Anosognosia is a real condition. And so is imposter syndrome. Believe me Stephen, in my 32 year career in the FDNY there were more than a few times that I felt like an imposter. That said, I really enjoy your videos and your unique perspective on things. You have a lot to offer. Keep posting!
Glad to hear you're feeling better. I also enjoyed your thoughtful video. So many people who experience illness often don't allow themselves to be ill. And that guilt or doubt probably makes it all harder. Your series here has so much insight. It's an example of the best that the internet can provide--personal content that both informs and connects people and builds a wider community.
I have schizoaffective disorder and I feel like I faked it when I’ve been stable for a prolonged period. This makes me come off meds as I feel I don’t need them. Then the cycle of becoming unwell starts again. So I’ve promised myself, no matter how much of an imposter I feel, to stay on the meds.
Nice to see you again Stephen. Glad you're understanding better about your illness. It's good to see you out and about. Fresh air is so good for you! My son is in the hospital now. Hopefully he will get the right help. He's had some pretty dark days lately. I wish you the best.
I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) and before i was diagnosed at 19 i had the same thoughts. I didn't know there was a name for that. Also I love when you smile it's so stinkin cute and contagious ☺
Good to see you back and sounding sharp Stephen. The side effects of medicines are tough especially if you are a bit run down. Never heard of Imposter Syndrome. Good to know. You are gaining great insight. N
I feel the same way about my bipolar disorder. I doubt if am bipolar at all or just want to be for some sort of excuse. Then I remember I spent 20 grand on an aquarium before I started taking moodstabilizers, then I remember I've got a family history of it, then I remember the hell my family endured while I was unstabil lol.
Glad you are doing better. Is what your talking about related to thinking you don't need your medication anymore when your feeling better from taking it? This happens a lot.
I‘m shifting between days where I‘m thankfull to be sane again and days where I feel like I fake the condition for attensioe.. It feels like I just imagined the delusions I believed. I get tempted to stop the meds to see what happens. This ilness makes no sense there is no logic no pattern behind it. Its nonsens.
I just wanted to echo Stephen's reply. You have given us solid, informative comments and with that a huge amount of personal support! Thank you very much!
Anosognosia is a real condition. That said, imposter syndrome is something many of us deal with from time to time. We’re only human. Stephen, in my 32 year career in the FDNY there were more than a few times that I felt like an imposter. I really enjoy your videos and and your unique perspective. Keep posting!
@@pauldemic2747 yes, and it's inspiring to watch how in the process of recovery and with external support one is able to gain insight in those aspects... It seems that anosognosia is present in various neurological conditions and other considered mental illnesses. I recently watched a video from Dr. Henry Nasrallah (Professor of Psychiatry, Neurology and Neuroscience) where he discusses how poorly understood has been schizophrenia and how the term itself needs to be reconceptualized.
Anosognosia is a real condition. And so is imposter syndrome. Believe me Stephen, in my 32 year career in the FDNY there were more than a few times that I felt like an imposter. That said, I really enjoy your videos and your unique perspective on things. You have a lot to offer. Keep posting!
Thank you Paul!
Glad to hear you're feeling better. I also enjoyed your thoughtful video. So many people who experience illness often don't allow themselves to be ill. And that guilt or doubt probably makes it all harder. Your series here has so much insight. It's an example of the best that the internet can provide--personal content that both informs and connects people and builds a wider community.
Thank you very much, Casey!
Thank you, Casey, for these informative and gracious comments!
Best of luck getting your health back. I wish you peace.
I have schizoaffective disorder and I feel like I faked it when I’ve been stable for a prolonged period. This makes me come off meds as I feel I don’t need them. Then the cycle of becoming unwell starts again. So I’ve promised myself, no matter how much of an imposter I feel, to stay on the meds.
Thank you so much for sharing. Have a happy and healthy rest of your day.
Nice to see you again Stephen. Glad you're understanding better about your illness. It's good to see you out and about. Fresh air is so good for you! My son is in the hospital now. Hopefully he will get the right help. He's had some pretty dark days lately. I wish you the best.
I am sorry to hear that your son is in the hospital. I hope he gets better soon.
Thank you very much.
Stephen, you are an amazing story teller, brave, bright. Keep sharing your story, it's brilliant! You also look so happy when you are out in nature.
Thank you very much!
I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) and before i was diagnosed at 19 i had the same thoughts. I didn't know there was a name for that.
Also I love when you smile it's so stinkin cute and contagious ☺
Thank you Chelsey! Have a happy and healthy rest of your day!
Good to see you back and sounding sharp Stephen. The side effects of medicines are tough especially if you are a bit run down. Never heard of Imposter Syndrome. Good to know. You are gaining great insight. N
Thank you!
I feel the same way about my bipolar disorder. I doubt if am bipolar at all or just want to be for some sort of excuse. Then I remember I spent 20 grand on an aquarium before I started taking moodstabilizers, then I remember I've got a family history of it, then I remember the hell my family endured while I was unstabil lol.
Thank you for sharing Clint
Glad you are doing better. Is what your talking about related to thinking you don't need your medication anymore when your feeling better from taking it? This happens a lot.
Good to hear from you,tks for sharing how you feeling,helps to understand my son, keep going ,stay happy and positive god bless you bye
Thank you! Have a happy and healthy rest of your day!
I‘m shifting between days where I‘m thankfull to be sane again and days where I feel like I fake the condition for attensioe.. It feels like I just imagined the delusions I believed. I get tempted to stop the meds to see what happens. This ilness makes no sense there is no logic no pattern behind it. Its nonsens.
Hope you had a wonderful day Stephen
Thank you Matt!
Go boy you will beat it. God bless you
Thank you Almaz!
Excellent content! Question: Do you sometimes watch movies in your spare time?
Thank you! I do watch movies but prefer comedy tv shows. I’m currently rewatching Get Smart (the original series)!
@@SurvivingSchizophrenia Oh wow, that's great to hear.
Hi Stephen were you able to stay few hours in school ? After getting better ??
Yes I was!
@@SurvivingSchizophrenia do you remember when did that happen how many months after clozapine?? You were able to sit in classroom and focus ??
It seems like an unconscious coping mechanism to me, like you were trying to soothe and distract yourself to feel safe 🤍
You may be right. Thank you for all your support!
I just wanted to echo Stephen's reply. You have given us solid, informative comments and with that a huge amount of personal support! Thank you very much!
@@SchizophreniaSurvivor so glad and grateful to support you. Thank you for your work to both of you! 🤍
Anosognosia is a real condition. That said, imposter syndrome is something many of us deal with from time to time. We’re only human. Stephen, in my 32 year career in the FDNY there were more than a few times that I felt like an imposter.
I really enjoy your videos and and your unique perspective. Keep posting!
@@pauldemic2747 yes, and it's inspiring to watch how in the process of recovery and with external support one is able to gain insight in those aspects... It seems that anosognosia is present in various neurological conditions and other considered mental illnesses. I recently watched a video from Dr. Henry Nasrallah (Professor of Psychiatry, Neurology and Neuroscience) where he discusses how poorly understood has been schizophrenia and how the term itself needs to be reconceptualized.