Hi guys. Thanks so much for all the sweet comments about the editing!! I’ve been *trying* to up my game a lil 😂 Re: the doctors appt, there’s been a lot going on that I haven’t talked about at all the last few months and it’s been extremely difficult. Both physically being in the most pain I’ve ever been in daily, keeping up with my upload schedule, and mentally navigating youtube while this is going on. After posting this vlog last night, I’ve been totally overthinking sharing just that one clip about the new neurologist because it’s so hard posting just one snippet of one day without giving the full story of what I’ve been going through every single day, when you’re seeing something completely different 3 times a week. I feel like I’m living 2 separate lives, one I post on youtube and one I actually live and it’s a bit of a mindfuck. I’m not sure if I’ll be talking more about this in a separate video or not, but I think for my own peace of mind from here on out, I’ll be keeping health things out of my vlogs unless it’s a separate update video solely addressing the topic where I can really explain myself and delve into it when I’m in the right headspace. I know a lot of you mean the best and want to know what’s going on, but I need to find the right balance of what to share and how to share it which is extremely difficult to do. I only have my parents and 3 other people that I really share everything with in real life, so you can imagine how it may feel to do so with thousands of people on the internet that I don’t actually know. I love you guys and really do appreciate those of you who message me your own stories and are going through something similar. We’ve got this and I’m holding onto the belief that one day there will be relief. 💪🏻🖤
Your medical/health status is definitely yours, and you decide when, what, who and where you speak about it. That said, a few things you’ve mentioned have been helpful to me. In this video when you mention about new dr & going through your history, etc., then she dismissing what you said & giving the steroid injection... that resonated and validated much of what I’ve been going thru for years, almost 15 yrs. And ur quick comment was so validating. It’s so exhausting going from doc to doc seeking answers only to find some can be so dismissive, others are only focused on treating the systems & not looking into the root of the problem, you start thinking others see you as a hypochondriac or crazy or hormonal, etc. So thank you so much. As exhausting as it is, I know sharing years of unresolved, “mysterious” medical issues is weird, and I respect that 100%, but maybe on a separate channel completely you could help others, myself included, on navigating the healthcare system, advocating for oneself, how to prepare for a new dr,’s visit, knowing we have choices, explaining ones right to refuse specific treatment/procedure be it outpatient, Emergency Room, etc. The red flags on when it’s time to stop wasting your time & moving on to a new dr. I can go on, but my point is that you’d be amazing at providing guidance, awareness, etc and you could do so without revealing your specific, personal medical info. Food for thought. I know you’ve helped me & would do for many more. Unfortunately, healthcare & benefits & providers is a hot mess. Thank you for all you do.
I saw a quote that said “doctor: don’t confuse your webMD search with my 8 year medical degree. Me: don’t confuse your one hour lecture with my 20 years of living with it.” And it’s so true when you deal with chronic pain you become very in tune with what does and doesn’t work. Much love to you ♥️
Yesss, especially if the doctor doesn’t know about your condition or is dismissive altogether. Our experiences matter. I’m so thankful for the doctors who genuinely care, but it’s always so draining to see one who doesn’t. Sending love and spoons to you and anyone else with chronic pain/illness. 💜
I had that same exact discussion with my doctor today. I got tired of them constantly speaking at me and treating me for something they think I have, instead of asking about my symptoms and pain levels, and truly listening. I demanded an appointment for a thorough examination and xrays, and as painful and traumatic as that’s going to be, I need to be heard.
You should start a series called “Vlogging from my couch because I don’t feel well.” And you can just give commentary on what tv you’re watching or share random thoughts. That way when you aren’t feeling well you can give your body rest and also satisfy the part of your brain that clearly is not allowing you to just miss uploads 😂 I know I speak for a lot of people that are totally fine with you uploading only when you feel up to it and not pushing yourself when you are in pain ♥️ sending you lots of good vibes and hoping for some answers and relief for you
Taylor Wynn sometimes it helps to think of yourself as another person. I know it sounds weird but if you knew your Mom or Dad had a bad reaction to something, would you let a doctor do it to them? Nope! I’m sorry you are going through it. I really hope you find some remedies that work!
What is it about your vlogs? Seriously, I could watch for hours, I love every minute. They are just so relaxing and I forget that it's a video and that you aren't actually just talking to me 😆
Why are the "behind the scene" parts the ones that get me each time!?! The lights and the coasters girl you're a magician! I know I'm not alone when I say you wow me with your creativity! 🖤
OMG Taylor! How do you do it? Every shot is so well thought out and beautiful. I feel like I’m watching a younger, hipper Martha Stewart or Joanna Gaines. You truly have such a great eye. I’d love to see you do something like houseware items. Or maybe I can just come shop with you? LOL Anyway, love your face!!
I am honestly so amazed by you. Always so consistent with uploads and on top of all your work stuff while going through so much in your personal life. Thank you for sharing that side of your life, I can’t imagine how difficult some days must be and I admire your drive so much. ❤️
“I can just google it” I love that so much and I love how you have been slowly opening up more and more about your health I feel like it’s a change for the better and I’m all here for it!!
Wishing I had a magic wand to take away your pain forever girl!!!! I have Carcinoid Cancer with my largest tumour sitting on the main artery in my intestines. Inoperable so the pain is very real yet unpredictable. Heating pads are a life saver still when you said it looked like a pad I got the giggles!! Hang tough lady, I hope you have a good week!
I literally gasped when I saw your upload appear in my feed, lol! I get so excited to watch your videos btw I've been LOVING the new little animations/effects youve added to your videos lately
Girl I love you. This chill hangout fall vibes vid is exactly what I needed to decompress today. Your vlogs are honestly my favorite thing you do! P.S. the intro was SICK 💜
@@taylorwynn yes!...I live on the opposite spectrum of the world where fall isnt as a big thing but I am as excited as one can be for you and fall vibes! Love and light from Bangladesh!
