i remember the day he posted please give me a red pen around my birthday then finding the news afterwards, i can’t believe that was almost seven years ago :(
Here's a little info about powapowa His songs were basically him struggling and venting, so please do not be disrespectful to him or his work by calling it "edgy" etc He passed away due to assumed suicide and is a wonderful composer of his music Please check him out and leave your respect!
I was really sad when I found this out, It makes me so mad and sad that people are making fun of his wonderful work for being "edgy" when he just vented in his songs. May he rest in peace.
Thank you for saying that.. I was about to put this song in one of my edgy playlists and when I saw this comment I promptly removed the song from the playlist. Thanks again!
for those of you who came here from tiktok, please have respect for powapowa when you comment. while his cause of death was left unreleased, most fans have agreed rhat it was likely suicide given his last song (please hand me a red pen) and the song released after his death (healthy end). he was open about his struggles with his mental health and it is shown as a consistent theme throughout his music. please recognize that he was a real person with real struggles. these songs are not "dark" or "edgy", theyre an honest reflection of his experiences. if you like this song, i would recommend checking out some of his other songs (the most musically similar to this of his i would say is Q) however, he has a large variety in his musical expression and i can honestly recommend all of it i hope that you all come to love powapowa as much as his older fans do. may his legacy live on :)
my personal favorites by him though are year 3 class c-14, chiyoko kubozono's joining of the cabinet, sky fish, at the mercy of a dream, strobe last (kinda obvious if u recognize my pfp) and there is someone i cannot meet even in a dream
It makes me so mad knowing this beautiful song is so underrated Edit : I know it’s not underrated,I keep getting comments saying that’s not.This comment was one month ago,leave it alone.
i'm begging you all, please stop calling this song "edgy" or "emo". powapowa has struggled with severe depression and social pressure throughout his whole life, and most if not all of his songs depict that. he used music to try to convey his feelings towards society, himself and most of all: his future. one of the things he used to talk about the most was how much he wanted to be a child forever. how scared he was of adulthood and losing his innocent view of a world so rotten. mizoguchi ryou, known as powapowa-p, has passed away in 2015 due to assumed suicide. the cause of death was not disclosed, but many (including his friends at the time) believe he took his own life. if that were to be true, we can assume ryou feared his own future so much he would rather die than eventually live through it. it's good that more people are being captivated by this song, i'm sure ryou would've loved the love his work is receiving. just please be mindful that we're talking about the art of a troubled soul who is no longer here. please, have respect for his legacy. rest easy, powapowa. may you find the peace you've always longed for. edit: this comment section is a shitshow.
His last tweet said something along the lines of "Life is no longer enjoyable, I don't want to grow up." So it's sadly implied that he took his own life. The songs he wrote before his death spoke of leaving this world (Mainly the song "Astronaut")
@@jellsies another way to translate the quote “he said that he lost his charm when he became an adult. It seems that you shouldn’t grow up.” I sobbed when I saw that tweet. hit me hard, too relatable. RIP siinamota
This song always makes me tear up, so hearing it on tik tok caught me off guard and I cried. I'm glad more people are finding his work still even after all these years.
Im glad other people are finding it, the only thing I dont like is that this kind of songs get made into "sad girl music" when they get popular, like the song is like "My life is miserable and I want to kill myself" and people are just like "So true bestie 😍"
@@nikitahichoii482 THIS!! i'm so tired of some people tbh, whenever I talk about my past trauma people either call me "brocken🥺🥺" or go like "relatable omg slay yass!1!1" it's so insensitive.
@@scorpio-30 He. Give me a red pen was the last song Siinamota published but Healthy end was the last song made, Siinamota’s friend finished it for him after Siinamota’s death. Edit: Goodbye everyone is the last song on the last album that Siinamota released
im so glad more people are finding about this song, I've been a fan of siinamota's for a long time, and its great to see more people recognising his work. rest easy siinamota-san.
This might be a stretch but a long time ago on RUclips there was a speed paint called Pastel gore speed paint or something like that, and it features this song and a Mr sandman remix. It may be that
I mean if you’ve listened to vocaloid in the past you might’ve heard this song before, or if you’ve heard a song from Powapowa P before. They had a really distinct style
THE MEANING OF THIS SONG REALLY DEPICTS OUR LIFE, WE USED TO LIVE SO HAPPILY, BUT AS TIME GOES BY, THE EXCITEMENT IS FADING, WE ARE JUST LIVING FOR THE SAKE OF OUR RESPONSIBILITIES, AND IT FEELS REALLY SUFFOCATING.
@@Nabinami558 I dunno, just asking..I'm not criticizing you or anything, unless I somehow unintentionally sound like I am..in that case, I'm really sorry..
I played this in class and most of my classmates were mocking Rin’s voice and they were calling it edgy, emo , and etc. Started crying since Powapowap is one of my favorite composers. Rip and Rest well in heaven , powapowap
If Japan-style dismissal of mental illness and mocking is the way they wish to go, they'll thrash around rapidly against the problems they mock until they come to a startling conclusion...
@master_manabi77It’s unconfirmed because the police and his family never mentioned the cause of death, but it’s very likely he committed suicide due to the nature of the tweets and songs he made before he died. Also this is RUclips not TikTok. You can say suicide.
I hope he is remembered for a long time in a good way RIP powapowa thank you for the masterpiece u left us with may this song be well known and famous and used for good cause
I’m so glad that tik tok is letting people find this underrated song! I remember coming here 2 years ago, such memories! It’s amazing knowing that the vocaloid community is still going on aswell as powapowa p getting recognition to audiences
I am not typically a fan of vocaloid but this song is beautiful. You're able to bang your head to it while still feeling the emotion the creator was going for. Such a shame, rest in peace dude. Gone too soon
As a veteran vocaloid fan, i remember loving this song when it came out. Im glad it's getting the recognition it deserves but it quite bittersweet seeing people who don't understand how impactful and painfully accurate this song is
Though,one thing that pisses me off is how some bastards are commenting stuff about how this song is "edgy" and how PowaPowaP is an edgelord. It's just so disrespectful. I'm so sick of those shitty comments
@@bergZig Tbh idk,those idiots probably never gotten the attention they needed from their parents so they decided to go to the internet to get one. But what do I know
The amount of raw emotion and expression is saddening, yet inspiring. Im going through a very hard and lonley time right now, and writing songs has been helping. R.I.P PowaPowa. 💔 Rest now.
@@LucianH2011this song actually also makes me cry so hard since it makes me remember all my traumatizing real moments in life…also RIP powapowa.…they will be missed❤
The weird thing is, PowaPowa was only 20 years old when he died. He was in the Vocaloid scene for 6 years. Started when he was 14?! He was so cool to me! So talented and wise at a young age. One of my favorite Vocaloid producers. I wanted to draw a parody for one of his songs, but when I found out he died, I thought it was inappropriate. I aspire to be like him, hopefully. I hope he can do a lot in the afterlife.
Which is probably part of the problem. Everyone thought he was impressive, in part because of his age. It makes sense that, to him, growing older would become a scary thing. His accomplishments wouldn't be as impressive when he got older, would they?
This is my favorite translation of the song. It flows so well and makes so much more sense than the other versions, especially the "Even love and hate decay" part.
listening to this song gives me a weird twisting feeling in my stomach, because i've felt like this my entire life, and to know someone succumbed to it is terrifying. rest in peace, siinamota.
