarding part. im never finished and i no longer need to be or expect to be. im always growing, always moving forward, but the world is a globe so it shouldnt be surprising that i often find myself retracing my own steps
I am currently 20 and I can say I’ve gone through all of these stages already! And yes, being awake is something that happens, but keeping your eyes open sometimes needs to be maintained. A lot of people think that an ego death means your ego completely disappears, but it never fully goes away. The ego is something that is so deeply routed within us, not just because of society but also because of the human’s instincts, it constantly needs to be kept in check ! And that’s why we go through the other cycles sometimes even when we reached the last phase already.
@@afriendofearth yep youre absolutely right. like i went through a purely mental ego death early on, but i was only able to reach stage 5 after a bad drug experience induced a full sensory deprivation ego death in me that convinced my brain that i was actually dying. part of the process required to heal from that experience was to learn how to reconnect with my ego and the world that the ego allows me to experience. i see too many people that taste the very beginnings of an ego death and think that the ego is now a worthless thing that they have to fully cast away. but the truth is is that as long as we have senses that can communicate information to our brains and minds that can interpret that information we will always have egos. and thats not a bad thing.
behind the ego lies something that exists in all of us; the observer self, god, the universe, whatever you wish to call it we are all manifestations of that same force. the reason why we are separated, why we have egos, why life exists.. is so that the universe can experience itself. instead of being one thing all alone, we became many things drawn together. the ego may sometimes lead us astray, but it allows us to play pretend and fight off the dark abyss of non existence. the ego allows us to know joy and to know sadness, without it we would know nothing.
💞💗💞 the ebb n flow of it all
Wow!
If you're reading this, remember that each step you take brings you closer to your dreams. Even during the toughest times, hold onto hope and believe in your own resilience. Celebrate every milestone, no matter how small, and trust that your journey is shaping you into a stronger and wiser person. Keep going, for the best is yet to come! 🦋🌟
And this Is how you mantain someone in poverty and hunger by making them hold in their faiths before their actions or responsabilities
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Thank you for your words.
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You just made me cry. I love you for this words I really needed this ❤️❤️💗❤️💞
Thank you, benevolent soul ❤️🙏
I’m in the purging stage. I’m catching myself breaking down and wailing like a child reliving pain and trauma. Cried all day, and happened to stumble upon this video. And it’s so crazy how I’m going through these stages
I cried all day today too
Me too, i just realized what stage i am because this video. But will we be fine?? Right now i feel like a complete broken machine though
purging out old emotional wounds and psychological trauma is so rough. You're right even the most minute ones. This was incredibly validating. Thank you.
I’m going tru the same so lots of love for you. You can do it.
It’s all trapped in the body. Like my mind is liberated but the body still needs to release pent up energy/trauma that is no longer consistent with new vibration. It’s literally exhausting. Randomly start to grieve the smallest of things while my head is totally at peace. What a ride ❤
Ive been having queasiness about it
How can I know if I'm purging out my traumas or just having a repeating episodes of my trauma manifestation?
@@Doardo3694it’s important to not ponder on the relapse, instead acknowledge, accept it and encourage every positive step and aspects that you’ve reached and currently have in your life. Self-doubt is what causes deep relapse and can make you seem like you’re back to square one, it is important to remember you ARE making progress and that in itself is something to be grateful for. Celebrate every single victory even the small ones and embrace this process. You’re at a better place than you’ve ever been, keep going!
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Certainly! , are you suggesting that it's realistically achievable to join? I've often thought it's only accessible to those from specific financial backgrounds.
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That's absolutely amazing ! I deeply appreciate your suggestion. I've just researched RR and swiftly reached out.
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I was unconscious until 2021 and then in just 15 months, I got cancer - fought and beat it, my brother died suddenly as well as my dad. I feel like I’ve been thrown into wakefulness and all of a sudden I understand what it is to be alive in this body. I fluctuate between all stages but mostly remain in stages 4 and 5. Meditation feels like a life force and somehow through meditation I see more with every practice and yet I’m acutely aware that at this moment I am not as awake as I will be in my future. There’s so much more to learn in this life.
Condolences on the loss of your brother and your father, and for the cancer you faced. Glad you got through that. All best wishes!! ❤
sending unconditional love your way! i am just an internet stranger, but i can promise you aren’t alone. ❤️
good luck. I relate, there is energy in tragedy, not that i pretend to know how you feel!
Fasting, whatever the type, it works
@@laurenmunger5696 how do you meditate? What's your practice or prefered method? :) also this is so brave of you! you're so strong
I feel like I'm in the ending of stage 4. My traumas are starting to bother me less and less and I'm starting to live internally than worrying about the external.
Congratulations. I'm in stage 3 and self doubt has been my biggest weight. To feel like you're the only one in this world who thinks this way is very... Unsettling. Glad to have found this community today.
Wow I’m the same too…
i feel the same way!!
Me too. Stage 4 was hard!!!
Jesus died on the cross so that we can be forgiven for our sins, so that we can repent and enjoy a relationship with God now and later. The rapture could happen soon.🙏🙏
I’m in stage 3-5 right now and I definitely know I will be losing a lot of people in my life because they are connected to my ego not who I actually am. I have no control over nobody but myself and I am not responsible for how others perceive me. I live my truth and so do they, nobody is above or below were all human. Sending love and light to everyone on this journey 💚
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@@elfsvalley sending love as well!
nobody is above or below EXACTLY!
Currently going to the same journey...sending the same love and light to you. God Bless.
