Wanting someone to blame, picking fights, questioning motives… being stuck in a negative place is hard for the person in it, and hard for the person around it. This song talks about my own personal struggle, but the video highlights what it’s like to deal with those struggles in the context of a relationship. Hope you guys like it 🙏🏻
My anxiety and stress make me feel this way nearly everyday. Unfortunately it’s a relatable song for lots of people. But that shows that we aren’t all alone in our struggles I guess right?
"I want to be somebody else". That gives real chills. You can really relate to the hurt that's represented in the lyrics and it couldn't be more true. When you hear music like this is when you finally realize the things that's going on in your life. Thank you for this Katelyn!❤🥰
My anxiety has been at its worst at the moment. And I love how Katelyn’s songs just capture how I feel. Because right now I want to be somebody else, I don’t want to be scared as hell...I feel so broken and like I’m isolating myself from everyone. Everyone wants me to be okay but people just can’t seem to accept that sometimes you just can’t feel okay. Sometimes you just have to let someone be not okay.
I know EXACTLY how you feel because I'm going through the same thing especially at school *hugs* just remember try and not take life too seriously :) tomorrows another day to fight the challenges life brings you.
Hate how much I can relate. Sucks to be labelled weird and dramatic cuz they have no idea what you're battling with inside your head and it's no one's fault
This video...this story...it was like watching my life with my husband. I really struggle with depression and feeling like I’m worthless and it causes me to be on edge and angry 80% of the time. My husband has been so patient and loving for 4 years, but it’s understandable that after all this time his patience is wearing thin. Of course we have happy moments together, but I quickly ruin them with my mood swings and short temper. When the guy in the video says “I get to see you for like a 2 hour window everyday and this is what I get,” is SO similar to something my husband said to me one time. I don’t know how to fix it, I don’t know how to change. But I find myself wishing I could be somebody else often. Like maybe if I was somebody else I wouldn’t be like this. Anyway, that’s just me ranting, I’ve always had a hard time describing what I go through and what goes on in my head in words but this video showed it perfectly.
“I don't want to be this way, i get mad at almost everything” this has been me all week. Most of times I loss track of what im doing & I get scared wondering if im losing my mind. No matter how many times I pray & try to sing songs of praises but it don't feel the same 😭💔. This song literally explains everything im feeling most of the time 🙏🏾❤️😊 THANK YOU ❣️I hope we all find help soon 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Relatable when family members can’t communicate.. establish healthy boundaries AND be there for each other especially the dark days, like I’m feeling today. Your music is beautiful.. usually it helps.. today it hurts like hell. “I want to be somebody else.”
"I want to be somebody else". That gives real chills. You can really relate to the hurt that's represented in the lyrics and it couldn't be more true. When you hear music like this is when you finally realize the things that's going on in your life. Thank you for this Katelyn!❤🥰
This song just happened to get release when I'm feeling all these extreme emotions I really do relate to this on a personal level ... I honestly wants to become that someone else who has it all together... It's hard
Hansel Barretto I also loved sinking in the words to that Song and the melody So emotional the timing was perfect the runs and when you chose to use them Was just brilliant ❤️
Lyrics: Don't know what I wanna do tonight Sick of feeling like I'm picking fights I get mad at almost everything No, I'm not the way I used to be I just want someone to tell me that I'm okay Yeah, I want someone to tell me that I'm okay Some peace of mind Is all I'm trying to find Tell friends I'm fine But I feel broken inside I wanna be somebody else Somebody who's not scared as hell Somebody who don't second guess themselves Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that Never used to think about it much I just took it all for what it was Now all I do is think about How it's never really working out I just want someone to tell me that I'm okay Yeah, I want someone to tell me that I'm okay Some peace of mind Is all I'm trying to find (Some peace of mind, some peace of mind) Tell friends I'm fine But I feel broken inside (Broken inside, broken inside) I wanna be somebody else Somebody who's not scared as hell Somebody who don't second guess themselves Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that I wanna be somebody else Somebody who's not scared as hell Somebody who don't second guess themselves Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that Feel the wind start to change Take me through the night Now I'm not far away From the brightest side I wanna be somebody else Somebody who's not scared as hell Somebody who don't second guess themselves Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that I wanna be somebody else Somebody who's not scared as hell Somebody who don't second guess themselves Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that Feel the wind start to change Take me through the night Now I'm not far away From the brightest side
I love the way how Katelyn expresses her mental struggles through her songs. Listening to her, every time I can relate to my own feelings and struggles. She is one of the most talented artists of present time.