I don't think I've missed a video since finding your channel almost 3 years ago, well maybe when my mom was sick & dying. I just want you to know how much i respect and enjoy you & your content. Such a hard working, sweet seeming beautiful soul!
Sarah Rae Vargas whatever they had to start using to restock hand sanitizer is definitely different. I bought plain old Germ-X and I promise it smells like tequila! 🥃
Before Covid, sanitizers used to contain isopropyl alcohol, but it’s currently being reserved for medical facilities only. The sanitizers that are being produced at the moment, contain ethyl alcohol, which comes from fermented grains, and that’s why they all smell like spring break mixed bottom shelf tequila. Also, a lot of distilleries started using their facilities to make hand sanitizers when Lysol and other companies weren’t producing any.
I've been meaning to tell you I've been using the etude house double Wear foundation and the physicians formula powder you recommended and my makeup stays on all day wearing a mask too. I used to come home and have almost no makeup left on my face except some mascara down my eyes. Also the Milani eyeshadow primer keeps my eyeshadow on all day. thank you as usual for all your suggestions and all your recommendations and sharing so much of yourself with us. I really enjoy you period you were my first RUclipsr that I ever watched when I Google what's the best drugstore foundation you popped up and I've been watching you now for years. You started my obsession and now I have a collection that's a little ridiculous. Take care Taylor I hope you find answers to your health issues I struggle with some chronic pain myself and I hope this is a great year coming up for you
I just want to hug you Taylor! What a sweet, sweet, kind young lady you are! You don't deserve the chronic pain. I'm so sorry for that. I understand a bit. I've had Rh since I was 20 yrs. old (I'm now 46).. And It's awful when doctors won't listen and don't believe you. Ugh. Sending my prayers and love your way. You are amazing... how you power through...! WOW. I know you don't like talking about it too much and don't like pity. But, I can see you are truly in pain at times and holding back tears. It just gets me... I wanna hug ya girl. Love you!! xxo
Sitting here with my heating pad for Endometriosis. I felt that when you were experiencing pain and using heat packs. :( I’m so sorry your doctor did that. I’ve learned over the past year we have to be our own advocate, you’re absolutely right!
Love the comforting vibe of your vlogs. I really hope you can find a Dr that listens and understands that you know your body. My heart breaks for the pain you are suffering. I’ve been there and I’m on the other side, so keep hanging in there. ❤️❤️ Thanks for always being here with videos and blogs. Even when you feel 0%
@Taylor Wynn It does happen. It just takes a while. You are one of the strongest people I know, so I can’t wait to see what is on the other side for you! Sending hugs, love and light your way. Your day is coming, I just know it❤️
I love the idea of breaking up the wear test into smaller times if you need to. Dont stress about a full wear test. The fact you power through your bad days to try to make content is already so appreciated.
Crows actually remember people's faces and are self-aware, just like humans! That's really cool, Taylor! Hopefully they bring you all the good luck you deserve! 🖤🖤🖤
CW Migraine stuff (and smoke😊) WOW- just the way you're breathing is so familiar and makes my heart hurt for you💕 You're so thoughtful to worry about us in the Oregon purple air quality - we weren't too close to fire in Bend but were a magnet for smoke - we topped out at 532! and spent a lot of days in the 400's. We have A/C and it was still sickening - I'm sure you understand! I really felt for anyone who had it worse and of course everyone who lost homes and family. Taylor you're doing great even when you don't feel it. Thanks for being real💜💛 Oh I love your fall decor!
Completely understand how you'd want to keep health things private. But as someone with chronic pain its reassuring and comforting to know you aren't alone by seeing a RUclipsr you really enjoy that goes through it too. :)
Very well said! I had one doctor who would listen to everything I would say, I mean he would write down everything I was telling him and do his best to find out what causing whatever I was feeling. Unfortunately he now has Parkinson’s disease so he had to retire. ☹️
I have always loved your videos - lately, I’ve been binging your vlogs and I can’t tell you how relaxing they are, especially now with the seasonal decorations and trends. I hate to see anyone in pain or going through things privately and being a ball of emotion. Your entire audience wishes you nothing but healing and good vibes 🖤 and I pray you have much needed relief soon
This girl is amazing!! So brave and beautiful and HARD WORKING, I admire her strength and determination. You can see she has worked hard for everything she has and continues to do so even when she isn’t totally feeling it. Keep it up girl!!
Your vids are part of my mon/wed/fri night time routine and even though I usually watch at night, I always crave coffee when you’re vlogging your coffee. It looks sooo good, I’m going to start ordering your coffee. Sending good fall vibes your way! 🌾🍂 🖤
Girl I can’t tell you how many times I let doctors do things I knew I shouldn’t and then regretted it, beating myself up! I always think that if I don’t agree they will not be willing to take my word for past experience and move on to the next logical step forward in my care. It was nice to know it happens to other people too! Also Distracted Taylor dry shampooing her hair is 100% me on weird days where I’m just indescribably “unwell”. Made me lol.
UHG- I’m SO sorry your new Dr. didn’t listen to you. :( I had a similar situation where I told two doctors I need a long steroid taper, if I have a short bursts i get a way worse flare (asthma/pneumonia issues...) I said it once, but the Dr. dismissed it so so trusted them- and ended up in the hospital a few days later. Keep being a strong advocate the for yourself - hope in real time you’re doing better. 🖤🖤🖤
Oh my gosh, I totally dread visiting a new doctor! Been through so many neurologists because most of them refuse to listen, and I end up handling horrid side effects. So important to be your own advocate!
