You are the first person Ive come across that can articulate the hell experience that I've been through. The burning and the hell experience. So many symptoms. I was such a vital person and now I am taking each day as it comes. I have worked my way to being able to walk again. I do still struggle w neuropathy and burning hands and feet amongst some other things. Some days are way harder. I have had to do my own physical therapy and healing. I am learning that I am a baddass!!
Lisa I can relate so much. I had a bad trauma filled childhood so we differ in that respect. Your good childhood helped you to finally make good decisions. After about 40 years of meds I am now 66 tapering very very very slowly. Anti depressants, anti seizures, benzos, adhd. Doctors for the most part are not trustworthy. I'm proud of you. You r fortunate you didnt die by cold turkying these meds. It's good you were scared. It mobilized you. They ruined my life. I already managed to get off the ADHD drug. I had a doctor tell me not to try and go off because it will take 10 years!!!. But I will be successful because now I'm knowledgeable and know what I need to do. I'm sorry you had to go through that. You did it. You had a good confident soul you got from your mom and G-d. I'm over my multiple trauma I was born into, but working through the wrong beliefs I have about myself from my trauma. You are 100 percent correct. The drug companies are to blame. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for telling us. ❤
@@LisaHealYourselfI haven’t gotten to that point in your journey. I’m just making it through a lot these videos. The hell you describe is something I know very well. Is so scary. I’m still in the season of wanting to give up every day. I’m just praying it gets better.
I didn't know your story till today but when I first watched your videos I felt like I knew you somehow (maybe you just remind me of someone, not sure). I had your videos recommended by RUclips when I started looking into brain retraining. Our stories are so similar is mind boggling. Great childhood + bad American diet Maybe mold somewhere in the mix in childhood, not sure Histamine issues as a child, then severely at 18 AD at 16 ADHD med and AD at 21 Antibiotic at 22 = DIZZY, ROCKING Traumatic Breakups Bad Virus = LIGHT FLASHING IN VISION, PANIC ATTACKS Benzo at 25 = GAME OVER 29 Mom Died = I DIDN'T KNOW HELL HAD A PLACE BELOW THE SEAFLOOR (9 straight years of unimaginable terror and horror) The lion diet got me to a place where I could start to fight. I was not detoxing at all, I mean every single thing I touched was going into my blood stream. I was hallucinating badly, I had worse akathisia at 9 years off the meds then at the beginning. Should have died, just kept going, kept fighting, some how still here. It's amazing what we are made of. It's awe-some what we are made of.
Im so glad that you talked about this, because I am dealing with severe anxoety and panic disorder for 6 months now and everybody is telling me to try antidepressants or benzos. I just feel like this isnt’t the best pathway for me.
Please be careful. Avoid them like the plaque. They can only make things worse. Look inside. The answers are there even when it feels like they aren’t. The anxiety is a disregulated and overstimulated nervous system caught in flight or flight. You need a sense of safety and personal power to climb out. Stop fighting your fear, you have to retrain your brain to come out of this response with consistent messages of love and safety. Fighting it will only make it worse. I have a video on my channel about a warning for pharmaceuticals that you should watch. Sending love. And self strength. Hold on and believe better days are coming. I promise!
@@LisaHealYourself thank you Lisa for your kind reply. Some folks say that drugs helped them survive and some of them are medicated almost their entire life without problems. There are also stories like yours and it really scary. Can I ask if you ever did other alternative healing methods like talk theraphy (cbt, gestalt, psychoanalitic,...)
I'm an RN and I should have known better, like the Beatles song says. But now I do know better. Once I was on the medical side I was horrified by the criminality of the money driven system. After 12 horrible years I had a nervous breakdown and had to go on disability. Like you and others I could go on for hours. But we all know the awful truth.
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You are the first person Ive come across that can articulate the hell experience that I've been through. The burning and the hell experience. So many symptoms. I was such a vital person and now I am taking each day as it comes. I have worked my way to being able to walk again. I do still struggle w neuropathy and burning hands and feet amongst some other things. Some days are way harder. I have had to do my own physical therapy and healing. I am learning that I am a baddass!!
