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@@jefftragheit I though I was alone in being empty, being numb. Just going through life on autopilot...once in awhile it’s like I wake up, I see what I’ve let happen to my life, and I go back to sleep. I want to fix it, but idk how.
@@mattnelson1973 I feel you brother. Been there. After finishing my apprenticeship and working approx. 2 years in the field I learned, I hit my emergency breaks. My whole life I've felt that sth. is wrong. I beat myself up about it on a daily basis, I mean it had to be my fault that everything I invested my time in turned into a shitshow, right? But at the time that I felt sick every morning when I knew I had up and get to work and when I rather went to the doc for sick leave, knowing I'd risk my financial stability and my future, that's when I put the break pedal to the f***king floor. And then I was out of my job and my normal life for 2 years. But it was necessary, I got myself help, I talked to people, to psychologists and psychiatrists, I got diagnosed with third grade depression, caused by undiagnosed adhd from my childhood that carried through into my adulthood. My point is. Talk to people, people who care about you. And in the unfortunate case that you dont have a caring family or friends, talk to a therapist. The only way to deal with all this shit going on, is to fight yourself right through it. Fight! Fight for your life, tame your inner demons and take control back of your life and I PROMISE you, you'll feel better than ever before. It will be hard as fuck, but it'll be f*cking worth it.
_Killing oneself is, anyway, a misnomer. We don't kill ourselves. We are simply defeated by the long, hard struggle to stay alive. When somebody dies after a long illness, people are apt to say, with a note of approval, "He fought so hard." And they are inclined to think, about a suicide, that no fight was involved, that somebody simply gave up. This is quite wrong._ Sally Brampton
This is so fucking true, I wish more people realised that. On one hand, I would never wish for someone to have to suffer from a mental illness (if I had a power to do so, that is), but on the other hand it feels so isolating and painful to have your pain underestimated and misunderstood, as if dealing with it everyday wasn't exhausting enough. Having at least one person take you seriously and be there for you without trying to fix you is incredibly lucky. They won't be able to make what goes on inside your head easier, but at least they wouldn't make it even harder.
We kill our self not because we want to kill our entirely. Its because we want to kill some part of us. That is why drugs need to be legal because with out it most people that has been through a lot cant take it
In your description you wrote that "this video probably won't make you feel good" but for me it was... comforting, that I'm not the only one with such... dark feelings. It's so deep and scary but beautiful at the same time. I love every second of it. Yes it's depresing, but world isn't all happines, sometimes we need something like this - amazing work
People smoke to avoid sensation, feelings, emotions, negative ones. You can pass over a stressful moment without smoking. You can have an internal dialogue with yourself(it sounds crazy, i know) . It goes like this. Do i want to smoke? Why ? What is makeing me unpleasent with the reality and myself ? How can i change it? Why do i bother with it?
Why do I feel happier when I‘m sad, than when I‘m happy? Is it to remind myself how fucked up the world is, or because I‘m scared to not feel at all? Why do I feel lonely but can‘t open up to people? Why do I want to make an impact but am not ready to risk something, while I slowly fall apart? And why do I search an answer for questions, which I‘m not supposed to know
I love that U asking these questions. Ur very conscious compare to average humans. My answer is we are humans, sometimes we want to feel sad. "There's comfort in feeling sad" that's why we do it, and that's why we cry. To answer other why u can't do things. Bcs probably of ur environment. it's not helping u to stay energetic to stay hyper. So improve it or change it. Think about it
To realize that all your life-you know, all your love, all your hate, all your memory, all your pain-it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream. A dream that you had inside a locked room. A dream about being a person. And like a lot of dreams there's a monster at the end of it. - Rust Cohle
I’ve felt this way more and more lately, it’s like I’ve done this before countless times and it seems familiar yet different, I want to end it, I’m not scared of ending it, I’m scared of coming back into it.
How is this video not everywhere? You’ve captured the human condition. The pathology of everyday living, breathing...and thinking. It’s mesmerizing and deeply thought provoking.
Wow, you just seriously raised the bar. This is my new favorite from you. Every single scene you used had a specific purpose alongside the quotes, and you chose them all with exact precision. This is exactly what I love most about editing, to see masterpieces like this that can truly show emotion. I really felt something here. I'm also so happy to see The Place Beyond the Pines and The Perks of Being a Wallflower in this. Brilliant work, Jesse. You continue to impress me.
