The Reality of Leaving for War
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- Опубликовано: 1 июн 2024
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Time Stamps-
00:00 Intro
00:22 I made the Decision
01:19 Leaving People Behind
01:54 Personal Reflection
03:00 Depressive State
03:51 Telling Family I’m Going to Ukraine
05:33 Rejuvenation
06:41 Last Minute Editing
08:11 Poland!
8:32 Arriving in Ukraine!
The vlog came together nicely! Keep up the great work we know you're doing off camera. Stay safe and give my thanks to all the guys. Slava Ukraini!
Man thanks so much as always!! Never take your donations for granted, I’ll let the guys know you say hi, they all know you by now haha
Respect spaz ✋🏻
thank you for helping.
@@CivDiv thank you for your service to humanity
Spaz!! You are a beast!!! ❤️ Much love and respect! Stay safe anywhere you may be at.
I’ve been typing and deleting this comment for a bit, because it all sounds vapid and full of platitudes. So I’ll just say thank you for what you do.
Alls good man! I think I recorded like 2 hours of footage and kept 9 minutes of it for this, I know that feel lol. Gonna pass this dono along, I really do appreciate it
@@CivDivBest of luck, stay safe, get home. IDK if you're religious but I'm going to be praying for you and everyone your with.
@@CivDiv You a little lying stolen valor punk! I dare you to say something to me! I F'ing dare you boy!
Best wishes!
wow kudos!
JUST SAW THIS, man thank you for this, will go to a good place. Feel so bad I didn’t see this earlier, hope you see this comment, we appreciate it bro
Thank you from Poland, you are what gives us all hope.
Man thank you!!! Just saw this, feel so bad I haven’t been able to respond to anybody, and I hope you see this comment to know we are appreciative ❤️
@@CivDiv of course. Watch out for yourself there. You are fighting a cartel not a real state.
What happened in Poland?
@@PaulJ_81 Russians allied themselves with Nazis and attacked Poland in 1939, then switched sides and were rewarded with half of Europe including Poland as their colonial empire. To rob and destroy. It took us until 1990s to get rid of them. By then they have destroyed our country which we now have rebuilt.
If Ukraine lose Poland will be in danger because Russia will have longer boarder with Poland@@PaulJ_81
sharing real life as it happens . . . thank you and keep us updated 💪
I just discovered this channel, and goddamn, what you do is awesome and is something so few people on earth could manage. Incredible job
Jesus man you are strong, I don't know how you could willing go to a place that you very well could not come back from and end up possibly bleeding out to death in sticks and mud. I wish the best for u.
Damn dude paint the picture
War is real and war is hell.
Not helpful
Some are made for it and then there is you.
@@TankandDimples okay and are you a soldier then too? sorry im not "made" to go to war. im just pointing out he is extremely brave volunteering knowing what could possibly happen.
from a fellow russian, now living in Finland, i really hope youre hanging on in there and that everything is allright!
I leave for army soon going for infantry hopefully to make such an impact as you!much respect
its not too late to back out. with DEP you literally just dont have to show up on your ship date. i highly recommend you reconsider
@@justindixon4007 all respects to your answer but it’s my life and I feel like this is an experience I need and want plus I’m getting a nice chunk of money to go 50k plus my annual 35 k
🫡 Best of luck to you. I plan to go Marine Corps sometime this year.
@@Hsbsbskdxnnxjdnjssji also recommend you reconsider, but you sound like me when i first enlisted for the infantry. Youll regret when you ETS with no transferrable skills, but you wont believe me, just like i didn't believe anyone myself haha.
@@SuicidalChocolateSK I don’t really mind not having transferable skills I plan to stay in infantry for as long as I can if that’s 20 years it’s 20 years,I’m not going into this looking for comfort I want difficulty and a challenge in every way shape and form
I’ve been watching your channel for a while now and wanted to thank you for sharing your experiences. You’re a fantastic person and I wish you all the best and cannot wait to see all the content you create in the future.
If you are ever in the Chicagoland area, please let me know. I’d love to buy you lunch/dinner and pick your brain. Peace and love my virtual friend.
thank you for what you do!! please be safe
Ur amazing person I know not everyday is not sunshine’s and daisy’s and we all go through dark days we all appreciate you putting on a happy face always a strong attribute you are a legend and we are proud what our brothers do in war and u also is arnie still around!
true badass. stay safe in your travels doing what you do best.
love the vlog style btw.
CD, I am proud of you brother and all the others helping Ukraine. Best of luck, looking forward to any updates.
thanks for everything that you do man
Love the vlog style video! It’s nice to see what you’re up to outside of Ukraine! Keep up the good work and stay safe!