The song really conveys that feeling of depression, happy he was able to convey his feelings through his music. Sad he’s gone and can’t see how much people loved what he created
I'm going to pay my respects here. Hi Powapowa, I hope you are resting easy. I don't know you a whole lot but what I can say is that you are very inspiring and amazing. I hope you are flying high in the sky as well. And thank you for being open and sharing your feelings with us. To his (PowaPowa P) family: I hope all of you are doing very well. I know this is not easy for you all. But I promise, he is resting easy and is at the end of the rainbow bridge, whatever that end is to him. To those who suffer from depression: Anything you do is worth everything. You are loved, you are worthy, and are valid. The venting you do is not "emo" or "edgy". And I hate that generalization.. so much. In addition, you deserve love, not hate. RIP, Powapowa. My condolences are to you. To those who choose to be assholes towards this man, and other people who have mental health issues and still struggles with them: You make me fucking sick. You are a disgrace to others and you are disgusting, vile, and narcissistic. In addition, I hope you also get to feel that same fucking pain that those who commited suicide feel. You are one of the reasons people commit suicide. Before I end this comment, please be mindful of those around you. And, please be respectful in the comment section. To those who have been respectful and kind, I hope you all stay safe, take care of yourself, and remember that you are not selfish. Thank you.
boku no inochi tsuttatte dare no inochi tsuttatte tokidokidoki kouhei ni sabakareru mon nan desho kurai sora ni yattekita utsu o tsurete yattekita tokidoki ame soukei ni tayorigiri da doushiyou .. kuchiru made no aizou o kuchiru made no aizou o nomikomu kimi kantan ni hohoemu kimi doushite kotoba o kaku aimai ni kotoba o kaku aimai ni tsutawari kirannai kara kimi dake o sa shinjite .. sutetekita yume o atsumete chotto chotto machigaeta kara .. aa "toki ni toki ni tsumazuita tte," samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui ii yoranaide aa kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi kizutsukenaide nanbanme demo nanbanme demo boku ga boku de aru tame ni? .. chigiri atsume mottekita chigiri atsume motte kita ano hi no machigai o nomikomu no ga kurushikute kuchiru made no aizou o kuchiru made no aizou o nomikomu kimi kantan ni hohoemu kimi doushite .. "kodomo damashi no hana futatsu," kitto kitto akirameta kara? .. aa tooi yume o oikakete sa hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai oitsukenai yo sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui yurusarenai no? .. aa yume o yume o miteta hazu ga kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai chikazukanaide ai kotoba o kurikaesu dake samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui onegai dakara nanbanme demo nanbanme demo boku ga boku de aru tame ni…
Lyrics: Talking about "my" life Talking about "whose" life? Every once in a while They get judged fairly, i think The gloomy sun comes back around again Depression takes over me once again Sometimes I can only rely on the rain What should I do? Even love and hate decay Even love and hate decay How do you swallow your words And smile so easily? Writing vague words Writing vague words Because of that, i just Can't convey my trust in you Collecting all the dreams that i abandoned Wait a second! I've made a mistake... Ah, "now and then Now and then I've stumbled" It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold So cold, so cold, so cold, so cold You tell me not to come close 1:21 Ah, your Your Your voice is Distant, distant, distant, distant, distant Don't hurt me Whatever rank I am on your list I don't care, For the sake of me being me I'd held the promises I'd collected I'd held the promises I'd collected The mistakes of today, I swallow them painfully Even love and hate decay Even love and hate decay How do you swallow your words And smile so easily? "Two childish flowers" Of course, of course I wonder if you've abandoned all hope...? Ah, distant dreams That I chase after go Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly I can't reach them Throwing away these desires And leaving them behind Hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful Hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful Can I not be forgiven? Ah, I watched my dreams And thought that they would come true I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared So scared ,so scared, so scared ,so scared Don't come any closer Just keep repeating the words That you use to greet me It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold So cold, so cold ,so cold ,so cold So ,please, just...! Whatever rank I am to you For the sake of me being myself, I don't care...
I'm Ukrainian and I found this song two days before the war began. I remember listening to it on the last somewhat peaceful days, driving past a newly built mall that was destroyed by russian invaders just a couple weeks later. The news about the russian army nearing the border were already everywhere. I already had a bad, *bad* feeling. I remember listening to it on repeat again in a basement I had to hide in from the bombings once the war began and relating to the lyrics on a whole different level. The dreams I and the many people of my country had to throw away because of this entire situation... The pleads for all of it to end... It all felt so strangely relatable... Update: thank you guys SO much for your support
i guess this song has been gaining some traction recently, which is kind of nice, because i adore siinamota's music and i think more people should hear it. but a lot of the recent comments don't sit right with me. siinamota died six years ago, but he is so much more than his death. i don't want him to be remembered for his death, i want him to be remembered for all of his music. you don't need to force an "RIP" into every comment you make about him, because he's so much more than his death. siinamota's music is wonderful, but i'm really feeling like it's reaching the wrong audience right now. it's reaching people who aren't able to respect siinamota or his work and that's what upsets me. i don't want shoujo a or any of siinamota's songs to be remembered as some sort of trend, i want them to be truly listened to, i want people to listen to them and try to understand them, because siinamota's writing is so beautiful and it captures so many feelings it's like looking into a time capsule to his emotions. and also, for what it's worth, this translation is inaccurate. check out the translation by angelsubs. and please, please just be respectful.
i agree. im glad more people are finding his work but its pretty clear that not everyone is coming from a good place. paying their respects in the comment section feels more like they felt they had to than any sort of sincerity. it really bothers me how often they call his songs edgy or clearly suicidal. while some of them are, the large majority of them cover an array of different subjects. i hope the people here come to appreciate him for who he was and what he did rather than his final actions.
also like half the comments saying rip either say "this person" or "this artist". its not that hard to credit him. his name is plastered all over the comments and the video itself :/
@@wingednotepad ^^^ exactly. in general i feel like the vocaloid community feels obligated to pay respects by adding (rip) after every dead producer's name but at least they bother to learn their names. if people aren't going to actually respect siinamota and his work then maybe it's a good thing that the community surrounding him is small :/
It's been annoying me as well. I started listening to his songs since I was 11 years old with Sky Fish, which really resonated with me just like most of his songs. And, before anything, his compositions are creative, magical and emotional. It's cruel that his songs are being remembered as this edgy culture phenomenon of "it's a song by that guy who died" or as just the conflicting feelings in the subtext of his songs. The musical composition of his songs is amazingly creative and captivating, his lyrics are like stories and fairytales, and the songs in general manage to be lively but melancholic, emotional but narrative, straightforward but mysterious, etc. It might be too personal but I've related to the feelings implicit in his song more than the ideal (and, yes, as early as 11 years old). By the time he started expressing that discontentment with growing up I was going through the same as well. In all honesty the events were the wake up call for me that stopped things from going worse. But his songs are still significant, the stories he tells shouldn't be reduced to an anguish metaphor, his musical abilities shouldn't be disregarded to just consider the lyrics, etc. Internet culture makes it easy to reduce people and artists to only one aspect but it's also easy to notice that and start appreciating things as they really are.
powapowa has struggled with severe depression and social pressure throughout his whole life, and most if not all of his songs depict that. he used music to try to convey his feelings towards society, himself and most of all: his future. one of the things he used to talk about the most was how much he wanted to be a child forever. how scared he was of adulthood and losing his innocent view of a world so rotten. mizoguchi ryou, known as powapowa-p, has passed away in 2015 due to assumed suicide. the cause of death was not disclosed, but many (including his friends at the time) believe he took his own life. if that were to be true, we can assume ryou feared his own future so much he would rather die than eventually live through it. it's good that more people are being captivated by this song, i'm sure ryou would've loved the love his work is receiving. just please be mindful that we're talking about the art of a troubled soul who is no longer here. please, have respect for his legacy. rest easy, powapowa. may you find the peace you've always longed for.
even woth suicide wouldnt help with your sadness but will end your happiness and forgwt about the others you love and your family but you will be able to fly and watch them from above, its not like you die and cant return back to earth, you can come back anytime you want...Just remember never commit suicide because suicide doesnt solve sadness it resorts to death and we start losing population...