"..they are connected to my ego not who I actually am". That is a gem right there. It is so true. I realize that often when I am very present, and those who know me via ego, ask me if I'm okay. Hahaha, yes I am! My calm presence is misunderstood as sadness, lol.... it's the opposite of sadness. It's contentment, and since they've not experienced it, it's unfamiliar to them.
I pray healing to those going through a hard time. May you find your light soon.
Wow this was so perfectly made. You showed me exactly what I experienced over the last year. So accurate and with comforting cuteness. Thank you for sharing the reality of unity.
stage 6: u forget about everything, lose the connection to the world, spirituality needs constant maintenance. the materials u've been reading, watching, thinking etc, become boring bc ur already familiar with them. so you've stopped going back to them. and then those abstract things.. they fade. of course the concepts and what u've learned dont completely go away, u are still slightly affected by them if u start to contemplate again. the feeling of awe and spirituality tho,, u will experience less and less until almost no more.. u return to the stage of "unconsciousness".... maybe even suicidal, bc life has not improved a lil bit... its only going downhill cuz i quit my job 3 years ago, bc of my circumstances and my personality etc i am not able to break the rut...
Wow, that sounds tough and I can relate to the feeling. It reminds me of how I felt right as I was entering my ego death.
I think it’s a cycle…1-4 and then repeat😬
Hang in there, it can take a long time but eventually you get there. I had to go through very messed up circumstances, now I am strong and can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
sounds like you need another breaththrough. we go through many ego deaths not just one. spirituality doesn’t need maintenance because it comes up naturally through you, you can’t control it externally through physical material. sure it may help you abit, but nothing on the outside can help you achieve realizations. you come to a place of integration of spirit and human THROUGH many deaths and rebirths and realizations. its a cycle, its a pattern untill it levels you up into a stage where you are left floating with no perspective to attach to it. in layman terms, you cant put words onto what is going on. you can only be aware. its really not linear like you think it to be, let go of assumptions and expectations on what needs to happen next. if only you would fall into those emotions youre in, let yourself go and let yourself just be in day to day life, things will start to emerge into your primary consciousness. (the one youre in during the day.) you are changing everyday. you are never stuck. there are periods where i feel like nothing is happening and im back down to the same point, then i wake up with a more spiritual centred consciousness than i was before i entered the stage of being ‘stuck’. whatever is coming up in your ego is reflecting what you’re feeling inside subconsciously. ask yourself why youre feeling/thinking that way.
Have you ever read or heard Michael singer? I think his way of seeing spirituality can help you, he answers some of the things you seem to be struggling with
I fluctuate between 1,2,3. It can be quite exhausting. I slip backwards sometimes cause I'm scared of the unknown. You are doing nice work Rei.
Yes, you’re so right, it can get exhausting. It really isn’t for the faint of heart
When I was in these stages I started feeling better and rising to higher levels when I focused on the traumas that had scared me and the people involved , so I just forgave them and myself which released the guilt and hurt… then while doing so realized that people that hurt you do so because they’ve been hurt and are angry lashing out and are in a continuous cycle,(negative vibration keeps you in negative vibrations)….and at that moment ,when you are in prayer or meditation, grasp and hold on to all those emotions for a brief moment …. Breathe them in in slowly and as you exhale release them with love and prayers to the people and situations that caused it and pray deeply for all evolved for healing. I promise you you will fell Gods beautiful healing presence…. There is no better feeling. God wants our love and it’s right there, just grab it……. FORGIVE, HAVE GRATITUDE ….know all of us are DNA linked even the ones that are the one that hurt us, cause they do not know how to break the cycle of negativity…. Raise them up in prayer or tell them you forgive them and you love them. Show them the light! Her is a big hug for you love 💕🤗
Welcome to the club. Do you slip backwards? Or are you experiencing something from different perspectives? Going into the unknown. What we believe, and how we react to experiences was determined by our culture, indoctrination and religious training. No wonder that we are confused in our spiritual awakening. In my opinion, most, of not all of what we were taught are just lies, even if our teachers believe that they are teaching the truth. We were given a "script" to follow. And most follow this script without question. So, we must learn and experience as much as we can, then write our own script.
I was unable to progress to step 5 and so ended up in psychosis. It has 7:19 7:19 been very difficult. I had spiritual awakening at age 20. I’m now 52. Despite difficulties, I do realize that I can let go and proceed to step 5. I am unwilling to let go of family members that have not evolved, and that is my problem 😔
@@RegardsRei It is a nice little video, I liked it. Which stage I am in? Hmm, I am an odd person, who was already as a child so different from others. Even back then, I saved worms, when they where on the asphalt, I carried them back to the grass, and so on. People only look at me as "the crazy one". I can feel energies since a long time and can even swap within seconds, the time or city, without a plane. I walk up a street and for a few second I walk up a street in a complete other country and then I am back, where I was. I am not kidding.
But what happened only on Saturday, was amazing. I am an artist one of those things I do is, that I take photographs. After a while at the Ocean, I did know, when the wave was building. I was knowing how high it was and at which area it will "break", so that I could take a "great shot' of only the wave. It felt so magical, to be alined with that. So, well. Maybe I am a "Star-seed" although I only always see myself as "only" an "old soul".
Thanks for reading it and keep on going with these videos. they are nice. ❤
4 & 5 purging and gaining clarity and can feel my new self aligning. This feels weird, because its foreign to what I have been use to all my life, but in a good way! I feel connected with myself more than I could ever remember. You begin learning to trust and surrender to the journey. Keep going everyone I know it isn’t easy but your energy is literally changing for the better that is why it is so tough! 🙏🏼✨✨
Yes! You said it perfectly. 🌟
Are you abundant lol financial ly?and how many time it take you to reach this stage??