We don’t survive by finding a way out of our traps. We survive by realizing we’re not alone in them. Half the hurt is feeling alone. Once you realize that’s not true, that everyone knows how this feels-it just becomes a matter of acknowledging the pain. That’s the way out.
@@tahunuva4254 I get it. Sometimes it doesn’t feel like there’s a way out. But that makes me feel depressed, so I’m choosing to act as if I always have some level of control-which I do. Whether horrible things happen isn’t up to you. But how you spin them is.
@@tahunuva4254 You’ve got this, friend. I believe in you. Watching videos and reading comments might not fix your problems, but at least you know you’re not alone. We’re all working together to support each other and find an answer-or at least acknowledge the struggle.
Watching this video did that for me: made me feel less alone. It captured my pain so well, that I knew I wasn’t only one going through it. Yes, art needs to be dark sometimes - but beautiful, like this. Helping me feel connected.
This is another level of edit... The underrated and magnificent of the scenes you choose and the parallels and how you create a plot with a complez story and make us impossible to stop watching.
You really hit it. You've shown how hard this inner wars are so lonely yet at the same time, thanks to your amazing video, you've shown that we're all fighting this wars. The only thing that makes it feel lonely is our silence. Not speaking about it, not sharing our fears and our struggles because the world made us believe that we're crazy or too complex to have a voice. This silence makes us be separated between someone who's going through the same stuff or someone who just isn't neurotypical. You really portrait the simple complexity of our inner wars.
Thank you. Thank you for articulating what I've been feeling my entire life... What I've tried to silence with little blades and bad drugs..... Thank you. And for those who share this feeling with me know that you are not alone, and with some time and understanding you can find a way to live with this feeling. Some days Will feel as though you've cured it, some days Will feel like you've been tricked. But I promise you this isn't a death sentence. Keep going.
I come back to this video, because I indeed have fell into my very own private trap. It’s so strong that I feel it’s a part of me. I’m trying to love, trying to better myself, but everyday I find myself alone with myself and I am my worse enemy because no one can hate me more than me.
It’s been a year since I first watched this video and frankly everything about it is exquisite. Music, scenes, pacing. Everything is so depressing yet so beautiful. Thank you for creating this masterpiece.
You got me crying like a baby, man. Realest stuff I've seen out here, I've never related to something this much. Thank you, thank you so much for this, I didn't know how much I needed to see my pain portrayed this way so I could get a better understanding of my feelings and help myself out of this sad loneliness I'm in. Keep up the good work.
Do u believe in like the basic premise of an empath in the movie sense? Or do u think it's just noticing something others don't or train themselves not to see?
It's ok if it's dark, it's ok if you are sometimes are dark. The only important thing is to use that darkness to sail to the light. I use this video to write more, perceive more... Thanks for this amazing art piece.
When my worst nightmare came to reality. I felt immense pain. I'd do anything to stop feeling it. But I decided not to numb myself to it. I chose to feel it and push through it. Because those who feel nothing end up spreading more pain around them.
Wow! You have to keep making these masterpieces! Every single multifandom that you made has his unique vibe and emotion! Keep it up the great work Jesse!
Wow- this guy just manages to seamlessly provide a cinematic look into the effects of pain and addiction while elaborating on the inspiring artistic value of the medium. Subscribed!
i think a lot of us feel that way, trapped in our own private little traps, in our own corners of the world, feeling desolate and lonely and that we might be better off that way. Beautiful work. Really brought out the emotions inside that i buried
It's something that everyone eventually feels. The feeling that literally nobody can truly explain. The pain. The hurt. The feeling like nothing matters. It's just simply being.... Human..... Either you care or you don't, you keep moving on. Why? Maybe because you fear about what will happen when your gone. Or your already gone.
There is something about this video that makes me unable to stop thinking about it. I might be on a lesson, preparing dinner, taking a shower or just simply laying in my bed. I just can’t seem, to get it out of my mind. It makes me breathe slower, think deeper and somehow makes my soul more peacefull. I’ve been having a lot of trouble with my mind lately, i’ve been highly unable to focus or do simple tasks, even though i’ve never had any problem with that. I’ve been feeling either numb or agressive, destructive even. But watching this makes me so peacefull, i feel like every breath is my last one. I cannot thank you enough for putting this up here, and even though i’ll never escape my private trap, you made it a little bit better, thank you.