What's ironic is that they are the ones being "edgy" by thinking that it's funny to be disrespectful to PowaPowaP by calling him an "edgelord" for making this song
Why unfortunately? This song motivates me expelling those depressive feeling. This thing fascinates me, how is it possible that a so depressing song helps so much doing the opposite? It feels like the author wrote it trying to escape those feeling too
It took so long but hes finally getting recognized, even people in the Vocaloid Community barely knew him, his music is wonderful its nice to see people outside of the vocaloid community listening to his Songs
calling this song "edgy" "emo" "broken" "depressing" is not funny, powapowa died and its disrespectful to call his songs "edgy" or something like that, he passed away due to su1c1de, rest in heaven powapowa!
1:22 this song is perfect for breakdowns especially this part where you just wanna scream and be crazy cus it hurts so much everything you've been holding inside, can barely heard yourself, let the music blasting taken over
This was one of the first Vocaloid songs I heard of, and it helped make me gain interest in them. Still a newbie, but most of the songs I’ve heard are bangers.
This can be also translated 1:01 ‘Because it(abandoning dreams) was a small, small mistake’ 1:37 ‘no matter how many times, for the sake of me being me’ 2:04 ‘two flowers of childish deception’ But I’m not good at English and Japanese so I might be wrong😢 Anyways this translation is awesome thanks for making this!❤
i can't believe i found this song through a fcking sonic edit with all respect though, r.i.p powapowa, i'm glad your works are getting recognition as of now and hopefully you're resting easy
I remember when i was younger I used to play songs like this but I never really looked at the titles and remembered, not so long ago I heard it again and took time to find it again and I have no regrets this song just resonates with me so much especially now.
⭐ Lyrics : Boku no inochi tsuttatte Dare no inochi tsuttatte Tokidokidoki kouhei ni Sabakareru mon nan desho Kurai sora ni yattekita utsu o tsurete yattekita Tokidoki ame soukei ni tayorigiri da doushiyou Kuchiru made no aizou o kuchiru made no aizou o Nomikomu kimi kantan ni hohoemu kimi doushite Kotoba o kaku aimai ni kotoba o kaku aimai ni Tsutawari kirannai kara kimi dake o sa shinjite Sutetekita yume o atsumete Chotto chotto machigaeta kara Aa "toki ni toki ni tsumazuita tte," Samui samui samui samui Samui samui samui samui samui Samui samui samui samui ii yoranaide Aa kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga Tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi Tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi Tooi tooi tooi tooi kizutsukenaide Nanbanme demo nanbanme demo Boku ga boku de aru tame ni? chigiri atsume mottekita chigiri atsume motte kita Ano hi no machigai o nomikomu no ga kurushikute Kuchiru made no aizou o kuchiru made no aizou o Nomikomu kimi kantan ni hohoemu kimi doushite "kodomo damashi no hana futatsu," Kitto kitto akirameta kara? Aa tooi yume o oikakete sa Hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai Hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai Hayai hayai hayai hayai oitsukenai yo Sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga Nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui Nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui Nikui nikui nikui nikui yurusarenai no? aa yume o yume o miteta hazu ga Kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai Kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai Kowai kowai kowai kowai Ai kotoba o kurikaesu date Samui samui samui samui samui Samui Samui samui samui samui Samui samui samui samui onegai dakara Nanbanme demo nanbanme demo Boku ga boku de aru tame ni…
Its been two years since i last heard this song, it brings so many memories. Ive been struggling with chronic depression and suicidal thoughts for three years so far, and this really hit home for me and when i first saw the English lyrics for this song. I met a friend that grew so close to me the first year that ive been struggling with this horrible parasitic feeling i get from time to time. If it wasn't for her i would probably be dead right now, i am so lucky that i finally found someone who loves me. I have never told anyone about my feelings or my mental condition, until i told my friend that i was going to hurt myself. She contacted someone and they talked to me for hours. Im so lucky that she saved me that night. This is a reminder to always be kind to everyone and be empathetic when talking about these serious things. You never know when you might lose a loved one very close to you. So check up on anyone you haven't seen or heard from in a while and ask them if they are doing alright. And to talk to someone about your mental state and how you are feeling. It's never the better option to keep these things to yourself, talk to anyone you trust so you can get help in any way possible. Once again i say this with all of my heart, its never the better option to keep these things to yourself and let it get out of control, hurting or killing yourself is not the answer. Anyways, i hope anyone dealing with these terrible things gets help as soon as possible.
Man underappreciated gems going off like this. Really hope he had some form of happiness while making these songs he seemed to vent out with. Hopefully he is happy where he is now
Powapowa was such a talented person I suggest checking out Please hand me a red pen and Q as they are some of his most iconic works before his tragic passing my fav vocaloid producer!
@@meniixx the artist struggled with depression a lot of their songs speak of suicide I just discovered them and listening to his music hurts even listening to Miku hurts
It's been 7 years since he died and I still can't get over it rip Ryu was someone special and needed someone to talk to and he Did it through his music.Ryu may god bless you in heaven. ❤️
The creepy part that when it comes to chorus, the brightness of the phone I'm using turned darker very slowly. This song is in deep emotions. Rest In Peace, Powapowa-P.
RIP Siinamota I used to watch your videos daily, i always fell asleep when i listened to them, now after your tragic accident that i wished to never happen? Well, it failed. Ill always remember you❤❤
Excuse me, I have a question to ask. Before that, thank you dearly for uploading what seems such a good translation of one of my favorite persons. But in the "AiSoBakaDesu" translation, there is a line where he came up with "But what number, what number for the sake of me being me", which you see as "Whatever rank I am on your list, I don't care, for the sake of me being me". Which one do you see the fittest, or is it up to interpretation? Thankss
Alraisen Avecesdario Thank you, it's so cool to see someone interested in the translation! AiSo translated that line literally (but what eye rank), but that doesn't exactly make sense, so I asked some friends from Japan. The phrase is just an expression and is not make to be taken literally, like "don't put the cart before the horse" or something. So I put down the English translation of the expression rather than the literal text.
I liked the other one better. But thank you very, very much for such a fast answer to the question. I'll be somewhere on the Internet maybe enjoying powapowa p.
lyrics are really sad but at the same time i can resonate with it, pretty sad that the creator passed away, his last few twitter comments are really poetic yet super depressing. rest in peace.
Even though I'm a 14 year old girl I don't like tik tok and I never should go on there because this is one of the reasons why, all this poor guy wanted was to express his feelings with everyone, but they mocked him for it and he was going through so much depression, though the song is good but the lyrics represent the pain he was going through and young kids on tik tok at the age of 12 have to know that there are people who are going through so much pain and put it into song His story in this song when I found the true meaning of it I realized that I have the same exact issue that I’m still going through that he went through, I have Autism and I have a lot of stress like depression, anxiety, and anger, I had a lot of trouble making friends in real life and I remember on Instagram I had problems there too like creeps, broken up relationships, and people who made fun of me for who I was, and in real life if someone were angry they would take it out on me, I also made some mistakes that I regret and I wanted to commit suicide, but having hope in my life I'm still alive and this guy didn't have it because everyone took it from him and I have that same pain he went through where he wanted help but no one could help him because I've been made mean comments and made fun of too like he was, I had friends who had Autism or not but when I lost them all I had a lot of trouble being with someone with the pain I was going through and thank god do to one person on Insta I was able to connect with someone who had Autism but who had grown up and became an adult, she and I became best friends and unfortunately I said something mean to her and we decided to spilt up but now I have a new best friend who also needs help too but and seeing he had no one to help him is the reason why I find it sad If I could go back in time I would tell him the pain I would go through and he would have someone who would be able to support him, so if you all are going through a lot of depression talk to me or talk to someone else that had the same pain as he did because you're not alone. Rest in Piece PowaPowa-P
i can't listen to this song without remembering how it's been 7 whole years since we lost siinamota, rest in peace angel
Hey can anyone ecplai to me why some ppl call him siinamota but other ppl call him by powapowa, is it the same person or???
