ILL BILL - WHEN I DIE (OG Version)

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  • @stockmarketbeast2985
    @stockmarketbeast2985 Год назад +43

    I hope my mom is holding the gates open when I die... I miss you mom.
    Love Jay

  • @intellectualsolitudeproduc2865
    @intellectualsolitudeproduc2865 7 лет назад +352

    My dad just passed away today. This song comforts me.

    • @MichalSada
      @MichalSada 6 лет назад +12

      be strong. be yours, sending good vibes to u ,))

    • @419buckeye7
      @419buckeye7 6 лет назад +21

      Don't start drinking

    • @honkykong7389
      @honkykong7389 6 лет назад +8

      Sorry man, music is therapeutic in a way. Stay up.

    • @mongrel_97
      @mongrel_97 5 лет назад +3

      shit man, you good?

    • @crypticraps
      @crypticraps 5 лет назад +1

      Rest easy, man ✌️
      How are you holding up?

  • @PatschoPat
    @PatschoPat 5 лет назад +67

    "Though I've grown up, I'm still heartbroken, aching to cry
    Hoping you're the one holding open those gates when I die"

  • @almpertz
    @almpertz 12 лет назад +7

    There's two kinds of rappers these days. Those who rap for money and those who rap for real. Ill Bill is without a doubt the realest rapper out there. Thank you for doing what you do better than anyone else. Stay strong bro and may Howie rest.

  • @justinkase4285
    @justinkase4285 Год назад +9

    I just attended my grandfathers funeral today and this is the first shit i played when i got home.

  • @DruidsTears
    @DruidsTears 5 лет назад +64

    My uncle was a huge fan of Ill Bill. He got a lot of inspiration from his music and such. For me personally the song is almost too accurate. He was always like a big brother. He never made me feel like a dumbass kid. My uncle though did die of an overdose. Every time I hear this song I feel close to him. Cause it’s one his favorite artists. He was only 32. If I make it to the gates of heaven i hope you’re their uncle Stephen.

  • @Cody6698
    @Cody6698 8 лет назад +54

    My mother passed away seven years ago, so this song really speaks to me. When the time comes...I hope she'll be holding the gates open when I die.

  • @basketballfan33
    @basketballfan33 Год назад +5

    I lost my grandfather in April 2012 and this song came out a few months after that (Nov 2012). Used to bump it EVERY DAY after school. Shame this version never made it to the album

  • @victormcvic3579
    @victormcvic3579 8 лет назад +229

    Glad to see Ill bill gettin so much attention, its been a long time comin, underground legend

    • @htownguero
      @htownguero 4 года назад +5

      I remember when this video still first dropped! Was my school years and crazy times then. Still bumpin in 2020! Salute from Houston brotha 👌

    • @MindOverMacros
      @MindOverMacros 4 года назад +4

      Little late but same with doom. Doom finally got recognition.

    • @dylanmcwhirter9844
      @dylanmcwhirter9844 4 года назад +1

      Fucking A

    • @dylanmcwhirter9844
      @dylanmcwhirter9844 4 года назад +4

      Finally reached enough kids ears pretty amazing how so many people can relate all over the globe

    • @9326metal
      @9326metal 3 года назад

      Never knew about him until i heard gmoskee name drop him as an influence so i figured if he helped inspire one of the rappers i actually he should be worth checking out. Im so glad i did. This dude is phenomenal.

  • @SicilianCerdaPride
    @SicilianCerdaPride 7 лет назад +104

    This song always hits so close to home, I was raised by my grandmother, and my uncle was the only male role model in my life. I lost both of them 8 years ago, both to cancer, even though my uncle was an addict all his life, and there are so many parallels in this song its insane.

  • @illel-zorro9527
    @illel-zorro9527 6 лет назад +53

    Ill Bill really put his heart on this one. I really love this person Bill has grown to.