I practically can see pain, I look around at everyone and want to reach over and pick them all up but I am only one person. I wish with all of my body I could help everyone because I care more about everyone than myself.
I feel like there is a reason why I found this video today. This video resonated so deeply in me it's almost comforting to see that I'm not alone and that suffering is inseparable from human experience. But at the same time to keep ourselves alive, we have to fight our demons each day to find inner peace because it's what allows us to feel something when anger and despair has let its place to numbness. While there is hope there is life. This video made me feel a sparkle of hope and I'm grateful for that, I'm grateful for you.
I’m at uh not good point of my life, I uh all I feel is pain, anger hate and sorry. Then I feel nothing. I’m trying to unlearn bad habits. Look at what we’ve become
This. This described everything that I've been feeling for the past two months better than any of my own words could. This hollow, shallow emptiness, which is filled with so much hate and sadness. Magnificent. Purely beautiful.
You don't have to always create something hopeful/inspiring for people to like it. I liked it because I could relate to it and find a little bit of hope that I am not alone and we can make it to the end. thanks you and i wish you some feeling of joy and happiness
This video deserves way more attention. The way you put all these magnificent scenes together to show pain and hardship is absolutely incredible. Hollywood needs you.
Every single clip was so well positioned! I was so happy to see some of my favourite shows- Dark, Leftovers, After Life, Haunting Of Hill House, Mr Robot and more! Amazing video and the sentiment is so true and heartbreaking
Amazing compilation, thank you for putting all those scenes together, gave me goosebumps. Definitely going to have to search some of those movies and shows now!
I appreciate this a lot for 2 reasons. 1, I feel like this myself and secondly Ive watched a some of the media you showcased here. Thank you RUclips Algo.
Dude this was really good.. no scrap that. This was great man. This touched me deep. Very encouraging in the sense that you sunk yourself in your personal trap to encompass how you feel & you executed that with perfection. Congrats man! I really wanna watch all the movies you used as well, so thanks for that too.
This popped up in my recommendations & it's a powerful video. It hits right where I seem to be lately. Excellent source, clip, song & edit choices. Just a brilliant video. I'm definitely subscribing for more.
I sometimes come here with a small regret and realize it's nothing serious. But all i wanna do is contact and talk to my friends, but too late of the hour. i Feel something when i listen to this. It moves me.
I have been stumbling through a thick fog of darkness with a silent scream lost inside me since 2018 and you just put words to it all. I am in awe. Thank you for your video 🙏🏻
@@erinmcmurtry5640 l think yes, sometimes when l just don't wanna fell bed l just go by myself & watch certaine videos like this, l've noticed latley that when l m fine l don't usually watch them l don't l m just saying what l used to fell
@Young Pappy we could find our own way in the world. Yes, it would be hard to drop everything. The life youve built. The people youve met. But is it really harder than living this lie? Pretending every day and going into the night without even trying to fight it back. How much of these mental problems exist because we stay here? Because we can not bring ourselves to rage against the dying of the light.
Yeah this video is genuinely brilliant, I mean that. At the same time most people won't get it, the feeling that it induces...feeling alone on a different level than everyone else. And really knowing that you could very easily be the bad guy, but you choose not to. That is something else entirely. It made me feel something, and for that I thank you.
Such a sublime video, but like everything sublime it's also so sad. Congratulation for illustrating the humanity's existential dread in such an elegant and masterly crafted video.
Happy belated birthday Jesse. I only recently found this video and your channel, but I hope you are in a better place mentally and perhaps physically. Thank you for sharing your gifts with us.
i absolutely love the addition of murphy in this... richard harmon is such an incredible actor, and his scenes in the bunker were surreal and beautifully acted. he’s so underrated as both a character and an actor, and it seems amazing to see him in such an incredible video
Wonderful video. I saw it in my feed as I'm not a subscriber. I'm someone who has been on this journey and is currently reaping the benefits of self-help. If you identify with this video, remember that you always have the ability to change your life. The key is to find what it is that you should focus on. Use your desire for change to look inward and find what you can do to make a change today, tomorrow or next week. If what you did didn't work, go back to looking and pick something from a new direction. Sometimes you need to sit down and look at your thoughts from a previous moment. You are the one who can control your own mind. You just need to feel compassion for it and it will tell you what is wrong.
Hats down, hands up... Jesse, this is not an edit, but art work. I can say for sure, you and Jessislegend, motivates me and inspire me to work harder on edits. Its exactly videos like this, that are most close to my heart, because it's real. Its the everyday thing we are going through and thats why these videos feel so atmospheric. Thank you for being a witness of this spectacular sight.