The song should speak to everyone going through a rough life and lost inside. For those who are ,some day you will be ok. You got this ! Some day you will smile and say I am actually ok now. I pray for everyone in this whole world.
“Never used to think about it much, I just took it all for what it was. Now all I do is think about how it’s never really working out” That really hit me because when I used to feel so down and anxious I just took it for what it was thinking things will eventually get better like they have to right. But sadly sometimes even years later you realise that nothing has gotten better and you can’t shake off all the thoughts about how nothing has actually worked out 😔 Don’t get me wrong like I’m still gonna keep going keep fighting to find happiness and to be confident in my own skin but sometimes it’s just so hard to shake off all the negativity you have in you. I hope it gets better for everyone else going through something similar just keep going and you’re not alone 🙂
Ngl this makes me cry everytime. I have pushed ppl away bc of my depression and anxiety, and this hit so close to home. To everyone who is dealing with a meantal health disorder, keep fighting, and don't give up. I promise it will get better even if you think it won't. You are loved, accepted, and you will find the right people to surround yourself with. Just know it will take a while, and a shit ton of strength. I hope you feel better💕
This song probably saved my life tonight. Breaking down and pulled up RUclips ready to search for ANYTHING to relate to how I feel all the time, but I didn't have to look at all. It just randomly popped up as my first recommended song. Thanking you and God tonight, because it hurts but I just needed to know that I'm not alone
I’ve been writing songs and so many are exactly like this one. The struggles of feeling worthless, unwanted, feeling like you have no choice in a situation. Katelyn always knows how to put our feelings in a beautiful melody... when I record my music I just hope I can inspire people like this and Katelyn can hear it❤️
Even at my age, 40something!..lol I can relate. Through out life , I personally believe that everyone has felt this way. An amazing ,relatable song, performed by a beautiful and talented artist! Thank you!💞 ( Ms.L)
“Tell friends I'm fine but I feel broken inside” hurts like literally especially when you don't even have friends :'< Katelyn, you did a really really great job in this song. You're amazing,talented, beautiful, wonderful and all the beautiful things to describe a person. I love your songs and this one is not an exception. I'm really proud of you 💖💕 I love youuu
Going through one of the most difficult times in life. Trauma and abandonment has reared its self 9 years into sobriety. Connect with this song thank you. Anyone struggling out there you are not alone. ❤️
You know it sucks to know you can be the only person that could set yourself back for 6 years. Knowing not being able to be able to fix anything about your life till now. Its nice to know im away from the abuse after being away for 6 years. Im grateful for my family and thr life i have now. Now it might not be the same but my life has never been the same since my father died 10 years. Im just glad im out of that house with one of the worst people i met. Glad i walked away from that abuse from people i called family. From it all it takes balls to do, so i did it but honestly it felt like a mistake because i was abused more when i left by dibiaitating guilt feeling like I was worthless. It s a fucking shame i now only got back who i was when i met my wife. Now after 6 years i feel like i have to start my whole fuckjng life over the way it was supposed to be but who the fuck picks up and just walks away frln the shit. You know my life has been so hard since i left full of bad choices and mistakes like not being responsible for anything around me and walking around like an asshole fot not getting it together and not taking care of my family by not working. I dont care if this is on RUclips because everyone around me needs to hear me. Because i want to show that im here and i am a human that has made a lot of mistskes and this is for anyone out there that us suffering now that i am telling you will everything will be ok. You will make it just keep pushing and pushing you will get you back. Be brave becaus egod knows i finally hit home and i feel like me again. And obviously this message wasn’t written just for myself it was for it and whoever needs it right now is that what fucking matters
LYRICS: Don't know what I wanna do tonight Sick of feeling like I'm picking fights I get mad at almost everything No, I'm not the way I used to be I just want someone to tell me that I'm okay Yeah, I want someone to tell me that I'm okay Some peace of mind Is all I'm trying to find Tell friends I'm fine But I feel broken inside I wanna be somebody else Somebody who's not scared as hell Somebody who don't second guess themselves Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that Never used to think about it much I just took it all for what it was Now all I do is think about How it's never really working out I just want someone to tell me that I'm okay Yeah, I want someone to tell me that I'm okay Some peace of mind Is all I'm trying to find (Some peace of mind, some peace of mind) Tell friends I'm fine But I feel broken inside (Broken inside, broken inside) I wanna be somebody else Somebody who's not scared as hell Somebody who don't second guess themselves Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that I wanna be somebody else Somebody who's not scared as hell Somebody who don't second guess themselves Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that Feel the wind start to change Take me through the night Now I'm not far away From the brightest side I wanna be somebody else Somebody who's not scared as hell Somebody who don't second guess themselves Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that I wanna be somebody else Somebody who's not scared as hell Somebody who don't second guess themselves Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that Feel the wind start to change Take me through the night Now I'm not far away From the brightest side
