Every single person who has lived through a Suicide Attempt says the same thing. " I just wanted the pain to stop". Depression is the worst sentence a person can be given.
Its been said that suicide is a "permanent solution to a temporary problem." I think I'm ready for the permanent solution. 46 years of mental health issues is enough..I tried.
Hey there please don’t kill yourself. I really feel what you mean how it’s not a temporary problem. I don’t know your exact situation and feelings so won’t compare but I do know you have tried hard to get better. Although I’m much younger, I have also had mental health issues for years and have felt like ending it all way too many times and been close to ending it many times but always end up sticking around. I know that even after all your trying, your pain still hasn’t gone away but please don’t give up. Please stay alive with me and let’s live on together through the pain and realise how strong you are that you got so far through the struggle. I don’t really know much to say since I’m not that good with my words but I hope I helped even if it was a tiny bit but I’m sorry if I didn’t. Even so, I hope you know I care even though I don’t know you and I hope and pray you are free of your struggle and pain one day or at least one step closer and stay alive.
May I come to you respecting how bad you feel to say as if I was visiting with you: Stop all your thinking, start by resting without wanting to change a thing. Go to a park and try to see confused trees and animals, see if a mango tree has avocadoes, or a walking dog meows imitating a cat. You won't because they are nature and their soul and spirit since birth does not make them followers, they are content with whatever their destiny is. Do you have a hobby other than buying stuff, or trying your best at everything that leaves you empty? Turn to faith to find out your God given talents and gifts. I pray all be OK God loves you and suffers to see you blind to all beauty around you, part of it You!
I feel you. I was going through some psychosis thing thinking a gang or group of government trying to take me for experiments squatting on a roof high up called family to say bye but they talked me out of it. Can't imagine myself doing that now. Still depressed and relatively hopeless but at least I'm getting excercise for pretty much the first time since I was a kid. Fed Ritalin at 6 years old treated like a huge burden forced to go to psychiatrist and always talked down to and told to settle down or stop being exited killed my sense of wonder and I started assuming everything I say or do is bad and wrong. They made me pull out my hair and bash my head into walls it felt like they were tormenting me and making me out to be a q villain in every situation. They didn't help me believe in myself at all in fact they did they opposite. They taught me it wasn't okay to be myself. I never hurt anyone I loved people and animals and even insects one time as a little kid I pushed or lightly punched a kid for stomping on ants I thought it was cruel. Please don't give your kids hard drugs like ritalin at such an early age. And please treat your kids with kindness, patience and respect and help them believe in themselves or for life they will be unsure of themselves. I never hurt anyone or was vicious or mean yet one teacher said I may have ADHD and should be medicated. Stupid ass teacher she thought she was a doctor. There were so many other options I heard good things about changing the diet and exercising at certain times maybe earlier in the morning. There are other options before resorting to big pharma hard drugs
3 years ago I tried to kîll myself... Obviously, I failed... I've been depressed since 2005... I'm so tired... I "cope" with overworking and sleep... My life has no love, or meaning... I just exist 🥺
Not laughing but lol... Because I feel the same, I'm trying to end my life but suck at ending it because I'm no druggie and don't have firearms. Live with my toxic mom harassing me and bullying me, I've had it
Does anyone ever think of the people the would be leaving behind who will be devastated and also will become depressed. I've been depressed and been so down but the guilt of leaving my family to cope with such a harrowing pain while I'm gone Hurting no more and their lives are ruined 😢
If my son was depressed and thought he was a burden I never knew it. I can not accept what he did. I have horrid flash backs of what he did to end his life. It`s a horrible feeling and I now am in great pain every day of my life
@@derwen85 Ms. Wilson Dunbar, Your pain is valid and coming through on your posts. The pain you have, and continue to endure, IS agonizing. The collective "We" want to lift that from you but it would never be enough. Is there anything the public could do for you today to bring any peace or comfort that you would like in this moment?
so true. If you're born in to truama you think it's normal. it's normal to suppress how you feel, normal to be in dysfunction, normal to have an unstable family. Life it doesn't matter how much money you, how smart you, how 'normal' you may seem, how good looking you are or whatever else, The stuff that happens behind close doors and the stuff that happens in the mind it's very hard to heal from. people who don't deal with it have NO CLUE what it's like. People say be grateful. People are grateful but the thing is many of us just want to be mentally healthy and it's hard. Because many are cold to those who are different and are extremely judgy
Lately, I've been thinking about how adults that grow up in this trauma are often still those hurt little children inside that deserved so much better💔 why can't all parents just be good to their babies😣
I identify coming up in a life of chaos. Working hard, long hours seemed like the logical way out. I used 30 years of work as a way to ignore everything else in life. Never actually addressed my problems l developed from my young days.