Thank you. Didn't think I'd cry today but...yeah. I sometimes forget that most people are the same, that it's not just me feeling the pain and frustration at this weltschmerz. So, thank you. Really. I hope we all see better days.
This is such an amazing piece, true art! I love so much that signature style of yours, when you hear this voice and see fragments of other films fit voice so good and then a reveal of a speaker - masterful! Salute to you, keep doing what you doing and you will get places I am sure of it!
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What is 2:31from?
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Thank you so much.
Are these movies in order relative to the screen timing in this fandom?
@@MR04D wrong time stamp. I meant the scene right before that and the dialogue “most days I feel... nothing”
“There are some times, some nights... when I don't see the point of carrying on with any of it.” - Thomas Shelby
Monday morning s
And then remember what Churchill said.
@@abhisheklagad3694 “I put out a cigar, and an hour later, I want another.”
@@daivuttee yes, that old dance routine
They gave us the worst job Tommy,
Yeah and we fucking volunteered.
I have never, ever, felt this understood in my whole life. Not once.
Same. I don't like it.
Feels too real
@@jefftragheit I though I was alone in being empty, being numb. Just going through life on autopilot...once in awhile it’s like I wake up, I see what I’ve let happen to my life, and I go back to sleep. I want to fix it, but idk how.
@@mattnelson1973 Same
@@mattnelson1973 I feel you brother. Been there. After finishing my apprenticeship and working approx. 2 years in the field I learned, I hit my emergency breaks. My whole life I've felt that sth. is wrong. I beat myself up about it on a daily basis, I mean it had to be my fault that everything I invested my time in turned into a shitshow, right? But at the time that I felt sick every morning when I knew I had up and get to work and when I rather went to the doc for sick leave, knowing I'd risk my financial stability and my future, that's when I put the break pedal to the f***king floor. And then I was out of my job and my normal life for 2 years. But it was necessary, I got myself help, I talked to people, to psychologists and psychiatrists, I got diagnosed with third grade depression, caused by undiagnosed adhd from my childhood that carried through into my adulthood.
My point is. Talk to people, people who care about you. And in the unfortunate case that you dont have a caring family or friends, talk to a therapist. The only way to deal with all this shit going on, is to fight yourself right through it. Fight! Fight for your life, tame your inner demons and take control back of your life and I PROMISE you, you'll feel better than ever before. It will be hard as fuck, but it'll be f*cking worth it.
"There's soo much pain and I .. I don't know how to not notice it"
Name of that movie
Perks of being a wallflower. Amazing movie. Love this Chanel, and you
_Killing oneself is, anyway, a misnomer. We don't kill ourselves. We are simply defeated by the long, hard struggle to stay alive. When somebody dies after a long illness, people are apt to say, with a note of approval, "He fought so hard." And they are inclined to think, about a suicide, that no fight was involved, that somebody simply gave up. This is quite wrong._
Sally Brampton
Yeah, I understand and it's good to feel understood
This is so fucking true, I wish more people realised that. On one hand, I would never wish for someone to have to suffer from a mental illness (if I had a power to do so, that is), but on the other hand it feels so isolating and painful to have your pain underestimated and misunderstood, as if dealing with it everyday wasn't exhausting enough.
Having at least one person take you seriously and be there for you without trying to fix you is incredibly lucky. They won't be able to make what goes on inside your head easier, but at least they wouldn't make it even harder.
We kill our self not because we want to kill our entirely. Its because we want to kill some part of us. That is why drugs need to be legal because with out it most people that has been through a lot cant take it
"I wake up and i think again? Really?"
Yep explains everything
Truth...every day.
In your description you wrote that "this video probably won't make you feel good" but for me it was... comforting, that I'm not the only one with such... dark feelings. It's so deep and scary but beautiful at the same time. I love every second of it. Yes it's depresing, but world isn't all happines, sometimes we need something like this - amazing work
Well said, thank you :)
One cannot appreciate the light without the darkness to contrast it with.
See Yin and Yang.
He is right, it wont make me feel better, but the truth is comforting
And the truth will set us free...
You are not alone. We all have our own pain with a fake smile. Yeah this video gives me some happence. That's a really good & comforting work
I want...
A way out...
Of loneliness...
-Mr. Robot
The goosebumps this edit gives me.