  • @Paddabear123
    @Paddabear123 2 года назад +15

    This song has everything I've suffered in my 48 years alive on this planet this is a true life story great bit of work keep at I'll Bill

  • @LloydAragon-fh8kg
    @LloydAragon-fh8kg Год назад +4

    Song brings tears out of me

  • @francisdrake3730
    @francisdrake3730 2 года назад +6

    One love from germany, lost my father at a young age. This song brought tears to my eye. And people say rap is ignorant.

  • @LMAODOODZ
    @LMAODOODZ 12 лет назад +4

    My mom is 60, from the Bronx and I got her into this song. It actually made her cry. No disrespect to anyone else but we're Italian so even if our family isn't that big, we're tightly knit. I hope you have a happy New Year Ill Bill, you speak the truth.

  • @mikhail21393
    @mikhail21393 5 лет назад +5

    Dedicated to all the Uncles out there. Just like my uncle passed away yesterday and tomorrow will be buried. God Rest In Peace!!

  • @jevusstegmann5674
    @jevusstegmann5674 Год назад +8

    Ive never heard you before. This came up random. Your lyrics are crushing, real and profound. You hit my heart bro. I got you bill.

  • @pedrosoler796
    @pedrosoler796 12 лет назад +8

    Massive respect BILL, when i listen this song i remember what the real rap is. Thanks you for existing and sharing your talent. RIP uncle Howie. One love from france.

  • @Mega420madman
    @Mega420madman 12 лет назад +4

    I really feel this track, my grandman just died and my cousin died from an overdose a few months ago, ill bill please keep making tracks like this, respect from kamloops BC Canada

  • @RipperOFBongs
    @RipperOFBongs 11 лет назад +6

    this song came out no word of lie a week after my uncle passed on.
    he was boss, he ran everything,with a great sense of mind
    two people i respect in this world are him & my mother.
    i was choked i didnt know how or what to do
    but the one thing i do know is this song really did help get through it.
    RIP Shane ill be seeing at those gates soon enough!

  • @chanrider
    @chanrider 11 лет назад +10

    This is one of those tracks that stands apart. A timeless epic, I can listen to this in twenty years just the same. It's hard to find music of this caliber, with this much soul.

  • @MrGerardo8
    @MrGerardo8 3 года назад +8

    My pops just past away today... This song comforts me... See you in the other side papá...

  • @GODHATESADOPTION
    @GODHATESADOPTION 3 года назад +9

    Though I've grown up, I'm still heartbroken achin' to cry, hopin' you holden' open the gates when I die!

  • @realnagger6718
    @realnagger6718 5 лет назад +30

    Still Listening to this song in 2020.
    Love both versions.
    Ill Bill, The Beast...

    • @sewerslide666
      @sewerslide666 3 года назад

      both versions are sick but i prefer this version

    • @realnagger6718
      @realnagger6718 3 года назад +3

      @@sewerslide666 To be honest, this version is deeper, sadder. The other version is more "hopeful". Anyway, I guess, the Lyrics, the delivery and Ill Bill's character really make this song...

  • @MetalxMasters
    @MetalxMasters 5 лет назад +31

    This song makes me think about my grandparents who died when I was very young which basically split my family apart. No matter where you are in the world, we all grieve together. Stay strong, friends.

    • @ou4534
      @ou4534 4 года назад +1

      Same situation here man, but at least were still here

  • @beymeester5593
    @beymeester5593 8 месяцев назад

    I lost my best friend, my grandfather in 2007. I still talk about him often, he believed in me when i didnt believe in myself. This track hits hard. Eventhough I lost so many friends I cannot count on two hands, my grandfather is the one I still hope will open the door for me one day. Bless you Bill!

  • @pyrykivi4153
    @pyrykivi4153 2 года назад +10

    That Mercyful Fate sample is just BEAUTIFUL! 🔥🔥🔥

  • @chaosofmankind
    @chaosofmankind 12 лет назад +8

    Such raw emotion and talent is what this world lacks

  • @R.T.and.J
    @R.T.and.J 12 лет назад +5

    How is it that not only has Ill Bill been blessed with such gifted talent as a songwriter, but he's also able to produce such God-like beats? Amazing.