Anyone out there feeling lost and hopeless, hold tight you are not alone even though it may seem so believe me you not. It may be hard now but you shall pull through.sending you lots of love ❤️ ❤️❤️❤️☺️
I loved her song "You Don't Know" but I haven't really looked into her other works, this just popped into my recommended and I just... I'm at a loss for words. It describes how I feel almost perfectly 🥺💜
I know what it is like to be in an unproductive relationship in a sense we were not compatible in every way but it is difficult to separate when you are in love with the person. It is important to be decisive in a relationship. Much love guys and thx Katelyn for gving out this video :)
Katelyn this music video was so amazing I'll be watching this alot more 😊 and I'll continue to stream the song as well. I didn't have any popcorn but good thing I had some cereal in my pocket. Love you ALWAYS ❤️
I've literally lived this song this past year in my relationship. I've had the argument where I told them what's wrong and they are upset cause I am ruining the limited time we had together. Well I realized that it shouldn't be okay to feel this way and I told him we had to break up. I can't even imagine if I first saw this video while we together. It's hard when it's a struggle every day to find peace and happiness while everyone else seems to be able to, especially in a relationship.
To anyone struggling and feeling the same way, I felt this way when I was 13...14...15, 16... I'm 19 now and I feel so so empowered and alive. Even now I get these feelings but it gets better over time. It really does get better.
This was me from 2014-2017. It can and will get better if you stick it out. But not by chance, and not instantly. It's a constant battle everyday. To anyone who needs to hear this, I love you.
I'm an old broken man. I know this feeling well. There are some things that are not anchored to age. We old ones maybe learn to mask it? But being human is hard. If I could write songs as well as you, I would have so much to say. Thank you for this.
This song hits me so hard. Everything about it relates to me. I can’t help but cry when I listen to it. Thank you for taking this type of struggle and exposing it to others who can’t understand it from our point of view. It’s hard to be around but it’s also hard being the person thats battling with it on the inside. It feels like you’re suffocating and there’s no escape. There’s no medicine to make you better and there are no words to keep you from feeling the way that you do or to comfort you because you know that comfort will soon fade away and then you’re back to where you started. You struggle with so many conflicting voices in your head and you’re always stuck with never knowing what way you’re suppose to feel or how you’re suppose to act and sometimes you just feel numb when you should be feeling something. It’s just a mess. 💔
Thank you for commenting, Christina. Keep taking it day by day, reaching out, acknowledging your feelings while also believing it won't be that way forever. Cheering you on!!!
Me every day fighting battles that no one around me understands and all they see if someone who's "freaking out" and you just want to feel and be "normal" again. I hate when ppl say your fine or just breathe or wow your doing it to yourself but we're not. Bless all of us who are dealing with mental illnesses.
Paramedics and cops yelled at me after an overdose once...when they questioned me...I yelled back saying DO U THINK I WANNA BE LIKE THIS...and they all shut up
None of us want to be this way do we...if it was a choice we were making we wouldn't be angry, sad, crying or trying to find a way to escape the pain every day...people who blame us or get mad at us have never experienced anything like what we're going through...they never really will until they do...but I hope they don't ever have too.. I'll keep you in my prayers sweetie ❤
hey! This was written a while ago, I hope you're feeling better now. I might not understand what you're going through but I'm here if you need someone to talk to. I just want you to know that you are valued and loved! Xx
Update - I am now 295 days clean..I am now a CNA at a hospital the same one I was saved at multiple times...last week was the first time i got to do compressions on someone ...I'm in college doing 3 classes going into nursing school...i have alot of new friends that support me and I'm doing great i got through therapy i left the mental facility after this comment was made...i stopped going to the phyciatrsist and I stopped taking antidepressants as well...I have been clean off everything this entire time...you're a little late...but it's ok I found my way thank u all
@@makeshiftairplanes I'm honestly so happy for you. I hope it's not weird but I prayed for you. And I'm incredibly proud of you. Best of luck with everything Xx
I know this is set in the context of a romantic relationship, but that first part sums up my relationship with my mother right now. I really am trying, Mom. I wish I wasn’t broken either.
