Rhea Cousens Yup, I heard the cop cars and saw the helicopter looking for the shooter. I work on Hillsboro road and I 95 in Deerfield beach. I didn’t know him personally but there were several occasions when he was driving around on his bike and I’d wave and get one back lol. A few of my friends knew him but I didn’t.
Iam not scared of death iam scared of the people who love me that they are gonna have so much pain cause of me. If you commit suicide your pain never vanishes it just passes on to people u are basically killing the people that u love. I wish I could die young but iam never killing my self. If I have to die then I die if I have to live then I live.
Silent killer fucking life waking up in the same pain knowing that the same shit is repeating over and over again living in suffer and i ask my self often how and why this happened no answer i just can't handle it sometimes it's so bad and I feel so unworthy ugly and this is the moment where suicide doesn't really scary me much i fucking grab my headphones and listen music all day long and i imagine the person i wanted to be the dreams that will never come true i fucking hate when people say IT'S OKAY EVERYONE HAS GOTTEN THROUGH THAT fuck no this is way out of control i feel unrealistic disoriented bad guilty ashamed of my self Panic Anxiety this cannot be explained You start to think that it will be forever like this I am scared to be happy and whenever i start to feel good and laugh the bad thoughts are coming and steal my smile and happiness throwing me in cage of suffering and I'm only 16 my mom used to do drugs not anymore but now she take sedatives like candies and sleep all day long my Father isn't that bad but still not what i wanted i live with my grandparents my granpa is disgusting person he traumatized me through the years because he would start to yell for no reason to argue with everybodyi just breath deeply and hope it will be better
He says "Tired of feeling like I'm trapped in my damn mind" but yeah, you hear that and you just feel what he's says. You feels all the lyrics in this song and it's so sad. That's why this song is amazing
Sometimes I wonder what it’s like to be truly happy not distracted. To be in love not to be loved. To live truly without feeling like your constantly sinking.
He caused a “riot” He said people should “Look at me” But after the tragedy of “Jocelyn Flores” He made “changes” He wanted to “Take A Step Back” from the music but returned He used to say “Fuck love” , but then he changed his mind He wanted everyone to have “Hope” He knew people went through “Depression & obsession” He wanted “Revenge” against death, which took his friend away But he never got it, in reality all he actually wanted was “The remedy for a broken heart” He wanted to raise awareness for horrible causes, because if he didn’t the awareness would be “Going Down” He wanted people to be happy because he knew that “Everybody dies in their nightmares” ,so he wanted people to have happy dreams instead He wanted everyone to sleep peacefully under the “Moonlight” But now he is gone And we all feel “SAD” We also feel “BAD” because we Underestimated him He wanted to “Save Me” and everyone else Now he is our “Guardian Angel” Thank you XXXtentacion
watch the mars files interview of xxxtentacion because he was actually enlightened. i just wanna put you on something because it's something im sure he crucially wants everyone to know as his legacy.
