#1. This relationship started in 2011 and it always had issues. In 2017 she ghosted me in the middle of a discussion and she came back on the end of January 2024. We broke up in the past Thursday. When she came back I noticed she got more mature and she said she was handling some issues she had I was not aware of in the past. As always, I told her I'd be willing to help but this time I'm feeling tired and spent so the strength of this help wouldn't be like in the past. For the first time I noticed she was really trying to put some effort in the connection. I was always the giver, while she was the taker. She told me she had a relationship during this time we were apart and that it was not good for her, the guy was abusive. Due to the issues she has, it is easy for her to connect to people she has no feelings for. So now I was able to understand why it was so painful to me, since the beginning. It hurt me a lot to see she was able to give more to a person who treated her poorly while with me, she always did the bare minimum. I started to feel like in the past, not loved, rejected and I started to see the same patterns happening again. I was not in her life effectively, I felt she was just fitting me where she could, without any kind of priority. I froze my life to try this relationship with her, I gave my all, while receiving little. By doing that, I just expected to build a relationship with her, that was what I always fought for. Everything would be fine if she took a single action that would mean we were really together (not sex). She never did that and this time she just told me she was feeling too insecure to take that action. Yes, I feel I spent 13 years of my life for nothing but even so, I can't hate her. This time I just couldn't handle a relationship that was going nowhere and that she gave to the other person something she never gave me (not sex). I know she learned and matured but it was not enough. Thanks for the reading!
@@sarajane5306 I thought some time ago that she was using me but it's not it. She is lost. She thinks she is a piece of crap, undeserving of love and good things. She doesn't fight for what she wants, she fights for what other people want her to fight. She is a mess. It's time for me to move on and find someone who would treat me the way I deserve, someone that recognizes and put value on the effort I do. Thanks for your words.
Pile 1 - this resonates, I'm tired of going in circles. I want this to be over. I'm drained. Just god please I want to break free now. I don't want it.
I picked number three I like someone for quite sometime now, and if they come forward like the card say, I think I'd have to tell him now is not the time I certainly don't feel like going through no stress to get something better. I can't stand stress and it just sounds like a lot of stress to me.
Pile 2:My person has always ran hot and cold with me. This past January I received a New Year’s card from them that looked very promising. It appeared that they were more open to a commitment situation. I responded in kind without being pervy or obnoxious about it. But since then then they have grown lukewarm and distant again. I think they are driven by a spur of the moment desire depending on their mood at the moment. This is not good. So even if they should come forward and say the things I’ve been waiting for them to say, who knows when their mood will change again? Anyway, thank you!
Pile 3: Yes!! Third party keeps interfering my partner 😭 but they are actually influencing him in the wrong direction which is to be blocked off to emotions and move on and only solely believe God will figure it all out. Which all respect to their beliefs and religion, but they also need to put in the work, which they’re not doing 🪦 I hope they keep crying without me 💀 that’s only 1% of what I’m going through. Imagine can’t imagine the 99% they’d feel if they were in my shoes. I know I should be patient but I’m getting restless. 😭
#1. This relationship started in 2011 and it always had issues. In 2017 she ghosted me in the middle of a discussion and she came back on the end of January 2024. We broke up in the past Thursday. When she came back I noticed she got more mature and she said she was handling some issues she had I was not aware of in the past. As always, I told her I'd be willing to help but this time I'm feeling tired and spent so the strength of this help wouldn't be like in the past. For the first time I noticed she was really trying to put some effort in the connection. I was always the giver, while she was the taker. She told me she had a relationship during this time we were apart and that it was not good for her, the guy was abusive. Due to the issues she has, it is easy for her to connect to people she has no feelings for. So now I was able to understand why it was so painful to me, since the beginning. It hurt me a lot to see she was able to give more to a person who treated her poorly while with me, she always did the bare minimum. I started to feel like in the past, not loved, rejected and I started to see the same patterns happening again. I was not in her life effectively, I felt she was just fitting me where she could, without any kind of priority. I froze my life to try this relationship with her, I gave my all, while receiving little. By doing that, I just expected to build a relationship with her, that was what I always fought for. Everything would be fine if she took a single action that would mean we were really together (not sex). She never did that and this time she just told me she was feeling too insecure to take that action. Yes, I feel I spent 13 years of my life for nothing but even so, I can't hate her. This time I just couldn't handle a relationship that was going nowhere and that she gave to the other person something she never gave me (not sex). I know she learned and matured but it was not enough. Thanks for the reading!
She is using you and you deserve someone better and less selfish.
@@sarajane5306 I thought some time ago that she was using me but it's not it. She is lost. She thinks she is a piece of crap, undeserving of love and good things. She doesn't fight for what she wants, she fights for what other people want her to fight. She is a mess. It's time for me to move on and find someone who would treat me the way I deserve, someone that recognizes and put value on the effort I do. Thanks for your words.
Pile 3. “A messed up thing of 9 of swords”, Straight up. I know it friend!
Pile 1 - this resonates, I'm tired of going in circles. I want this to be over. I'm drained. Just god please I want to break free now. I don't want it.
That third pile, boy did it resonate! Pretty much exactly what I'm going through right now.
Pile 3. Accurate. I appreciate your righteous anger on my behalf. Lol
Pile#2 📌😭🙏🏾💙🩵 I’m going to cry real bad! He needs to say it today! 💕
You’re one of my favorite readers, always see right through even complex situations and you explain with great intuition and details. 🙏❤️
Pile 3. Things are exactly as you described them!
Thank you 🙏
' i don't want to have somebody always sad in my life'' best summary ever
❤❤❤ pile 1- so precise
Pile 3 : I keep seeing Nine of Swords, Five of Swords and Five of Cups. I feel what is that to any use to me. I like your no nonsense approach. 😂
P2 Thank you 😊
Omg I am mindblown. seems 10000% accurate. #3
Pile 3- accurate for me thank you. Love your readings and how real you are. I giggle at your dry sense of humour 😊
Tha k you for honest reading
I find your readings very precise would love a personal reading
Pile 2, another accurate reading for me. I really like your readings✨He was codependent.I hope he has gained awareness.
I picked number three I like someone for quite sometime now, and if they come forward like the card say, I think I'd have to tell him now is not the time I certainly don't feel like going through no stress to get something better. I can't stand stress and it just sounds like a lot of stress to me.
Pile 2:My person has always ran hot and cold with me. This past January I received a New Year’s card from them that looked very promising. It appeared that they were more open to a commitment situation. I responded in kind without being pervy or obnoxious about it. But since then then they have grown lukewarm and distant again. I think they are driven by a spur of the moment desire depending on their mood at the moment. This is not good. So even if they should come forward and say the things I’ve been waiting for them to say, who knows when their mood will change again?
Anyway, thank you!
P3 spot on! Thank you❤
always claiming pile 3 as all of mine🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️
It was great, how you transfer the message. Thank you so much ✨🍀
Pile 3:
Yes!! Third party keeps interfering my partner 😭 but they are actually influencing him in the wrong direction which is to be blocked off to emotions and move on and only solely believe God will figure it all out. Which all respect to their beliefs and religion, but they also need to put in the work, which they’re not doing 🪦
I hope they keep crying without me 💀 that’s only 1% of what I’m going through. Imagine can’t imagine the 99% they’d feel if they were in my shoes.
I know I should be patient but I’m getting restless. 😭
Hey beautiful soul, thanks for the reading. Please mention what is that tarot deck you used in pile 3.
Thanks. Love and light
Thank you
Hey beautiful soul! Would it be possible for you to do a career reading since its been awhile🥺 I would be super grateful
P1 Oliwier P2 Tito P3 HE
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