Every time you release a song I find reasoning to my own struggles. I'm in tears. I feel understood. I find pieces of myself that I have buried away out of shame, I'm able to start working through them. Thank you, omg thank you. I don't feel so insane. You save me ❤
Wanting someone to blame, picking fights, questioning motives… being stuck in a negative place is hard for the person in it, and hard for the person around it. This song talks about my own personal struggle, but the video highlights what it’s like to deal with those struggles in the context of a relationship. Hope you guys like it 🙏🏻
We don't just like it we love it 😭❤️
Loveddd😭😭😭❤
wish you the best your great, your amazing! BE HAPPY!
This song talk to me. Like it my song
The existence of hard songs like this is important :)
“I just want someone to tell me that I’m okay” this hit hard💕😘
SAMEE!!
..and that person's gone in my life now. 😢
Your okay 😉
Meg Pound ikrr
Wish my daughter wld tell me im ok and was a good mum but she never will just tells me im no good
She is U N D E R R A T E D
Who agrees?
Celine Rose ikrr
I am your 69th like 😂😏
My anxiety and stress make me feel this way nearly everyday. Unfortunately it’s a relatable song for lots of people. But that shows that we aren’t all alone in our struggles I guess right?
Elyse Howard I totally agree
Right.
Yes..
Yep
sad fact: Knowing that u are not the only one, doesnt change anything
anyone else remember her from big time rush? i didn’t know she sings! by the way, love this song...i can relate to this...
nightcore wolf I do
omg i didnt even realize it was her!
Clexa Reactions same! i didn’t realize at first either.
The comment i've been looking for!! Just wanted to confirm that she is from big time rush😂🥺
I didn't know that til i saw this comment
I'm.... literally crying. She wrote and sang my feelings out.
Ikr
"I want to be somebody else". That gives real chills. You can really relate to the hurt that's represented in the lyrics and it couldn't be more true. When you hear music like this is when you finally realize the things that's going on in your life. Thank you for this Katelyn!❤🥰
sameee
Same!
My anxiety has been at its worst at the moment. And I love how Katelyn’s songs just capture how I feel. Because right now I want to be somebody else, I don’t want to be scared as hell...I feel so broken and like I’m isolating myself from everyone. Everyone wants me to be okay but people just can’t seem to accept that sometimes you just can’t feel okay. Sometimes you just have to let someone be not okay.
I feel you 😖❤
I know EXACTLY how you feel because I'm going through the same thing especially at school *hugs* just remember try and not take life too seriously :) tomorrows another day to fight the challenges life brings you.
I understand this so well your really not alone please dont think you are x
Hate how much I can relate. Sucks to be labelled weird and dramatic cuz they have no idea what you're battling with inside your head and it's no one's fault
If you need to talk, my Instagram is boschuurman._ just let me know it’s you
If you Love Katelyn and you're an old fan hit a like ❤️
Your close to your 10k subs challange
I'm the 666 like...
"You asked why, and I'm telling you why, and you're, like...mad at me or something."
That hit me hard.
same that’s why i don’t open up anymore
I would like to see Katelyn Tarver and Sasha Sloan on a track pls.
I STAN you
I STAN YOU
Ola Juwonlo even their voice is similar!
@@tanishkadesai9506 exactly 👍
Omfg! Yes!
This video...this story...it was like watching my life with my husband.
I really struggle with depression and feeling like I’m worthless and it causes me to be on edge and angry 80% of the time.
My husband has been so patient and loving for 4 years, but it’s understandable that after all this time his patience is wearing thin.
Of course we have happy moments together, but I quickly ruin them with my mood swings and short temper.
When the guy in the video says “I get to see you for like a 2 hour window everyday and this is what I get,” is SO similar to something my husband said to me one time.
I don’t know how to fix it, I don’t know how to change. But I find myself wishing I could be somebody else often. Like maybe if I was somebody else I wouldn’t be like this.
Anyway, that’s just me ranting, I’ve always had a hard time describing what I go through and what goes on in my head in words but this video showed it perfectly.
I wish I had an answer for you, just know that you're not alone ❤️
Katelyn Tarver thank you so much ❤️
What ever will happen between you and your husband. You should know you deserve the best and a happy life, even if you don't think so.