We have more trouble getting them to listen to us. I believe it's cause we are women STILL. When my hubby says, 'call your doc' I tell him YOU DO IT! He gets results I get the answering machine
Exactly we have to advocate for ourselves we also know how we react to things if it’s something we get on the regular, my first Dr did not listen to me either said was to young to experience the things I described. Three yrs later taken out of work in an ambulance unconscious woke up totally dazed no clue what had happened, MRI revealed the truth I had not one healthy disc or vertebrae so I have rods, pins,cages, plates , coflexes, donor bone, tissue as well nerve ends. It sucks that Drs do not listen to us they think we are lying or exaggerating our problems we have to advocate very firmly for ourselves, we know our bodies better than anyone else I’m so so sorry for anyone that has to deal with chronic pain on the flip side we are also so freakin strong we deal with things that are debilitating our bodies do not want to function or move and debilitatingly painful but we somehow still get things done. I have so so much respect for you a Taylor I know the pain you deal with yet you get up three videos a week do all your own editing quality of your videos are so good. We are warriors we are strong we need to help each other pull each other up because so many don’t believe us because our illness is not obvious you can’t see it on the outside. Anyone reading this who needs to hear it , you are worth it you are loved and you are needed and most of all you are AMAZING 🤗 🤗 🤗 🤗.
I agree so much! My flares react not how rheumatologists are used to, steroids calm them down but don't stop them. My new rheumatologist is great but since my illness is rare and I have multiple rare illnesses it's a complex situation, so the treatment options aren't optimal. Doctors not listening was the reason I had a spontanous paraplegia caused by a rare herniated disc in the thoracic spine. They believed the MRI pictures not me, but I was right. It could have been prevented. Since then I always listen to my gut, I fought for my diagnoses and was right every single time. Advocating for yourself is hard, you get exhausted and sometimes think maybe they are right even though you know they're not. I'm so sorry you ended up in hospital, hopefully your doc will listen in the future! Chronic illness life is hard and is a full time job itself. And I hope Taylor will find doctors who are helpful too and find out the reason for her health issues because I really think there is an underlaying condition causing her problems 💜 much love
I just find it interesting how many different occasions that you decorate your homes for in the states. In Australia we pretty much only do xmas or Easter, hallowe’en is something that slowly is creeping in. Which I find really strange as it is an American holiday, but I guess the kids here want their candy too😀 Stay safe and sane with lots of love from a fellow spoonie ❤️😊
That's interesting because hardly anyone on the US decorates for Easter. Also youtube doesn't give the most accurate impression since none of my friends ever decorate for the holidays except maybe a Christmas tree
itvs always boggled me as well (live in England). My family just don't decorate apart form Christmas XD What we do have is just what we like, but we're also lazy and constantly redecorating is just way too much effort 😂.
Most people I know in the US don't decorate much. They do Christmas and maybe change out a throw blanket for the 4th of July, but that's it. I do it all because I like to and get made fun of.
As your "RUclips Grandma" 😄 I want you to know I love your vlogs, Taylor. You're just a joy! Praying you have many more GOOD days than painful ones. I am not a physician but I've had medicine in one capacity or another in my life for 41 years! It's SO important to find doctors who listen to us. No one knows our body better than we do. Don't beat yourself up for not allowing the injection. We are conditioned to trust our doctors. To bring a smile to your face.. Today Michele Wang replied to my comment on her channel that she "loves Taylor Wynn"! I mentioned these fantastic AnchoredNorthwest candles when she asked for candle suggestions! I have purchased 9 or 10 of them now!!! Hope you're having a GOOD day. My best to you today and tomorrow 🙏🏻
You can Google your way to anything, girl! Love, love, love your vlogs. I hated hearing the pain in your voice during this one, sending all the positive vibes! ❤️
Dont be so hard on yourself! You’re a great advocate for yourself and others with chronic pain. You are doing the best you can with the tools you have 🤍🖤
To get a box of makeup from someone who gets such awesome high end things like you and other youtubers would literally be the best thing to everrr happen! Ugh I love your videos and your esthetic and everything❤️💋
Thank you for talking about being your own advocate. It was short but I so appreciate it! I know I’ve commented it here before but I have kept myself from pain relief because I have such a hard time being my own advocate. I am trying every day to be better. Be easy on yourself🖤
I don’t know how you do it, you pull of super organized and way chill all at the same time! I love your vlogs, well all your videos. You’re so informative and just so good about linking things and explaining things. It’s so helpful. I’m going to pull out my Halloween stuff tomorrow and decorate my porch. I know my neighbors are going to send kids around so I’m going to have a bowl of candy with individually wrapped bags of candy and sanitizer out for them at the bottom of my walkway and then my boys and I are going to chill out the porch in costumes 20+ feet away so some teenage doesn’t grab the whole bowl. Lol
Love your vlogs, I know they are just day to day things but showing us how you power through now feeling good and still getting things done inspires me to do the same with things in my life. Keep them coming ❤️
Was having a bit of a rough day and sitting down with a mug cake, cozy on the couch to watch this just brightens my day! Also... Can we just talk about her EYE COLOUR. Talk about POP😍 Love you taylor ❤️
Your vlogs are my favorites! One of my favorite kind of videos you make! And I normally don't even care for vlogs. Yours are just so esthetically pleasing especially with all the Fall content! ❤🌯🙌🏻👏🏻
Have loved you and your channel for so long... I especially have been enjoying your vlogs! You're so genuine, real, and calming to watch. If your health ever gets really bad and you need to take some time off to take care of yourself... TAYLOR we will be here when you get back. We are ride or die for you! 💜💙💜💙
Much love to you ! ❤️ thank you for being so real and down to earth. I hope you feel better. Stand your ground, like you say. You live and you learn. Blessings!!! Love your fall decor setup ! It’s gorgeous!
Yes, loving the coffee table! You inspired me last Christmas to decorate my coffee table, turned out so cute. Might have to do a pumpkin set up now 🤗❤️😘
Great video, as always! The fall decor was so posh! Love the Fleetwood Mac shirt, btw. My parents were big fans, that's where my name came from! 😉 Saw them in Denver in 2013, they still rock after all these years!