Just went thru a seventh divorce and lost almost everything my whole entire life is falling apart no help from none I wanted to do something else bad to my self .My cousin stopped me and I got the help I needed .So it will take approximately two to three months time I'll be recovered.To anyone reading this.Suicide is not worth it at all seek help ASAP and learn to love others and love yourself despite my own flaws and backtrack.God bless u all.🚫🥺😭😭😭😰😰😢🙂
Kudos to both of you guys for having the strength to bare your souls and to address this issue. There are so many people struggling to stay alive every day and it's heartbreaking to know there is so much pain out there. Being born into chaos as you said has to be the hardest thing imaginable. Kids need parents to guide them thru their lives. They need strong family to help them out, not chaos. I deal with depression (two types in my life) and now doing very well and it's seemingly gone. But I have metastatic breast cancer and it's not a picnic. I'm doing ok for right now but not sure about the future. Life sucks for many and it is a struggle for most. Again, thank you for sharing your stories and for being gutsy and brave enough to talk about something so painful.
I told 3 "friends" I want to die, and they all said something dismissive like "don't say that" ok I won't say it, but I'll still think it and then probably, hopefully act on it. Sad thing is one friend is a nurse and the other in a Psy D grad program to be therapist.
People have their own troubles, we all do. U don't know what they are battling inside. We can all hurt, even those of us who don't try to take our own lives, can be suffering internally. Don't think your friends won't care about u, they may be feeling as bad as u but don't show it or say it ❤
I understand completely same thing I deal with. Urges with thoughts is one evil mix I deal with. Hope everyone battles through and one day we can all find a way to happiness completely
I feel like that’s kind of a guilting question. I don’t think we’ll ever know the answer. Suicidal thinking stems from the deepest kind of suffering. Their suffering is over. How people decide to handle their suffering, and how they feel about their choices, is none of our business…of course, we do not want suicide to happen. However, we must be extremely compassionate to those experiencing this because only the deepest kind of suffering would bring someone to this.
Im coming up on the 20th anniversary of my second chance. 17-03-2004. Im so glad i made it now. It took a few more years to calm the PTSD and anxiety and i wished i was dead a few more times but never acted on it. It takes time to be comfortable with your mental illnesses. Getting older and wiser helped.
There are a lot of people out there who won't validate your pain and suffering when you say you struggle with mental health issues. People need to find resources and others who truly understand what they are going through ❤
I felt that way yesterday. I felt so sick inside and I couldn’t handle it. I made a plan. I thought of my husband going through radiation for prostate cancer and I couldn’t leave my dog behind so I just tried to handle it even though I’ve been in bed for seven days and I’m still sick. I wouldn’t wish a soul.
Some people decide to exit this world in what us “sane” individuals don’t understand. About ten years ago a good friend called me up-we hadn’t talked for a while-chatted for about 15 minutes then that was that. About a week later he walked into the woods with a piece of rope and never walked out. He had no history of mental illness. There were no drugs found in his system. He wasn't suffering from any terminal illness. He left no note. His apartment was clean, and his finances were in order for his age. Again, no “rationale” reason us “sane” people understand. After talking to his parents, my best guess was he had simply reached his “expiration date”, i.e. had his fill of the Human experience and wanted to move on. Yes, it's not the normal arc of life, but it happens, and others have to respect this, pure and simple.
I feel people don't just take their lives to take their lives.There's some reason behind it. Even if you're not aware of the reason a lot of times they are not going to tell you their problems if they're really trying to end it and they're not just crying out for help I would have Been curious to see his brain scans for any cte ect.
After losing my husband to suicide ...i was imediatly traumatized with tnoughts of ..i should of cut the rope instead of trying to hold up his body from 2nd story drop..if only i did this or that?. After his organs were harvested and police were there with me bedside to my deceased husband ..i went over my thoughts of i could of done things diferent to maybe save my husband. The police officer said something that helped me recover from tbis constant feeling of despare and guilt ..she said" yes maybe ..if you cut him down?msybe he would be alive in a vegitated state "? But, at the end of the day "he is where he wanted to be"..tbat comment saved my sanity .