*Let it snow* thank you 💕
Whoa your comment brought me to tears I’m in the same boat with my husband
The sequel to ‘you don’t know’ that we desperately need.
“I don't want to be this way, i get mad at almost everything” this has been me all week. Most of times I loss track of what im doing & I get scared wondering if im losing my mind. No matter how many times I pray & try to sing songs of praises but it don't feel the same 😭💔. This song literally explains everything im feeling most of the time 🙏🏾❤️😊 THANK YOU ❣️I hope we all find help soon 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Relatable when family members can’t communicate.. establish healthy boundaries AND be there for each other especially the dark days, like I’m feeling today. Your music is beautiful.. usually it helps.. today it hurts like hell. “I want to be somebody else.”
"I want to be somebody else". That gives real chills. You can really relate to the hurt that's represented in the lyrics and it couldn't be more true. When you hear music like this is when you finally realize the things that's going on in your life. Thank you for this Katelyn!❤🥰
Hey, sis. I'm a pusheen cat too!
This song just happened to get release when I'm feeling all these extreme emotions I really do relate to this on a personal level ... I honestly wants to become that someone else who has it all together... It's hard
She needs to blow up because she is beautiful inside out
Damn she’s grown a lot since her Big Time Rush days. She’s so talented and relatable ahhh
I loved her ever since I saw her on BTR 💕
Omgggg 😭😭 not even 2 minutes into it and it's already my fav of 2019 Katelyn ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️!! Anyone else ???
Hansel Barretto I also loved sinking in the words to that Song and the melody
So emotional the timing was perfect the runs and when you chose to use them
Was just brilliant ❤️
I have listened to this EVERY DAY for like a week. LOL. It's my new favorite by her. I don't understand how she isn't more popular/well known.
Lyrics:
Don't know what I wanna do tonight
Sick of feeling like I'm picking fights
I get mad at almost everything
No, I'm not the way I used to be
I just want someone to tell me that I'm okay
Yeah, I want someone to tell me that I'm okay
Some peace of mind
Is all I'm trying to find
Tell friends I'm fine
But I feel broken inside
I wanna be somebody else
Somebody who's not scared as hell
Somebody who don't second guess themselves
Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that
Never used to think about it much
I just took it all for what it was
Now all I do is think about
How it's never really working out
I just want someone to tell me that I'm okay
Yeah, I want someone to tell me that I'm okay
Some peace of mind
Is all I'm trying to find
(Some peace of mind, some peace of mind)
Tell friends I'm fine
But I feel broken inside
(Broken inside, broken inside)
I wanna be somebody else
Somebody who's not scared as hell
Somebody who don't second guess themselves
Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that
I wanna be somebody else
Somebody who's not scared as hell
Somebody who don't second guess themselves
Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that
Feel the wind start to change
Take me through the night
Now I'm not far away
From the brightest side
I wanna be somebody else
Somebody who's not scared as hell
Somebody who don't second guess themselves
Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that
I wanna be somebody else
Somebody who's not scared as hell
Somebody who don't second guess themselves
Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that
Feel the wind start to change
Take me through the night
Now I'm not far away
From the brightest side
Hikigaya Hachiman appreciated
Thank you so much
This song hits different wen u r somebody else but they feel wrong too but being urself is not an option
I love the way how Katelyn expresses her mental struggles through her songs. Listening to her, every time I can relate to my own feelings and struggles. She is one of the most talented artists of present time.
The girl that i had a crush on when i was young. Just to see her in BTR now she is singing the songs that tell my feelings. Katelyn you rock!
The song should speak to everyone going through a rough life and lost inside. For those who are ,some day you will be ok. You got this ! Some day you will smile and say I am actually ok now. I pray for everyone in this whole world.
“Never used to think about it much, I just took it all for what it was. Now all I do is think about how it’s never really working out”
That really hit me because when I used to feel so down and anxious I just took it for what it was thinking things will eventually get better like they have to right. But sadly sometimes even years later you realise that nothing has gotten better and you can’t shake off all the thoughts about how nothing has actually worked out 😔
Don’t get me wrong like I’m still gonna keep going keep fighting to find happiness and to be confident in my own skin but sometimes it’s just so hard to shake off all the negativity you have in you.