@@loading7693 yeah its the same, but he changed his name to powapowa-p, u cn still adress him as siinamota tho
i remember the day he posted please give me a red pen around my birthday then finding the news afterwards, i can’t believe that was almost seven years ago :(
@@arrenregretsnothing5776あら。。。 How did he die?
@@missty5386 he committed su!c!d3, rest in peace powapowa
This song needs more recognition. RIP to the artist 🙏🏾
context?
I’m early 😨
@@ibryzr why?
aw no :( rip to him
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Here's a little info about powapowa
His songs were basically him struggling and venting, so please do not be disrespectful to him or his work by calling it "edgy" etc
He passed away due to assumed suicide and is a wonderful composer of his music
Please check him out and leave your respect!
aw man, I wish he was still alive so he could see his work blowing up :(
@@peixeazulado I’m sure he’s watching it get famous in heaven
I was really sad when I found this out, It makes me so mad and sad that people are making fun of his wonderful work for being "edgy" when he just vented in his songs. May he rest in peace.
Oh my... I knew that people who are able to depict these emotions in such ways in their art must have been through a lot... May he rest in peace
Thank you for saying that.. I was about to put this song in one of my edgy playlists and when I saw this comment I promptly removed the song from the playlist.
Thanks again!
Funny how this song can be a depression release one day, and then make me happy the other day. Thank you again, Siinamota. Rest in peace.
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I’m glad tiktok helped me find this because now I’m gonna discover the work of this artist I would have never known existed otherwise
Promise you won’t be disappointed- his art is amazing, and while he’s passed he was well loved
what happened?-
@@ph1lls964 replying to be reminded
well you can see what his songs are about,, he were screaming for help and no one noticed it until that happened...
@@emmabbzs oh god :(
for those of you who came here from tiktok, please have respect for powapowa when you comment.
while his cause of death was left unreleased, most fans have agreed rhat it was likely suicide given his last song (please hand me a red pen) and the song released after his death (healthy end). he was open about his struggles with his mental health and it is shown as a consistent theme throughout his music.
please recognize that he was a real person with real struggles. these songs are not "dark" or "edgy", theyre an honest reflection of his experiences.
if you like this song, i would recommend checking out some of his other songs (the most musically similar to this of his i would say is Q)
however, he has a large variety in his musical expression and i can honestly recommend all of it
i hope that you all come to love powapowa as much as his older fans do. may his legacy live on :)
He die omfg rip himmm
@@nana73683 ...
@@nana73683 PowaPowaP’s a man.
@@catcactus1234 what
my personal favorites by him though are year 3 class c-14, chiyoko kubozono's joining of the cabinet, sky fish, at the mercy of a dream, strobe last (kinda obvious if u recognize my pfp) and there is someone i cannot meet even in a dream
It makes me so mad knowing this beautiful song is so underrated
Edit : I know it’s not underrated,I keep getting comments saying that’s not.This comment was one month ago,leave it alone.
now itss nots
Not really, it has 1 million views
It's not,it has million views on the original
@Micaelah baranda but it isn’t underated
no cause i made a “Your Name” edit with this song, i cried my eyes out and it took me a day because i was so emotional im so embarrassed 💀💀
Constant shivers running down my back the whole time I listened to this song. Really made me feel something for once.
i'm begging you all, please stop calling this song "edgy" or "emo".
powapowa has struggled with severe depression and social pressure throughout his whole life, and most if not all of his songs depict that. he used music to try to convey his feelings towards society, himself and most of all: his future. one of the things he used to talk about the most was how much he wanted to be a child forever. how scared he was of adulthood and losing his innocent view of a world so rotten.
mizoguchi ryou, known as powapowa-p, has passed away in 2015 due to assumed suicide. the cause of death was not disclosed, but many (including his friends at the time) believe he took his own life. if that were to be true, we can assume ryou feared his own future so much he would rather die than eventually live through it.
it's good that more people are being captivated by this song, i'm sure ryou would've loved the love his work is receiving. just please be mindful that we're talking about the art of a troubled soul who is no longer here. please, have respect for his legacy.
rest easy, powapowa. may you find the peace you've always longed for.
edit: this comment section is a shitshow.
His last tweet said something along the lines of "Life is no longer enjoyable, I don't want to grow up." So it's sadly implied that he took his own life. The songs he wrote before his death spoke of leaving this world (Mainly the song "Astronaut")
@@jellsies exactly. breaks my heart knowing how short his stay in this world was.
he died
@Deliah Masked 20. born '95, passed in 2015. he would be turning 27 next month.
@@jellsies another way to translate the quote “he said that he lost his charm when he became an adult. It seems that you shouldn’t grow up.”
I sobbed when I saw that tweet. hit me hard, too relatable. RIP siinamota
This song always makes me tear up, so hearing it on tik tok caught me off guard and I cried. I'm glad more people are finding his work still even after all these years.
SAME it triggers so many memories every time i hear it on my fyp
Im glad other people are finding it, the only thing I dont like is that this kind of songs get made into "sad girl music" when they get popular, like the song is like "My life is miserable and I want to kill myself" and people are just like "So true bestie 😍"
@@nikitahichoii482 yeah romanticized depression is a big problem. A lot of people don't take these things as serious as they should be.
@@magicottoncandy true, and it’s severely annoying.. cant even open up without annoying people saying “broken”, like please. shut up
@@nikitahichoii482 THIS!! i'm so tired of some people tbh, whenever I talk about my past trauma people either call me "brocken🥺🥺" or go like "relatable omg slay yass!1!1" it's so insensitive.
It breaks me how his last album is called "Alive" and the last song is called "goodbye everyone"
Just a small correction, his last song was actually Healthy End :)
yeah if really does break my heart
@@GweenOfTea no but her last song was please give me my red pen she died in 2015 its kinda sad
@@scorpio-30 He. Give me a red pen was the last song Siinamota published but Healthy end was the last song made, Siinamota’s friend finished it for him after Siinamota’s death.
Edit: Goodbye everyone is the last song on the last album that Siinamota released
@@MiniEmber ohh ok!
オリジナルがもうすぐ1億再生だよ！！！
1億人に到達しました!!!!
im so glad more people are finding about this song, I've been a fan of siinamota's for a long time, and its great to see more people recognising his work.
rest easy siinamota-san.
Yeah, I'm glad too!
Rest easy Siinamota..
Wait is the creator of these songs powapowa or siinamota-san
@@AS-xu2fd they’re the same person, sinnamota san went by both sinnamota and powapowa :] !
Oh okk
It’s a nice song to listen to
this song sounds so nostalgic idk where i first heard it but it just feels like ive heard it somewhere and felt sadly comforted w it
RIGHT
Finally, someone who feels the same as me 😭😭, i swear i heard this before like a while ago before tiktok.
This might be a stretch but a long time ago on RUclips there was a speed paint called
Pastel gore speed paint or something like that, and it features this song and a Mr sandman remix. It may be that
I mean if you’ve listened to vocaloid in the past you might’ve heard this song before, or if you’ve heard a song from Powapowa P before. They had a really distinct style
yes, my heart felt heavy the first time I heard this song.
THE MEANING OF THIS SONG REALLY DEPICTS OUR LIFE, WE USED TO LIVE SO HAPPILY, BUT AS TIME GOES BY, THE EXCITEMENT IS FADING, WE ARE JUST LIVING FOR THE SAKE OF OUR RESPONSIBILITIES, AND IT FEELS REALLY SUFFOCATING.
''He said that he lost his charm when he became an adult. It seems that you shouldn't grow up.''
couldn't be more true..
WHY ARE YOU TYPING IT LIKE THIS? ARE YOU YELLING????
@@holyshard530 why do you even care?
@@Nabinami558 I dunno, just asking..I'm not criticizing you or anything, unless I somehow unintentionally sound like I am..in that case, I'm really sorry..
@@holyshard530 to like express their excitement or how we raise our voice when we're found out something
Thank you for this amazing song
I played this in class and most of my classmates were mocking Rin’s voice and they were calling it edgy, emo , and etc. Started crying since Powapowap is one of my favorite composers. Rip and Rest well in heaven , powapowap
I'm sorry that happend :(.