i miss you more and more everyday jah rest easy up there make sure everyone hears your music up there. heaven has gained an angel. i feel like your by my side helping me fight this battle 🕊🖤
Lyrics: Don't go, don't go to sleep Don't go, stay up and don't go Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game Nigga really wanna die in the night time Only time I feel pain, when I'm feelin' love That's why it's tatted on my face that I'm damn numb Only time I'm in my mind, when I'm all alone That's why I'm really never alone in the night time Change hoes like clothes, I can't get attached 'Cause these hoes fire starters like lit matches I've been feeling really lost, ducking all attachments I don't really go outside 'cause I hate traffic I don't wanna go outside, get caught in traffic Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game Nigga really wanna die in the night time Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game Nigga really wanna die in the night time Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game Nigga really wanna die in the night time Nigga really wanna die in the night time Nigga really wanna die in the night time Nigga really wanna die in the night time, uh Nigga really wanna die in the night time, uh Nigga really wanna die in the night time Don't go to sleep Don't go, stay up and don't go Don't go to sleep Don't go, stay up and don't go Don't go, don't go to sleep Don't go, stay up and don't
my life is trash, but I gotta keep going. for my family, for my friends, for myself. i believe that happiness will be found, even if now I'm depressed af... heartbreaks really ruin you... stay strong guys 💔
@@kk-ii8st ayo thanks man, i just noticed i made that comment 5 months ago when i was at my lowest, honestly my life got better even if its not as good as it used to be. i got over my suicidal thoughts and now im a happier person, hope you're doing good too
It’s been 6 years without X. He didn’t have to go. He was one of the best rappers in the world then. Rest peacefully Jahseh. See you on the other side.✌️
Don't go Don't go to sleep Don't go stay with me i stayed with X he left me He saved me i couldn't save him RIP XXX its been 4 years without him I lost everything when he left now Im scattered like pieces of misery I could still hear him sing when im alone makes me cry
This song can make you cry Can make you think about life Can make you happy Can make you sad Can make you overthink anything Can make you strong Can make you remember about X And Say anything you can't say
The feelings I have associated with 17 and this song in particular are stronger than any other feelings I have associated with music it has such a impact on me
Respect your mirror for not laughing when u feel insecure Your pillow for catching your tears when no one else would Your shower for not judging your singing And your music who comforts you when no one else would I might be a stranger but no matter who you are i love you and eventually things might get better.
I’m bipolar and I have adhd, XXX’s music is literally my mind, if I express my feeling people think I’m crazy, if I keep it in people think I’m depressed, if I cry people call me weak, if I stay quiet they call me heartless,
I ain’t even depressed but it’s 2 in the morning and I realized that life is the shittiest thing ever and so many things happen but X is the person that keeps me going when I lose someone in my life
we will all not be here to see the light of day and we wont be able to see the stars from a beautiful night sky.. why is life like this and why is it so hard man.
It's been 2 years since x. Let that sink in
Miss him.
I lived 5min walk from him in parkland lol. Worked 10min drive from where he was shot. Small world guys, stay strapped.
@@nickslosubi690 wow really? :(
Rhea Cousens Yup, I heard the cop cars and saw the helicopter looking for the shooter. I work on Hillsboro road and I 95 in Deerfield beach. I didn’t know him personally but there were several occasions when he was driving around on his bike and I’d wave and get one back lol. A few of my friends knew him but I didn’t.
@@nickslosubi690 holy shit that's awful.
Slowed songs sound good
But this
This is perfect
Yes
No it's amazing 👌🏻
best slowed song i've ever heard
Yeah and its from Xxxtentacion
True
No travis scott goosebumbs best slowed song
Listen to redbone slowed+reverb
Lil Uzi Vert - XO TOUR LIFE (slowed+reverd) is cool too
and moving on is the hardest part
💔💔💔💔💔💔
The best way to not get your heart broken is to pretend you don't have one.
How people feel about others is often how they feel about themselves.
People point fingers not realizing their thumbs are pointed right back at them.
shit.
Who's scared of dying but tired of living ...
i cant speak english good, but i feel same(
Iam not scared of death iam scared of the people who love me that they are gonna have so much pain cause of me. If you commit suicide your pain never vanishes it just passes on to people u are basically killing the people that u love. I wish I could die young but iam never killing my self. If I have to die then I die if I have to live then I live.
me -_-
@@demiseen same
@@demiseen feel you bro same thing
every thing just leaves eventually
you said it cuh ;(
It’s hard see past away very good things
911 whats your emergency
me: hello im stuck in the past
What’s the anime in your pfp? sorry if this is a bit weird
@@Jamesbull492 😂😂😂
Ur that guy outside always funny and happy then every night u end up to this man.