    • @onicronprime118
      @onicronprime118 3 года назад +1

      Look at his crew he rolls with, they keep trying to top each other

  • @templarmoney1
    @templarmoney1 12 лет назад +5

    "Not just as nephew & uncle, but as homies, we were friends
    Though I've grown up, I'm still heartbroken, aching to cry
    Hoping you're the one holding open those gates when I die"

  • @donnyp5939
    @donnyp5939 8 лет назад +26

    An old woman I took care of entered her final hours of life this morning, and it about damn near broke me. This song has been getting me through the emotions. Can't wait for the day we're all reunited with our fallen loved ones. As bleak as that may sound, that's my only idea of heaven.
    Bill, horns high to you brother. Thanks for this master piece.
    Much love to all you. Those going through it, solider on.

  • @brollan1234
    @brollan1234 11 лет назад +2

    I was 17 when I lost my pops to cancer, I'm 22 today. It'll make you grow like nothing else. Stay strong, brother.

  • @Jean-Claude1vince
    @Jean-Claude1vince Год назад +3

    these song made me cry i been thinking about my dead grandmother while listening to it

  • @codypratt7463
    @codypratt7463 2 года назад +1

    I feel you man on some real💯 just lost my grandfather this morning. One of the last pearl harbour veterans. I wouldn’t know how to be a man today if it weren’t for him. And now I’m stuck wishing I had the power to bring him back. I miss him

  • @johanandersson2028
    @johanandersson2028 8 лет назад +53

    Mercyful Fate and Ill Bill is a heavy combination! Hail King Diamond, Hail Ill Bill!

    • @ever1370
      @ever1370 6 лет назад +1

      Which song got sampled?

    • @damianhealy300
      @damianhealy300 6 лет назад +10

      @@ever1370 To One Far Away - 8th song on the Don't Break The Oath album

    • @ever1370
      @ever1370 6 лет назад +2

      @@damianhealy300 much appreciated

  • @chanrider
    @chanrider 12 лет назад +1

    Damn Bill you really did it this time. Made me question my heritage, whether or not my passed loved ones would be disappointed or not. You yanked some shame and tears out of my soul. RIP Nana Pearl, Papa Cohen, Oompah, Uncle Howie and all those who have had an impact on our lives.

  • @SteelCityBloodInBloodOut
    @SteelCityBloodInBloodOut 3 года назад +3

    Bill too Ill reeespect from Canada Ontario

  • @RatsWithAttitudes
    @RatsWithAttitudes 8 месяцев назад +1

    this song really touches your soul, had forgotten all about it until today.

  • @MrMickthemonster
    @MrMickthemonster 2 года назад +3

    Thanks for this song... It's really helped me.

  • @lagansonskroz3692
    @lagansonskroz3692 8 лет назад +40

    Man i just love your Work.I miss my fallen ones,miss my Dad bro.Tears now,sea of tears.Love your Work man really.

  • @christopherrivera3111
    @christopherrivera3111 6 лет назад +8

    King diamond's voice is absolutely soothing props to Ill bill for the ear to put this masterpiece together

  • @JesseJames00
    @JesseJames00 28 дней назад

    Rest in peace dad🙏..6 years today and it still feels like it happened yesterday..

  • @p0w3rbik3
    @p0w3rbik3 8 лет назад +310

    RIP UNCLE HOWIE

    • @charliepouliot8529
      @charliepouliot8529 5 лет назад +2

      Amen

    • @Phearsum
      @Phearsum 5 лет назад +6

      Got me caring about an uncle idk but thank you because Bill might not be Bill without you and we love Bill.