My loved one has attempted suicide so many times and we keep wondering why, why would someone want to die then I heard someone say, because they don't want to live. My loved one is now paralysed due to so many attempts, we were told to let him go but fought to keep the machines on. Now I feel that was selfish of us, we weren't thinking of what he wanted just how is death would affect us. He has no quality of life is more depressed now than before but can't take his own life now as he is paralysed
Thanks for sharing. Guess why I'm here watching this video? Lol I relate so hard. God bless you. If you ever want to reach out in a time of need....please do.
and those parents will have been the product of trauma themselves... the issue is most often a broken society that allows this to happen,, so lets not talk about a broken society, we don't want that.. far better to point the finger at the person who is struggling and make up a story about finding fault in them...
Does anyone constantly think about being gone but never want to be the reason anyone hurts cus you constantly hurt so you just wake up feeling null not caring were and what happens to you and you dont see it getting better you just see you getting worse but hey at least your not dead
There are different reasons why someone has severe depression, sometimes it’s a buildup of many things where your mind is overwhelmed and you shut down, other times it’s because you are ruminating over something from the past, and another thing could be extreme ocd. It’s truly the worst to feel like you can’t go on. Genuinely terrifying, and if you’ve been to that dark place you’ll know that you’d give everyone you had to escape It and have peace of mind
About 11 months ago, my partner and I personally found my precious younger brother dead. He shot himself. He was 24 years old. The pain is still unbearable. I have these toxic images burned into my brain for ever. We survived hellish childhoods and were so very connected and loved each other so damn much. Out of everyone, he and i were the closest. I miss him every second. To ALL OF YOU thinking of taking your own life…suicide may end your pain, but it WILL spread like an uncontrollable raging wildfire straight to the hearts & nervous systems of those who love you the very most. Please reach out. You ARE important, your heart & mind are worth saving. There is someone around…family, friend or complete stranger, who would much rather listen to every single thing you have to say about how you feel, rather than attend your funeral. Please don’t leave your loved ones behind to serve a life sentence of torture, grief and despair. 😔 💔
More common than you think. I've seen a few recent posts where people are crying out for help and state they want to just end it all. This is what I told my own subscribers. Four reasons you don't end it. 1) things can change. The caveat here is you have to make them change and that takes work. 2) You will regret it. They interviewed a man who managed to jump the San Francisco Bridge and didn't even break a bone. He said the last thought he had as he stepped off----he knew it was a huge mistake. 3) You will hurt those you leave behind. How many wish the one they knew who killed themselves had come to them first? 4) It is a slap in the face to all those who didn't want to die early and did--whether disease or event. Folks, I have felt like this twice in my life and both times years later I was glad I put that thought away as I would not have experienced all the things I did. The answer isn't to end your life--it is to fix your life. Now go be GREAT-----Charles.
Can anyone PLEASE tell me what to drink or which pills to take to go to sleep and never awake, please? Hate life an OLD and criplled and can not breathe have NO reason to continue.
Kinda like my sister when i was suicidal and felt so alone. She just happened to call and I broke down and told her how I was feeling and she just started degrading me. I hung up on her and haven't talked to her since.
i feel like there are two selves waging war in my mind - 1) telling me i am a useless piece of S%*# and i should kill myself and 2) that i should live //but i don't have ANY purpose now, nor desire purpose anymore
It’s not something you’re born with it just happens it’s good that people coming forward to talk about the stories and what happened to them I’m so glad that they’re alive and well and getting better
I feel sorry for anyone and everyone whos mind takes them into such a dark lonely hopeless place... This is what Satan wants everybody to do because he wants everybody in hell
You need to stop with to confirmation pop ups sometimes people just need to know it's okay, and what you are doing is very disruptive, because if they find this the pop up is an automatic turn off, like adds. If your gonna help then help, if not don't bother.
Killing yourself isn't the answer and forget about those people who are negative and mean. People made fun of me all the time and I have been hospitalized since I was a kid. Find some good people who understand and just keep going. Go to church. Talk to a priest and help others.
Get help. Reach out. There are people that care, and that want to be there for you. I have gotten help. I know the system is broken, and aspects of it can be messed up. But there are resources, and a lot of people care. You can get help. There are solutions. And you can get better. Warmlines are great. Look them up. Also try to take care of yourself. Eat good, sleep good, and exercise. Being outside and in nature is also good. Also realize this. People have made it. They have overcome it and they are doing OK. Many have. You are not alone. (Not to sound cliché) But it is literally true. In your suffering, you are not the only one feeling like this. And in your success, you are not the only one that can and has overcome this. God Bless
If a person ever contacts them for themself or child abuse a persons life can become a living hell- Heard it goes to a computer first now Hang your hat on something you cherish or repeat your military number or practice saying the alphabet backwards 🙆♂️Just Stretch like the dancer on the Ellen Degeneres Show
If you want some self help for PTSD/depression, I would recommend an Alpha Stim unit( made in Texas). It is a small (cigarette pack size) electronic unit that produces alpha waves. Ear clips push the waves through your brain. Much stronger than meditating and much more effective. I have used one for 6 years now, when things are really tough. It works with just electricity. No drugs or help needed. I understand these are available in Europe too. I have had no suicide attempts since using it. It can get me up to level ground, when nothing else helps.