Its so weird becoming a completely different person. I keep thinking there is something wrong with me and i keep trying to go back to my old self.
Jesus died on the cross so that we can be forgiven for our sins, so that we can repent and enjoy a relationship with God now and later. The rapture could happen soon. 🙏
Congratulations and thank you for putting this together 🌻✨
I’ve been at stage 5 for the past 7 years and moving forward + + ♾️
All the best everyone, wish you love and light 🤍
It's nice to know I'm not feeling crazy! 😅 in the beginning, I was all over the place. Releasing traumas has been a journey. I'm in the isolation phase atm. I'm excited for what's to come.
Yeah, I agree, beginnings are especially hard, with all the trauma coming up to the surface.
Me too! Excited for stage 5 🎉🎉🎉🎉
Awakening is the most difficult, and simultaneously, most rewarding experience I can remember having. I have noticed that my ability to stay present is most influenced by my level of rest, which is my energy. When I am not rested, I am less present, and it seems much more difficult to maintain the clarity of perception. In turn, as a result of diminished presence, I am more prone to negative perceptions and emotions. There is however an underlying awareness that all is well. I attempted at one point to go back to unawareness again, because I convinced myself that the discomfort (which is merely false perception anyway) of not being able to relate to the world, or anyone not on a spiritual path was too great. I felt isolated and alone, and wanted it to end. What I found, is that there is no going back. I simply cannot be unaware ever again. My suffering was a result of resisting the change that was happening in me. I decided that this process I'm going through, is the very purpose I'm a human being right now. So, if this process is my purpose, anything I do not toward that purpose is a waste of time. That realization caused an internal shift. I cannot go back, and more importantly, I do not desire to go back. I am moving forward. Now, and forever. Liberation comes through self awareness. Awareness is the lens of perception. I love you. You are me. We are all. All are one. Whoever read this entire comment, bless you, and infinite unconditional love to you. It is so, now and always. You are okay. You are perfect. ❤️🙏
YOU are so very loved too
Lovely message brother
Much love Yeeeee
This is the way
Bullshit. I am far from perfect. Delude yourself if you want, but I won't be.
This actually made me cry from happiness because it made me think about how far I've come from the broken being I thought I were before. Thank you so much! :) 🕉️
The ego-death and search stages hit the most significantly for me… had an incredible experience, quit my corporate job and became a teacher, and had about 2-3 months where I was in that alignment stage. Since, I’ve found myself back in the search stage, with even moments of egoic unconsciousness.
It’s sad to think some people live their whole lives only in stage 1
If reincarnation does exist, I would think those people likely will be reincarnated several times more? Just a hunch.
It all turns out ok for everyone in the end. We all leave the planet the same way. These 60-90 years we are here turns out to be a small blip in the greater scheme of life. Since we are not the ego, it falls completely off when we die.
@@Jt-Jt That's about to change as people start living forever through technological advancements.
@@Jt-Jti really want to are you guys bots or just insane
I went through a complete catharsis in January. In December it was at the second stage. Right now, I feel, or should say, I know, I’m at the last stage, and it’s amazing. I have never been happier, I love being alone, reading about philosophy and that everything will be fine. I also enjoy looking at the sky at night from my bedroom window. I send blessings to everyone here ❤❤❤
I just recently finally embraced stage 6! It took me the last couple years to really embrace my life losing friends and realizing certain situations just weren’t going to work and I needed to let certain things go. I was questioning the choices for awhile, missing certain people and feeling unsure about my dreams of becoming a writer. As I struggled to finish my final paper for this last semester, I could personally feel the passion in my paper, breaking out in tears every few sentences because I could barely contain the emotion inside behind the words and then I suddenly realized, I was doing it. This IS the life I was searching for. To not only seek to create and translate my mind and the world around me but to push forward no matter what and always find a way to make it work, not turmoil or strife but with love, compassion, and adventure.
Thanks for this video. It really helped remind me today that I’m exactly where I need to be, heading towards exactly where I want to go. To infinity, and beyond! 💜💫🏝️✌️
Ohhh wow, you literally said everything I’ve been going through and I thought I’m going crazy, I have booked a psychiatrist appointment because I felt like I must have some mood disorder or adhd.
I’ve been through all stages and sometimes jumping back a stage or going forward. Life started feeling to hard for me until one day I thought “you got this it’s easy just one step at a time and the difference is trust yourself that you got your own back this time”.
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Its so simple right?
Reading your account, specially the epiphany part, I couldn’t help but just relate. It took me so long to just realize I could take the next step without being afraid of falling again if I just trusted myself that I got this. And that, even if I fall, I can trust myself to get back up again.
It sounds so simple but the difference between just hearing that but not letting it sink in and actually internalizing it and believing it with all your heart can make your life change in SECONDS. It did for me.
This was very well put. I hope more people can relate to these themes and continue to live their lives freely and without judgement. 🙏🏿
You have a very easy to understand format so to speak and that is wonderful. Also you don't skip the unpopular aspects or societal taboos regarding the souls journey and constant desire to ascend or become enlightened and at peace with creation. Thanks
Stage 4 is exactly what I was looking for a description of because ever since 2022, I was highly in that stage because I felt like I had such high self awareness that I became dissociated in life. I couldn't handle the multiple faces I was having and i wanted to only be my authentic self so badly to the point where I felt the need to quit everything and isolate myself. It's a really scary phase, especially for a teenager, but I think it's so life changing because you come out a completely different person and it truly feels like your childhood feeling is back. Every aspect of life starts to become so beautiful and the feeling becomes so hard to describe to anyone who hasn't experienced it. Luckily I feel like I'm near the end of phase 4 but it makes you feel like you're living an entirely different lifetime where you had to start from scratch and build yourself back up.
