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  • Опубликовано: 13 сен 2024
  • trigger warning: eating disorders, ribs, bones & purging. watch at your own risk! i do not promote any form of eating disorder and encurage everyone struggling with these mental illnesses to seek medical help.
    This song speaks to my soul on a singular level okay. Unfortunately I find it really hard to make these ed vidoes without voiceovers, just cause without the quotes about the struggle i only come across as a "emo/eating disorder/trigger type" which is not the case at all. It also appears way less cringy when i have meaningful and relatable quotes, but hey, each line is this song is quotable so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
    Dont laugh but first time i heard this song i almost started crying (lol) Again sry if its cringy ppl, but i support recovery in every single way and this topic is not taken lightly by me. Also it's just not my fault that the general portration of ed's in movies / shows are super steriotypical and thats all i have to work with. I'm just trying to make something with what im given. Also lets take amoment to appreciate that i finally found two characters with eating disorders that arn't girls. (rant complete)

Комментарии • 124

  • @tshiamo3524
    @tshiamo3524 6 лет назад +194

    When I was a little girl, I never thought I'd ever live like this....depressed. I never thought I'd be the "1in a hundred" or whatever the stats are. I always pictured a great teenage life for myself, yeah I knew I'd go through challenges but not with self harm, ed, sui or depression. I hv an idea of how everyone here is feeling, and please guys let's not lose hope. Let's hang in there. Sounds cliche but believe or not, it's possible to recover from all this. Happiness is possible...U just hve to keep fighting for it

    • @niamh111
      @niamh111 5 лет назад +5

      Ah me too. I was a fat happy kid now I'm a starving depressed kid, we'll get through this xx

  • @hannahlovatox
    @hannahlovatox 6 лет назад +169

    another emotional masterpiece

  • @lexieg.419
    @lexieg.419 5 лет назад +46

    Dance Academy, Run (short film), neon demon, sharing the secret, skins, Bates motel, gossip girl, Red Band Society, my mad fat diary, to the bone, feed ... those are the only ones I can recall from the video (a lot of them are from short films though)

  • @Lniy.
    @Lniy. 4 года назад +5

    I have anorexia, and I feel so invalid, it's like, "only when I pass out after many days without eating" I'm gonna feel valid

    • @rxttingcxrpse2434
      @rxttingcxrpse2434 4 года назад +1

      Same

    • @Lniy.
      @Lniy. 4 года назад

      @@rxttingcxrpse2434 That hasn't happened yet, now I'm struggling with depression and anxiety and fucking BED ughh, hope you're ok

  • @faithjones1193
    @faithjones1193 6 лет назад +192

    which was the one with the guy? It's so rare to see male eating disorders portrayed!!

    • @faithjones1193
      @faithjones1193 6 лет назад +1

      grey thank you sm!!

    • @lizg7564
      @lizg7564 6 лет назад +1

      Hollyoaks did a short run with male eating disorder. Wasn't brilliant but not the worst it could have been. Jason was the character's name.

    • @faithjones1193
      @faithjones1193 6 лет назад +1

      Liz G oh interesting, I wouldn't have expected that, thanks!

    • @Ellie-jx8oz
      @Ellie-jx8oz 4 года назад +1

      Faith Jones you should watch to the bone on Netflix it is really good and it’s not all girl actors and it’s more than one eating disorder

  • @eviemaysellars
    @eviemaysellars 6 лет назад +50

    so so good

  • @johaydenalltheway7639
    @johaydenalltheway7639 4 года назад +38

    is it bad that i watch these for motivation..

    • @Lniy.
      @Lniy. 4 года назад +1

      Same here :(

    • @Lniy.
      @Lniy. 4 года назад

      @Veronica Ironica here is 5

    • @D1ana2009
      @D1ana2009 4 года назад

      I try

    • @gallavichlover2603
      @gallavichlover2603 4 года назад +3

      Me too to motivate me to not eat or to skip the next meal

    • @pop454
      @pop454 2 года назад

      Same

  • @youtubewontletmehandless
    @youtubewontletmehandless 4 года назад +2

    I watch ED videos when I have the most urge to restrict because for me it's a reminder how hard it is, how lonely it was, how *cold* I always felt, and those are things I do not miss but even still I miss parts of the way things were before my ED became so apparent, and all of the beliefs I'd grown to trust would protect me, like(TW warning): If I get full on the first half portion of my meal (being protein and vegetable) then I really don't need the rest otherwise I wouldn't feel so full. It made sense to me. Problem is, some days - it still does.