You’re such a god at Multifandom, you produce pure passionate artwork every time. I’m proud to be subscribed to you.
thank you very much my friend :)
✊
Huge respect for you....🙏🌷☕🌻❤️🔥🎉
@Jordan Jones you cannot monetise video edits no, it’s copyrighted
@@liang2492 uhhhhhhh are you good?
This did NOT help me quit smoking... like, at all...
You’ll get there! I believe in you!
Same bro, the truth is I don't even want
You have to WANT to quit. If you don't.. you won't.
I LITERALLY lit a 🚬 just as I hit play..
People smoke to avoid sensation, feelings, emotions, negative ones.
You can pass over a stressful moment without smoking. You can have an internal dialogue with yourself(it sounds crazy, i know) . It goes like this. Do i want to smoke? Why ? What is makeing me unpleasent with the reality and myself ? How can i change it? Why do i bother with it?
Why do I feel happier when I‘m sad, than when I‘m happy? Is it to remind myself how fucked up the world is, or because I‘m scared to not feel at all? Why do I feel lonely but can‘t open up to people? Why do I want to make an impact but am not ready to risk something, while I slowly fall apart?
And why do I search an answer for questions, which I‘m not supposed to know
Thank you
I love that U asking these questions. Ur very conscious compare to average humans. My answer is we are humans, sometimes we want to feel sad. "There's comfort in feeling sad" that's why we do it, and that's why we cry. To answer other why u can't do things. Bcs probably of ur environment. it's not helping u to stay energetic to stay hyper. So improve it or change it. Think about it
To realize that all your life-you know, all your love, all your hate, all your memory, all your pain-it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream. A dream that you had inside a locked room. A dream about being a person. And like a lot of dreams there's a monster at the end of it. - Rust Cohle
Until you realize that the monster in the end is you, your brain, and you keep living your life in a loop, like a snake eternally biting it's end.
I’ve felt this way more and more lately, it’s like I’ve done this before countless times and it seems familiar yet different, I want to end it, I’m not scared of ending it, I’m scared of coming back into it.
@@ajaxnation9504, what brought you here?
@@ajaxnation9504 an oroubourus
@@nbramsey1 Yes thanks for reminding me, I kinda forgot the term.
Depression is the absolute worst thing any human can go threw
Depression is malnutrition, eat only meat and fat and you will cure it - look into it,
You are loved
@@ashgnome To an extent, but its just an imbalance of chemicals in the brain, its been proven to be genetical.
nah schizophrenia would be worse
@@judethornton1770 dont gatekeep
he put dark and the haunting of hill house, i love him.
Both of them are among my favorites, so good!
*I watched this VID over than 100 time.*
And sometimes It frightens me, i think I’m losing my MIND.
LOVE IT. *Jesse*
How is this video not everywhere? You’ve captured the human condition. The pathology of everyday living, breathing...and thinking. It’s mesmerizing and deeply thought provoking.
Wow, you just seriously raised the bar. This is my new favorite from you. Every single scene you used had a specific purpose alongside the quotes, and you chose them all with exact precision. This is exactly what I love most about editing, to see masterpieces like this that can truly show emotion. I really felt something here. I'm also so happy to see The Place Beyond the Pines and The Perks of Being a Wallflower in this. Brilliant work, Jesse. You continue to impress me.
Thank you very much for your nice words :)
I was here at my darkest, here I am back again to give you hope. It gets better, and if you can, get some meds, they're miraculous.
We don’t survive by finding a way out of our traps. We survive by realizing we’re not alone in them. Half the hurt is feeling alone. Once you realize that’s not true, that everyone knows how this feels-it just becomes a matter of acknowledging the pain. That’s the way out.
You don't survive.
@@tahunuva4254
I get it. Sometimes it doesn’t feel like there’s a way out.
But that makes me feel depressed, so I’m choosing to act as if I always have some level of control-which I do.
Whether horrible things happen isn’t up to you. But how you spin them is.
@@Zephirite. fair enough
@@tahunuva4254
You’ve got this, friend. I believe in you. Watching videos and reading comments might not fix your problems, but at least you know you’re not alone. We’re all working together to support each other and find an answer-or at least acknowledge the struggle.
Watching this video did that for me: made me feel less alone. It captured my pain so well, that I knew I wasn’t only one going through it.
Yes, art needs to be dark sometimes - but beautiful, like this. Helping me feel connected.