    • @AlbanianThrash
      @AlbanianThrash 4 года назад

      feel like i grew up with him thru bill's music

  • @adamsandler6296
    @adamsandler6296 2 года назад +1

    I'm sorry for your loss. The only thing you can do when someone dies. Is be aware that life isn't forever, live your life to the fullest and spend time with your relatives, friends, and love ones. Life isn't forever. One day I will die and everyone will die. Life is too short. Do many things in your life because everything will be gone. R.i.p to your dad may he rest his soul.
    I wish everyone well. Be safe everyone ❤️💕
    I hope each and every individual on earth lives a happy and peaceful life❤️

  • @RO-wt8mp
    @RO-wt8mp 2 года назад +3

    Mercyful Fate + Ill Bill. Awesome lyrics. Best song ever.

  • @vdosrchn
    @vdosrchn 12 лет назад

    What’s that sincerity and genuine reality like? I think they call it non-fiction. How many wish they could speak or express like this. Better yet like that track. May God, bless and continue to guide his chosen.

  • @Te37_daniel
    @Te37_daniel 12 лет назад +5

    Literally brought tears to my eyes. Wonderful song.

  • @jusallah7651
    @jusallah7651 12 лет назад

    all i got to say is "Dope" beyond the 3rd power thats why true mc's will forever be respected for true words and inspiration i got love for ill bill and respect eveything he says!!! forever keeping it real!!!!!! chicago loves you PEACE

  • @OldschoolVgamer
    @OldschoolVgamer Год назад +4

    This guy seriously has more talent and substance in one finger than ten mumble rappers have combined between the whole of them. Why isn't there less UNsuperficial rap music like this? lol

  • @MrXocozin
    @MrXocozin 12 лет назад +2

    This song makes me think about my dad...
    I'm 20 years old and he passed away when I was 11 , but I still miss him....

  • @CARLGULA
    @CARLGULA 5 лет назад +25

    R.i.P to ALL the loved ones we've lost and thumbs up for anyone who can relate ✌️

  • @tyrantpoh
    @tyrantpoh 12 лет назад +1

    bill is the illest its songs like this that show his incredible talent in making u feel every word he spits its quite a rarity to find such realness in todays watered down bubble rap...i can replay this song for another 2 hours,I had the privilege of meeting him at a show,honestly the realest person I have ever met,this song is quite inspirational and gives me strength I lost my grandmother Zaharoula Troumouhis on 10.2.06 a day before my 24th birthday.I still feel her presence my good brother-pz

  • @ponchbellywarpig4048
    @ponchbellywarpig4048 5 лет назад +8

    this is what rap needs truth!!!! real soul!!!!

  • @bouranel
    @bouranel 12 лет назад

    R.I.P. Uncle Howie.. This song had me cry. My Uncle is sick with cancer. He lives in brooklyn 5min from Farragut Road and Flatbush Ave so this speaks to me like you wouldnt belive. I wish this was a bad joke, but its not. Still praying to hwoever listens, for him to get through this.
    Bill keep doin what you do! One love to my uncle and fam in brooklyn.
    Peace and love from Copenhagen Denmark

  • @jonathangrant8201
    @jonathangrant8201 3 года назад +3

    Damn, I don't know you at all but this song makes me want to cry as If I do.

  • @diegomari4478
    @diegomari4478 Год назад +4

    For my mama ❤

  • @Justins1877
    @Justins1877 12 лет назад

    Respect from British Columbia, Canada, Bill!
    One of the dopiest songs of 2012/13 without a doubt.

  • @Knatch99
    @Knatch99 4 года назад +4

    Its like hell on earth without you near!!!

  • @cottonzway
    @cottonzway 11 лет назад

    This song gives me wonderful, vivid memories of my grandfather who helped raise me as a young kind growing up in on 2nd Street in South Philly. He taught me about respect, how to be a man, and how to treat women. Now I have a beautiful little girl that we named Kathrine after my grandmother, who loved me but died when I was only 2-years old. RIP Pop. You meant everything to me and it is because of you I am the man I am today. Katie will know who you were one day. I love you and miss you.