how did you know? yeah this really said FOR YOU
Silent killer fucking life waking up in the same pain knowing that the same shit is repeating over and over again living in suffer and i ask my self often how and why this happened no answer i just can't handle it sometimes it's so bad and I feel so unworthy ugly and this is the moment where suicide doesn't really scary me much i fucking grab my headphones and listen music all day long and i imagine the person i wanted to be the dreams that will never come true i fucking hate when people say IT'S OKAY EVERYONE HAS GOTTEN THROUGH THAT fuck no this is way out of control i feel unrealistic disoriented bad guilty ashamed of my self Panic Anxiety this cannot be explained You start to think that it will be forever like this I am scared to be happy and whenever i start to feel good and laugh the bad thoughts are coming and steal my smile and happiness throwing me in cage of suffering and I'm only 16 my mom used to do drugs not anymore but now she take sedatives like candies and sleep all day long my Father isn't that bad but still not what i wanted i live with my grandparents my granpa is disgusting person he traumatized me through the years because he would start to yell for no reason to argue with everybodyi just breath deeply and hope it will be better
Did you just watch the movie about my life
@@sizzlegamex8323 no cuz you are literally nothing he just desi
@@gedon4713 damn.... i feel you....if you wanna talk i'm here..
“Started feeling like I’m trapped in my damn mind” really hits different when you know what he meant
He says "Tired of feeling like I'm trapped in my damn mind" but yeah, you hear that and you just feel what he's says. You feels all the lyrics in this song and it's so sad. That's why this song is amazing
bruh your guys comments are hitting me on the crying spot. (Aka my weak spot)
hits more different when you feel what he meant..
that's what depression does. if you've been in that state of mind before you'd know.
@@stjarnar am going through
I'm not deppressed, it's kinda like I can't feel happiness or pain anymore. I just always feel empty.
Same shit happened to me last year now I’m good
@@voltonator7991 glad to hear man
numb
bro that is depression... real depressed ppl dont feel sad they dont feel anything and start for example selfharming to feel something again yk?
Same here brother
i can’t get attached .
they'll always stick but they never stay
I cant get attached everything leaves eventually and moving on is the hardest part- ASAP Stormy
When I look to the left I see nothing right. When I look to the right I see nothing left.
The brighter that any light shines the darker the shadows around it grow
@@jr1364 🧋👏🏾
Sometimes I wonder what it’s like to be truly happy not distracted. To be in love not to be loved. To live truly without feeling like your constantly sinking.
r u maddie mccann
@@yungimessagescrans2cb381 Whos that
*alone at room matching with dark light,rainy day and this music is so damn relaxing*
"We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, but to create something that will"-xxxxtentacion 🥀
😞
Damn that hit
Together We Hit Hard ...😫💔🖤
he didn’t say that hahah
"Tired of feeling like my life is a damn game." I feel you x. I feel you. Why'd you have to leave us, your music has helped me so much.
Respect your pillows, they catch your tears when no one else will
damn, ill remember that
Thanks
And your clothes
Thx
Damn hit diff
He caused a “riot”
He said people should “Look at me”
But after the tragedy of “Jocelyn Flores”
He made “changes”
He wanted to “Take A Step Back” from the music but returned
He used to say “Fuck love” , but then he changed his mind
He wanted everyone to have “Hope”
He knew people went through “Depression & obsession”
He wanted “Revenge” against death, which took his friend away
But he never got it, in reality all he actually wanted was “The remedy for a broken heart”
He wanted to raise awareness for horrible causes, because if he didn’t the awareness would be “Going Down”
He wanted people to be happy because he knew that “Everybody dies in their nightmares” ,so he wanted people to have happy dreams instead
He wanted everyone to sleep peacefully under the “Moonlight”
But now he is gone
And we all feel “SAD”
We also feel “BAD” because we
Underestimated him
He wanted to “Save Me” and everyone else
Now he is our “Guardian Angel”
Thank you XXXtentacion
@ItzRemix ik it’s so sad
Well said👏
Bruhh😭😭
Bruh i didn't listened to x cuz i was stupid that times but now i think i will have all his songs in my library of music
RIP XXXTENTACION 💔😔
R.i.p
NOW
HOW THE FUCK XXXTENTACION DIED 🕊️
I'm a murderer of my own emotions and I act like I still got em'.
yea i feel u
thats so vaporwave
Uh what?
damn i couldnt relate more
-and yet I still play the victim…
I listen to this kind of music so I don't commit suicide
same
same
watch the mars files interview of xxxtentacion because he was actually enlightened. i just wanna put you on something because it's something im sure he crucially wants everyone to know as his legacy.