This is another level of edit... The underrated and magnificent of the scenes you choose and the parallels and how you create a plot with a complez story and make us impossible to stop watching.
thank you very much :)
"Y'all smoke to enjoy it. I smoke to die"
sadly I had to stop though.
because it kills you too slowly.
So do taxes
@@jonhorskey4600 or your mother in law
You really hit it. You've shown how hard this inner wars are so lonely yet at the same time, thanks to your amazing video, you've shown that we're all fighting this wars. The only thing that makes it feel lonely is our silence. Not speaking about it, not sharing our fears and our struggles because the world made us believe that we're crazy or too complex to have a voice. This silence makes us be separated between someone who's going through the same stuff or someone who just isn't neurotypical. You really portrait the simple complexity of our inner wars.
Thank you. Thank you for articulating what I've been feeling my entire life... What I've tried to silence with little blades and bad drugs..... Thank you. And for those who share this feeling with me know that you are not alone, and with some time and understanding you can find a way to live with this feeling. Some days Will feel as though you've cured it, some days Will feel like you've been tricked. But I promise you this isn't a death sentence.
Keep going.
This is how I feel playing bf2042, remembering Bf4
It's weirdly addictive.
I watch this again and again. It's like a little bit of understanding. I don't know. I feel less lonely some way.
I come back to this video, because I indeed have fell into my very own private trap. It’s so strong that I feel it’s a part of me. I’m trying to love, trying to better myself, but everyday I find myself alone with myself and I am my worse enemy because no one can hate me more than me.
It’s been a year since I first watched this video and frankly everything about it is exquisite. Music, scenes, pacing. Everything is so depressing yet so beautiful. Thank you for creating this masterpiece.
You got me crying like a baby, man. Realest stuff I've seen out here, I've never related to something this much. Thank you, thank you so much for this, I didn't know how much I needed to see my pain portrayed this way so I could get a better understanding of my feelings and help myself out of this sad loneliness I'm in. Keep up the good work.
The pain it never ends untill u have nothing to lose it doesn't go away u just don't feel it
I did my 60 page Masters Dissertation in empathy and emotion perception. Yet this video out does it in every way! Well done this is awesome ! :)
thank you very much :)
Do u believe in like the basic premise of an empath in the movie sense? Or do u think it's just noticing something others don't or train themselves not to see?
'Life is like a lit cigarette. The past is ashes, the present is burning, and the future is up in smoke. Fast as a breath; inhale exhale.'
Dark but enlightening. I could never make something so real based on fictional characters and stories. I commend you on this art
thank you very much :)
Be honest this is not the first time u came here to feel like shit
It's ok if it's dark, it's ok if you are sometimes are dark. The only important thing is to use that darkness to sail to the light. I use this video to write more, perceive more... Thanks for this amazing art piece.
Why not 100M views, the best video ever made, thank you again Jesse.
What did I just watch? Holy shit... So deep, so human, so real!
Imagine way in the future if the earth died out and aliens somehow got a hold of this video and assumed this was how humans were portrayed
Recently if people ask how I’m doing I just show them this 🤷🏻♂️
When my worst nightmare came to reality. I felt immense pain. I'd do anything to stop feeling it. But I decided not to numb myself to it. I chose to feel it and push through it. Because those who feel nothing end up spreading more pain around them.
Wow! You have to keep making these masterpieces! Every single multifandom that you made has his unique vibe and emotion! Keep it up the great work Jesse!
thank you very much my friend :)
Simply beautiful in every way. I love everything about this, it's art.
Happy birthday
thank you very much :)
Wow- this guy just manages to seamlessly provide a cinematic look into the effects of pain and addiction while elaborating on the inspiring artistic value of the medium. Subscribed!
i think a lot of us feel that way, trapped in our own private little traps, in our own corners of the world, feeling desolate and lonely and that we might be better off that way. Beautiful work. Really brought out the emotions inside that i buried
This is a fucking beautiful compilation and the music goes perfect with this. So many great films in this with real humanity.
It's something that everyone eventually feels. The feeling that literally nobody can truly explain. The pain. The hurt. The feeling like nothing matters. It's just simply being.... Human..... Either you care or you don't, you keep moving on. Why? Maybe because you fear about what will happen when your gone. Or your already gone.