Thank you for helping Europe. 🤗 Many hugs to you.
Thanks for your sevice
Stay safe and look after yourself.
Much love from Australia.
Brotha glad you’re okay I was worried not seeing a upload in a little while!
As you can see, many of us are proud of you. From marine to marine, i gotta say you're one hell of a soldier. Many of us are unable or unwilling to do what you are doing. Be safe man. Keep your head on a swivel. Stay frosty. And keep us up to date as much as you can.
Most Americans aren't mentally fit for long heavy combat in front line of Ukraine.
You're a unique guy! Thank you very much, thank you for your fight for Ukraine
Thanks for this video!
He looks fucking ready, holy shit! I hope you and everyone you are fighting with come back healthy, thank you for your service! You spread Awareness and you fight for the right things and i support that!
your videos and editing have been getting a lot better man. love to see it, and thank you for everything that you do.
From the bottom of my heart - thank you. 🇺🇦 🇨🇦
Same 🇨🇦👍
FJT 🇨🇦
@@freedombro6502😂
@@freedombro6502f Zelensky too, idiot
It's surreal how someone can get into a plane and comfortably arrive to the warzone nowadays.
Even more surreal for us here that people who didn't have to go to Ukraine are coming here to help us fight russia. Thank you, our country will never forget what people like you are doing.
that touches my heart so deeply 💙💛
слава россии
@@FloppaTheBasedGtfo of here Putin bot. Your accounts 8 months old and you’re obviously one of Putin minions, paid to comment pro Russian comments.
Love your work! Stay safe!
Take care buddy and stay safe.
Keep focus on your job and that’s the greatest reward to your love ones
I've been watching you for awhile man after the war started, love your passion for what you do and how important the content you produce is for getting the word out on Ukraine and fighting against these dictators. Your brothers and you are truly an inspiration. Slava Ukraini!
russia will win anyway
@@aybrowtf Slava Ukraini.
@@SecretPersonComment ok nato bot
@@aybrowtf ok Russian spy.
Thank you so much man!! Victory will come, and your donation will go directly to supporting it
Great video, it was different than the usual which made it even better I feel. Good luck
Man I hope you stay safe out there.
Thank you for your service🫡
Making locke martain proud
@@nightmarecat16 and you making putin proud
For which service? Is your country under attack and this guy defend it? Or he is just a serial killer who wants to kill people.
@user-yt7hq5jg1j bro calm down
This guy is fake. He's never been anywhere or done anything.
We want to see every video!!! Although u may not think people wanna see them, we do! Lov from Canada
Stay safe and thank you for your service!
Stay safe . Look forward to see a video of you back .
Thank you for your service
Long time fan. You are a trainor, bro. That is your gift. Teaching!!
Thank you for what you do. I can see you are a chill dude. Good luck to you and be well. I hope you find the right path of your destiny. If there was any ally worth helping its Ukraine.... I found out when delivering aid and driving Ukrainian women and children to Czechia and seeing them get work in my local town getting up every day at 4:30AM as am I and going off to work. They assimilated so fast I was baffled how similar our cultures and lifestyles are.
Best of luck and stay safe (as much as you can)
hi civ, your looking well, fed, rested and exercised, God speed, protection and thank you for helping those that are in need, or dont have a voice 🇬🇧 🇺🇦
Thank you for all you do.
I know 1.96 USD isn't much but currently I don't have much more. Much love from Sweden and stay safe! 🟡🔵
GOD BLESS you BROTHER!!
STAY SAFE !!
Semper Fidelis
Why fighting there?
Great video. Felt that when you said about leaving friends behind in Asia. I still have friends in Japan that I think about daily, and I left there 9 years ago.
I admire to be a man like you some day and fight for what’s right !
I love these vlog type videos, they are amazing and humanizes a lot of what’s going on; it’s a point of view people especially non-combatants don’t normally get. Great job man!!
Thanks for this g.
Hey civ even tho you might not like those videos you dont post we would. You are such an incredible guy. May god protect you on your journey.
Thank you 🔱 🌻 💪
He Is The Freedom Of Man
Incredible Dedication to Everything Simple
Thank You for Representing Being Alive far more than some Wasteful War
Thanks for what you do brother!
Love ❤️ & respect 🫡 from Singapore 🇸🇬. Praying for your protection against the Evil One and do come home safely.