Same
bro don't do it trust me. no matter how life is shitty it's still not worth it.
message to the future generations. Don't let this song die.
yahh.
We will never let it die
(\_/)
(*.*)
(>♡
Yahh
It will never die😔
My favorite 😭😭💔
I love this... rip X 😢
WHO DOESN'T LOVE THIS
Only time I feel pain
Is when I'm feeling love
i miss you more and more everyday jah rest easy up there make sure everyone hears your music up there. heaven has gained an angel. i feel like your by my side helping me fight this battle 🕊🖤
It’s been almost 5 years since x died let that sink in
“Only time I feel pain when I feel in love that’s why it’s tatted on my face that I’m damn numb”LLJ💔
Lyrics:
Don't go, don't go to sleep
Don't go, stay up and don't go
Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind
Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Only time I feel pain, when I'm feelin' love
That's why it's tatted on my face that I'm damn numb
Only time I'm in my mind, when I'm all alone
That's why I'm really never alone in the night time
Change hoes like clothes, I can't get attached
'Cause these hoes fire starters like lit matches
I've been feeling really lost, ducking all attachments
I don't really go outside 'cause I hate traffic
I don't wanna go outside, get caught in traffic
Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind
Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind
Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind
Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Nigga really wanna die in the night time, uh
Nigga really wanna die in the night time, uh
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Don't go to sleep
Don't go, stay up and don't go
Don't go to sleep
Don't go, stay up and don't go
Don't go, don't go to sleep
Don't go, stay up and don't
R.I.P
Thank you. For people like me who don’t understand English well the lyrics are real important. Thanks…
Thank you. For people like me who don’t understand English well the lyrics are real important. Thanks…
“i don’t wanna go outside, get caught in traffic’
damn, and that’s how he died 😪
No one is afraid of death.... They are afraid of losing everyone they love ❤
my life is trash, but I gotta keep going. for my family, for my friends, for myself. i believe that happiness will be found, even if now I'm depressed af... heartbreaks really ruin you... stay strong guys 💔
Thats life...and yea it sucks but keep ur head up for eveybody else you got this there will always be something better for you
@@kk-ii8st ayo thanks man, i just noticed i made that comment 5 months ago when i was at my lowest, honestly my life got better even if its not as good as it used to be. i got over my suicidal thoughts and now im a happier person, hope you're doing good too
No matter how hard life gets, i will never call it depression
Then your life is ok buddy, just don't act like you depress
@@bgmiloverrrforever7184 true
0:00 is so soothing
this dude got talent i swear, let him do more of this stuff, long live X
It’s been 6 years without X. He didn’t have to go. He was one of the best rappers in the world then. Rest peacefully Jahseh. See you on the other side.✌️
I'm
F- frightened
I- Incapable
N- Not enough
E- Erased
Haha same
Fucked up
Insecure
Needy
Emotional.
Im
Frustrated
Inferior
Numb
Empty
E= empty
Don't go
Don't go to sleep
Don't go stay with me
i stayed with X he left me
He saved me
i couldn't save him
RIP XXX its been 4 years without him I lost everything when he left now Im scattered like pieces of misery
I could still hear him sing when im alone makes me cry
When x died my heart died I love x so much this is amazing work love it
This song can make you cry
Can make you think about life
Can make you happy
Can make you sad
Can make you overthink anything
Can make you strong
Can make you remember about X
And
Say anything you can't say
just having it slowed makes it sadder :(
"I'm not afraid of death", I'm just scared that I'm gonna die before i get to experience true happiness.