I’m at this stage at 32. On a positive note with social media being available you got to tackle this early on in life where as for me I just reached stage 4. Huge head start for you. And I guess there is divine time. Things had to happen this way for me. ❤
I've felt so alone recently. I thought I was the only one and something was wrong with me. But you've described exactly where I'm at. I'm 34 and was thinking it's too late for me to start my life again. I feel so much more positive after reading these comments. Thank you for sharing!
Same here. I entered stage 4 in 2022. But I feel like it was a backwards step from where I was previously.
that’s what i’m in rn, i feel so alone and i feel like i’ve isolated myself from everyone, sometimes even my bf, but i know that it’s apart of my spiritual growth and it’s something we all have to go through in life, just as a teenager it’s really hard.
Its wild how much reading these helps. I'm in this stage as well and had no idea what was going on or how to explain it to people
I’ve watched hundreds of videos and this is the best so far…. Spot on! And not over my head lol 😂. I’m in stage five but fished this had popped up sooner. I can see the hard work you’ve put into this! Thank you 🙏🏻
Thank you ☺️🙏🏻 I’m glad it resonated with you.
Currently going through another ego death with many life changes that’s happened this year, currently going through a rough one, sick in bed with the stomach flu and learning about my body purging all the negative energy out is so comforting to me right now and is giving me hope because living with anxiety makes me feel like I’ll never be myself again, but I’ve always known this is just part of the process and a new life is waiting for me very soon. Thank you Rei😊
Honestly, Im in awe.
I literally clicked on this video by accident and just saw in front if me a perfect description of what I have been living for the last 3 years of my life. I could relate to everything. When you got to the last stage I was convinced you were describing my life bc you just hit all of it: the reparenting, the heightened intuition, the unconditional selflove, the compassion towards others, the low interest in things that used to entertain me but now just feel pointless and a waste of energy and time bc I noticed it was just a way of distracting myself from truly looking inwards (for me it was social media)… even some of the exact the same words you used were the ones I had used recently to describe my journey to a friend.
I can confirm your thesis: although each journey is unique, there are common experiences. And you hit all of them.
Man, im so glad I clicked on this by accident😂
Rei, you are absolutely right, clearly you’ve gone through this yourself. Thanks for sharing❤️
Thank you ☺️🙏🏻
You know you're at stage 3 if you're watching this video lol
Yeaaaah you got me there
ahhhhhhhhhhh nice.
yes youre right :D
Ahaha I had that moment too lol
I was searching for this comment. Seems like I've reached step 3.
Wow I’m on stage 5. I’m so surprised that I went through all of this process without realizing what it was actually happening. Thank you for making me understand, love you.
I don't believe I will try and label what stage I'm in. I will say, I just turned 41 a few days ago...and I've been constantly engulfed in my spiritual enlightening, for around six months.
And great video. Your explanations don't need explained. Nicely done.
I really am enjoying my spiritual journey. The me in past years couldnt even imagine that i will be in this stage. I feel so grateful for whatever amount step that i take😊❤
Thank you for making this video. I believe I am entering stage 5. My dreams over the last 6 months or so have been a symbolic reflection of my life, reminding me of all I have been through that wounded me, showing me how I have healed, learned and grown; how I have been fulfilling my purpose without even realizing it until recently. I feel as though this is all a prologue to some great change that is about to happen. I am excited to find out what that is but know that I can’t rush it, it will happen when the time is right. 💕✨
I have never heard such an accurate description of exactly how I feel. Hallelujah. I related to this on a soul level.
Yes I started my search 10 years ago and so I had an experience about 7 years ago where a wave of warm loving energy swept over me for about 45 mins and all I felt was pure unconditional love. Since then information just came to me like I was being reminded of who I am and why Im here, even as we speak and why Im listening to you now.
Im reminded that Im one of many millions of Light worker Starseed Souls volunteered to reincarnate here to answer the call from Mother Earth Gaia to heal her after what humans are doing to her. So here we are and Im guided and protected every day.
So Im working on projects to get out there as i feel Im at the level of sharing the information now. Love and light my sister of Light. xxx Love from Sydney.😇😇🥰
Sometimes I feel I’m experiencing more than one at the same time. I’m still watching lots of videos and reading books but lately I’m feeling my traumas and inner child wounds are starting to bother me less and less. But I still have trouble loving myself and others unconditionally. I have no patience with some people that are still caught in their own drama, instead of looking at it in a more compassionate way, maybe because I feel I never had that directed at me. So I’m a mix of feelings and awareness different from everything that happened before in my life.
I resonate so much with this. I struggle with being hard on myself when these things happen but then I remember it won’t happen over night. Thank you for sharing this. Love and light ❤🙏🏼
Time isn't linear and neither is healing. It's definitely possible to be in several stages at once. consolidating the stages is where the work begins
It's exactly mine ❤
Same
can you recommend me some books that helps you?
I'm currently searching and redefining my identity, while beginning to revert back to a more lighthearted demeanor and attitude toward daily life. Definitely feeling light, connected, and euphoric. Went through the purge of past traumas for months before I realized what was happening. It's all so surreal and powerful. My whole existence has shifted, and I never knew anything about this until it happened. Now that it has, looking back, I see that my soul was trying to wake up for years. Thank you, and all the others producing this type of content, for shining light and understanding on this gift.
What u find utterly funny is how so called spiritual woke could come up with nonsense like that.
...let me guess...you all get rid of evil and become the clean good energy....ahhhh...ohhhhmmmmm
You people seem very far from awakening.