I hope it gets better for everyone else going through something similar just keep going and you’re not alone 🙂
I feel you. This was 2 years ago and I really hope that you are in a better position now. ♡
This song deserves more attention than it’s getting ❤️
I love Katelyn’s music. She always seems to put in to words what I’m struggling with
Ngl this makes me cry everytime. I have pushed ppl away bc of my depression and anxiety, and this hit so close to home. To everyone who is dealing with a meantal health disorder, keep fighting, and don't give up. I promise it will get better even if you think it won't. You are loved, accepted, and you will find the right people to surround yourself with. Just know it will take a while, and a shit ton of strength. I hope you feel better💕
This song probably saved my life tonight. Breaking down and pulled up RUclips ready to search for ANYTHING to relate to how I feel all the time, but I didn't have to look at all. It just randomly popped up as my first recommended song. Thanking you and God tonight, because it hurts but I just needed to know that I'm not alone
wow, so cool. thank you for sharing and so glad you found it!! glad i'm not alone too
This song speaks to me in a personal way and the music video is just perfect!
It hurts my heart to see so many people struggling through the same thing. Stay strong my friends, and remember so many people love you 💖
I’ve been writing songs and so many are exactly like this one. The struggles of feeling worthless, unwanted, feeling like you have no choice in a situation. Katelyn always knows how to put our feelings in a beautiful melody... when I record my music I just hope I can inspire people like this and Katelyn can hear it❤️
This song deserve the world! Omg it's so beautiful to know that there's still some artists making real art !
Even at my age, 40something!..lol
I can relate. Through out life , I personally believe that everyone has felt this way.
An amazing ,relatable song, performed by a beautiful and talented artist!
Thank you!💞
( Ms.L)
Thanks so much!
“Tell friends I'm fine but I feel broken inside” hurts like literally especially when you don't even have friends :'<
Katelyn, you did a really really great job in this song. You're amazing,talented, beautiful, wonderful and all the beautiful things to describe a person. I love your songs and this one is not an exception. I'm really proud of you 💖💕 I love youuu
Another beautiful song I totally relate to. Thank you Katelyn for being so real. ❤
I feel like I’m you. So relatable. Makes me feel like I’m not alone
I love this song, I think you captured the way someone feels in a relationship that's is at the point of breaking. I love ur music
This song tells the story that im going through now. I miss him though. Tough time!! :(
excuse me while i go cry. im so excited
I am too
I remember her from Big Time Rush! Always thought she was beautiful! She has a beautiful voice too! And a relatable song!
Going through one of the most difficult times in life. Trauma and abandonment has reared its self 9 years into sobriety. Connect with this song thank you. Anyone struggling out there you are not alone. ❤️
You know it sucks to know you can be the only person that could set yourself back for 6 years. Knowing not being able to be able to fix anything about your life till now. Its nice to know im away from the abuse after being away for 6 years. Im grateful for my family and thr life i have now. Now it might not be the same but my life has never been the same since my father died 10 years. Im just glad im out of that house with one of the worst people i met. Glad i walked away from that abuse from people i called family. From it all it takes balls to do, so i did it but honestly it felt like a mistake because i was abused more when i left by dibiaitating guilt feeling like I was worthless. It s a fucking shame i now only got back who i was when i met my wife. Now after 6 years i feel like i have to start my whole fuckjng life over the way it was supposed to be but who the fuck picks up and just walks away frln the shit. You know my life has been so hard since i left full of bad choices and mistakes like not being responsible for anything around me and walking around like an asshole fot not getting it together and not taking care of my family by not working. I dont care if this is on RUclips because everyone around me needs to hear me. Because i want to show that im here and i am a human that has made a lot of mistskes and this is for anyone out there that us suffering now that i am telling you will everything will be ok. You will make it just keep pushing and pushing you will get you back. Be brave becaus egod knows i finally hit home and i feel like me again. And obviously this message wasn’t written just for myself it was for it and whoever needs it right now is that what fucking matters
I want to get drunk and smoke while listening to this song.
I’m crying. This was just the song I needed..
This song is so amazing, katelyn deserves more support!