    • @MegaWilliamjohn
      @MegaWilliamjohn 2 года назад

      I grew up in Brooklyn, but moved to Pennsylvania years ago. South Philly is just like Brooklyn..
      love South Philly! Very good people!!! Much respect 👍🏻👍🏻

  • @baranobama5375
    @baranobama5375 8 лет назад +49

    My uncle just died this morning. Still can't wrap my head around it.

  • @ayy6936
    @ayy6936 3 года назад

    Much love, anyone reading this have a blessed day and don’t forget the mission

  • @MadMan-wo8gv
    @MadMan-wo8gv 6 лет назад +4

    Real lyrics gives me the chills real life issues I have faced in my life make thank u Big bro

  • @roscoewallaceson8670
    @roscoewallaceson8670 2 месяца назад

    I want to dedicate this song to my friend, John Michael Howard. I'm sorry for bringing the dope into your life, and I wish I could bring you back. Rest in power.

  • @Boblivion81
    @Boblivion81 2 года назад +5

    This song is beautiful. Well done I’ll Bill.
    10/10 with the Mercyful Fate. Too one far away… 🤘🏻

  • @GodsMalitia
    @GodsMalitia 3 года назад

    Somewhere in the the bible it say that their is a time for everything..I hope love is first.. God bless you.. Y'all changed my life.

  • @fishez420
    @fishez420 4 года назад +7

    This song is beautiful

  • @tumeone83
    @tumeone83 12 лет назад

    This song has been on repeat for 2 days now. One of best tracks Ill Bill´s ever made. Can not be feeling this.

  • @MrGundam0083
    @MrGundam0083 3 года назад +7

    this hits you on so many levels its great and hard to listen too

  • @tottejansson6493
    @tottejansson6493 12 лет назад

    man honestly he dont fumble i love the houer of reprisal to me aclassic.bill always deliver sick dude.cant wait to hold the cover n sitt down smoke and listen to it. repeat roll a new one and vibe on. peace from sweden

  • @jonathang8323
    @jonathang8323 6 лет назад +13

    2019 rip Howie. Listen to this every day

  • @TCM666
    @TCM666 12 лет назад

    this song and beat almost tears me up... i feel sick inside... in a twisted way... thank god for music...

  • @cprigas
    @cprigas 5 лет назад +19

    That damn guitar riff made me wanna cry..

  • @DannVerner
    @DannVerner 11 лет назад

    Rest in peace Uncle Howie and thank you for giving Bill the inspirations to carry these life lessons to we the people. Big ups from Toronto!!!

  • @frankincense3477
    @frankincense3477 7 лет назад +11

    WHEN I DIE (OG Version) Heartfelt Classic !

  • @handzimbo6224
    @handzimbo6224 4 месяца назад +2

    Rest in peace dad. Almost 8 years. Rip

  • @HarvestStudio
    @HarvestStudio 8 лет назад +29

    Song gave me chills bruh

  • @SomeDude-b4h
    @SomeDude-b4h 2 месяца назад

    I love ill bill (platonically). Favorite rapper for 23 years

  • @EmakulateMM13
    @EmakulateMM13 Год назад +3

    I ❤ you are this song Bill

  • @skratchaholiks
    @skratchaholiks 12 лет назад

    This Is Hella Deep N Emotional. I Wonder If People Wil Still Be Listening To This In 500 Years?

  • @TheOmegaeyes
    @TheOmegaeyes 7 лет назад +7

    THIS is so fuckin' chilling!! I gave up on hip-hop for a while, stuff like this gives the art form some hope. Loving the Mercyful Fate samples throughout!

  • @CorzIlla
    @CorzIlla 2 года назад +1

    Love You Bill.. Man You reppin in my ears Hard here in Australia boy! Much Love Corz

  • @dimethaltryptamine1
    @dimethaltryptamine1 2 года назад +3

    The lyrics to this are over the top T R U E!! The music, the vibe...the whole thing is a blown mind here! This should be heard across the world it's just wow!!
    Coming from a Hawkwind, Yes & Moody Blues fan. I adored my acid. LMAO 1

  • @Trusttheprocessin2052
    @Trusttheprocessin2052 6 лет назад +1

    Lost my mum 6 months ago, and my Grandma 3 years ago now. RIP to both....