  • @Verena1610
    @Verena1610 5 лет назад +7

    This song... the vid... I've never related to something that much

  • @knorenknor3493
    @knorenknor3493 4 года назад +2

    i love this video. the song somehow describes the feeling of my ed tbh

  • @julesjolie6735
    @julesjolie6735 6 лет назад +18

    I always feel alone in this, especially right now and you posted this just in time. Seeing comments on this- I know I’m not the only one going through this. Another great video. Hope you’re okay💗

    • @teaisfortired-6467
      @teaisfortired-6467 6 лет назад +1

      jeweledits Are you doing alright? You’re never alone, okay? We love you ❤️

    • @julesjolie6735
      @julesjolie6735 6 лет назад +1

      Baron de Mosquito I’m doing alright! Thank you. I’m in treatment again but it’s all worth the life ahead, remember that 💞

  • @thetaizjalynn
    @thetaizjalynn 6 лет назад +5

    i love this + i love you for sharing something that means so much to you. i feel like I've just entered your world. beautiful work

  • @unrefinedconsumer
    @unrefinedconsumer 5 лет назад +12

    Binged and I really wanna die rn

  • @dontsavethebeessavemyedges4627
    @dontsavethebeessavemyedges4627 2 года назад +6

    I was looking for this for so long #ITSBACK

  • @Laura-tf2pl
    @Laura-tf2pl 6 лет назад +7

    You're so talented! Really well done

  • @worldofivy8816
    @worldofivy8816 6 лет назад +16

    This is so good omg and relatable :(

  • @kimbeleyhutton2377
    @kimbeleyhutton2377 5 лет назад +5

    Yeah I'm trying to recover from anorexia again because I have to its a life or death matter and sometimes I feel like there's no point and its just pointless and i don't have any strength

    • @christina286
      @christina286 4 года назад

      Kimbeley Hutton hi! It’s been a while how are ya doing 💗

    • @Lniy.
      @Lniy. 4 года назад

      Hey, same here you're not alone, how r u?

  • @kimchifrieddick8684
    @kimchifrieddick8684 4 года назад +1

    i told myself i wouldn’t be here. but here i am

    • @Lniy.
      @Lniy. 4 года назад

      I told myself "only today", "I'll stop" "I have control", now instead of bulimia, I also have anorexia :(((,, how ya doing tho??

  • @juliexdp3698
    @juliexdp3698 5 лет назад +1

    this is just so beautiful, it's a masterpiece

  • @siceastwood2714
    @siceastwood2714 6 лет назад +5

    Neon demon really is one of your favorites right xp? Beautiful edit!

  • @camillebonanno7060
    @camillebonanno7060 5 лет назад +3

    nothing stops this pain. Nearly three years of the shit. When will it end?
    When it ends me...? ~ J.

  • @sadiereynolds5944
    @sadiereynolds5944 5 лет назад +2

    you know i never thought i was gonna be the 13 year old with cuts on her wrist and a failed suicide attempt, i never thought i would constantly think about working out and how to cover the sounds of my puking. i thought i was gonna be happy after getting away from my abusive father with my twin sister and mother, but instead i wasn’t, i used to be so confident what happened? middle school? was it my best friends leaving me? who am i fighting? wait maybe it’s myself....

  • @nelli7160
    @nelli7160 5 лет назад

    i have gotten used to the hunger, it’s starting to get really hard to eat anything without feeling like i ate too much even if i have had a cup if tea or just gum. this is a fucking hellhole.

  • @eirinnosullivan1753
    @eirinnosullivan1753 6 лет назад +1

    This is so good! Please do more on eating disorders!!!

  • @fangirlfiles3
    @fangirlfiles3 6 лет назад +3

    This is so good!