I came very very close to dying (30 years ago)... and since then I cannot say I am "happy" to have survived... yet most people would consider I have a very very good life by many observable external measures - with all the things and experiences most people would wish for... I can see that there are many reasons why people would choose suicide. Mentally ill ?,,,, that is a sort of "get out" for society, as very often it is "society" that does the damage - the so say professional mental health services "job" is to find something wrong with you. For many people this is a huge con when most often the fault is with the broken society. Depressed ? no, I don't have a low mood, can get enjoyment out of all kinds of things. But intellectually, I know most people are a pile of shit.. self-centered even when they pretend to be otherwise. It is very much western religious attitudes as to why suicide is seen as bad. Even the psychologist I used to see agreed that suicide was a very rational choice for me. So, the bigger point is "why does anything matter" ?.. life is just about trying to get more pleasure out of life that misery, and if the balance is tipped to the misery side with no prospects of it ever changing, then why is suicide such a bad option.. - the sort of debate I never lose... "suicide prevention" - what a load of BS.. this is all about considering who might be left behind, never the person is distress - how pathetic, sick and hypocritical are such shit people... if you really wanted to do something positive, the answer is in reforming society...
Every single person who has lived through a Suicide Attempt says the same thing. " I just wanted the pain to stop". Depression is the worst sentence a person can be given.
That's so true!
I was the same way.
I used to think that, but after years and years I realized it never will and I actually want to die.
For me, anxiety is worse than depression. But depression is pretty damn bad.
But im not in pain due to meds. Im just honestly done
Same thing here. I just want to live happily but it seems that my mind has become the enemy.
There isn't a greater pain than being a burden on yourself.
Its been said that suicide is a "permanent solution to a temporary problem." I think I'm ready for the permanent solution. 46 years of mental health issues is enough..I tried.
Hey there please don’t kill yourself. I really feel what you mean how it’s not a temporary problem.
I don’t know your exact situation and feelings so won’t compare but I do know you have tried hard to get better.
Although I’m much younger, I have also had mental health issues for years and have felt like ending it all way too many times and been close to ending it many times but always end up sticking around.
I know that even after all your trying, your pain still hasn’t gone away but please don’t give up.
Please stay alive with me and let’s live on together through the pain and realise how strong you are that you got so far through the struggle.
I don’t really know much to say since I’m not that good with my words but I hope I helped even if it was a tiny bit but I’m sorry if I didn’t. Even so, I hope you know I care even though I don’t know you and I hope and pray you are free of your struggle and pain one day or at least one step closer and stay alive.
@@johnjakes7975 For someone who's, supposedly, not good with their words: your words struck an unforgettable chord with me. Thank You so much 💎💎💎
@@dannyholland9279
I don't think this person realises how powerful those words are. Please stay strong brother.
Hey Danny don’t know you but just wanted to ask if you are still here ❤️
I'm struggling so much, I wish I could find the strength this man has.
How are you doing now, Mike?
Try,,to pray for help n you will receive
Mike, I know it is in you FIND IT-PLEASE ❤💕❤️💕❤️!!!
Your creator loves you, your not alone, talk to him
Read the gossip of John, don’t allow your pain to win
May I come to you respecting how bad you feel to say as if I was visiting with you:
Stop all your thinking, start by resting without wanting to change a thing. Go to a park and try to see confused trees and animals, see if a mango tree has avocadoes, or a walking dog meows imitating a cat. You won't because they are nature and their soul and spirit since birth does not make them followers, they are content with whatever their destiny is. Do you have a hobby other than buying stuff, or trying your best at everything that leaves you empty? Turn to faith to find out your God given talents and gifts.
I pray all be OK God loves you and suffers to see you blind to all beauty around you, part of it You!
I’m contemplating taking my own life. I’m tired of being depressed and alone. Nobody wants to be around a depressed person.