Yes you are ❣️And you can heal. Keep going and never give up. ❤️
❤❤❤❤ Thank you😊. Please keep telling your story, it helps more than you know!! You are a badass!!!
Lisa I can relate so much. I had a bad trauma filled childhood so we differ in that respect. Your good childhood helped you to finally make good decisions. After about 40 years of meds I am now 66 tapering very very very slowly. Anti depressants, anti seizures, benzos, adhd. Doctors for the most part are not trustworthy. I'm proud of you. You r fortunate you didnt die by cold turkying these meds. It's good you were scared. It mobilized you. They ruined my life. I already managed to get off the ADHD drug. I had a doctor tell me not to try and go off because it will take 10 years!!!. But I will be successful because now I'm knowledgeable and know what I need to do. I'm sorry you had to go through that. You did it. You had a good confident soul you got from your mom and G-d. I'm over my multiple trauma I was born into, but working through the wrong beliefs I have about myself from my trauma. You are 100 percent correct. The drug companies are to blame. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for telling us. ❤
God I feel all this so so deeply. Been dealing with Lyme but this story mirrors this.
Yes. I was diagnosed with Lyme too at one point in my journey. Please dont give up. You CAN heal!
Sending love 💕
@@LisaHealYourselfI haven’t gotten to that point in your journey. I’m just making it through a lot these videos. The hell you describe is something I know very well. Is so scary. I’m still in the season of wanting to give up every day. I’m just praying it gets better.
I didn't know your story till today but when I first watched your videos I felt like I knew you somehow (maybe you just remind me of someone, not sure). I had your videos recommended by RUclips when I started looking into brain retraining. Our stories are so similar is mind boggling.
Great childhood + bad American diet
Maybe mold somewhere in the mix in childhood, not sure
Histamine issues as a child, then severely at 18
AD at 16
ADHD med and AD at 21
Antibiotic at 22 = DIZZY, ROCKING
Traumatic Breakups
Bad Virus = LIGHT FLASHING IN VISION, PANIC ATTACKS
Benzo at 25 = GAME OVER
29 Mom Died = I DIDN'T KNOW HELL HAD A PLACE BELOW THE SEAFLOOR
(9 straight years of unimaginable terror and horror)
The lion diet got me to a place where I could start to fight. I was not detoxing at all, I mean every single thing I touched was going into my blood stream. I was hallucinating badly, I had worse akathisia at 9 years off the meds then at the beginning. Should have died, just kept going, kept fighting, some how still here. It's amazing what we are made of. It's awe-some what we are made of.
I can’t talk about it on this channel at present due to my recent crash but please keep going. You will heal!
Im so glad that you talked about this, because I am dealing with severe anxoety and panic disorder for 6 months now and everybody is telling me to try antidepressants or benzos. I just feel like this isnt’t the best pathway for me.
Please be careful. Avoid them like the plaque. They can only make things worse. Look inside. The answers are there even when it feels like they aren’t. The anxiety is a disregulated and overstimulated nervous system caught in flight or flight. You need a sense of safety and personal power to climb out. Stop fighting your fear, you have to retrain your brain to come out of this response with consistent messages of love and safety. Fighting it will only make it worse. I have a video on my channel about a warning for pharmaceuticals that you should watch.
Sending love. And self strength. Hold on and believe better days are coming. I promise!
@@LisaHealYourself thank you Lisa for your kind reply. Some folks say that drugs helped them survive and some of them are medicated almost their entire life without problems. There are also stories like yours and it really scary. Can I ask if you ever did other alternative healing methods like talk theraphy (cbt, gestalt, psychoanalitic,...)
Avoid benzos at all costs.
I'm an RN and I should have known better, like the Beatles song says. But now I do know better. Once I was on the medical side I was horrified by the criminality of the money driven system. After 12 horrible years I had a nervous breakdown and had to go on disability. Like you and others I could go on for hours. But we all know the awful truth.
I had a similar experience with what you describe as opening the gates if hell and being kicked inside. Absolutely. Not just figuratively
It’s horrifying. Sending love.
@@LisaHealYourselfheart how r u?
Zoloft 25mg is what started my hell. 200mg smfh