I love Singapore! Even though they deported me haha, thanks so much man. Just saw this, wish I saw it sooner, and I hope you know how much we appreciate a donation ❤️
@@CivDiv Wow sounds like an idea for a video! Hope to hear about it if it’s not too sensitive. I hope the people representing the Sg Government treat you kindly & justly and gave a valid explanation to their actions. Be safe out there and know that God is righteous and Time will heal wounds & mistakes.
Bests of luck to you dude you’re doing something great
🙄
Best wishes from Uruguay, Godspeed!
You are a really nice guy. Love your videos dude!!!
Great video bro Greetings from Brazil 💪
Honestly Civ, i hope in the end of this all, your mind calms and you'll finally be ready to settle down, find a nice woman who'll keep you in check, maybe write a book-bestseller about your experiences, and retire and be that quirky but fun grandpa whom all of his grandchildren love. But thats not now, now keep yourself safe out there man, good content as always
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he probably struggles with women because of his height. That's why he has the urge to go to war.
@@FloppaTheBased plenty of women shorter than him, he doesn't look like he'd have much trouble, pretty handsome and such
@@wasppoison1 When women say they want man to be taller than them, they mean by a head. They want you to tower over them. he's 5'5, with this height it's brutal out there especially in the west. Short men are emasculated af by society, I can see why he has the urge to go to war. Kinda compensation mechanism for not being validated as a male by society. Very relatable tho
@@FloppaTheBased I'm just speaking from experience cause I'm not too much taller than him and have had attractive partners, my last which lasted 2 years would say I'm the 'sexiest guy in the world' and that when going out in public was just 'lots of unattractive people' but I get what you mean, if a girl has a 'tall' fetish I would suggest just curving them hard, but it definitely sucks dealing with guys who are taller than me who are narcissistic about it even if Ive had more attractive of partners than them. It's pretty fucked up. Dio which is considered a god in Metal was only 5'4'' which is insane, but helps me feel better about my height, I'm 5'6'' or 5'7'' (have been measured both, have no clue what that means)
Best of luck man don't let your height get to you I understand as well, as a guy if you deviate from some perfect image everyone tries to look down on you to cope, same with height, they are coping hard
Stay safe out there man. All respect to you. Come back home in one piece alright!!
Maann this hit HARD ... also a 27yr old man ... just not with a fraction of the motivation & dedication you have to your cause 👏💪 salute man proper inspiring
Good for you, be vigilant (careful as can be), As a 57 y.o. man with a disability, cerebellar ataxia, which causes balance issues, among other things) I wish, having some training, I could join ya. of, course without the disability, I can only hope I would feel the same as life was going well here before the diagnosis.. 😞Self doubt is a tough thing to deal with... God Bless and Slava Ukraini. You're MY hero, among others, of course.
Lets goo my man. Wish you the best
GL Bro stay safe.
Дякую друже!
One of your best videos tbh. Good job
Stay safe out there bro!
Thanks!
Wow, thank you! You guys got these updates along the way, but hopefully this video kinda puts it altogether
Roman de al nostu, credeam ca sunt singurul care se uita la el :)
@@vlonevld nah, suntem o gramada
May god watch over you fella ❤
Best of luck!
We lost last month our Brazilian Warrior Max Panavo, he died around Avidivka serving the international legion.
He was the first Brazilian to go in 2022, followed after by some and he still until his last day.
May his soul rest in peace.
Stay Alive Civ Div.
Eternal Memory Max. Heroyam Slava 🔱🇺🇦🤝🇧🇷🤝🇺🇦💪✊🤙
Thank you Max. RIP. Love and respect from Las Islas Filipinas. 🇵🇭
Didnt he kill his own brother...
Keep kicking ass my friend! You have helped the Ukrainians and the west immensely!! Cant thank you enough for that! Slava Ukraïni!!
How is doing the Jews dirty work helping the west?
War: Old men plan it, young men dying. Net output.
Looking healthy man goodluck stay strong 👌🏻
bro literally dont be afraid of what to upload and what not. You have so many subs, even if half of them dont like it, theres still more than 400k people loving it!
Glad every time you post. Good to know you’re still on your feet!
Living legend. Stay safe brother
I just wanted to say thank you for everything. I have intently followed both pre-2014 to now and a large part of that was when I went to Uni I happened to date someone who was born and lived in eastern Ukraine. Even though we went our separate ways as life often does when you’re maybe 20, well, I have thought about how I could help and then I guess I get scared in the end and remind myself that I could help down the road when the country needs help rebuilding…i feel I would not be useful with no experience. I don’t know maybe I’m rambling but I guess just THANK YOU for taking us along and telling the stories of friends and memories you hold dear. Your dedication and your strength gives me hope to find my own perseverance in everyday civilian life. I wish I could shake your hand, say thank you, and buy you a beer honestly.