  • @05assahse
    @05assahse 7 лет назад +8

    5 years and its still dope 🎧👊

  • @jimicarfora7878
    @jimicarfora7878 Год назад +2

    Damn, merciful fate beat too! Love you bro!

  • @fabiopunzetti8926
    @fabiopunzetti8926 7 лет назад +11

    I got chills for all the whole track, respect to you.

  • @Anse-i4y
    @Anse-i4y 29 дней назад

    One of the realest songs i've ever heard.

  • @mrmadeyehd9878
    @mrmadeyehd9878 5 лет назад +7

    Old school rappers: rapping about truth and real life,has good beats
    New school : skibidi pah pah haha

    • @minceraftfornite4334
      @minceraftfornite4334 5 лет назад

      mrmadeye hd that’s why old stuff is better because it’s real

  • @MegaWilliamjohn
    @MegaWilliamjohn 2 года назад

    Very good song. Lyrics are crazy real!
    I grew up in Marine Park and had friends in Canarsie. Like the FIB and DCEE pics. True kings of the era👍🏻👍🏻

  • @lordkromakaekd4037
    @lordkromakaekd4037 4 года назад +4

    I cry to this song. Peace.

  • @DarrenLemaster
    @DarrenLemaster 8 месяцев назад

    This helped me alot when my dad died I got really heavy into drugs my whole life fell apart. This song gives me goose bumps remembering them long rights. All that resentment and confusion. Man... I haven't used hard drugs since Aug 2021 I got out of prison April 22 2024 I literally had to lose everything to get anything. I'm happy today.

  • @jediahparker2593
    @jediahparker2593 6 лет назад +3

    This song hits home real hard

  • @runeolsen8872
    @runeolsen8872 11 лет назад +1

    Allways think about my grandma while listening to this, she was the most loving old lady i have ever met.

  • @genesis7552003
    @genesis7552003 5 лет назад +3

    U no,sometimes I hit the like button wen I'm drunk...I don't really remember the next day...I come back to it, and I'm like dam,my drunk self is sick...... but I still love it sober....

  • @Axeman1984100
    @Axeman1984100 11 лет назад

    ILL Bill been spitting real knowledge 4 a long time now hes defo an underground legend

  • @eduard4117
    @eduard4117 4 года назад +4

    This song is masterpiece. RESPECT FROM ROMANIA!

  • @tottejansson6493
    @tottejansson6493 12 лет назад

    respect to bill i love houer of reprisal and allmost everything bill done.if he tops t.h.o.r.album i take my hat off for him.ill bill the all time grimiest. respect from sweden.

  • @GiancarloDiamond
    @GiancarloDiamond 8 лет назад +37

    the og version is much better 1 mil times then the remix on the grimy awards / hour reprisal version

    • @KamsDaddy401
      @KamsDaddy401 5 лет назад +2

      100%. I bought grimy awards and was pissed to see the other version so i bought the OG on amazon too

    • @GODHATESADOPTION
      @GODHATESADOPTION 5 лет назад +1

      Well Bill is a master... he has lots of style

    • @GODHATESADOPTION
      @GODHATESADOPTION 5 лет назад +5

      Btw mercyful fate is the sample in this track

    • @Scot_Tz
      @Scot_Tz 5 лет назад

      This is the original when I die. What you talking about?

    • @dariushlarijani8083
      @dariushlarijani8083 4 года назад

      @@Scot_Tz they were talking about the grimy awards/ and amazon version of this song

  • @snorlaxlove
    @snorlaxlove 12 лет назад +2

    this is deep. REAL RAP right here.
    no commercial bullshit
    RIP HOWIE. brings memories of my own loved ones that have passed.

  • @christianwagner9375
    @christianwagner9375 2 года назад +3

    Hardcore RAP From THA REAL PAIN !!!