I love your vlogs, they feel so comforting and inviting. I love how you're showing more of your vulnerable side ❤ I get not wanting to share the harder things in life but know we're all rooting for you and sending positive thoughts and prayers!
Taylor, your vlogs are my absolute favorite. I’m so sorry that doctor didn’t listen to you. Maybe those crows are a sign your pain will get better soon ❤️
After having a week of non-stop migraines, I was able to work a full shift today and it was HARD. But I’m so glad you posted because it made my day 10x better. 🖤
Love your vlogs Taylor! Your vibe is immaculate, it transports me into relaxing vibes and it relaxes my brain haha ❤ btw your hair is so long, it looks gorgeous straighten! So healthy! Also loved the table setting. 😍
Very nice Taylor! Very esthetically pleasing to the eye. Really digging the color scheme & just overall color patterns. It makes your home look very cozy which I love. Those new pumpkins are great & such a good price! Thinking outside the box & being creative brings it to the next level! Looks beautiful 🕯🎃 Omg...I got that same sanitizer bcuz I thought it looked cute, & it smells baaadddd 👎Love you girl! 🤗 I keep forgetting to ask, but what are your fav hot packs for neck/shoulders, lower back & a head one?? The one I have doesn't make a big difference 🤨
You've been getting me into fall. I didn't even realize it was coming until one of your vids😄Love the decor and cozy colors. You have such a great style!
I always have such a great time watching your vlogs, you seem like a really amazing human being so I hope you see something beautiful today and that you get to smile about something! Sending you love all the way from France 💕
Last week's accomplishment was getting the Fall boxes out.... hopefully I will get inspired to actually put some things out. Thanks for the inspiring me to just start. You know what I mean....❤ I'm so sorry about the new doctor, I went through so many of them to finally find one who listened and was willing to truly work with me. Hang in there, you are so amazingly strong. 💪
Don’t be too hard on yourself. I’ve tried so many things I kind of knew wouldn’t work but that little bit of hope makes you cave sometimes. Because what if it worked? I hope you feel better soon!
I love watching your Vlogs! On my days off after I wake up I will typically start one of your videos, I love them all, but the Vlogs are just different (in the best of ways). I LOVE your fall decor setup. Wishing you the best of luck with your health, I hope things get better for you.
I’m a nurse and I can’t stress this enough to people to be your own advocate. It’s so frustrating when doctors don’t listen to their patients. Good luck and good vibes to you! 🤗
Your coffee table set up looks great! I was at first worried about your tall candlestick so close to your plant, it could catch so easily, but if its fake thats perfect!
You truly inspire me watching you push through incredibly difficult pain days. I don’t know how you accomplish so much when your struggling to even move. I love each and every one of your vlogs (every video in general) and it’s amazing to get a sneak peak into your life. Beautiful decor; such creativity. I wish I could hire you to decorate my home!! ❤️
Love you and your willingness to stretch out of your comfort zone and let us into your world. I’m praying for you to find the Dr that has the answers you need. Bless you sweetheart!
Hi guys. Thanks so much for all the sweet comments about the editing!! I’ve been *trying* to up my game a lil 😂
Re: the doctors appt, there’s been a lot going on that I haven’t talked about at all the last few months and it’s been extremely difficult. Both physically being in the most pain I’ve ever been in daily, keeping up with my upload schedule, and mentally navigating youtube while this is going on. After posting this vlog last night, I’ve been totally overthinking sharing just that one clip about the new neurologist because it’s so hard posting just one snippet of one day without giving the full story of what I’ve been going through every single day, when you’re seeing something completely different 3 times a week. I feel like I’m living 2 separate lives, one I post on youtube and one I actually live and it’s a bit of a mindfuck. I’m not sure if I’ll be talking more about this in a separate video or not, but I think for my own peace of mind from here on out, I’ll be keeping health things out of my vlogs unless it’s a separate update video solely addressing the topic where I can really explain myself and delve into it when I’m in the right headspace. I know a lot of you mean the best and want to know what’s going on, but I need to find the right balance of what to share and how to share it which is extremely difficult to do. I only have my parents and 3 other people that I really share everything with in real life, so you can imagine how it may feel to do so with thousands of people on the internet that I don’t actually know. I love you guys and really do appreciate those of you who message me your own stories and are going through something similar. We’ve got this and I’m holding onto the belief that one day there will be relief. 💪🏻🖤
And this is why I love watching your channel! You’re so raw and real! Hope you get to feeling better soon! Also, that intro wipe was just *chefs kiss*
We love you. A lot. A lot more than you even think. 💞
It truly saddens me to know you’re struggling like this. Your followers really do love you!! “Just keep swimming”. 🐠
I truly know. We love you.
Your medical/health status is definitely yours, and you decide when, what, who and where you speak about it. That said, a few things you’ve mentioned have been helpful to me. In this video when you mention about new dr & going through your history, etc., then she dismissing what you said & giving the steroid injection... that resonated and validated much of what I’ve been going thru for years, almost 15 yrs. And ur quick comment was so validating. It’s so exhausting going from doc to doc seeking answers only to find some can be so dismissive, others are only focused on treating the systems & not looking into the root of the problem, you start thinking others see you as a hypochondriac or crazy or hormonal, etc. So thank you so much. As exhausting as it is, I know sharing years of unresolved, “mysterious” medical issues is weird, and I respect that 100%, but maybe on a separate channel completely you could help others, myself included, on navigating the healthcare system, advocating for oneself, how to prepare for a new dr,’s visit, knowing we have choices, explaining ones right to refuse specific treatment/procedure be it outpatient, Emergency Room, etc. The red flags on when it’s time to stop wasting your time & moving on to a new dr. I can go on, but my point is that you’d be amazing at providing guidance, awareness, etc and you could do so without revealing your specific, personal medical info. Food for thought. I know you’ve helped me & would do for many more. Unfortunately, healthcare & benefits & providers is a hot mess. Thank you for all you do.