I follow Katelyn from 2015 and everytime she realease something I'm so happy, I really love her music!! :D
LYRICS:
Don't know what I wanna do tonight
Sick of feeling like I'm picking fights
I get mad at almost everything
No, I'm not the way I used to be
I just want someone to tell me that I'm okay
Yeah, I want someone to tell me that I'm okay
Some peace of mind
Is all I'm trying to find
Tell friends I'm fine
But I feel broken inside
I wanna be somebody else
Somebody who's not scared as hell
Somebody who don't second guess themselves
Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that
Never used to think about it much
I just took it all for what it was
Now all I do is think about
How it's never really working out
I just want someone to tell me that I'm okay
Yeah, I want someone to tell me that I'm okay
Some peace of mind
Is all I'm trying to find
(Some peace of mind, some peace of mind)
Tell friends I'm fine
But I feel broken inside
(Broken inside, broken inside)
I wanna be somebody else
Somebody who's not scared as hell
Somebody who don't second guess themselves
Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that
I wanna be somebody else
Somebody who's not scared as hell
Somebody who don't second guess themselves
Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that
Feel the wind start to change
Take me through the night
Now I'm not far away
From the brightest side
I wanna be somebody else
Somebody who's not scared as hell
Somebody who don't second guess themselves
Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that
I wanna be somebody else
Somebody who's not scared as hell
Somebody who don't second guess themselves
Yeah, I wanna be, wanna be, wanna be like that
Feel the wind start to change
Take me through the night
Now I'm not far away
From the brightest side
Feeling this music vibe she's so real and raw with her music and that's why I love it
Yes! We have all screamed this quietly inside. I know I have. Beautifully done
This song tho 🥺😍 speaks volumes !!
“I just want someone to tell me that I’m okay “
You are way more than okay, you are great 😊
she sounds just like an angel if you can literally hear one
Anyone out there feeling lost and hopeless, hold tight you are not alone even though it may seem so believe me you not. It may be hard now but you shall pull through.sending you lots of love ❤️ ❤️❤️❤️☺️
How are you doing today? I'm sending you love too! ❤️
The realness is so overwhelming, it gives her music that goosebumps feeling 💙
This song always hits hard. Was diagnosed with BPD and I struggle. A lot... this song just hits home
This is 100% relatable for those with BPD. All of hers songs do actually
@@OneStilettoAtATime I agree, I love her
I loved her song "You Don't Know" but I haven't really looked into her other works, this just popped into my recommended and I just... I'm at a loss for words. It describes how I feel almost perfectly 🥺💜
Glad you stopped back by! Appreciate the support :)
“Love me again” and “What do we know now” are also ones I would recommend you listen to
Kateyln i love you. your songs bring heaven to the listener.how tf are your songs so relatable.i wish for all the success love you loads.
I know what it is like to be in an unproductive relationship in a sense we were not compatible in every way but it is difficult to separate when you are in love with the person. It is important to be decisive in a relationship. Much love guys and thx Katelyn for gving out this video :)
*put this straight to my playlist * ✨✌🏻
thank you!!
Listening to this peace of art and shading tears💔
Hard work pays 💙
Katelyn this music video was so amazing I'll be watching this alot more 😊 and I'll continue to stream the song as well. I didn't have any popcorn but good thing I had some cereal in my pocket. Love you ALWAYS ❤️
Her lyrics sink so deep in my skin that the pain I am feeling just is in perfect sync
I've literally lived this song this past year in my relationship. I've had the argument where I told them what's wrong and they are upset cause I am ruining the limited time we had together. Well I realized that it shouldn't be okay to feel this way and I told him we had to break up. I can't even imagine if I first saw this video while we together. It's hard when it's a struggle every day to find peace and happiness while everyone else seems to be able to, especially in a relationship.
Thank you Spotify for letting me hear this amazing voice man. What a beautiful song Katelyn 🙌🏽❤️
To anyone struggling and feeling the same way, I felt this way when I was 13...14...15, 16... I'm 19 now and I feel so so empowered and alive. Even now I get these feelings but it gets better over time. It really does get better.
How it feels when your anxiety and depression interfere with your relationships. Thank you for this song. Truly. ♡
thanks for listening and commenting :)
This was me from 2014-2017. It can and will get better if you stick it out. But not by chance, and not instantly. It's a constant battle everyday. To anyone who needs to hear this, I love you.
We love you, too ✊😀
@@writerwannabe8778
wow!!!! i think sometimes we all need to here that everything is okay. This is really a beautiful song.
This human being deserves more vues and more popularity, her songs are masterpieces
Thank you, Erin!
I literally cried my eyes out today and I saw this on my page.. I'm glad someone understands. I love you. I'm happy I discovered your music.
Katelyn is wayyy tooooo underrated ♥️
Beautiful song 👍😊
Katelyn deserves so much more recognition
I think everyone has felt like this,A beautiful song.🤔🥰
I'm an old broken man. I know this feeling well. There are some things that are not anchored to age. We old ones maybe learn to mask it? But being human is hard. If I could write songs as well as you, I would have so much to say. Thank you for this.