.first you should accept the evil in you before you go search the good.
No good without other bad.
Accepting one doesn't mean that one must be good.
Maybe you are just not.
It is very funny how people can act all spiritual while actually doing the same they always did.
Thank you Rei for the video, it resonated with me a lot.
I wanted to share something and wondered if other people went through a similar experience: stage 3 in my experience also brought a new relation to "the Truth". I used to label myself an atheist before my spiritual awakening, and studying sciences, I found myself on a neverending quest to find what I call the "Truth of the Universe", which was a material truth by the beliefs I held at the time.
As I started going through spiritual awakening, while I am still curious about the nature of the Universe and understanding the Divine, I realized I will never know the absolute "Truth" of it all in this lifetime and I started becoming less and less preoccupied with truth-seeking and more focused on simply experiencing the world through my subjective lense, and accepting that the lense through which I experience reality will always be subjective and partial. I just need to find the narratives that speak to me, that are not clouded by my emotional wounds and trauma, and that lead me to the spiritual path I want to be on.
Yes, I do believe we're all the Universe/the Divine experiencing itself, but as "individuals", we are the Universe experiencing itself through a myriad of different subjective experiences, and that's what makes the human experience so fascinating and diverse.
Wow, I also wanted to know a lot of things - on example how universe works, - and your words are very meanigful, 18yo
So well said and so well explained. I feel I'm in between stages 3, 4 & 5 and knowing that you can go between stages is very reassuring. I've always felt there is no destination but life is a journey to be experienced. I wish all you other travellers all the best on your journeys, live in the now so you can fully absorb and learn from every experience; don't try and rush it; it will take as long as it takes. Best wishes Rei.
I still love being alone with me, nature and God. I think I am between 4 and 5. I feel a deep inner peace and unconditional love. This love flows to me, through me and to others. I have the impression, that I am becoming more and more a channel for God"s words, love and peace.
i am 23 and feel like i'm fluctuating honestly between 2-5 constantly but mainly between 4 and 5 at this moment :') it's been quite the journey, which i would say started (became more apparent) in august of last year. i am so grateful to be experiencing this it is truly such a beautiful gift in the journey of life and in the experience of being alive and i cannot wait to be the best version of myself
Your channel is so amazing to me as you describe everything what happened to me in simple words with nice pictures. It gives support and dissolves my doubts. Thank you for that ❤
I'm between 3 and 4. Trying to understand more about who I am and releasing of old traumas. And then stepping into who I originally am, not tolerating anything that does not resonate, experiencing the child version of myself and being the parent that shows myself unconditional love :) Still not an easy road, but feeling much better. I like this video, simple, straight to the point and cool images. Thank you. Needed reminding of this. x
Thank you so much for reminding me. I’ve spent the past week in misery and pain, exactly like your animations of stage 4. I’m in the process of getting out of an emotionally abusive marriage, processing and letting go of old traumas so I can move on. The Universe wanted me to hear your message. 🙏
Hello i wish you would give jesus a chance before you turn to spirituality
@@deandratyrell7371 Why do y’all even come on these videos? Not everyone want to sell out to whatever false religion. Not everyone want to worship false gods, lords and saviors. Until you open your third eye and figure out how you and many others are being deceived then keep your religious beliefs to yourself. If that’s how you choose to waste your life then do so without disturbing others.. please and thank you. Peace & Goodbye.
Jezus and spirituality are the same things just describe different in my opinion
@@Romxanticsorry but Jesus is far more believe then you crazy people believe in let me ask you this what would make you think something that eas made up mot even 10 years ago is right?you guts are insane and that coming from some that hears voices and see things that says slot
I don't think I can pinpoint which stages I'm at personally. I've gone through isolation and spiritual searching, but I still feel like there's more left for me to find. I am in a much better place now than previously and I feel like I have grown in a positive way thus far. Thank you for the video and sharing your experiences ❤️🔥
If you wanna find more of yourself, talk to someone else. ^^
I haven’t do meditate in a long time but I feel tired now and I will need to rest and understand myself. There’s really no wrong no right, high or low, true of false. We all can choose to be ourself and not follow by others. I know sometimes we still follow others but too good is that we see it and we experience it we can know ourselves better and help ourselves. Everyday I feel better a little by little, I know I am enough and we still can do it when our energy is back❤our energy belongs to us and things from others belongs to others
I might at stage 1-2, I was at 3-4 before now goes back to middle of it but I know I’m in present and I feel the “new” me.
Absolutely agree! The journey of spiritual awakening is profound and transformative. Reflecting on these stages helps us gain clarity and perspective on our path.
Since I discovered this about me, I quit my high paying job in the financial industry and got a nice little one to just survive on this Planet as they use money. I broke up with my toxic girlfriend, sold my car and many things I had and didnt use or need. Then I moved to a shared appartment on the Beach here in Sydney while working my nice little job. Since then, I have been so happy, love being single....I swim almost every day, canoeing, cook nice food, play and write music while Im being reminded..... Life is so much nicer and peaceful when you love yourself more. I live on 3 principals now. Love other, Love Nature and LOVE MYSELF. 🥰😍🥰
Thank you so much for this video , grateful ..
