Loser monologue - sign crushing motorist (instrumental)

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  • Опубликовано: 20 авг 2024
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  • @Kem1sk
    @Kem1sk 6 месяцев назад +49

    I don't even cry anymore I just sit there and think

  • @onlyhereforpremium
    @onlyhereforpremium 10 месяцев назад +79

    Imagine listening to this on repeat as you sleep, gonna wakeup sad asl

    • @mpaphoon3230
      @mpaphoon3230 10 месяцев назад +14

      Always sad asf

    • @F0ltox
      @F0ltox 10 месяцев назад +10

      Real.
      (i will listen to this on repeat till ill sleep)

    • @something_thatsounds_emo4329
      @something_thatsounds_emo4329 9 месяцев назад +7

      I'm literally doing that rn 😭🙏💀⁉️⁉️

    • @IiIraxlIiI
      @IiIraxlIiI 8 месяцев назад +2

      always gonna be sad im made for suffering and il die with pain

    • @opticostrich2041
      @opticostrich2041 7 месяцев назад

      me right now !!

  • @anoldtimer
    @anoldtimer 2 месяца назад +7

    There was nothing more beautiful that starry night, than her eyes. She gave me wings, but even when I was near the sun they didn't melt away. We went to the fairs, and people thought, there they are "the two lunatics", maybe we were lunatics and insane, but she felt normal to me. I hope she's my destiny again, even though she never really believed in it. I hope fate puts her next to me again, even though she hated the sisters of fate. I hope coincidence loves her like I do. I miss her, love her, and only these words are true.

  • @4bxou
    @4bxou 9 месяцев назад +50

    Maan..shawty hurt me so bad i start taking videos of skys in night

  • @fxshooter8907
    @fxshooter8907 7 месяцев назад +47

    4 days into 2024
    8 days into 2024
    30 days into 2024
    120 days into 2024

  • @wasssted
    @wasssted 9 месяцев назад +34

    It never gets better

    • @wasssted
      @wasssted 7 месяцев назад +3

      I was right

    • @Argen-ze8ee
      @Argen-ze8ee 6 месяцев назад +2

      Are you ok ?​@@wasssted

    • @SweetheartsMace
      @SweetheartsMace 4 месяца назад +3

      it does, I promise you, it does. for me it feels that way too, but we both need to hold on and know that it will eventually get better. it might not be now, or even soon, but know that everything is always changing, and there's hope in that.

    • @BurningSorrows
      @BurningSorrows 3 месяца назад +2

      That’s how I felt bro, took me some quite a lot of years to be finally whole again. But it does get better. Only time will heal the broken heart. But you will pull through.

  • @BurningSorrows
    @BurningSorrows 3 месяца назад +6

    I used to be sad nearly everyday tbh. Was always lonely. Even was hard to get over my ex years ago back in 2018. Now I don’t really feel that way anymore. Still single yet here I sometimes sit at night in my room laying back and just thinking. Wondering if it’s worth it to try again although half of me is all for it to be open again and try again but the other half of me is wondering, is it really worth it though? Should I go through the pain I once went through knowing I finally don’t feel pain anymore?.. I just sit here in my bed staring at the ceiling while I listen to music like this.
    P.S anyone that is struggling with loneliness and sadness, you’ll pull through brother. You got this.

  • @genoxxiv2424
    @genoxxiv2424 6 месяцев назад +16

    I stare at your pictures for hours on end
    Dreaming, fantasizing about holding you
    Feeling my hands on your bare skin
    Just being with you
    But I know it'll never happen
    But I can't stop myself from fantasizing
    I think about you for hours until I realize how much time
    I've spent thinking of a scenario that'll never happen
    You're so beautiful and funny
    And anytime I see your picture or hear your name
    My stomach flips and I get butterflies
    Every word you say sends goosebumps all over my body
    I've tried for so long not to look at you
    To not look at pictures of you
    To cut off all contact with you
    But I can't stop
    I can't stop how I feel
    I don't know if I'll ever stop feeling this way
    At least not for a long time
    I see you with him it makes me sick to my stomach
    And although that should put me off you, it doesn't
    It only makes me want you more
    If you knew how I felt, I wouldn't even be writing this shit
    I wouldn't be so lonely
    You'd understand how much you mean to me
    You mean so much to me
    I wish you'd look at me the way I look at you
    I wish I could be with you
    I just want to feel the warmth of your body next to mine
    To see your smile
    I want to play with your hair
    See it shine under the sun as it hits you just right
    I want to watch the sun sink behind the heavens with you
    Talk, laugh, make out
    Anything
    I just want anything from you

  • @vScagzz
    @vScagzz 5 месяцев назад +12

    this song makes my stomach hurt its so sad

  • @Shadow-dz8id
    @Shadow-dz8id Месяц назад +2

    im not angry, or sad or alone, im just here.

  • @SweetheartsMace
    @SweetheartsMace 4 месяца назад +8

    she hurt me so bad i'm out here crying over my own poetry

  • @Romiegirl12
    @Romiegirl12 23 часа назад +1

    i dont like being happy, because i was sad for so long i found comfort in sadness, thats why i always end up sad somehow, this comforts me so much, reminds me of night time walks while thinking of my life

  • @Yesyesyes12352
    @Yesyesyes12352 5 месяцев назад +5

    I miss him.