I saw a quote that said “doctor: don’t confuse your webMD search with my 8 year medical degree. Me: don’t confuse your one hour lecture with my 20 years of living with it.” And it’s so true when you deal with chronic pain you become very in tune with what does and doesn’t work. Much love to you ♥️
Yesss, especially if the doctor doesn’t know about your condition or is dismissive altogether. Our experiences matter. I’m so thankful for the doctors who genuinely care, but it’s always so draining to see one who doesn’t. Sending love and spoons to you and anyone else with chronic pain/illness. 💜
OMG YES!!! They may be the expert on medicine, but we are the experts on US!!
I had that same exact discussion with my doctor today. I got tired of them constantly speaking at me and treating me for something they think I have, instead of asking about my symptoms and pain levels, and truly listening. I demanded an appointment for a thorough examination and xrays, and as painful and traumatic as that’s going to be, I need to be heard.
You should start a series called “Vlogging from my couch because I don’t feel well.” And you can just give commentary on what tv you’re watching or share random thoughts. That way when you aren’t feeling well you can give your body rest and also satisfy the part of your brain that clearly is not allowing you to just miss uploads 😂 I know I speak for a lot of people that are totally fine with you uploading only when you feel up to it and not pushing yourself when you are in pain ♥️ sending you lots of good vibes and hoping for some answers and relief for you
This is such a great idea!
Really great idea ❤❤
You’re becoming a master editor with these intros on your vlogs. They’re my absolute favorite. I could use loads more vlogs. 😂🖤
I was thinking the same thing. Over here trying to figure out editing with MAD respect...
She might of hired an editor alot of youtubers do.
Mindy B ah yes 🙈 wouldn’t that be amazing!!
I am loving the intros as well!!
For real, her, Arna, and Jess have the best vlog editing. I'm trying my damnedest to observe and learn
Being your own advocate when talking to people who are the "experts" is so hard! The peer pressure is seriously real!
It really is. Our whole medical system is absurd and needs to be reworked on many levels.
Taylor Wynn sometimes it helps to think of yourself as another person. I know it sounds weird but if you knew your Mom or Dad had a bad reaction to something, would you let a doctor do it to them? Nope! I’m sorry you are going through it. I really hope you find some remedies that work!
What is it about your vlogs? Seriously, I could watch for hours, I love every minute. They are just so relaxing and I forget that it's a video and that you aren't actually just talking to me 😆
Bronwyn Thompson Agrees- Love her vlogs!
Why are the "behind the scene" parts the ones that get me each time!?! The lights and the coasters girl you're a magician! I know I'm not alone when I say you wow me with your creativity! 🖤
OMG Taylor! How do you do it? Every shot is so well thought out and beautiful. I feel like I’m watching a younger, hipper Martha Stewart or Joanna Gaines. You truly have such a great eye. I’d love to see you do something like houseware items. Or maybe I can just come shop with you? LOL Anyway, love your face!!
Omg not true, but thank you 😂🖤🖤🍁🍁 such a compliment
Completely agree.
I am honestly so amazed by you. Always so consistent with uploads and on top of all your work stuff while going through so much in your personal life. Thank you for sharing that side of your life, I can’t imagine how difficult some days must be and I admire your drive so much. ❤️
“I can just google it” I love that so much and I love how you have been slowly opening up more and more about your health I feel like it’s a change for the better and I’m all here for it!!
Wishing I had a magic wand to take away your pain forever girl!!!! I have Carcinoid Cancer with my largest tumour sitting on the main artery in my intestines. Inoperable so the pain is very real yet unpredictable. Heating pads are a life saver still when you said it looked like a pad I got the giggles!! Hang tough lady, I hope you have a good week!
Sending lots of love and comfort to you Kim. 🖤
🖤🌯 love to you
Love to you and prayers!
I literally gasped when I saw your upload appear in my feed, lol! I get so excited to watch your videos
btw I've been LOVING the new little animations/effects youve added to your videos lately
Thank you!!
Girl I love you. This chill hangout fall vibes vid is exactly what I needed to decompress today. Your vlogs are honestly my favorite thing you do!
P.S. the intro was SICK 💜
🍁🎃 thank you!!
Love the editing! Love the thumbnail! Your effort does not go unnoticed! Love your vlogs Taylor ❤️
Thank you so much!
@@taylorwynn yes!...I live on the opposite spectrum of the world where fall isnt as a big thing but I am as excited as one can be for you and fall vibes! Love and light from Bangladesh!
I don't think I've missed a video since finding your channel almost 3 years ago, well maybe when my mom was sick & dying. I just want you to know how much i respect and enjoy you & your content. Such a hard working, sweet seeming beautiful soul!
Omg that hand sanitizer was a NO GO for us too. I thought it smelled like feet and armpits. So gross. That packaging got me, but never again!
Sarah Rae Vargas whatever they had to start using to restock hand sanitizer is definitely different. I bought plain old Germ-X and I promise it smells like tequila! 🥃
Before Covid, sanitizers used to contain isopropyl alcohol, but it’s currently being reserved for medical facilities only. The sanitizers that are being produced at the moment, contain ethyl alcohol, which comes from fermented grains, and that’s why they all smell like spring break mixed bottom shelf tequila. Also, a lot of distilleries started using their facilities to make hand sanitizers when Lysol and other companies weren’t producing any.
I don't usually enjoy vlogs but I always always watch yours. Loved the intro!