I feel that i am in stage 4 and entering stage 5
Sometimes , i will find myself staring at a tree or something , and just be feeling its energy , no lables , no likes or dislikes , just a deep sence of peace and gratitude
That was such a perfect way to put that feeling. Yes, exactly. Just a deep sense of peace and gratitude 🙏🏻
@Regards Rei thank you for your thoughts, much appreciated 🙏
I’m currently going through my second void aka dark night of the soul, it’s not as irritating as the first time; this time around there’s less friction because I’m not fighting or clawing my way out of it. Just me sitting in my abyss where I’ve made a feather bed of bliss. I find this stage so deep and dark yet beautiful. It’s like revisiting an old dark room you used to be scared but now you’ve found yourself sitting in it trying to understand it better and being grateful for the experience; looking at it from neither a “good or bad” pov rather a “just what or how it is”. It’s powerful & I’m thankful for the journey that I’m on. :) Thank you for taking the time to create this video and sharing your own personal experience, it’s nice to be reminded that others know the feeling.
being able to enter that state of flow is so powerful!
My stages were the same as yours. In stage 5 and feeling that after exhaustion of going through the process for a few years. Staying positive. Wrote a book in Unconditional happiness and eagerly awaiting a publisher. Love your videos! Very helpful and you have a great voice! Have a beautiful day!🙏❤️🦋🌈
Knowing I started realizing things weren’t “what they seemed” since I was the age of 12 when my father died and he appeared to me in a dream when I was 18 only ONCE saying “everything will be okay”. In the home where his ashes resides.
23 years later, age 31 I have walked away from the church because of a domestic abusive relationship. 1.5 years in, I got into a state of psychosis and try to take my own life from him saying the words “you wouldn’t die for me”. Dr.s said they didn’t know I survived.
My life has been bouncing all OVER those steps till I finally accepted Jesus was the not true “God”. Then everything of my life fell into perspective. Everything makes sense now.
That body high…the euphoria of it all it becomes so heavy that my body is at the stage of waking up from a beautiful dream to my body in pain and my stomach in knots and I cannot sleep.
Spiritually it’s beautiful, life should be loving and kind. I do not shame or speak hate on to anyone again. I have cut off everything but my parents and 3 friends.
It’s a tricky thing..but all the while so far worth what life has in store for me. What my mom would tell me,
I always wanted to learn things MY WAY, no one else’s no matter what the consequences were. That is how this works. This is your life. No one else’s. Trust you, you are your best friend.
Emerging as my authentic self is the stage I’m at❤️
I feel I've gone through all the stages and then like you said life happens and the circle starts again, now I'm somewhere between an ego death and big self being really patient with ape self.
Thank you and thank all of you.❤
I did mine in a diff order. I started reading and studying psychology and philosophy when I was 11, I have had many ego type deaths and had to learn to re-parent myself in my mid 20s. I noticed that I have also been reparenting and unintentionally teaching those around me how to reparent themselves as well. With showing myself love, patience and understanding I'm bigger than my emotions and traumas, I have helped others be able to have that same love for themselves. I've pulled people out of painful cycles, relationships, addictions, homelessness. No this was not easy, and it took a lot of sacrifice. Along the way I have learned to have better boundaries. I don't regret helping anyone, I understand everything played out the way it was ment to. I still live with lows and emotional health issues, but I now carry this deep gratitude for life I never thought I'd be able to have. Living with depression my whole life, it's all you understand. There being any ease in life was a fantasy, or so I thought. I now know that there's so much more to everything, and depression isn't this all consuming monster any longer. Now I can live. You can too. I promise.
Depression is really just life not meeting your expectations and feeling disconnected. As soon as you really understand that all this was designed by you and there are no coincidences, you realise there is no part of your experience that wasn't intricately chosen for your growth - the good and the bad. 💗
@@starrose7949 I agree. But the fluctuation of chemicals still effects the brain, being aware of how life actually is just allows a person to more easily handle the lows and highs.
@@starrose7949 it's true that we are not our thoughts and emotions, how we choose to react to those feelings and thoughts directly effects our life. But the awareness of our control doesn't suddenly take away the fact that mental health disorders do exist and still effect even the most well managed individuals.
I started awakening from ego stage around 2011 and I’ve been going through a lot of awakening. Now I’m in stage 5, thank God. ❤
It has not been easy but it’s all worth it.
Life alignment! I changed locations, jobs, and bringing in more compassion and grace for myself and those around me into my life
This makes so much sense to me because I've gone through each stage about 15,000 times and I've been stuck in repeating this process over and over. Thank you for making this video excellent video
I watched this video maybe a week ago and enjoyed it, it didn’t really click with me that much. But a few days ago I ended up experiencing a spiritual awakening. It was really intense and kinda scary. I wasn’t sure what was happening to me but then I remembered this video describing what it feels like to have a spiritual awakening. Thank you so much for making this video. It comforted me a lot when I needed it ❤
Thank you for coming back and telling me about it. Yeah, intense spiritual awakening can be absolutely scary. It’s not for the faint of heart. I’m so glad the video comforted you. ❤️
This is such a video to come across. I went through an ego death without realizing as of recent, searching for myself, and my mirror broke 3:18 reminded me of it. Instead of getting feeling it's a "bad omen" or stuff, I stared into the broken mirror and felt detached to my past self. I was rejuvenated, my mind was clear. Thank you for this video 💜
Thank you very much for the hope that this video has given me. I've been feeling like I'm losing myself and going crazy but maybe this is all part of something better to come
Hang in there, everything is part of a grander divine plan.
This video is so wholesome. I realize, hearing you, that in my journey I feel that I can have glimpses of all these phases intertwined in every single one of them.
I’m at the “I wanna sell my business stage” and old emotion wounds coming back up…
Namaste 🙏 thank you for sharing this simple yet profound message. Blessings love and light be unto you.❤
Thank you for watching, and the blessings love and light. My love, light and everything good in the world back to you as well ❤️❤️❤️
I’m definitely in stage 3 the search. This stage has its ups and downs, but glad that I am getting the help I need.