  • @treatpeoplewithkindness
    @treatpeoplewithkindness 6 лет назад +1

    speechless

  • @alissalove101
    @alissalove101 4 года назад

    I relate too much 🥺😥😭

  • @sofiamarques7278
    @sofiamarques7278 6 лет назад +3

    Oh my god.

  • @shonadavies389
    @shonadavies389 5 лет назад +3

    we see “overweight” people and laugh at them saying they got themselves in that situation. we see an anorexic person and hope they get better. but at the end of the day they are both down to the brain. and we just don’t get that

  • @worldofivy8816
    @worldofivy8816 6 лет назад +20

    What shows are all?

    • @Lniy.
      @Lniy. 4 года назад

      I know some films ab eating disorders

  • @heyitsyogirlb
    @heyitsyogirlb 6 лет назад +11

    What song is this? Its not in the description...

  • @loli.9635
    @loli.9635 6 лет назад +1

    Amazing video really well made,
    I was wondering who my girl is and where from at 0:11 as I see her a lot in these type of videos and can never find out where she’s from

  • @mycrueiname3384
    @mycrueiname3384 5 лет назад +3

    0:13???

  • @msgraceeymorgan
    @msgraceeymorgan 6 лет назад +1

    This ❤️💔

  • @hannahwilliams5839
    @hannahwilliams5839 6 лет назад +6

    What's the movie where the girl points the gun at herself

    • @shelbykirby8235
      @shelbykirby8235 6 лет назад +1

      lemme freak its a tv show called bates motel

  • @FamilyGuy67162
    @FamilyGuy67162 6 лет назад +1

    The boy opening the fridge. Can someone please tell me from where?

  • @pop454
    @pop454 Год назад

    Same

  • @m4sterdik
    @m4sterdik 5 лет назад +2

    1:25 what movie is this

  • @bilbon668
    @bilbon668 6 лет назад +3

    Alguien me podía decir la película o serie del minuto 0:07 la de la niña porfavor se lo agradecería 💜

    • @inkedsoul6489
      @inkedsoul6489 5 лет назад +1

      Abril Bon la película es "my skinny sister"

    • @bilbon668
      @bilbon668 5 лет назад +1

      @@inkedsoul6489 oh muchísimas gracias tenía muchas ganas de verlas así que corro a verla.

  • @pop454
    @pop454 2 года назад

    Fill the void with food

  • @alexandriabryson7588
    @alexandriabryson7588 Год назад +1

    What is 1:08-1:09 from?

  • @madisonphillips5403
    @madisonphillips5403 6 лет назад +1

    0:14 what show or movie is that? And is 0:14 and 0:29 the same person? I badly need to watch it like fr please tell me ASAP

  • @fandomsandfiction_
    @fandomsandfiction_ 6 лет назад

    I like this song. What's it called?

  • @laraklose4273
    @laraklose4273 4 года назад

    Which movie with the skinny Boy?

  • @pop454
    @pop454 2 года назад +1

    I hate the scale

  • @adeolaxaisha
    @adeolaxaisha 6 лет назад +1

    💞💞❤️💕

  • @svesvea
    @svesvea 6 лет назад

    0:13 first time I see a man on those ind of videos! Where does it come from?

    • @sleepy.dreamer
      @sleepy.dreamer 5 лет назад

      Svéa S from what i’ve read it’s a short film on youtube called Run
      take care and be safe please!!
      xx

  • @tiffnathasingh6153
    @tiffnathasingh6153 5 лет назад

    well hey hunny ur now putting music these things amd u beem fpcusing pn the eatong didorders not the cutting so at least ur leaving one of my dispordets alone i liked this thanks

  • @Katremagijosurelis
    @Katremagijosurelis 5 лет назад

    🤩

  • @pop454
    @pop454 Год назад

    Bulimia is not fun when I Putin Florida I used to come makeup on my knuckles because when other so yeah.

  • @dxnvers8382
    @dxnvers8382 5 лет назад

    the girl in red were is from?