Please get help, talk to someone. Give it a try at least. I hope you're ok
I feel the same way
I feel you. I was going through some psychosis thing thinking a gang or group of government trying to take me for experiments squatting on a roof high up called family to say bye but they talked me out of it. Can't imagine myself doing that now. Still depressed and relatively hopeless but at least I'm getting excercise for pretty much the first time since I was a kid. Fed Ritalin at 6 years old treated like a huge burden forced to go to psychiatrist and always talked down to and told to settle down or stop being exited killed my sense of wonder and I started assuming everything I say or do is bad and wrong. They made me pull out my hair and bash my head into walls it felt like they were tormenting me and making me out to be a q villain in every situation. They didn't help me believe in myself at all in fact they did they opposite. They taught me it wasn't okay to be myself. I never hurt anyone I loved people and animals and even insects one time as a little kid I pushed or lightly punched a kid for stomping on ants I thought it was cruel. Please don't give your kids hard drugs like ritalin at such an early age. And please treat your kids with kindness, patience and respect and help them believe in themselves or for life they will be unsure of themselves. I never hurt anyone or was vicious or mean yet one teacher said I may have ADHD and should be medicated. Stupid ass teacher she thought she was a doctor. There were so many other options I heard good things about changing the diet and exercising at certain times maybe earlier in the morning. There are other options before resorting to big pharma hard drugs
@@zip696 How are you doing now? I hope you are well.
I’m struggling tonight and I relate with you so much!
U okey?
@@viggeeriksson6560 thanks for asking. I’m doing alright. Just have some tough days.
I hope your feeling better bro.
Ive had a tough few months.
Your music is great by the way. Keep it up brother.
Hope you feel better!
I have horrible day after horrible day so I get what all have been thru with this.God makes us strong please stay strong everyone
When you are born into trauma ..you dont know any different. No truer words.
Everyone is born that way 🙄
@@kaliblue born what way? Into trauma? I wasnt
@@lb1798 cool
3 years ago I tried to kîll myself...
Obviously, I failed... I've been depressed since 2005... I'm so tired... I "cope" with overworking and sleep... My life has no love, or meaning... I just exist 🥺
Not laughing but lol... Because I feel the same, I'm trying to end my life but suck at ending it because I'm no druggie and don't have firearms.
Live with my toxic mom harassing me and bullying me, I've had it
@Raven X I'm such a failure I can't even successfully end my own life.
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2 years since mine, and i feel like im worse and more burdonsome than ever before.
Does anyone ever think of the people the would be leaving behind who will be devastated and also will become depressed. I've been depressed and been so down but the guilt of leaving my family to cope with such a harrowing pain while I'm gone Hurting no more and their lives are ruined 😢
I lost my only child, my 34 year old son almost a year ago to suicide. I am heart broken
💔🫂🕊
May God comfort you as only He can 🙏🏻❤️
If my son was depressed and thought he was a burden I never knew it. I can not accept what he did. I have horrid flash backs of what he did to end his life. It`s a horrible feeling and I now am in great pain every day of my life
@@derwen85
Ms. Wilson Dunbar,
Your pain is valid and coming through on your posts. The pain you have, and continue to endure, IS agonizing. The collective "We" want to lift that from you but it would never be enough.
Is there anything the public could do for you today to bring any peace or comfort that you would like in this moment?
My heart breaks for you
so true. If you're born in to truama you think it's normal. it's normal to suppress how you feel, normal to be in dysfunction, normal to have an unstable family. Life it doesn't matter how much money you, how smart you, how 'normal' you may seem, how good looking you are or whatever else, The stuff that happens behind close doors and the stuff that happens in the mind it's very hard to heal from. people who don't deal with it have NO CLUE what it's like. People say be grateful. People are grateful but the thing is many of us just want to be mentally healthy and it's hard. Because many are cold to those who are different and are extremely judgy
Lately, I've been thinking about how adults that grow up in this trauma are often still those hurt little children inside that deserved so much better💔 why can't all parents just be good to their babies😣
Everyone is born into it
You’re NEVER a burden you’re AMAZING xx
I identify coming up in a life of chaos. Working hard, long hours seemed like the logical way out. I used 30 years of work as a way to ignore everything else in life. Never actually addressed my problems l developed from my young days.
Thanks , that helps.
Just went thru a seventh divorce and lost almost everything my whole entire life is falling apart no help from none I wanted to do something else bad to my self .My cousin stopped me and I got the help I needed .So it will take approximately two to three months time I'll be recovered.To anyone reading this.Suicide is not worth it at all seek help ASAP and learn to love others and love yourself despite my own flaws and backtrack.God bless u all.🚫🥺😭😭😭😰😰😢🙂
Keep going brother, things will come and go but look to God and remember he wants to do something with you but it’s all in his timing
Yes!
God’s timing is perfect timing!❤
STOP GETTING MARRIED!!!