Even though I know this happened and is happening to me, I really appreciated this. Sometimes little morsels of value show up in places you think you already searched thoroughly. Thank you for sharing ❤
Thank you for finding my video valuable. You’re a kind soul. ❤️
I loved this. I’ve gone through multiple rounds of all these phases but only to the 5th stage twice, it’s very hard to maintain. There’s also a stage where if you’re not connected enough to material reality your energy can become too light and you can use spirituality as a base to delusions- also known as psychosis and is super comment with enlightenment. I had that happen years after the initial awakening when i thought i was connecting but wasn’t. The best thing to remember is that every action springs from a thought, and every thought is rooted in fear or love, grow your beliefs to one side or the other and your reality will shift. That is the premise of conscious and unconscious reality.
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stage 5,thank you so much ,I was worried so much why all of these happening to me.
now I understand..
All the pain were there to make me who I am.
I think Im overcoming stage 5, and going to next level
No next level from eternal here & now 😄... only whatever eternally unfolds ... old age ... death of form/united with (whatever word you wanna use; God, The One, Self, Brahman, etc.) ... and the show goes on ... and on ... and on ... ♾
As you said spiritual awakening is a constant journey. So there are naturally more stages than 5. The 6th stage which is the longest for most people is reintegration into society. Its how with your new found knowledge you can now CONTRIBUTE to society in a way that not only helps those around you but uplifts your spirit.
Love you. Thank you so much for this video. I'm at the stage where my ego has broken, but I haven't rediscovered the "real me" yet.
I feel like nobody and everything at the same time. Very demanding, difficult to communicate with loved ones. But I keep telling myself that it's okay the way it is now.
Everything is right as it is.
I send a lot of light and love to everybody ❤.
I came out of 1 and into 2, 3, 4, and 5 pretty simultaneously when I was 15, although my ego death here wasn't nearly as strong as it was recently. I am 25 now, and looking back, I've spun through all the cycles over time. The years following my first noted awakening, I kept myself distracted with the intoxicants of our society, but still holding onto my awareness through it all. I let my ego run the show. In my early 20s, my Higher Self was getting louder and louder, and very shortly after turning 25, I no longer could let my ego control my life. So I fell flat on my face and had an ego death. I felt numb, I had no idea who I was, I didn't even know how I should communicate with family and friends because I was no longer the same person they thought I was. I changed life paths from being completely immersed and laser-focused on working with AI, crypto, metaverse, and blockchain, to now being whole-heartedly focused on learning, building community, and finding my calling in humanitarian work. I am currently heavily within 2, 3 and 4 simultaneously and searching for my true calling in the metaphysics / philosophy realm. I have many aspects of 5, but I am still making my way toward stepping into my pure form, and that takes a lot of time and shedding of old energies. I'm still trying to find my place on Earth, but I am certain I am on the right path, the divine lets me know every single day. 💙
I think I'm between 4 and 5, and I'm so grateful and happy of my progress😭💕
I'm in stage 3 slowly transitioning into stage 4, and now the part about tension/discomfort in the body makes sense.
I feel like I'm between stages 3, 4 and 5. I'm learning to be kinder to myself after many years of being conditioned to be hard on myself. I still am hard in myself at times I'm a work in progress. I feel like I'm getting closer to something new in myself.
Each new level of understanding comes with an exam .. fail that exam , you will repeat the class , this is not a bad thing , you need to understand before your ready for the next grade .
I believe I am at the emergence of authentic self stage, however, I find myself questioning a lot of things that I am experiencing that are meant to be 'gifts'. It has been quite overwhelming. I have found myself searching again today which is how I found this video. Thank you for your wisdom!
i really appreciate things that are closer to the truth. this video brought me to tears because it spoke of exactly how im feeling and what i am going through. i believe the purpose of life is to understand, learn and grow; to be timeless and everlasting just like God.
Stage 3, was stage 2 in my awakening journey. When I was down and out (stage 1) I asked God to show me why my life was falling a part and to show me how it works. At that moment it felt like I was waking from a deep sleep and my eyes was opened, then I was given a series of books to learn about what life really is. Quiting my job was when I realised theres more to life and I need to go to God for advise.
Your prayer is so beautiful and humble. You put into words what everyone is thinking. Thank you for sharing that with me.
I’m well & truly in stage 5 . I do wonder if I’ve graduated and am currently living as a fully functioning spiritual human . I feel like I’ve graduated high school after passing each grade from kindergarten .. I wonder if spiritual mastery is akin to a university education . ❤️🙏🕊
There’s so much to be written here , the further you walk into the light , the more you will be held accountable for your actions .. don’t be in a rush , live those hard fought lessons , experience the truth of that amazing insight .. and know it becomes easier .
Edit : I would like to thank Rei for making this video . When I awoke from my misery I was 28 , there was no internet , nor were there any groups I could reach out to for comprehension .
If you watched the whole video you would understand there’s no such thing as “graduating”. This is a never ending journey.
I feel like I'm experiencing all 5 at the same time some days 😂 This was SO helpful!! Thank you for this! 😊
Wow what a fantastic and insightful video! I've progressed very similarly to you and right now I'm somewhere between step 3 and 4. 😊
You have no idea how this has truly helped me thank you so much...words can't express it
I believe I’m complete now 😊it’s a stage I never thought I’d get to but my body and mind are both calm waters now and I’m living well despite any struggles I might get with money or material issues, it took me from 15 until now I’m 32, 33 on may 9th, took me a long time but got here!