If Japan-style dismissal of mental illness and mocking is the way they wish to go, they'll thrash around rapidly against the problems they mock until they come to a startling conclusion...
How dare they.
why would they do that?!
Those mfs had no braincells🙁
They might've passed away but this song will stay for eternity. Rest in peace, gentle flower.
@master_manabi77It’s unconfirmed because the police and his family never mentioned the cause of death, but it’s very likely he committed suicide due to the nature of the tweets and songs he made before he died.
Also this is RUclips not TikTok. You can say suicide.
What's the context of this situation?@@catcactus1234
MWUQBQHEHEO❤SJBQIEHEUJEHDBDJSHWKDNDK
im gonna join him in the afterlife ngl
@@bloxstarluke please don’t
Rest In Peace Powapowa, may your next life be the best.
I hope he is remembered for a long time in a good way RIP powapowa thank you for the masterpiece u left us with may this song be well known and famous and used for good cause
I’m so glad that tik tok is letting people find this underrated song! I remember coming here 2 years ago, such memories! It’s amazing knowing that the vocaloid community is still going on aswell as powapowa p getting recognition to audiences
@-_envy-! because a lot of them are annoying
if only he was here to see this :( 💔
Woww, it’s been 2 years since I wrote this, and 4 since I originally heard this. Just revisiting old music, may PowaPowa rest in peace.
I am not typically a fan of vocaloid but this song is beautiful. You're able to bang your head to it while still feeling the emotion the creator was going for. Such a shame, rest in peace dude. Gone too soon
As a veteran vocaloid fan, i remember loving this song when it came out. Im glad it's getting the recognition it deserves but it quite bittersweet seeing people who don't understand how impactful and painfully accurate this song is
Though,one thing that pisses me off is how some bastards are commenting stuff about how this song is "edgy" and how PowaPowaP is an edgelord.
It's just so disrespectful.
I'm so sick of those shitty comments
@@agenericguy1014 im late to this, why everyone in the chat keep saying "edgy" "emo"?
@@bergZig Tbh idk,those idiots probably never gotten the attention they needed from their parents so they decided to go to the internet to get one.
But what do I know
@@bergZig Beacuse they have so much low self esteem and hate for themselves they think it’s funny to make fun of a depressed man who took his own life
"veteran" are you cringe?
when you’re happy, you enjoy the song
when you’re sad, you understand the lyrics.
The amount of raw emotion and expression is saddening, yet inspiring. Im going through a very hard and lonley time right now, and writing songs has been helping. R.I.P PowaPowa. 💔 Rest now.
I'm so sorry, I hope things get better
@@kasper_phizz
@@LucianH2011 :D
@@LucianH2011this song actually also makes me cry so hard since it makes me remember all my traumatizing real moments in life…also RIP powapowa.…they will be missed❤
@@0LL1E_342 ❤️
The weird thing is, PowaPowa was only 20 years old when he died. He was in the Vocaloid scene for 6 years. Started when he was 14?!
He was so cool to me! So talented and wise at a young age. One of my favorite Vocaloid producers.
I wanted to draw a parody for one of his songs, but when I found out he died, I thought it was inappropriate.
I aspire to be like him, hopefully. I hope he can do a lot in the afterlife.
PowaPowa was so impressive, especially at 14..
im glad PowaPowa is in a better place now, R.I.P PowaPowa
rest in peace he was so young too 💔
Which is probably part of the problem. Everyone thought he was impressive, in part because of his age. It makes sense that, to him, growing older would become a scary thing. His accomplishments wouldn't be as impressive when he got older, would they?
this song is pretty underrated.
glad that it's getting more recognition
it surely is.
no it isnt lmao
@@yatzibe go back to your corner and cry
@@bun-chann already am lmao, and you?
@@yatzibe good
This is my favorite translation of the song. It flows so well and makes so much more sense than the other versions, especially the "Even love and hate decay" part.
This song is truly moving, something about it really resonates with me
I feel you
Samee
same. also i hate to be that guy but uhm, pfp checks out.
same qwq
listening to this song gives me a weird twisting feeling in my stomach, because i've felt like this my entire life, and to know someone succumbed to it is terrifying. rest in peace, siinamota.
Sorry to hear you feel like tgat man can I be a listening hear
Bc you need to know it story
My
the rest of these comments probably never came back
damn, S A M E
The song really conveys that feeling of depression, happy he was able to convey his feelings through his music. Sad he’s gone and can’t see how much people loved what he created
Ggg
IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR 10 MINUTES BEFORE I WAS GONNA GIVE UP
I'm going to pay my respects here.
Hi Powapowa, I hope you are resting easy. I don't know you a whole lot but what I can say is that you are very inspiring and amazing. I hope you are flying high in the sky as well. And thank you for being open and sharing your feelings with us.
To his (PowaPowa P) family: I hope all of you are doing very well. I know this is not easy for you all. But I promise, he is resting easy and is at the end of the rainbow bridge, whatever that end is to him.
To those who suffer from depression: Anything you do is worth everything. You are loved, you are worthy, and are valid. The venting you do is not "emo" or "edgy". And I hate that generalization.. so much. In addition, you deserve love, not hate.
RIP, Powapowa. My condolences are to you.
To those who choose to be assholes towards this man, and other people who have mental health issues and still struggles with them: You make me fucking sick. You are a disgrace to others and you are disgusting, vile, and narcissistic. In addition, I hope you also get to feel that same fucking pain that those who commited suicide feel. You are one of the reasons people commit suicide.
Before I end this comment, please be mindful of those around you. And, please be respectful in the comment section. To those who have been respectful and kind, I hope you all stay safe, take care of yourself, and remember that you are not selfish. Thank you.
Amen
Rest easily powapowa I hope God gives you peace. :( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)
Mad respect to you man, slowly making me believe in humanity again, rest in peace Powapowa 🙏🙏❤
Aya my crush I love U
Your right Ppl like this are morons to other ppl
boku no inochi tsuttatte
dare no inochi tsuttatte
tokidokidoki kouhei ni
sabakareru mon nan desho
kurai sora ni yattekita
utsu o tsurete yattekita
tokidoki ame soukei ni
tayorigiri da doushiyou
..
kuchiru made no aizou o
kuchiru made no aizou o
nomikomu kimi kantan ni
hohoemu kimi doushite
kotoba o kaku aimai ni
kotoba o kaku aimai ni
tsutawari kirannai kara
kimi dake o sa shinjite
..
sutetekita yume o atsumete
chotto chotto machigaeta kara
..
aa "toki ni toki ni tsumazuita tte,"
samui samui samui samui samui
samui samui samui samui samui
samui samui samui samui ii yoranaide
aa kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga
tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
tooi tooi tooi tooi kizutsukenaide
nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
boku ga boku de aru tame ni?
..
chigiri atsume mottekita
chigiri atsume motte kita
ano hi no machigai o
nomikomu no ga kurushikute
kuchiru made no aizou o
kuchiru made no aizou o
nomikomu kimi kantan ni
hohoemu kimi doushite
..
"kodomo damashi no hana futatsu,"
kitto kitto akirameta kara?
..
aa tooi yume o oikakete sa
hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
hayai hayai hayai hayai oitsukenai yo
sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga
nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
nikui nikui nikui nikui yurusarenai no?
..
aa yume o yume o miteta hazu ga
kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
kowai kowai kowai kowai chikazukanaide
ai kotoba o kurikaesu dake
samui samui samui samui samui
samui samui samui samui samui
samui samui samui samui onegai dakara
nanbanme demo
nanbanme demo
boku ga boku de aru tame ni…
Oml this helps sm tysm
We all miss you and what symphonies you could've created. Rest In Peace Sir, Thank you for what you gave us.