I've been meaning to tell you I've been using the etude house double Wear foundation and the physicians formula powder you recommended and my makeup stays on all day wearing a mask too. I used to come home and have almost no makeup left on my face except some mascara down my eyes. Also the Milani eyeshadow primer keeps my eyeshadow on all day. thank you as usual for all your suggestions and all your recommendations and sharing so much of yourself with us. I really enjoy you period you were my first RUclipsr that I ever watched when I Google what's the best drugstore foundation you popped up and I've been watching you now for years. You started my obsession and now I have a collection that's a little ridiculous. Take care Taylor I hope you find answers to your health issues I struggle with some chronic pain myself and I hope this is a great year coming up for you
I just want to hug you Taylor! What a sweet, sweet, kind young lady you are! You don't deserve the chronic pain. I'm so sorry for that. I understand a bit. I've had Rh since I was 20 yrs. old (I'm now 46).. And It's awful when doctors won't listen and don't believe you. Ugh. Sending my prayers and love your way. You are amazing... how you power through...! WOW. I know you don't like talking about it too much and don't like pity. But, I can see you are truly in pain at times and holding back tears. It just gets me... I wanna hug ya girl. Love you!! xxo
I love how you styled your coffee table!! I have 8 cats and can’t do that 😕. Your hair got so long!! Hope you’re feeling better!
I love that your grandma watches your videos and shares your love of makeup and skin care. Hope you feel better soon.
Sitting here with my heating pad for Endometriosis. I felt that when you were experiencing pain and using heat packs. :( I’m so sorry your doctor did that. I’ve learned over the past year we have to be our own advocate, you’re absolutely right!
Such cozy vibes ✨ I wanna stew on that couch and watch movies all day!
i always love your decorating aesthetic!
Love the comforting vibe of your vlogs. I really hope you can find a Dr that listens and understands that you know your body. My heart breaks for the pain you are suffering. I’ve been there and I’m on the other side, so keep hanging in there. ❤️❤️ Thanks for always being here with videos and blogs. Even when you feel 0%
Reading “I’m on the other side” just brought me to tears. I truly can’t imagine it. I’m so happy for you. 🖤
@Taylor Wynn It does happen. It just takes a while. You are one of the strongest people I know, so I can’t wait to see what is on the other side for you! Sending hugs, love and light your way. Your day is coming, I just know it❤️
I watch literally every one of your vlogs at least twice. I’m probably a psycho but ugh something about em is just *chefs kiss* 🖤🌯
I love the idea of breaking up the wear test into smaller times if you need to. Dont stress about a full wear test. The fact you power through your bad days to try to make content is already so appreciated.
Been following Taylor for years and I love seeing her camera skills grow and more intimate videos like this when I get to learn more about her. ❤
Crows actually remember people's faces and are self-aware, just like humans! That's really cool, Taylor! Hopefully they bring you all the good luck you deserve! 🖤🖤🖤
CW Migraine stuff (and smoke😊)
WOW- just the way you're breathing is so familiar and makes my heart hurt for you💕 You're so thoughtful to worry about us in the Oregon purple air quality - we weren't too close to fire in Bend but were a magnet for smoke - we topped out at 532! and spent a lot of days in the 400's. We have A/C and it was still sickening - I'm sure you understand! I really felt for anyone who had it worse and of course everyone who lost homes and family. Taylor you're doing great even when you don't feel it. Thanks for being real💜💛 Oh I love your fall decor!
Completely understand how you'd want to keep health things private. But as someone with chronic pain its reassuring and comforting to know you aren't alone by seeing a RUclipsr you really enjoy that goes through it too. :)
Biggest irritation is when doctors don’t listen. It’s like we get it you have a degree but I have lived in my body my whole life.
Well said
Very well said! I had one doctor who would listen to everything I would say, I mean he would write down everything I was telling him and do his best to find out what causing whatever I was feeling. Unfortunately he now has Parkinson’s disease so he had to retire. ☹️
I have always loved your videos - lately, I’ve been binging your vlogs and I can’t tell you how relaxing they are, especially now with the seasonal decorations and trends. I hate to see anyone in pain or going through things privately and being a ball of emotion. Your entire audience wishes you nothing but healing and good vibes 🖤 and I pray you have much needed relief soon
This girl is amazing!! So brave and beautiful and HARD WORKING, I admire her strength and determination. You can see she has worked hard for everything she has and continues to do so even when she isn’t totally feeling it. Keep it up girl!!
Your vids are part of my mon/wed/fri night time routine and even though I usually watch at night, I always crave coffee when you’re vlogging your coffee. It looks sooo good, I’m going to start ordering your coffee. Sending good fall vibes your way! 🌾🍂 🖤
Girl I can’t tell you how many times I let doctors do things I knew I shouldn’t and then regretted it, beating myself up! I always think that if I don’t agree they will not be willing to take my word for past experience and move on to the next logical step forward in my care. It was nice to know it happens to other people too! Also Distracted Taylor dry shampooing her hair is 100% me on weird days where I’m just indescribably “unwell”. Made me lol.
UHG- I’m SO sorry your new Dr. didn’t listen to you. :( I had a similar situation where I told two doctors I need a long steroid taper, if I have a short bursts i get a way worse flare (asthma/pneumonia issues...) I said it once, but the Dr. dismissed it so so trusted them- and ended up in the hospital a few days later. Keep being a strong advocate the for yourself - hope in real time you’re doing better. 🖤🖤🖤
Oh my gosh, I totally dread visiting a new doctor! Been through so many neurologists because most of them refuse to listen, and I end up handling horrid side effects. So important to be your own advocate!
We have more trouble getting them to listen to us. I believe it's cause we are women STILL. When my hubby says, 'call your doc' I tell him YOU DO IT! He gets results I get the answering machine
Exactly we have to advocate for ourselves we also know how we react to things if it’s something we get on the regular, my first Dr did not listen to me either said was to young to experience the things I described. Three yrs later taken out of work in an ambulance unconscious woke up totally dazed no clue what had happened, MRI revealed the truth I had not one healthy disc or vertebrae so I have rods, pins,cages, plates , coflexes, donor bone, tissue as well nerve ends. It sucks that Drs do not listen to us they think we are lying or exaggerating our problems we have to advocate very firmly for ourselves, we know our bodies better than anyone else I’m so so sorry for anyone that has to deal with chronic pain on the flip side we are also so freakin strong we deal with things that are debilitating our bodies do not want to function or move and debilitatingly painful but we somehow still get things done. I have so so much respect for you a Taylor I know the pain you deal with yet you get up three videos a week do all your own editing quality of your videos are so good. We are warriors we are strong we need to help each other pull each other up because so many don’t believe us because our illness is not obvious you can’t see it on the outside. Anyone reading this who needs to hear it , you are worth it you are loved and you are needed and most of all you are AMAZING 🤗 🤗 🤗 🤗.