Thank you for all you do. You’re my comfort RUclipsr, which is odd because most is about war but… don’t question it. I love not only the GoPro but just sitting and listening to you talk about anything. Please please start posting more videos you record! If nothing else post it to members only, because I plan to become one soon. Once again thank you for all you do and you’re changing my life.
P.S. make more gear videos that really interested me! Maybe a full gear walkthrough?
Nice vlog! Still fits with the videos you do
Good luck Corey. God speed.
Much respect for you, man! You're doing a lot for Ukraine 💙💛🤘🏻
Убивают тех кто пытаются помочь мирному населению. Голубые герои с вилкой в очке
Be safe Civ Div! I'll be watching you and wishing you well. 💙💛 💙💛
Semper fi brother. Stay safe.
Bro you are trauma bonded with people that you've experienced intense combat with. As much as you feel like you owe so much to your brothers out there in the field you also have to understand that their whole desire is for you and them and everyone else under fire to be able to go home to their friends and family in peace. Stay safe, and try to plot an exit strat you can live with. Eventually you need to move forward with your life as your 20s become your 30s become your 40s. Let yourself have permission to enjoy the boring life of peace, security, and prosperity, that you've been fighting for. You're way more valuable to this world becoming a boring old man than you can comprehend.
this guy speaks wisdom
Hey man, if there’s a void or emptiness in you, I hope you know there’s other soldiers who have the same. If possible, it might help talking to at least one of them about it and bonding over it.
Thank you for what you do!
Damn man, the way you talk and your eyes saying many things to me wich is better to dont explicit here. However you have my best support.
Wish you the best luck warrior.
Stay strong my friend look after yourself
Best of luck to you. I've been watching your videos for quite some time now, and I'm nothing short of a distant admirer who greatly respects you. What you're doing, with the videos, the deployments, the trainings, sharing other's experiences, to your overall mission of anti-imperialism, they're all hallmarks of a remarkable man doing the honorable thing, not the easy thing.
You've taken upon yourself the responsibilities that no one could have ever asked of you, and wow have you taken the weight off of others. I joined the Navy as a corpsman purely under the premise that it would be me rather than someone else (just wanted to help), but I never made it to anywhere outside of a hospital (I loved the work, but I wanted more). Seeing what you do inspires real action, real courage, real bravery, real fucking balls.
I know it must be rough on your family, constantly feeling the need to help more and more, but I'm sure they understand and love you even more for the heart you've developed. Your parents must be very proud, and I'm proud of them as a fellow American, seeing that parents could raise someone so selfless.
Please take care of yourself, be as safe as you can be, even when in the shit. Don't get complacent, don't feel like you've been there before thus you're safe in some arbitrary way, take it serious (as I know you will). Just don't get hurt.
I can't stress enough how much of a heartbreaker it'd be for the community here (let alone for your loved ones) to hear that you were hurt, or that you weren't coming back. Make sure someone in your family such as your mom has full access to your youtube account. Worst case scenario, we need to know you're okay, and if not, we need to know that too.
We all love you. And we all look forward to your next upload. For some of us it's more of a relief seeing the notification pop up, letting us know you're still around, than any other aspect to it. Be safe brother.
fuck em up
Semper Fi
godspeed brother
Good Luck Brother!!!!!!
SEMPER FI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Stay safe my dude
Thank you sir
Good luck brother.
Wish you all the best brother please don’t die on us ❤🇬🇧🇺🇦
Stay safe brotha, still wish I could be over there with you.
You've been there, done that. Helped out while you were there and did your thing. You returned and continued to help by sending equipment and donations earned from your RUclips content. You've done a lot. Going over once to help on the front lines and train soldiers is incredible. I personally can't understand why you would want to go back and risk dying in a conflict that is not yours. To fight for your own country is one thing; to fight for another is different. I guess that is what separates you from others. I'll keep providing support to Ukraine monetarily, but you won't catch me there. Stay safe Civ Div and Slava Ukraini!!!!
I think the difference is perspective, you could see it as your war, protecting a western democratic state from a genocidal oppressor
All I can say is god speed and thank you from 🇺🇸
Good luck and god bless with all your important work. Thank you for your service. Slava Ukraini! 🇺🇦
You real hero.!!!!! From Korea ♥️♥️
Thank you. Дякую.
Hi mr civ div iam a almost 60 year old man who squandered his live What i wanna say is i respect ánd admire the sacrifices you make to try to fight for the right cause Brother be careful and stay safe