Is my you rip world what of the big are like I'm you nezuko new York times you jade i'm you love yea❤
Is may nezuko i'm yea 3:26
he passed away how why? and its a boy? omg rest in peace
@@zoyamalik7345 is may am what boy yes GOODBYE
i might be coming back to my vocaloid phase because of this song. so glad my friend introduced me to this video again
Welcome back to the fandom! This time we won’t let you escape :D
@@MadaWakaranai then im glad
Let's see how long that'll last...
same
Lyrics:
Talking about "my" life
Talking about "whose" life?
Every once in a while
They get judged fairly, i think
The gloomy sun comes back around again
Depression takes over me once again
Sometimes I can only rely on the rain
What should I do?
Even love and hate decay
Even love and hate decay
How do you swallow your words
And smile so easily?
Writing vague words
Writing vague words
Because of that, i just
Can't convey my trust in you
Collecting all the dreams that i abandoned
Wait a second!
I've made a mistake...
Ah, "now and then
Now and then
I've stumbled"
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
So cold, so cold, so cold, so cold
You tell me not to come close
1:21 Ah, your
Your
Your voice is
Distant, distant, distant, distant, distant
Don't hurt me
Whatever rank
I am on your list
I don't care,
For the sake of me being me
I'd held the promises I'd collected
I'd held the promises I'd collected
The mistakes of today,
I swallow them painfully
Even love and hate decay
Even love and hate decay
How do you swallow your words
And smile so easily?
"Two childish flowers"
Of course, of course
I wonder if you've abandoned all hope...?
Ah, distant dreams
That I chase after go
Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly
Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly
I can't reach them
Throwing away these desires
And leaving them behind
Hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful
Hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful
Can I not be forgiven?
Ah, I watched my dreams
And thought that they would come true
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
So scared ,so scared, so scared ,so scared
Don't come any closer
Just keep repeating the words
That you use to greet me
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
So cold, so cold ,so cold ,so cold
So ,please, just...!
Whatever rank
I am to you
For the sake of me being myself,
I don't care...
thank you very much
if you ever feel useless just know this man exists
@@theultimateegg7193 not really useless actually because I've been searching for this for quite a while lol
Thank you!
I'm Ukrainian and I found this song two days before the war began.
I remember listening to it on the last somewhat peaceful days, driving past a newly built mall that was destroyed by russian invaders just a couple weeks later.
The news about the russian army nearing the border were already everywhere. I already had a bad, *bad* feeling.
I remember listening to it on repeat again in a basement I had to hide in from the bombings once the war began and relating to the lyrics on a whole different level.
The dreams I and the many people of my country had to throw away because of this entire situation... The pleads for all of it to end...
It all felt so strangely relatable...
Update: thank you guys SO much for your support
Are you okay rn?!
yea, I evacuated to Poland a few months ago with my mother so we're safe rn, thanks for asking ^^
@@yuinosenmou_san I’m very glad!
I'm so sorry you had to go through that, i hope your safe and heal from that experience.
im really glad youre okay right now, my heart goes to you and your country.
Rest in peace siinamota 💔
i guess this song has been gaining some traction recently, which is kind of nice, because i adore siinamota's music and i think more people should hear it. but a lot of the recent comments don't sit right with me. siinamota died six years ago, but he is so much more than his death. i don't want him to be remembered for his death, i want him to be remembered for all of his music. you don't need to force an "RIP" into every comment you make about him, because he's so much more than his death.
siinamota's music is wonderful, but i'm really feeling like it's reaching the wrong audience right now. it's reaching people who aren't able to respect siinamota or his work and that's what upsets me. i don't want shoujo a or any of siinamota's songs to be remembered as some sort of trend, i want them to be truly listened to, i want people to listen to them and try to understand them, because siinamota's writing is so beautiful and it captures so many feelings it's like looking into a time capsule to his emotions.
and also, for what it's worth, this translation is inaccurate. check out the translation by angelsubs. and please, please just be respectful.
i agree. im glad more people are finding his work but its pretty clear that not everyone is coming from a good place. paying their respects in the comment section feels more like they felt they had to than any sort of sincerity. it really bothers me how often they call his songs edgy or clearly suicidal. while some of them are, the large majority of them cover an array of different subjects. i hope the people here come to appreciate him for who he was and what he did rather than his final actions.
also like half the comments saying rip either say "this person" or "this artist". its not that hard to credit him. his name is plastered all over the comments and the video itself :/
@@wingednotepad ^^^ exactly. in general i feel like the vocaloid community feels obligated to pay respects by adding (rip) after every dead producer's name but at least they bother to learn their names. if people aren't going to actually respect siinamota and his work then maybe it's a good thing that the community surrounding him is small :/
Agreed,I've even seen lots of Japanese fans annoyed...They have every right to be :/
It's been annoying me as well. I started listening to his songs since I was 11 years old with Sky Fish, which really resonated with me just like most of his songs. And, before anything, his compositions are creative, magical and emotional. It's cruel that his songs are being remembered as this edgy culture phenomenon of "it's a song by that guy who died" or as just the conflicting feelings in the subtext of his songs. The musical composition of his songs is amazingly creative and captivating, his lyrics are like stories and fairytales, and the songs in general manage to be lively but melancholic, emotional but narrative, straightforward but mysterious, etc.
It might be too personal but I've related to the feelings implicit in his song more than the ideal (and, yes, as early as 11 years old). By the time he started expressing that discontentment with growing up I was going through the same as well. In all honesty the events were the wake up call for me that stopped things from going worse. But his songs are still significant, the stories he tells shouldn't be reduced to an anguish metaphor, his musical abilities shouldn't be disregarded to just consider the lyrics, etc. Internet culture makes it easy to reduce people and artists to only one aspect but it's also easy to notice that and start appreciating things as they really are.
僕の命っつったって 誰の命っつったって
時時々 公平に 裁かれるもんなんでしょ
暗い空にやってきた 鬱を連れてやってきた
時々雨 総計に 頼り切りだ どうしよう
朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を
飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
言葉を書く 曖昧に 言葉を書く 曖昧に
伝わりきらんないから 君だけをさ 信じて
捨ててきた夢をあつめて
ちょっと ちょっと 間違えたから
ああ 「時に 時に 躓いたって、」
寒い寒い寒い寒い寒い
寒い寒い寒い寒い寒い
寒い寒い寒い寒い 言い寄らないで
ああ 君の君の君の声が
遠い遠い遠い遠い遠い
遠い遠い遠い遠い遠い
遠い遠い遠い遠い 傷つけないで
何番目でも 何番目でも
僕が僕であるために？
契り集め持ってきた 契り集め持ってきた
あの日の間違いを 飲み込むのが苦るしくて
朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を
飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
「子供だましの花ふたつ、」
きっと きっと 諦めたから？
ああ 遠い夢を追いかけてさ
早い早い早い早い早い
早い早い早い早い早い
早い早い早い早い 追いつけないよ
捨てきれず残した思いが
憎い憎い憎い憎い憎い
憎い憎い憎い憎い憎い
憎い憎い憎い憎い 許されないの？
ああ 夢を夢を見てたはずが
怖い怖い怖い怖い怖い
怖い怖い怖い怖い怖い
怖い怖い怖い怖い 近づかないで
合言葉を繰り返すだけ
寒い寒い寒い寒い寒い
寒い寒い寒い寒い寒い
寒い寒い寒い寒い お願いだから
何番目でも 何番目でも
僕が僕であるために…
0:22 0:48 1:49 2:27 2:44 2:56
google translate sure did a number on this
powapowa has struggled with severe depression and social pressure throughout his whole life, and most if not all of his songs depict that. he used music to try to convey his feelings towards society, himself and most of all: his future. one of the things he used to talk about the most was how much he wanted to be a child forever. how scared he was of adulthood and losing his innocent view of a world so rotten.
mizoguchi ryou, known as powapowa-p, has passed away in 2015 due to assumed suicide. the cause of death was not disclosed, but many (including his friends at the time) believe he took his own life. if that were to be true, we can assume ryou feared his own future so much he would rather die than eventually live through it.
it's good that more people are being captivated by this song, i'm sure ryou would've loved the love his work is receiving. just please be mindful that we're talking about the art of a troubled soul who is no longer here. please, have respect for his legacy.
rest easy, powapowa. may you find the peace you've always longed for.