I agree so much! My flares react not how rheumatologists are used to, steroids calm them down but don't stop them. My new rheumatologist is great but since my illness is rare and I have multiple rare illnesses it's a complex situation, so the treatment options aren't optimal. Doctors not listening was the reason I had a spontanous paraplegia caused by a rare herniated disc in the thoracic spine. They believed the MRI pictures not me, but I was right. It could have been prevented. Since then I always listen to my gut, I fought for my diagnoses and was right every single time.
Advocating for yourself is hard, you get exhausted and sometimes think maybe they are right even though you know they're not.
I'm so sorry you ended up in hospital, hopefully your doc will listen in the future! Chronic illness life is hard and is a full time job itself. And I hope Taylor will find doctors who are helpful too and find out the reason for her health issues because I really think there is an underlaying condition causing her problems 💜 much love
I was on your stories and I saw that it was a vlog and I was like "YESSSSSSSS"! Your content is my fav 🖤 Also your decor is always on point 👌
I just find it interesting how many different occasions that you decorate your homes for in the states. In Australia we pretty much only do xmas or Easter, hallowe’en is something that slowly is creeping in. Which I find really strange as it is an American holiday, but I guess the kids here want their candy too😀
Stay safe and sane with lots of love from a fellow spoonie ❤️😊
That's interesting because hardly anyone on the US decorates for Easter. Also youtube doesn't give the most accurate impression since none of my friends ever decorate for the holidays except maybe a Christmas tree
itvs always boggled me as well (live in England). My family just don't decorate apart form Christmas XD What we do have is just what we like, but we're also lazy and constantly redecorating is just way too much effort 😂.
Most people I know in the US don't decorate much. They do Christmas and maybe change out a throw blanket for the 4th of July, but that's it. I do it all because I like to and get made fun of.
I’m in Australia too we only decorate for Christmas. No Easter, Halloween, fall, don’t do thanks giving or 4th July or spring etc
Wait, Halloween is not a worldwide holiday??
As your "RUclips Grandma" 😄 I want you to know I love your vlogs, Taylor. You're just a joy! Praying you have many more GOOD days than painful ones. I am not a physician but I've had medicine in one capacity or another in my life for 41 years! It's SO important to find doctors who listen to us. No one knows our body better than we do. Don't beat yourself up for not allowing the injection. We are conditioned to trust our doctors. To bring a smile to your face.. Today Michele Wang replied to my comment on her channel that she "loves Taylor Wynn"! I mentioned these fantastic AnchoredNorthwest candles when she asked for candle suggestions! I have purchased 9 or 10 of them now!!! Hope you're having a GOOD day. My best to you today and tomorrow 🙏🏻
You can Google your way to anything, girl! Love, love, love your vlogs. I hated hearing the pain in your voice during this one, sending all the positive vibes! ❤️
Dont be so hard on yourself! You’re a great advocate for yourself and others with chronic pain. You are doing the best you can with the tools you have 🤍🖤
You have such beautiful elegance in your decorating it’s a very low key relaxing vibe talent just pours out of you in every way .
To get a box of makeup from someone who gets such awesome high end things like you and other youtubers would literally be the best thing to everrr happen! Ugh I love your videos and your esthetic and everything❤️💋
I love hearing about the real life stuff! Thank you for being so open about your struggles. You are so strong
I love the way you are always stepping up ur decor game.. You give me so much inspo.. My pain & sickness have been SO bad.. You aren't alone..
Thank you for talking about being your own advocate. It was short but I so appreciate it! I know I’ve commented it here before but I have kept myself from pain relief because I have such a hard time being my own advocate. I am trying every day to be better. Be easy on yourself🖤
I don’t know how you do it, you pull of super organized and way chill all at the same time! I love your vlogs, well all your videos. You’re so informative and just so good about linking things and explaining things. It’s so helpful. I’m going to pull out my Halloween stuff tomorrow and decorate my porch. I know my neighbors are going to send kids around so I’m going to have a bowl of candy with individually wrapped bags of candy and sanitizer out for them at the bottom of my walkway and then my boys and I are going to chill out the porch in costumes 20+ feet away so some teenage doesn’t grab the whole bowl. Lol
Love your vlogs, I know they are just day to day things but showing us how you power through now feeling good and still getting things done inspires me to do the same with things in my life. Keep them coming ❤️
Was having a bit of a rough day and sitting down with a mug cake, cozy on the couch to watch this just brightens my day! Also... Can we just talk about her EYE COLOUR. Talk about POP😍
Love you taylor ❤️
Your vlogs are my favorites! One of my favorite kind of videos you make! And I normally don't even care for vlogs. Yours are just so esthetically pleasing especially with all the Fall content! ❤🌯🙌🏻👏🏻
It royally ticks me off when new doctors don't want to listen to the patient. 🤬
they're notorious for not listening to WOMEN. 🙃
YESSS! It is so incredibly demeaning and frustrating!!!
ngl my experience has been the dudes listen more smh
Love it! Would love to see a decor like this for every season. Love the coffee table idea as well!
Have loved you and your channel for so long... I especially have been enjoying your vlogs! You're so genuine, real, and calming to watch. If your health ever gets really bad and you need to take some time off to take care of yourself... TAYLOR we will be here when you get back. We are ride or die for you! 💜💙💜💙
Working from home and being able to watch your vlogs save me 💜
Much love to you ! ❤️ thank you for being so real and down to earth. I hope you feel better. Stand your ground, like you say. You live and you learn. Blessings!!! Love your fall decor setup ! It’s gorgeous!