  • @xlcax8002
    @xlcax8002 9 месяцев назад +11

    1:04 so real

  • @t3eth760
    @t3eth760 21 день назад +1

    I've never been this lost in my life.

  • @DeftonesLover32
    @DeftonesLover32 21 день назад +1

    I’m not crying I’m just sitting and thinking

  • @xlcax8002
    @xlcax8002 9 месяцев назад +10

    i miss the old days

  • @Roan-rf1tp
    @Roan-rf1tp 2 месяца назад +4

    this is the song that would play in my head while i stared at the wall of the mental hospital

  • @ayofrman
    @ayofrman 2 месяца назад +3

    I work really hard on myself and all I promise, but sometimes late at night I just miss the way she touched my body and my soul

  • @Loganthatdoesthings
    @Loganthatdoesthings 7 месяцев назад +12

    i listen because my friends gang on me for no reason i do nothing to them i am being kind yet they just throw me under the bus

    • @happboi1751
      @happboi1751 6 месяцев назад +2

      Fr

    • @O.bengee
      @O.bengee 4 месяца назад +1

      They're not your friends bro !!!!

    • @BurningSorrows
      @BurningSorrows 3 месяца назад

      Those aren’t friends bro, friends are supposed to be your bros, your homies that are there for you. Ones that have your back and stick up for you. You should find other people and make friends with them. Those people you are with aren’t friends.

  • @7ix_v_
    @7ix_v_ 4 месяца назад +6

    Pov:you got cancer and you will reset on the heaven Allah pls save me

  • @MegaRamp
    @MegaRamp 15 дней назад +1

    She never told me she was getting married

  • @F0ltox
    @F0ltox 26 дней назад +1

    just came back from mental hospital

  • @trappedunderfire6484
    @trappedunderfire6484 3 месяца назад +2

    almost june

  • @_llrama
    @_llrama 8 месяцев назад +7

    i need hug...

  • @alwysstayreal
    @alwysstayreal 8 месяцев назад +3

    real music

  • @strigonshitposting793
    @strigonshitposting793 2 месяца назад +1

    I don’t even know where to begin

  • @versxcs2477
    @versxcs2477 Месяц назад +1

    loser monologue
    sign crushes motorist
    Eu fico olhando suas fotos por horas a fio
    Sonhando, fantasiando em te abraçar
    Sentindo minhas mãos em sua pele nua
    Apenas estando com você
    Mas eu sei que isso nunca vai acontecer
    Mas eu não consigo parar de fantasiar
    Eu penso em você por horas até eu perceber quanto tempo
    Eu passei pensando em um cenário que nunca vai acontecer
    Você é tão linda e engraçada
    E sempre que vejo sua foto ou ouço seu nome
    Meu estômago revira e eu fico com frio na barriga
    Cada palavra que você diz envia arrepios por todo o meu corpo
    Eu tentei por tanto tempo não olhar para você
    Não olhar para fotos suas
    Cortar todo contato com você
    Mas eu não consigo
    Eu não consigo parar como me sinto
    Não sei se algum dia vou parar de me sentir assim
    Pelo menos não por muito tempo
    Eu vejo você com ele, isso me deixa mal do estômago
    E embora isso deveria me afastar de você, não me afasta
    Isso só me faz te querer mais
    Se você soubesse como eu me sinto, eu nem estaria escrevendo essa merda
    Eu não estaria tão solitário
    Você entenderia o quanto você significa para mim
    Você significa muito para mim
    Eu gostaria que você olhasse para mim do jeito que eu olho para você
    Eu gostaria de estar com você
    Eu só quero sentir o calor do seu corpo junto ao meu
    Ver o seu sorriso
    Eu quero brincar com seu cabelo
    Vê-lo brilhar sob o sol enquanto ele o atinge
    Eu quero ver o Sol afundar atrás dos céus com você
    Conversar, rir, namorar
    Qualquer coisa
    Eu só quero qualquer coisa de você

  • @MusicANTO-ls9wr
    @MusicANTO-ls9wr 4 месяца назад +2

    real

  • @anon9005
    @anon9005 3 месяца назад +3

    Is There a way to only get the instrumental

  • @r4yiscool
    @r4yiscool 4 месяца назад +6

    it’s got so bad

    • @Mees323
      @Mees323 2 месяца назад

      You good bro?

    • @r4yiscool
      @r4yiscool 2 месяца назад +1

      honestly i’m doing a lot better! it’s been such an awful day but i just watched the new inside out film and it was a good end to the day :)). some things are hard but i’m mostly doing very well! thank you so much for asking! how about yourself? what’s going on man

    • @Mees323
      @Mees323 2 месяца назад +1

      @@r4yiscool Im doing totally fine especially after hearing that you are! I just listen to this music because it clears my mind from a few little things, thanks for asking bro!

    • @r4yiscool
      @r4yiscool 2 месяца назад +1

      i’m so glad to hear that :) fair enough man, we all have our things, and of course! keep
      your head up brother

    • @Mees323
      @Mees323 2 месяца назад

      @@r4yiscool You to brother! Have a great future! 💙

  • @user-eg5ub2gj6f
    @user-eg5ub2gj6f 8 месяцев назад +2

    real