How you doing now?
@@aliyahadaanni .. Thank you for asking. Life is hard.
@@whitecrow1949 isn't it. Hang in there tho.
"Somebody who don't second guess themselves" to be someone who knows yourself truly are ❤❤
This song hits me so hard. Everything about it relates to me. I can’t help but cry when I listen to it. Thank you for taking this type of struggle and exposing it to others who can’t understand it from our point of view. It’s hard to be around but it’s also hard being the person thats battling with it on the inside. It feels like you’re suffocating and there’s no escape. There’s no medicine to make you better and there are no words to keep you from feeling the way that you do or to comfort you because you know that comfort will soon fade away and then you’re back to where you started. You struggle with so many conflicting voices in your head and you’re always stuck with never knowing what way you’re suppose to feel or how you’re suppose to act and sometimes you just feel numb when you should be feeling something. It’s just a mess. 💔
Thank you for commenting, Christina. Keep taking it day by day, reaching out, acknowledging your feelings while also believing it won't be that way forever. Cheering you on!!!
You have over 100k views I'm so happy for you katelyn this is what you deserve 😊❤️
Me every day fighting battles that no one around me understands and all they see if someone who's "freaking out" and you just want to feel and be "normal" again. I hate when ppl say your fine or just breathe or wow your doing it to yourself but we're not. Bless all of us who are dealing with mental illnesses.
Her music speaks to my soul 😭😭😔
Her voice is beautiful. Love this song.
This song just hits hard right in the feels
My anxiety always make me distance from a person that love me the most😭 a lot of good guy i push away because of lack of confidence and trust on them😔
This song hit home. Beautiful lyrics
i love it when artists make music that i can relate to. thanks katelyn
You deserve so much more recognition. Your songs never fail to speak to my soul. Keep doing what you are doing
I literally thought this was the music video 😭just BRB on my way to cry 😢 love katelyn sooo much💕😘
sooooooo related to my current situation. the song hit different when you in struggle. thank youuu
Paramedics and cops yelled at me after an overdose once...when they questioned me...I yelled back saying DO U THINK I WANNA BE LIKE THIS...and they all shut up
None of us want to be this way do we...if it was a choice we were making we wouldn't be angry, sad, crying or trying to find a way to escape the pain every day...people who blame us or get mad at us have never experienced anything like what we're going through...they never really will until they do...but I hope they don't ever have too.. I'll keep you in my prayers sweetie ❤
hey!
This was written a while ago, I hope you're feeling better now. I might not understand what you're going through but I'm here if you need someone to talk to.
I just want you to know that you are valued and loved!
Xx
Update - I am now 295 days clean..I am now a CNA at a hospital the same one I was saved at multiple times...last week was the first time i got to do compressions on someone ...I'm in college doing 3 classes going into nursing school...i have alot of new friends that support me and I'm doing great i got through therapy i left the mental facility after this comment was made...i stopped going to the phyciatrsist and I stopped taking antidepressants as well...I have been clean off everything this entire time...you're a little late...but it's ok I found my way thank u all
@@makeshiftairplanes I'm honestly so happy for you. I hope it's not weird but I prayed for you. And I'm incredibly proud of you. Best of luck with everything Xx
@@makeshiftairplanes I'm really happy for you
"I don't wanna be this way"... hit hard!
love this song so much! great job katelyn
Your songs are going to help a lot of people who deal with these struggles i love your mudic
I know this is set in the context of a romantic relationship, but that first part sums up my relationship with my mother right now. I really am trying, Mom. I wish I wasn’t broken either.
This helps me so much, I thought I was the only one, thank you🧡
Love the videoclip, melody and lyrics. Its all just...amazing 😢😍
This song's gorgeously raw and really pulled on my heartstrings!! Keep up the amazing work!!
❤❤❤❤🎶🎶🎶🎶
Love your music. Your words are powerful
i get so mesmerized when you're singing. your songs' lyrics are so perfect 💘
Love u katelyn..ur song inspired me...its calming me down..🌹
Every time you release a song I find reasoning to my own struggles. I'm in tears. I feel understood. I find pieces of myself that I have buried away out of shame, I'm able to start working through them. Thank you, omg thank you. I don't feel so insane. You save me ❤
2021 and here I am still listening to this every single day,stay strong everyone 🙂💝