Thank you so much for sharing.
Kudos to both of you guys for having the strength to bare your souls and to address this issue. There are so many people struggling to stay alive every day and it's heartbreaking to know there is so much pain out there. Being born into chaos as you said has to be the hardest thing imaginable. Kids need parents to guide them thru their lives. They need strong family to help them out, not chaos.
I deal with depression (two types in my life) and now doing very well and it's seemingly gone. But I have metastatic breast cancer and it's not a picnic. I'm doing ok for right now but not sure about the future.
Life sucks for many and it is a struggle for most. Again, thank you for sharing your stories and for being gutsy and brave enough to talk about something so painful.
I told 3 "friends" I want to die, and they all said something dismissive like "don't say that" ok I won't say it, but I'll still think it and then probably, hopefully act on it. Sad thing is one friend is a nurse and the other in a Psy D grad program to be therapist.
They are not your friends.
People have their own troubles, we all do. U don't know what they are battling inside. We can all hurt, even those of us who don't try to take our own lives, can be suffering internally. Don't think your friends won't care about u, they may be feeling as bad as u but don't show it or say it ❤
I said that to a former friend her response was you will go to hell if you do that
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Find someone who will just listen, without giving advice, or judge you.
I am so glad that you are alive. I absolutely love your dog. Please take care.
My mental health at a all time low. Inner strength has ran out. I just want to delete myself out of this this world. No point anymore. I hate life.
I hear you. Same.
I also hear you. It's not worth living in this miserable corrupt fake fucking bastard world 😤!
@@WayneGordon-ir7zslet's do something to change it, the world... Big changes start with small steps
You have a home and family and friends and even a girlfriend.
Glad you are here.
Wish I had those things in my life
You 2 guys are amazing wishing you both peace, love and happiness from the UK. 🕊🕊🕊
I’m struggling. I keep getting bullied. I hate being bald with huge birthmarks on my bald head
Find some supportive people to help you please dear 🙏 ❤
Hes lucky to have a friend like him
It sucks knowing only I can fix myself. Fuck man I'm tired and don't have enegery or motivation to fix me.
You can find some help man you don’t have to go through it alone if you feel like it’s too much…
Hopefully you’re doing better
@@undetected2088 I'm doing better since writing this comment. Thank you.
I understand completely same thing I deal with. Urges with thoughts is one evil mix I deal with. Hope everyone battles through and one day we can all find a way to happiness completely
You are a warrior keep fighting you will win 🏆 😊❤!
I wonder if the people that didn't survive are ultimately happy with their choice
I feel like that’s kind of a guilting question. I don’t think we’ll ever know the answer. Suicidal thinking stems from the deepest kind of suffering. Their suffering is over. How people decide to handle their suffering, and how they feel about their choices, is none of our business…of course, we do not want suicide to happen. However, we must be extremely compassionate to those experiencing this because only the deepest kind of suffering would bring someone to this.
They are dead, so wouldn't have any feelings
Thank you for sharing. You are loved! We are in this together.
Thank you so much for sharing your story of survival after trauma.
Im coming up on the 20th anniversary of my second chance. 17-03-2004.
Im so glad i made it now. It took a few more years to calm the PTSD and anxiety and i wished i was dead a few more times but never acted on it. It takes time to be comfortable with your mental illnesses. Getting older and wiser helped.
There are a lot of people out there who won't validate your pain and suffering when you say you struggle with mental health issues.
People need to find resources and others who truly understand what they are going through ❤
I dont want to be a burden anymore.
You're not a burden, you're important and you matter ♥ ❤ 💗
You’re not a burden now and you never were a burden. You’re the universe reincarnate.
Yeah the word chaos hit me really hard. I relate man.
Does this man have anywhere to view his work? He seems like a nice dude with some valuable insight.
I am glad you are still here
Keep well
I felt that way yesterday. I felt so sick inside and I couldn’t handle it. I made a plan. I thought of my husband going through radiation for prostate cancer and I couldn’t leave my dog behind so I just tried to handle it even though I’ve been in bed for seven days and I’m still sick. I wouldn’t wish a soul.
Some people decide to exit this world in what us “sane” individuals don’t understand. About ten years ago a good friend called me up-we hadn’t talked for a while-chatted for about 15 minutes then that was that. About a week later he walked into the woods with a piece of rope and never walked out. He had no history of mental illness. There were no drugs found in his system. He wasn't suffering from any terminal illness. He left no note. His apartment was clean, and his finances were in order for his age. Again, no “rationale” reason us “sane” people understand. After talking to his parents, my best guess was he had simply reached his “expiration date”, i.e. had his fill of the Human experience and wanted to move on. Yes, it's not the normal arc of life, but it happens, and others have to respect this, pure and simple.