Imagine copying a comment with the exact words thinking no one would notice 💀
even woth suicide wouldnt help with your sadness but will end your happiness and forgwt about the others you love and your family but you will be able to fly and watch them from above, its not like you die and cant return back to earth, you can come back anytime you want...Just remember never commit suicide because suicide doesnt solve sadness it resorts to death and we start losing population...
1:06 love this part
No it’s 1:22
@@Hi-ky6pf maybe they just like that part
I to😅😅
dear tiktok, please don't call this song "edgy" or "emo", this song was written by a 20 year old boy who committed suicide
We dont know how he died
What's ironic is that they are the ones being "edgy" by thinking that it's funny to be disrespectful to PowaPowaP by calling him an "edgelord" for making this song
@@agenericguy1014 true
this song was a cry for help that no one noticed.
Suicid is wrong... God will put you in hell if you do that.
Unfortunately, this song will be known as “That one song that motivates you to win” now that people are finding this song without knowing
Why unfortunately? This song motivates me expelling those depressive feeling. This thing fascinates me, how is it possible that a so depressing song helps so much doing the opposite?
It feels like the author wrote it trying to escape those feeling too
@@chunchunmaru5128 he is saying that many people Pol
Popularized it as a song for motivational power and an expression of strength but its not.
@@chunchunmaru5128i find depression to be a big motivation to win.
@@mythnotfound7070 Ultimately the creator of the song ended up motivating people through the song. I cannot think of a better ending than this.
might just end myself like him ngl
Wow the song is wonderful
It took so long but hes finally getting recognized, even people in the Vocaloid Community barely knew him, his music is wonderful its nice to see people outside of the vocaloid community listening to his Songs
Rip powapowap. We will always remember your works, I can only hope you’ve found peace 🖤
calling this song "edgy" "emo" "broken" "depressing" is not funny, powapowa died and its disrespectful to call his songs "edgy" or something like that, he passed away due to su1c1de, rest in heaven powapowa!
Wow people actually say that, that’s disgusting, Rest In Peace powapowa. I wish he could see his work becoming famous.
ik, "edgy" and "emo" are such disrespectful words, but "broken" and "depressing" are literally the description for the song bruhhh
If you kill your self you go to hell you don’t go to heaven just saying not to be mean but it’s the truth
But his music fits all of the words you don’t want us to use. What do we call the song?
suicide costs you to go to hell, so I dont think thats a heaven, read bible please.
new fans coming here, you may be late, but your support is never out of time.
Can you give me some contexts what going on
Rest in peace, Siinamota. You will be missed, and thank you so much for this masterpiece
đừng nói tiếng anh nha bạn
@@56mailinh2 Làm sao họ có thể nói được ngôn ngữ của bạn nếu họ không biết ngôn ngữ đó? Não vuông.
1:22 this song is perfect for breakdowns especially this part where you just wanna scream and be crazy cus it hurts so much everything you've been holding inside, can barely heard yourself, let the music blasting taken over
I hope he knows how much so many of us love his work, wherever he is in the universe... Godspeed..
I hope this song makes thousands of more Vocaloid fans.
IT DID 😭👏
This was one of the first Vocaloid songs I heard of, and it helped make me gain interest in them. Still a newbie, but most of the songs I’ve heard are bangers.
@@belynda1224 same here dude. its beautiful how one song can attract a community.
i actually got into vocaloid because of um TRIPLE BAKA-
My first song was probably bopibo idk the miku vegetable song, big miku fan now. I own a figma miku figure.
This can be also translated
1:01 ‘Because it(abandoning dreams) was a small, small mistake’
1:37 ‘no matter how many times, for the sake of me being me’
2:04 ‘two flowers of childish deception’
But I’m not good at English and Japanese so I might be wrong😢
Anyways this translation is awesome thanks for making this!❤
i can't believe i found this song through a fcking sonic edit
with all respect though, r.i.p powapowa, i'm glad your works are getting recognition as of now and hopefully you're resting easy
This is soooo good
It fells like I`m falling down a skyscraper and seeing myself in the reflection, forever.
This is a very... Unique yet awesome way of describing it
Now i can feel it too
I can't stop crying tears keep falling down I can't control it . powapowa your a amazing person R.I.P fly high up your a legend who won't be forgotten
I’m so happy this song recognition from TikTok, I’ve been listening to this song for a while and I was upset more people didn’t know about this.
Fr I knew this song Tik tok and I was like wait I listen to this artist but I’ve never seen this song
Only 7 years have passed and he is no longer there...
Good news. This song is still got many listeners in 2023. You made a good work pal. Hope everything good up there.. ❤
It shook me at "Im scared,Im scared,Im scared" cause it made me realize how bad growing up can get.
"YOUR VOICE YOUR VOICE YOUR VOICE IS SO FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR"
Soy fan de esta parte
its actually "your your your voice is so far away" Kimi no is "your" // Kimi no koe is "your voice is"
isnt it "your your your" instead of 'your voice your voice"
@@winter6838 it's actually "your your your" but the "your voice your voice" will make it smoother
its actually "your your your voice is far far far far far far far far far far far far far"
okay, we got it the first time, stop correcting them.
Why is this underrated
idk but i think this will be famous on tiktok soon😚
@@sume7e it already has its sad
@@sume7e yep
@@sume7e pls you were right
@@puffmello2674 ooo look at u, u don’t use tiktok how quirky and different!
I remember when i was younger I used to play songs like this but I never really looked at the titles and remembered, not so long ago I heard it again and took time to find it again and I have no regrets this song just resonates with me so much especially now.
⭐ Lyrics :
Boku no inochi tsuttatte
Dare no inochi tsuttatte
Tokidokidoki kouhei ni Sabakareru mon nan desho
Kurai sora ni yattekita utsu o tsurete yattekita
Tokidoki ame soukei ni tayorigiri da doushiyou
Kuchiru made no aizou o kuchiru made no aizou o
Nomikomu kimi kantan ni hohoemu kimi doushite
Kotoba o kaku aimai ni kotoba o kaku aimai ni
Tsutawari kirannai kara kimi dake o sa shinjite
Sutetekita yume o atsumete
Chotto chotto machigaeta kara
Aa "toki ni toki ni tsumazuita tte,"
Samui samui samui samui
Samui samui samui samui samui
Samui samui samui samui ii yoranaide
Aa kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga
Tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
Tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
Tooi tooi tooi tooi kizutsukenaide
Nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
Boku ga boku de aru tame ni?
chigiri atsume mottekita chigiri atsume motte kita
Ano hi no machigai o nomikomu no ga kurushikute
Kuchiru made no aizou o kuchiru made no aizou o
Nomikomu kimi kantan ni hohoemu kimi doushite
"kodomo damashi no hana futatsu,"
Kitto kitto akirameta kara?
Aa tooi yume o oikakete sa
Hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
Hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
Hayai hayai hayai hayai oitsukenai yo
Sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga
Nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
Nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
Nikui nikui nikui nikui yurusarenai no?
aa yume o yume o miteta hazu ga
Kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
Kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
Kowai kowai kowai kowai
Ai kotoba o kurikaesu date
Samui samui samui samui samui
Samui Samui samui samui samui
Samui samui samui samui onegai dakara
Nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
Boku ga boku de aru tame ni…
Thanks so much😊
Thank you very much😊
Ty
This is my favorite song 😊
Finally found this song gosh took me forever that you for posting this so much again thank you a million times for this song and subs
Samee, though i managed to immediately find it by typing "ahh kimi no. Samui samui samui" haha
youtube, search, then typing "sorai sorai sorai japanese song" 😂
Idk why but I cry everytime listen to this masterpiece
Same, I feel so bad for the artist 🙁
Me. To
I know right!? Hits you right in the feels
You feel the emotions he put into this song.