My favorite videos are your fall videos. You are the definition of fall vibes. Love you Taylor!
❤️ the fall coffee table set up! 🍁🍂
Every time I see one of your vlogs I literally get so excited lol I could watch them for hours
Your fall decor vids always encourage me to clean and decorate my own space! ...except it’s 9:30 pm here right now. Maybe tomorrow 😝
There’s nothing a love watching more then your fall videos 🎃😍
I love your tip about using coasters to change the height of things. I like using vintage books for that
Yes, loving the coffee table! You inspired me last Christmas to decorate my coffee table, turned out so cute. Might have to do a pumpkin set up now 🤗❤️😘
the coziest fall decor 🖤 always love your vlogs!
Great video, as always! The fall decor was so posh! Love the Fleetwood Mac shirt, btw. My parents were big fans, that's where my name came from! 😉
Saw them in Denver in 2013, they still rock after all these years!
October is my FAVORITE time of year-ESPECIALLY as an Arizonan. The weather FINALLY starts getting bearable.
I love your vlogs, they feel so comforting and inviting. I love how you're showing more of your vulnerable side ❤ I get not wanting to share the harder things in life but know we're all rooting for you and sending positive thoughts and prayers!
Always excited when vlogs go up 🥰✨ your vlogs are my favourite I may or may not have binge watched all of them multiple times this quarantine 🤫
Your aesthetic is everything. Thinking of you 🖤
Crows are my favorite birds, to be honest they are my favorite animal. The one things I always look for in autumn are crow decorations
Awww yay some Taylor to keep me company while my color processes. I'm so here for this.
Master of decor too love the neutral fall vibes
Taylor, your vlogs are my absolute favorite. I’m so sorry that doctor didn’t listen to you. Maybe those crows are a sign your pain will get better soon ❤️
After having a week of non-stop migraines, I was able to work a full shift today and it was HARD. But I’m so glad you posted because it made my day 10x better. 🖤
Always a good way to wind down when your video uploads. Much love from Wyoming! ❤️
Love your vlogs Taylor! Your vibe is immaculate, it transports me into relaxing vibes and it relaxes my brain haha ❤ btw your hair is so long, it looks gorgeous straighten! So healthy! Also loved the table setting. 😍
I hope you feel better Taylor. Don't feel the need to overdue it. If you need to take a break, we will understand!!! Much love. ❤🥰
Your vlogs are my favorite. So aesthetically pleasing. Just so lovely ❤️
Very nice Taylor! Very esthetically pleasing to the eye. Really digging the color scheme & just overall color patterns. It makes your home look very cozy which I love. Those new pumpkins are great & such a good price! Thinking outside the box & being creative brings it to the next level! Looks beautiful 🕯🎃
Omg...I got that same sanitizer bcuz I thought it looked cute, & it smells baaadddd 👎Love you girl! 🤗 I keep forgetting to ask, but what are your fav hot packs for neck/shoulders, lower back & a head one?? The one I have doesn't make a big difference 🤨
You've been getting me into fall. I didn't even realize it was coming until one of your vids😄Love the decor and cozy colors. You have such a great style!
Tiny you with that giant vlog setup just cracks me up for some reason
I always have such a great time watching your vlogs, you seem like a really amazing human being so I hope you see something beautiful today and that you get to smile about something! Sending you love all the way from France 💕
Last week's accomplishment was getting the Fall boxes out.... hopefully I will get inspired to actually put some things out. Thanks for the inspiring me to just start. You know what I mean....❤ I'm so sorry about the new doctor, I went through so many of them to finally find one who listened and was willing to truly work with me. Hang in there, you are so amazingly strong. 💪
I always love your vlogs and the way you decorate fascinates me!!🥰
What a cool grandma!!!! She knows Pixie 🥰
Your seasonly decoration is always on point! 😍
Don’t be too hard on yourself. I’ve tried so many things I kind of knew wouldn’t work but that little bit of hope makes you cave sometimes. Because what if it worked? I hope you feel better soon!
I love watching your Vlogs! On my days off after I wake up I will typically start one of your videos, I love them all, but the Vlogs are just different (in the best of ways). I LOVE your fall decor setup. Wishing you the best of luck with your health, I hope things get better for you.
"Smells like pumpkin and chemicals". I felt that.
Don’t feel bad, sometimes it’s hard to advocate for yourself! I’ve had it happen before too. I’m sorry that happened and I hope you feel better 😊
Fall is EVERYTHING!!! I get so happy and warm inside. Love the decor!
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🖤🖤🍁🍁 agreed. Thanks!!
I’m a nurse and I can’t stress this enough to people to be your own advocate. It’s so frustrating when doctors don’t listen to their patients. Good luck and good vibes to you! 🤗
It’s like a little street light for your pumpkins 🎃
I see crows all the time too!! I always thought it was bad, but I’m glad to know it’s good luck 🙃
Your coffee table set up looks great! I was at first worried about your tall candlestick so close to your plant, it could catch so easily, but if its fake thats perfect!
You truly inspire me watching you push through incredibly difficult pain days. I don’t know how you accomplish so much when your struggling to even move.
I love each and every one of your vlogs (every video in general) and it’s amazing to get a sneak peak into your life.
Beautiful decor; such creativity. I wish I could hire you to decorate my home!! ❤️
So excited for this! Perfect timing while I do a couple days of meal prep🖤 always love your videos!
I haven’t watched you in a little bit just because I’ve been off social media but your skin is absolutely looking incredible!!
I love your little fall setup...so cute! Also, your couch looks super comfy! Love the vibes! 🥰🥰🥰
Allyson Drake I would love to have these fall vibes all over 🥺
Love you and your willingness to stretch out of your comfort zone and let us into your world. I’m praying for you to find the Dr that has the answers you need. Bless you sweetheart!