I feel people don't just take their lives to take their lives.There's some reason behind it. Even if you're not aware of the reason a lot of times they are not going to tell you their problems if they're really trying to end it and they're not just crying out for help
I would have Been curious to see his brain scans for any cte ect.
After losing my husband to suicide ...i was imediatly traumatized with tnoughts of ..i should of cut the rope instead of trying to hold up his body from 2nd story drop..if only i did this or that?. After his organs were harvested and police were there with me bedside to my deceased husband ..i went over my thoughts of i could of done things diferent to maybe save my husband. The police officer said something that helped me recover from tbis constant feeling of despare and guilt ..she said" yes maybe ..if you cut him down?msybe he would be alive in a vegitated state "? But, at the end of the day "he is where he wanted to be"..tbat comment saved my sanity .
My loved one has attempted suicide so many times and we keep wondering why, why would someone want to die then I heard someone say, because they don't want to live. My loved one is now paralysed due to so many attempts, we were told to let him go but fought to keep the machines on. Now I feel that was selfish of us, we weren't thinking of what he wanted just how is death would affect us. He has no quality of life is more depressed now than before but can't take his own life now as he is paralysed
Thanks for sharing. Guess why I'm here watching this video? Lol
I relate so hard.
God bless you.
If you ever want to reach out in a time of need....please do.
😂childhood trauma is real and parents who raise children pass on so much pain without knowing it..please be kind and don’t judge people
and those parents will have been the product of trauma themselves... the issue is most often a broken society that allows this to happen,, so lets not talk about a broken society, we don't want that.. far better to point the finger at the person who is struggling and make up a story about finding fault in them...
Yes don't have kids people
Does anyone constantly think about being gone but never want to be the reason anyone hurts cus you constantly hurt so you just wake up feeling null not caring were and what happens to you and you dont see it getting better you just see you getting worse but hey at least your not dead
There are different reasons why someone has severe depression, sometimes it’s a buildup of many things where your mind is overwhelmed and you shut down, other times it’s because you are ruminating over something from the past, and another thing could be extreme ocd. It’s truly the worst to feel like you can’t go on. Genuinely terrifying, and if you’ve been to that dark place you’ll know that you’d give everyone you had to escape It and have peace of mind
About 11 months ago, my partner and I personally found my precious younger brother dead. He shot himself. He was 24 years old. The pain is still unbearable. I have these toxic images burned into my brain for ever. We survived hellish childhoods and were so very connected and loved each other so damn much. Out of everyone, he and i were the closest. I miss him every second. To ALL OF YOU thinking of taking your own life…suicide may end your pain, but it WILL spread like an uncontrollable raging wildfire straight to the hearts & nervous systems of those who love you the very most. Please reach out. You ARE important, your heart & mind are worth saving. There is someone around…family, friend or complete stranger, who would much rather listen to every single thing you have to say about how you feel, rather than attend your funeral. Please don’t leave your loved ones behind to serve a life sentence of torture, grief and despair. 😔 💔
Thankyou for this video. You are valuable, so glad you survived.
More common than you think. I've seen a few recent posts where people are crying out for help and state they want to just end it all. This is what I told my own subscribers. Four reasons you don't end it. 1) things can change. The caveat here is you have to make them change and that takes work. 2) You will regret it. They interviewed a man who managed to jump the San Francisco Bridge and didn't even break a bone. He said the last thought he had as he stepped off----he knew it was a huge mistake. 3) You will hurt those you leave behind. How many wish the one they knew who killed themselves had come to them first? 4) It is a slap in the face to all those who didn't want to die early and did--whether disease or event.
Folks, I have felt like this twice in my life and both times years later I was glad I put that thought away as I would not have experienced all the things I did. The answer isn't to end your life--it is to fix your life. Now go be GREAT-----Charles.
i wish i could speak with this guy... would maybe save me in so many ways
Convince yourself that you are totally worth to fight for!!! 😊❤
@@bereniceflores3252 always am! Working 50 hr work weeks outve my car still committed I want to get better! Thank yiu
May God help you to be fine with your lovely dog
This is really sad
Can anyone PLEASE tell me what to drink or which pills to take to go to sleep and never awake, please? Hate life an OLD and criplled and can not breathe have NO reason to continue.