You can feel a portion of what he felt.
This is much better than I expected and I love this song
FINALLY I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS SONG
Its been two years since i last heard this song, it brings so many memories. Ive been struggling with chronic depression and suicidal thoughts for three years so far, and this really hit home for me and when i first saw the English lyrics for this song. I met a friend that grew so close to me the first year that ive been struggling with this horrible parasitic feeling i get from time to time. If it wasn't for her i would probably be dead right now, i am so lucky that i finally found someone who loves me. I have never told anyone about my feelings or my mental condition, until i told my friend that i was going to hurt myself. She contacted someone and they talked to me for hours. Im so lucky that she saved me that night. This is a reminder to always be kind to everyone and be empathetic when talking about these serious things. You never know when you might lose a loved one very close to you. So check up on anyone you haven't seen or heard from in a while and ask them if they are doing alright. And to talk to someone about your mental state and how you are feeling. It's never the better option to keep these things to yourself, talk to anyone you trust so you can get help in any way possible. Once again i say this with all of my heart, its never the better option to keep these things to yourself and let it get out of control, hurting or killing yourself is not the answer. Anyways, i hope anyone dealing with these terrible things gets help as soon as possible.
😮
are you alright now??
@@izukumyizuukumiii3074 yes, I have been going and seeing professional therapists and people who can help me. And how are you doing?
@@Sauceman_Lord_of_sauce well kinda good i suppose college has been stressing me out
This song without knowing the lyrics felt like someone reaching out their hand while their world crumbling around them
i’ve been listening to this song for maybe 2-3 years by now. i’m so happy more people are discovering it because this is one of my favorite songs
Underrated af. Rest in piece Siinamota. This song is not just “a song”. It has a real story.
Man underappreciated gems going off like this. Really hope he had some form of happiness while making these songs he seemed to vent out with. Hopefully he is happy where he is now
He's dead. apparently by suicide. RIP
The amount of comments already told me :P
Powapowa was such a talented person I suggest checking out Please hand me a red pen and Q as they are some of his most iconic works before his tragic passing my fav vocaloid producer!
i remember when this song was released in 2013 and ever since powapowap passed away i struggled to listen to this without crying.. it's still hard lol
Wait the artist passed away?? :(
@@meniixx the artist struggled with depression a lot of their songs speak of suicide I just discovered them and listening to his music hurts even listening to Miku hurts
@@meniixx yes, in 2015 he passed away (presumed to be suicide) which makes his songs very upsetting to listen to.
@@ruiichi poor guy...
same here. i miss him a lot
2:36 bro😭😭
😢😢😢😢😢
It's been 7 years since he died and I still can't get over it rip Ryu was someone special and needed someone to talk to and he Did it through his music.Ryu may god bless you in heaven. ❤️
The creepy part that when it comes to chorus, the brightness of the phone I'm using turned darker very slowly. This song is in deep emotions. Rest In Peace, Powapowa-P.
May I ask timestamp
RIP Siinamota
I used to watch your videos daily, i always fell asleep when i listened to them, now after your tragic accident that i wished to never happen? Well, it failed.
Ill always remember you❤❤
This song feels like those majestic dreams you'll have that make you cry when you wake up.
It’s like a song I’ve never heard, but I heard it is just beautiful music to my ears I just don’t know what this is just beautiful music
😊😊😊😊😊😊😊❤❤
Excuse me, I have a question to ask.
Before that, thank you dearly for uploading what seems such a good translation of one of my favorite persons. But in the "AiSoBakaDesu" translation, there is a line where he came up with "But what number, what number for the sake of me being me", which you see as "Whatever rank I am on your list, I don't care, for the sake of me being me". Which one do you see the fittest, or is it up to interpretation? Thankss
Alraisen Avecesdario Thank you, it's so cool to see someone interested in the translation! AiSo translated that line literally (but what eye rank), but that doesn't exactly make sense, so I asked some friends from Japan. The phrase is just an expression and is not make to be taken literally, like "don't put the cart before the horse" or something. So I put down the English translation of the expression rather than the literal text.
I liked the other one better. But thank you very, very much for such a fast answer to the question. I'll be somewhere on the Internet maybe enjoying powapowa p.
last album: alive
last song: goodbye everyone
i'm okay, im not cryong again mom
RIP powapowa. You will be missed...
where is the last album
@@unholyzzx_lifepowapowa channel
The last song is actually Healthy end
@@LiveGamer440makes it even more sad.
What is cryong
lyrics are really sad but at the same time i can resonate with it, pretty sad that the creator passed away, his last few twitter comments are really poetic yet super depressing. rest in peace.
BYE THIS IS SO UNDERRATED
I've been looking for this song for so long!
Bro it gets me more energy that I'll make that in TADC,Sonic prime and Sml Bro it is amazing! ❤❤
after just finding out about the artist who made the song I'm almost crying
R.I.P Powapowa your songs are amazing :(
i just found out and i am crying right now
@@animatedvie yeah it's pretty sad :(
i am crying now too
How the artist made it: sharing his difficulties in life,struggling with depression.
How ppl uuse this song:to get out from depression.
Indeed: there's some sort of a beautiful irony in that fact.
R. I. P. powapowa.
@@alejandrocamberosrodriguez4222 i agree, powapowa made a beautiful song before dieing
R I.p
This song doesn’t make anyone happier.
Finally found og video
How, this🤗🥰😘🎂💖, young, and, girls its, and, love, ❤❤❤❤❤❤girls, and, boys🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊❤❤❤❤❤İ, POVEST, 🤗GREAT, ❤😊😊🥰😘💖😎
Even after 6 years this song is still getting views, what a great song and respect to the artist 🙏
After 9 years
@@ket-chan I was talking about when this video got released bruh
@@HeveanEnrico u mean song or vidoe
@@ket-chan are you actually okay in the head?
@@HeveanEnrico bruh u know when this song was made
You Did Good This RUclipsr Needs 10000000000000000000000000000000000 Subs
Genuinely wish he's still here to see his success now
It feels weird just hearing this song years later knowing the creator is gone. Fly high powapowap, siinamota.
Even though I'm a 14 year old girl I don't like tik tok and I never should go on there because this is one of the reasons why, all this poor guy wanted was to express his feelings with everyone, but they mocked him for it and he was going through so much depression, though the song is good but the lyrics represent the pain he was going through and young kids on tik tok at the age of 12 have to know that there are people who are going through so much pain and put it into song
His story in this song when I found the true meaning of it I realized that I have the same exact issue that I’m still going through that he went through, I have Autism and I have a lot of stress like depression, anxiety, and anger, I had a lot of trouble making friends in real life and I remember on Instagram I had problems there too like creeps, broken up relationships, and people who made fun of me for who I was, and in real life if someone were angry they would take it out on me, I also made some mistakes that I regret and I wanted to commit suicide, but having hope in my life I'm still alive and this guy didn't have it because everyone took it from him and I have that same pain he went through where he wanted help but no one could help him because I've been made mean comments and made fun of too like he was, I had friends who had Autism or not but when I lost them all I had a lot of trouble being with someone with the pain I was going through and thank god do to one person on Insta I was able to connect with someone who had Autism but who had grown up and became an adult, she and I became best friends and unfortunately I said something mean to her and we decided to spilt up but now I have a new best friend who also needs help too but and seeing he had no one to help him is the reason why I find it sad
If I could go back in time I would tell him the pain I would go through and he would have someone who would be able to support him, so if you all are going through a lot of depression talk to me or talk to someone else that had the same pain as he did because you're not alone. Rest in Piece PowaPowa-P
私はこのバージョンが大好きです（リミックスやサンプルではなくオリジナルなので）もたさん この曲を作ってくれてありがとう、安らかに眠って幸せになってください。