There is something about this video that makes me unable to stop thinking about it. I might be on a lesson, preparing dinner, taking a shower or just simply laying in my bed. I just can’t seem, to get it out of my mind. It makes me breathe slower, think deeper and somehow makes my soul more peacefull. I’ve been having a lot of trouble with my mind lately, i’ve been highly unable to focus or do simple tasks, even though i’ve never had any problem with that. I’ve been feeling either numb or agressive, destructive even. But watching this makes me so peacefull, i feel like every breath is my last one. I cannot thank you enough for putting this up here, and even though i’ll never escape my private trap, you made it a little bit better, thank you.
1:00 - This shot is gorgeous and so full of darkness.. What is the name of the movie? Is it good?
Go to horny jail
its called the neon demon and its kinda meh if you ask me.
The Neon Demon by Nicolas Winding Refn
I practically can see pain, I look around at everyone and want to reach over and pick them all up but I am only one person. I wish with all of my body I could help everyone because I care more about everyone than myself.
I feel like there is a reason why I found this video today. This video resonated so deeply in me it's almost comforting to see that I'm not alone and that suffering is inseparable from human experience. But at the same time to keep ourselves alive, we have to fight our demons each day to find inner peace because it's what allows us to feel something when anger and despair has let its place to numbness. While there is hope there is life. This video made me feel a sparkle of hope and I'm grateful for that, I'm grateful for you.
This speaks to me in so many ways I can't even describe, thank you Jesse
God, this is a heart-wrenching video. Brilliant work Jesse.
Thank you very much Ilia, it means a lot!
This is how I feel everyday,all day there is no escape only temporary numbness to it
temporary leads to permantly dont go down this path
Burn the world down
Now we're all trapped in this MASTERPIECE!
thank you haha^^
I’m at uh not good point of my life, I uh all I feel is pain, anger hate and sorry. Then I feel nothing. I’m trying to unlearn bad habits. Look at what we’ve become
“Sometimes it lasts all night. And I lie here. And I listen to the shovels, against that wall there.” -Tommy Shelby
This. This described everything that I've been feeling for the past two months better than any of my own words could. This hollow, shallow emptiness, which is filled with so much hate and sadness. Magnificent. Purely beautiful.
You don't have to always create something hopeful/inspiring for people to like it. I liked it because I could relate to it and find a little bit of hope that I am not alone and we can make it to the end. thanks you and i wish you some feeling of joy and happiness
This is a masterpiece Jesse, your best Multifandom video. Loved it.
than you my friend :)
This video deserves way more attention. The way you put all these magnificent scenes together to show pain and hardship is absolutely incredible. Hollywood needs you.
Every single clip was so well positioned! I was so happy to see some of my favourite shows- Dark, Leftovers, After Life, Haunting Of Hill House, Mr Robot and more! Amazing video and the sentiment is so true and heartbreaking
On repeat for the past few days since I found this. Thank you for letting us inside your head and seeing a part of you. 🙏
Amazing compilation, thank you for putting all those scenes together, gave me goosebumps. Definitely going to have to search some of those movies and shows now!
This is good to listen to. Brings me out of my dark days. Leave it
Some days I find myself NEEDING this video. Thank you Jesse
Jesse and Ash posting beautiful multifandoms on the same day? Must be a dream. This was amazing my friend!
thank you my friend :)
Hello. Sorry... who is this Ash? I want to see the Edit, please :)
I appreciate this a lot for 2 reasons. 1, I feel like this myself and secondly Ive watched a some of the media you showcased here. Thank you RUclips Algo.
Dude this was really good.. no scrap that. This was great man. This touched me deep. Very encouraging in the sense that you sunk yourself in your personal trap to encompass how you feel & you executed that with perfection. Congrats man! I really wanna watch all the movies you used as well, so thanks for that too.
This popped up in my recommendations & it's a powerful video. It hits right where I seem to be lately. Excellent source, clip, song & edit choices. Just a brilliant video. I'm definitely subscribing for more.
This is absolute Art! You are a gifted person, you feel and ypu creat and this is the most iconic video i've ever seen on youtube.
thank you very much!
I sometimes come here with a small regret and realize it's nothing serious. But all i wanna do is contact and talk to my friends, but too late of the hour. i Feel something when i listen to this. It moves me.
"I need to get out of me" powerful meaningful. Jesse Thank you just isn't enough, I had the chance to see myself in the mirror for the 1st time ever.
I have been stumbling through a thick fog of darkness with a silent scream lost inside me since 2018 and you just put words to it all. I am in awe.