I would love to meet this men! Suicide is real
Kinda like my sister when i was suicidal and felt so alone. She just happened to call and I broke down and told her how I was feeling and she just started degrading me. I hung up on her and haven't talked to her since.
i feel like there are two selves waging war in my mind - 1) telling me i am a useless piece of S%*# and i should kill myself and 2) that i should live //but i don't have ANY purpose now, nor desire purpose anymore
It’s not something you’re born with it just happens it’s good that people coming forward to talk about the stories and what happened to them I’m so glad that they’re alive and well and getting better
We survivors just keep tredging along. Left behind to pick up and pretend that we are all right
Thanks
I spent the period of sobriety with the roof of my.mouth cut and sore from a gun muzzle
Childhood trauma
Even he is unaware that he had/has ptsd……from childhood issues.
I loath how it’s labeled mental illness.
I feel sorry for anyone and everyone whos mind takes them into such a dark lonely hopeless place... This is what Satan wants everybody to do because he wants everybody in hell
We are in hell here and now
It won't let me watch
Praise God 👏 🙌 love to meet you sometime Brother I have Bipolar ok
It was about a month when I wanted to end it
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Jesus saves me from myself, now I live for God. Life is hard but I know life is like a school and I’m looking forward for my reward in heaven.
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You need to stop with to confirmation pop ups sometimes people just need to know it's okay, and what you are doing is very disruptive, because if they find this the pop up is an automatic turn off, like adds. If your gonna help then help, if not don't bother.
I don't understand why RUclips keeps recommending self harm videos for me.
Do they have a suicide help group?
"suicide attempt survivor" is a funny way of saying "failure" but OK
Why does every single person that survives suicide or is a witness to it then suddenly becomes some fancy entrepreneur?
Killing yourself isn't the answer and forget about those people who are negative and mean. People made fun of me all the time and I have been hospitalized since I was a kid. Find some good people who understand and just keep going. Go to church. Talk to a priest and help others.
Get help.
Reach out.
There are people that care, and that want to be there for you. I have gotten help.
I know the system is broken, and aspects of it can be messed up. But there are resources, and a lot of people care.
You can get help. There are solutions.
And you can get better.
Warmlines are great. Look them up.
Also try to take care of yourself. Eat good, sleep good, and exercise. Being outside and in nature is also good.
Also realize this. People have made it.
They have overcome it and they are doing OK. Many have.
You are not alone.
(Not to sound cliché)
But it is literally true.
In your suffering, you are not the only one feeling like this.
And in your success, you are not the only one that can and has overcome this.
God Bless
There is no such thing as help.
Its time to legalise eutanasia
Agree
If a person ever contacts them for themself or child abuse a persons life can become a living hell- Heard it goes to a computer first now Hang your hat on something you cherish or repeat your military number or practice saying the alphabet backwards 🙆♂️Just Stretch like the dancer on the Ellen Degeneres Show
Suicide is not an option.
Jesus Christ is the answer.
It’s a mortal sin to have pride and god will hate you for it
If you want some self help for PTSD/depression, I would recommend an Alpha Stim unit( made in Texas). It is a small (cigarette pack size) electronic unit that produces alpha waves. Ear clips push the waves through your brain. Much stronger than meditating and much more effective. I have used one for 6 years now, when things are really tough. It works with just electricity. No drugs or help needed. I understand these are available in Europe too. I have had no suicide attempts since using it. It can get me up to level ground, when nothing else helps.
I came very very close to dying (30 years ago)... and since then I cannot say I am "happy" to have survived... yet most people would consider I have a very very good life by many observable external measures - with all the things and experiences most people would wish for... I can see that there are many reasons why people would choose suicide. Mentally ill ?,,,, that is a sort of "get out" for society, as very often it is "society" that does the damage - the so say professional mental health services "job" is to find something wrong with you. For many people this is a huge con when most often the fault is with the broken society. Depressed ? no, I don't have a low mood, can get enjoyment out of all kinds of things. But intellectually, I know most people are a pile of shit.. self-centered even when they pretend to be otherwise. It is very much western religious attitudes as to why suicide is seen as bad. Even the psychologist I used to see agreed that suicide was a very rational choice for me. So, the bigger point is "why does anything matter" ?.. life is just about trying to get more pleasure out of life that misery, and if the balance is tipped to the misery side with no prospects of it ever changing, then why is suicide such a bad option.. - the sort of debate I never lose... "suicide prevention" - what a load of BS.. this is all about considering who might be left behind, never the person is distress - how pathetic, sick and hypocritical are such shit people... if you really wanted to do something positive, the answer is in reforming society...
With a friend like him, you don’t need an enemy! Jerk!
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