You the goat because this was released only 10 days after x passed and it probably helped some people get through his passing so respect bro
*TRAPPED*
*IN*
*MY*
*DAMN*
*MIND*
The mirror is my only friend, when I cry, it cries with me
i loved coming home to finding a new song from x now ive listened to them all 1000x
why these song's ,makes my tears fall down from my eyes>>
My ears are blessed 🤧
"i dont wanna go outside get caught in traffic.....(tragic)" one of his most iconic bars imo. LLJ
This hurts so good
That bass feels amazing.
This song hits damn hard
beautiful...🕊
i know alot of people may say this but this song really does hit different when your actually depressed.
Thank you XXTENTACION for leaving us beautiful songs and memories.
The feelings I have associated with 17 and this song in particular are stronger than any other feelings I have associated with music it has such a impact on me
best song i’ve ever heard in slow mo
I'm addicted of this ❤
Thank you XXX for healing us with your songs you will always be remembered
This song not healing us he is damage my heart 💔
"only time I feel pain, when I'm feelin love" I felt that bruh. 😢
"only time I feel pain when I'm feelin love" that hit soooo different :(
Best slowed one there is
This song is my chill vibe💯
"Tired of feeling like iam wrapped in a damn lie" i feel that one
X is waiting for us in heaven man.😢😢😢
This is so perfect 🖤🥺
Respect your mirror for not laughing when u feel insecure
Your pillow for catching your tears when no one else would
Your shower for not judging your singing
And your music who comforts you when no one else would
I might be a stranger but no matter who you are i love you and eventually things might get better.
@Taxcurtes me 2
I miss x bro💔😕
Now the song makes me remind of him😔😔💔💔
with beat headphones. amazing. Rip x❤️
2021 still favourite rapper 🥀
Me too
Thank you for this version, you made me cry from this and that's good, I haven't cried in years. Thank You
liar
I've been listening to these all day to remember these legends
0.75x speed hits hard
really changes up the whole vibe
True💔😔
TRUE😣🥺😭
ayo his voice in 1.75x
@@banan3402 No
Remembered when everything was fine ?
No ?
It's ok, neither do i
Real tears rolls when we hit our 60s or 70s.that time this song hit different.And make you to remember this day🙂
Only time I feel pain when I feel alone
XXXTENTACION BEST😓
“don’t wanna get caught in traffic”
homie predicted it 😢🥺
2022 is coming but you X you dont coming :(
"really wanna die in the night time...":\
yo im crying.. its something abt this song that just makes me cry and feel so lonely...
Ele foi ótimo cantor 🥺💔✨
@@JhonEditz в наших сердцах❤️
Legends listen after 3 years⏳😌
Come back in the darkest times, LLJ🐐🕊
My boy RumWorld can’t do no wrong!!
I KNOW YOU CAME HERE BECAUSE YOU FEELING EMPTY🥺😔
SENDING LOVE AND LIGHT❤️
I’m bipolar and I have adhd, XXX’s music is literally my mind, if I express my feeling people think I’m crazy, if I keep it in people think I’m depressed, if I cry people call me weak, if I stay quiet they call me heartless,
"Tired feeling like my life is a damn game"
- Every depressed kid
I ain’t even depressed but it’s 2 in the morning and I realized that life is the shittiest thing ever and so many things happen but X is the person that keeps me going when I lose someone in my life
anyone else get chills listening to this?
Nostalgie 😭❤️
😢
Is there 1 hour version of this, if not please make one
Petition to bring these songs on spotify⛓❤️🔥
One of the best slowed songs to work with when your sad in school
see when im study like, it all hits me
He Made the best Songs...
How do people dare to dislike this :(
we will all not be here to see the light of day and we wont be able to see the stars from a beautiful night sky.. why is life like this and why is it so hard man.
Almost 3 years since this Angel died 💖 We miss you, Legend ❤️ Hope your having a good time in Heaven 👑
May his soul rest in peace 😫😓😓
Someone from 2024😢
Yes 😔😊
Here 😢
okay you are here because this song destroys your pain
he looks so happy T-T