Thank you for your video 🙏🏻
This is ART.
Is this a cure for depression?
I’m curious why you’re writing it here. I think I get it, but am not sure. Thanks.
@@erinmcmurtry5640 l think yes, sometimes when l just don't wanna fell bed l just go by myself & watch certaine videos like this, l've noticed latley that when l m fine l don't usually watch them l don't l m just saying what l used to fell
@@liang2492 Are you here suggesting meditation as an antidote? You're probably right....
Purpose gives Will. Nothing is created for nothing. Everything including you has a purpose.
@Young Pappy i often think this but we dont have to stay here. There is a whole world to explore. Why do we stay in our own misery?
@Young Pappy we could find our own way in the world. Yes, it would be hard to drop everything. The life youve built. The people youve met. But is it really harder than living this lie? Pretending every day and going into the night without even trying to fight it back.
How much of these mental problems exist because we stay here? Because we can not bring ourselves to rage against the dying of the light.
Beautiful and stunning. I'm in one of my blue days and I cried with this mix. thank you for making me feel something.
Yeah this video is genuinely brilliant, I mean that. At the same time most people won't get it, the feeling that it induces...feeling alone on a different level than everyone else. And really knowing that you could very easily be the bad guy, but you choose not to. That is something else entirely. It made me feel something, and for that I thank you.
I was mid breakdown and watching this oddly gave me some peace. Thank you
Amazing and great show selection I was shocked by how many of my all time favorite shows were in here
Beautiful work Jesse! So many amazing fandoms you use here, it was so emotional!
thank you very much :)
I think you have saved lives w this video mine included
Such a sublime video, but like everything sublime it's also so sad. Congratulation for illustrating the humanity's existential dread in such an elegant and masterly crafted video.
Now.....this feels like home!
Happy belated birthday Jesse. I only recently found this video and your channel, but I hope you are in a better place mentally and perhaps physically. Thank you for sharing your gifts with us.
i absolutely love the addition of murphy in this... richard harmon is such an incredible actor, and his scenes in the bunker were surreal and beautifully acted. he’s so underrated as both a character and an actor, and it seems amazing to see him in such an incredible video
Earth is the equivalent of hell, everything on earth is subjected to eternal suffering.
Ignorance is suffering... .. .
@@2donnyblack2 ignorance is peace. Knowledge is the bitch
@@HappyPlant16 O.o
Duuude this is honestly your best video every scene and quotes were perfect with that atmosphere, masterpiece
thank you very much brother
Wonderful video. I saw it in my feed as I'm not a subscriber. I'm someone who has been on this journey and is currently reaping the benefits of self-help. If you identify with this video, remember that you always have the ability to change your life. The key is to find what it is that you should focus on. Use your desire for change to look inward and find what you can do to make a change today, tomorrow or next week. If what you did didn't work, go back to looking and pick something from a new direction. Sometimes you need to sit down and look at your thoughts from a previous moment. You are the one who can control your own mind. You just need to feel compassion for it and it will tell you what is wrong.
literally crying while watching this
You're not alone
Watching this at 4am. A true Masterpiece 🌹
Hats down, hands up... Jesse, this is not an edit, but art work. I can say for sure, you and Jessislegend, motivates me and inspire me to work harder on edits. Its exactly videos like this, that are most close to my heart, because it's real. Its the everyday thing we are going through and thats why these videos feel so atmospheric. Thank you for being a witness of this spectacular sight.
Thank you for your nice words brother
I just got goosebumps! And that Euphoria-quote at the end was just sooo perfect! What an amazing edit!😍
I have watched and listened to this at least 77 times😭❤️
Well, thanks for bringing joy to my night with this recommendation youtube. This wasn't depressing at all!
This is the first video I've watched on this channel, but I can't wait to watch more, because this was a visual masterpiece.
Thank you. Didn't think I'd cry today but...yeah. I sometimes forget that most people are the same, that it's not just me feeling the pain and frustration at this weltschmerz. So, thank you. Really. I hope we all see better days.
Everyday I "fake it until I make it".... Make it means the end... One day it will come and I will finally be free from myself.
i loved it what a edit and ty youtube for this suggestion
This is such an amazing piece, true art! I love so much that signature style of yours, when you hear this voice and see fragments of other films fit voice so good and then a reveal of a speaker - masterful! Salute to you, keep doing what you doing and you will get places I am sure of it!
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