  • @gloriasenpai8980
    @gloriasenpai8980 5 лет назад

    the name of them plz❤

  • @dxnvers8382
    @dxnvers8382 5 лет назад

    who's the girl in front of the mirror witht the red top?

  • @ashamarion1579
    @ashamarion1579 5 лет назад +2

    Thanks for showing a boy

  • @camilabriceno6294
    @camilabriceno6294 5 лет назад

    1:25 ..what show or movie is this plis tell me ?

  • @elchicoinvisiblexy7075
    @elchicoinvisiblexy7075 6 лет назад +4

    what movie/serie is? 0:13

  • @kim..631
    @kim..631 6 лет назад +1

    0:05 ?

    • @loli.9635
      @loli.9635 6 лет назад +1

      Kim . . Hello that’s Kat from Dance Academy that show had two people with eating disorders Abigail who had anorexia and Kat who’s in that clip who had bulimia I hope that helps I do believe you can find the show on RUclips full episodes as well if I remember correctly

    • @melissatovar7069
      @melissatovar7069 6 лет назад +1

      Dance Academy

    • @lauralg374
      @lauralg374 6 лет назад +1

      Dance Academy, episode 3 (I think 1 and 2)

  • @melaniemanson4379
    @melaniemanson4379 5 лет назад

    Which film at 1:46?

  • @user-me5si5eu4s
    @user-me5si5eu4s 4 года назад

    #pro Ana ♥️

  • @rydernigga1233
    @rydernigga1233 5 лет назад

    My frend eat vodi-_-

  • @laurenkrukoski8787
    @laurenkrukoski8787 6 лет назад

    does anybody know what 1:06 is from

  • @sierrajohnston7820
    @sierrajohnston7820 6 лет назад +2

    What’s the show or movie where the girl passed out in her school hallway?? She has long brown hair????

  • @lizmoon7
    @lizmoon7 5 лет назад

    I tried.. but here i am again FUCK

  • @silentpolar6016
    @silentpolar6016 6 лет назад

    0:13 which movie?????

  • @meagancook8106
    @meagancook8106 5 лет назад

    0:34 what show? or movie?
    and 0:38?

    • @sleepy.dreamer
      @sleepy.dreamer 5 лет назад

      Meagan Cook not sure about 0:34?
      but 0:38 is Cassie from Skins and it’s the last season and the episode is called Pure.
      also Skins is my absolute favourite show ever. only the Uk version tho..
      it’s on netflix if u have that.
      take care and please be safe!!
      xx

    • @meagancook8106
      @meagancook8106 5 лет назад +1

      @@sleepy.dreamer Thanks you

    • @sleepy.dreamer
      @sleepy.dreamer 5 лет назад

      Meagan Cook ughhh yesss,, so good😩😍😂💕💕

  • @YourTearfulBoy
    @YourTearfulBoy 6 лет назад

    00:13 from what movie?

  • @cheersdarlin1516
    @cheersdarlin1516 5 лет назад

    00:04?

    • @sleepy.dreamer
      @sleepy.dreamer 5 лет назад +1

      Kat from Dance Academy
      please be safe and take care!!
      xx

    • @cheersdarlin1516
      @cheersdarlin1516 5 лет назад

      @@sleepy.dreamer thank you 💞

  • @sorcha149
    @sorcha149 5 лет назад

    What is 1:00 from?she's gorgeous

    • @l.mia243
      @l.mia243 5 лет назад

      Sorcha skins

    • @sorcha149
      @sorcha149 5 лет назад

      @@l.mia243 thank you much

  • @johannamaria2691
    @johannamaria2691 5 лет назад

    Stop glamourizing eating disorders. It’s not beautiful and it never will be

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  5 лет назад +7

      My intension is never to glamorous it, I know it’s a terrible disease, I’ve been through it myself, I just wish ppl would watch this with the write mind and I know not everyone do so I apologizes for that. Srly the last thing I want is to trigger anyone believe me!

  • @ethanob8803
    @ethanob8803 6 лет назад

    0:13 which movie please ?

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  6 лет назад

      ethan ob short film on RUclips. Search for eating disorder short film, maybe it’s called run, actually I think it it :))