Congratulations 👏🎉😇
@@Jasmin6Aathviha thank you, yet still have struggles… a constant battle life is isn’t it
I'm in stage 4 and getting near stage 5. I have been going to therapy for 2 and a half years now and I became a spiritual person 2 years ago and I see life in a different way. I can even speak with my spirit guides and archangels. It is a great experience. I always felt like I was an outsider and that most things were not right around me.
How do you speak with them?
@@bendemare5270 I started to meditate and a few months later, I started to hear voices. To know if it is true, ask them for signs. You'll eventually see lots of repeated numbers or a specific sign.
this is so amazing, how do you speak to them, i need to learn that
I alternate between 4 & 5. I thought I was doing something wrong, so I am glad to find others seem to feel the same way, I do.
Last year I was aligned. I was happy for the very first time in my life. Even though many bad things happened, nothing could stop or faze me. I was my highest self, I felt complete.
Then I got sick and for some reason everything went dark again. I'm now back to doubting and searching and sometimes I wonder if I'm just a crazy person, who needs help, cause maybe last year was just a dream. I hate being back here. I kinda wish I'd never experienced happiness, because the lack of it feels worse, now.
My experience has been when things go dark there is something I am missing. A blindspot and have trouble seeing it for what it truly is. The most useful practice for me to employ was to be [as cliched as it sounds] true to myself. If there is something I need to do it immediately-not later but now. The PRESENT. And sometimes a gut feeling that I am missing something almost always indicates I am looking at something from the wrong point-of-view or missing critical information. Step outside yourself and look at situation from every angle possible. Process the info [pros & cons] and act. At one point in my life I stopped believing in my gut instinct and paid dearly. You are not crazy. Just got to recenter and you'll be back there in no time. Another couple things that prohibited me from keeping this amazing gift are as follows: Sleep quality starts to suffer. Caffeine and nicotine intake goes up. And so the cycle begins.
Hope this helps you some. Even though I don't know you I do believe in you!
Sincerely,
Nate
Love your videos, they are so beautifully concise, easy to understand I have had a number of 'ah ha' moments watching them today. You just popped up in my feed...thank you for sharing you lovely gift. I am at stage 4/5, nice to know what is in store. 😊
realizing i passed through all these stages before 20 years of age and am now in a constant cycle between all the stages sounds actually insane
Had the awakening early 2017. Currently at stage 5 now. It feels like everyday is being jam packed with more and more purpose. More and more joy. Eternally grateful to be able to have this experience. Been fasting and purging a lot more too. I only want to consume healthy foods now. Blessings to you all. We’re all on a journey to the same destination although we are all taking different paths. 🙏🏻 keep going ❤
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Nope. I'm not on any journey. I've been dumped on this earth plane with no map, no plan, no tools, nothing. Then I'm expected to somehow find a way back to base ? Uh....no.
I feel like stage 4 is one of the hardest. I've found myself leaving friendships of 7 years because we're no longer in alignment. This healing process is worth it, but it can feel a bit isolating as well...
After almost 10 years, since I noticed entering at staging 2. I can clearly see myself going back and forth between stage 4 and 5. For me it has been a life journey, not a single moment of awakening.
I went through all of this just before I turned 33, when I came out the other side it was crazy, literally imagining stuff and then it happens, sychronistitys, coincidence whatever, I stopped resisting and faced myself, changed my mind and was set free, new car, job, friends and a new outlook. I believe this began when I had 2 very different experiences preceded by the same physical sensations. The 1st experience I was sitting in my room about get in bed and I thought I could hear a buzzing noise then I realised I could feel it in my skull similar to bone conduction, the difference vibrations started to resonate in what felt like the center of my brain and just as this happened I closed my eyes and was gifted a beautiful vision, actually felt like I was there for second in some Tibetan mountain temple ruins looking at a huge elephant with a large golden pot on it's back with a large golden pot with a tree with pink leaves, everything bathed in golden light then boom back sitting on my bed, very vivid then 2 weeks later same physical experience except there was a confirmed EARTHQUAKE 😂 at the exact moment the vibrations done the resonance thing, completely spun me out because wtf is actually happening really. For the most part this has all been enjoyable but I have better understanding of why some people lose their shitt when life gets weird.
Losing my shit at this point 😅😅😅😅
@@dianamireles4604 enjoy it
Omg I’m at stage 4!!! I mean everything to the T! It makes so much sense now. The aches the pains the emotional roller coaster, old friends gone. Thankful to know what’s been going on I thought I was doing some wrong
Thank you for this. I am currently going through this process and it has been both painful and wonderfully enriching. What doesn’t help is that I am a paleontologist, which means I have to consider my life within the context of millions of years 😂
I don't know if I am in a particular stage of these, nonetheless I can partially relate to all of them :) Some time ago, I've decided to follow two basic rules:
1. Be aware that you are not better than other people.
2. Be aware that you are not worse than other people.
Of course, I sometimes feel better than others if I gain an achievement and I sometimes feel worse if I am struggling with something which I don't have under control. However, when I repeat these two sentences to myself, it helps me to stabilize my emotions and I can better understand other people.
I’m definitely in the ego death stage. This came after traveling from South Korea when the Itaewon crush happened. I’ve had other things happen as well which makes this feel 10x worse. I accidentally hung around someone during this stage when I was processing & she indirectly labeled me as so many things & I was absorbing those labels like a sponge. I eventually cut her off because her perception of me was messing with my perception of myself & I started feeling suicidal. I start therapy again this week but oh my GOD this is the most mentally painful experience I have ever gone through, this has NOTHING on my teen years, especially since I’m more self aware as an adult. It’s so scary. I feel unsafe with everyone around me & I don’t trust anyone.
I think this is the beginning of me trusting & validating myself more.
ye the label absorbtion is what started all it all..